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Re: All Our Masks

Postby LittleBit » Thu Feb 28, 2008 5:08 am

I like the natalie merchant song too .. very appropriate.

Interesting update .. you will tell us how Tara got the scar right???
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Paint the Sky » Thu Feb 28, 2008 12:22 pm

Oh, my! It was definately worth the wait for this update.

Cole is one sick puppy, and the matter of fact way you described his actions made it all the more chilling. Nicely done.

Tara's reaction to Willow's obvious discomfort was also nicely understated. No big act of revulsion, fear or sympathy on her part was just right for her character as you write her, and because of this the scene between the of them carried more weight.

Willow's natural curiosity has to lead her to connect with Tara because of what they both know now, but will she resist her own urges because of her own sense of self preserveration?

This is such an interesting examination of both their pysche's.

More, soon please!
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Wills » Thu Feb 28, 2008 6:49 pm

Oh wow, another update! Great, great, great scenes. Even though your Willow and Tara are not like the ones depicted on Buffy, I see elements of them in your story, the elements that make them so lovable and wonderful. My heart melted when I realized that Tara intentionally showed Willow her scars in an effort to make her more comfortable about her own. And speaking of which, although I loathe to see Willow in pain, I must admit that it adds so much to my emotional response as a reader. I believe that Willow and Tara's eventual union will be that much more gratifying, for everyone.

Awesome, awesome job. Thank you.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby tararules2007 » Sat Mar 08, 2008 12:45 am

this is a cool story
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Reallybigpineapple » Tue Mar 11, 2008 1:49 am

Sometimes I despair.
This story is so much better written than most of the weird, ungrammatical stuff out there. Everyone who's interested in well written Willow/Tara should read it. Still, the bad stuff seems to get more really enthusiastic feedback. I'll never get it, really, I won't...

I mean, hello, Pippa's back with Cataclysm Café, which is one of the greatest Buffy-related fics ever written, but nooo, people want to read the grammatical disasters filled with spelling errors and a braindead plot. Whazzup with that?
So, for what it's worth: This is great. Well written, exciting and entertaining.

Thanks a lot!
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby spells42 » Tue Mar 11, 2008 8:48 pm

Hi
I haven't had much time to spare for the Kitten Board lately, but I wanted to let you know I'm enjoying your fic. I'm intrigued by the mystery of their backgrounds, and their connection to this Cole Raimey guy who sounds like a very nast piece of work. You do Willow and Tara very well - personality, mannerisms, and the evidence of the trauma both appear to have suffered (at the hands of Cole?).

You did the over officious police-woman - or was she FBI, I don't remember now - so well, I didn't like her and was suspicious of her. Still am.

It's fun to see the slow crumbling of the walls they've each put up in the face of the attraction they seem to feel for the other. The self-doubt and attempts at positive thinking on Tara's part, and the fear, surprise and denial on Willow's.

Looking forward to more.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby db » Mon Mar 24, 2008 8:04 am

Hello.

I am not hree too often anymore, so I apologize in advance for what is sure to be irregular feedback -- but I just read this and wanted you to know how impressed I am. I *so* want to know what happens next and... just wow. Wow, this story is fabulous! Fabulous plot! fabulous intrigue! Fabulous writing and gracious, fabulous chemistry between Willow and Tara!

I very very hope that you will continue with the story. I'd like to see Willow come out of her shell and I'd like to know what happened to Tara and I am nervous about the blow out that will occur when Will finds out that Tara knows who Raimey is, and scared for them both, plus the part where Willow saw Tara half nekkid. I'm interested in how that dynamic is going to unfold too!

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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Artemis » Mon Mar 31, 2008 8:06 am

Sorry I'm so late offering feedback. Raimey is a very convincing and scary psychopath - it's chilling how 'normal', so to speak, his thoughts are even though he's thinking about doing horrible things to people. The horrific stuff he does is no different to anything else to him, just part of what he thinks is totally normal. I don't want him anywhere near Willow and Tara, naturally - which I guess is exactly the point, with him being the villain of the piece and all.

Brave move from Tara, showing Willow her scar - she took a big risk in how Willow would react, not just to that revelation but to her boldness in that scene in general, but it also seems like she's getting a pretty good handle on how to 'manage' Willow's reluctance to communicate. But if/when she says the wrong thing, or just does something Willow takes the wrong way, it could all fall down so badly :paranoid

I thought the scene with Willow kind of probing her thoughts for the panic she's become accustomed to was very powerful - it says so much about how much she's been affected by what she went through that it upsets her that she didn't immediately go into a panic in a situation where she thought she would have. Even though she doesn't like the fear, she seems to have become so used to it that it's scary to not have it when she expects it - at least the panic is a known quantity, whereas her reactions to Tara are an unknonwn. Fascinating stuff.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Repost Moderator » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:50 pm

Originally posted by WiccanHandprintz[hr]

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“Hello?”

“Jesus Christ, Wills, you wanna tell me what the hell is going on?!” Xander’s voice, usually so easygoing and light, was thin with worry. Willow’s hand flew to her mouth, her cheeks flushing with surprise and guilt.

“Shit, Xand, I’m sorry. I completely forgot to... Oh, goddess, you must hate me right now.” There was a long silence, and Willow could hear the soft, measured clicking sound of the FBI phone tap in the background.

“Well, I don’t know,” Xander replied at last, sounding much more in control. “You haven’t called me in two days, and when I drove by the place on my way downtown this afternoon, there were some majorly suspicious cars just hanging around outside. Are you being really unprofessionally stalked, or something?” She laughed a little, and heard him catch his breath in surprise at the sound.

“No, I... Well, it’s- I don’t know if I’m allowed to talk to you, actually.”

“...if you’re allowed? Willow, what’s going on?” She sighed, the amusement fading.

“The people outside are with the FBI, Xand. I’ve got to stay inside for a while, but it’s ok. Tara’s here, too.”

“Tara? Wait, the cleaning girl?” He snorted disbelievingly. “You’re telling me that you’re locked in your own house with someone you barely know and you’re ok with this? That’s-” Then, Xander broke off sharply, and swallowed. “FBI? Is this... Shit, Willow.”

“Raimey’s out.”

“How?” Now, Xander’s voice was deadly calm. Willow let out a breath, closing her eyes.

“I don’t know. They don’t know. But they’re watching the house just in case.”

“When did he escape?”

“A few days ago. He could be anywhere.”

“I’m calling Buffy.” Willow’s eyes flew open, and she threw out a hand as if he could see her.

“No! Xander, no. There’s nothing you can do, and there’s nothing she can do, either. The cops are here, and-”

“And a fat lot of good they did you three years ago,” Xander interrupted furiously. “The only reason that bastard didn’t finish the job was because Buffy was coming to pick you up for lunch and when she saw how trashed your office was, she followed the GPS in your cell phone!”

“I know,” Willow said in a low voice, turning to press her forehead against one of the kitchen cabinets. She placed the hand that she’d flung out against the wood beside her head, long fingers splayed near the handle. “But that was then, and this is now. Buffy was lucky. I was lucky. Dragging her all the way across the country just so-”

“It wouldn’t be dragging, Wills,” Xander said, more gently now. “She loves you. I love you. Like we’re just gonna leave you to the wolves now?”

“I’m hardly being ‘left to the wolves’, Xander. FBI, remember? Just because they weren’t the first ones on the scene that day doesn’t mean we shouldn’t trust them. I mean, come on. Have you seen Silence Of The Lambs?” This made him laugh, and Willow was glad of it. The tension waned.

“You just like that movie because of Jodie Foster.”

“Well, what can I say? Jodie’s a fox. ‘Specially with a gun.”

“Aren’t you all Wicca-y? No violence and all that?”

“I didn’t say anything about firing the gun,” Willow modified primly.

“Right. Well.” He paused. “You... you sound good, Will.” She smiled to herself, just a little. Straightening away from the cabinet, Willow turned around to see Tara tiptoeing through the doorframe, dirty rag in hand.

“Thanks. I am... better,” she said finally, biting her lip. “Surprisingly enough.”

“And this whole Tara thing is ok? No wigging out?”

“No,” Willow replied slowly, silently pointing at the drawer beneath the sink as Tara mouthed the words ‘laundry detergent’. The blond knelt, opened the drawer, pulled out the box, and quirked her brow at Willow. Laundry detergent in the kitchen? The shorter woman shrugged, and then tilted her head back towards the telephone. “No, I think it’s going to be ok, actually.”

“Ok. Ok, good. Uh, I... They’re taping this conversation, right?”

“Sure are.”

“Yeah, I thought I heard some weird tapping noises. Well. I’ll let you go now, I guess, but I’m not going far. And if you need anything- if anything happens-”

“You’ll be the first.”
******

After he hung up, Xander stared at the phone for a moment. His brow furrowed, head wavering from side to side. Confusion, relief, fear and determination fought it out inside his skull.

Then, mouth tightening, he reached for the base of the telephone and started dialing.

“Yeah, Buff? We have a problem.”

******

Sitting down for tea. They were sitting down for tea.

Somehow, this concept struck Tara as highly amusing, in a surreal sort of way. They’d had meals together, sure, and coffee and hot chocolate... But tea? Tea was different. Tea was homey, and if you did it more than once, then it was both scheduled and homey, which was just... Different.

And kinda nice.

“So,” she said after a beat, careful to keep her eyes on her mug. “Silence Of The Lambs, huh?” Willow, sitting across the table from her as always, coughed.

“Well, yeah.” She smiled sheepishly, and Tara mentally catalogued that smile with an unexpected greed.

“Too scary for me,” Tara offered. “L-lecter always m-m-made me cringe.”

“Oh, I love him,” Willow told her, still looking sheepish. Her eyes, though, were bright. “Well. Maybe ‘love’ isn’t the right word. But... he’s so interesting. Psychologically, I mean.” Tara nodded. Then, with a half-shrug that she was trying very hard to keep from looking self-conscious, she spoke again.

“The only thing that g-got me through it was J-jodie Foster. She’s-”

“-such a babe,” Willow finished for her. Their eyes met.

“I’m s-sorry for listening in on y-your conversation,” Tara said quickly, uncomfortable with the silence, “b-but I only heard that last b-b-bit.” She ducked her head, furious with her tongue for refusing to let the words come smoothly.

“It’s ok,” Willow reassured her quietly, uncertainly. “I mean,” she continued with a small chuckle, “it’s true.”

“Yeah. D-did you see Flight Plan?” The redhead scoffed.

“Netflix, as soon as it was out.” Tara grinned, unable to help herself. I’m talking to Willow Rosenberg about girls. I’m talking about girls with Willow Rosenberg. Willow and I are talking about Jodie frigging Foster.

Wait. Wait, Tara, calm down. It’s not like you’re flirting with her or-

“The Brave One is coming out soon,” Tara said, interrupting her own brain. “We could order that a-and watch it here.”

...ok, you’re so flirting with her.

“Maybe,” Willow replied, taking another sip of her Tazo. Then, she looked at Tara again, and smiled.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby jay/wt4evr » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:52 pm

yayy they're hooking up :party
hope that bastard doesn't too much trouble :happy
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby nothingtosay » Sat Apr 12, 2008 1:25 pm

woohoo! :D

welcome back. :party
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Zampsa1975 » Sat Apr 12, 2008 1:33 pm

Excellent update-y goodness... Good for Willow and Tara to have a flirty conversation... I hope they have :wtkiss and witchy-love before the :rage Raimey shows up...
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby magicdanw » Sat Apr 12, 2008 2:36 pm

Zampsa1975 wrote:I hope they have and witchy-love before the Raimey shows up...
Or even better, let's hope he doesn't show up at all! I mean, of course he will, but maybe if we all cross our fingers....
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Paint the Sky » Sun Apr 13, 2008 4:27 am

The girls are bonding nicely, tea and Jodie Foster, not to mention Tara's subtle angling for a date is indeed surreal in the midst of the situation they are in.

Their conversation was so 'normal' that its almost easy to forget that they are in danger. But, its the whole ordinariness of the scene that heightens the tension in the overall scheme of things.

Nice update.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby LittleBit » Sun Apr 13, 2008 5:02 am

ooh that's so sweet .. they're flirting! :D
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby wimpy0729 » Sun Apr 13, 2008 11:19 am

Hi there! I'm so glad to see an update to this interesting story.

I liked this cozy little update without all the super badness for a minute. I'm glad she talked to Xander, and also that he chose to contact Buffy. I think they both need to know what's going on. It's also an interesting point that Buffy rescued her from the evil dude the first time. I can't remember if that was mentioned before or not.

I also liked how she seems even more comfy with Tara, having a nice little tea date (sort of), and chatting about Jodie Foster. That's a nice little bonding moment. And yes, they definitely need to rent The Brave One, although I'm afraid the violence in it might upset Willow. If it does, I'm hoping for some comforting from Tara. Although I'll leave that up to you, so now I'm anxiously awaiting what happens next.

Great job, and please update again soon.


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Re: All Our Masks

Postby katjetson » Thu May 22, 2008 7:06 pm

No, no, no! Don't go into the light! Return here to us and give us more of your intriguing tale. Ya? Please?
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby masterjendu » Sat May 24, 2008 3:51 pm

I'm delurking in order to heartily concur with Kat (and to tell you, a little late, that I am truly loving this story)! Bring those WiccanHandprintz of yours back to us.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby sadie » Sat May 24, 2008 5:15 pm

Hey, just wanted to say I'm loving this story!

I like that it's a totally diff. background story, there's loads of stuff to find out about each other and all the while there's a killer after them...

Angst, action and romance, I love it ;)
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby jay/wt4evr » Sun May 25, 2008 2:19 am

*waiting patiently for the next update*
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subtle, uh? :p
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Artemis » Sun May 25, 2008 8:32 am

I love Willow and Tara flirting over Jodie Foster - very cute (and very well-deserved too) :blush Interesting that 'The Brave One' was mentioned, as there would seem to be certain parallels there - not in every way, but some aspects of this story, like Willow's trauma and her reaction to it (and how she may react if/when she has to face Raimey again), and how earlier she had her conflicting reactions to the gun she keeps.

Bringing Xander and Buffy in raises some interesting possibilities - as Xander said, Buffy helped save Willow before, but Willow counters that that was luck rather than design, and both points of view are equally valid. So I wonder what'll happen this time - whether Buffy's presence will help, or whether luck will have to go their way as well.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby WiccanHandprintz » Thu Jun 19, 2008 1:06 pm

I just want to say I am SO sorry that it has been this long. I don't even want to go back and check to see exactly how long it's actually been, because that would make me feel even more guilty than I do already. But I swear to you guys, I will have an update, if not today, then tomorrow.

...in my defense, I've gone through a really rocky relationship and a bad breakup, finals, a completely broken computer, and three weeks in South America without the ability to sit down and write some chapters. But I'm back now, and I feel absolutely awful about letting you all down, so yeah.

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Re: All Our Masks

Postby jay/wt4evr » Thu Jun 19, 2008 1:12 pm

*stubles in seeking an update*
*finds none*
*finds really good reason not to be an update*
*adds, not really good, since theyìre bad*
anyway, after this little babblefest, I wanted to say that I'm sorry to hear that, I hope they went good, that sucks and wow three weeks.
so, that being said....update pwetty pweaseeee :aww
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby WiccanHandprintz » Thu Jun 19, 2008 2:24 pm

As promised, my lovelies.

Chapter 12

****Three Years Ago****

She was driving fast. Perhaps too fast. Probably too fast. But the fingers on the black leather steering wheel were white with stress, and the slim body was tense... this speed was necessary. Buffy Summers, her blond hair pulled into a tight ponytail at the nape of her neck, her hazel eyes shaded by dark, mirrored frames, turned off the main highway so sharply that the back of the car fishtailed to the left. Her cell phone, lying on the passenger seat beside her, hummed lowly. Periodically, it emitted a short, high sound. Buffy ignored it. Her eyes darted instead to the GPS screen set into the dashboard, and the glowing red dot that pulsated there, sending out radiating rings of light like a blip on a sonar screen.

The turn off the highway left the buildings and gas stations behind, and she found them replaced by trees and some paved, some unpaved streets leading off into the green. Buffy swallowed, her mind racing. The peaceful scenery seemed at odds with the sick, twisting fear that was growing in her belly, and suddenly she hated it all. The mailbox with the bright robin painted on the side was almost painful to pass, and she wanted to drag her hand through the twines of honeysuckle thick by the road, to tear it from the ground and make it feel the same jerking uncertainty that she felt.

When Willow hadn't answered the buzz to her office, when no one knew whether the Doc had gone out or not, when Buffy had finally huffed and clomped her way up the stairs to the redhead's home base, when she'd found the mess of papers and the broken lamp...

Buffy shuddered reflexively, flashing back to the shattered pieces of lamp that covered the floor and part of the desk. As if someone had grabbed it and hit something, hit something hard... Like a petite young woman who could no more throw a punch than walk on water. For some reason, this thought made the blond nearly choke on a low, anxious giggle. She fought back the laugh, coldly aware of its utter lack of humor.

Following the silent, ominously red blip that was Willow Rosenberg's GPS-equipped phone, which Buffy knew she always kept in the inside zip pocket of her jacket (and the jacket hadn't been there, hadn't been at the office, so she must have been wearing it, must
be wearing it...), she took another turn, this time onto one of the pleasantly canopied smaller roads. It was paved, but the job looked- and felt- like an old one; the pavement was cracked and falling away at the edges. The wheels of Buffy's police issue car dipped violently, and she nearly bit the tip of her tongue off. In the rear-view mirror, the pothole gaped after her like an open mouth in that cool, sun-dappled strip of street.

One more turn, this one a right, and Buffy was on a gravel road that wound through the South Carolina countryside like a river. She could see smoke rising from somewhere, almost hidden by foliage. It was dark, thick, and filled her with dread.

Buffy pulled carefully off the road and parked, the pulsating sign of Willow's phone overlapping with her own dot on the map. Swallowing, she stepped out of the car and drew her gun. Procedure or no procedure, this was [i]Willow
.

Locking the car, she made her way along the side of the road, stepping over small piles of gravel spit from past cars. The smoke was more clearly visible now, and the smell of it pervaded the air. It was a fatty, rich stench, like that of very fine wood... or animal flesh. No sooner had that lovely thought entered her head then Buffy's nostrils flared with another odor, and this one far more recognizable.

Burning hair.

She forced herself not to run, for fear of making too much noise, but her legs seemed to actually lengthen to make room for the long strides that were carrying her faster, faster, but maybe not fast enough, towards the smoke. She held the gun with both hands, pointed up, one thumb on the safety.

There were sounds now. Muffled, covered by the loud crackle and roar of fire, but sounds. Human sounds.

And then, Buffy came through the trees, and Buffy saw.

At first, see, there was just a house. A medium, nondescript white house. Windows closed. A red door.

And then, there was the stake that stood beside it to the left, pounded into the ground. 10 feet or so of thick, sturdy oak, with 5'5'' feet or so of bound, screaming Willow tied to it. Buffy took in the kindling piled around the base of the stake, with fire crawling and spreading across it. There was more kindling at the back of the stake, she saw, almost clinically, and the fire there had already reached Willow's twisting, rope-tangled hands. She saw it lighting on the sleeve of the redhead's denim jacket, hissing and catching at the long auburn hair.

There was a man standing in front of the burning woman, arms flung out with glee. He was saying something, but Buffy couldn't hear. Her heart was the loudest thing now, steady and cold and rhythmic. It calmed her shaking hands, and made her feet strong and sure as she strode forwards towards the stake and the man, leveled the gun, and fired twice.

Buffy didn't even glance down as she passed him, after he'd crumpled to the ground. She went to the side of the house, grabbed the hose that was coiled on the wall, and wrenched it on. The steady, cop-calm of her heartbeat was gone now, now that the gun had recoiled into her hand and the shots were hanging in the air, and she was whispering prayers she would never remember later as she tugged at the hose. Gurgling, spitting, and then rushing, the water sprayed onto the stake and the kindling and the woman. It hissed where it hit, like acid rain, and Buffy was crying as she watched the steam rise. She clapped a hand to her pocket, and felt a jolt of shock that seemed almost unfair in its intensity when her palm found only cloth. Her phone, of course, was in the car, humming away in the passenger seat.

“Fuck,” Buffy whispered, and then dropped the hose and hurried to the stake. Willow was slumped against the rope that held her against the wood, her chin brushing her chest. The stench of burned skin hung around her like a cloud. “Oh, god,” the blond said, gently reaching into the redhead's open jacket and pulling out her phone. “Oh, god.” She looked down at the phone, and bit her lip. It was flashing a single, devastating message: Missed Call: Buffy Summers.

After the FBI came, and the ambulances, and the state police, Buffy was left in the hospital waiting room with her head in her hands. Cole Raimey had been taken into custody with a bullet in his right thigh and a hole in his side... but he would live. Willow Rosenberg, on the other hand...

It wasn't long before Xander showed up, bringing a box of donuts that neither of them touched. Buffy told him, quietly and calmly, what had happened at the Raimey house. Xander's eyes got hard, but she put a hand on his arm and he let his head fall back against the wall and did not move.

It took three hours for a doctor to come out and, in a low voice, inform them that Willow was alive. That she was stabilized. That two inches of hair had been burned off, along with the skin from both her hands up to the wrists. Severe burns continued to the elbows. Her feet had been mostly protected by the thick boots she'd been wearing, and the burns on her ankles and calves were minor, due to the uneven dispersion of kindling and the heavy jeans.

“We'll be able to graft skin from her back or thighs to replace what's beyond repair,” the soft-spoken doctor added. “She'll have scarring, of course, but more importantly, she might have nerve damage. We haven't determined the full extent of the burns in that respect, but it's possible that she may never have full use of her hands again.”

Months later, after surgery, therapy, all of it, Willow was a woman who would wear gloves for the rest of her life... but there was no lasting nerve damage. The skin grafting went well, with relatively little scarring, considering.

But beyond that, and below that, as both Buffy and Xander knew, their friend was a woman... shattered.


********

****Present Time****

When Buffy hung up the phone, it wasn't loudly. It wasn't slammed down. Her hands were not shaking.

Alan Colbert, however, who was standing across the room at the communal fridge, looked up, saw the expression on her face, and dropped his soda.

********

Willow lay on her back, the fuzzy bathrobe untied, and smiled. She was holding a mug of hot tea on her stomach, warming the skin just below the ribcage through the robe. Through the door and down the hall, she could hear the quiet sounds of Tara moving around, closing a door. Their conversation earlier had been left at Jodie Foster, but Willow could still feel it in the air around her, as if their words had become real and tangible and weren't leaving. There was a warm, infant glow somewhere inside her, and it wasn't just from the tea.

Soothed by chamomile and a shower, her eyes not on her scars but on the smooth white ceiling, Willow allowed herself to contemplate the rare idea of falling in love.[/i]
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Paint the Sky » Thu Jun 19, 2008 2:29 pm

Dibs, hah I got me another one!!

It's great to see you back, and there's no need to feel bad about not updating cos let me tell you this more than made up for it.

The way you described Buffy's drive to the scene of Willow's horrific torture was brilliant. I experienced every turn of the wheel and bump in the road. The attention to detail just enhanced the experience, I felt like i was seeing through Buffy's eyes. Little things like the robin mailbox, Buffy almost biting her tongue, the pothole in the road, just lovely how all that allows us to know how hyperaware Buffy is.

And then when she reaches the house where Willow is and the description of the scents and sounds she encounters, well, that give me shivers it was so realistic.

Her 'cop calm' (fantastic use of words) is very evident through all those scenes with her professionalism holding fast until she gets close enough to Willow to really see the damage that Raimy has done. The transition from cop to friend was seamless. Beautifully done!

Thank you for lightening the mood at the end. Willow on her bed contemplating falling in love and nursing a cup of tea was the perfect antidote to the pain of the first part.

A joy to read as usual.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby Zampsa1975 » Thu Jun 19, 2008 4:25 pm

Yay for excellent update-y goodness... Good thing that Willow is such a techno geek that she had her GPS-phone on her... Extra big yay for Willow's thought of falling in love with Tara...
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby nothingtosay » Thu Jun 19, 2008 8:32 pm

“Oh, god.” She looked down at the phone, and bit her lip. It was flashing a single, devastating message: Missed Call: Buffy Summers.
...intense

and what is this?...

When Buffy hung up the phone, it wasn't loudly. It wasn't slammed down. Her hands were not shaking.

Alan Colbert, however, who was standing across the room at the communal fridge, looked up, saw the expression on her face, and dropped his soda.


hope nothing happened to Willow or Tara...its too early for either to get kidnapped or something..they have to develop first then off with their heads..(jokes)
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby LittleBit » Fri Jun 20, 2008 5:48 am

it's great to see an update on this story and to finally know how Willow was injured.
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby jay/wt4evr » Fri Jun 20, 2008 6:44 am

Wow. And might I add wow. The perfection with which you described the scenes is..perfect. good thing that Willow may be falling in love. bad thing that the guy dropped his soda *shudder
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Re: All Our Masks

Postby skeeter451 » Fri Jun 20, 2008 8:51 am

nothingtosay wrote:and what is this?...

When Buffy hung up the phone, it wasn't loudly. It wasn't slammed down. Her hands were not shaking.

Alan Colbert, however, who was standing across the room at the communal fridge, looked up, saw the expression on her face, and dropped his soda.


hope nothing happened to Willow or Tara...its too early for either to get kidnapped or something..they have to develop first then off with their heads..(jokes)


I took it to mean when Buffy hung up with Xander.

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