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Re: Part 5b con't

Postby The Rose24 » Wed Apr 17, 2002 9:23 pm

Wow. Great backstory. I can't wait to see where you are going with this.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: Part 5b con't

Postby LeatherQueen » Wed Apr 17, 2002 10:25 pm

God! That was great... it was really nice to see the backstory like that and to understand what's going on. Can't wait to see how the Scoobs handle this one. :)








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"Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the blind." - Glory


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: Part 5b con't

Postby blameburner » Thu Apr 18, 2002 12:30 am

So I'm glad y'all liked the backstory... I was a little worried.



As for the next part:

A little love

A little lovin'

The Guardian is revealed!

A Scooby is injured!!

I take liberties with religious mythology!!!



Okay, I think it's only fair to warn you that the next section will be somewhat angsty... so be prepared!!! But if it makes you feel better, know that the chapter after Part 5c will contain the previously hinted at flannel shirt and deskchair... I enoucrage you to let your imagination wander.





***sheila wt - Wow. Thanks for your comments. They made me very, very happy. actually, happy is somewhat inadequate, but it's the best I can do at the moment. As for my dreams - you know, sometimes I'd like to be a fly on the wall, too! Maybe then I'd remember more of the crazy stuff that goes on in there... then again, remembering might scare me. :eek



***Wolflord - Have you been reading my outline?!? More backstory, smutty goodness... I think you're channeling my muse. Um, when you're done, could you let her know I need to talk to her? And you went out and bought a whole pack? Just because of me? You realize that this is the highest compliment you can pay to a fan fiction obsessed, muse possessed, smitten smoking fiend, right? :hat I think I'm in love... :love



***The Rose24 - Actually, I can't wait to see where I'm going with this, too! But I promise, it'll be strangely interesting! :rollin



***LeatherQueen - Yeah, the Scoobs are in for a Hell of a fight... they really have no idea what I'm getting them into. Hehehe. :evil



-blame

"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

Edited by: blameburner at: 4/17/02 11:37:23 pm
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Re: Part 5b con't

Postby mollyig » Thu Apr 18, 2002 2:55 am

"See? Now you're all avoidy about the frog fricassee. What's going on, Giles?" Again, you're very true to the character style of dialogue. That line is so Buffy! And asteroid projector!



I like the way the VDs (heh!) can sense the carnage through time. The Scoobies have dealt with prophecies before, but they're all aware now of how bad this one could really be. A silent Willow? Yikes!

I could paint you in the dark, 'cause I've studied you with hunger as a work of art - Collecting you (Indigo Girls)

mollyig
 


Re: Part 5b con't

Postby Wolflord » Thu Apr 18, 2002 9:43 pm

***Wolflord - Have you been reading my outline?!? More backstory, smutty goodness... I think you're channeling my muse. Um, when you're done, could you let her know I need to talk to her? And you went out and bought a whole pack? Just because of me? You realize that this is the highest compliment you can pay to a fan fiction obsessed, muse possessed, smitten smoking fiend, right? I think I'm in love...

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But your muse is so cute and soft....and she is whispering some very naughty stuff in my ears. Can I keep her for a little awhile. PLLLLEEEEAAAASSSE, I will wash her, and pet her and play with her. PLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSE let me keep her ........oh man got to go she is doing a very naughty belly dance for me.....:grin

____________________:p WOLFLORD :p ________________

Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

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Re: Part 5b con't

Postby blameburner » Thu Apr 18, 2002 11:48 pm

***mollyig - Thanks! You know, sometimes the dialogue is so hard... other times, it's just soooo right there. Of course, it helps that I've been making frequent phone calls to Ms. Cleo for help channeling the characters. I'm also really glad you liked the VD time-sensing thing - I wasn't sure it made a whole lot of sense outside of my head. And as for silent Willow - ee-gads!!!



***Wolflord - I was all about to call the police and report you for kidnapping, but I guess if she's willing... I mean, she really is kinda cute, isn't she? *sigh* Um, anyway... *shakes head to get thoughts of entirely too cute muse outta head* Wait a sec... she's bellydancing for you??? She doesn't bellydance for me!!! *stalks off into corner to pout that muse likes Wolflord more than blameburner*



"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

blameburner
 


Re: Part 5b con't

Postby tommo » Fri Apr 19, 2002 12:39 am

I really admire anyone that can capture the group dynamic; I know I can't really do that so well. So you have my congrats. This works so true to the characters as an ensemble piece, and some of the dialogue is really a joy to read. I loved how you remembered Willow's frog fear and honestly, I'm not a big fan of the stereotypical Willowbabble because most people write it so badly. You didn't. And I bow to you for that. :)



Also, Take-Charge-Tara...my my...how delicious that is to read when it's explored perfectly like this. Lovely. Yum. Ahem. ;)



Just one thing, in your first update, you have a whole piece of narrative in italics; I think you forgot one of your tags after a thought early on, in the Giles/Buffy fight. But hey, it's nothing. I'm just an arse, that's all. But I guess you already knew that. Heh.



Thanks so much. I'm really enjoying this. :)


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No metaphors...just fucking.

tommo
 


Re: Part 5b con't

Postby witchbitchwillow » Fri Apr 19, 2002 12:13 pm

heya,

wow that was really reallt good! i cant believe that this is ur first fic! keep writing, i cant wait 4 the next part!



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

witchbitchwillow
 


Re: Part 5b con't

Postby Wolflord » Fri Apr 19, 2002 4:05 pm

Hey BB, just liked to thank you for not calling the police for having a wild naughty time with your muse. Sorry she never did a belly dance for you....I could describe it for you, but her wild gyrating sorta memorized me and I don't remember much. Except two things.....one she is really flexible and two she has a really nice (insert body parts). And of course now I am out of cigarettes again.:smokin Now I need to get another pack. Oh yeah....your muse is on her way back to for awhile to inspire you.....but could you tell her, she left her undies and handcuffs over here. :grin :grin



___________________:p WOLFLORD :p _________________



Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

Wolflord
 


Re: FIC - The Guardian

Postby katydid » Fri Apr 19, 2002 4:58 pm

Simply said...wow this fic rocks. :D So smutty in parts...but with excellent plot. Are you trying to take away some attention from Tommo's fic? hee hee Can't wait for more.

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She practically had genuine molded plastic stamped on her ass.

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Re: FIC - The Guardian

Postby blameburner » Fri Apr 19, 2002 5:53 pm

***tommo - That is high praise indeed, especially coming form you, because I love your writing. So, thank you! And thank you for catching the little italics problem I had... *blushes, being very embarrassed by inability to properly use EZ Codes* Actually, I'm glad you let me know, as I have a tendency to mess up and have no one proofreading any of this!!! :eek



***witchbitchwillow - I'm working on the next part now, so stay tuned... I actually seem to be having a life this weekend so far, which is cutting dramatically into my writing time! Stupid life getting in the way of my plot



***Wolflord - lol! You crack me up. I think we have the same twisted and totally perverted sense of humor - always a plus! I'm glad you're sending back my muse, as without her I've been totally distracted away from my plot and into writing smut! Oh, have I got a scene for you coming up pretty soon!!! :hat By the way, you can keep the panties, but I need the handcuffs back - I have plans for them this weekend. :grin



***katydid - Special congratulations on being my 69th reply!!! *holds up applause sign for katydid* As for taking away from tommo - who, me??? I would never dream of taking attention away from my Smut Goddess!!! Although I have to admit, I don't just read tommo's stuff for the smut - I really like the story, too!!! *wonders if enjoying the story part of tommo's story makes blameburner a bad kitty*



"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

blameburner
 


Re: FIC - The Guardian

Postby Thanatopsis » Sat Apr 20, 2002 4:34 am

blameburner

I'm pretty sure the only way you could be a bad kitten was if you were reading tommo's stuff/smut (whatever) and didn't like it. Oh, the horror!



Personally, if you have a story with smut, its the best of both worlds in my mind. Good stuff. Plot. Smut. Humor. All kinds of fun.





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"Because he's with Willow. And if something ... happened, I'd know."

...She did not believe life to be a vale of tears, but rather a joke that God had played. And it was idiotic to take it seriously, when he himself never had.
~The House of Spirits, Isabel Allende

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Re: FIC - The Guardian

Postby tommo » Sat Apr 20, 2002 9:23 am

Heh heh...you're all bad kitties in my book. But you know, that's a book that's very naughty and shouldn't be read by minors. :lol



blameburner, you should think about getting a beta. It's the surefire best way to run ideas through with someone and make sure that your fic is top notch. I mean, don't get me wrong, this fic is great as it is, but betas really help to work out any kinks.



Heh. I said kinks. ;)


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No metaphors...just fucking.

tommo
 


Part 5c

Postby blameburner » Sat Apr 20, 2002 9:21 pm

Okay, well, once again, this part is pretty long. I had originally only intended Part 5 to have two divisions, A and B, but it now is going to go all the way to Part 5d. It's just taking me a lot more pages to do what I wanted to do in Part 5, plus I keep adding things... I know, I know...



Anyway, I'm going to try and have Part 5d up tomorrow sometime, but no guarantees. That, then, will be the end of most of the backstory, and the beginning of the end of everything else. Hehehe.



***Thanatopsis - I cannot possibly imagine anyone reading tommo's stuff and not liking it! "Oh, the horror!" is right!!!



***tommo - But I'm not a minor, so do I get to read the book? Do I, huh, huh?? As for a beta... yeah, I should probably get one of those. Might help catch all my typos!



-blameburner





Title: The Guardian – Part 5c

Author: blameburner

Feedback: Sure… Always a plus

Summary: This is just a nice little story about two witches, facing the apocalypse – again, and love.

Spoiler Warning: Up to and including "Normal Again" in Season 6 – but really nothing major.

Disclaimer: Not my characters, but oh how I wish they were! All hail Joss, all hail ME.

Rating: NC-17 (I've given up any pretense that it's anything less)

Pairings: W/T… duh. Everyone’s will be here at some point.

Notes: I know nothing about magic, except what I learned on BtVS, so I apologize if I offend anyone - no offense meant.

Angst: And so it begins... about a 4 (it's sort of an angst foreshadowing).





Part 5c



"No!" Tara yelled in her sleep, as she rolled off Willow and on to her side. Willow was startled momentarily, as she had been lost in thought.



"Shhh, baby," Willow cooed, sliding up to the blonde's back to spoon her from behind. Tara's head was moving back and forth on the pillow, but she stilled some as Willow wrapped her arm over Tara's belly, pulling their bodies tights against each other. Willow continued to whisper nothing of substance in Tara's ear.



Finally, Tara settled down, and Willow breathed a sigh of relief. Willow wanted so badly for her lover to stay asleep, so that Tara would gain in slumber all the energy she would need in just a few hours. Of course, Willow also needed the time alone in her head, to make sure they had not missed anything. Willow's thought began again to drift over what they had learned, as she lay her head back down on the pillow.



"Willow?" Tara asked softly, turning on her back.



"Hey," Willow said, easing up to peer down at her lover. "I thought you were sleeping? You were supposed to be sleeping," Willow admonished with a smile.



"I know, but... too many dreams," Tara said simply.



"I know, baby," Willow told her as she leaned down to kiss Tara's temple.



"Willow? There's just... so many things that could go wrong... I don't know-"



"Hey, I thought we agreed? Tonight, no talking about tomorrow?" Willow said quietly, brushing Tara's cheek with the back of her knuckles.



Tara reached up and took Willow's hand, turning it over so she could lay a sweet kiss against Willow's palm. Tara turned her head away from Willow to look at the alarm clock. It flashed 2:53am.



"We did agree. Sort of. But, um, honey? It's not tonight anymore. It is tomorrow," Tara said with what would have been a mischievous smile, if the smile had reached her eyes. It was clear Tara was trying to lighten the mood, but her fears were weighing her down.



"Busted on a technicality," Willow groaned, shaking her head.



Tara grinned. It wasn't very often she outsmarted the red-head, even if only on a technicality.



"Oh, I see. You think you've outsmarted me, huh? Think you're all slick with the finding of the holes in my cleverly plotted plans, huh?" Willow teased.



"Um, well, yes," Tara beamed proudly, reaching down to pinch Willow's ass.



"Oh! You little vixen!" Willow bellowed as she pounced on Tara, tickling her mercilessly for several minutes.



"Stop! Will-ow!" Tara laughed, begging for mercy, but Willow refused to relent. Tara squirmed and squealed as Willow continued her assault, attacking Tara's sides just above her hip. Willow was trying to balance with both her knees to one side of Tara, but with all Tara's squirming she was having trouble.



Tara saw her opening and took it. As Willow lifted her knee to try and slide it across Tara, Tara thrust up her hips, knocking Willow over onto her back. Tara's body followed Willow's, pinning the red-head underneath her with her full body weight. Tara grasped Willow's hands and pushed them into the bed next to Willow's head.



Willow was breathing hard and giggling, until she looked into Tara's eyes. The blue orbs were full of mirth, but there was something more, something... desperate... in the way Tara was staring down at her.



"What's wrong?" Willow asked, her voice filled with concern.



Tears sprung up into Tara's eyes. She squeezed them shut and shook her head, refusing to let the tears fall. Willow tensed, not understanding what was happening. Willow waited for Tara to gain control over her emotions. Finally, Tara opened her eyes, gazing down at her love with an intensity that was rare, even for them.



"Willow, I... I n-need to s-say something... to tell you..." Tara trailed off, trying to find the words, silently cursing the stutter that was making this even harder. Willow waited, knowing Tara would find the words, in her own time. Tara closed her eyes again briefly, then opened them, and spoke.



"It hasn't always been p-perfect, between us. There have been m-mistakes, on both sides. Some of them have been very h-hurtful." Tara stopped as she saw regret flash across Willow's face, the pain Willow still felt over what she had done still there, just under the surface. "No, baby," Tara said, reaching up to stroke Willow's cheek. "That's not what I mean. I forgave you a long time ago. That's not what this is about."



Willow saw her lover was speaking the truth, and relaxed a bit. She still felt terrible about taking away Tara's memories, the wound still raw. In truth, Willow had to admit to herself, it was she who would not let it heal. Tara had forgiven her, had come back to her, had learned to trust her again. But Willow? Willow had only partially accepted what Tara had given, afraid to completely take what was offered, for fear that she might again become complacent or take Tara's love for granted. Never again, Willow vowed. Never again will I let myself become blind to what we have, because if I do that, I could hurt her again. I refuse to hurt her ever again.



"I... I want to tell you that... I've seen the change in you... these last months, and especially these last few weeks. I've seen it in so many things. The way you look at me. Everything you do is so full of love... for me. And it means... so much..." Tara trailed off again, still unable to find the right words. Why can't I just say what I feel? Why can't I get it out? There's so much she needs to know... how proud I am of her, how much I admire her, how much I adore her. That I'd do anything for her. I need to tell her, before...



"Tara, honey?" Willow asked softly, breaking Tara's train of thought. Willow could see that Tara was frustrated, and Willow figured it was because Tara was having trouble expressing something she desperately wanted to say. "It's okay, baby. I think I understand."



"No, Willow, I have to-"



"Shhh. It'll be okay," Willow interrupted sweetly, leaning up to capture Tara's mouth in a loving kiss.



Tara started to protest, to pull away before things got out of hand. I need to tell her before it's too late, Tara thought. But, as it often did when their bodies were close, things were already getting out of hand. There was some force between them, some energy that always drew them together. It was as if the power of their love demanded physical expression, and they had no power to resist. They couldn't fight it, nor did they want to.



Willow rolled Tara over onto her back, her hands sliding down Tara's sides. There was no clothing to get in the way, just skin against skin, as they were still naked from their earlier love making. Willow slipped her thigh in between Tara's, and the blond moaned, her hands reaching up involuntarily to pull Willow's mouth tighter against her own.



Tongues met, limbs intertwined, fingers caressed. Their slick skin slid and slipped against each other, each seeking the release only the other could provide. Their souls created a matching rhythm their bodies had no choice but to follow. And as Tara reached the brink, Willow murmured "I love you," sending Tara plummeting right over the edge.



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Tara lay on top of Willow, her head resting comfortably on the red-head's chest. She was finally sleeping soundly, and had barely stirred in more than an hour. I guess I finally wore her out, Willow giggled to herself.



Willow stroked Tara's arm as her mind turned elsewhere, back to what she had been thinking about all night. Whenever she wasn't too busy making love to Tara, that is. The Guardian.



They had spent more than a week trying to figure out what was going on, after they had found out about the Vulture Demons. Buffy had turned over every demon hang-out in Sunnydale looking for information, but to no avail. Every demon she pounded said the same thing - yeah, the Vulture Demons were there, but no, they hadn't seen a single one.



All the demons in Sunnydale were talking about it. They had this sense of the Vulture Demons, feeling their presence. That, plus the fact that all the dead bodies the local demons normally left behind were nowhere to be found. Every demon Buffy questioned, who actually admitted having killed someone to the Slayer, said that after the kill, the body would just disappear.



At first, the Scoobies were optimistic about it, trying to convince themselves that maybe there hadn't actually been any killing - that the demons were either lying about having made the kill in the first place, or lying about the bodies disappearing. But one night, Buffy had learned first-hand that what the local demons had been telling her had been true.



Out on patrol, Buffy had stumbled across two vamps who were just finishing a meal. Buffy had seen enough vamp attacks to know the girl was dead as the two vampires had dropped her lifeless body to the ground. Buffy took out all the frustration she had been feeling lately on the bloodsuckers, killing them fiercely and swiftly. It had taken her less than twenty seconds - fast by even her standards.



After dusting the vamps, she turned back to where they had dropped the girl. The body was gone. Buffy knew that the girl could not possibly have risen that fast, and she was certain the girl had been dead. And there was something else, something... dark. She felt it, her Slayer sense picking it up subconsciously.



Over the years she had learned to distinguish between the different signals her Slayer sense picked up on. Every evil thing that crossed her path had its own unique affect on her. Vamps brought a sort of coppery taste to her mouth - the Master had been the same, only stronger, like she had swallowed a whole roll of pennies... with Adam, she heard a harsh buzzing sound... with Glory, she saw everything with a fuzzy purple glow... the three evil nerds, besides making her laugh, made her smell watermelon bubble-gum, which she hated...



But this was different from anything she had ever picked up on. Every other demon or evil she had ever sensed was somehow familiar, she supposed because her brain translated it to one of her other senses, like taste, sight, hearing, and smell. But this... it wasn't familiar at all. It was overwhelming, and very, very dark. Buffy felt like her head was being squeezed, and every one of her senses was overloaded with... death. It was death she felt and saw and tasted and touched and smelled, and at that moment she knew. This is what a Vulture Demon feels like, she had thought.



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So after more than a week, they had learned nothing of any real use. They had poured through book after book, but without knowing what they were looking for...



"Well this is just stupid!" Xander shouted, slamming the book he was looking at closed with a loud thud. "I mean, come on! How are we supposed to find information on this Big Bad Evil when we don't even know what we're looking for!"



Anya walked up behind Xander and started rubbing his shoulders. "Oh, is my baby frustrated?"



Xander groaned in affirmation and fell forward onto the now-closed book, burying his face in his arms.



"Aw... you want me to make it all better?" Anya suggested sweetly. Xander mumbled "uh-huh" from his crossed arms.



"Great! Let's go home and have sex!" Anya whooped, pulling Xander's hand out from under his head and yanking him up to his feet.



"An, stop!" Xander said, halting the ex-demon in her tracks.



"What, you said you were frustrated? The best way to un-frustrate you is to-"



"Don't you dare finish that sentence," Giles admonished, cutting Anya off.



"Fine! I try to be nice and help my fiancé get un-frustrated, and what do I get? I'll tell you what I get! I get spanked by the stuffy Englishman, and not in a good way!" Anya stormed off behind the cash register. At least the money wouldn't yell at her.



Giles rolled hi eyes, and Xander decided the best course of action was to just let Anya count her money. Besides, Xander figured he could make it up to her later.



"Argh!" Willow groaned. They had been at it all day, every day, for more than a week, and as much as Willow liked researching, their situation had become totally ridiculous. "I cannot take this anymore! That's it! I'm done! If I have to look through one more book to find something I don't even know I'm looking for... I mean, I could be looking right at it and not even know it... it could be anything!"



Tara looked at her lover across the room from her seat on the stairs. She knew Willow was just blowing off steam, and that in a few minutes the red-head would calm down and go back to the very books she had just been complaining about. It was Willow's way, and Tara thought it was adorable. The way Willow's brow was creased in half-hearted anger was even more adorable.



Just then, Buffy walked in with Spike close on her heels.



"Anything?" Giles asked hopefully.



Buffy just walked over to the table and slumped down into an empty chair, her silence answer enough in itself. Then she grumbled, "We need to catch a break."



"Oh," Giles said, the disappointment obvious in his features.



"The only thing we've been able to find out is that there's a whole bloody lot of pumped up demons out there right now," Spike said, collapsing onto the couch next to Dawn. "Hey there, niblet."



"Hey Spike." Dawn smiled at the vampire. She didn't care what everyone else thought. She liked Spike, plain and simple.



"Um, Spike," Giles said, "What do you mean 'pumped up demons?'"



"Well, it's like they're all hopped up on some drug, like..." Spike trailed off. He was about to say "like when Red's all high on magic," but then he had caught sight of Tara out of the corner of his eye. He remembered the promise he had made to himself not to tease Willow about the magic while Tara was in the room, and he wasn't about to go back on his word - even if the only person he had given his word to was himself. A bloke's gotta have a word that's worth something, even an evil old bloke like me.



"Well, it's like they're high or something," Spike said finally. He looked up sheepishly at Tara, who was smiling at him. She mouthed "thank you," and Spike found himself smiling back, despite himself. How'd she know? Spike wondered to himself.



"What do you mean, 'high?'" Giles asked, his brow furrowed in confusion.



Spike rolled his eyes. "Oh come on, man! Even you aren't stodgy enough not to know what 'high' means!"



"Well, yes, of course I know what it means, Spike," Giles responded, completely annoyed. "What I want to know is, why are you saying they're high?"



"Oh," Spike said lamely. "Well, they're all aggressive and... edgy."



"Edgy? Great. Demons on the edge. That's all we need," Xander grumbled.



"Spike's right," Buffy said. "Did I just say that outloud?"



Buffy looked to her best friend, who simply nodded in return. "Willow, pleeeaaase don't ever let me say that again, okay?" Buffy pleaded. Willow giggled. Giles cleared his throat, as if to say "can we get on with this story already," and Buffy took the hint.



"They have been... edgy. Jumpy. Twitchy even. I don't mean they're easily spooked - in fact, it's like the opposite is true. Usually I have to go looking for them, but lately it's like they're coming looking for me. But not me specifically. Like they're itching for a fight or something. I've heard about a lot more attacks on humans, but since all the bodies keep disappearing, which, can I just once again say 'ew' to the thought of what the VD's are doing with the bodies? Okay, but anyway, so they're all raging-with-the-demon-hormones, trying to pick a fight. And they just keep coming, even when I've got them pinned, they don't give up. They're getting way harder to kill," Buffy finally finished.



"So why isn't this affecting you?" Xander asked Spike. "Or were you already too twitchy to be affected?" Xander asked sarcastically.



Spike glared at the human. If it weren't for this stupid chip in my head, I'd tear his sodding head off! Spike started to give Xander a piece of his mind, but suddenly stopped. He had a thought.



"Spike?" Buffy asked, curious why no foul words about Xander were spewing form Spike's mouth.



"Hang on a second." Spike paused as his thought grew. He stood and began pacing. Everyone just stared dumbly at him as he continued to pace.



"Um, is anyone else wondering what Spike is thinking?" Willow whispered to the group, then added, "And does it give you the willies?"



Seven hands shot up in the air, like they were voting 'yes' to Willow's comment. Finally Spike turned back to the group, and the hands quickly dropped. Spike looked at them quizzically, then decided to ignore the whole hands thing.



"Okay, here's the thing. There's a lot of evil in the air. I mean, a whole hell of a lot. I've felt it for a while now." Spike turned to the Slayer and asked, "Haven't you felt it?"



"Well... yeah, now that you mention it. But I just thought it was the VD's. They've got this big death vibe going," Buffy responded.



"No, it's more than that. I know evil and this," Spike paused for effect, "is evil. Pure evil. And demons feed on evil. It's their drug of choice, so to speak. See, it's like demons are junkies. And now the drug their hooked on is just floating around in the air. They're absorbing it without even trying. Ever seen a human hopped up on PCP?"



"Hey, I saw this thing on the news once where this guy was all high on PCP, and he was coming at these cops with a gun, shooting and just walking towards them. The cops had to shoot the guy like fifteen times to get him to stop. He just kept coming at them, like he was nuts," Dawn explained.



"Right," Spike said smiling at the girl. "So now we've got all these demons, getting their fix, and running around Sunnydale trying to kill anything in sight."



The room was quiet, as everyone tried to understand what it all meant. Finally Willow broke the silence.



"They're trying to get it out of their system, though they don't know that's what they're doing," she said quietly, then fell silent. Everyone waited for Willow to go on, knowing that her knowledge on the subject was very painful.



"Go on, sweetie," Tara said softly, placing her hand over Willow's on the table. Willow smiled weakly at Tara, and took a deep breath.



"When I was high on magic after being with Rack, I had all this power flowing through me. I was totally high, out of my mind. I mean, I could understand what was going on, but the magic... it was pulling at me, like the sirens calling Odysseus towards the rocks. It wanted me to cast, to release it into the open. To free it. And when I did... it was like it fed upon itself, thickening the air and then coming back to me twice as strong. It was... it was an incredible feeling, in a sick, twisted way," Willow finished dejectedly.



Willow closed her eyes and hung her head. She and Tara had talked about Rack, about what it had felt like to have that much magic in her. But Willow hadn't told Tara everything. She had been afraid that Tara would think less of her if she had told the blond that deep down, she had really loved how it had felt.



Willow felt a hand slide against her cheek, lifting her face. Then she felt soft lips brush against hers in a short, but terribly sweet kiss. Her eyes flew open to find Tara's face right in front of her, smiling softly.



"It's okay, baby," was all Tara said, but it was enough. Willow leaned her forehead against Tara's, relief washing through her body. Tara didn't hate her. Tara didn't think less of her. Tara loved her. It was all Willow needed.



"So, back to my earlier question, Spike. Why isn't this affecting you?" Xander asked.



"It is affecting me," Spike said honestly. "It's just that I can't really do anything about it. I can't kill humans without giving myself a bloody big headache, so I'm not really getting it out of my system, except for when I get to kick some demon ass. So I guess if what Red says is true about the whole 'freeing the drug' thing, then I'm not really freeing much, so it's not coming back to me as strong."



"That would make sense," Giles mused. "It appears to be building up towards some sort of explosion. The question is, what will happen when it explodes?"



"Boom!" Anya yelled.



***********************



Willow, Tara, Dawn and Spike walked home from the Magic Box. Buffy had gone out to patrol, and Xander, Anya, and Giles were still back at the shop, researching. Willow and Tara were taking Dawn home so she could get some sleep.



With a whole bunch of "hopped up" demons, as Spike had put it, running around Sunnydale, they had all agreed not to take any more chances than absolutely necessary. Xander had insisted on driving Dawn home, but when Tara and Willow had said they had needed to pick up some books and change clothes, Xander had settled for them taking Spike along instead.



"So are you going to ask Tommy?" Tara asked Dawn.



"I don't know. Ruth said she wanted to ask him to the dance, and she's way prettier than I-"



"Don't you dare finish that sentence, young lady!" Willow gave her best motherly growl, stopping Dawn in her tracks. "You are pretty, smart, funny, and I don't want to hear anything to the contrary."



Dawn was a little surprised by Willow's outburst. She looked at Tara questioningly.



"Hey, don't look to me for help. This is between you and Willow," Tara said, holding her hands up in front of her and backing up a step.



"But-" Dawn started to say.



"No buts. No ifs. No ors. And definitely no eithers. You are wonderful, Dawn Summers. You just remember that," Willow said sincerely. "I just don't want you to put yourself down. Ever. Nothing good comes from it."



Tara took a step towards Willow and took her hand. Willow smiled at the contact, not needing to look at Tara to know why it was offered. Tara understood. Simple as that.



"I'm with Red on this one," Spike said to Dawn. She looked up at the blond vampire, and a slight smile crossed his face. "You're one of the only things I like about this town."



Dawn knew that in his own, evil-vampire way, he was paying her a compliment. A very high compliment. Dawn charged Spike and drew him into a bear hug.



"Easy there, niblet. I may be dead, but you can still break my ribs!" Spike complained, even as he hugged her back. Then he pulled back and glared at her. "And who is this Tommy bugger, anyway? Do I have to have a little chat with him?" Spike put on his game face. "Cuz I will, you know."



Dawn giggled. Spike was like an older brother. An evil, dead, slightly sadistic older brother who lived in a crypt, but still... Nobody's perfect, Dawn thought.



Dawn started to say something but was cut off when she saw Spike tense.



"Shh!" Spike said quietly, his eyes scanning the horizon. The vampire sniffed the air for any signs of danger.



Out of nowhere, a very large, very ugly demon came charging at them. Spike shoved Dawn out of the way just as the demon pounced on him, knocking him to the ground.



"Dawn!" Willow screamed, grabbing the girl and pulling Dawn behind her. Tara and Willow could only watch as Spike wrestled with the snarling beast. Dawn made a move toward Spike, intent on helping him, though she didn't know how. But Tara and Willow both held her fast, not letting her near the two demons.



"Tremorg Demon," Willow and Tara both said in unison. The two witches shared a look, and would have smiled if the situation hadn't been so bad.



"But we have to help him!" Dawn cried, looking around for something big and heavy to hit the demon with. Tara and Willow tightened their hold on the girl, and backed up a few steps, pulling Dawn along with them.



"We can't, Dawnie," Tara said, fear and concern evident in her voice.



"It's skin is toxic. If you touch it, even for a second, your heart will stop beating," Willow explained.



"But Spike-"



"Doesn't have a heartbeat, remember?" Tara said reassuringly.



Spike and the Tremorg rolled around on the ground, with Spike doing everything he could to evade the snapping jaws of the demon. Tremorg's had a mouth full of huge, razor sharp teeth, and Spike really wasn't in the mood to have his throat torn out. Spike noticed something else about the demon as he kicked his legs, throwing the demon off of him and to the right.



"Blech! Do you ever brush your teeth? You have got some serious breath issues, you little bugger! When I get done kicking your ass, I'm going to buy you a toothbrush and we're going to have a talk about dental hygiene!" Spike yelled as he rolled to his feet.



The Tremorg screeched at him, and then charged. Spike side-stepped at the last minute and kicked the demon in the stomach, sending him sprawling to the ground.



"Spike!" Willow yelled, throwing him a stake.



"Thanks, Red," Spike called back, catching the stake in mid-air and jumping on the prone demon in the same breath. Spike plunged the stake deep into the demon's chest, which only seemed to piss it off.



"Aw, bloody hell!" Spike yelled as he was tossed to the side. Spike rolled and landed on his back. The demon rose to his feet and started towards Spike, but stumbled when it was hit in the head with a rock. The demon turned to look and see where the projectiles were coming from, and was hit with another rock, right between its large, black eyes.



Willow, Tara, and Dawn were all throwing rocks now, hitting the demon again and again. They weren't doing any real damage, but it was their only chance.



The demon screeched again, and started towards the three girls. They stumbled back, knowing there was nowhere for them to run. Just before the demon reached them, Spike jumped on its back, putting it into a headlock.



"Stupid bloody bastard messing up our nice little stroll home getting all nasty with the big teeth and the toxic skin decided to have a little go at the three lovely ladies did ya well bet you didn't expect a bloody vampire to be protecting them did ya you no good dirty oozing excuse for evil!" Spike yelled his train of thought as he strangled the life out of the Tremorg. Spike was so intent on his little tirade he didn't even notice that the demon was on the ground, apparently dead.



"Spike? Spike!" Dawn shouted, trying to get the vampire's attention.



"What!" Spike snarled, turning his attention towards Dawn with his full game face still intact.



Dawn jumped back a step and put her hands up defensively. "Um, I think it's dead is all."



Spike looked down and realized he had killed the Tremorg. He looked back up at Dawn and his face morphed back into his human form. He looked at her apologetically. "Sorry, love. I guess I got carried away."



"S'okay," Dawn said shakily. "You saved us."



Spike stood, wiping his hands on his jeans. He walked over to pick the stake up off the ground, and started to hand it back to Willow, but then changed his mind, bent down and drove it deep into the demon's eye socket.



"Better safe than sorry," he said with a shrug.



"Uh, yeah, right," Willow said queasily. "Thanks Spike."



"Yes, thank you, Spike," Tara echoed.



"Yeah well... I've got to take my aggression out on somebody, what with this sodding chip in my head and all," Spike said, slightly embarrassed by the thanks. "Hey, wait a second... what was with all the rock throwing?" Spike said, turning an angry glare towards the three girls. "You could have gotten yourselves killed!"



Spike stiffened, as he had earlier, but the girls were too busy defending themselves to notice. As they started explaining what had happened, all at the same time, Spike slowly started stepping towards the bushes, his gaze never leaving the girls. Suddenly he reached into the bushes with both hands, and pulled out two men in black robes, yanking them out under the street light.



"Well, well, what have we got here? Couple of priests? Cult members? Health spa escapees?" Spike snarled, his face once again morphing into its vampire form.



Willow, Tara, and Dawn took a step back as Spike threw the two men to the ground in front of them. A shot of pain flashed through his head, but he didn't let it show. He was too concerned with what the two Heaven's Gate rejects had been doing in the bushes.



"You cannot harm us. We know about you," one of the men snarled back.



"You're impotent!" the other shouted.



"Why you little-" Spike started towards them but Willow stepped in front of him, stopping Spike with a hand in front of his chest. Then she turned to the two men, who had risen to their knees.



"He may not be able to stop you, but I certainly can," Willow said dangerously, her eyes narrowing to slits. She could feel the dark magic rising up inside her, and it was all she could do to keep it in check.



"That goes for me too," Tara said, stepping up next to Willow. She had the same dangerous look in her eyes that Willow had, although inwardly, she was smiling. She had watched Willow's eyes as the red-head had threatened the two men, and had watched for the change from green to black that had never come. Tara knew Willow would not consciously allow herself to give into the magic, but she also knew that Willow had a tendency to succumb to it instinctively when they were in danger. At that moment, Tara was more proud of Willow than she had ever been, and she was going to be sure and tell Willow that later.



Dawn walked over to stand beside Spike, reaching out for his hand. He pulled away just before Dawn could take it. She looked up at him, confusion and a bit of hurt in her eyes, and he leaned down and whispered, "The Tremorg. Icky toxic ooze, remember? I might still have some of it on me." Dawn nodded in understanding, and Spike gave her a quick smile, before turning his attention back to the two men.



"What can you do? You're just a couple of ordinary witches," one of the men mocked.



"Well, if you know so much about Spike here," Willow nodded over her shoulder to indicate the vampire, "then I'm guessing you know something about us as well. And you know, then, that we're not just a couple of ordinary witches. I've taken on a Hell God, and I'm still here to tell the tale. So, you see, turning you two into a couple of Happy Meals for 'ole Spike here wouldn't be too much trouble at all," Willow growled.



Spike snarled at the two men and licked his lips, for added effect. He was delighted when both men gulped visibly, though his expression never changed.



"So, you've got two choices. One, you can be smart and tell us what in the hell you were doing in the bushes, or two, I can turn you into a couple of Spike-steaks. Personally, I'm hoping you choose option number two," Willow said menacingly.



Both men were obviously petrified. Then one of the men straightened up and raised his chin, and said, "Your time will come soon enough. The Guardian will make sure of that." The other man, hearing the name of his apparent master, straightened up as well and added, "The Guardian takes care of his children."



Spike rolled his eyes. "Oh, that's just great! Another nancy-boy cult following some Big Bad. Just what this town needs. And why is it you people always where robes? Just once I'd like to see an evil cult wearing Hawaiian shirts and flip-flops!"



The first man spoke again. "The Guardian takes care of his children."



"Who is The Guardian?" Willow asked.



The second man spoke again. "The Guardian ta-"



"Takes care of his children, yeah, yeah. We heard you the first time. You people really need to hire better writers if you're going to take over the world," Spike said sarcastically.



Both men's eyes widened for just a moment, then went back to normal.



"Oh, I see," Spike said, not having missed the change in the men's eyes. "So your boss is planning on taking over the world, huh? And I bet you two know all about it, don't you?"



Both men remained silent, apparently deciding not to say anymore, not even their little "taking care of his children" mantra.



"Okay, I don't think we're going to get any more out of them here. Let's take them back to the shop," Willow said.



"Gladly," Spike responded, walking swiftly up to the two men and hauling them up to their feet. He started to turn them around when Tara saw something flash in one of the man's hands.



"Spike!" Tara yelled, but the warning came a second too late. The man slashed Spike's arm with a dagger, and took off running down the street. The other man, seeing his only opportunity for escape, kicked Spike in the groin and started to turn to run. But Willow was faster, and kicked the man the same way he had just kicked Spike, sending him to his knees in agony.



"Bloody hell," Spike sputtered as he tried to straighten up. He started to go after the man, but Willow stopped him.



"Let him go. We've still got this one, and we'll need your help to get him back to the Magic Box," Willow said.



"But he knows where we're going," Spike said, pointing down the street where the first man had taken off.



"No, a-actually he doesn't. Not really," Tara stated. "Before, Willow said to take them to the shop. That could be any shop. And I don't think they really knew anything about me, Willow, or Dawn before tonight. I mean, they knew who you were, but they were obviously surprised and very scared when Willow told them about facing off against G-Glory. So they probably don't know about the Magic Box," Tara explained.



She looked over to Willow for affirmation of her theory, and saw the red-head beaming proudly at her. My baby's so smart, Willow thought. Tara looked away and blushed.



Spike thought it over for a moment, then said, "Okay, let's take this one back." Then he lowered his voice and whispered to Willow, "But if her runs, I can't really stop him. you know, sodding chip, and all that?"



Willow hadn't thought of that. Then Tara said, "Let me handle it." She walked up to the man who was still kneeling on the ground, cupping his crotch and wincing. Tara put a hand to his forehead and said, "Sleep." With that, the man fell over unconscious.



Spike looked at her, duly impressed, but wishing she'd thought of it earlier. Tara shrugged. "I forgot I could do that," she said simply.



"Works for me," Spike said, lifting the man up and throwing him over his shoulder. Then the four of them set off for the Magic Box.





"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

blameburner
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby LeatherQueen » Sat Apr 20, 2002 10:13 pm

Great update!! And woohoo with the extra little nookie scene. ;)



I like that we're getting more backstory. Really helps to understand where the Scoobs are coming from in terms of their fear and worry over the next day's events.



Can't wait to see what's next!








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"Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the blind." - Glory


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby The Rose24 » Sat Apr 20, 2002 10:57 pm

Outstanding job. I loved how you showed W/T are sometimes unable to express their feelings verbally.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby daydreamer » Sun Apr 21, 2002 6:45 am

Well, what can I say? Blameburner, you just write so brilliantly well. I just loved this new update. I just loved how Tara was unable to express her feelings to Willow 'cause they are just too deep and too intense. And more backstory. Can't wait for the next update. :bounce



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I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul... - Pablo Neruda

daydreamer
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby witchbitchwillow » Sun Apr 21, 2002 8:30 am

heya,

im loving this fic its really well writen! cant wait 4 the next part!



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

witchbitchwillow
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby xita » Sun Apr 21, 2002 10:05 am

I am really enjoying this and not just for the very intimate way you have w/t relating to each other. They are both working through some pretty tough emotions about each other, trust and insecurity. Thanks for sharing!

- - - - - - - - - - - -

"Everything is turning out so dark..."

"No, it's okay. Lost is good. Willow and I always know how to find each other!"

xita
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby sheila wt » Sun Apr 21, 2002 11:50 am

Very intense. Your doing such a great job working with W&T emotions! We can feel like in our own skin.



Wonderful update! I am so looking forward for more... :)






Sheila

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Willow: "If you felt lost and alone? Where would you go?"

Tara:"To you."

sheila wt
 


Re: Part 5c

Postby Wolflord » Sun Apr 21, 2002 2:48 pm

:bounce :bounce :bounce Whoo hooo an update :bounce :bounce :bounce



Hey BB..loved the update.. I guess letting your muse go back to you for awhile paid off. Now could you please send her back, I want to see another belly dance from her. I keep having these wild dreams of gyrating flesh and nakedness goodness all around. Got me a new pack of cigarettes for your story....so just bring it. :smokin Oh and I will be sending the handcuffs back to you.......but only temporarily.



_______________:evil WOLFLORD :evil __________________



Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

Wolflord
 


Delay, delay, and did I mention delay?

Postby blameburner » Sun Apr 21, 2002 11:51 pm

Okay, so I'm having issues. Some serious issues. Big, honkin', make-me-wanna-scream-and-not-in-a-good-way issues. Then again, maybe I'm just tired.



So... I don't know if I can do this or not, so I'm gonna do it anyway until someone (like say, one of our beloved Mods) tells me I can't. Anyone wanna beta for me? I'm been going solo thus far, and had sort of wanted to keep it that way as I tend to write at odd intervals and hate outlines (although I do in fact have a very detailed outline for this story). But this next part is reeeeaaaallly detailed and I'm confusing myself.



I thought I'd just ask for volunteers in this thread, because it would help if it was someone who's read the story up to this point, as I only plan on using a beta for Part 5d (the rest of the story is practically writing itself).



Okay, that's it for now. If I get no takers, or even if I do, I'm hoping on having 5d up in a few days. I'm a little crunched right now with the last day of classes coming up in a few days.



***LeatherQueen - I'm all about the nookie! Wait... that sounded way better in my head. And just so you know - there's a pretty good nookie scene coming up a few updates form now. I already wrote it. I jumped ahead a whole chapter just to write the nookie, when I should have been writing Part 5d! How bad am I?



***The Rose24 - Yeah, I think sometimes there's just so much going on with them they can't get it out. They have such insecurity issues, and even though they've gotten way better (mainly through finding each other), those issues are still there, ya know? So thanks.



***daydreamer - Thanks a lot. I've been trying thus far to avoid delving too deep into the addiction reprecutions (cuz it's been done often and much better by others), but... it's just suck rich material to mine. Personally, I think a lot of their problems stemmed not only from insecurity issues, but there's this whole there's a big issue about self-sacrifice (hint, hint). And I sooooo want to go there!



***witchbitchwillow - heya right back atcha! Glad you're still likin' it.



***xita - I'm so pleased you like it! I kinda defer to you, since you're the one who started this lovely little Kitten - so if you don't think I've butchered the characters too badly, then I'm all kinds of happy!!! Woo and Hoo!



***sheila wt - Ah yes, emotions. Definitely more emotions coming up! You know, I started writing a nice little smut fic, and all these emotions took over! And I'm loving writing them!



***Wolflord - Woo Hoo I got my muse back! She's here right now, sitting on my lap, whispering in my ear... *turns to muse - "Wolflord did what? Uh-huh? Oh, reeeaaallly?" Smirks at Wolflord* Um, Wolflord, my muse wants me to tell you that while she appreciates the offer, she's allergic to dairy products, but...oh wait, she's whispering again... *"Yeah? Okay... let me see those! Oooo, I like, I like!"* she says that if you want to substitute honey for the dairy, then she'll bring her squeeze bottle when I send her back. Oh, by the way, I like your choice in panties. The red lace is cut low in all the right places! And, ahem, I am still waiting for my handcuffs... my muse and I have, uh, plans later.



-blameburner



"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

blameburner
 


Re:

Postby mollyig » Mon Apr 22, 2002 3:25 am

Just once I'd like to see an evil cult wearing Hawaiian shirts

and flip-flops




Heh heh!

adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two - Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re:

Postby molsongrrrl » Mon Apr 22, 2002 4:50 am

i would be happy to beta for you ... i have been reading the story ... i help a couple of other folks ... and i have experience as an editor.



you can contact me at catliz16@mindspring.com ... i also promise a prompt return on the work.










A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants




molsongrrrl
 


Yea me

Postby blameburner » Mon Apr 22, 2002 11:04 pm

Woo and Hoo. I have a beta!



*insert Happy Dance here*



Thanks, molsongrrrl!!!



Update soon... maybe... I think... I hope. Ugh.

"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

blameburner
 


Muse Napping

Postby Wolflord » Mon Apr 22, 2002 11:23 pm

Well BB......I am not much for honey.......however if your muse likes strawberry jam then there you go. Who knew your muse would be afraid of a little diary products...and I thought everyone like whip cream. I was even planning on getting some ice cream to eat off of her....but anyway I look forward to having her for dessert...I mean company. Well I did like the red lace panties she was wearing. But I liked them better when they were on the floor. :grin Don't worry I am sending your handcuffs back to you, I went got me some silk scarves and I am going to use them instead. Much softer on the skin and well I would not want to hurt my favorite muse's delicate silky skin. :grin



________________:p WOLFLORD :p ____________________



Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

Edited by: Wolflord  at: 4/22/02 10:24:12 pm
Wolflord
 


Re: Muse Napping

Postby blameburner » Tue Apr 23, 2002 6:34 pm

Okay, I've finished writing Part 5d, and it's quite the monster. Just waiting for my beta to tell me how full of crap I am. :eek Anyway, I'll post it as soon as I can. But, as preview:

- Buffy agrees with Spike! (scary, I know)

- Anya gets her torture-groove on

- An evil plot revealed

- Oh, and did I mention cliffhanger?



***Wolflord - she's not afraid, she's allergic!!! But I keep thinking about strawberry jam, whipped cream, and honey, and I... well... I think I'm gonna have to send my muse away and come over in her place! ;) On that note, after re-reading our little war over the muse, I've also decided I'm definitely a slut-puppy.



Edited because I'm an idiot.



-blame

"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

Edited by: blameburner at: 4/23/02 5:35:35 pm
blameburner
 


Re: Muse Napping

Postby Wolflord » Wed Apr 24, 2002 2:51 pm

Well you know BB.....you could bring your muse as well...we could have a .............party (yeah thats the word) :grin :grin *starts to clean up room for sexy company* :grin :grin OH BTW....can't wait for the next update always ready for yours. Got me a pack a cigarettes and glass of gatorade to drink to boot....for all the sweaty goodness while reading.:bounce :bounce



____________:evil :b WOLFLORD :b :evil ________________



Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

Edited by: Wolflord  at: 4/24/02 2:00:35 pm
Wolflord
 


Re: Muse Napping

Postby BigMac » Wed Apr 24, 2002 5:32 pm

I like how the story is comming along and I have cut down on the cold showers.

Tara: Assume Crash
Positions

BigMac
 


Part 5d

Postby blameburner » Thu Apr 25, 2002 12:35 am

Part 5d is divided into two posts.



Finally! I had hoped to have this up earlier tonight, but I was a bit distracted. I was being a dutiful roommate and holding my roomie's hair as she got rid of all the alcohol she drank tonight in celebration of our last class as second year law students. Yea, us. I, of course, drank responsibly, and decided that I was a big wussie for having to go home after two drinks because I was tired. My roommate, at a separate post-unofficial-end-of-second-year bar party, decided to get into a drinking contest. Silly lesbian, getting into a drinking contest with the cute gay boy who's in the National Guard!



Never fear, all is well and my roomie is currently passed out in her bed, while I sit on the floor with my computer making sure she doesn't choke to death. Not that you needed to know, or wanted to know, any of that.



Okee-dokee, here's pretty much the last of the backstory. Oh, yeah... and I realized a few minutes ago that this part does not end with a cliffhanger as I previously said it would. Oops.



Now for the fun part... a challenge! There are two things I put in here specifically to see if anyone would catch them. They are... references. But that's all I'm going to say, because if I say what they are references to, it'll be obvious. If it's not obvious already, that is. In fact, I'm thinking I'm kind of an idiot for thinking I'm being all clever when I may not really be as clever as I think I am. Anyway, so I've laid forth the challenge... find both "references," and I'll give you a cheesy reward. And trust me, it's really cheesy.



-blame



Title: The Guardian – Part 5d

Author: blameburner

Feedback: Sure… Always a plus

Summary: This is just a nice little story about two witches, facing the apocalypse – again, and love.

Spoiler Warning: Up to and including "Normal Again" in Season 6 – but really nothing major.

Disclaimer: Not my characters, but oh how I wish they were! All hail Joss, all hail ME.

Rating: NC-17 (I've given up any pretense that it's anything less)

Pairings: W/T… duh. Everyone’s will be here at some point.

Notes: I know nothing about magic, except what I learned on BtVS, so I apologize if I offend anyone - no offense meant.

Angst: And so it begins... medium-rare this update, I think.





Part 5d



"Ho ho ho, and Merry bloody Christmas," Spike bellowed as he marched through the front door of the Magic Shop. Willow, Tara, and Dawn walked in right behind him.



"It's not Christmas, you idiotic-" Xander cut short what was about to be a very witty and scathing tirade, in his opinion, when he saw Spike carrying a man over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. "What the hell? Spike, what did you do?"



"Be nice or I won't give you your present," Spike said cheerfully, as he walked straight passed Xander and into the training room.



"What's going on?" Giles asked as he followed Xander and the others into the training room.



Spike dropped the robed man onto the floor with an unceremonious thud.



"Spike, be careful," Tara admonished. She didn't much like the man now lying in a heap on the training mat, but she certainly didn't want to hurt him. Especially not before they got some information out of him.



"He kicked me! You saw it! He deserves a little payback. Besides, I didn't hurt him. See? No headache," Spike said, pointing to his head.



Tara nodded, then took Willow's hand. Anya came running into the room a few seconds later.



"Will someone please tell me why we're all in- Ooo, guy in a robe. Is he a demon? Do we get to kill him?" Anya asked delightedly.



"No, Anya, he's not a demon. And, hey, I thought you were all off the whole killing thing, seeing as you're supposed to be human now?" Willow chided, emphasizing the words "supposed to be" for added effect.



"Yeah, I'm human," Anya said glumly. "That doesn't mean I still can't enjoy a good killing now and then. You know, a little beheading, a little burning at the stake, a nice disembowelment, perhaps? And notice that I did ask if he was a demon before I suggested the killing!" Anya turned to Xander. "Isn't that a good thing?"



"Yes, An. It's always appropriate to make sure it's a demon before you suggest killing it," Xander smiled.



"Hey, demon in the room here. And I'm a wounded demon, too, I might add!" Spike griped.



"Oh, Spike, let me see," Tara said with concern. She gingerly reached out for the vampire's arm, checking the wound he had gotten from the dagger. It wasn't deep, but it had obviously hurt. It wasn't like it could get infected, but Tara grabbed some gauze and bandaged the wound, more out of respect for Spike than his need for emergency medical care.



Spike grumbled his thanks, to which Tara just nodded before returning to Willow's side. He would never let on, but Tara's concern touched him.



"Will someone please explain why there is a man in a black robe lying on the floor?" Giles asked impatiently.



"Well," Willow started to explain, "we were walking home and we got jumped by a Tremorg Demon, and-"



"Really? A Tremorg Demon? We have never faced one of those before. How did you know it was a Tremorg?" Giles asked excitedly.



"Um, Tara and I both recognized it. We came across it a few months back when we were searching through books looking for the demon that stabbed Buffy and made her think she was living in a mental ward, and that this reality was just a figment of her imagination." Giles started to ask about that, since this was the first he was hearing of it, but Willow cut him off. "Anyway, you're kind of missing the point here, Giles."



"Oh, so sorry. Please continue," Giles said politely, making a mental note to ask what had happened with the hallucination, and how everything had gotten back to normal again.



"Well, like I was saying, we got jumped. Spike saved us. Then he just grabbed these two robed guys out of the bushes. We asked them what they were doing there, but they wouldn't talk really. So we decided to bring them here for questioning."



"I'll get some rope so we can tie him up! You can't properly question someone unless they're tied up!" Anya said excitedly and then ran out of the room.



Willow shook her head and continued, "They started rattling on about someone called The Guardian. They said The Guardian takes care of his children, and that The Guardian would take care of us."



"What do you mean, this Guardian fellow thinks you are his children?" Giles asked, looking back and forth between Willow, Tara, and Dawn.



"What? Oh, no. Sorry. See, we kinda... well, I kinda threatened them-"



"No, we threatened them," Tara corrected.



Willow smiled, knowing Tara was trying to head off any thoughts Giles might have about Willow having used black magic. "Right, we threatened them, because they knew Spike couldn't hurt them."



"I would have hurt them if it weren't for this-"



"Sodding chip, blah blah blah... we know, Spike," Xander mocked.



"Well I would have," Spike grumbled.



"Anyway," Willow started again, "we threatened them, to try and get them to talk. I told them we'd feed them to Spike if they didn't cooperate." Willow giggled slightly, but quickly sobered when she saw the look on Giles' face. "Sorry. So, then the one guy said 'Your time will come soon enough. The Guardian will make sure of that,' which I guess was his way of getting in the last word because he thought we really were going to kill him? Then the other guy, this guy," Willow said, pointing to the man on the floor, "said 'The Guardian takes care of his children.'"



"They seem to be real fond of that catchy little saying," Spike complained.



"So, we have two men, apparently followers of this Guardian fellow, which The Guardian calls 'his children.'" Giles' brow furrowed in confusion. "So where's the other one, then?"



"He got away," Willow stated. "So we brought this one back to question, since we couldn't seem to get past the whole Guardian's-children thing on the street."



"Good, good," Giles said. "I think this may be the break Buffy was hoping for earlier. She should be back any-"



"You rang?" Buffy said as she strolled through the door to the training room. "So what's everyone doing back he- Ooo, guy in a robe. Is he a demon? Do we get to kill him?"



"That's what I said!" Anya whined as she followed Buffy into the training rope, with lots of heavy rope in hand. "Except I got in trouble for saying it. Why isn't she in trouble for saying it?"



Giles rolled his eyes, really not wanting to have this discussion at that particular moment.



"Okay, Xander, Spike, why don't you help me tie this person up. Willow, why don't you and Tara fill Buffy in on this evening's events," Giles suggested.



"Events? There were events? Why didn't anyone tell me we were having events?" Buffy complained.



"Oh, it was so cool, Buffy!" Dawn said excitedly as she pulled Buffy through the door. Willow and Tara both giggled, and followed the Summers girls into the main part of the Magic Box. "See, there was this big, ugly demon that could make your heart stop beating if you touched its skin, and..."



Giles turned his attention back to their prisoner. Xander took the rope from Anya, while Spike brought over a chair. They quickly but carefully tied the man to the chair, and Anya double-checked each on of their knots, arguing that a thousand years of being a demon had taught her a thing or two about tying people up. No one wanted to hear Anya's torture tales at the moment, so they just let her work, although Spike made a mental note to ask Anya about it later. He needed a good laugh, and torture always made him as giddy as a schoolgirl.



The man was still unconscious, though Anya was not totally convinced, so she slapped him.



"Anya!" Giles admonished. "Stop torturing the prisoner!"



"You call that torture? And you call yourself a Watcher. Hah! What exactly did you 'watch' that you would consider that torture? Road Runner cartoons?" Anya asked in exasperation. "Oh, keep your pants on, you old coot! I'm just checking to make sure he's really unconscious instead of faking us out so he can make his escape."



"Oh," Giles said, actually seeing Anya's point. "Well, good thinking, Anya But no more hitting the prisoner."



"Fine. Take away all my fun," Anya whined.



Giles shook his head. "Spike, could you watch the prisoner? I realize he's unconscious right now, but-"



"Yeah, yeah, he could wake up and try to run off. Fine, leave 'ole Spike to do the boring dirty work. You go, have your little Scooby meeting without me. See if I care," Spike grumbled.



Giles, of course, knew that in Spike-speak, that was as close as he would ever get to a simple yes from the vampire. So with that, Giles, Xander, and Anya joined the others.



"You threw rocks at it? What were you thinking? You could have gotten yourselves killed!" Buffy was yelling at Willow. She wasn't really mad at her best friend. In fact, she was actually grateful. Throwing rocks at the Tremorg and distracting it away from Spike had bought the vampire enough time to recover from getting thrown to the ground, regain his bearings and pounce on the demon.



"You're doing it again," Willow said, her voice taking on a teasing tone.



Buffy was confused. "Huh? Doing what?"



"Agreeing with Spike. He said the exact same thing about getting ourselves killed," Willow said triumphantly.



Buffy groaned. "The world must really be coming to an end if I just agreed with Spike twice in one day."



"Did they say anything else, Willow?" Giles asked as he walked into the room, followed by Anya and Xander.



Willow leaned back into her chair and rubbed her eyes. It had been a very, very long day. "No, not really. I'm pretty sure they were watching us though."



"Watching you?" Giles asked, concern etching his face.



"Well... I suppose they could have been watching the Tremorg, but I don't think so. They definitely knew who Spike was, and all about his chip. To me, that says they've either been here for quite a while, or else they took an interest in Spike recently and did a little digging to find out what his deal was. Since I'm pretty sure they didn't know who we were," Willow swept her arm in an arc, indicating herself, Tara, and Dawn, "it seems to me that they must have been watching Spike."



"But if they've been watching Spike, then wouldn't they know about us?" Xander asked. "I mean, he is sort of our demonic mascot."



"Maybe. But again, I don't think they knew who we were. Or if they did know who we were, like that Spike hung out with us, they definitely didn't know what we've done. They were really scared when I told them about us taking on Glory, like they didn't know about that before." Tara's face paled at the mention of the Hell God, and Willow reached out to give her lover's hand a little squeeze. "Besides, up until this last week, Spike really hasn't been around us too much lately. Ever since..." Willow trailed off as she looked at Buffy.



"Ever since I stopped playing X-rated WWF Smackdown with Spike," Buffy said in the most dignified manner she could. She smiled weakly at Willow. "It's okay, Wil, you can talk about it. My little, escapade, with Spike, was definitely not the smartest thing I've ever done. But it's over now, and he and I..." Buffy trailed off, as she tried to figure out just what they were. "Well, we're okay. I'm dealing, and he's... Spike," she finished simply, as if that explained everything. And in a way, it really did.



"Yeah," Willow smiled back at her best friend. Willow knew Buffy had had a rough time. Besides the fact that Spike did not want to let it go, there was a much more fundamental problem. Though most of what Buffy had let go on between them was based in a need to feel something, anything, after she had returned, Buffy realized after she ended it that she had actually developed feelings for the vampire. They were tiny feelings, heavily outweighed by the fact that Spike was evil, but still... feelings were feelings, and Buffy felt the loss like anyone would after ending a relationship.



"Okay, so, is there anything else you can tell us about The Guardian?" Giles asked.



"D-did you say The G-Guardian?" Anya asked, her voice carrying the same stutter normally reserved for Tara. Her face went completely pale.



"An, honey, what's wrong?" Xander asked, concern evident in his voice. He had never, ever, heard Anya stutter.



Anya couldn't say anything. She just stared at Willow, unable to comprehend what she was hearing. Suddenly, her knees gave out, but Xander caught her and carried her to the couch. He set her down gently and then hurriedly sat next to her, wrapping an arm around her shoulder.



Anya was staring blankly off into space. No one could imagine what had gotten the ex-demon so upset, nor did they want to. Fear gripped everyone in the room, and panic was quickly thickening the air all around them.



Finally, Giles broke the silence. "Anya," he said, bending down in front of her, using the most soothing voice he could muster, "what do you know about The Guardian?"



Anya focused in on Giles. He annoyed her terribly at times, but she loved him like a father. She felt his concern, and although she knew it was partly for what she was about to tell them, she also knew he was genuinely worried about her.



"T-The Guardian..." Anya started, trying to find the words. Slowly she started to tell the tale. "He's... a demon. A very, very old demon. No one knows where he came from, or when he first came here. But he has to be..." Anya did a quick calculation in her head "2500 years old? Yeah, that's right... give or take a century."



"That old? Really?" Giles asked, unable to believe that there was a 2500-year-old demon walking the Earth that he had never heard of. "Why have I never heard of him?"



"We thought he was dead. Everyone did." Anya had regained most of her composure, and stood up, walking to the counter. She turned, so she could face everyone.



"I'm sorry. If I had ever thought there was even the slightest chance he was still alive... I would have told you all a long time ago. Sure, we heard rumors that he had survived the battle. I mean, the Black Death just screamed 'The Guardian,' but no one could ever prove he was behind it. I never really seriously thought he was still alive. He's... evil," Anya said apologetically.



"We kind of figured out that he was evil, hon," Xander said as sweetly as he could, waiting for the usual Anya backlash. But it never came.



"Xander, you have no idea how evil he is." Anya tried to think of a way to explain it. "The Guardian is the boogey-man we use to scare little demons with. 'You better be bad, or The Guardian will come drain your power and drive you insane.' He is the guardian of all things evil. In this dimension, and every other dimension. Put it this way... if Satan cloned himself, and then combined that clone with clones of all the other evil masters of every Hell-like place, that would be The Guardian."



Xander shivered. Tara paled. Buffy stared blankly. Giles cleaned his glasses. Dawn groaned and hid her face in her hands. But Willow... Willow was more curious than anything.



"So, it's like an infinite number of Satans?" she asked.



Anya just stared at her. "Oh, right. Well, no, see... It's not about Heaven and Hell, exactly. It's about good and evil, with a capital G and a capital E," she said.



"There are m-many alternate h-heaven-like dimensions," Tara added. "Like the o-one B-Buffy was in." Tara looked apologetically at the Slayer, not wanting to bring back happy heaven memories that would cause Buffy pain.



"It's okay, Tara," Buffy said quietly, but sincerely. The thought of where she had been no longer cut so deeply. She knew she was needed here, and for the time being, that was enough.



"Right," Anya picked up where Tara had left off. "And just like there's a ba-zillion different heavens, there are an equal number of hells, full of lots of nasty darkness and evil. The Guardian is the keeper of all the evil in this dimension and every other - like he's the apartment manager. He rents out hells, and what you do with it is your business, but he maintains the evil inside of it. Like fixing the plumbing. But he's stuck in this dimension, so he's like a really over-qualified plumber who can only work in one building even though he's a billionaire."



"Great, just great," Xander groaned. "Why are they always stuck here, with us? Why can't they ever be stuck in some nice alternate Hellmouth, you know, with flying monkeys or something?"



"We're just lucky, I guess," Buffy said sarcastically.



"I believe you mentioned a battle?" Giles suggested.



"Oh, right! The battle! You know about the Sasstommlisjess Convergence, right?" Anya asked Giles.



"The Sasstommlisjess Convergence, yes, I am quite familiar with it," Giles said uncertainly, and with a sense of dread.



"Okay, for those of us who don't speak Giles, what's the Sassafras Convention?" Buffy asked.



"Convergence, not convention, Buffy," Giles corrected.



"Whatever," Buffy rolled her eyes. "What is it?"



Anya deferred to Giles. "The universe is full of mystical energy. Some of it is dark, some is light. Evil and good."



"Capital E, capital G," Anya interrupted helpfully. Giles looked at her in annoyance, but Anya was unfazed. "Go ahead Giles."



"Yes, right," Giles turned back to the group. "Good and evil, light and dark. Everything is in balance. But every 2000 years or so, when everything is in proper alignment, the universe focuses in all the dark energy at the Earth. It's much like holding a magnifying glass up on a sunny day, where the light that was so evenly spread becomes focused through the glass and converges on one point."



"Like an ant on the sidewalk! You hold the magnifying glass over them and poof, they burst into flames!" Xander said excitedly.



Giles looked at him. "You are in serious need of some therapy," Giles said, disturbed, then shook his head. "But in this case, it is as if the entire universe is the magnifying glass."



"So why just the evil? Why can't the good get focused here, too? Why does it always have to be all with the evil, and never with the good?" Buffy whined.



"No one knows, I'm afraid," Giles said. He empathized. Just once he would love an apocalypse to avert itself.



"So what happens, when the universe starts sending evilness our way?" Willow asked curiously.



"Earthquakes, floods, fire, volcanic eruptions, tidal waves, tornadoes, hurricanes..." Anya began ticking off a list, and just kept on going, "...riots, murders, bar fights, heavy metal concerts... do you want me to continue?"



Willow's face turned green. "Um, so, since this is a universal action and all, I'm guessing we can't stop it?"



"No. But Anya is making it sound much worse than it really is. You see, the dark energy focuses in on the Earth, but not at one specific point. It gets dispersed world-wide, so you will see some of the things Anya described - though I'm not sure about the heavy metal concerts.." Giles's brow furrowed. "In any event, however, the Convergence only lasts twelve hours, and while dangerous, it cannot, in and of itself, end the world."



"Great! So we grab our Twinkies and our milk and go hunker down in the deepest, thickest bomb shelter we can find, and ride out the twelve hours," Xander suggested hopefully.



"I'm afraid it's not that simple," Giles said ruefully. "I need to calculate when the Convergence will next happen aga-"



"You mean you don't already know? You haven't set your watch to beep an alarm when all the evil comes pouring in?" Buffy interrupted. "What kind of Watcher are you?"



Giles looked at Buffy in annoyance, and was feeling a bit defensive. "First of all, I do not wear an electronic wristwatch. They are just smaller versions of those infernal contraptions," Giles said, waving his hand toward Willow's laptop. Giles was working up a to a good indignation now. "And furthermore, contrary to popular opinion, I do in fact have a life!"



The entire room burst into laughter, only annoying Giles more. "Well I do! Besides," Giles said, his voice taking on a bit of a whiny tone, "it was on my To Do list."



Buffy, Xander, and Dawn burst into laughter all over again. Even Tara was giggling, though she had the decency to cover her mouth with her hand in an attempt to stop. Willow, however, saw an opportunity to help Giles get organized.



"Ooo, Giles! I could get you a PDA! They have these To Do lists on them... and when you get done with one of your To Do things, you just touch the stylus into the box next to it, and a little check-mark pops up... and then you can switch over to calendar, you know, so you can mark the date of things like, say, the Convergence... you know, so you don't forget, cuz... well... that seems kinda important... an-" Willow's explanatory introduction into the wonderful world of personal data assistants was cut off by one very annoyed, and techno-phobic, Watcher.



"Willow, do shut up!" Giles said.



"I was just trying to help," Willow muttered.



Tara leaned over and whispered conspiratorially in Willow's ear, "Stupid Watcher."



Willow nodded, then smiled at Tara. They both giggled.



"Okay!" Xander said a little too brightly. "Where were we? Oh right, all with the big universal evil making a b-line for Sunnydale."



"Oh, yes," Giles said, focusing his attention once again toward the task at hand. "I'll have to do the calculations, but..." Giles trailed off, afraid the Convergence was much closer than he wanted it to be.



"It's coming up. In about a week," Anya said dubiously.



"What? Oh dear Lord," Giles said, annoyed with himself that he hadn't done the calculations to determine when the Convergence would begin long before that moment. He had realized it was coming up, had meant to do the calculations, but... there were monsters to fight and demons to slay and, well, time had simply gotten away from him. As it always seemed to do on the Hellmouth.



Of course, the fact that the Convergence was only a week away was troubling enough. Add the Vulture Demon timetable, which indicated that the death they had sensed was also about a week away, and add a dash of The Guardian, and Giles was more than a bit concerned.



"Anya, you better tell us the rest," Giles said.



"Okay, but if you want to hear the story, you've got to quit interrupting me!" Anya absolutely hated being interrupted, but her annoyance quickly gave way to her nervousness. She began pacing. "Now remember, I wasn't there. So what I'm about to tell you is what was passed down over nearly 1000 years. Like I said before, demons don't like this guy. He scares them. So the story was told partly as a record, and partly as a warning."



"Go on," Giles encouraged.



"See, The Guardian, in his capacity as Keeper of all the Crap, has this ability to draw in evil. He's like a big magnet when he wants to be, pulling dark energy towards him. He could pull in evil from every dimension, but since he's stuck here and this is a relatively evil-free zone, he can't get up enough power to tear down dimensional walls and access all the other evil."



"Wait... evil-free zone? Hello, living on a Hellmouth, here!" Buffy said. "Just how much evil does it take to impress you ex-demons, anyway?"



"I said 'relatively' Buffy. It's all relative. Like Xander. He's poor white trash, sure. But compared to his parents, he's Mr. Class," Anya said, turning to smile proudly at Xander. In Anya's mind, she had just succeeded in giving a good explanation and complementing Xander, both at the same time.



Of course, Xander didn't quite see it that way. He opened his mouth to protest, but Anya cut him off.



"It's okay, honey. You can thank me later," she said sweetly.



"Anyway, like I was saying, it's like all the dark energy in this dimension is The Guardian's own personal battery supply," Anya explained. "So 2000 years ago, all the dark energy in the universe was just pouring into Earth. The fact that it gets spread evenly around the Earth is like a cosmic checks-and-balances system, making sure the energy doesn't do any real damage. If it were to be focused into one specific area-"



"It would rip a hole in the fabric separating dimensions," Giles finished numbly.



"Been there..." Xander said.



"...done that," Buffy finished, almost flippantly.



But Giles was starting to put it all together. And as he looked over at Willow, he realized she was as well.



"What's with the long faces?" Buffy asked, not quite sure why Giles, Willow, and Anya were so worried. "We've handled dimensional holes before. And it's not like this Guardian guy is going to..." Buffy trailed off, understanding finally dawning. She looked at Giles, her eyes wide. "But how? How can he?"



"If my supposition is correct," Giles explained slowly, "then it would take a tremendous amount of power to further focus all the dark energy in the universe that's being directed at the Earth. If The Guardian were to start drawing in evil from this dimension for a period of time before the beginning of the Sasstommlisjess Convergence, reaching a sort of critical mass just as the Convergence started... he would have enough power to focus the Convergence into one spot on Earth."



Giles looked to Anya for confirmation, and she nodded.



"Okay, so he focuses in the energy, tears his hole, and then what?" Xander asked, almost not wanting an answer.



"Well, in theory," Anya explained, "and since he didn't succeed last time, we can't know for sure, but in theory... he would then be able to access the evil from all the other dimensions. He'd turn his magnets on full blast, with all the dark energy of the universe amplifying his power, and he'd start drawing in the Big Evil. The hole would get bigger and bigger, until finally..."



"At the end of the twelve hours of the Convergence, he would have completely destroyed the walls in between every dimension, and it would literally be Hell on Earth," Giles finished for Anya.



"Right," Anya said simply.



"And I'm guessing once those walls are down, we can't just hire a really big construction crew and build them back up again," Xander joked lamely.



"No. It would be irreversible. And The Guardian would have all the evil from every dimension in the universe under his control," Giles thought grimly.



"There's more," Anya said, almost apologetically.



"And the good news keeps on coming!" Xander yelled in frustration.



"Well, now that I know it's The Guardian that's behind this, I think I know why all the local demons have been... twitchy," Anya said. Everyone looked at her expectantly, so she continued. "My guess is he's been drawing them closer, towards the Hellmouth. I don't think he's actually draining them yet, because that's why he failed last time. But I think they're twitchy because it's like a mild side-effect of him drawing them in."



"Mild? Twitchy demons are not mild," Buffy complained.



"They're mild compared to how bad it's going to get. They're going to go insane, so quit complaining," Anya sniped, crossing her arms over her chest in annoyance.



Buffy jumped out of her chair and marched over to glare at the ex-demon. "You're getting a kick out of all this doom and gloom, aren't you?" Buffy accused.



Giles and Xander both jumped up to get between the two women.



"This is not the time for us to be bickering amongst ourselves!" Giles shouted despite himself. He needed them all to be calm, but he couldn't seem to make himself be calm.



Xander started to pull Anya back, but she swung out of his grasp and back to Buffy. Everyone expected a tirade, but they were all shocked to see that Anya was nearly crying.



"I wish I didn't have to do this! I wish I didn't have to be the one to explain all of this, to know all of it! But I do know, so I have to explain it, or we're all going to die!" Anya shouted, sobbing.



Buffy backed off, ashamed that she had made the ex-demon cry. "Sorry, Anya," was all Buffy could manage as she slumped back into her chair.



Anya nodded and took a moment to compose herself. No one saw Tara stand up and walk over to the ex-demon, but they saw Tara pull Anya into a hug. Willow smiled, watching her girlfriend offer comfort to the obviously distraught Anya. Willow had never seen Anya so upset, not even when Buffy's mother had died and the ex-demon had broken down in her dorm room.



Anya pulled back and gave Tara a warm smile of thanks, and Tara gave Anya's hands a squeeze before walking back to Willow. Willow stood and hugged the blond, and then turned Tara in her arms, wrapping her arms around the girl from behind and resting her head on the blonde's shoulder.



Anya went back to her explanation. "So where was I? Oh, right, the whole insane thing. Basically, when The Guardian sucks dark energy from the demons, which he will do, he also pours pure evil into them, so he can control them. It drives them insane."



"But, I'm confused. I know, big shock that I'm confused. Aren't dark energy and evil the same thing?" Xander asked.



"Usually, for the most part, yes. But what The Guardian does is different. He takes their evil energy, but replaces it with evil essence, sort of. So, what you have is demons with more, pure evil in them than they were built for, and it overloads their brains." Anya was explaining as best she could, but she didn't completely understand it herself.



"So, does that mean he's already sucking them dry?" Buffy asked.



"No. We'd know if he were. But he's definitely drawing them closer, and he partly does that by giving them small doses of his evil. It's the junkie effect," Anya said. "They're high. But once he's drained them, they'll be totally nuts. And eventually their energy will restore itself, so they'll be full-strength-insane demons."



"Big fun," Willow said dryly.



Anya nodded. "And he'll have finished draining them before the Convergence starts, so while he's focusing all the universal dark energy, we'll be left with a bunch of hopped-up-psycho demons running around Sunnydale."



"Bigger fun," Tara said.



"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

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