I hope you guys like this chapter. I dont have much time before I have to leave (got a hot date) so I'll go straigh to the point....
NOTE:: There's F/D smutty goodness in this chapter...if you dont like their pairing...skip the scene...thanks.
CHAPTER 20- Amber’s B-day
Finally the big day had arrived. Since it was an especial day, they had allowed Amber to stay home and miss school.
Willow’s friends and their children, who were mostly Amber’s classmates, would start to arrive around four and by now everything was ready. They had put a fence around the swimming pool so nobody would fall accidentally, they had set tables and chairs in the backyard and had prepared some games for the children. Willow and Tara had given their daughter a set of swings and a slide to play in the backyard with her friends.
Tara had barely slept for the past two days trying to make sure everything was perfect. Giles would arrive about five and Willow had set up a room already for him and Xander and Gabrielle had promise to arrive early. The blonde Wiccan was freaking out in the kitchen preparing snacks, not only for the children but for the adults as well. Willow had tried to help in everything she could, but Tara had gotten a little mad at her because the redhead didn’t do things as she wanted them to be. It had been a tensed environment in that house for a couple of days.
Willow was watching her, barely leaning against the door frame and with her arms crossed over her chest. The redhead sighed.
“Tara, would you rest for a moment?” Willow asked her lover.
“I can’t, I must finish this, Will” The blonde didn’t even look at her.
“Tara, can you rest for a fucking minute?” Willow finally exploded after seeing her girlfriend wasn’t going to stop anytime soon. The redhead walked over to her and stopped right in front of Tara.
“I can’t, Willow, I need to finish preparing-” But she was cut off by Willow’s lips on her own. The blonde gladly responded to the kiss.
“Now, you listen to me, Tara Maclay” Willow said taking Tara’s head between her hands and the redhead made sure her lover’s eyes were looking into her own. “You’ve been freaking out for weeks over this. Now, everything’s ready and you need to rest. Tara, have you noticed that for the past three days you barely spoken to me, less alone kiss me or make love with me?”
“I’m sorry, Willow, but this is my first birthday with Amber and I want it to be perfect” Tara looked down, ashamed of her behavior but Willow made her look at her again.
“Yes, you’ve been preparing the perfect party for Amber, and you haven’t spent any time with Amber lately” Willow replied. Tara gasped.
“Oh my Goddess, Will, its true! I’m such a bad mother, Will” Tara began to cry and Willow pulled her into a tight embrace.
“Now you listen to me again. You’re not a bad mother, Amber and I understand what you feel. We talked about it and she’s not upset or anything, just glad the day is here so now you can rest, okay?”
“I’m so sorry, Will, I just wanted everything to be perfect for Amber and I screwed it”
“No you didn’t. Amber isn’t mad at you and neither am I. So everything’s fine. And now, all we need to do is get Amber ready and get ready
ourselves before the children start coming”
“Okay, Will…” Tara said while following Willow’s upstairs.
Tara was crestfallen all the way upstairs to their daughter’s room. Willow was right, she had become so obsessed with planning the perfect party for Amber that she’d totally neglected her child. She had been so stupid…
“Hey, baby girl” Willow said after they entered Amber’s bedroom. The little girl was lying on her stomach on her bed, she was reading a book.
“Hey mummy, mom, did you need something?” The little girl left her book aside and sat on the bed.
“You, missy, need to start getting ready for your party” Willow said.
“Okay, mummy, what do you think I should wear?” Amber jumped from the bed and opened the closet’s doors.
“Princess, come here for a moment” Tara said and patted the bed.
“I’ll go run you a bath. You guys pick up the clothes” Willow said and left the room to give them a moment alone.
“What’s wrong, mom?” Amber asked. She could fell the regret and sorry pouring in waves from her blonde mother but she couldn’t understand why.
“I just want to apologize for my behavior lately. I just got so caught up in planning the perfect party and completely went blind. I am so sorry, princess, you do know mom never wanted to push you away or make you feel bad, right?”
Amber smiled. The little girl climbed onto the bed and knelt to be at eye level with her mother and then she hugged her.
“Mom, don’t worry. Mummy explained it all to me, I understand, mom, you don’t have to apologize” Amber said while hugging her mother.
“Thank you, princess, thank you” Tara said while hugging her daughter.
“No, mom, I love you”
“I love you too, baby girl”
**
Willow and Tara got Amber ready. The little girl was wearing black denim overalls with a purple t-shirt underneath and her red snickers, she looked so cute! The Wiccans were getting ready when Xander and Gabrielle arrived so Faith and Dawn, who were in the living room, greeted them. Amber ran outside to hug her aunt and uncle.
Fred and Emily were next to arrived with a big wrapped in light blue paper square box. Amber hugged them and kissed them and said thank you to them. They put the present on one of the tables to open it later and walked out to the backyard.
A couple more of Willow’s friends arrived before the Wiccans showed up in the living room.
Willow was wearing a dark green shirt with a long denim skirt and her red leather boots. Tara was wearing a black blouse with a wrap around black long flow-y skirt that had a red rose in one side and her open toes sandals.
But nobody was in the living room when they came downstairs so they went to the backyard and as soon as the redhead saw Xander she squealed.
“XANDER!!!”
Willow launched into her other best friend’s arms and the dark-haired young man hugged her back.
“I’m so happy to see you, Xander!” Willow squealed again and hugged him one more time.
“I’m happy to see you too, Willster” Xander smiled as he barely ever did. “Tara, so nice to see you again” Xander hugged the blonde next.
“Xander...I missed you, buddy” Tara said while hugging him.
“Gaby, I missed you guys so much” Willow hugged the brunette and Gabrielle gladly returned the hug.
“We missed you as well” Gabrielle said and after they pulled apart she hugged Tara. “How are you, dear?” She whispered in the blonde’s ear.
“Floating in the air…amazingly alive…” Tara whispered back and pulled apart.
Then Willow and Tara greeted Willow’s friends Jessica and Lilly with their little boy, Matt, who ran off immediately to play with Amber in the slide.
Faith checked out her phone and smiled at Willow.
“Yo Red! Go to the door, there’s a surprised there for Lil’ Red” The Slayer said.
Willow called her daughter and took Tara’s hand and the family went to the door. As soon as the door opened they saw Giles getting out of a cab with two other women and two kids about Amber’s age, a boy and a younger little girl.
“Giles! Marlene! Christie!” Willow squealed and ran to them.
“Derek! Amy!” Amber yelled and ran just like her mother to hug her
friends.
Tara stood back for a moment, watching the exchange between the redhead and the other persons she obviously cared so much about. She watched her lover and daughter hugging the older man they all had learnt to love as a father figure, she observed how the redhead and the little blonde hugged the two young women and the children. Giles walked to her and smiled kindly to the blonde woman.
“Tara…Such a big pleasure to see you again after all these years…” The Watcher said and gladly wrapped his arms around the blonde when Tara hugged him.
“Giles, I missed you so much…I am so sorry I didn’t keep the contact during all this time, I should have but I was-” Giles simply held up a hand to make her stop and smiled.
“My dear child, do not apologize. The past is in the past” Was all he said before pulling her into another hug, this hug was shorter but still full of affection.
“Tara baby! Come here!” Willow said from where she was talking to the women. “Giles, go to the backyard, Xander and Gaby are already here and the teenagers are there as well” Willow giggled like a little girl and Amber giggled along with her.
“The teenagers? What do you mean?” Giles asked, seeming a little bit confused. He looked at Tara.
“Faith and Dawn” The blonde offered as an explanation.
“Oh, yes…” The British man pulled out his handkerchief from his front pocket and polished his glasses.
Giles entered the house and Tara walked over to Willow and her friends.
“Tara, baby, I want to introduce you to my close friends from England, Marlene Smith” Willow pointed to the brunette one and Tara shook her hand.
“Nice to meet you” Tara said.
“I have heard so much about you, it is a pleasure to meet you” The British woman said. She didn’t look much older than she or Willow and her eyes were sparkling and happy.
“And this almost twin of mine is Christie Smith or C as Faith calls her” Willow said and pointed to the redhead by her side. The girl was similar to her, Tara could see that, but her hair was a little darker, curly and longer than Willow’s, she was slightly taller and her eyes weren’t green, were more like light brown, almost as a cat’s eyes…
“Nice to meet you too” Tara said and smiled.
“An honour to meet you” Christie said with a light scottish accent.
“And these little angels are our children. This is Derek, honey, say hi to Amber’s mom” Marlene said to her son. The boy, who seemed about Amber’s age, smiled at her.
“Hello, miss Maclay. Nice to meet you” The little brunette boy said and extended his hand.
“How sweet. It’s nice to meet you as well, Derek” Tara smiled as she shook his hand.
“And this little girl here is Ashley. Ashley, say hi” Christie told her daughter and the little redhead girl stepped up.
“Hi, I’m Amy. You’re Amber’s mom?” The little cutie asked and shook Tara’s hand.
“Yes I am. Nice to meet you, Ashley” Tara smiled at her. The little girl, she didn’t seem older than 5 or 6 years old, turned to Amber.
“You have two mommies like me?” She asked her friend.
“Exactly, Ash, I’ve got two mommies like you” Amber nodded and smiled at her younger friend.
“Wow… can we go play, then?” Ashley said, causing Amber and Derek to laugh.
“Yes, let’s go play, guys. Check out what mom and mummy got me for my birthday!” Amber said and her friends followed her running into the
house. Willow and the other women laughed.
“Those kids…” Willow shook her head. “C’mon guys, let’s go to the party”
Willow and Tara held hands again and walked in first. Behind them,
Marlene and Christie locked gazes and smiled…
**
The party was in full swing now. The kids were running around and playing in the slide or the swings. The adults were chatting around drinking beer or soda.
Willow and Tara made sure they talked to everyone in the party, sometimes they part so Willow would talk to her friends Jessica and Lilly and introduce them to the others and Tara would catch up with Giles and joke with Marlene and Christie, who they both were talking with right now.
“So, you are members of the coven Willow was working with?” Tara asked surprised at the new revelation.
“Yes, they are, honey” Willow said and nestled comfy into her lover’s arms. Tara had her arms around her waist and her chin rested on Willow’s shoulders.
“Oh…” Tara felt silent. They knew everything that had happened…
“Don't worry, mate. You have no reason to be nervous around us, the only one thing we want is our dear Willow to be happy” Marlene said as if she had read Tara’s thoughts.
“Exactly. And we know you love Willow. You guys are soulmates, after all” Christie added and Tara looked at her open mouthed.
“They have the gift of empathy, baby” Willow said at the confuse blonde.
“Oh I see…” Tara said and nodded.
“That’s what brought us together in the first place” Marlene said.
“Oh please, tell us…” Tara smiled. She liked to hear this kind of story.
“At first, when we started to work with the coven, we barely had control over our powers” Marlene said.
“It was driving us insane” Christie added.
“And strangely, she was the only person I couldn’t read. I learnt to read her emotions with time by getting to know her, but I can’t read her emotions as I usually can do it with the rest of the people” Marlene said, she was smiling like a love-struck teen at her wife. Christie smiled back at her adoringly.
“And of course we have learnt to block people, otherwise we would be crazy by now. As soon as I realized I didn’t get any wave from her, I felt at peace, and I knew she was the girl for me” Christie added.
“Awww…how sweet…”
“And you’re still doin’ that, guys, I’m tellin’ ya, it’s creepy” Willow joked.
“And you speaking manners are more like Faith’s every day, mate” Christie shot back.
“Yeah, what can I say?” Willow laughed and shrugged before the redhead squealed because Rocky jumped on her and crashed against her leg. The small puppy shook his head, confused. “Faith! Take him inside!” Willow laughed while she petted the small puppy. He had obviously found a way out of his corral and had run to the noise.
Faith grabbed the small puppy, laughing while doing it and entered the house with him. The Slayer held the puppy to her eye level and started at the beady eyes that were staring back at her.
“Don’t be sad, baby boy…you know mummy still loves you, I just can’t let you out for now, those damn kids would hurt you, you’re too little” There was a pause in which the Slayer stared into her puppy’s eyes. “No, don’t give me that look, mummy loves ya, don’t be like that… If you’re a good boy now mummy will give ya somethin’ yummy to eat, what you say?”
“I wonder, you’re going to spoil our children like that?” Faith turned around to face an amused looking Dawn.
“D…what…I…him…you…” Faith couldn’t speak, she had been caught speaking to her puppy as if he was her son, only Amber knew she did that and she didn’t know what to say… Then what Dawn had said registered in her mind and the Slayer gulped. “Children?” She squealed.
“We need to go and put this… ‘Baby boy’ in his corral” Dawn took her small puppy in her arms and giggled when Rocky licked her chin. “You’re so cute, Rocky, just like your mummy. You think mummy wants a kiss right now?” She asked the puppy as if the puppy would respond.
“Yes, lots and lots of kisses” Faith reacted and nodded while she stepped closer and putting one hand in Dawn’s waist to pull her closer so they could kiss without squeezing the puppy between them.
“Let’s take him to his corral” Dawn smiled when Faith took her hand and while they were walking towards the kitchen the Slayer said:
“Ya know…he could be ours if ya want to…” Faith struggled this time to look at her girlfriend. She had learnt to trust her and although she still got a little bit nervous sometimes, this was still new for her after all, somehow the loving look in Dawn’s eyes gave her courage.
“You mean…ours as in…ours?” A hesitant Dawn asked.
“Yes, he could be ours if you want to”
“I would love to” Dawn said. Her smiled occupied her whole face and she looked at Rocky, the puppy was still licking Dawn’s chin. “Do you like the idea, baby boy? Yes, you do, don’t you?”
“He truly likes you, baby” Faith grinned.
“I’m glad” Dawn gave the puppy a good kiss on the nose and put him down.
They had set a small fence against one of the kitchens walls to make a sort of corral so he wouldn’t leave the kitchen and they had put his food bowl and water for him. Faith had made sure to take him for a walk in the park and that he did what he needed to do so he wouldn’t ruin the kitchen floor.
“He truly likes you, baby D…and so do I” Faith spun her girlfriend around and pulled her body closer. “You’re the best, baby D” Faith brought up one of her hands to the back of Dawn’s head and their lips met again in a passion filled kiss.
The lovers pulled apart and laughed when the puppy barked and wagged his tail happily. They rested their foreheads together.
“D?” Faith said after a moment of silence.
“Yes?”
“I’m sure I’ve fallen…” Was all Faith said and Dawn got the reference to the conversation they had a couple of days ago.
“What? You really…really?”
“I’m ready”
“I am too” Dawn said.
“I…I love you, baby D” Faith said and Dawn laughed and her eyes filled with tears.
“I love you too, Faith” Dawn replied.
Both women were smiling like they had just won the lottery, they kissed again and Rocky started to bark happily.
“I think he approves” Faith joked and pulled her girlfriend again into a heated kiss.
“Oh guys, I’m really sorry” Willow said and blushed at having caught her friends like that. “I’m sorry guys I…Im leaving, don’t worry”
Willow could hear them laughing when she left the kitchen and smiled. She was happy for them, they seemed perfect for each other and everything seemed to be great between them.
“Honey, where is my beer?” Tara asked when Willow showed up in the backyard empty handed.
“Sorry baby, kinda walked into a private moment and had to get outta there” Willow told her.
“Faith and Dawn?” Tara asked and Willow nodded. “Oh… I see…”
“Hey Will!” Xander and Gabrielle walked over to them.
“Xand-man, what’s up? Enjoying the party?”
“Yes, we love Amber’s parties” Xander said.
“We were thinking that it was about time to cut the cake, don’t you think?” Gabrielle said.
“Yes, I think it’s time” Tara agreed.
“Let’s bring it out, then. Guys, could you clear the table so we can put it there?”
**
“Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday dear Amber! Happy birthday to you!”
The people in the party applauded and cheered when Amber closed her eyes tightly and blew out the candles from the chocolate cake.
After everybody congratulated Amber and took pictures with her, Tara and Willow took their positions, one on each side of their little girl, for a photo.
mental connection.
The photo was taken and the three of them had tears in her eyes…
**
Now only the family was together, except for Fred and Emily, who had left early because they had an early appointment the next morning, Giles, Willow, Tara, Xander, Gabrielle, (Dawn and Faith had mysteriously disappeared), Marlene and Christie. The Wiccans had rejected to go out this year and their friends hadn’t commented anything, they knew a lot of things had happened lately. Willow had gone to tuck the kids in alone, since as she had said, there was no use in a horde of mothers to tuck them in.
“Now the kids are sleeping. Ashley is with Amber and Derek is in Faith’s room. Ace and Dawnie went back to the hotel, I think” Willow flopped down onto the couch and cuddled with Tara. “Giles, your bedroom is the first one on the right and yours guys is the first one on the left” She ended up looking at Marlene and Christie.
“Faith and Dawn are in the backyard making-out” Xander pointed with his thumb to the double doors that were now closed. He was sitting in one of the armchairs and Gabrielle was snuggled up to his side and looked sleepy. The brunette was beat up, she had five meetings the day before and two this morning and the kids had wanted her to play with them most of the afternoon. Running around with children could be REALLY tiring…
“I swear those two…They behave like teenagers” Willow and Tara laughed and shook their heads.
“They feel like adolescents” Christie casually commented. “And they are absolutely in love with each other” The redhead added.
“And together they are a bag of raging hormones” Marlene added, she seemed extremely amused by this fact.
“Really, guys, you DO know that’s a little annoyin’, don’t you?” Willow joked.
“We do-” Marlene started.
“Know it’s annoying” And Christie finished.
“Okay, I just got a weird thought” Xander said.
“Xander, keep your mind out of the gutter” Willow joked.
“Very funny, Will, but nope. I just thought…” He pointed at Willow and Tara. “Lovey-dovey Will and Tara. The Brit version” He pointed at Christie and Marlene. “And the hormones filled teen version” Xander finished and pointed again with his thumb to indicate he meant Faith and Dawn.
Even Giles smiled a little bit at this comment while the rest of them laughed.
Not much later Faith and Dawn entered, holding hands and looking flushed, and their friends bursted out laughing again.
“I don’t wanna know…So what’s up people? All cool?” Faith asked now that she was snuggling with Dawn in their favourite loveseat.
“We’re cool. Will, why don’t we go to the kitchen for a sec? Get some drinks” Xander said and his wife moved to let him stand up. Willow
seemed a little hesitant but she kissed her girlfriend and stood up as well.
In the kitchen, Xander had convinced Willow to bring out the champagne and some glasses, without telling her the reason of why he wanted it. He simply said they had something to celebrate and that was all.
“So, what are we celebrating, dude?” Faith asked getting a cup from Xander.
“Gaby and I want to share something with you guys” Xander said and took his wife’s hand.
“I’m pregnant” Gabrielle said and got ready to the fit of laughter and the squeals of joy and the hugs.
“How far along are you?” Willow asked first before somebody else beat her to it.
“8 weeks” Gabrielle responded.
“When did you find out?” Dawn excitedly asked next.
“Well, I kinda got the signs, you know, but I went to the doctor a couple of weeks ago” Gabrielle said.
“And you had no clue about it, did ya Xand-man?” Faith joked.
“Well, I was suspecting something was going on but I didn’t want to say anything until she told me” Xander answered.
“You had no clue, did you, Xander?” Giles said while polishing his glasses.
“Absolutely no idea, G-man” Xander admitted and the others laughed.
“Enjoy being pregnant, Gabrielle, for it is one of the best moments” Christie said. “I spent the nine months of my pregnancy with morning sickness but still it was the best time of my life”
“Exactly, except for the getting fat as a whale and the swollen feet part. I hated that part when I was pregnant with Derek” Marlene added.
“No offence, honey, but you spent the nine months complaining about it, so yes, we remember” Christie said and smiled at her wife.
“You weren’t a saint, dear, as far as I remember” Marlene shot back.
“You had the weirdest cravings, Christie, remember?” Willow giggled.
“Please, strawberry with peanut butter isn’t that weird” Christie said.
“No, it isn’t. But pickles with the cheese cake is pretty weird, C” Faith laughed and Dawn made an eww face.
“That’s gross” The brunette said.
“We know, we were there!” Faith and Willow exclaimed at the same time and laughed.
“And you didn’t have any weird craving, Will?” Dawn asked.
“I don’t remember having a weird craving, no…I mean, I ate chocolate the whole pregnancy, and strawberries” Willow admitted.
“And cheese cake, and ice cream, and lemon pie and apple pie and when she wanted somethin’ salty it was olives or tuna or ham and cheese tart or pizza or pork, shall I continue?” Faith summoned up and glared at her friend to indicate that she was the one who had to go out at 1am to get whatever craving her best friend had.
Willow giggled.
“And that’s why you’re my best friend, Ace” Willow said and smiled at her while the rest of them laughed.
“SO….basically you spent the whole pregnancy eating, Will?” Gabrielle asked.
“Well, I wasn’t like that every day” Willow defended herself and Faith glared at her. “Ehhh…well…did I say I loved you for bearing with me during my pregnancy, Faith?”
“I bet you did. I don’t think Giles would have gone out at 1am to get your damn pizza” Faith smirked.
“No, I would have not gone” Giles admitted with a soft smile in his lips. “And if you excuse me, I will go to sleep now”
“Night Giles”
“Goodnight, Giles”
“Night G-man”
Giles left and the couples were left alone.
“Well, now’s the time for the orgy” Faith clasped her hands together, waggled her eyebrows and smirked wickedly.
“FAITH!”
“Ace!”
“That’s gross, mate!”
“You’ve better not said that if you EVER want to have sex with me!”
“And THAT is something I didn’t want to hear” Xander said and next to
him, Gabrielle yawned. “And that’s our cue to go home”
Xander and Gabrielle left and a few minutes later Christie and Marlene decided to call it a night as well, since they had an early fly and retreated to the bedroom Willow had set up for them.
“Well, I think we should call it a night as well…” Faith yawn was so fake that Dawn had to cover her mouth to stop the fit of laughter from coming out. Although Willow and Tara didn’t notice it and also hadn’t notice they had been whispering thins in each other’s ears and stealing small pecks on the lips.
“What do you say if we go to your bedroom, hon?” Dawn whispered in her girlfriend’s ear. “I think we need some time alone now, don’t you think?”
“Hell yeah, baby D, let’s go to my room…” Faith kissed her full on the lips for a second and noticed how Dawn was tracing the shape of the tattoo in her forearm. She added. “I wanna show ya my other tattoo”
“You got more? Where? I didn’t notice it” Dawn asked confused, she had seen Faith’s upper halve naked plenty of times and she didn’t remember another tattoo. Faith smirked wickedly and whispered in her ear.
“This one is on my ass, baby D…”
“What…” Dawn chocked on the words. “Tattoo? Ass?”
“Oh yeah, baby D”
“What are we waiting for then?”
“Anyway, I think we’ll call it a night, guys” Faith yawned, stretched and her girlfriend next to her yawned as well.
“Oh guys, I kinda forgot to tell you…” Willow bit her bottom lip and smiled. “Derek is sleeping in your room, Faith”
“Why didn’t you put the kiddo with Giles?”
“Because Derek sometimes wakes up in the middles of the night” Willow reminded her.
“Its okay, Will. We’ll go back to the hotel” Dawn said and took her girlfriend’s hand.
**
Willow and Tara went upstairs after Dawn and Faith had left in a hurry. They showered (not together although Willow was in the mood) and got ready for bed.
“Why were you so quiet tonight?” Willow asked her girlfriend. Tara took Willow’s hand and made her wrap her arms around her waist. The redhead held her girlfriend and waited for an answer. “You didn’t spoke at all”
“There’s something, but I don’t wanna talk about it now, can we talk about it later?” Tara asked. Willow decided she didn’t sound so upset so she said.
“Okay, baby, we’ll talk about it later”
Tara turned around so she was facing Willow and planted a soft kiss on her sweet lips. The blonde brought up one of her hands to interlock her fingers into Willow’s hair and used her free hand as a support as she pressed her body more against Willow’s.
“I thought you weren’t in the mood, baby” Willow said. Tara looked at her with darkened eyes and gave her that sensual lop-side grin that was only for Willow.
“Since when I’m not in the mood, honey? I said I wasn’t in the mood for sex in the shower, I never said anything about sex in the bed” Tara bit her bottom lip sensually and her insides made a happy dance when she felt Willow’s hands caressing her sides.
Willow brought up one of her hands to the back of Tara’s head and pulled the blonde into a heated kiss…
**
“Oh baby…” The young woman moaned as she fell on the bed and her
partner fell on top of her. “Oh God, Faith…”
Faith’s mouth closed around one of Dawn’s nipples while one of her hands stroke the other pink bud.
They had started making-out in the elevator and had lost their t-shirts and bras as soon as the door was locked. In a bold move, Dawn had pushed Faith against the door and took her tank top and bra off, the Slayer laughed and pulled Dawn’s t-shirt off and then ripped off her bra easily, causing the taller girl to laugh.
They had kissed and touched against the door while their lower parts grinded against each other…
“God, baby D, you’re so fucking beautiful!” Faith moaned while she kissed the valley between Dawn’s breasts as she switched nipples. Faith’s free hand was holding the brunette’s hips so she could thrust harder with her thigh, which was between Dawn’s and this movement gave them both the friction they needed on their centers. They were still wearing their pants but the pieces of clothing were becoming seriously annoying…
“Faith…pants…off, honey…” The brunette breathed out as soon as she was able. She couldn’t moan and speak at the same time…
Faith pulled away and stared at her soon-to-be-lover. Finally!! Dawn was breathing heavily and she looked so sensual there, lying, her hair fanned out behind her, and her eyes darkened with desire. The Slayer grinned as she slowly caressed her thighs over the pants and stopped at the fly of Dawn’s pants, Faith opened the pants, dragging the zipper slowly down and Dawn lifted her hips a little so Faith could take off the pants. After she removed Dawn’s pants, dragging with them her panties, her eyes were glued to that little patch of neatly trimmed pubic hair right above Dawn’s womanhood until she looked up and fixed her eyes into Dawn’s…She could see trust there, she could see love and a future inside those beautiful eyes…
“You are so beautiful, Dawn…” Faith whispered mesmerized, not looking away from the brunette’s eyes.
“So are you, Faith…” Dawn whispered back.
Faith leaned in once more and kissed her full on the lips, their upper halves pressing together. The Slayer traced a path from Dawn’s jaw down to her throat and her collarbone. She nipped and kissed the flesh of her breasts for a moment and started to lick her way down towards Dawn’s navel.
“No, I need you up here, please” The brunette said, her voice sounded vulnerable when she spoke and Faith looked up, surprised. The Slayer gave her a little kiss on her bellybutton and kissed her way up again. “I want to be able to see your eyes while we make love, Faith” Dawn explained.
“Of course, love…” Faith smiled at her sweetly, brought up her hand and caressed her cheek with her thumb.
The women started to kiss again, more sweetly this time while Faith caressed Dawn’s skin. The Slayer got onto her side, so she was supporting herself with on her elbow and half of her body was pressed against Dawn’s.
“Oh GOD FAITH!...” Dawn’s throaty voice cried out and her back arched almost completely off bed as soon Faith’s fingers came into contact with her wet warm sex. The Slayer instantly started to make circles around her girlfriend’s clit at a slow pace that was torturing the brunette. “Please…faster, Faith…”
“You want me to go faster, baby D?” Faith smirked and leaned a little to whisper in her ear. “You want me to make you come faster, love? Make you explode in ecstasy? Is that what you want?”
“Yes…oh God…Faith, don’t tease…fuck…” Dawn kept bucking against Faith’s hand, trying to coax her into putting more pressure on her clit so she could finally come.
“Hmmm…so baby D…you swore, that’s hot…” Faith took Dawn’s earlobe into her mouth and sucked, causing the brunette to gasp for air. “You wanna come, baby D…huh? Wanna come? Want me to fuck you and make you come hard?” The Slayer kept whispering in her ear after she let go of said ear and she began to circle around her entrance.
“Make…love…to me?” Dawn managed to breathe out with a vulnerable voice. Hearing that vulnerability in her girlfriend’s voice again made her hesitate for a second, but then Faith simply smiled and gave her a sweet kiss on the lips.
“With you everything we do is about love, Dawn. I love you, baby D” Faith said, now she understood what Willow had meant when she said those words, now she understood what her redhead friend had meant when she had explained that even in their wildest fantasies it was always about love and making feel the other pleasure, not about simple sex or lust…now she understood.
Faith entered her slowly with two fingers and Dawn almost came right then and there. The Slayer started to trust in and out at a slow pace, her fingertips hitting the rough patch of skin with every thrust…
“God…Faith…faster…please…” Dawn was bucking against the Slayer’s hand trying to fasten the pace.
“You’re so beautiful, Dawn…so...so beautiful…” Faith whispered in her
girlfriend’s ear while she kept thrusting…in and out…in and out…
Dawn brought up her hands to hold onto Faith’s shoulder and arm. She couldn’t resist for much longer, she could feel her orgasm building up inside her and she was ready to jump over the edge…she just needed a little bit more… The brunette threw her head back and her girlfriend
started to kiss and suck on her neck…
“Oooh….Faith…” Faith looked at her and Dawn closed and opened her mouth several times trying to speak but no sound came out.
“I know…I know” Faith whispered and her lips curled up in a small smile. She didn’t know how but she knew her girlfriend was saying ‘I love you’, her eyes spoke for her, she didn’t need words… “I love you too, Dawn…”
And Dawn’s back arched completely off bed and her mouth opened in a silent cry of pleasure as wave after wave of the most amazing orgasm tore through her body…Faith kept thrusting slowly while her girlfriend rode out her orgasm and kept her eyes staring right into Dawn’s, she could see the pleasure there and the love the brunette felt for her…
**
“God, Faith…that was…” Dawn was still recovering from her mind-blowing orgasm. Faith was spooning her girlfriend, with her arms wrapped around her waist, and planted sweet kisses along her sweat-y back and neck. “Amazing…” Faith finished for her. “You were amazing, baby”
“What? No, I wasn’t. You were” Dawn replied. “And don’t think I notice you’re still wearing your pants, missy…I’ll have to spank you before I have my way with you”
“Is that a promise or a treat?” Faith pulled her girlfriend onto her back and kissed her once more. “And don’t worry…Im more than fine, I feel…this is silly…” The Slayer shook her head and gave her a small smile.
“No, it’s not… Tell me” Dawn reached up with her hand and caressed
Faith’s cheek.
“I didn’t come but I still feel…fulfilled…satisfied…don’t ask me why, I don’t get it myself. And now I understand…” Faith seemed lost in thought for a moment.
“What do you understand now?”
“Once Red told me that with her and her Blondie…sex was never about sex or lust, that it was always about love…she said… Even in our wildest fantasies, it’s never about sex…it’s always about love… And now I get it…” Faith said.
“I get it too… Tara said something similar to me…I think I get it now…” Dawn whispered and brought her girlfriend into another kiss. “I love you Faith…” Suddenly she pushed up and Faith found herself on her back. “And now it’s my turn…”
**
“Wow…that was amazing…” Willow fell into her pillow and tried to recover her breath. Tara was by her side, staring at the ceiling with a silly grin on her face.
“Yes, it was, honey” The blonde responded.
Willow turned onto her stomach and rested her head on Tara’s collarbone and one of her hands started tracing circles on her flat stomach.
“Now will you tell me what’s bothering you?” The redhead asked.
“I told you, Will, I’m fine…” Tara smiled at her and kissed her forehead.
“You’re not…c’mon, speak to me…Tara, please…talk to me…” Willow propped herself on her elbows by Tara’s side and looked at her.
“Okay…today while you and the guys were talking about your pregnancies… I just…” Tara trailed off, trying to find a way to explain what she was feeling.
“Oh baby…I know a part of you still feels bad for not being here during Amber’s first years but I told you…we’ll make new memories I-” But Tara cut her off by pressing a finger to her lips.
“No, honey, that’s not what I mean…”
“Then, what?”
“Well…promise me you won’t freak out…I know you don’t like it when things get out of your plan and we haven’t been back together for long but… I can feel it in my guts…” Tara took a deep breath and Willow nodded to show her she was listening. “I…I want to have a baby” She said quickly and got ready for Willow’s reaction.
“You…you want to have a baby? You wanna be pregnant?” Willow carefully asked after a moment of silence.
“Yes. And I know what you’re thinking…I know another baby would never make up for what I missed and I get that…I can’t explain it…I…feel it in my body. I want this…I want to be pregnant and have a baby…I’m ready” Tara tried to explain but she couldn’t explain what she felt.
“Are you sure you want this? To have a baby?” Willow asked, surprised.
“Yes, I am…I want to have another baby, and I want to carry that baby” Tara said. “I know this isn’t what you were planning and that we haven’t been back together for long but I-” Willow cut her off with a kiss.
“I would love to have another baby with you, Tara, and you can carry this baby if that’s what you want to” Willow said, smiling. Tara looked at her with big hopeful eyes.
“Really? You want another baby too?”
“Yes”
Willow found herself on her back with an excited Tara on top of her planting kisses around her face.
“Oh Willow! I love you so much baby!!” Tara squealed.
“I know you do and I love you too” Willow laughed.
“You make me so happy, baby!" Tara kissed Willow with more passion than before and her leg moved so she was straddling her lover. "I love you so much, Will..." The blonde was tracing a path down Willow's jaw to her throat.
"This means we can start practicing right now?" Willow joked and arched her back when Tara started to suck on her pulse point and massage her breasts.
"Hell yeah, baby..." Tara smiled while kissing and nipping the flesh of Willow's neck.
"Then..." Willow rolled over so she was straddling Tara. The redhead smiled wickedly. "Let's start practicing, baby..."
"You know...I was thinking, oh Will, that feels good, I was thinking we could..." Tara arched her back when Willow took one of her nipples into her mouth. "We could, y'know...call Cordy and ask her if she could give us a hand...oh yes, with the big guys up there, y'know..."
"We'll call her" Willow let go of Tara's nippple for a moment to speak and kissed the valley between her breasts. "And even if they dont help us, I dont care...we'll have another baby, my love..." Willow looked up to her for a moment and smiled. Tara pulled her lover to rest on top of her and wrapped her arms around the redhead.
"You make me so happy, Will..." Tara whispered while holding her soulmate closer.
"You make my life brighter, Tare-bear..."
** Two months later...
"Will..." Tara looked open mouthed to her lover, who was pacing in the living room like a cage animal. The blonde cleared her throat.
"What? What's the result? Please, tell me..." Willow ran over to her and stared at her love with big hopeful eyes, waiting for the asnwer...
"I'm pregnant, Will...8 weeks pregnant, honey" Tara said and tears filled her eyes.
"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Willow jumped up and down, hugged her girlfriend and ran circles around the living room, much like their little girl had done several times. "OH BABY!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!" Willow hugged Tara again, the redhead had tears in her eyes as well and Tara hugged her back.
"I love you too, Will. I'm so happy...We're going to be mommies again" The blonde said and with an amazing strength, Willow lifted her and spun her around several times.
"We're going to be mommies again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Willow yelled while spinning her girlfriend around, both women laughing...
Okay guys...I hope you liked it....W/T smutty goodness in the next chapter..which will be Halloween... *winks*
can't wait for the halloween part! wonder what willow and tara will dress up as hmmmmmm...... 
(sorry imaging them dressed as vampires... LEATHER!!)
... Okay, forget it).
As for Tara's choice of a costume, I say YAY! Double Yay even! 
