IM BACK!! God I missed this board sooo much *kisses screen...then realises what she is doing and stops* Ahem, anyhoo, you're all gonna hate me after this update

But I promise...the fluffy bunnies are popping their heads over the horizon

Well I will try and update sooner in future *slaps hand* bad me!! Hope you all enjoy this chapter.
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alysonwalker@hotmail.comChap – 14/?
Website – Plenty of Magic:
http://www.plentyofmagic.cjb.netRating – PG-15
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Summary- Alternate universe where Buffy and Willow have finished their first semester at UCSD. During the long summer break, Buffy’s cousin comes to stay.
Notes – Ok this will probably suck and will be very cliché I guess but hey. And well it was gonna be fluffy bunnies but I’m not promising un-angst anymore, but there may not be umm well anyway, thoughts are in < > -ANGST WARNING-
Previously…
“So you’re not too freaked?”
“No, not really. I mean, I knew there was something odd about this town. It just scares me a little, seeing you like that, scared me a lot.”
“I've never been like that before. I guess it was the thought of loosing you.”
Tara pulled Willow onto her lap, “Willow, you will never loose me. I will always love you, my love is like a part of you now, like yours is a part of me. So long as we have our love, we’ll never be apart.”
Willow felt herself getting choked up, “That’s beautiful.”
“You’re beautiful.” Tara said before kissing Willow gently. She was pleasantly surprised when Willow deepened the kiss. Willow moaned and wrapped her arms tighter around the blonde.
They both swiftly broke apart when a voice cut the air, “Bloody hell!”
… … … …
Willow and Tara looked up at the blonde vampire with similar looks of fear. Their matching looks turned to confusion when they saw an opened-mouthed Buffy standing behind the vampire.
“Buffy!” Willow shouted and looked at Tara who looked equally confused.
Spike began laughing loudly, “Well who would have thought red would swing that way!”
Willow and Tara glared at Spike but Buffy still stood there trying to take in what she just saw. The past few weeks suddenly became a lot clearer. Willow and Tara’s closeness, Willow always offering to look after Tara for her and Tara’s over enthusiasm of Buffy dating Mike. < How could I have been so blind? >
“So can I go now Slayer?” Spike asked as he sparked up a cigarette.
Buffy glared at him but decided to let it go. She directed her glare at Willow and Tara and snapped, “We better go.”
Willow and Tara looked at each other worriedly. Willow grasped Tara’s hand briefly in comfort before following Buffy.
… … … …
Buffy power walked all the way, trying to hold her anger until she got home. Willow and Tara tried to keep up with Buffy, they both knew that she was angry. They could both tell it was going to get ugly as soon as they reached the Summer’s residence.
Buffy stormed up the path and unlocked the door, she motioned for Willow and Tara to step inside and then she slammed the door behind them. Tara went and sat on the couch whilst Willow stood awkwardly in the middle of the living room.
Buffy walked in and folded her arms, “So…”
“So.” Willow echoed.
“I think I deserve some sort of explanation.”
Willow looked at Tara, but the blonde’s gaze was directed at the carpet, “Well Tara and I…we’ve been seeing each other.”
“Well I think that’s fairly obvious.”
“Buffy we didn’t mean to hurt you, it’s just…”
“Didn’t mean to hurt me? Will, you lied to me! You made me think you were all happy to look after Tara but all you wanted was to have a smooch-fest. God, how could I have been so stupid!”
“Buffy it wasn’t like that…”
“What was it like? Will, you’re supposed to be my best friend! How could you do this?”
“Buffy this isn’t just Willow.” Tara said.
“I know, I just don’t think I understand what you guys are doing?”
Willow and Tara looked at each other confused, “Well uhhh…” Tara started.
“No I know ‘what’ your doing. I mean…well…you’re both girls!”
“So?” Willow challenged, starting to get a little angry herself at Buffy’s lame explanation.
“Ok well what’s gonna happen when Tara goes home?”
“We haven’t talked about it yet…” Tara started again.
Buffy sighed, “Look Wills, I think I better walk you home, its late and after the craziness, I think you better get some sleep.”
“Yeah okay.” Willow said.
“Tara you gonna be okay here by yourself?”
“Yeah, I’ll be fine.” Tara watched Willow and Buffy leave the house. When she heard the door click shut in the frame, she let her tears fall.
… … … …
Willow and Buffy walked in awkward silence back to Willow’s house. When they got there, Willow let Buffy in. For once, she was glad that her parents were not there. Buffy moved over to the couch and held her head in her hands in exasperation.
Willow stood in the doorway a while before she decided to speak, “Buffy, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.” Buffy looked up and let the redhead continue, “I’m not just lusting after Tara, I’m in love with her. I know its weird cos we’re both girls and all…”
“No Will, it doesn’t matter. I mean, I was in love with a vampire!”
Willow laughed a little and sat next to Buffy on the couch, “I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to be sorry. I just wish you would have told me.”
“I was gonna, but it was scary.”
“I know, but there’s a but.”
“Tara’s leaving soon.”
“Yeah.”
“I don’t know what I’m gonna do Buffy, when I think of being without her…it rips me up inside.”
“You’ll figure it out.” Buffy said then hugged her friend tightly.
… … … …
Tara was sitting on the Summer’s couch feeling more than a little sorry for herself. < I can’t ruin Buffy and Willow’s friendship. Willow doesn’t need this in her life when she has so much already. Vampires, demons, slayers, she doesn’t need me adding to all this. >
Tara heard her taxi honk from outside and picked up her bags. She left a letter for Buffy and Willow on the coffee table and held back her tears as she left the house.
… … … …
“So are we cool now?” Willow asked as she pulled back from hugging Buffy.
“Definitely, but Will, you gotta talk to Tara.”
“I know, I tried to, but we were having such a good time, I didn’t want to spoil it.”
“I take it you had to tell her about me.”
“Yeah, she was just a little confused.”
Buffy looked worried, “How did she take it?”
“I think she was okay about it.”
“Cool, well I better get back and see her.” Buffy said before getting up and moving to the door, “Will, I’m glad you’ve found someone.”
Willow smiled brightly, “Thank you.”
“Oh, but if you hurt her, you know I can kick your ass right?”
“Oh believe me, I know!” Willow laughed.
Willow closed the door behind Buffy and made her way upstairs. < Well at least now I don’t have to worry about Buffy finding out…I just need to find a way to make Tara stay! > Willow decided it could wait till the morning and she fell into bed to catch up on a much needed eight hours sleep.
… … … …
“Hello?” Buffy called as she stepped into her house. She looked into the living room expecting to see Tara, but no one was there.
“Tara?” Buffy called up the stairs, but there was no answer.
She looked into the living room again and noticed two letters lying on the coffee table. She picked up the one addressed to her and opened it;
Buffy,
Sorry I’ve left things like this. I’m sorry if I hurt you, I don’t want to come between you and Willow. You need each other living in a place like this with such a heavy duty as yours. I wish you had told me about that, but I can understand. I hope you can understand why I didn’t tell you about Willow. It wasn’t just some passing teenage hormone thing, I love her so much. But, she has her own life, I don’t think its fair for me to stay and mess up her head. I’m sorry and tell Willow I love her.
Tara x
Buffy let the letter fall to the table and dialled Willow’s number. She let it ring a few times until a sleepy Willow answered the phone, “Hello?”
“Will, its Buffy, you need to come right away.”
TBC – I’m evil I know!!
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