This is a Willow/Tara songfic that I wrote for no particular reason, the song just seemed to fit them, so I wrote it.



figured I'd share it with my fellow Kittens and see what you think....



not sure if this should be in this thread or the completed fic thread, seeing as it is an only one post kind of story......



Oh well, it should be ok in this section,



right...?







here it is:





Crazy for this girl - song performed by Evan and Jaron





Tara smiled at Willow. A small smile, but she was happier than she could ever show. Willow, this wonderful beautiful red head actually wanted to spend time with her. Someone actually wanted to be near her. Tara had all but given up hope of finding someone, finding a friend, and now that she had one, Tara found that she wanted more.



[She rolls the window down

And she talks over the sound

Of the cars that pass us by

And I don't know why but she's changed my mind]



Willow stole a small glance at the girl sitting next to her on the couch, and smiled. Tara. Everything about her made her heart flutter. Tara was the most beautiful, kind, person Willow had ever met. Willow sighed softly to herself; only half reading the pages open in front of her. Does she even know?



[Would you look at her she looks at me

She's got me thinkin' about her constantly

But she don't know how I feel

You know she carries on with out a doubt I wonder if she'll figure out

I'm crazy for this girl

Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl!]



Tara couldn’t help but remember the first time she had met Willow, it had only been a few weeks earlier but it felt like she had known her forever. Willow had been so brave. A shiver traveled down her spine every time she thought of how close to being killed she had come, and what scared her even more was how much she would have missed out on if she had been. Tara smiled affectionately at Willow and was rewarded with a smile in return.



[She was the one to hold me

The night the sky fell down

And what was I thinkin' when

The world didn't end

Why didn't I know what I know now?]



Willow was confused. Oz. Tara. Oz, she had loved him for so long, and when he left…. Well, he had taken a part of her with him, and to have him back…. Wouldn’t that make her whole? But then Willow thought of Tara, and the however short but meaningful time they had spent together, and it all became clear. Oz may bring back that part of Willow he took away, but, Tara. Without Tara, Oz would have nothing to bring that part back to. Tara helped her to be who she was, she taught her to love herself, and she taught her to follow her heart.



[Would you look at her she looks at me

She's got me thinkin' about her constantly

But she don't know how I feel

You know she carries on with out a doubt

I wonder if she'll figure out

I'm crazy for this girl

Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl!]



Tara liked it in the dark; no one could see her tears. She couldn’t help but cry. ‘Stupid little Tara has done it again’ she thought, ‘and I knew… I knew if Oz ever came back… knew that we were just friends… that she loved him…’ Tara wipes her tears with her sleeve, trying to wipe away the hurt and pain and misery, but it doesn’t work that way, ‘I love you…” she thought “ with all my heart”





[Right now]



“Tara, I have to tell you... “



[Face to face]



“No, I-I understand. You have to be with the person you l-love”



[All my fears, pushed aside]



“I am “



[right now…I'm ready to spend the rest of my life loving you!]



“You mean... “



[Would you look at her she looks at me

She's got me thinkin' about her constantly

But she don't know how I feel

And if she carries on with out a doubt

I wonder if she's figured out

I'm crazy for this girl]



”I mean”



[Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl! ]

Tara: Every time I... even when I'm at my worst, you
always make me feel special. How
do you do that?

Willow: Magic

Edited by: Tara22  at: 12/3/02 5:08:21 pm

I've not heard of this song but I agree the lyrics seem to fit W/T well.

Your writing around the lyrics was beautiful. Great job!

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"


"Make your own kind of music"-Mama Cass

that was great!! you really integrated tje lyrics into the story well, and i love early fics.....happier times i love that song too.....are you going to work on anymore? pretty please?

*please use both hands....*

Thanks for the feedback guys!!

I am kinda new to this fic writing thing, but I have wanted to write them for a long time. So that was actually my first one, but I plan to write more....







Thanks again!

Tara: Every time I... even when I'm at my worst, you
always make me feel special. How
do you do that?

Willow: Magic

This story is so true I remember listening to this before and it reminded me of Tara and Willow. I urge you to write more stuff cuase this is great!!

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

Great lil story!! I Love that song and it fits well!! Thanx 4 sharing it!!



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

Aww, great tiny fic!



Thats was very nice



Im glad to hear you plan to write more!

Thanks for sharing!



-Viv-

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Don't dream it, be it

Rocky Horror Picture Show

Aw, that was my favorite song! And it fit W/T so well too. Very awesome job, man!

I would really appreciate it... if you don't do that again. -- Liu Jiuan, "Kiss of the Dragon"

Loved it!

More soon, please...



Jaguar

thank you guys so much for the feedback!

it means a lot to me!



I want to write more songfics...

at the moment I am working on a fic, although I couldn't tell you how good or bad it is, since I have no clue....



well, I like it...

Tara: Every time I... even when I'm at my worst, you
always make me feel special. How
do you do that?

Willow: Magic

Edited by: Tara22  at: 1/22/03 2:53:58 am

hehe... uh...oh yeah....



my fic is called 'Only in my dreams'



I really have to watch what I do and don't post.... gosh, I have made some of the stupidest mistakes....

Awww I love that song and it went sooo well with that fic. Sometimes though the song can be kinda depressing cos usually I connect it with unrequited love and all that crap but now I can connect it with something happy...YAY



Aly xxxxx



(Who is sooo going to update 2nite just incase anyone is thinking: why the hell is she reading fic and not writing it!?)

You all didnt happen to do a bunch of drugs did ya?

That was brilliant, you matched the lyrics and the storyline together really well. I liked the way you used previous scripted lines, marvellous!

WILLOW: Where would you go? If you felt lost
and alone? Where would you go?

TARA: To you.

Aaww!! thanks guys!! you are the greatest!

glad you liked it!!!



Aly: glad you liked it! I love that song! when I heard it I immediatly thought of Willow and Tara, and that stage in their relationship, so of course then came this fic



highpriestess: Thanks!!! Can't take all the credit though, it felt like the song and the words were just meant to be together.... gotta be some fate in there

Tara: Every time I... even when I'm at my worst, you
always make me feel special. How
do you do that?

Willow: Magic

Cool lil' fic I think the song works well for W/T I hope to see more fics by you



--Michelle

OMG! I just realised that I never thanked you Michlet!!



*looks sheepish*



thanks so much! Glad that you liked! (wow...looking at this thread is like memory lane...)

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"Oh, sorry. Uhh, I forgot that that doesn't seem normal, to the rest of society. It's just, we, well, we both really like cows. Really like them. To the extent of wanting to buy one, when we're older." - The Crying Game (by Vix84)

Edited by: Tara22  at: 12/2/02 4:44:05 am

OHMYGOD!!



*HUGS* and a BIG *GRIN*



You're awesome!! I loved this!! And you used that song perfectly!



*sighs*



love ya



~NICKOLE~

quickly, before this fic sinks back into the black abyss...



THANKS NIC!!!!!



YAY!! I'm so glad that you liked it!!



*hugs and grins*



you are just too nice!!!

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"Oh, sorry. Uhh, I forgot that that doesn't seem normal, to the rest of society. It's just, we, well, we both really like cows. Really like them. To the extent of wanting to buy one, when we're older." - The Crying Game (by Vix84)

Oh i loved it!

Especially the musings about Oz.

So true....he could bring back the part he took away with him...but without her there was no one to bring it back to.

Tara completely changed Willow, taught her love and acceptance, and most of all gave her peace.

Peace with herself, with her friends, and on some levels with her family.

Thanks for sharing this Chelbell



*smoochies*

Much love,

Cindi

well now...



look at me...I seem to be making a habit of not thanking people.... I am so rude! *coughs*



THANKS CINDIBINDI!!!



I really appreciated getting your review!! *hugs*



Mwa and love!

Chel (a.k.a. Chelbell )

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"Oh, sorry. Uhh, I forgot that that doesn't seem normal, to the rest of society. It's just, we, well, we both really like cows. Really like them. To the extent of wanting to buy one, when we're older."- The Crying Game (by vix84)

Well. That was awesome, I never thought of the song in that context before, but it really fits.

Pax! -Bev

Great job! I liked it a lot! Whoot! go you!

BEV!: Thank you so much! I happen to love that song too! Thanks for reading!



The Next Tara Maclay!: Thanks!!! I'm really glad that you likes it!



(please excuse the lateness of these......maaaaaaaaan I am so bad)

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"Oh, sorry. Uhh, I forgot that that doesn't seem normal, to the rest of society. It's just, we, well, we both really like cows. Really like them. To the extent of wanting to buy one, when we're older."- The Crying Game (by vix84)

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