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Re: New Update

Postby The Rose24 » Thu Apr 25, 2002 6:26 am

This is a beautiful fic. I love stories like these. Keep up the good work.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

Edited by: The Rose24  at: 4/25/02 9:27:15 pm
The Rose24
 


Re: New Update

Postby Shinnen » Thu Apr 25, 2002 5:22 pm

Quote:
When I'm a grown up, i wanna have a wonderful girlfriend like Willow..




I wrote this fic is because I want to have a girlfriend like Tara to pamper. :grin



Sigh... I'm writing my dreams.

She Looks at the world in a special way, and I feel special because I'm part of her world. She gets my jokes. She understands. It's Magic.

Shinnen
 


Re: New Update

Postby TheWhiz » Fri Apr 26, 2002 2:47 am

I've just read the last 2 updates. This fiction is so sweet and romantic. Willow certain knows how to woo her girl! Was also good to see Tara and Oz make amends. :grin

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"

TheWhiz
 


Revised Part 3

Postby Shinnen » Fri Apr 26, 2002 4:20 pm

Hiya Kittens!



No update yet but I've revised the third part. Took out all the stupid stupid errors that was unknowingly made and corrected some parts of it. I'm already working on the 4th installment, if I can leave early from work...or on time... then I'll finish off the story in one last part.. or else 2 small parts... I love my job (well, kinda) but it's taken a lot of W/T enjoyment and time away from my life.



CheerZ

Shinnen

She Looks at the world in a special way, and I feel special because I'm part of her world. She gets my jokes. She understands. It's Magic.

Shinnen
 


Part 4

Postby Shinnen » Wed May 29, 2002 6:14 am

I'm really sorry for the month long delay of this fic. I've been working and sick and stuff. Oh and I was busy getting out W/T goodness in the form of illustrations and wallpapers! :D Since I'm sick and cannot draw properly, typing worked well and I've got the 4th part up now. Thanks JD for helping with the quick beta-read. :grin





Especially For You

by Shinnen



Part 4



Tara watched the beautiful scenery go by, while Willow drove on the trunk roads of Selangor. The view had changed from the various modern skyscrapers and old historical reconditioned buildings to quiet housing areas and plantations. The traffic considerably reduced as they made their way out of the city. Part of the journey was quiet as Tara was intently watching the scenery go by, she was in awe at the difference between Malaysia and Sunnydale.



I can’t believe Willow actually went through all this trouble to make our anniversary special and it really turned out great. I just wonder where are we heading to now. Willow is being all mysterious and strangely her babbling doesn’t seem to have any more information leaking out other than what she wants me to know at the time.



Willow glanced over to see Tara sitting quietly gazing out the window. Tara’s brow occasionally furrowed. She turned back to concentrate on the road.



I wonder what is going on in Tara’s head now? I’m not gonna pry but I can’t help but feel a little guilty for keeping her in the dark. But hey, if I don’t keep her in the dark, how is this supposed to be a big surprise. *counting back in her mind* Oh goddess! She’s gone through so many surprises in this 24 hours and will be having a few more soon. Is that what she’s thinking. I’m keeping stuff from her? Well, it’s a good kinda keep-her-in-the-dark thingy. So there! I’m gonna surprise her again.



Willow’s mouth formed a determined line. Then she had an idea. Music. That would be a good thing. Not wanting to take her hands off the steering wheel and her eyes off the unfamiliar road, she softly called to Tara.



“Baby? Are you okay?”



“Um, yeah. Why wouldn’t I?” Tara answered turning to face Willow, her face with the sweetest smile reserved only for Willow. “It’s the best anniversary we ever celebrated. It’s just such a beautiful place here. So unlike back home.”



“Okay. Good to know that.” Willow smiled back at her girlfriend. “Could you uh… reach into my backpack and pull out a red CD?”



Tara reached down to grab Willow’s backpack, looked through the bag without messing it up. Then she saw it. Holding it up and examining it closely. There was a very light feeling of a spell lingering on the CD, like an aura, only thing is that CDs didn’t have auras.



‘This?” she showed Willow the CD.



“Yup! That one. Pop it in.”



“Willow? Why is there a… spell…surrounding it?” Tara cautiously asked as she popped in the CD.



“Oh that. It’s a harmless spell to program in the play list and order for the first time I play this CD for you. This CD was specially burned for you. All the songs are dedicated to you. Like Oz’s CD, every song has an “us” moment tagged to it. There’s one song that I cannot let you hear yet, hence the spell.”



Again with the secrecy. Sigh…at least she knows what she is doing. Tara settled back into her seat, her right hand reaching over to caress Willow’s left. Tara listened closely to the lyrics of the songs, remembering every memory the lyrics had pulled up. She felt her eyes water. Willow saw that from the corner of her eyes and she took Tara’s hand and gave it a squeeze while keeping her eyes on the road.



It was almost 7pm when they arrived at a place called Kampung Kuantan, Willow knew that when she saw the “ Kampung Kuantan Fireflies Sanctuary” signboard as she drove past it into a village.



“We’re here, baby” Willow softly touched Tara on her cheeks. Tara apparently had missed the signboard, having her eyes closed a while to enjoy the music. Tara opened her eyes and smiled at Willow.



“Where are we?” Tara asked as she looked around. Willow had parked near a river bank. There were a few other cars in the parking area as well. Willow had hopped out of the car and walked over to Tara’s side of the car and opened the door.



“Come on, Tara.” Willow held out her hand, waiting for Tara to put hers in them. Tara did and Willow pulled Tara out of the car. Willow locked the car. Holding hands, Willow guided Tara to a spot under a low palm with long leaves where there wasn’t anyone there. Willow sat under the tree and pulled Tara down to sit. They could see a magnificent view of the sunset along the river.



“This is so breath-taking.” Tara whispered as she watched the golden sun slowly set in the ember sky. The color of the sky slowly changing from blue to amber to a purplish blue tone. The scenery at the river was not lost on her as well. The whole area had a matchless beauty.



“I know. That’s why I chose here. Away from the Hellmouth. Away from everything we’ve seen and known.” Willow whispered into Tara’s ears. Her hand caressing Tara’s tummy. “But the night is still young.”



“There’s more?” Tara asked as she pulled away from Willow to sit up and looks at Willow in amusement.



“There’s more.” Willow grinned. “See the sky today?” She said as she pointed towards the sky.



“Yeah and…?” Tara’s eyes followed the direction of Willow’s fingers. The sky was cloudy.



“Very cloudy night tonight.” Willow smiled as she pulled Tara back to the comfortable position they were in just now. “No stars. You like stars and I’ve missed the little Tara astrology lessons.”



“Mm hm. And what are you gonna do about that” Tara asked softly, then her eyes widened. “Oh no! No! Willow…not magic?! I’ve been letting you do little spells re-”



“Hush….” Willow put her finger on Tara’s lips cutting off Tara’s speech. “No need to get all worked up here. No magic from me. Just the magic of nature. You’ll see.” Willow kissed the back of Tara’s head and they continued to watch the sunset quietly.



Once the sun had hid behind the far away hills leaving the slightest orange tone in the now dark blue sky, Willow slowly moved to get up, gently pulling Tara up with her.



“Come on, baby. We’ve got to go over to that small pier for the next part of my gift to you.” Willow weaved her fingers with Tara’s and headed for the small pier where a few little narrow boats called Sampans were waiting with their boatpersons.



“We’re going for a boat ride?” Tara asked curiously.



“Yeah. But just not any boat ride. This is a special one. I’ve booked us one sampan to ourselves and they’ll wait a longer before letting the next group of people off. So we’ll have some good alone time but with the boatman. Because You know… we can’t very well steer the boat ourselves and…” Willow’s excited babble was this time cut short by Tara’s lips. “Mmm…that tastes so good.” Willow gasped.



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When I Am Standing On My Head, The Sky Is So Deep And The Sea Is So High.

Shinnen
 


Re: Part 4

Postby fairydust » Wed May 29, 2002 7:02 am

oooh:bounce Yay.....glad there's another update after so long. And very good update at that



I wonder what song Willow was hiding from Tara:confused care to give any hints *gives hopeful look*



cant wait for the next part:)

*****Faye*****Jenna....You're my Angel,sweetheart and dream girl,all rolled up into one happy little ball of goodness because I love you and you love me

fairydust
 


Re: Part 4

Postby The Rose24 » Wed May 29, 2002 7:20 am

I am glad to see you writing again. The update is wonderful as usual. I cant wait until you finish to see how the rest of the anniversary will go.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: Part 4

Postby xita » Wed May 29, 2002 7:47 am

That was so sweet. Willow is so romantic and there are more surprises? Hmm, can't wait.

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Willow and Tara Love

Truly and Forever

xita
 


Final Chapter of Especially For You

Postby Shinnen » Wed May 29, 2002 9:57 am

Especially For You

by Shinnen

Disclaimers: All that is mentioned in the first post and the song belongs to Karla Bonoff "Standing Right Next To Me"



Part 5 (Final)



As they reached the pier, a small dark man in old mended clothes greeted them. He was well tanned and his white teeth gleamed like pearls in his dark complexion. “Selamat Datang. I am Hussien. You are Miss Willow? You did booking for special occasion?” His English heavy with a malay accent and broken.



“Yes, um, Hussien.” Willow smiled at the little man. “Are we going to depart now?” She asked slowly, hoping that the little man understood her.



“Ya ya. We going now. Just in time.” The little man answered as he turned and led the girls towards a small sampan. “Boss told me about special arrangement. Just Miss Willow and her companion.” He turned around and grinned at the girls.



When they reached the boat, Hussien helped Tara into is carefully with Willow’s help then when Tara had settled into a comfortable yet stable position, Willow got in, shaking the boat a little and getting a little nervous.



“Is it supposed to shake this much?” She turned and looked at Hussien. He only gave her another grin and nodded his head.



“You sit still then it will be okay and you must be very quiet.” He answered in his broken English which Willow was sometimes finding a little difficult to understand.



Willow settled in behind Tara carefully and once the sampan had stabilized, she lightly pulled Tara to lean back against her. Soon, after applying some insect repellent that smelled like lemongrass, they were enjoying the tranquility of the boat slowly floating downstream. The sounds of the jungle and nature were soothing to the ear, unlike the sounds of the bustling city or growls of monsters and vamps in Sunnydale.



Being witches, Willow and Tara knew that it was the full moon even on a cloudy night. Within 10 minutes of slowly floating down the river, Tara began to notice flicker of little lights, like the Christmas decorative lights that she used to hang in her room when she had first got to know Willow years ago. She felt Willow’s arms hug her tighter and she couldn’t help but smile. It was dark and she was leaning against Willow but she could feel Willow’s happiness as well.



After a while, all the trees along the area had little soft toned lights all over the branches. Small tiny lights that grew and faded in intensity. Tara remembered the spell she taught Willow to cast long ago, the same spell that they used to find each other: tiny Tinkerbell lights.



“Tiny Tinkerbell lights” Willow whispered into her ears as though the redhead had read her mind. “Don’t they look just amazing? This would be the little Willow astrology lessons I want to give you, every time you look, you’ll see different constellations, but I want Tara astrology lessons now.” Willow softly laughed as not to disturb the joyous rituals of the fireflies.



“Oh Willow… There’s so many to show and it’s so beautiful.” Tara softly responded. “What are they?”



“Those Tinkerbell lights are fireflies. Tons of ‘em!” Willow replied, trying hard to keep her voice low because of her excitement. “According to the guidebook, it’s an ancient mystery to why the fireflies gather here by the millions to light up in harmony every night. Especially on full moons. It’s a natural wonder”



“It’s beautiful! Just gorgeous! Did you choose this place because of the fireflies?” Tara whispered.



“Well…there was the other option… the Amazon River and I don’t think it’s such a good choice… ya know, cannibals, piranhas and s-“ Willow was cut short when Tara placed a finger softly on her lips. Willow smiled and knew it meant that Tara would let her tell the story after enjoying the little boat trip.



Willow shifted a little to get more comfortable and bring more of Tara closer to her body, letting Tara’s beautiful curves mold into her. Just feeling Tara so close to her was making it difficult not to get naughty, but she didn’t dare make a lot of movements because of the precarious stability of the tiny narrow sampan. They silently watched millions of fireflies light up in all the trees both sides of the river. The fireflies resembled gold dust sprinkled on the trees. Twinkling brightly like stars in the sky.



In 2 hours they were back in on shore and a tram was waiting to bring them back upstream to where they parked their car. Tara had thoroughly enjoyed the Ritual of Fireflies. It was something that she would never forget. In the tram, she had gave Willow the sweetest and most passionate kiss that she could in the darkness. Once the kiss broke off they were left breathless, but before another kiss could take place the tram had finally arrived back at the car park. It was a rather quick ride back, a little too quick for the girls. They got off the tram, both a little messed up but glowing.



Willow helped Tara down the tram and they both walked towards their car, softly talking about the fireflies. When they reached the car, Willow pressed the remote to open the car, but instead of getting into the car, she opened the car boot and took out the picnic basket, the portable CD player and removed the CD from the car’s player.



“We’re not going back into the city, honey?” Tara asked in astonishment.



“Nope, baby.” Willow answered with a peck on her lover’s cheeks, her hands full with the picnic basket, CD player and the CD tucked roughly into the basket. “We are gonna stay a night here and now we’ve got a picnic to attend to.” Willow grinned. “Come on.” Willow took Tara’s hand and led her off into the direction of the tree they had sat under to watch the sunset

.

When they had finished setting up their picnic, Willow lit little candles around them and put one special candle, Tara recognized, almost similar to the extra flamey one that Willow had given to her on the day Willow chose her over Oz. Everything that Willow was doing now brought back sweet memories from the past. As she got lost in the sweet memories while looking out at the magnificent night view, she could see some of the fireflies from here. Twinkling like the stars from the rooftop in Sunnydale where she shared her unique astronomy lesson with Willow. Meanwhile, Willow had cast a protection spell around the tree they stood under, just in case something unexpected happened. It was out of habit more than anything else that made Willow cast a protection spell around them.



How to tell her? I mean, it’s a big decision. I know she’ll say yes. Willow’s babble raced through her mind over the next big surprise that she was going to give Tara. It was almost 10pm. She still had less than 2 hours of their anniversary day to give Tara the surprise. Okay, take a deep breath. Willow stood up and took a deep breath, breathing in the freshest air that was hinted with the smell of leaves and water. Romantic surroundings. She looked around and smiled. Check. Protection spell. Check. CD player with fresh batteries. She pressed the standby button on the player and the player lit up with the equalizer producing pretty colored display. She inserted the CD into the player and closed the player. Check. CD on special song. Check. Little box. She tucked her hand into a hidden compartment in the picnic basket where she had secretly slipping in the little box. Check. Now only thing left is to



Willow turned on the player and the song started to play. She walked over to Tara and hugged her from behind, leaning her chin on the blonde’s shoulders, comfortably fitting her curves to Tara’s body. Tara relaxed and leaned back against her.



“Nice song, honey.” Tara smiled as she listened to the song, drinking in the beauty of the moment. Willow, herself safe and warm in each other’s arms, in the most beautiful place she has ever been to.



“Mmhmm… Just what is needed. It’s a special song. I’ve been waiting for just the right time to play it, when we were both ready.” Willow gently spun Tara around. Tara’s beautiful skirt twirled in the light breeze, reminding Willow so much of the time when Tara sang and danced, confessing her deepest love for her. Then resting her hands on Tara’s hips, she pulled Tara in for a little slow dance. Tara had her arms draped over Willow’s shoulders. “I’ve got something to tell you.”



“What is it?” Tara leaned her head on Willow’s shoulders now. It was like her birthday every year. Since the first time she celebrated her birthday with Willow and the gang. Willow had always ended the day with a perfect slow dance, taking every opportunity to stretch each minute so that they were close.



“This song is called “Standing Right Next To Me”. Listen to the lyrics…” Willow softly replied, as the song repeated. Willow sang along with the singer, hoping that she wasn’t sounding too off key. The couple swayed quietly and slowly.



Love is like the wind,

Sometimes it blows your way,

And until now

It missed me somehow.



But when I turned around

I saw you standing there.

The sound of your voice -

I had no choice.



I used to have a wish

One day I'd feel like this.

Now I know love exists

Cause it's standing right next to me
."



Tara had closed her eyes and listened carefully to Willow’s singing. She was smilling. When she heard the lyrics, a flood of memories came into her mind, drawing tears of happiness. She looked up at Willow and saw the person she loved so well. She gave the redhead the smile especially reserved only for her.



Beneath the moon tonight

I see it in your eyes -

No more false starts,

No more broken hearts.



I used to have a wish

One day I'd feel like this.

Now I know love exists

Cause it's standing right next to me.



Even in the dark,

Even when you're gone

I feel you in my heart.



I used to have a wish

One day I'd feel like this.

Now I know love exists

Cause it's standing right next to me



Standing right next to me.




When the song finished, Willow stopped singing as well. Looking into her lover’s slate blue eyes that were looking back at her with all the passion known to mankind, Willow pulled out the little box. Tara looked at it too. The box had golden stars and moons carefully pasted on. Willow opened the box to show Tara a ring. It had had intricate carvings on it. Willow put the ring on Tara’s finger. Tara was speechless, instead she just leaned forward and kissed Willow long and passionately. This time it was almost impossible for them to stop. Willow lost her balance and fell onto the picnic cloth, narrowly missing the extra flamey candle. Willow reluctantly broke the kiss to say what she had intended to say before Tara caught her by surprise. “Tara…. Will you be my bride?”



Another barrage of kisses ensued. Willow knew the answer well and clear. It had turned out better than she had expected. Knowing that they were well hidden and protected, things got a little steamier.



Just before midnight, Willow and Tara were lying in each other’s arms. The light weight sundress that Tara was wearing had been very convenient. Little clothing needed to be shed as both girls had tried to respect the culture of the country, and the only thing that came off was Tara’s panties and Willow’s light blouse.



“Happy Anniversary, baby.” Willow pulled Tara in and gave her a peck on the cheek.



“Thank you so much…” Tara had tears in her eyes.



“What’s wrong baby?” Willow sat up quickly with a worried look on her face.



“Nothing’s wrong. Just that… I’m so happy, elated in fact and to be yours, forever.” Tara gave a laugh that erased the worry from Willow’s face instantaneously.



Willow gave Tara a warm smile and started looking around.



“I think I should start finding our missing garments.” She spotted her blouse hung on one of the lower branches. “I wonder how that got up there.” She stood up and jumped at the branch, trying to pull down the blouse. When she finally did, she spotted Tara’s underwear under one of the corners of the crumpled picnic cloth. She picked it up and brought it to Tara who was still on the ground, dreamily watching Willow looking for the undergarments.



After they got dressed, Willow had suggested they pack up the picnic and head for the private chalet she had booked for the night. It had a porch so they could have another picnic there if they weren’t going to turn in early. It would be another 2 glorious days of sightseeing and relaxation before the lovebirds had to leave the tropical paradise that marked another milestone in their everlasting relationship. Not to mention, breaking the best news the girls had to the family. They were starting a whole new chapter in their life, marriage.



The End.

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I hope this fic hadn't disappoint anyone other than the really really long delay between the chapter. I'm also hoping that Jenna would see this fic. :grin



Feedback is more than welcomed. :D



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When I Am Standing On My Head, The Sky Is So Deep And The Sea Is So High.

Edited by: Shinnen at: 9/4/02 2:32:56 am
Shinnen
 


Re: Final Chapter of Especially For You

Postby mollyig » Wed May 29, 2002 10:51 am

Millions of tiny tinkerbell lights. That Willow she's just so romantic - of course, Tara deserves it.



Shinnen, this was a truly lovely story. And as I've said before it was kind of you to take them away from the nasty hellmouth - there would have been no midnight picnics in Sunnydale!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: Final Chapter of Especially For You

Postby snuggle79 » Wed May 29, 2002 1:58 pm

awesome! So romantic and sweet! :)

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love? oh and btw, Joss, you can kiss my pissed ass

snuggle79
 


Re: Final Chapter of Especially For You

Postby pleasantlyblue » Wed May 29, 2002 4:42 pm

wow. i just read this whole fic and...wow

it's wonderful, thank you Shinnen :)





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the girl of my dreams is giving me nightmares

pleasantlyblue
 


Re: Final Chapter of Especially For You

Postby The Rose24 » Wed May 29, 2002 7:45 pm

That was beautiful. I hope you write another story soon.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: FIC: Especially For You

Postby kiaora1 » Wed May 29, 2002 7:55 pm

lots of willow/tara goodness here, but don't ya think so many surprises would kinda...eh...take off the effect? not that

I'm complaining though, great fic ;)



Willow: "Okay, we're here, ready for action...umm....bad guy fighting action" *smirks* - Seeing Red S6

kiaora1
 


Re: FIC: Especially For You

Postby Karzia » Wed May 29, 2002 10:27 pm

This was well worth the wait :bounce "Teeney tinkerbell lights" millons of 'em, gee I always thought I was a hopeless reomantic, I could take lessons from Willow in this story:love :grin

"This may be the Hellmouth, but it's our Hellmouth"

--------Tara in "Left of Center"
-------- by: Jomarch



Taste the rainbow

Karzia
 


Re: FIC: Especially For You

Postby wiltar » Thu May 30, 2002 12:09 am

great fic, romantic and sweet, just the way I like them :)



Patricia

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W-what were they looking at?


-The hotness of you doofus!!!



wiltar
 


Re: FIC: Especially For You

Postby Shinnen » Thu May 30, 2002 3:37 am

I'm grinning like a fool. No icon can express my gratitude and appreciation of all the nice Kittens. :grin



fairydust:- Well, heh, you didn't need to wait long because the fifth was posted less than 24 hours after the 4th because I was happy with the responses so far. :grin The 5th part will answer all your questions. :D



The Rose24:- :) Betcha already seen the 5th part. That's how the anniversary went. But writing more? That would be another thing altogether. Maybe I will, maybe I won't. I believe I can do everyone better if I concentrated on what I do best. Art. So they'll be more W/T artwork heading the way of my other threads.



xita:- Oh great xita! Thank you for reading my fic. :grin



mollyig:- I actually did some research on that last place and will probably go visit it later next week to see if it's as good as the research said. Since I watched the many clips that some nice kittens post in thier sites, I was even more determined to write it as romantic as my mind could get. Taking them away from the Hellmouth in the first place, was an idea when the spoilers came out and of course... Malaysia is my territory :D ,

therefore... I want a little piece of the beautiful lovers in my side of the court, be it in fic.



snuggle79, pleasantlyblue, wiltar:- Thankyew! :D



kiaora1:- Actually....few people would expect a string of surprises. In real life, in the past, I actually enjoy doing that for the girls I really like and they loved it. They just don't love me. They love all the stuff I surprise them with though.



Karzia:- *high 5's Karzia* Hopeless romantic here as well. :grin .



A little eye candy here. It's not new but it's related to this fic.





CheerZ

Shinnen



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When I Am Standing On My Head, The Sky Is So Deep And The Sea Is So High.

Edited by: xita  at: 6/27/02 4:56:29 pm
Shinnen
 

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