FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

[XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX]

And you really worry if anyone here would not like it? come on V you are a great writer and i this story...is so cute... hope you keep up with the story and update soon too if ya don´t mind



CYA,

X{ deadducky

[kindagay]

Well, I can't speak for anyone else, but I loved it.



I'm glad Willow's realised that Tara's too shy to say anything about being interested in her. That'll save her from a lot of waiting for to make the 1st move. & anything that'll get our girls together quicker is all good in my book.

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Posh flowers make me feel groovy - My niece

[sapphocrazygirl]

hey baby!



just spent the last half hour perusing your fic, and all the awesome responses you got, and i have to say...



you rock my world sweetie



i am so proud of you, you write far better than i ever did.



be strong, okay?



i'll see you soon



your girl, saph



p.s. tara's dad is an idiot, and no one should ever listen to anything he has to say...okay?

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"I got my axe, I got my honey...I'd say all I need is a quiet room and some body lotion and I've got me a party!"

- Faith, in Torturing Touch

[shuyaku]

This is a very cute fic. I can't wait to see what plans Willow uses to test if Tara likes girls - that should be lots of fun



Great update!

-shuyaku

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"Oh God, Willow—you’re giving me the gift of Karen Carpenter. Just when I think I grasp the full extent of your love." - Tara

"Why do birds suddenly appear? It’s because, you are queer…" - Willow (Gods Served and Abandoned by AntigoneUnbound)

[The Rose24]

It will certainly be interesting to see how Willow tries to figure out about Tara's sexuality.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

[Tempest Duer]

Ah, don't worry, I like, I like! This reminds me of my English class last year... always with my eye on my favorite hottie.

Choosing not to decide is still a choice.

[bluewillowwitch]

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That was so adorable! I felt so bad for I have been in that spacey daze. Course hopefully will take care of that when she finds out how she feels. I can't wait to more. Update soon, please?







bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[SJ]

Glad Willow is going to make the first move

Great update

[FIRESIGN]

Ok...you're leaving me hanging here, kiddo! Update soon, please?







-CIN

[snuggle79]

Tara daydreaming about Willow and not hearing the teacher...aww ...how cute is that... ?

Willow's plan sounds good! Now i'm curious how she's going to do it.

Great update!

snuggle79

This is how everyday should end and start ..and all the stuff in the middle

The greatest thing you'll learn, is just to love and be loved in return.

[intricate mirage]

Hey Willowtara19!

Quote:

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‘The first thing I’m gonna do is try to figure out if Tara likes girls....then, if she does, I’ll try to figure out if she likes me! Yep, that’s a really good idea, Rosenberg! Maybe the best one you’ll ever have! Go yourself!! But....how am I going to do it?’

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Now this is gonna be interesting. Can't wait to see how it all works out.



Great update! Update soon, please?

~ Cassie

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My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky

[Taras Shadow]

I absolutely love!



Willow-babble and Tara-shyness = an adorable combination.



Can't wait for the next update!



~Holly~

"I've got this ache, and I thought it was for sex, but it's to tear everything to fucking pieces." Ginger - Ginger Snaps

[michellesflute]

hey willowtara19, very nice fic!! I love it when Willow babbles even in her head, it's adorable. And now she's gonna try to find out if Tara is gay. That should be very interesting, I hope it is connected with a lot of willow babble

Can't wait to read more!! Update soon?

[sam darls]

Oh my god, I have just read the first three parts to this story, and I just fell in love with it- I love it. Thank you. I hope you're doing okay too, with evrything that's happened. Take care, Love Sammi x

[Willowtara19]

, kittens!



I'm really loving your feedback, please keep it coming!!



I'm really glad you're enjoying my fic...I have to say I really thought no one would like it! I guess I was wrong, huh?





And now, here you are a little update...I'll be posting the individual replies tomorrow first thing in the morning, I promise...right now it's 23:33 in here and I'm all Sorry



I hope you all like it!!



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TITLE: FINDING HOME

AUTHOR: Willowtara19

RATING: I’ll let you know when it’s NC-17

DISCLAIMER: The Scoobies don’t belong to me (though I wish they did )... I’m not making any money out of this... yadda yadda yadda.

FEEDBACK: Yes!! But please be gentle with me, ‘kay? This is my first attempt at writing a fic...

And now, on with the story!





Previously, on FINDING HOME…



'She really is beautiful...' she thought. Then, she put her resolve face on...



'I will find a way to figure it all out' was Willow's last thought before she walked towards Tara, half of her sandwich and nearly all of her orange juice forgotten...



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Willow was sitting on the ground of Tara and hers’ dorm room, lots of pieces of paper surrounding her, forming a circle around her. Each and every piece of paper was full of hastily taken notes.



Right at that moment, Willow was lightly nibbling her pen and looking towards the wall to her left, her head cocked to one side with a frown covering her gorgeous features, deep in thought. Finally becoming frustrated, the redhead abruptly stood up grabbing all the papers and tearing each one of them.



“What in hell am I trying to do? Am I crazy or what?? Oh yes, completely and absolutely crazy, but for a really hot blonde that happens to be my classmate and roommate...Stop it right now, Rosenberg!! You’re supposed to be thinking how you can get to know if Tara likes boys or girls!”



The weekend had finally arrived, and Tara had left to see her father and brother...It seemed they needed her help for something, since her father had been the one phoning Tara.



Willow still could remember the expression in Tara’s face when Willow told her that her father had phoned her earlier that day, and that he said he would be phoning again later on.

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“Tara?” asked the redhead, hearing the door open “Your father just phoned...he said he’ll be phoning you later on today”



“M-my f-father?” answered the blonde, her stutter getting the best of her.



Willow looked her friend’s face, wondering why Tara seemed to be scared of hearing about her dad phoning...





But in only a few seconds Tara’s fear disappeared, as if she had just masked all of her feelings and nothing had happened.



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That had been only two and a half hours ago...and Willow realized how much she missed her friend...and not even a whole day had gone by...



'Goddess I miss her!' thought Willow 'It's only been a week since I met her...and she'll be coming back on Sunday evening...it's not as if she's left to be away for three or four months...and we're just friends....still, I mean...'cause if everything works out as I want it to, it won't be too long 'till I have her in my arms...kissing those soft and pouty lips...loving her...Rosenberg, you better stop it right now! If you don't know if the girl likes girls or not, how are you supposed to be doing that, you fool?!?!?'



As soon as Tara had left, Willow had set her mind on the task of finding out if the beautiful blonde liked girls or boys...and then if she liked Willow or not...



The first thing she had done was grab some pieces of papers and a pen, sat on the floor and she began to write down the ideas as they came into her mind...and then, after reading them, she had deleted nearly all the ideas...



Finally becoming frustrated, she had teared all the papers around her, thinking that was a really stupid thing to do...writing down ideas...



“What you have to do, you dumb girl,” she said to herself, while leaving the room to go get something to eat “is getting to spend some time alone with her...with nothing to worry about...no lessons, no father phoning...just you and her alone...yep, that’s what I have to...”



Willow shut her mouth up, seeing some of the students on the first floor looking at her as if she had lost her mind or was talking to a ghost next to her. With her face becoming as red as her hair, Willow continued walking towards the dining room, and then stopped right where she was, hearing a bunch of students cheering.



Her curiosity peaked, and Willow went towards the source of the cheers...



When finally most of the students had left, she read the note on the main board:



"NEXT WEEK LESSONS ARE SUSPENDED. A NEW NOTE WILL BE POSTED ON THE MAIN BOARD WHEN WE RESUME THEM."



Willow’s heart jumped with joy at the idea of spending a whole week with Tara without having to go to class.



'Yes!' her mind screamed 'a romantic glow, a few well-placed touches, intimate conversation...and, if you like girls, and that girl happens to be me, Tara Maclay, you'll be mine before you know it!'



Singing to herself, Willow set on the task of changing the dorm and planning a perfect dinner for Sunday, when her Tara would be coming back...



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The taxi left Tara standing right in front of her house’s door.



Raising her hand to knock, a lot of answers filled Tara’s mind...



'I wonder what's so important that he practically begged me to come?' thought Tara, confused with her father asking her to go back home 'I'll have to be careful though, I already know what he's capable of doing when he's mad...specially when I'm the one who he's mad at...But I really don't understand it...he told me not to come back if I left...'



Finally deciding to knock, a few seconds later Tara heard someone walking towards the door: it was Donnie, her little brother. He was thirteen years old.



Looking at her sister with an accusatory glance, Donnie called:



“Father! Tara’s here,” he said.



Hearing her son’s voice, Mr. Maclay went to the door. When he saw Tara standing there, he told her:



“Well, it’s about time you arrived,”



“I-I’m s-sorry, w-we got c-caught on a t-traffic jam,” sttutered Tara, her father’s presence terryfying her...



“You going to spend the rest of the weekend outta there? Come in, young lady,” her father told her, entering his house.



Tara followed him while her brother closing the door, following them inmediately.



“Now, we’re going to have a serious talk about your behaviour, young lady,” said Tara’s father, turning to face her daughter when they got to the living room, his face hardening.



'I really shouldn't have come,' Tara thought, recognising instanly what her father’s expression meant: trouble...



To be continued...



Goddess, I really hope you like it! Let me know what you think...I'm a feedback addict!



Willowtara19



PS: Individual replies will be comin' tomorrow

[Washi]

Ok, first of all, I love the babble. Willow talking to herself had me

Now, stopping there was mean. I need more. Good stuff and I hope u update soon.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :..:My blog:..:Blood and Ink:.

[FIRESIGN]

Great job, kiddo! Keep it coming!!!! (no pun intended...hehe!)...



More! More!



Bravo!



-Cin

[bluewillowwitch]

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I loved it! Oh My God! is so cute! What is up with ? Oh you are with the cliffhanger. I can't wait to more. Update soon, please? pray







bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[Tempest Duer]

Ooh... what's gonna happen to ? I hope nothing bad... is just adorable with all of her trying to intellectualize something as erratic as human emotions.

Choosing not to decide is still a choice.

[hot monkey luv 66]

again, it's a great fic, and a nice idea... I hate Tara's dad though, I just know! lol, he sounds evil! grr! but great job! update please

~~**Monkey Luv**~~

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Willow:"I'm a breast gal myself...(quieter, to Tara), but then again, you knew that..."

Tara:"Until I realized that was her yummy face"

Willow: "There's something between us. It-it wasn't something I was looking for. It's just powerful."

[Draco119]

Cliffhanger!



I loved the part when Willow was talking to herself in the hall and noticed that other students were looking at her like she had gone insane.



I hope Tara's father doesn't do anything to hurt Tara or he's going to answer to a certain redhead! I really dislike the man.



Anyway, great job! The story is great! I can't wait for the next update...make it soon please.

[SJ]

Willowbabble is cute

Great update

[snuggle79]

Willowbabble is awesome as always. But I'm worried about the things at Tara's home. What does that stupid father of her want ?!

Great update!

snuggle79

This is how everyday should end and start ..and all the stuff in the middle

The greatest thing you'll learn, is just to love and be loved in return.

[intricate mirage]

Willow babble is simply adorable Very nicely done on your part. Great stuff. Keep it coming!

~ Cassie

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My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky

[Arwen276]

Oh Tara must leave home!! Something nasty's a brewing!



and they have classes off??????



LUCKY THEM!! I'm dropping under the heavy load here!!!



oh and cool willow babble!





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[michellesflute]

aahh, I knew Willows plan involves a lot of babble. Thats so cute!

A lot of for you and your willow babble!!

[Willowtara19]

, kittens!!



Phew, it seems a have a lot feedback to catch up with, huh? Go me!!! YAY!!!



I'll do the individual replies to the first update first...then I'll do the ones to the second update...



Let's see...



First update replies:



XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX: Hi, duckie!! I'm really glad you're enjoying the fic...and don't worry, the updates will be coming as long as you like the story!



kindagay: Hey! And I love that you love my fic Thanks for the feedback! But I have to say something...I'll eventually get our girls together, but I'm gonna make them wait just a little more, he he!



sapphocrazygirl:*blushing bright red* Hey, baby!! Do you have any idea of how many flips did my heart when I saw you in here? I'm really glad that you like it, sweetie....but there's no way I write better than you, I'm sure of that Oh...and you also rock mine, baby Can't hardly wait to see you!!



shuyaku: I'm really glad that you like it! Thanks a lot for the feedback!! I really hope I can keep on with it the way you like it



The Rose24: It will, huh? I certainly hope I do it good



Tempest Duer: I think that's something that happens to all of us, right? Always with our attention on the hottie we like instead of the lessons.... He he he!!



bluewillowwitch: Hi! Yep, will certainly be taking care of that...



SJ: Thanks! So, I take you like take-charge , huh? That's good to know for future updates...



FIRESIGN: Hi, Cin!! Sorry I left you hanging in there...I am a really bad girl, aren't I?



snuggle79: Hey! Thanks for the feedback! So you liked that part then? But then again, when aren't they cute?



intricate mirage: Hi! I'm glad you like the fic! Thanks a lot for the feedback! Oh...about 's plan...let's just say it'll work REALLY FINE...



Taras Shadow: Glad you love it! So I take it I did good with the babble and shyness combination?



michellesflute: You also like it then? Oh Goddess, my head's gonna get so big I'm not going to be able to fit it through the door! And don't worry, babble won't be missing!



sam darls: Hi, sammi! I'm really glad you're liking the fic! Thanks for the feedback!! And thanks, I think I'm doing better...



Well, I think that covers the feedback on the first update...and I know I should be posting the ones to the second update, but I'm gonna miss the bus to the University!!



I gotta go right now...but I'll be posting the rest of the individual replies later today...hopefully with an update!



***leaves running and shouting: "Hey, wait for me!"***



Willowtara19

[muFFin1811]

Hey there.



Wow this is great. I hope Taras dad won't hurt her, but thats ridiculous cuz we all know he will hurt her.



Great job. Please update soon.



Kattie

All they gave me was this ticket to heaven, a damn ticket to heaven...

Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything, I'm running from everything - 3 Doors Down

[sam darls]

Hey..I'm glad you're doing a lil better, It's good to know..And I loved this update, but I hope everything is ok with Tara and her dad..please? Love sammi xx

[sapphocrazygirl]

hey baby



nice update...i love the willowbabble, it sounds very much like our favorite redhead...



but i don't like tara's family. not one bit. she should not have to deal with stupid people like that.



see you soon, sweetie



(check your inbox)



your girl, saph.

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"I got my axe, I got my honey...I'd say all I need is a quiet room and some body lotion and I've got me a party!"

- Faith, in Torturing Touch