I have already been sad since I first heard of Tara's upcoming death, but Wednesday night I finally started to mourn. Tara was more than a 'person' to me, she was an idol (which is a very, very rare thing for me to have) and her relationship with Willow gave me so much hope for myself. But, shattered now.
Yesterday I was still mourning until I realized that, although the writers killed her on-screen, this is the Buffy-verse after all. Anything is possible. I don't let ME's recent madness negate what they created for me with Tara. Tara will be back and live on in our hearts and our stories, which, since the whole Buffy-verse is a fantastic creation anyway, is an as legitimate version of the Buffy-verse as any other version out there. I can live with that. Willow and Tara can live with that.
Qui-Gon in Star Wars 1 to Anakin:
"Always remember: your focus determines your reality." (quoted from memory)
My focus on W/T determines my reality. I hope I am not the only one.
TW
[Sorry to post this as a new thread but, although I looked through most of the other threads, it didn't really seems to fit in anywhere. But if you, mods, know a good place then put it there by all means.

