Search and Rescue AU Looks Like RainUpdate 05/27/08

[jay/wt4evr]

Ok then, you want me to blackmail you?
fine
GO KILL THE BITCH ALREADY!!!!
SNAP HER NECK AND GIVE HER TO RAVENS!!!!!
TROW HER IN INTO THE WATER AND LET SHARKS MAUL HER!!!!
GO GET SOME DAMN HEAVY AND NASTY THING AND PUT HER SIX FEET UNDER!!!!!
Was it enough hate?
ok now the blackmail : I'm gonna tell you something you won't refuse
kill her, or you won't ever get smut

[Yours]

DIBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I must say this story is ace!!!! I've only just sat down and read it!

Kept me on my toes the whole way through!

I'm so glad Shila has faith that Tara wouldn't do the stuff that Willow thinks she's done.

I can't believe that WENCH!!!!!!! What a BITCH!!!!!!
I hope she gets what's coming to her.

Can't wait for the next update.

Good job.

XX Rachel XX

[Zampsa1975]

Great update-y goodness.... Each update makes me want to hurt the Evil Bitch-monster from hell even more... Could you pleaaase soon separate her brains from her body for good... If that doesn't happen at least stick a hockey stick up her ass sideways... that could make my day atleast a bit better

[wimpy0729]

Well, aside for the normal, "I hate this psycho bitch" stuff, I gotta say I loved Sheila's persistence about knowing that something is up with her. I gotta say Go Sheila! Go find Tara and talk to her and bring her to Willow so they can get this mess straightened up. And I bet that once Willow is able to ambulate in some way, she'll be doing some major ass kicking. And oh yeah, thanks for at least letting Tara punch her out. That was way overdue.

Can't wait to see what's next.


Wimpy

[MsKittyB]

*screams* YESSS!!!! YESSSS!!! OH MY GODDESS!!! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH ROSE!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS.....

Tara had enough now and she raised a fist a punched Susan in the mouth knocking her forward and over.

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE !! NOW BEFORE I REALLY HURT YOU."Tara spat out at Susan.

Tara puched that bitch in the face! I'm so happy!!

Susan watched as Sheila pulled out of the lot.She took her phone out and made a call.

"Hey Baby.I need a favor"she said smiling.

Nevertheless Susan hell bitch always comes threw and makes me wanna turn into leatherface! .. Susan's not gonna hurt Mrs Rosenberg is she? She is is'nt she?! Then she's gonna blame it on Tara?! THAT BITCH!!

Okay maybe that's not going to happen. But I have a very horrible feeling that something aweful is about to go down. Prove me wrong Rose!

Oh my... could you just KILL THE BITCH!! Please?! That's it, I'm on my knee's begging to the goddess that is you. *crys out*
"Please, Queen Hondos, kill this Susan hell bitch! She is destroying Willow and Tara's love. If you kill this bitch for us, we kittens will laugh and rejoice! Please Queen Hondos dont do this to us!! Please!!"

I saw Spooky, he is soooo adorable!!!! Is he small though? Or is that the picture?

LOVED your update! Can't wait for the next! Although I still have that bad feeling in my gut.. Well, as for now I will pretend that I now wear the face Phil (who's face I cut off for doing this to Willow!) and Susan is tied to a chair awaiting her horriffing death! *turns on chain-saw* Oh yeah, this is about to get bloody!

[JujuDeRoussie]

"Please, Queen Hondos, kill this Susan hell bitch! She is destroying Willow and Tara's love. If you kill this bitch for us, we kittens will laugh and rejoice! Please Queen Hondos dont do this to us!! Please!!"

I join MsKittyB Ô Great Rosemary!

"Oh rosemary!
I'm down on my knees!
I'm beging you please!
Kill the bitch!"
and
"Oh rosemary!
I'm down on my knees!
I'm begging you please!
Don't hurt Sheila!"

*me searches into her stuff what she could give to Rosemary. A toaster? a pan? A vaccuum cleaner? A kitty?
I KNOW! I give you my Scooby but pleeeeeaaaaase! Don't hurt Sheila and Kill the Bitch!
She could, for example, take a bath. Then the light bulb broke and she has to change it. She does it but she hasn't toweled her feet really well, and is on the tub's eadge. Hop her left foot slides into the water... And a Grilled Susan!

Yes? No? que si Que No? To Win the yes needs the no to win against the no? (don't try to understand this sentence it has no sense, that's the point hihihi)

PLEASE!

[Paint the Sky]

Susie is really mixing it up ain't she? But fingers crossed Sheila makes it to Tara before something bad happens.

The only cheering point here, apart from Sheila, was when Tara decked the bitch. At that point I was hoping she would follow it up with more of the same.

I hope Willow gets a clue soon and listens to her Mom.

Code: Select all

Ohh God.You are now in serious contention for the most frightening reader award

I forgot to add at time she should be fed feet first into the chipper. Does that help with my nomination?

Is there a prize for the winner? Some sort of medication perhaps to help deal with the pyschotic urges to kill fanfic characters in a multitude of ever painful ways?

Can't wait for the next installment.

[hondos]

JujuDeRoussie

I'm gonna ask dexter to kill her!
He will inject the paralyzing stuff and then cut her in pièces! With her couscious!

Well. Isn't that so nice...You are really very twited you know right?

Or I'm gonna burn her alive to show her how it will be in Hell! 'Cause for sure she'll go in Hell.
Oh I know the perfect way to make Bitch suffers! I'm gonna make her eat a stinky man's sock! Mouhahahaaa

Now I want to puke though. Lol

LOL LOL Yes those are some Lovely suggestion but the sock??That is the worst fate she could have
I did puke thank you so much Juju

.Tara rides Juju naked and bare back.

Hehehe I loved the way you just threw that in there like that.You are very sneeky aren't you Juju..

Thanks for this upsetting update

Thank You Sweetir

*me searches into her stuff what she could give to Rosemary. A
toaster? a pan? A vaccuum cleaner? A kitty?
I KNOW! I give you my Scooby but pleeeeeaaaaase! Don't hurt
Sheila and Kill the Bitch!

She could, for example, take a bath. Then the light bulb broke
and she has to change it. She does it but she hasn't toweled
her feet really well, and is on the tub's eadge. Hop her left
foot slides into the water... And a Grilled Susan!

Good God Juju,,,You are really on a roll here...You have me very frightend now!!! Very frightened..

To Win the yes needs the no to win
against the no?

Owwie to my brain....

Thanks so much for the feedback Sweetie.I always get a laugh from it..



jay/wt4evr

GO KILL THE BITCH ALREADY!!!!
SNAP HER NECK AND GIVE HER TO RAVENS!!!!!
TROW HER IN INTO THE WATER AND LET SHARKS MAUL HER!!!!
GO GET SOME DAMN HEAVY AND NASTY THING AND PUT HER SIX FEET
UNDER!!!!!
Was it enough hate?
ok now the blackmail : I'm gonna tell you something you won't
refuse
kill her, or you won't ever get smut

He heheh...But no.More hatered to come I'm certain..
But no smut?? You can't do that too every kitten cause of me.You wouldn't .You're to nice to make them suffer...


Yours

Well I must say this story is ace!!!! I've only just sat down
and read it!

Well thank you so much.I am so glad you like it.Feedback is wonderful.

I can't believe that WENCH!!!!!!! What a BITCH!!!!!!
I hope she gets what's coming to her.

She will .soon.Well not very soon but she will.
Thanks again for the feedback.
Rosemary

Zampsa1975

Great update-y goodness.... Each update makes me want to hurt
the Evil Bitch-monster from hell even more... Could you
pleaaase soon separate her brains from her body for good...
If that doesn't happen at least stick a hockey stick up her
ass sideways... that could make my day atleast a bit bette

If you had your way this woman would have no brains and an entire sporting good store up her ass..
LOL Thanks as always for the feedback.

wimpy0729

I gotta say Go Sheila! Go find Tara
and talk to her and bring her to Willow so they can get this
mess straightened up. And I bet that once Willow is able to
ambulate in some way, she'll be doing some major ass kicking.

Yes.Willow will at some point kick ass on this woman.I promise that for sure.

And oh yeah, thanks for at least letting Tara punch her out.
That was way overdue.

I did have fun writing that part.LOL
Thanks again for the wonderful feedback.I hope ypu enjoy the next update.
Rosemary


MsKittyB

*screams* YESSS!!!! YESSSS!!! OH MY GODDESS!!! THANK YOU SOOO
MUCH ROSE!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS.....

Nice try Kitty, but as I said we have a way to go here before I kill (?)her off...
But you can still call me goddess if you want to..

Nevertheless Susan hell bitch always comes threw and makes me
wanna turn into leatherface! .. Susan's not gonna hurt Mrs
Rosenberg is she? She is is'nt she?! Then she's gonna blame
it on Tara?! THAT BITCH!!

I have no coment here.You must wait and see...

Okay maybe that's not going to happen. But I have a very
horrible feeling that something aweful is about to go down.
Prove me wrong Rose!

I shall do my best to prove you wrong but I still cant say yet...

That's it,
I'm on my knee's begging to the goddess that is you. *crys
out*
"Please, Queen Hondos, kill this Susan hell bitch! She is
destroying Willow and Tara's love. I

Well thank you again Miss Kitty. I promise Susie will get hers I do..

I saw Spooky, he is soooo adorable!!!! Is he small though? Or
is that the picture?

The Spooker is thirteen inchs long.So a little guy he is.Thanks for the lovely words about my so wonderful little friend.It is making him get a fat head though.

LOVED your update! Can't wait for the next! Although I still
have that bad feeling in my gut.. Well, as for now I will
pretend that I now wear the face Phil (who's face I cut off
for doing this to Willow!) and Susan is tied to a chair
awaiting her horriffing death! *turns on chain-saw* Oh yeah this is about to get bloody!

,

From Bird Adorable to it's going to get bloody?? With chainsaws and human masks??
Do you kmow what Im thinking?? Do you??? I bet you do..
Thanks again MsKitty for the wonderful feedback.


Paint the Sky

Susie is really mixing it up ain't she? But fingers crossed Sheila makes it to Tara before something bad happens.

I have mine crossed as well.

forgot to add at time she should be fed feet first into the chipper. Does that help with my nomination?

Oh God.LOL
That moves you into first place..
That is just aweful..
I see why you have the signature you have.LOL:lmao

Is there a prize for the winner? Some sort of medication perhaps to help deal with the pyschotic urges to kill fanfic characters in a multitude of ever painful ways?

There should be.Thats for sure.We have some very frightning readers here.LOL
Thanks again for your feedback.

Rosemary





CHAPTER EIGHT

Willow was still hanging on to the locket when the doctor returned.

"Willow, I have some information that we need to go over about the surgery for tommarow.Are you up to this or should I come back?"

"No, this is fine.Have you seen my mom out there?"

:No, she isn't which to be honest suprises me."he said chucklling.

"Yes, I know.Im sorry for that.I think I'll always be like eight years old to her."

"The other girl is there.Do you want to talk with her?"

"No, no I dont actually.But maybe you could ask her if she knows where my mom is for me?"

"Of course.I'll be right back."

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Susan was sitting in the lobby with her legs crossed , compact mirror open , and staring at the lip that was now about two sizes bigger then before.

"Hi, Ummm Willow was wanting me to ask you if you knew where her mom went."

"To her girlfriends Tara's house.I hope she dosn't end up like me.That woman is s a psyco"Susan answered.

"Okay thanks."He said as he turned and walked toward Willow's room.

"Wait.Did she ask to see me or?"

"No, she made it clear she didn't want to see you actually."

"Are you going to tell her where her mom went because that's going to set her off.I think I should come with you."

"No, I don't think you should.Mainly because she said she didn't want to see you."

"Look, I know Willow.You don't.She will want me there after this.I know she will so I'll just walk over there with you anyway."

Susan got up and walked toward Willow's room.The doctor just looked at her and shook his head.


The doctor went back in the room.

"Willow, the girl outside said your mom went to your girlfriends home."

"She what?? Oh please tell me your kidding?Is Susan out there?"

"Yes.Do you want to see her?"

"Yes please."

The doctor left to get Susan and Willow tried to reach for the phone but it was impossible.


The doctor called Susan over and she went into Willows room.

"Hey, Willow? What do you need?"

"Do you have a phone?"

:Yes.Why?"

"Cause I have to get to my mom before she gets to Tara's.I don't want her to go there."

"Sure , here."

She handed Willow the phone and smiled to herself..This was just too easy..

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Sheila was almost to Tara's place.She knew something was wrong and she would find out what it was if it was the last thing she would do.Susan wasn't to be trusted.

She remembered how hurt Willow had been when she found out about Susan and her boyfriend.

Susan had wanted the house , but Willow had paid for it by herself.Susan never contributed a dime.
Ira had been alive then and he had represented Willow in the case and Susan got nothing.Just the clothes on her back which to be honest, should have been WIllow's as well.

The amonts of the credit card bills that
Susan had run up was in excees of twenty two thousand dollars and Willow had no idea Susan had even opened the acconts in her name.

The worst was the bills from the mens clothing stores and the jewlers which turned out to be wedding bands for she and the boyfriend.It was a terrible time for Willow and she would be damned if this woman would interfer in Willow's life again.

She decided to try Tara again but still got no annswer.This time though, she did leave a message.

"Hi Tara Honey, this is Shelia and Im coming to your place now.We really need to talk about some things and I hope we can straighten this whole mess out.Okay Sweetie I should be there soon."She hung up the phone and put it back in her purse.



She noticed that the car behind her seemed to be speeding up and slowing down every few munites and she was begining to feel uncomfortable with the way the person was driving.

She signaled that she was going to pull over , but the driver seemed not to slow down.She was becoming even more uncomfortable and desided she would pull over now and hope that the car would slow a bit so that she could do so safely.

As she began to pull over the car behind her sped up slamming into the back of her and sending her car into a spin.

She tried to regain control but it was immpossible.

She was spining now and she was on the oppisit side of the road facing the oncoming traffic.The last thing she remembered was her phone ringing as she was hit head on by the eighteen wheeler, and her car burst into flames.


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They had been riding for a good twenty minutes when Tara stopped and turned around."We can't go much farther now.I have to be back at the house for when Willow's friends come to get the rest of her things.He said he would be here by five thirty and it's almost five now."

"Okay.Do you want me to stay here with you or should I just go home?"

"I think it would be nice if you would stay , but I don't want people to think anything.S-s-s-usan is going out of her way to make this look bad so I guess I should do this myself.Thanks though."

"No problem.Hey , when will you be back to work?"he asked as they turned and began to go back to Tara's house.

"I , I think i'll be in tommarow.I need to get back into this cause I dont think I can stay here much longer.I am actually thinking of going back to Kentucky and get back into work with my dad and brother.I think it might be a good idea."

"Tara, why are you even thinking that way? How did this turn out like this ? What happened?"

"It's just a mess.It's a mess and I just want to do what's best for Willow and I think this is what the best is."

"I hope you dont do that Tara.Jack and I will miss you if you do."

Tara just smiled and continued on her way back to the ranch.


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"Come on, come on answer the phone mom."Willow said to herself.

"She is probably there already WIllow.I think you should just leave it alone.Just let her do what she thinks she has to do."Susan said trying to sound conserned.

"Susan, why are you talking to me this way? I really do appriciate your help this afternoon, but I really don't need any advise from you.So here.Take your phone and just leave.Please."

Susan snached the phone from Willows hands and walked out the door.


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Leo had arrived at Tara's place and he saw her coming up toward the house with Roger.

"Hey Leo, how ya' doing ?"Roger asked as he put his hand out.

"Good Roger thanks.What are you doing here anyway?"Leo asked

"Tara and I are friends.I think she needs a friend right now.Look I know Willow is the one who is really suffering here , but It's not easy for Tara either."

"Really? Well then why don't you tell me why she dropped...."

He never finished as his radio went off.

"Leo, this Todd.You better get down here man.We got us a bad mess of a wreck up here."

"Alright,Todd .Where are you?"

"On the Old road just past Playson. Single vehicle , eighteen wheeler head on.Cars went up like a tourch.The Fire teams still trying to put it out.Leo, theres something else.The driver? It's Shelia Rosenberg."
"Oh God, you're kidding me?"Leo said.

"No, we ran the plates.It's her for sure.They havent gotten inside the car yet but I can tell you she's gone.There is no way she cant be. Im sorry ...I dont know what to do now.How do we tell this to WIllow."
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Leo walked up to Tara and told her what was happening.

"Tara.There's been a accident down on Playson and Old 240. I need to get down there for now, so I'll be back either later on today or tommarow.It's a mess apperantly and I think it will be a while to clean it up."

"Okay sure that's fine Leo.If I'm not here, here."she said reaching into her pocket and pulling out a key,"Just let yourself in."

She turned to walk away and Leo called to her,"Tara.It's Shelia Rosenberg.The woman in the wreck."

"What? What did you say?"Tara said spinning around to face him.

"The driver of the vehicle was Shelia Rosenberg."

"Was? Did you say was? Oh God.No, please dont tell me that.Please."Tara wasd crying now.

"I'm sorry Tara.I am really."Leo said sincerrly.

She turned and made her way into the house.She looked up and saw the answering machine blinking and went to check the message.

The sound of Shelias voice stung Tara's ears as she relized that Shelia was on her way to see her.

"Oh no.No, .Not again.This is my fault again."Tara said as she once again was overcome with guilt.

She noticed the number on her caller ID then.Susan Deems.Cell Phone.

She turned away, closed her eye's and headed upstairs to her room.

She picked up her phone and dialed the number to the hospital.

"County Hospital, How may I direct your call."

"Hello...."

"Is anyone there?"

Tara hung up the phone laid on the bed , grabed a pillow and held it tight as she began to cry again.

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The scene was horrific.The car was compleatly burned out and the body of Shelia Rosenberg was barely recognizable.

Leo was called over and he confirmed what they already knew.This was indeed Shelia Rosenberg,

Willow's wonderful and loving mother, who was now being pronounced at the scene of the accident.Leo turned and walked away without looking anywhere but ahead.

He got to his squad car and he felt his stomach turn and he couldn't control the gagging as he lost the contents of his stomach.

The corriner pulled her out from the car, took his pictures and placed her in a body bag that was then lifted and placed in the back of the van.

Someone had to tell Willow Leo thought.Not him.Not this time .He couldn't do it.He picked up the radio and dialed in to the station.
"Hey Eddie, it's Leo.Someone needs to tell Willow.I just ID her mom and she ...she's gone".
TBC

[JujuDeRoussie]

This is a nightmarre. You didn't do that did you?

Was it a sort of vengeance on Sheila of Broken Dolls?

Or maybe you didn't understand, it was Susan you had to kill, not Sheila!

Ok, please tell me it is Tara who is going to tell Willow and not Bitch? Please?
Pretty please?

s



Oh and Leo and Roger should talk together.

Poor Tara she must be sooo sad. And Willow will be a wreck.
It's going to be horrible.
Hey are you trying to break them?

Did I mention I hated Susie Bitch?

Grrrr.

Friendly, but pouting,

Juju

ETA: I comdamn solely Susan Bitch to suffer grocery shoping everyday as if it were a staturday afternoon, and this over and over again.
I condamn her to roll a stone on the top a hill from where the stone will roll over her, and then she'll have to do it over and over again.
I condamn her to be tied up at the top of a mountain where a bird will eat her stomach every night, and she will suffer over and over because her fuckin gstomach will grow again and again and again.
I condamn her to suffer. Period. For a very long time. Over and over again. And to never die. Because death would free her. I don't want her free. I want her to suffer for a very very very very very long time. Like forever and ever.

[Zampsa1975]

Aaaaarrrgh ... Now I really really really hate that murdering-bitch-monster-from-hell... I really hope that someone put her in a coffin alive with a few hundred flesh eating bugs, that enjoy eating the bitch alive... very very very slowly...

PS great update-y goodness...

[Yours]

Shila dies? Shila dies? The one time I actually really like her in a story and she dies????



That stupid mother TRAPM!!!!!!!!! I don't think I've ever wanted someone to die quite as much as I want her too!!!!!!!!!!

Oh she's got a nice space in Hell saved for her, I hope she suffers!!!!!!!!!!!!

Great job!!!!!!!

XX Rachel XX

[wimpy0729]

Oh, this is bad, badder than bad even. This is one rough story to read. I can't believe how much these girls are suffering. But because of all this, you owe us one big reconciliation eventually, and of course the ultimate downfall of this psycho, murdering bitch. So I'll keep reading and hoping for when this eventually happens because it will be spectacular when it does. And oh, poor, poor Sheila. I really liked her.

Can't wait to see what's next.


Wimpy

[Paint the Sky]

Wow! Poor Sheila, she never really stood a chance did she? And now Tara is blaming herself again. Give the girl a break will ya?

Now if Tara is a smart as we know she is, hopefully the fact that Sheila was coming to see her will start raising some questions, make her examine the facts and finally come to the conclusion that SHE NEEDS TO GO SEE WILLOW (sorry for shouting )

As for Susie, please tell me that the punishment will be cruel and unusual when it is finally dished out

[jay/wt4evr]

Oh god
you left me.....
the only time I liked Sheila you let her die?
that's a joke
even if it is
just kill Susan
please

But no smut?? You can't do that too every kitten cause of me.You wouldn't .You're to nice to make them suffer...

are you sure?
cos now I would have a reason not to give ya smut
and Kittens would know who to blame
just kill Susan pweaseeeeee

[MsKittyB]

*stares at screen then screams*
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*starts pacing back in forth*
Okay this is a joke right. Rose please say this is a joke. This is'nt happening! It's just Willow dreaming, right?! I KNOW the Goddess Queen Rosemary would never do this...

*sits down and thinks*
Ohhh, you would would'nt you. And you call me the naughty kitten. Your the one who should be tied down to a bed and spanked. Must. Get. Back. On. Topic.

Shelia come back!! She was the helpful one. She was the one to help Tara get rid of Shelia. She's the only person besides Roger who believe's in Tara. Who did it? I'm adding him/her to my "Who To Ask Goddess Rosemary To Kill With No Remorse" list. Along side Phil.

But as you know nobody's topping Susan demon hell bitch. That woman is the devil!! Susan Hell Bitch going to try to convice Willow that Tara had something to do with Shelia's killing? Is'nt she! My god, I hate that bitch! I swear when she gets what's comming to her I'm going to do cartwheels, backflips, and somersaults all threw my house. (Something I haven't done in a long time soo that should be interesting.

Willow is going to take this so hard and Tara's not there to comfort her. Only that bitch that's responsible for all of this.

I swear, if anything else bad happens, I mighty get all weepy well and lost my tough woman persona. Now we can't have that can we? :brow I LOVE the suspence and thrill ride of this fic Rose... Can't wait for your next update.

To Spooky- YOU ROCK!!! Loved you in "Saving Us Both"! Spooks'ter' Rulez!

[love_2003]

This story is really sad. I don't want Willow's mom to be dead. I want Susan to be dead. I sure hope there is a happy ending to this story. I want Willow and Tara together.

[willow_tree82]

forgive the late fb

but damn that BITCH susan i bet she had
Shila killed

trying to calm self
breathe breathe

ok now im calm and have a few words for you
KILL SUSAN
SLOWLY PAINFULLY
TORTURE HER
PULL OFF HER LIMBS
AND BEAT HER WITH THEM
PPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLZZZZ

[LittleBit]

OMG talk about the shit hitting the fan. You're realy piling on the angst here .. when will the good stuff come back???

[lilkitty1389]

OMG!! The bitch susan! Willow's mom can't be dead! grrrr

[hondos]

JujuDeRoussie

This is a nightmarre. You didn't do that did you?

I don't know what you mean Sweetie? Didn't do what?"

Was it a sort of vengeance on Sheila of Broken Dolls?

Well .no but (Looks around at all the angry claw bearing kittys that are angry for Sheilas demise and lack of JJay smut and has a brilliant idea).. .yes.Yes it is.And I am now letting all of the readers know it was your fault that Sheila had to go.You did this JUJU. You.No one else. So, just tell me one thing? Are you happy now?Look whatyou did to Willow's mom.You should be ashamed.

Or maybe you didn't understand, it was Susan you had to kill, not Sheila!

Well Juju.Rest Assured yes.I do know you want Susan dead.Short of crawling through my PC, out of my monitor , on to my diet coke can littered desk , grabbing me by the back of my neck and pressing my face into the monitor reading it out loud to me as you make me read along,you have proven to me you want her dead.God job with that by the way..

Ok, please tell me it is Tara who is going to tell Willow and not Bitch? Please?
Pretty please?

Okay.It is Tara and not that bitch that is going to tell Willow.Now, give me Prince Scooby and the Vacuum cleaner....

Poor Tara she must be sooo sad. .

Well she is defiantly not dancing on tables naked right now.Although that image is making me do that double drool thing we were talking about..

And Willow will be a wreck

Juju,no How could you say that to me? Do you really think I am that mean that I would do something like that to Willow?. Sheila is the wreck, Willow is just parallelized from the gun shot wound to the back, ling there thinking Tara doesn't love her anymore and being stalked by the Hell bitch that had her shot and going into a surgery in three hours right before she is going to learn the fate of her mother..Jeez, Im not that mean.

It's going to be horrible.

More than likely yes.There wont be much naked Willow and Tara horse play for quite some time now.So cool your hooves, slap some flies with that lovely long chestnut colored tail, eat your oats and sugar cubes I will come and get you as soon as the naked horseback follies begin....

Hey are you trying to break them?

Never.I Would NEVER BREAK THE DOLLS OF PORCELAIN LIKE SOMEONE I KNOW!!!!

Did I mention I hated Susie Bitch?

Yes.I Believe the number is now 694 thousand times.

Grrrr.

Ohhh....Juju.Did you just growl at me??Hehehe Im tingly all over now...

I condemn solely Susan Bitch to suffer grocery shopping everyday as if it were a Saturday afternoon, and this over and over again.
I condemn her to roll a stone on the top a hill from where the stone will roll over her, and then she'll have to do it over and over again.
I condemn her to be tied up at the top of a mountain where a bird will eat her stomach every night, and she will suffer over and over because her fuckin stomach will grow again and again and again.
I condemn her to suffer. Period. For a very long time. Over and over again. And to never die. Because death would free her. I don't want her free. I want her to suffer for a very very very very very long time. Like forever and ever.

And I believe you asked me did I understand that you wanted her dead and that you hated her?Ladies and gentlemen of the jury,may I present to you Exhibit A...

Zampasa

Now I really really really hate that murdering-bitch-monster-from-hell... I really hope that someone put her in a coffin alive with a few hundred flesh eating bugs, that enjoy eating the bitch alive... very very very slowly...

Oh God.Sami, you used to be so nice .You used to say things like that was great update goodness , I want Willow and Tara kissage. ..and now??Sporting goods up the ass sideways demands for full cranial lobotomies less anesthesia, and flesh eating ,slow flesh eating bugs ? Look what they have done to you...naughty Kittens...naughty....

Yours

Shila dies? Shila dies? The one time I actually really like her in a story and she dies????

I'm saying right?It's Juju's fault ya know.. and yes....It sucks.I liked her to.I wish I could have done something to stop it but my hands were tied....to a bed....while MsKitty spanked me...

That stupid mother TRAPM!!!!!!!!! I don't think I've ever wanted someone to die quite as much as I want her too!!!!!!!!!!

Do I attract the all the violent people? Do I? Why oh why do they all read my stories ....sish...Yours, may I suggest therapy?I don't mean Doctor Phil or Doctor Laura, I mean full on hard core therapy and possibly Lithium injections...

Oh she's got a nice space in Hell saved for her, I hope she suffers!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think everyone here is in agreement with you LOL

Great job!!!!!!!

Thanks.That is so nice to say,I really appreciate all the feedback.Again Thank so much.

wimpy0729

This is one rough story to read

There is a light coming down that tunnel soon...well not real soon but soon .I promise..

But because of all this, you owe us one big reconciliation eventually, and of course the ultimate downfall of this psycho, murdering bitch. it will be spectacular when it does

I think you will like it.Both things.The bye bye to Susan and the reunion wildness...It is going to be fun I'm sure LOL..

And very naughty.Im even embarrassed to read it...

And oh, poor, poor Sheila. I really liked her.

Me too. I don't know how this could have happened.I dont.I tried to stop it but they wouldn't listen... :
Thanks Wimpy for the feedback .As always it is very much appriciated.I am glad your hanging through this.The next couple updates have some good in it.There is still much too much bad but at least finally there is some good also..
Paint the Sky

And now Tara is blaming herself again. Give the girl a break will ya?

I know.It is just aweful.I fear for her sanity at this point.I do.I really hope someone fixes this soon cause man...

Now if Tara is a smart as we know she is, hopefully the fact that Sheila was coming to see her will start raising some questions, make her examine the facts and finally come to the conclusion that SHE NEEDS TO GO SEE WILLOW (sorry for shouting
as for Susie, please tell me that the punishment will be cruel and unusual when it is finally dished out

She is She is a very smart woman.Problem is I'm writing the story and Im, well mean I guess.So I don't see this happening anytime soon.Sigh...sorry.I wish the news were better.But I do promise very cruel and very unusual punishment for Susan.I am very much so considering the feet first woodchopper slaying..It could be fun.

jay/wt4evr

Oh god

Yes?

you left me.....

I did?

the only time I liked Sheila you let her die?

I didn't do it.Why is everyone blaming me?It was them.Them and Juju...

That's a joke

No.It is not a joke my wonderful little smut machine, It is a true hard core fact..Bye Sheila..

Even if it is

I just said it wasen't.You don't believe me?

Just kill Susan

I can't yet.If I did the story would be ....well Over..I am sorry though.What if I tell you I will use something really big and heavy?Will that make you still be my friend?Keep the dogs at bay?Protect me from angry no smut getting kittens>Please?

please

Of scores Jay.I will kill her just for you...Later...

are you sure?
cos now I would have a reason not to give ya smut
and Kittens would know who to blame
pweaseeeeee

OOOWWWIIIEEEE.. ...I'll be clawed to death and Susan will live on forever in the incomplete A-L Fiction Archives if that happens..

MsKittyB

stares at screen then screams*
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry kitty.She had to go... ...She did .Really.It was her time.But you knew already I think.You knew this was going to happen cause you suggested it after the last update.Thats where I got the idea.Between you and JUJUS BROKEN SHEILA the idea was birthed into Rosemary's little mind...

*starts pacing back in forth*

Ummmm...MsKitty?Are you aware of the fact the most...well Insane people pace back and forth endlessly screaming at fictional story people and wielding chainsaws??May I suggest you hook it up with YOURS and hit some therapy sessions??

Okay this is a joke right. Rose please say this is a joke. This is'nt happening! It's just Willow dreaming, right?! I KNOW the Goddess Queen Rosemary would never do this.

No.No kitty.It Is not a joke...No more Sheila...she is gone byebye to the eternal resting place of the nice people in Rosemary's story land.She is there with Anya as we speak.. .
..

*sits down and thinks*

OH GOD... .NO PLEASE NO.. .ANYTHING BUT THAT...NNNOOOO....EVERYONE RUN FOR YOUR LITTLE KITTEN LIVES......KITTY GEIN IS THINKING!!!

Ohhh, you would wouldn't you. And you call me the naughty kitten. Your the one who should be tied down to a bed and spanked. Must. Get. Back. On. Topic.

Well now Kitty, don't be so hasty to run away so quickly from this oh so very pleasurable off topic fantasy that QUEEN GODDESS Rosemary is now enjoying. ..Tell me Kitty....What are you spanking me with... And Please...Please for the love of all thing Perverted tell me it isn't Philips face cause that just doesn't do it for Q-G-Rose

Shelia come back!!

Hehehe.. .That is so funny. ..Really I am sitting here covered in .....diet coke .I wonder if she heard you??

Who To Ask Goddess Rosemary To Kill With No Remorse" list. Along side Phil.

Oh no you don't.You're not dragging me into this with you...I will not help you with the chainsaw top ten list..

Swear, if anything else bad happens, I mighty get all weepy well and lost my tough woman persona. Now we can't have that can we? :brow I LOVE the suspence and thrill ride of this fic Rose... Can't wait for your next update.

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL I...I.....HEHEHEHE....LOL LOL LOL ....OHHH NOOO....Please Don't MissKitty, please save all your weepyness for Juju's story...From what I have seen her write so far , you'll need it...

To Spooky- YOU ROCK!!! Loved you in "Saving Us Both"! Spooks'ter' Rulez!

Ohhhh.. .He wants to talk to you..He is saying something about wanting to.. .Ohhh...you Naughty, naughty little bird. ..I Can't type that..It is illegal I believe..Okay I will tell you but I'll edit the naughty parts..".With...for hours...dozens of treats..up in the bedroom...dont tell Juju....You know how Jealous French people get.....
His little green body.. .while He... ..and will say..Is that very very good?Spooky get ...(Im blushing at the last one hehehe.maybe he should write the smut parts )..baby.and "There you go.

Thank MissKitty for all the wonderful feedback as always..I really do appreciate it..

love_2003

This story is really sad. I don't want Willow's mom to be dead. I want Susan to be dead. I sure hope there is a happy ending to this story. I want Willow and Tara together.

I know.It is a very sad story right now.I do however promise you a very happy ending with just pages and pages of Willow and Tara make up sex.I kid you not.It is going to be very very wild.At least four chapters of pure smut o rama lama....Its the only way to make up for all this torture I am putting you guys through lol
And thanks so much for your feedback.It is so very much appriciated.It is really.

willow_tree82

forgive the late Feb.

I love feedback of all kinds.Late or early good or bad.Thank you for it.It is wonderful.

but damn that BITCH susan i bet she had
Shila killed

I don't know.I keep asking but I can't get answers either.I only left the others in charge for fifteen minutes and this is what happened.

trying to calm self

Have you tried deep breathing exercises?

breathe breathe

Ohhh heheheh I see you have.Did it work? Yes? No? A little maybe?

ok now im calm and have a few words for you

OOOWWWIIIEEE.Is it gonna hurt cause If so I will blame Juju again.Im a big baby about pain Really I am...

KILL SUSAN
SLOWLY PAINFULLY
TORTURE HER
PULL OFF HER LIMBS
AND BEAT HER WITH THEM
PPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLZZZZ

Theropy....All of you need it...Despratly
LittleBit

OMG talk about the shit hitting the fan. You're realy piling on the angst here .. when will the good stuff come back???

Yes.This is an angsty read.I do however promise you that the smut will be here soon.And a lot of it too.Like I said earlier it is about four updates worth.I think you'll enjoy it.I hope so at least LOL
Thanks for the feedback and for reading.I do really appreciate it.

lilkitty1389

OMG!! The bitch susan! Willow's mom can't be dead! grrrr

It is a terrible thing what has happened to WIllow's mom.And Susan is indeed a total full on bitch.And will continue to be one for quite sometime.
It will end happily though.That you can count on.Thanks so much for the feedback,It is very nice to get it and I do so much appreciate it.


CHAPTER NINE

Someone had to tell Willow Leo thought.Not him.Not this time .He couldn't do it.He picked up the radio and dialed in to the station.
"Hey Eddie, it's Leo.Someone needs to tell Willow.I just ID her mom and she ...she's gone".
Stop it.Stop thinking this way.He mentally chided himself.
"God, Leo please get a grip.You don't know yet."Leo repeated to himself as he continued on his way to the scene.He shock the senerio out of his head and tried to think positively."I don't know yet."he repeated.

He pulled up and exited his squad car and began a slow jog toward the vehicle where he saw the paramedics lifting Sheila from the ground and loading her onto the stretcher.

"Oh thank God ."He said to himself.

"How is she?"Leo asked Lance as he saw them load Sheila into the abulance.

"I don't get it Leo, It's the weirdest damn thing I've ever seen.To look at that car you would have though she never stood a chance.Remarkably thanks to the airbag and quick thinking she was still coherent enough to open the door and and let herself fall out before the fire reached the front of the car.

She rolled down about ten yards into the brush and that must have been when she lost consiousness.The fire crew never even saw her till they had the fire out and realized no one was in the car."He then gave a relived chuckle.

"She's pretty banged up but hell, compared to what could have happened its skinned knee."

"Yea.It is for sure.I am thrilled I can tell you.I sure didn't want to tell Willow this."Leo said.

"Well she's is in bad shape.It will be a while before she will be up and about I can tell you."

"Do we know what happened here?What caused the accident?"

"No, the truck driver said he just didn't have time to stop.She just spun right out in front of him.It is a little strange for sure.We are towing the car down to the State forensic center to let them have a look.

I really hope that Mrs. Rosenberg can tell us.As soon as she gets set up at the hospital and they can see whatever they are going to need to do for her I'll go on down and talk to her.In the mean time I think I'll just work the scene here a little bit more see if I can't get something here."Lance answered.

"Well alright then Lance.Im gonna head down and tell Willow this myself.Give me a shout if ya need anything from me."

:"Alright Leo.Will do."

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Tara had no idea how long she had been lying there in her bed.She reached over and picked up the telephone.She took a deep breath and dialed the number that she had memorize in the last two days.

"County General.How may I direct your call?'

"Willow Rosenberg please."Tara said.

"Just a moment please."

Tara was panicking now.She was starting to think this was a bad idea.She should just hang up.Leave it alone.Leave Willow alone.
Willow would be angry with her now she knew.This with her mom was her fault.She had been coming to see her.

She had made up her mind.She would hang up the phone.She didn't want to hurt Willow anymore now.

Almost as though it were some kind of a sign she heard a beeping sound that indicated to her that there was another call coming in.The caller ID indicated that the call was from Leo.

She pushed the button and switched to the other line .

"Hello"

"Hey Tara.It's Leo.Listen,I just wanted to let you know that Sheila is alive.She's a bit beat up and her injuries are pretty serious but she survived it and it's only by some kind of miracle that she did.I just thought you would like to know."

Tara closed her eyes and offered up a silent thankyou to anyone that might be listening..

"Thank You Leo.That's wonderful news.I'm so glad you let me know."

"No problem Tara.I'm just going to go and see Willow for a minute and then I'll be back to pick up Willow's stuff."

"Okay Leo.That's , that's just fine.And Thanks again."

She hung up the phone and a smile crossed her lips.

She collected herself and made another call.

"Hey Daddy .It's Tara."

"Hey there baby girl.How is Willow doing?I was just about to call you with my flight information."he said.

"Well daddy, I um,I don't think you need to come down here now.Somethings....Somethings happened and I think what needs to happen now is that I come to see you."

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"I want to see Willow.I want to see her right now.Let me up please.I'm fine."

"You are not fine Mrs.Rosenberg.You are far from fine and if you don't relax you're going to make it worse.Now please.Let us finish the exam and get you stabilized and we will take you to her okay?"the paramedic said to Sheila as they rolled her into the hospital.

"Shelia, hey Shelia.It's me Leo."

"I know it's you Leo.I can see and hear just fine "she chuckled at him.

"I ..I know sorry.It's just that .Man I don't even want to tell you what I thought..."

"I can imagine it was hard.You are a great friend to Willow.I appreciate that.I really do."

"She's a great person.She's a wonderful officer.I know she will be again too."he smiled at Sheila.

"Hey, how did this happen?Why did you lose control of the vehicle?"

"Leo, to be honest with you.I have any idea.None at all.I don't even remember what happened.I remember the collision but everything before that ,I don't know."Shelia said.

"I wouldn't worry about that though.It happens a lot in sever car acidents.You'll probably remember in a few days."the paramedic said.

Sheila laughed a little."I guess you don't know what I do for a living.Im a pshcologist.My specialty is post traumatic stress syndrome.So yes I'm aware of this fact."

"I'm sorry,I didn't know."he answered.

"No need for sorry.I was just telling you is all.You have no way of knowing."

They wheeled Sheila in and when she looked to her right she saw Susan standing in the hall on her cell phone.She cringed and turned to Leo and said"Is there anything at all that you can think of to have that woman arrested?"

Leo just laughed,turned around and walked toward Willow's room.

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She had packed enough things to last at least a week .If she needed anything else she would buy it in Kentucky till she felt she was ready to come back to her home and get everything else.

She had called Roger and asked that he take care of her horses for her.She would be having them picked up and delivered to her fathers house by the end of the week for sure.

She had also asked that Roger not tell anyone her whereabouts for a while because she just didn't want to have to listen to that woman Susan at all ever again.

She had called her house four times in two hours today and she knew she was just trying to get her upset.She was trying to drive Tara away and well,frankly,she had won.Tara was going away.

She took a quick look around and walked out the door car keys in hand.

Once inside the car, she let out a long breath and leaned back."I can't believe I'm doing this".She felt the tears spring from her eyes once more.She lifted an arm and wiped them away with her sleave.She put the key in the ignition and pulled out of her driveway and down the road to the airport.
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Willow had been sitting in her room staring at the locket in her hands.She still hadn't heard from her mother and she was now sure that she was probably at Tara's.

She reached over and tried to grab the phone but couldn't reach.God, she thought,this just sucks.She was frustrated because she had the strangest sensations when she felt she was moving her legs.Almost like she was.She knew it was in her mind because if it was actually happening she would be closer to the phone and could try her mom again.

Leo walked in and spoke up"Hey Willow,how ya doing boss?"He said cheerfully.

"Aaarrrgg..Not to good.Can you hand me that phone real fast there.I'm trying to find my mom and I think she may have gone to Tara's and I just want her to leave it alone.I asked her to but she insisted on going anyway."she said with a touch of anger.

"Well actually Willow, no.Your mom is not with Tara right now.She is down the hall.She had an accident on her way to see Tara.A bad one.She is injured pretty bad but nothing like it could have been."Leo said quietly as he looked at Willow's expression.

"What? Where, where is she?Is ..how?Where?"

"She in getting evaluated right now.It looks like she has a few broken bones and some cuts but other then that she good.I mean , wow,you have no idea how very lucky she was."

"God.I don't believe this"

They let a silent minute pass and Leo then spoke up.

"Hey listen Willow.I think that you should maybe try and call Tara.I don't know, there's just something about all of this that I just don't get at all.I was over there earlier and man,she looks like hell.There's something else to.I can't quite put my finger on it yet but,that woman, Susan.I don't trust her.It seemed to me that she is just I don't know ,sort of in the right place at the right time a hell of a lot."

"Yeah.I know.I don't much trust her either but , I needed her help.Not only that,it's kind of like she is trying to make up for some of things she did when I first new her.I don't ever , ever , want to get back with her but she is just trying to be a friend and she is just trying to help.I just don't want to fight with her anymore.Besides, I don't like making her feel so bad .I don't want her to think that her trying to make amends is something wrong.I think it's a good thing.Do you understand that at all?"

"Yeah.I guess.Still ,why is your mom so suspicious of her.She wanted me to find some way to arrest her a minute ago."He said laughing.

"I know.My mom is still pretty pissed at her for what happened with us.She did some pretty awful things to me and I guess that being my mom, not just my mom, but the doting mother of all mothers she is not willing to let it go.I am though.I think I have to.Otherwise I don't think I can ever put it all behind me and that's what I want.I just don't ever want to have to deal with it anymore"

"I guess I understand.Really though,I think you should call Tara.At least think about it."

He then put his cell phone on the bed next to Willow and went to get a report on Sheila for her.
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Roger got to Tara's house at about four thirty and went to the barn to get the horses feed.He looked around for a bit but couldn't find the bottle of liquid vitamins that Tara had asked him to add to their water after he had them feed.

He left the barn and made his way to the house and into the kitchen.He picked up the phone and dialed Tara's cell.
He didn't get an aswer so he typed in Tara's number to make sure that she would know it was him and not Susan.He figured that was why she probably had not answered .

He hung up the phone and took a step toward the sink cupboard thinking that the vitamins maybe were in there.He didn't get more then a step when he heard the phone ring."That was fast" he said to himself .as he turned around to pick up the phone.

"Hey Sweetie, that was quick"he said.

Willow heard the voice on the other end of the line and her heart dropped.

"Hi.Is Tara home?"She asked.

"No.Shes not here at the moment can I take a message?"

"Um, No .That's okay.Do you know where she is or when she'll be home?"

"No.No I dont.Who is this and I will get a message to her if you like?"

"No.Never mind.I'll call her later.Thanks."

Willow hung up the phone and after a minute she threw it across the room and once again she began to feel something welling up in her.
She knew what it was.She recognized its beginning.

They were starting to rise up again.The walls that Tara had managed to bring down in Willow were slowly beginning to bring themselves back up.
TBC
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[JujuDeRoussie]

Hey! I still get the dibs ^^

Reading now

Oh no no no missy don't even get started! WTF?
And in 6 months she has never heard Roger's voice? Or him willow's voice? Nuh-huh, bad bad thing. I want him to call willow right now and say "Oh I'm sorry I didn't recognize you, Tara is so devastated by the thought of you prefering Susan to her that she went back to Kentucky"
and willow: "what? I didn't chose Susan over Tara, that would be sooo stuid, I mean, have you seen the hottie that Tara is? She is the one who left me!"
Roger: "nuh-huh sweetie, your little friend Susan came to see Tara and told her to stay away from you 'cause you didn't want to ever see her again blah blah bloody blah"
"That bitch! I need to talk to Tara! When did she left? Do ya think I can still reach her? I love her and will live happily ever after without any walls all around me!"
No? PLEAAAAAAASE?

And ok, so you said it to everybody it was my fault... Mmmm thank you for this?

she is not dead! She is not dead! *happy dancing*
She is not dead!

Woo Hoo

Now... About Susan Bitch, I see she is still around and I don't like that one bit. So....
What do you think.. To quarter Susan? Could be nice?
We could also do like in Xena, we tie her by her feet and we tie the other end of the cord to the saddle of a good horse, we mount the horse (Juju is very willing ot do it, and she comes from a long blood lines of racers, she can do it ), and we galop for miles... Susan dies slowly and very painfully. I like that idea very much.
Otherwise, I heard that Hannibal Lecter was searching volunteers to try new recipes... We could send Susan to him? No?


See how helpful I am huh? lol

friendly,

Juju

[Zampsa1975]

Great update-y goodness... Yay for Sheila being alive... I hope she gains her memory soon and make sure the Hell-Bitch keeps her date with a wat of molten metal...

[wimpy0729]

Well, thank you, thank you! I'm so glad to see Sheila still alive and kicking. And hopefully her temporary amnesia will be over soon and she can tell the good guys what happened and they trace it back to Susan and then they will truly have an excuse to arrest the evil bitch.

But now I'm also worried for the horse's safety. I hope someone evil didn't do anything to harm those poor innocent creatures. But then again, I wouldn't put anything past the psycho bitch.

I'm glad Leo is picking up some bad vibes from Susan. I'm so anxious for this light at the end of the tunnel you promised, and I'll keep reading in anticipation for that great day.


Wimpy

[Paint the Sky]

So, Shiela is alive, but Tara has scarpered to Kentucky. That's not nice to give with one hand and take away with the other, but what else can we expect from you by now. You're a meanie

But now I'm also worried for the horse's safety. I hope someone evil didn't do anything to harm those poor innocent creatures. But then again, I wouldn't put anything past the psycho bitch.

Wimpy, do not put ideas into Rosemary's head, she's just twisted enough to use them - LOL.

But, there are some positives. Leo for one, and the hope that Sheila's memory comes back sooner rather than later.

Despite the angst, things are starting to surface so I'm hoping for a quick resolution so our girls can get back to what they do best!!

[jay/wt4evr]

Hi

What if I tell you I will use something really big and heavy?

No nasty? ok if you'll use a really heavy and nasty thing I'll smut you til you'll beg me to stop (then til the end of the days!!!) {never then!!}

Will that make you still be my friend?

honey we'll always be friends!!!!

I'll be clawed to death and Susan will live on forever in the incomplete A-L Fiction Archives if that happens.

NOOOOOOO!!!!! NEVER!!!!!! I'll already gave you smut so stab Susan!!!! just a little? pwetty pweaseeeee!!!!!

dear god in heaven you made me jump outta my skin!!! thank god {thank yuouuuuu!!!!} Shelia is still alive!!!

and well, Willow and Tara should really egt a clue!!! don't they trust each other'??????
honey, I'll give you smut, you give the girls clueness. Deal?

Love ya

[LittleBit]

Oh no!!!! It just seems these two just cannot get a break! But still this is a great - I love angst!

And I think it polite to leave feedback when I am enjoying the writing skills of someone!

[MsKittyB]

YES!! YES!!! YESS!! Shelia's alive Queen Goddess Rosemary brought her back!

The walls that Tara had managed to bring down in Willow were slowly beginning to bring themselves back up.

Oh No! No, no, no, no no! Not Officer again. Come on! Tara worked so hard to break her walls down! (hehehe) She did a pretty damn good job at it to. That all cant be for nothing. Please dont let this happen. No! I dont want to hear 'Good-bye Willow. Hello Officer.' No dont do the Goddess Rosemary...

Tara's butt needs to go see Willow! At lease talk to her before you leave!

I'm with JuJu on the whole Roger and Willow conversation JuJu is right that sould happen. PLEASE!

Shelia Come Back!!!

Haha She must have heard me threw the fic because she came back to me!! Hopefully to stay... Right, Susan hell bitch doesnt have any more tricks for Ms. Rosenberg up here sleeve's does she?! Can't trust that crazy beyoach!

YYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

Whoa Now if we can only put the name Ms Kitty at the end of that....

Loved the update Rose. Cant wait for the next trill ride

P.S Flay that crazy bitch Susan! Stab her, shoot her, run her over, chain-saw the brood, drop a piano on her face, stick a 10 foot pole up her ass. I dont care just kill that bitch! PLEASE! Ah, yes I think I have gone insane. It's all your fault!

To Spooky- Spooky you naughty, sexy, smart, birdy! Well, this little pussy...cat doesnt bite Spooks'ter' so come get your treats babe! Whoo-Hoo!

[hondos]

JujuDeRoussie

Oh no no no missy don't even get started! WTF?
And in 6 months she has never heard Roger's voice? Or him willow's voice? Nuh-huh, bad bad thing. I want him to call willow right now and say "Oh I'm sorry I didn't recognize you, Tara is so devastated by the thought of you prefering Susan to her that she went back to Kentucky"
and willow: "what? I didn't chose Susan over Tara, that would be sooo stuid, I mean, have you seen the hottie that Tara is? She is the one who left me!"
Roger: "nuh-huh sweetie, your little friend Susan came to see Tara and told her to stay away from you 'cause you didn't want to ever see her again blah blah bloody blah"
"That bitch! I need to talk to Tara! When did she left? Do ya think I can still reach her? I love her and will live happily ever after without any walls all around me!"
No? PLEAAAAAAASE?

You know what? I think everyone would like my story more if you wrote it.

Now... About Susan Bitch, I see she is still around and I don't like that one bit. So....
What do you think.. To quarter Susan? Could be nice?

Could be nice?? This is a nice thing then to quarter someone??Oh lord...God help us all..

See how helpful I am huh? lol

Yes,That is just what I was thinking...helpful
Thank Juju for the feedback and for the reading too

We could also do like in Xena, we tie her by her feet and we tie the other end of the cord to the saddle of a good horse, we mount the horse (Juju is very willing ot do it, and she comes from a long blood lines of racers, she can do it ), and we galop for miles... Susan dies slowly and very painfully. I like that idea very much.

Ohhhhh....I do kind of like that idea...I really do.This is one my list of it may well be this that will do her in...

Otherwise, I heard that Hannibal Lecter was searching volunteers to try new recipes... We could send Susan to him? No?

Heheh I like this too though...How will I ever decide?When the time comes I don't know which off all the wonderful methods of death I will chose...
Zampsa1975

Great update-y goodness... Yay for Sheila being alive... I hope she gains her memory soon and make sure the Hell-Bitch keeps her date with a wat of molten metal...

Well another new method.You guy are all so very, very , creative.Thank Sami for the feedback as always....
wimpy0729

And hopefully her temporary amnesia will be over soon and she can tell the good guys what happened and they trace it back to Susan and then they will truly have an excuse to arrest the evil bitch.

Soon.Very soon I promise.There is a very shrewd group of characters that are going to be banning together here soon and I think all will be pleased.

But now I'm also worried for the horse's safety. I hope someone evil didn't do anything to harm those poor innocent creatures. But then again, I wouldn't put anything past the psycho bitch.

Ohhh...Theres something I did not think of but yea Maybe..

I'm glad Leo is picking up some bad vibes from Susan. I'm so anxious for this light at the end of the tunnel you promised, and I'll keep reading in anticipation for that great day.

Yes,Keep your eyes on Leo...He is important.
Thanks as always for the feedback Wimpy
Paint the Sky

Wimpy, do not put ideas into Rosemary's head, she's just twisted enough to use them - LOL.

To late...Its there now and yes.Good idea..I like it...twisted am I so yes it is good..

But, there are some positives. Leo for one, and the hope that Sheila's memory comes back sooner rather than later.

Yes.Like I say this is about to get moving in both directions here .Good and not so good but as we all know,it will work out.

Despite the angst, things are starting to surface so I'm hoping for a quick resolution so our girls can get back to what they do best!!

Yes,I think I would like this to.But It is still a way to go.But it will get there
Thank for the feedback.It is very appreciated for sure.
jay/wt4evr

No nasty? ok if you'll use a really heavy and nasty thing I'll smut you til you'll beg me to stop (then til the end of the days!!!) {never then!!}

I KNEW IT!!! YOU LIKE THE BEGGING....

honey we'll always be friends!!!!

Awww .That's so nice.Thanks..I must agree with you as well..

NOOOOOOO!!!!! NEVER!!!!!! I'll already gave you smut so stab Susan!!!! just a little? pwetty pweaseeeee!!!!!

Five words.You gave me five words and you say it's smut?No no,no, no, ...It has to be at least fifteen words to count.Its in the board FAQ's i think...

dear god in heaven you made me jump outta my skin!!! thank god {thank yuouuuuu!!!!} Shelia is still alive!!!

Ewwiee...thats kinda gross....

and well, Willow and Tara should really egt a clue!!! don't they trust each other'??????
honey, I'll give you smut, you give the girls clueness. Deal?

Not till I see it.I see the smut Susy go byebye with the SRBand N
LittleBit

Oh no!!!! It just seems these two just cannot get a break! But still this is a great - I love angst!

It is true isn't it ?lolA break though is coming soon.I promise.

And I think it polite to leave feedback when I am enjoying the writing skills of someone

Well that's wonderful.Thanks so much for that..I really do appreciate it.It helps a lot..
Thanks again
Rose


MsKittyB

Oh No! No, no, no, no no! Not Officer again. Come on! Tara worked so hard to break her walls down! (hehehe) She did a pretty damn good job at it to. That all can't be for nothing. Please don't let this happen. No! I don't want to hear 'Good-bye Willow. Hello Officer.' No don't do the Goddess Rosemary...

OFFICER IS BACK IN TOWN KITTY. ...She is in this update.Enjoy her......And think of it like this...she will get to have her walls broken hhehehe all over again and how fun is that??

Tara's butt needs to go see Willow! At lease talk to her before you leave

Just the ass?No other part of her ? Only the beautiful round shapely gggrrrooowwllll Tara ass go to see her?Can you see that?LOL
I can and it is really funny.An ass walking down the hospital corridors...heheheh

I'm with JuJu on the whole Roger and Willow conversation JuJu is right that should happen. PLEASE!

Really? So you and Juju toghether. .sharing thoughts...So like a kitju kind of a thing...You know, I don't know about everyone else,but I for one am oh so very very frightened now...I am..

Loved the update Rose. Cant wait for the next trill ride

Ohhhh Kitty likes to be ridden do you? Well maybe we can work something out sometime and you know get together some...Ouchh owie ..dont peck at me. ..I was Just playing.....Stop it...Im sorry okay really.I know she only rides with you now...Spooky just attacked me.He is jealous as hell...

Yes Spooky has told me all about this...non bird hurting .....pussy That is miss kitty B with a very ggrroowwll new avatar by the way


CHAPTER TEN

"Why are you leaving so soon ? I got a whole lot of this right here waitin' Sugar.So come on back up here."Phil said to Susan.

"Look Darlin' you know I can't.I got to do this for a while longer.You know what's riding on it.Everything we could ever want.

I almost got this deal done.Then we can do his till we can't walk.I thought you understood this? Susan said as she bend down and kissed him.She pulled at his lower lip with her teeth and then let go and gave him a wicked little grin.

"Okay, but I aint at all happy.I love you ya know.I want you here with me all the time.I can't stand the thought of you being with her."

"I know.I love you too.But you know the rules.So, I will see you later.Alright?Plus.You can't be hangin around here.If someone recognizes you we're both done."

"Yea.I know.So I will see you again when?"He asked.

"I don't know.I'll call you and tell you when alright?"

"What about the Mom.She still can't remember nothing?"

"No, Lucky for us too.I still can't believe she survived that crash."Susan said.

"Yea, no joke.I saw it so if you think your surprised how do ya think I feel?"

"I know.It wasn't your fault.Anyway I got to o.Baby gonna want her bottle soon so."she bent down again , kissed him and walked out the house.


She got to the car and sat down.She took out her cell phone and dialed a number.

"Hey Baby.You miss me."

"You know I do.When will I see you again?"

"How about tonight?My place say eightish?"

"Yea?I 'll be there.Did you get what you needed by the way?"

"Oh yea.I got right here."Susan said as she pulled the gun out of her purse.I got everything I need.Now you just get on down here and do what you need to do.Phils got it bad for me and we need to take care of this and quick."

"So, you leaving there now?"

"Right now ."

"I can't stand the thought of you sleeping with him.I hate it."

"Well we don't need to much worry about that for long now do we?You get up here take care of Phil and the rest will work itself out."




She drove the one and a half hour drive out to Tara's ranch.She had called a dozen times or so just to make sure no one was there.

She pulled into the drive way and took a walk up toward the house.She slipped her gloves on and reached into her purse and took the keys to Tara's house out and let her self in.She headed up the stairs and into Tara's room.

She set her purse down and took a screwdriver out from it.She grabbed the chair and pulled it up against the wall.She stood on it a began to unscrew the the vent cover.She removed it and placed the gun inside.She then put the cover back on.

She stepped down and pulled the chair back over to where it had been originally,turned and left the room.

She then went into the kitchen and disconnected the caller ID box and replaced it with a new one of the very same make and model.

"Now all we need to do is sit and wait."She smiled to herself as she left the house.

Once outside she took a different cell phone out of her purse and made a call to Tara's house.


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"Tara, the van is here."Tara's father called into her.

"Okay, thanks "Tara said as she got up from the bed and headed down toward the front door.

"So I hope that maybe you'll go out and ride now maybe.You have to do something other then lay there in your bed.Its been a month Tara and well, I don't see anything getting any better."

Tara's father was worried.Very worried.Tara had done nothing in the month she had been here and if he hadn't called for the pick up of the horses,
they would still not be here.This, more then anything disturbed him.

Tara loved Maverick and Juju and to just leave them to be taken care of by a friend was unthinkable.

"I wish you would just drop this dad.I already told you I'm fine."

"Fine? Do you know what FINE stands for?"

"Oh come on dad.Please don't start throwing this crap at me.I really don't need it or want it."

"Fucked up,Insecure,Neurotic and Emotianal...That , Tara, is your FINE at this point."

"I knew it.I knew you were going to start this again.You want to know what I think dad?I think you stupid little 12 step acronyms are completely stupid and irratating.If you don't want me here just say it and I'm gone.I've done it before and I was just fine surviving without you."Tara spat at her father, her words laced with anger and bitterness.

"What the hell is wrong with you Tara?Why can't anyone talk to you without being insulted or shot down ? No one here wants to hurt you .We just want to help you.This is unhealthy Tara.Very unhealthy.Tell me, How much weight have you lost this month?Ten, fifteen?You have dark circles under your eyes that are so dark you look like a raccoon."

"I'm fine dad.I'm just tired. I have a lot on my mind.Im sorry.I can't do this right now."

She walked out the door and headed toward the trailer.

She got to the trailer and when her horses saw her they immediately responded.

Tara smiled.For the first time in a very long time she had smiled.She pulled the gate down and took Maverick down the ramp and toward the barn area.She was about half way down when she turned and saw Donnie heading toward her.

"Hey sis.Looky here.Haha, damn this little guy sure did grow didn't he?"Donnie smiled as he scratched at Mavs nose.

"Hey Donnie.Yes he has.He got very big indeed."She smiled as she looked at her horse.

"Hey , I got an Idea Tara ,why don't I go and get Ju out the trailer, we saddle up and take out the back fifteen.I got the kites up and we could do a little dog fightin' like the old days."

"Oh ..Please tell me you're not still doing the kite thing?"Tara smiled at her brother.

"Of course I am.I just said I had um up so using brilliant logical deduction I think it is safe to say,Yes.I still do my kite thing."He chuckled a little.

"And you are still a wise ass also.You know, that actually sounds good.I think I'm going to go up , make some lunch , get dad to join us and we can make it a regular picnic."Tara smiled now.She loved her family and she had felt terrible about the way she'd treated her dad earlier on.She went inside and found her dad.

:Hey daddy,Donny and I are going to go up the property and take the horses out for a bit.Donnie has the kites up and well, you want to come with us?"She asked smiling.

"That, Tara,is the best idea I've heard in a very long time."He walked over and gave her a hug.

"Look, I know this is hard honey,but I promise,It will get better.We just need to get past this painful part and you'll see.It will be okay."

"Tara closed her eyes and fought the tears.Her father meant well but she knew.She knew it would never be better for her.Not without her Willow.

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"No, I can't.I won't .No more.I will not work with that..that women in there."Said Ricardo , Willows latest physical therapist.

"Look, I know Officer Rosenberg can be hard, but really, I think you two are making progress."Said Dr.Phillips.

"Progress? What progress? I have been told today alone not only what I should do with my exercise program, smacked across my knees with her cane .told I'm a total flaming Juan and been thrown out of the room more than I've spent in. Where is the progress part?And not only that.I think it's ridiculous that everyone is so egg shell stepping around her.Officer is just a total..aaarrggg...look.Im just done.Sorry.."

"Look, please just give it one more week,please.And why are you offended by being called flammy?You are flammy and it's not a secret."
"It's the way she says it.It...ohhh God she is just such a little bitch."he fumed.

.Look, I know.Your right .I'm sorry.If you don't want to do it anymore I can't force you.It's just that...Well I don't have anyone left to work with her.I know she's is difficult but I know she should be walking by now and it's very frustrating to me.She just seems to not want to get better.I've spoken to her mother and she is a wonderful women.Why don't you talk with her a bit and see if you change your mind.Please?"

"No.I'm sorry.I can't.Good luck with her."He turned and left.

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Sheila wheeled Willow up the steps and into the house.She put her purse down on the table and looked around.The place was spotless.Immaculate as a matter of fact and oddly this disturbed Sheila.It disturbed her because she knew why it was spotless.

"I don't like that theropist.I want a new one."Willow said to her mom.
"Well that is very easy and very hard all at the same time Willow.First reason being that he refuses to work with you either, so there's the easy, Second comes the hard.They're no more PT's left at that will work for you so there is the hard."

"I guess the can see what you are refusing to see then.I am never going to be back to the way I used to be.I can't do anymore then this.I can't ever walk more then twelve steps and I will need this god damn thing"she threw the crutch across the room "and I will always need these god damn bar railings around the house."

"Willow you have to help with this.You have to want to do this work or you'll never walk.Thats not what you want and I know it.Please do a little work here."Shelia pleaded.

"What? What do you want from me? I'm doing all I can .I'm trying mom.It just isn't getting better.Why don't you believe me?"She said as she began to get shaky.

"Look at me Willow.You are most certainly not doing everything you can do.You are doing nothing.You don't want to do anything and you can't pretend with me.You're my daughter and I know you."Shelia said to Willow.

"Yea and your also a shrink.Your above everything else a psycho doctor and you think that every answer to every question is somewhere locked up in the brain. Can't anything ever just be what it is? Can't it just be that I am not ever going to be out of this chair?I've excepted it.Why don't you?"She screamed at her mother.

"Well first of all, Willow because all the doctors and physical therapist that you have run off, tell me the oppisite.They tell me you should be a lot farther off then you are.Walking with a cane while holding on to a guard rail is not as far as you should be.TYou should be able to walk across this room with that cane and you know it."

"STOP IT. STOP TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T"T BE DOING!"Willow screamed at her mother.

"Hey, don't you dare scream at me.I am your mother and I am owed some respect.I don't care how old you are.To be honest with you you're acting like a five year old.
I also have a very good idea as to why you don't want to walk.You don't want to walk because if you do, and Tara finds out and still doesn't come back , you'll know it ids not the reason she left.It will be something else and you're not willing to face that again.But Willow, if this is how you are going to spend the rest of your life, angry scared , pushing everyone away that wants to help you? Have fun but do it without me."Sheila was crying now.It hurt her to say these things but she knew not to would be even worse.

"I won't watch this.I will not sit here and watch you throw your whole life away because you don't want to face what you think is the truth.If you don't have me Willow, you don't have anyone anymore."

"I have Millo, I have him and I have Susan.She has been a good friend to me which is more then I can say for you or Tara or any of those people I used to work with. So no one? Sorry.That's not no one."Willow said under her breath.

"Those people you used to work with have done nothing but try to help you.You have driven them away with you resentment and anger and rudeness.You've tried to do it to me.And Susan? You have Susan?"Sheila laughed,"You don't have Susan honey.Susan has you and Susan is only here because she wants everything that you have again.And do you know what's worse? You're letting her. You're letting her take everything away from you because she plays right into your little plan of self distruction.She wants you right here just as you are.If that's what you've chosen for yourself then have at it.Just don't ask me to sit here and watch."Shelia said crying even harder now.

"Are you done?"Willow asked without looking up.

"No.No I'm not.I may not have you convinced yet, I may not have been able to stop this mess yet, but I will.I will .Trust me when I say that that woman will not take everything from you again.I won't let her."

Just as she was about to leave Susan came in the door holding a bag of groceries in her arms.

"Hey Sheila.How are you?"She asked with saccharine sweetness.

"Oh please don't.Just save it Susan.Willow, I will do what I said.Beleive me ."She stopped and looked at Susan..

She turned and left the house.

"What was all that about?"Susan asked.

"Nothing.Just the usual Im not doing what I'm supposed to crap.So did you get my bottle?"Willow asked.

"Of course.Do you want a drink now?"

"Yes.Actually if you would just leave it right there and get me a glass of ice out of the kitchen I'll be fine."

"Okay Baby.No problem."Susan answered.

"God damn it.Don't call me that.I told you a hundred times.There is no fuckin' way we are ever going that way again so just stop it .Please."

"Sorry Willow,It just sort of slipped out.I'll get you your glass and then I'll go."Susan headed to the kitchen to retrieve Willows shot glass and some ice in the bucket.

Willow has been doing a lot of drinking of late.Far to much as a matter of fact.There was rarely a time of the day where she was not drunk or on her way to drunk.This was yet another stroke of luck Susan thought.This was going to make it so much easier.

She smiled to herself as she walked out and handed the glass of bourbon to Willow and set the bottle down on the table next to her.

"So, is that it then?Do you need anything else from me?"Susan asked.

"Yes actually.Could you let Millo in for me?"

"Of course."

She made her way outside and suddenly Millo stopped turned around ,looked at Susan and sniffed.He then began to bark "OOWWWOOIWWRROOW..."Said Millo.

"Hey what's wrong Millo ?"Susan asked a touch frightened now.The dog had never had this reaction to her and to be honest,she thought he might attack her.It was the way he was looking at her and sniffing.

"OOOWWWROOOWIIOOWW"he said again.

Susan turned back toward the house and looked at Willow.

"Willow ,why is he doing that to me."she was shaking now.

Willow looked puzzled.It was strange.Millo was starting his dance and he only did that if he picked up something he felt was important or that he recognized and not in a good way.

"I don't know.I don't.Come on boy.Come on in buddy."Willow called out.
Millo did as asked but his stare never left Susan.It was an Icy cold stare that Willow had not seen from him in a very long time.

"I don't know Susan.I can't tell you."

"Well Im going now anyway.I'll check back tonight and if you need anything call me okay?"She said smiling at Willow.

"Okay.Oh and Susan?"

"Yes"

Thanks.Thanks for helping me."

"Of coarse Willow.I will be here for you no matter what.I promise you.I love you you know that right?Im not asking you to feel the same but I want you to know it."

She then turned and left.Millo ran after her and began to bark furiously at her till she got into her car and drove off.Millo then ran to Willow sat at her feet and stared up at her and began to whimper .

"Hey, Millo buddy.What's wrong big guy?"She said as she began to scratch at his head.

He looked at her and stood up and began to lick her face.

"Stop that Millo "Willow said laughing.

He paid no attention.He continued his affectionate assault on the one person that he loved more in all this world.If he were able to tell Willow what he had just now picked up,she would know that the smell was the same as the one he had picked up that night.

That awful horrible night he had found his mama on the floor of the chewy food place.It terrified him and he would never allow this to happen to her again.

TBC

[JujuDeRoussie]

DIBS!

Goody goody
I'm gonna read no wbut I will probably let feedback only tonigth when I'll got back home



Ok here the Juju is

So Grrrr...

I mean... What the Hell?


It's Donnies who's riding me?!!!


LOL


More seriously (yes I can be serious sometimes I swear). I think you have got a pretty twisted imagination... I love it.

Go Sheila Go Go Go!!!

Bourbon go away!

Go Millo Go Go Go!

Gotta love this dog.

Should have bitten Susn't ass off. Oooooh I have something....

Millo should bite Susn's center and tear off her clit. OUTCH.
And Juju should go back from Kentucky to bite off Susan's nipples; a girl I used to ride with had been bitten at one of her nipple, half torn... She had suffered month while it was healing, wear speacial bra 'cause when her breast moved it hurt like hell...

So I think Susan could have bother her nipples bitten off, as well as her clit. and then been tied up to Juju's saddle and make Juju galops beautifuly... Her hair in the wind and all;.. The grace of a champion in her galop... Her thin legs, her muscular thighs... What a beautiful mar!

Hihihi

oh back to how to make suffer Susan. I saw you liked some of my ideas. Good.

Do you know how we make foie gras? Well I don't know how to explain in English, but it would be fun to do this to Susan. Of course we couldn't make fois gras from her stomach 'cause she is just poison.

We could also do a remake of... Huh... Errr... Don' t rememeber the English title right now... Ya know with the sharks...


IWhat a bitch... I am so disappointed by phil. Is he the one who has shot Will in the back? And fucking bitch hidding the gun at Tara's and changing her ID thing in her phone.



Grrrr


Thank you sweetie

Friendly,

Julia

[LittleBit]

Good Milo ... now why can't he talk????

Great update ... even though I do hate to see the girls in so much pain!