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FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Willowtara19 » Fri Oct 10, 2003 4:01 pm

TITLE: FINDING HOME

AUTHOR: Willowtara19 :kitty

RATING: I’ll let you know when it’s NC-17 :glasses

DISCLAIMER: The Scoobies don’t belong to me (though I wish they did ;) )... I’m not making any money out of this... yadda yadda yadda :rolleyes

FEEDBACK: Yes!! I crave it!! But please be gentle with me, ‘kay? This is my first attempt at writing a fic...:shy



And now, on with the story!



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Tara Maclay entered in her new dorm room, carrying her suitcases and looking quite tired. Sighing, she dropped her luggage and sat on the bed to the right.



Laying back and staring at the ceiling of the room, Tara started thinking about the reasons why she had moved to this little town called Sunnydale.



She always felt like she was out of place. She had no friends, and the only person who understood her was her mom. She also had her father and her brother, but it seemed like both of them hated her since the day she was born.



Once, when she was little, his father had bought Donnie (her brother) a lot of presents for his birthday, and, remembering he didn’t even tell her “Happy Birthday” when hers came, she dashed up the stairs and went straight to her bed, launching herself on it face first and weeping.



A few minutes later, her mom appeared and went over to her bed, sitting beside her and taking her little girl in her arms, leaning her on her chest and rocking her slowly while softly caressing her blonde hair. Eventually, her crying slowed to sobs and she fell asleep in her mom’s arms.



The next day, when she woke up, she had a talk with her mom: her mom had told her that neither her brother nor her father understood how special Tara was, and that was why they treated her like they did.



But, only two months ago, her mom had died. One evening, while she was tidying up her room, she heard her brother calling for her. She went downstairs inmediately, and found her mom laying on the floor, laying unconscious. It wasn’t the first time it had happened, and Tara tried to wake her up as she had done several times before the last few months.



Seeing that her mother wasn’t waking up, she panicked and called an ambulance. As soon as the docs saw her mom, they mumbled something about her needing inmediate surgery and took her to the hospital.



After nearly two days, her mom finally died. And, with her mom gone, she felt completely alone. And, since her mother wasn’t there to protect her, her father started telling her everything was her fault and hitting her.



It wasn’t the first time he did it but, with her mom gone, it had gotten worse. The only thing she wanted to do was disappear.



But then, her teacher phoned her and told her that, if she wanted to, she could go study wherever she wanted. Tara was an excellent student, and her good marks had earned her a scholarship to study where she wanted to.



Wanting to get away from her father and brother and everyone she knew, she chose Sunnydale U.C. Her house didn’t feel like her home anymore.



The sound of the door opening started Tara from her musings, and sitting up on her bed, she looked towards the door to see the most wonderful girl she had ever seen before: fiery red hair and deep green eyes.

Doing exactly the same that Tara had done when she entered the room, the redhead dropped her bags on the floor and, sighing deeply, she sat on the edge of the bed to the left.



Tara sat there, frozen by the beauty of the girl.



The redhead, seeing that Tara seemed to be very shy, said smiling:



“Hi! My name’s Willow, Willow Rosenberg, and I think I’m your room mate”



Recovering her ability to talk, Tara answered with a smile of her own:



“Hi, I’m Tara, Tara Maclay. Nice to meet you, Willow”



Without knowing it, the thought running in both of their heads was the same: ‘I think I’ve just fallen in love with the most beautiful girl on Earth’



To be continued....



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So, what do you think, kittens? Should I keep on writing or should I stop right now? :confused



I really hope you liked it....even if just a tiny little bit :p



Willowtara19 :kitty











Willowtara19
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby FIRESIGN » Fri Oct 10, 2003 4:07 pm

Nice job, Kiddo! I'm proud of you!!! Can't wait to read more!



-Cin:applause :applause :applause :applause

FIRESIGN
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX » Fri Oct 10, 2003 4:59 pm

keep going please:pray

nice job V. very nice job :D

hope you update soon:whistle i will be waiting.





deadducky X{bianca.

XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Tempest Duer » Fri Oct 10, 2003 7:04 pm

Hey! You ripped off my title!



...okay, so you didn't, and I'm sure you haven't seen my fic yet, but whatever... I am also a sucker for "how they met" fics. This is looking like it'll be fun.

Choosing not to decide is still a choice.

Tempest Duer
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby The Rose24 » Fri Oct 10, 2003 9:26 pm

Yay!!!! :banana :banana :banana Another W//T meeting and falling in love story. I never get tired of those. It happens to be an extra bonus they are roommates. :grin Lots of privacy.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Edited by: The Rose24  at: 10/11/03 10:17 pm
The Rose24
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby hot monkey luv 66 » Fri Oct 10, 2003 10:52 pm

:wave great start!! :clap I can't wait for an update, and I don't think I'm the only one, this fic has been here for less than a day and you're doing great! i'd say thats a pretty good start@! lol, Great idea, I can't wait to read more! :) :heart :moo



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:flower ~~**Monkey Luv**~~:flower :dance

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Willow:"I'm a breast gal myself...(quieter, to Tara), but then again, you knew that..." :drool

Tara:"Until I realized that was her yummy face"

Willow: "There's something between us. It-it wasn't something I was looking for. It's just powerful."



hot monkey luv 66
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby intricate mirage » Fri Oct 10, 2003 11:21 pm

Oh yay! :bounce Love these W/T meeting and falling in love stories! Ohh, they're roomies! :D So much that can happen behind closed doors... :blush Great start! Can't wait to :read more!

~ Cas



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My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky


intricate mirage
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby snuggle79 » Sat Oct 11, 2003 4:22 am

:heart Already loving this!

Love at first sight! :love

Great start!

snuggle79 :bigwave

This is how everyday should end and start ..and all the stuff in the middle

The greatest thing you'll learn, is just to love and be loved in return.





snuggle79
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby SJ » Sat Oct 11, 2003 7:39 am

Like this fic :read



SJ
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby LostWithoutTara » Sat Oct 11, 2003 9:04 am

Great start! :) I likle Willow and Tara bein' roomies!

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

LostWithoutTara
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby shuyaku » Sat Oct 11, 2003 10:13 am

Off to a great start :D And instant attraction is always good!



More soon...

-shuyaku

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"Oh God, Willow—you’re giving me the gift of Karen Carpenter. Just when I think I grasp the full extent of your love." - Tara

"Why do birds suddenly appear? It’s because, you are queer…" - Willow (Gods Served and Abandoned by AntigoneUnbound)

shuyaku
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Willowtara19 » Sat Oct 11, 2003 1:17 pm

:bigwave , kittens!!



I'm just stopping by to thank you all for the great feedback you've left me....I'm really proud and glad you liked it!! :pride



Ummmm....it seems the thing most of you seem to like a lot is :willow and :tara being roomies....wonder why??? :eyebrow :glasses :wink



I'll be posting an update and individual replies to the feedback later today....Thanks again for reading and leaving feedback!! You all rock!!! :dance



Willowtara19 :kitty

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Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby kindagay » Sat Oct 11, 2003 4:52 pm

Aww, this is so sweet :)



I love it, please continue :pray

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Posh flowers make me feel groovy - My niece

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Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Spot » Sat Oct 11, 2003 10:34 pm

Liking this fic already, and must agree with most kittens in saying "Yay! roomies!" cant wait for the update!

-michelle

Spot
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Willowtara19 » Sun Oct 12, 2003 5:23 am

:bigwave , kittens!!



I got even more feedback!! YAY!!! :banana :bounce



As I promised, here I am with the individual replies and with a little update....even if I'm a little late than I intended :p



FIRESIGN: So you like it, Cin? Then I guess it's not as bad as I thought....after all, you're one of the best writers here on the board and....who am I to argue with you? :wink



Washi: 'Kay....the first two replies I get to my fic are from two of the best writers...and they're good replies...and they're asking for more...am I good or what? :pride



XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX: Glad you like it, Duckie!! There's an update coming with these replies...I hope you like it!! :)



Tempest Duer: Sorry about the title thing....I guess I earned myself a good :punish , huh? I am really glad you also liked it :)



The Rose24: You like them being roomies, huh? I also thought it could give them lots of privacy...have any idea of what they'll do with their privacy? :whistle :eyebrow



hot monkey luv 66: Thanks for your great feedback, monkey luv!! I hope you like this little update as much as you like the start... :D



intricate mirage: So you liked the roomies thing too? Guess I did have a good idea with that, huh? As The Rose24 said, lots of privacy...what will they do with them? :wink



snuggle79: I really hope the update I'm posting now as much as you loved the first part!! Nothing can compare to :willow and :tara 's love for each other, eh? :love



SJ: Really glad you liked it! :)



LostWithoutTara: He he he! Another goody point for me with the roomies thing... he he he! :D



shuyaku: I think just the same as you....instant attraction between :willow and :tara is really good!! Glad you liked it too, shuyaku! :)



kindagay: More goodie points for me...I swear my head is gonna get so big that I'm not going to be able to cross the door, he he he! :lol Don't worry about me continuing with the story...as long as you like it I'll keep writing!



Spot: Roomies thing again...I did right on that one, huh? :) The update's here....hope you enjoy it!!



Sorry I took longer to post the update, but....well, I went on a party and when I came back I was all :yawn and :sleepy ...forgive me, pleeeeease?? ***puppy dog eyes***



And now, here you are the update...I hope all of you like it and enjoy it!



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TITLE: FINDING HOME

AUTHOR: Willowtara19

RATING: I’ll let you know when it’s NC-17

DISCLAIMER: The Scoobies don’t belong to me (though I wish they did ;) )... I’m not making any money out of this... yadda yadda yadda.

FEEDBACK: Yes!! But please be gentle with me, ‘kay? This is my first attempt at writing a fic...



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Previously, on FINDING HOME...



Without knowing it, the thought running in both of their heads was the same: ‘I think I’ve just fallen in love with the most beautiful girl on Earth’



Both Willow and Tara kept staring deep into each other eyes…drawn by the intensity and warmth they were feeling.



‘Wow,’ Willow thought ‘I feel like I could drown into those deep baby blues she has...I wonder if she knows how beautiful she is?’



‘Wow,’ Tara thought ‘take a look at those emerald green...it feels like I could see right into her soul just looking at them! And isn’t she beautiful?’



Willow, realizing both of them where just absorbed with each other’s presence, tore her gaze from those blue eyes, got up and said:



“Classes are starting tomorrow...I should go....ummm.....I should go see which room I’m in....yep, room....want to come with me? The lists should be on the main board in the first floor....”



“What?” Tara said, coming out from her Willow-induced daze, “Oh yeah, c-classes....”



Willow smiled at the blonde warmly, and started towards the door.



Tara got up and followed Willow towards the door, taking in the small but curvy body walking in front of her...



‘Tara Maclay!’ She berated herself, shaking her head ‘Get a grip on yourself right now!’



Following Willow, Tara descended down the stairs, wondering in which class she would be...she didn’t know anyone...but that’s was fine with her...after all, she wanted to be somewhere where she would go mostly unnoticed.



But soon, her thoughts drifted to the wonderful redhead walking by her side...



‘I just met her a few minutes ago....and I’m already this taken with her...I wonder if she feels the same? Of course not, you idiot! Why would she notice someone like you? And I’m completely sure she has lots of boys to choose from...stop dreaming right now before you hurt yourself, Tara Maclay’.



However, unknown to Tara, Willow’s trail of thought was, more or less, the same as hers...



‘She’s just the cutest girl I’ve ever seen.... her eyes....goddess, I could really drown on them eternally....and those lips....mmmm.....and that blonde hair seems to be so soft....Rosenberg, you better stop it right now! You don’t even know if she likes girls....but what I’m sure is that love at first sight exists....if not, how could I feel like this for her after meeting her about ten minutes ago?’



After a few minutes that seemed like forever to the two girls, they arrived to the first floor...Both of them looked for the lists, but they couldn’t find them. Then, Willow notice a piece of paper on the front door. It read:



“THE LISTS ARE ON THE FIRST FLOOR OF THE MAIN BUILDING, WHERE THE LESSONS TAKE PLACE”.



“Well,” Willow said to Tara “I guess we’ll have to cross campus and go there...”



“Yeah,” answered Tara, still not sure of what to say so that her roomie wouldn’t think she was just a stupid girl “w-we s-should...”



After crossing the campus, they finally arrived to U.C. Sunnydale’s main building. Once there, they went to straight to the board....there were a lot of people in there, all of them wanting to know where they were and if they were going to be together with their friends.



After nearly half and hour of waiting, the people left the board and Willow and Tara went over to see it...



“Let’s see....” said Willow, running her finger through the different lists “Rosenberg.....Willow Rosenberg.....here I am! I’m in class 1F....that’s in this floor....’kay, let’s see where you are...yep, here you are....Tara! You’re in the same class as I am!!”



“W-we’re in the same c-class?” asked Tara, not believing her luck...



“Yes, we are! Isn’t that cool?! We’re gonna be roomies and classmates!!” said Willow enthusiastically, nearly jumping from the excitement of being near Tara nearly all day.



A small smile tugged at the corners of Tara’s mouth...’I’m going to be in the same class as Willow...I guess today’s my lucky day, huh?’



Not able to contain their happiness any longer, both Willow and Tara launched themselves into each other arms....hugging tight...



Suddenly realizing what they were doing, both of them let the other go, but reluctantly...and they look into each other’s eyes once again...



‘Goddess, she feels good,’ thought Willow ‘and we were just hugging....wonder how will it feel like to....and the electricity running through my body the moment we embraced? I really hope she’s feeling the same....’



‘Oh my God! Tara’s mind screamed ‘I just hugged her! And she didn’t seem to be pulling away either....and the electricity? Please, let her feel the same I’m feeling, please!’



Coming out from their reverie and tearing their gazes from each other, Tara was the first to say something:



“I....ummm....I t-think w-we should go unpack e-everything...” said Tara, cursing her stuttering. It always appeared when she was afraid, hurting or when she was in front of Willow...



“Yeah, whe should...” answered Willow “gotta get everything ready for tomorrow...”



The walk back to their dorm room was a really quiet one, with both of them lost in their own thoughts about the other....and at the same moment they smiled at each other thinking just the same:



‘I don’t think I’m gonna be able to focus on everything else than her during the lessons....neither on the room...’



To be continued....



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Ummmmm......I really hope you like it.....and.....feedback, pleeeeease? You've made an addict for feedback out of me with your great replies! :D



Willowtara19 :kitty













Willowtara19
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby SJ » Sun Oct 12, 2003 5:39 am

Very cute Willow&Tara having the exact same thoughts :)

Roomies and classmates :cool

Wonder which one of them is going to say something first :glasses

Great update :clap

SJ
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby undertheirspell » Sun Oct 12, 2003 6:40 am

:clap :clap :clap Great Job!!! :clap :clap :clap

I just love fics like this and I just love the idea of them being roomies. :bounce :bounce :bounce



And the internal conversations they are having with themselves is just priceless.



more soon?? :pray :pray :pray

Gina.



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"The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you'll get it right." ~~~ In This Diary, By - The Ataris

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Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby snuggle79 » Sun Oct 12, 2003 7:35 am

ooh, love is in the air...lol

Very cute! :heart

can't wait for more!

snuggle79

This is how everyday should end and start ..and all the stuff in the middle

The greatest thing you'll learn, is just to love and be loved in return.





snuggle79
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby kindagay » Sun Oct 12, 2003 7:42 am

Aww, it's just getting sweeter.



Roomies & classmates, spending that much time together I'm sure (I hope) it won't take them too long to admit how they feel about each other.



Keep up the good work

:)

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Posh flowers make me feel groovy - My niece

kindagay
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX » Sun Oct 12, 2003 8:20 am

hey V

again i have to say i really like it and hope you update soon. :pray and you a good writer girl so keep going and makes all us W/T rommies and classmates fans happy:D



X{ deadducky

XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby FIRESIGN » Sun Oct 12, 2003 8:48 am

Hey Kiddo!



Nice job! Keep it coming! You're doing great!!!



-Cin:applause :applause :applause :applause :applause

FIRESIGN
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby The Rose24 » Sun Oct 12, 2003 9:29 am

Willow and Tara are stuck with each other, huh? It is obvious they don't mind. :grin

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


The Rose24
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby intricate mirage » Sun Oct 12, 2003 10:58 am

Hey Willowtara19 :wave



Roomies - Yep! Great idea! Well I'm not sure what you have in mind for our two lovelies but I bet you'll fully utilise the advantage of them having their own privacy literally 24/7 minus the classes :wink



Roomies and classmates...? This just keeps getting better and better! :D Willow and Tara having the same thoughts... Cute! Hoping for W/T goodness to ensue soon!



Great update! :clap

~ Cas



---

My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky


intricate mirage
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby bluewillowwitch » Sun Oct 12, 2003 6:34 pm

:bigwave ,

I really like what you have so far. :applause :applause :willow and :tara are so cute. :heart I can't wait to :read more and see what happens next. Update soon, please? :pray :pray :pray :pray







bluewillowwitch :glasses :flower :fallen :peace

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

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Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Willster » Sun Oct 12, 2003 8:31 pm

I love what i read so far!!



How great is it for them to be roomie and classmates.



Can't wait to see where this fic is going!!

Willster
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby xita » Mon Oct 13, 2003 12:23 am

Oh roommates, so much fun! What an ideal situation , but dangerous too, they might play it cool for a while. Or they may not! Thanks for the fic!

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"Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose."


-Me & Bobby
McGee

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Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Willowtara19 » Mon Oct 13, 2003 6:46 am

:bigwave , kittens!!



Thank you very much all of you for your great and encouraging feedback!! :applause I really love it!!! :p



It seems you're enjoying the fic....and there I thought it wasn't any good! YAY!!:bounce



I have to leave now to go to classes....I'll be back later today with the individual replies and another update! :)



Willowtara19 :kitty

Willowtara19
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Tempest Duer » Mon Oct 13, 2003 5:18 pm

Love is in the air... :D And more than a bit of just ordinary sparks as well.

Choosing not to decide is still a choice.

Tempest Duer
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Draco119 » Mon Oct 13, 2003 8:29 pm

Willow and Tara are room mates...oh the possibilites. :blush I love your fic and I hope to :read more soon.

Draco119
 


Re: FIRST FIC: AU: FINDING HOME

Postby Willowtara19 » Tue Oct 14, 2003 3:59 pm

:bigwave , kittens!!



Sorry I took so long to answer to the feedback and post an update....Bad me! :punish



SJ: Thank you very much for your feedback! I think today's update is gonna give you a clue on who's going to be the first...:D



undertheirspell: I'm really glad you like it, Gina! I hope I can continue to write it as you like it :)



snuggle79: *sings: "Love is in the air..."* :p I hope you like today's update as much as this one :)



kindagay: I'm really happy you're enjoying it! But I have to tell you something...I'm gonna make them wait just a little more...aren't I :fallen ?



XXSuicidalMindDepressedXX: he he he :lol I'll do everything I can to make you happy fans! And I really like that you like the story, duckie! :)



FIRESIGN: It really means a lot to me that you take time to read my fic and leave me some feedback....thanks a lot, Cin! :pride



The Rose24: Yep, totally and completely stucked....but, as you said, I don't think they'll mind... :eyebrow



intricate mirage: Hi, Cas! Glad you're liking this fic...and believe me, I will take advantage of their privacy...but I'm going to make them wait a little more! :devil



bluewillowwitch: Sorry I took so long to update...but I hope today's update makes it up! I really hope you like it :)



Willster: Ummm....still not completely sure where it's going either...but I do have some really good ideas :wink Hope you'll like them...



xita: WOW! I have to say that when I saw your name in the thread I went all happy and started doing the happy dance :D I should be the one thanking you for your feedback...so thanks a lot, xita! I hope you like this update...



Tempest Duer: Yes there are, aren't they? Guess where they'll take our girls? :glasses



Draco119: I'm really glad you liked it....I hope you also enjoy today's update! :)



Once again, thank you all for the great feedback!! I really love it!!! :applause



And now...well, here's the update...I hope the wait's been worth it :)

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TITLE: FINDING HOME

AUTHOR: Willowtara19

RATING: I’ll let you know when it’s NC-17

DISCLAIMER: The Scoobies don’t belong to me (though I wish they did ;) )... I’m not making any money out of this... yadda yadda yadda.

FEEDBACK: Yes!! But please be gentle with me, ‘kay? This is my first attempt at writing a fic...

And now, on with the story!



*****************************



Previously, on FINDING HOME...



The walk back to their dorm room was a really quiet one, with both of them lost in their own thoughts about the other....and at the same moment they smiled at each other thinking just the same:



'I don't think I'm gonna be able to focus on everything else than her during the lessons....neither on the room...'



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It had been their first day of class. Both Willow and Tara were in the same classroom, fact that made the two girls really happy and very nervous, all at the same time.



Really happy because each one of them were very attracted to one another and wanted to be as close as possible; very nervous because being so close to each other, they knew they wouldn’t be able to concentratre on the lesson at all...



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Finally, lunch time’s break came and Tara, instead of going to the dining room with Willow, went upstairs to their room. She had told Willow that she had forgotten one of her books there, and that she would be back in time for the next lesson.



But, truth to be told, Tara hadn’t forgotten her book....what she wanted was some time to compose herself before going back to the classroom.



Flopping down on her bed face first, she sighed and then rolled on to her back, staring at the ceiling as she had done the day before...



‘Tara Maclay,’ she thought ‘you really have to get a hold of yourself here before you scare that little beautiful redhead!’



Earlier that morning, Willow and Tara had gone together to their classroom, and they decided to go to the back of the room so that they could sit next to each other....since the seats in the front were already taken.



A few minutes later, the first teacher they were going to meet, Jack Watson, came in.



But Tara was so completely lost in her thoughts about the redheaded beauty sitting on her right that the only thing she heard before drifting away was that Jack was their History teacher for this first semester.



Suddenly, Tara realized that the whole class had turned around and was looking in her direction...



‘Oh, Goddess!’ Tara thought ‘I’m blushing again just from remembering it!’



It seemed that Jack, their History teacher, had been naming each of the students in his class to check if everybody was there and to remember their faces and names, but Tara realized he was calling her when Willow softly whispered to her:



“He’s calling for you, Tara!”



‘I still can’t believe that just happened!’ exclaimed Tara inwardly, exasperated with herself ‘If I happened to have a chance with Willow at all, I’m sure I just screwed it! She surely thinks I’m really dumb....Who are you trying to kid, Tara Maclay? Even if she did like girls.....why would she want to be with you?’



Sighing once again, Tara got up from the bed and looked at her clock, which was on the nightstand....



“Well, Tara Maclay,” she said out loud to herself “ you have five minutes left before the next lesson starts....Let’s see if you can compose yourself and make it through the last two hours without looking like the dumb girl that you are!”



Straightening her clothes, Tara grabbed her books on the way to the door and left their room....



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On the other hand, Willow had gone to the dining room to have something to eat....her stomach was grumbling so loud that she thought half of the people, if not more, could hear it....



After getting herself a sandwich and an orange juice, Willow looked towards one of the corners and, seeing a free table, she went over and sat down.



Turning her head, Willow started looking through the window, but without seeing anything....her mind was lost on her own thoughts...



‘Okay,’ thought Willow ‘what has just happened? Can it be that Tara was distracted because she was looking at me? Can it be possible that she likes girls?’



Absently, Willow grabbed her sandwich and took a small bite....



‘Let’s see...’ Willow continued lost in her thoughts ‘If that’s true, there’s a small possibility that Tara likes girls....and, if she does, maybe she even likes me...but if that’s true, she won’t say a thing....she seems to be so shy...’



Sighing much in the same fashion that Tara had done it, Willow took a tiny sip of her orange juice....



‘I do know I like her...’ she went on, her never incessant babble mode on even when she was thinking ‘I mean, how can I not like her? She has those gorgeous baby blues.... and her lips, they look so soft....and the way she smiles....gotta love that one-sided smile of hers...and, her body....oh, Goddess, her body....she is a hottie....and I’m sure she doesn’t even know it....and that makes her even more adorable....and....did I mention her body? Let’s not go there, Rosenberg...if you keep this trail of thought, assisting to the following lessons won’t be the thing you’ll be doing...’



She kept on looking through the window without seeing anything or anyone....when all of the sudden her face brightened up....



‘I got it!’ she exclaimed mentally ‘The first thing I’m gonna do is try to figure out if Tara likes girls....then, if she does, I’ll try to figure out if she likes me! Yep, that’s a really good idea, Rosenberg! Maybe the best one you’ll ever have! Go yourself!! But....how am I going to do it?’



Willow sighed yet again and looked at her watch...



‘It’s getting late!’ she thought, grabbing her books and leaving the dining room in a hurry....



Looking towards the stairs which lead to the dorms, Willow saw Tara descending them....



‘She really is beautiful...’ she thought. Then, she put her resolve face on...



‘I will find a way to figure it all out’ was Willow’s last thought before she walked towards Tara, half of her sandwich and nearly all of her orange juice forgotten...



To be continued....



Well, did you like it? :pray Goddess, I really hope so.... :pray



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