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Postby RaVeN » Mon Aug 16, 2004 9:18 pm

heeeeeeeeeeeeee you know, I am not much of a water fan but umm for tara I would br soooo there:peace

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To see her was to love her, and love no one but her.. and to love forever...

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Re: ....

Postby bijoux2 » Thu Oct 14, 2004 6:08 am

BurningWhiteRose/RaVeN thanks for responding! I agree, just the thought of Tara at a lake (with or without clothes) is :drool okay, bad bad thoughts are entering my mind now…



Disclaimer: Willow and Tara, and all the great characters of Buffy belong to Joss Whedon and not me. Lucky bastard.



Summary: Willow finds her happiness in a mysterious underworld the likes Sunnydale has never seen.



Note: Sorry for the long delay. I’ve no excuses whatsoever for not continuing. If you’re read this story before and you’re continuing to read it, yippee! If you’ve never read it, and you’re just skimming through this portion, then you’re probably one of these quirky readers who peak at random just to see if they will like the beginning. The beginning is not all that bad, I promise. Try it. Go on, scoot!





A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Willow and Tara reached the end of the tunnel at last, climbed the weathered rope ladder and then stood in the middle of the softly lit woods.



Nalps were carrying on their own business, moving happily through the trees and except for their gray tattered clothes which were wrapped bulkily around them because of the sharp dip in the air, they looked like any normal group of people, out enjoying themselves in the beautiful, crisp night.



Teenage Nalps were socializing in dark corners while their young siblings remained content to run mischievously about. The older Nalps had pushed a few chairs near the warmth of the crackling bon fire, and were drinking wine in large goblets, speaking quietly amongst themselves.



Willow and Tara walked hand in hand passed them, taking in the pleasant atmosphere. A bearded man looked up from the group and winked at them, and the way he did it, it was as though he was trying to say that he knew they were a couple and approved.



Willow smiled broadly and glanced at Tara, who simply squeezed her hand and smiled back. They moved on, through the path that led to the Hidden Barracks just a few yards away. They could see it in the distance, lit up brightly through the trees like a regal castle of some sort.



Willow stared ahead, feeling a melancholy mixture of warmth and sadness, realizing how much she had grown to love the place, and yet too, remembering what had happened there. She snapped out of her reverie when she saw a familiar figure bent near the crumbling stairs. She smiled inwardly, mentally locking away the memories of Tara’s cravings in a precious place in her heart. She was not going to pretend the episode with Tara never happened, because it played an important part in changing their destinies. But she was now ready to move on, to open her heart to new and exciting memories.



Hexall saw them approaching her and froze for a split second. Then she dropped the bucket that she was holding in her hand and straightened her body.



“Bargo,” she yelled excitedly. “They’re here!”



The tiny elf-Nalp hurried out from one of the doors at grinned at them.



About two days after their frightening encounter with Osiris, as soon as Willow felt that Tara was strong enough, she had insisted they visit Bargo and Hexall. She knew that their friends were probably sick with worry about what was happening to them, and so she and Tara made a special trip to see them. There was the initial shock of seeing Tara again, not only human, but healthy and free of cravings. And then the two witches sat their friends down and explained everything.



Bargo and Hexall had wept with joy. Their relief was palpable as they hugged and kissed Tara over and over. Willow herself smiled through her tears as she witnessed the special reunion. The two Nalps loved Tara as though she was their daughter, and Tara, devoid of parents had willingly embraced the role.



Not too long afterwards though, she and Willow had to say goodbye. They couldn’t stay. They still had a lot of stuff to sort out at home and so they left, promising to return a week later. Bargo and Hexall understood, told them not to worry, that the tiny room in the Hidden Barracks was now theirs and would be waiting for them on their return.



And so here they were now, Willow with a gigantic knapsack on her back, her face alive with the largest smile, holding firmly onto Tara who was grinning happily as well.



“Guess who’s coming to dinner!” Willow yelled cheerfully, and then she laughed letting go of Tara as Hexall rushed to hug them both.





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“It’s so good to have you back,” Hexall smiled, looking first at Willow and then Tara. “This place was not the same without you two.”



They were sitting on the bare floor in the tiny room, chatting softly. Bargo and Hexall had made some slight changes to the surroundings, and Willow had felt her mouth drop when she walked through the door and looked around her. The space looked warm and cozy, bathed in the soft glow of the candles that were flickering in every corner. The tattered sleeping bags were gone and replaced now with a large mattress that was covered carefully with a thick blanket. The wooden table was still there, but pushed near the mattress and draped with a colorful checked cloth. Real curtains hug over the windows, and there was even a plush rug on the ground.



“It’s good to be back,” Tara sighed quietly. “This is my second home now. I don’t think that will ever change.”



“You look so healthy,” Bargo said, nodding with approval. “And I don’t think I’ve ever seen you so calm.”



“Or this happy,” Hexall added with a teasing wink. Her eyes twinkled. “But then, that has nothing to do with seeing us, or being human, or even being free of cravings, has it?” The good natured Nalp raised her eyebrows knowingly in Willow’s direction, and Tara looked up at her, caught what she was insinuating and blushed slightly.



“I always believed this would happen,” Hexall continued. “That the two of you would be here one day, visiting us and Tara would be human again and free of cravings.”



“Yeah,” Willow said softly. “You never gave up hope, even when things looked pretty bleak.”



“I believed in your ability, Willow.” Hexall replied. “Besides, one just has to stay around you for a little while to realize how much you love Tara. A force like that can move mountains.”



“And it did,” Tara said softly, glancing proudly at Willow.



“I’d so like to take the credit for everything that happened,” Willow said. “But actually, all I did was summon Osiris, and then he did all the work. Granted, the entire episode was creepy and scary, and Osiris himself was creepy and scary, in a kind of very unhuman, nebulous sort of way, and any normal person would have probably peed in their pants seeing that strange force above their heads, but still,” she pulled in a breath. “I didn’t do all that much.”



“You did so much,” Tara said, and her eyes flashed incredulously, as though what she really wanted to say was, ‘are you kidding me?’ “I-I don’t think I would have had the strength to do what you did. I would have been a bag of nerves. But you held it all together, and you figured out everything and it takes a really strong person not to just flip out. Don’t undermine what you did, Will. Or what you went through.”



Tara was watching Willow intensely, her full lips pressed into a resolute line, and Willow couldn’t help but smile at her expression. They both went through hell, Willow concluded, and she was just grateful that they had survived it together. Things could have been so much worse. She reached out and ran her hand gently across Tara’s back.



Tara leaned back slightly against her touch, causing Willow to slip her fingers unthinkingly underneath her shirt.



The feel of Tara’s warm body beneath her palm was so deeply comforting. So much so in fact, that her hand slid to the front slightly, to Tara’s stomach, and a second later she caught sight of bare skin, and realized what she was doing. She was exposing Tara quite erotically in front of their two, very amused friends.



“Hey!” Willow pulled her hand away quickly, and sat up. “So what-what’s been going on since we’ve been away? I mean, things looked pretty okay on our way here, but then you never know. Have there been any encounters with these icky pale creatures of the night lately?”



“Not really,” Bargo replied with a relieved sigh. “We haven’t had any new cases of vampire attacks so we’re feeling very comfortable.” His face twisted slightly with concern. “This could be the quiet before the storm, but I go out occasionally to see that the Nalps remain alert. We can never keep our guard down completely.”



Willow nodded. She bit her lip thoughtfully. She hated what the Nalps were going through. They were being hunted like animals, and she wanted to put a stop to it. She remembered the promise she made to Osiris and that fuelled her determination.



“Bargo, is it possible for Tara and I to visit the elders sometime?” She asked. “I know they select who they speak to, but I would really be grateful if Tara and I could meet them.”



“I don’t think that will be a problem,” Bargo relied.



“Bargo has a lot of influence among the populace,” Hexall spoke up.



“Well, I don’t know about that,” Bargo said modestly. “But they listen to me. I only have to tell the elders that you’re friends with the Slayer and I’m sure they would welcome you with open arms.”



Willow and Tara smiled at each other. Bargo and Hexall had joined the list of Buffy’s ardent fans. Although they had never been formally introduced to her, (something that Willow knew would change with time) they had grown to respect her immensely for what she had done to help Tara.



“Well,” Willow grinned. “If using Buffy’s name is gonna help us, I say use it whenever you can.”



Bargo nodded quietly.



“We’re here for five days,” Willow continued, suddenly serious. “There’s so much I want to do but I don’t know where to start. Things have to change here a bit,” her face twisted with tension. “First of all, the Nalps need a kind of alarm system so that they can be alerted whenever the vampires attack. Also they have to find same way of being self-reliant. Granted, they don’t need food, i-in the general sense of, you know food, but they do need clothes and a roof over their heads. And also, they have to learn to defend themselves when vampires do attack. They’re way to vulnerable now. I know the Nalps are by nature very gentle people, but they have to toughen up a little…”



“Baby,” Tara noticed that Willow was getting worked up and reached out and placed a steady hand over hers. “Slow down.” She squeezed Willow’s fingers gently. “We have our whole lives to repay our debt. We’ll find a way to help the Nalps, I’m certain we will. B-but we can’t do it right this minute, you know?”



“Yeah,” Willow said, sheepishly. “You’re right.”



“Besides, I don’t think Osiris meant for us to perform miracles. There’s only so much we can do. I think just us helping in any way we can, is the most important thing.”



“Yeah,” Willow said again, nodding vigorously. She bit her lip again. Of course Tara was right. Helping the Nalps was a gradual process and she would have to learn to control her impatience if she was to be of any use to them.



The topic of conversation changed to a much less intense one and before long they were all relaxed and laughing again. Finally, when it was about ten o’clock in the evening, Bargo got up and stretched his hand out for Hexall.



“We can stay and chat forever,” he said with a smile. “But I know you girls are tired, and want to settle down. Hexall and I have our own room now, so we’ll see you in the morning.”



“Oh,” Willow said, slightly disappointment. She had been looking forward to talking to the two Nalps for a lot longer. But then she suddenly remembered something and her face lit up again. “Oh… er…yeah. We’ll…um…see you guys in the morning. Tara and I had a long walk here and we wanted to go take a dip…at the lake…” She gave Tara a meaningful look, but Tara simply looked back at her and smiled.



“That reminds us of something,” Hexall said, mysteriously. “Bargo has a little surprise for you. He’s been working on it for days now.”



They guided the two witches out of the room, and they walked a short corridor with rooms on either side, until they reached the end of the Barracks and stepped outside. At the back of the ancient, crumbling building, the surrounding trees swayed and rustled in the cool night air. A flickering lantern guided their way. It was hanging from one of the trees, and as soon as they reached it, Bargo stopped. A crudely constructed enclosure was erected against the building, very much like an outhouse, and when Bargo opened the shaky wooden door they saw inside, a giant barrel sitting carefully on a ledge at the very top, it cocked side fitted in with a shiny gold pipe.



Willow looked at the contraption before her with total confusion, until Tara burst out laughing and said with glee,



“Oooh, how ingenious. A shower.”



Willow raised her eyebrows and said slowly, “That’s a shower?”



“You can bathe here,” Bargo confirmed, excitedly. “It’s not the most luxurious, but it will get the dirt out.”



“Thank you,” Tara reached out and kissed him on the cheek. “This is very thoughtful, Bargo.”



The Nalp glowed proudly. Then he said with a large smile on his face, “I’ll get some more lanterns so it won’t be so dark out here.”





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When they got back to their room, Tara immediately began unpacking the large knapsack. She took out the food first, wrapped carefully in zip-lock bags, and placed it on the wooden table. Then she dug inside the bag again and began pulling out clothes.



Willow watched her thoughtfully from the mattress where she was lying. After a while she got up, moved across the room, stood behind Tara and wrapped her arms around her.



“I hope you packed our bathing suits,” she whispered, softly. “Unless you want us skinny dipping at the lake.”



Tara smiled, and tilted her neck. She felt Willow’s body tighten around hers. Then she reached up and gently swept the long strands of hair away from Tara’s shoulders, brushed her soft lips across the exposed skin.



“Hmmmm,” Tara felt a warm tingle of pleasure run through her body. She closed her eyes and sighed contentedly.



“I’m all for skinny dipping,” Willow continued, nibbling Tara’s earlobe. “Skinny dipping’s good. Actually anything that involves Tara nakedness is good.” She moved her lips slowly, teasingly, across her shoulders, brushed them lightly against the faint knobs that began her spine, slowly up the nape of her neck.



Tara sucked in a sharp breath, and leaned her body weakly into Willow. But then, just as Willow’s cool lips reached the base of her ear again, she squirmed and pulled away.



“Will,” she said breathlessly, her face flushed. “We can’t go to the lake now.”



Willow stared at her. “What?” No lake? Noooooo



“We can’t go to the lake,” Tara repeated, lowering her voice. She glanced guiltily at the door, which was firmly shut. “Not after all the trouble Bargo went through to build the shower for us to bath in.”



Willow continued to stare at her, unconsciously squeezing her legs together so that she could stop the burning that had started along her inner thigh. She said in a tiny voice, “But what-what about all the things you were going to do to me...?”



Tara giggled and moved towards her again. She grabbed Willows hands and interlaced them with hers. “Baby, we’re here for five days. We’re bound to go to the lake sometime.”



“Oh no,” Willow rolled her head back and groaned with frustration. “Tara…I…I want to go to the lake…”



“I know,” Tara squeezed her fingers sympathetically. But there was a hint of a smile on her face, as though she was enjoying Willow’s frustration. She’s smiling. She thinks this is funny?! “I’ll make it up to you, I promise.” She dropped Willow’s hand all too quickly, reached for a towel and some clothes from the pile on the wooden table.

“I’ll go shower first,” she said, then headed across the room.



Willow watched her slip out the door, and then she slumped down again on the stiff mattress. She rolled on her back, trying to ignore the dull, insistent ach of arousal. She had built up herself for what was going to happen at the lake, and now she was going to have to wait at least one more night before she found out what mind-blowing, seductive surprises Tara had in store for her.



“Damn shower,” she muttered to herself, staring up at the wooden ceiling with frustration. Then she let out a long, unsteady sigh. “Oh god, I hope the water is really, really cold.”



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The water was cold indeed. Willow allowed it to splatter on her face and chest. She soaped her skin quickly, feeling the goose bumps along her arms, and then she let out a loud, “brrrrrrrr,” as she doused her back. Well, this is exactly what I need. She was reluctant to wet her hair. She had visions of herself towel drying for hours, and so she decided against it, ducking out of the way as she turned around again. But then she soaped her face again, and washed it under the icy water and inevitably the sides of her hair got wet. After one last rise, her shower was done.



She stood in the dark confinement, pressing the warm towel against her face. Bargo had strung a line of lanterns along a nearby tree and she was able to see them from a wide gap in the wooden door of the shower. The happy lights had broken the surrounding darkness, and as she watched them swaying in the night air, Willow couldn’t help but smile. Lanterns in the middle of the woods. What was more festive, or romantic?



She ran the towel along her arms and legs, then slung it carelessly over the door, and quickly began dressing.



When she was done, she pushed the door open and tiptoed out. She slid her feet in slippers that she had laid not too far away, then carried the towel and her tiny buddle of dirty clothes with her inside the barracks.



She walked quickly down the ancient corridor, with its mysterious rooms on either side, finally reaching her and Tara’s quarters. She didn’t think of anything much when she saw the three tee lights burning in a horizontal row right in front of the door. In fact she jumped over them, her head bent as she pushed open the door, but when she looked up again she froze in the threshold.



Her eyes widened, and she almost dropped the clothes she was holding when she saw the sight before her. Tara was sprawled on her side on the mattress, wearing nothing but her panties and a skimpy sleeve-less shirt that stopped short above her flat stomach, the thin material explicitly revealing the sensuousness of her full breasts. The room was aglow with tiny mesmerizing lights. They were flickering everywhere, on the wooden table, along the corners of the floor, scented flames positioned carefully so that a path was created, stopping about a foot from the mattress.



Willow blinked mutely from the tiny candles and then back to Tara.



“I’m a woman of my word,” Tara whispered, lowering her voice for effect. But then her beautiful face broke out into a smile even as she was trying to be seductive. “We don’t have a lake, but we have a room all to ourselves…”









to be continued…



*hope you like and hope the update will be a lot sooner :)









Edited by: bijoux2 at: 10/14/04 5:16 am
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Re: ....

Postby WillowRulez » Thu Oct 14, 2004 10:15 pm

You stopped there?

Great update!

"There was always this thing in the back of my head. This, you know, voice, saying, like,’what if things get bad, I mean really bad? And what if you can’t handle it?’

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Re: ....

Postby bijoux2 » Tue Nov 30, 2004 12:57 pm

Update time again, folks. (for anyone who’s actually reading. If one person read this story right through till the end then it was worthwhile writing it.) :)



Thanks WillowRulez for responding. And so sorry about the mini cliffhanger. grrrrr :smash



Disclaimer: I invented none of the Buffy characters. All characters belong to Joss Whedon. Please don’t sue me.



Summery: Willow finds her happiness in a mysterious underworld the likes Sunnydale has never seen.



Note: This is the final chapter. I know I promised an epilogue but somehow it didn’t seem to fit. Wow, when I first started writing this story I never dreamed that it would take me so long to finish. I can’t believe a whole year has passed already since I started. I had great, great fun writing it, though. Thank you everyone who responded. Hopefully you enjoyed it right till the end.







A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Willow stared mesmerized at the door, her eyes glued to Tara on the mattress before her. She was not expecting this at all. She was expecting Tara to be under the covers by now, half asleep and drowsy, and ready only for snuggles, and so she just stood there, her eyes wide with shock, mouth slightly opened as though she had just breathed out a silent, oh!



Tara giggled at her goofy expression of surprise. Then she forced herself to keep serious, shifted her body slightly, still supporting her weight with her elbow, lifted her free hand and curled a finger seductively.



“Come here,” she mouthed.



This time Willow did breath out a soft exclamation. She did as she was told, dropped her tiny bundle of dirty clothes in a corner and moved across the room. Tara watched her as she moved, a mischievous yet somewhat feral expression on her face, and Willow felt her mouth go dry and her heart slowly begin to pound at the heated look. She followed the tiny path of flickering candles that led to the mattress, looked across at Tara whose beautiful, shapely body was scantily clad before her, then knelt down.



“What’s this?” She asked, although she knew very well that she was being seduced.



“At the moment?” Tara grinned and sat up. “Our beautifully lit love nest.” She reached out and grasped Willow’s hands in hers, brought her fingers up to her lips and kissed them softly. “Isn’t it great?”



“Yeah,” Willow breathed. Her expressive eyes shone like the very candles that lined the floor, and Tara found herself smiling again. She loved when she was able to make Willow speechless. She raised her fingers up to her lips again, then reached up and pushed a strand of hair away from Willow’s forehead.



“Where-where…” Willow swallowed. Tara looked so sexy before her, blond hair falling softly against her shoulders, the small white tee-shirt pressed against her body and revealing about in inch of her flat creamy stomach, legs bare and long and begging to be touched. Willow stared at her and struggled to connect some kind of coherent thought. “Where…” she glanced at the flicking lights again. “I mean, wow…so many pretty candles… “



“They’re tee lights.” Tara explained. “I asked Hexall if she had anything I could seduce you with and she gave me those.”



Willow shot her a look and Tara squeezed her fingers and giggled. “I’m just kidding, baby. I got them from home.”



“Oh.”



“You like?”



“Very much,” Willow smiled slowly. She realized what Tara had done and her smile spread into a disbelieving grin. “You sneaked them in the bag while we were packing?”



“Uh huh,” Tara nodded.



“Naughty.”



“Very.” She leaned forward and kissed Willow softly. Then she guided her onto the mattress. When they were both sitting across from each other, she ran her hands affectionately up and down Willow’s arms. Then she slipped her fingers under her pajama shirt, explored the smooth skin with a gentle languid motion, finally reaching soft, warm mounds and was rewarded when Willow’s nipples suddenly sprung to life.



A soft moan escaped Willow’s mouth and she looked down weakly at Tara’s roaming hands underneath her shirt.



Tara leaned in again, her hands never leaving the straining mounds of flesh. She kissed Willow on the cheek and chin, brushed her lips urgently across her throat.



“I think…” Willow whispered, feeling her body trembling slightly as Tara continued to gently massage her breasts. “I think I wasted all the shower water.”



“Because you thought you’d have to wait another night for this?” Tara asked softly, then nipped Willow’s earlobe.



“Yeah,” Willow breathed.



“I’m sure Bargo will forgive you.” She pulled out her hands at last, and unbuttoned Willow’s pajama top, pushed the material quickly and somewhat roughly off her body, and before Willow had a chance to slip out of the long sleeve shirt, she leaned in again and bit her hard, and quite unexpectedly on the shoulder.



“Ouch,” Willow choked, her body stiffening with both pain and pleasure. Tara looked up at her sharply. Willow caught her expression of concern and she shook her head quickly and whispered, “Don’t stop.”



They had not made love in a week, not since Tara had become human again. Willow had been consciously counting the days until they found some time to be intimate, but things just seemed to get in the way. They had stayed up for hours almost every night after their incredible encounter with Osiris, speaking in detail with the rest of the Scoobies about what had happened to them. Their friends’ curiosity seemed insatiatiable.



When they did find the opportunity to sneak away, Dawn followed them, even sleeping in their room one night because she said she still couldn’t believe that Tara was really alive and wanted to spend every minute with her so that her mind could process that fact.



It had been funny, Dawn sleeping in their room…after the first night. After that, Tara gently guided her back to her own room, with a little speech that was unoffending and full of wisdom, as almost all Tara’s speeches seemed to be. Dawn’s insecurities quickly abated, and at last after five whole days they were left completely alone together. By then however, they were exhausted, and could do nothing but snuggle.



Willow had not really minded. She and Tara had their whole lives to be intimate. They had been given a second chance as Osiris reminded her, and she would be patient even if she had to wait months, because the moment they were sharing now could have never happened.



Of course she didn’t have to wait months. She was making love to Tara now, alive and healthy, in the very place that had reunited them. Tara had not seemed to mind that they barely had time to be alone, that the rest of the Scoobies were always hounding her about some thing or other. She was an understanding person, sweet and considerate, always thinking of others. That was one of the things Willow really loved about her.



But now, as Tara’s hands moved feverishly across her chest, she couldn’t help but replay her lover’s words in her mind, “The things I’m going to do to you,” and she knew that Tara had been just as anxious as her to reaffirm their love, to bond again without the burden of feeling as if it was going to be their last time, to reconnect the way they used to before Tara got shot, as though they were the only two beings in the whole universe.



Wordlessly, Tara peeled the remainder of her pajama top off her body. Then she slipped off the bottoms, and when Willow was completely naked, she guided her until she was lying down on her back. Then she removed her own shirt, shaking her hair out of her eyes as she flew the poor top across the room, removed her panties, dropped them near the mattress, then shifted on top of Willow.



She looked down for a moment, rocking her body slightly, then brought Willow’s warm hands up to her lips and kissed them softly, guided them to her breasts. Willow heard Tara’s breath hitch as her fingers caressed and kneaded. She closed her eyes, hips joining the slow rhythm of Willow’s hands, their bare thighs meeting and then gently rubbing against each other.



Willow continued to massage and knead. She loved Tara’s breasts. To her they were the most erotic things on her body. Well, maybe not the most erotic, but when they were spilling out of her hands like that, full and taut and pliable, she felt as though they belonged to her, as though Tara had given her this very special, intimate gift and trusted her to do whatever she wanted with them.



Willow wanted them in her mouth. She moved her body so that she could reach up, but Tara had other things in mind. She held Willow down, in fact took both her hands and lifted them over her head, pinned them against the pillow with her own. God…Then she kissed Willow on the forehead, kissed her closed lids and cheeks and chin. She kissed her throat and neck and shoulder. Then she moved again and kissed Willow on the mouth. Their tongues danced feverishly for a moment, but Willow was quickly becoming desperate. She wanted more. She wanted to feel Tara’s smooth skin, but her hands were still raised over her head. Tara was now kissing her breasts. She had long stopped pinning Willow down, but the message was clear. She wanted to be the one doing the pleasing. Willow allowed her that, reaching down to kiss her head, then choking and raising her chest slightly as Tara flicked her tongue across her left breast, then slipped the entire nipple into her mouth.



Willow writhed on the bed. She rolled her head back and groaned. Tara moved to the right and kissed her other breast. She sucked slowly, gently, moving along with Willow who couldn’t lay still. Then she moved her lips down. She trailed kisses across her stomach, ran her tongue lower down until she reached Willow’s navel, then laid a soft kiss there. Then she shifted her body, guided Willow until her legs were bent and spread open.



Willow looked up at her, vaguely aware of her chest which was heaving up and down. She felt her body stiffening with anticipation, and she reached across the mattress, found one of Tara’s hands and squeezed it.



Tara whispered something. Willow couldn’t quite make it out, something like “Slow, baby.” She ran her free hand down Willow’s inner thigh, and Willow groaned at the touch, opened her legs even wider, inviting, yearning, needing.



Tara stared at her, her blue eyes taking in every detail, every flushed, heated crevice. Willow was too aroused to feel self conscious. She wanted to beg. And she would have if they were back home, but she was acutely aware that Bargo and Hexall were in the very room next to theirs and so instead she bit her lip, and pulled Tara’s hand gently.



Tara knew what she wanted, knew that she couldn’t wait any longer. She shifted her body so that she was lying in between Willow’s legs, kissed her thighs gently, then dipped her head and her claimed what was being given to her.



Willow felt her body go limp at the very first touch. Tara’s mouth felt so good against her, cool and gentle, unabashedly exploring. Her tongue delved deep inside, and then she alternated from long wet licks, to sucking.



Willow moaned loudly, her body writhing wildly on the bed, and she didn’t know what it was, maybe it was the fact that she had not made love to Tara in a week, or the sight and sound of her lover consuming her; she didn’t know which, but she came instantly. The intensity of her climax surprised her. She grasped onto Tara’s head as her body bucked, closed her eyes tightly and moaned as wave after wonderful wave of pleasure ripped through her soul.



Tara remained where she was, between Willow’s legs, holding her lover steadily as she slowly calmed down. She kissed Willow gently, and then she moved her body upwards until they were lying directly on top of the other.



Willow looked up at her in awe. Tara caught the look and smiled. She knew what Willow was feeling at this very moment, all warm and tingly, and Tara longed to join her. Willow was already reaching for her, anxious to reciprocate what had just been given to her, but Tara was not done. Not by a long shot. She caught Willow’s hand, brushed the damp hair away from her face and then whispered,



“I want you still, baby. Very, very still.”



Willow stared up at her, swallowing deeply. Tara shifted her body, moved further up the bed and reached for something under the pillows. Then she sat up and Willow realized in amazement that she was holding a long, silk scarf in her hands. Her eyes widened as Tara guided her upwards and then began quietly tying her hands together behind her back.



“Tara…?” She whispered in shock wondering what had gotten into her shy, sweet girlfriend. Tara was now hot seductress woman.



“Shhhh,” Tara finished tying the knot. She kissed Willow, and guided her back down, straddled her again with her body. “Don’t move, baby,” she whispered, grinning lopsidedly, her eyes like dark blue pearls as she ran her fingers down Willow’s side. “I’m so not finished with you yet.”







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Hours later, drowsy and satiated, they fell back against each other, bodies slick and still heaving, and quickly positioned themselves.



Tara rested her head on Willow’s chest and Willow wrapped her arms around her as the fragrant woodsy night breeze slipped through the opened windows and blew across their naked bodies. The cool sweep of air flapped the curtains and abruptly snuffed out a row of candles near the door.



Most of the other candles had long died, but a few on the table were flickering obstinately and Willow looked across at them sleepily, her eyes reflecting their dancing beauty, and then she grinned, hearing her own thick contentment.



“Okay, wild Nalp girl. Who are you and what have you done to Tara?”



Tara giggled, and then buried her face in Willow’s chest.



“Oh no, no, no,” Willow continued to tease, placing a hand on Tara’s chin and trying to raise her head up. “So not fair, missy. You weren’t shy a few minutes ago.”



Tara smiled and met Willow’s gaze. Then she bit her lip and asked innocently. “I take it you had fun?”



“Fun?” Willow exclaimed. “That’s like the understatement of the year. God, you were…you were…hot seductress woman...Wow.”



“Hot seductress woman?” Tara repeated, her eyes twinkling.



Willow glanced down and caught sight of the silk scarf which was now coiled near Tara’s leg.



“How long have you been planning this?”



“Hmmm,” Tara narrowed her eyes, pretending to be thinking hard. She placed her palm flat on Willow’s chest then rested her chin on top of her hand. “I think from the first moment I saw you.”



Willow grinned at her answer. The night air blowing through the windows was slowly drying the moisture off their bodies.



“I feel so…” She drew small circles across Tara’s back with her fingers, and then twisted her face, searching for the right word that would correctly express what she was feeling.



“At peace?” Tara finished for her.



“Yeah,” Willow breathed. “Like-like I’m in this safe, wonderful cocoon, and I don’t want to leave it. Not ever.”



“I know what you mean,” Tara said, quietly.



“We’ve been through so much these last few days,” Willow said, staring across at the flickering candles on the wooden table. “And I’m happy it’s all over, but if I had the power to do it all over again, I don’t think I would change a second of it.”



“Really?” Tara pressed her lips softly on Willow’s warm breast.



“Really. It made me so much more appreciative. Of life in general, of what we have. I was before, I think…but now I’m like…I keep saying ‘thank you, thank you, thank you” to myself all the time.”



“If you keep this up, baby,” Tara replied with amusement, “You’re going to start having whole, long conversations with yourself.”



“I do already,” Willow chuckled.



“Better stop now,” Tara mock-frowned, stuck her lip out slightly. “Because aside from looking…you know…crazy, you won’t have any time for me. You’ll be too busy conversing with yourself.”



“Never,” Willow grinned, leaned over and placed a tiny kiss on her forehead. Then she shifted on the mattress, looked at Tara with feigned annoyance. “Hey Nalp girl, you met me with my personalities.”



“You have personalities?” Tara asked comically, continuing their little teasing game.



“You know, the…um…voices in my head…?”



“You hear voices? Oh God…”



Willow’s grin grew even broader. She ran her hands through Tara’s hair, parted a section and tucked it behind her ear. She continued to stroke Tara’s hair, and Tara watched her thoughtfully, her chin still resting gently on Willow’s chest.



“What are they saying to you now? Your voices.”



Willow smiled, but when she looked at Tara she realized that her girlfriend was dead serious. She moved her fingers across her cheek, feeling suddenly shy.



“Right now?”



“Right now.”



“Well, they’re saying how in love I am. How much I love you.”



“Hmmm,” Tara smiled. “I think I want to know each and every one of them.”



“Well, there’s babble voice,” Willow replied, looking up as though she was thinking. “And there’s happy voice, and studious and insistent voice…”



“Like the Dwarfs?”



“Dwarfs?”



“You know, like Snow white.”



“Exactly.” Willow grinned.



“Darling,” Tara shook her head. “You’re crazier than most.”



“I know,” Willow smirked



“How come I never knew about these voices before we became intimate?”



“I hide them well.”



“Obviously. Although, come to think of it you didn’t hide babble voice very well. Babble voice was always surfacing at some point or other.”



“That’s true, “ Willow mock-frowned. “I don’t know why, I just can’t get a grip on him.”



“Him?” Tara’s jaw dropped in fake horror. “Babble voice’s a him?”



“I didn’t tell you?”



They looked at each other and laughed at their silly conversation. Then Tara shifted, leaned forward and kissed Willow on the nose.



“I’m hungry,” she said. “Are you hungry?”



Willow stared at her. “Um…well, you know me after sex. Hello? But baby, it’s…like two o’clock in the morning…”



“Since when has that ever stopped us from eating?” Tara got up from the mattress and moved towards the wooden table. She stood naked in the cool dark room, her bare limps beautifully silhouetted against the moonlit window.



Willow rolled on her side and stared at her silently.



She loved when Tara did that, move around without any clothes on. Once, when their relationship was brand new, and after they had made love for nearly the entire night, Willow remembered waking up to an energized Tara. They had just moved into the dorm then, and although Tara had been careful to switch only the lamp on, the light still woke Willow. She squinted under the sheet in total confusion, and then her breath caught at the sight before her. Tara was unpacking her things. For Willow, there was nothing more beautiful than seeing her girlfriend completely naked and unselfconscious, diligently arranging her toiletries on their vanity-table.



Tara lit a new candle and placed it on the table. Then she dug inside the knapsack and brought fourth their zip locked food. She pulled out a baguette, found a knife in the bag and began slicing the bread. She completed two salami and cheese sandwiches, reached for a large flask and poured out orange juice into two plastic cups. She carried Willow’s meal for her first, then moved back with hers, sat carefully on the mattress again and sipped the juice.



Willow smiled at her appreciatively as she took a large bite. Tara smiled back, reached out placed her hand on Willow’s lap.



They ate silently, with their backs pressed against the brick wall. Willow stared around the small room of the Hidden Barracks as she ate. She loved the room. She didn’t think that when Tara was crouched on the ground sick with cravings, but now that they were both okay, now that they had their whole lives to look forward to, she saw the room differently. Her eyes fell on a little crack in the wall, and then her face tightened determinedly.



“Baby?’



“Yeah?”



“I don’t ever want to change this room.”



Tara wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and smiled. “It’s a little on the crude side, wouldn’t you say?”



“I love it like that. Promise me we’ll leave it just the way it is.”



Tara found herself meeting Willow’s deep green, earnest gaze, and she nodded solemnly. “I promise.”



“This will be the perfect break for us when the real world comes calling.’”



“Yeah,” Tara sighed.



“Which, I hate to say, is going to be sooner than we’d like.”



“Don’t remind me,” Tara groaned. She finished her sandwich and juice, then reached for Willow’s empty cup and placed it along with hers on the side of the mattress. Then she moved her body closer to Willow’s and guided them until they were on their sides again, the neglected sheet now covering their bodies, arms wrapped around each other.



“There’s Dawn to think about,” Willow said, lowering her voice automatically, her face inches from Tara’s. “And Buffy, and-and school. I don’t know why but I keep thinking about school and how much you’ve missed.”



“I’ve been thinking about that too,” Tara said.



“You have?”



“Uh hum.”



“And?”



“And I figure it’s hopeless that I even try to go back there. University waits for no one. I’m dropping out.”



“Oh,” Willow stared at her.



“I-I don’t mean like forever,” Tara shook her head quickly noticing Willow’s concerned expression. “No way, I wouldn’t do that. I was just talking about like maybe for a year or two.”



Willow nodded slowly. Tara was right. She desperately needed to take a break. She barely had a chance to soak up everything that had happened to her, much less think about school. Not only that, but everyone they knew at UC Sunnydale thought Tara was dead. They’d have one hell of a job explaining her sudden resurrection.



“I was thinking of asking Anya for my old job back,” Tara looked at her and smiled slightly. “At the Magic Box. I’m sure she’ll be happy to have me back.”



Willow made a face. “Are you sure you want to do that, baby? Think Anya. Maybe you should take a year off from working there too.”



Tara chuckled, leaned forward and kissed Willow softly. “Sorry to disappoint you, my darling, but I’m not the one who has the problem with Anya. In fact I quite like her. We work well together harassing the customers and making lots and lots of money.”



Willow rolled her eyes.



“Besides,” Tara continued. “Taking time off from school will give me more time to be with Dawnie. I think she really needs someone right now to listen to her, to find out what’s in her heart. There’s only so much Buffy can do, you know.”



“Yeah,” Willow nodded, her brows furrowing with worry.



“Dawn’s a typical teenager with raging hormones and doubts and fears,” Tara said softly. “Sometimes I think we forget that. Can you imaging having to go through all the harsh teenage stuff on top of all the wacky Hellmouthy stuff?”



“Well,” Willow said slowly, “I kinda went through all the harsh teenage stuff along with the grotesque Hellmouthy stuff and I survived it pretty okay.” She heard her own words and smiled sheepishly. “Oh yeah, I forgot. I was clueless in Spazland. I’m with you, saving Dawnie from that.”



“Buffy tries her best,” Tara continued. “And she’s doing a great job. I don’t how I would have managed if I had a teenage sister to raise. But she’s doing fine, i-its just that sometimes she seems overwhelmed. I want to help her. I love Dawnie. She’s like my little sister too.”



“She loves you too,” Willow smiled proudly. “Gosh you should hear her sometimes, the way she goes on and on about you.”



“Well she is impressionable…”



“It’s much more than that,” Willow brushed a stand of hair away from Tara’s eyes. “She feels safe with you.”



“Maybe if I take her under my wing, Buffy’ll have a bit more time for herself. You know, romantically? She’s so busy saving the world she doesn’t have time for herself.”



“You want to help Buffy romantically?” Willow asked with surprise.



“Well, hasn’t that crossed your mind? Haven’t you noticed the way she watches us. She’s a great girl, Will, not to talk about beautiful. She deserves someone in her life.”



“Yeah,” Willow nodded slowly. “But…” she wrestled with herself for a moment, and then finally blurted out. “She’s in love with Spike.”



She and Tara watched each other silently. Then Tara said,



“If that’s the case, we’re the last people to judge.”



“Oh!” Willow widened her eyes. “I-I was so not judging.”



“I mean,” Tara said uncomfortably. “He’s c-changed a lot, you know.”



“Yeah.” Willow nodded quickly. “I’m…hey…definitely with the changes.”



“Maybe we should help her, show her that we’re okay with it.”



“Great idea,” Willow replied The irony that they were willing to accept a creature whose ancestors had tortured the Nalps for centuries, wasn’t lost on her. But Spike wasn’t a vampire in the real sense any more, and she figured if he made Buffy happy, then she would do anything in her power to support her best friend.



“Sometimes I think how horrible it must have been keeping the Nalps a secret from us,” Tara was saying. “And yet she did it because she knew it was the responsible thing to do. I use to think that Buffy was pretty amazing before but now it’s like ten fold. Actually, come to think of it, all our friends are pretty amazing.”



“You’d better believe it,” Willow replied fiercely, at the moment even warming up to Anya. “And we’ve just added two more amazing people to the list.”



Tara tightened her arms around her and smiled. And then she leaned forward and kissed Willow on the forehead.



They snuggled quietly for a moment. Willow pressed her nose against Tara’s soft, fragrant hair, closed her eyes and listened to the silence. And then she felt herself breathe in emotionally as her mind drifted back to the moment when she had first seen Bargo on her doorstep. She remembered how lost and confused she had been then, how petrified. But the kindly Nalp had led her determinedly down the Hidden Tunnel and informed her quite matter-of-factly that he was not going to hurt her, only help her. She didn’t know how much her life was going to change, and she would remain eternally grateful to him and to Hexall for stirring her back to Tara. She made two life-long friends, and leaned about a new community. She was given a great responsibility and sometimes she thought about what had been entrusted to her, and she wondered if she could carry it out. But then when she had these doubts, she simply looked at Tara and she knew in her heart that she could do anything now, because she had the love of her life by her side, and together they could move mountains.



“Hey, sleepyhead,” she pulled back slightly and looked at her dozing girlfriend accusingly. “Where’s my third round?”



Tara smirked, peeked at Willow drowsily through one eye. “Someone’s insatiable tonight.”



“After what you did to me a few minutes ago? You’d better believe it.”



“Hmmmm.” Tara’s eyes drifted shut again and then she mumbled, “ Third round coming up.”



Willow chuckled. She touched Tara’s face gently, moved her fingers across her delicate brows, along her nose, finally stopping on her full lips. And then suddenly, she felt the burning desire to share something. She said softly,



“Tar?”



Tara responded even though she was half asleep. “Yeah?”



“Let’s have a baby.”



Willow had not indented it, not really, but her words woke Tara up immediately. Her eyes flew open. “What?”



“Let’s have a baby.” Willow repeated.



“N-now?”



“Not now.” Willow chuckled and rolled her eyes. “But in the future.”



“Oh,” Tara breathed. “Okay. We could adopt, I guess, or…”



“I know a spell.”



“A-a spell?”



“Yeah,” Willow replied, and then she grinned. “The advantages of reading our magic books inside out. I now know a whole host of different spells. Lets just say, we could…um…have a baby the old fashion way.”



“Oh,” Tara said again, and a troubled look crossed her features for a second. “Promise me one thing, though.”



“What’s that?” Willow looked at her.



“That we won’t use these spells lightly. I want us to be responsible and only use them when we have to.”



“I promise,” Willow found her hand and squeezed it. Then she shifted on the bed and said excitedly, “I already have names picked out. Tell me what you think. If it’s a girl we’ll call her Suna Hexall Rosenberg-Maclay.”



Tara smiled. “Good, strong….Nalp name.”



“And if it’s a boy, Jeremy Bargo Rosenberg-Maclay.”



Tara watched her oddly, and then she giggled, “Good strong English name.”



“They’ll be perfect, I just know it,” Willow said, her red hair sticking out in the most comical and beautiful way. “A-and they’ll help us in our quest to free the Nalps. And we’ll teach them to love everyone, no matter what race or gender or creed.”



Tara looked up at her and swallowed the lump in her throat. When the time was right they would have children, she had always known that, and she knew too that whether girl or boy, they would have Willow’s red hair, and quirky nature. They had gone through so much, and now here they were talking about children. Tara reached out and cupped Willow’s cheek, feeling the tears at it filled her eyes.



“I can’t wait,” she whispered, and smiled.

















The End



























Edited by: bijoux2 at: 12/4/04 6:13 am
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I cant wait either!!!

Postby WillowRulez » Tue Nov 30, 2004 10:23 pm

I am not sure if I ever replied and if I didnt - really sorry cuz I loved this all the way. Great work!!!

Sequel...? :P

"There was always this thing in the back of my head. This, you know, voice, saying, like,’what if things get bad, I mean really bad? And what if you can’t handle it?’

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Re: I cant wait either!!!

Postby bijoux2 » Fri Dec 03, 2004 8:15 am

WillowRulez, you did respond. Look two posts up and you’ll see your response and one post down, my response to your response. :) And about a sequel, :hmm hmm, don’t think so, but thanks for suggesting it any way :bigwave



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Re: I cant wait either!!!

Postby Washi » Fri Dec 03, 2004 8:23 am

Wee! I loved this fic! Totally rocks.

I'm glad you finished it. :grin

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Re: I cant wait either!!!

Postby WillowRulez » Fri Dec 03, 2004 11:20 pm

See, I thought I did. But I was gone for weeks from the board and so I probably forgot. Solly

Again, loved the story.

"There was always this thing in the back of my head. This, you know, voice, saying, like,’what if things get bad, I mean really bad? And what if you can’t handle it?’

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Re: I cant wait either!!!

Postby bijoux2 » Sat Dec 04, 2004 8:11 am

Washi, I’m really glad you liked it. :) And I’m happy I finished it too! Thanks for responding.



WillowRulez, I know how it is being away for a while. You don’t have to apologize, you responded twice! ;) Happy you enjoyed it. Thanks!



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