Well thats and hour and a half of my life that wont be coming back!
I cant believe that was the season finale to Buffy! Buffy, the show Ive watched and loved since S1. Even in its more wobbly moments its never disappointed me with its season finales.
This one was terrible.
Im glad I watched it a work so at least in a round about way I got paid for it!
I keep thinking, okay maybe some of the effects were cool, and wasnt it good to see Giles and didnt Willow look pretty cool with the whole black = evil ensemble but
then it hits me and I remember
Season 1 Prophecy Girl, Buffy aged16 and knowing shes going to die, Giles wishing he could change it, her excepting it like a hero, going to find the Master regardless. Being found drowned by Angel, saved by ordinary boy next door Xander, the whole who will save you now/what hero speech - smash cutting so coolly into the newly alive Buffy walking the corridors of the high school with Angel and Xander with full heroic purpose while the Nerf Herder theme pounded in the background, the great lines You have punch mouth, I flunked the written. and We saved the world I say we party I remember the elation, the closure - the entertainment.
On to Season 2, such angst, such pain and love, the others being ambushed Giles captured, Willow hurt, None of my friends have a rock this big Spike when he was cool, the world eating demon, the cooler than hell sword fight showing us with a furious battle and few words how we can hate most what we have loved most. Then Willow and the spell, Angel souled, Xander despite his hatred of Angel still there for his friends and then the coup de grace the sword through true loves heart saving the world but Buffy losing all that would have meant the world to a teenage girl - her true love back as himself - and then the running away, the others not knowing. I remember the pain, the emotion - the entertainment.
Season 3 Everything Perfect television with the epic ness of the best films. Faith, You kill me you become me B Buffy showing how far shed come, how much she had grown the fight between the slayers exhilarating and justified each struggling as much with them selves as each other. Willow and Oz finding the love even in a crisis - perfect and real. Were gonna need a bigger boat Missed the heart Meant to, Hes gonna do the whole speech, thats just evil. Man just ascend already the SNAKE, the fight at the end!!!!We survived, High School. Angel going, Fire bad, Tree pretty, metaphor on so many levels we grow up and move on all of us. I remember the elation, the excitement - the entertainment.
Season 4 uneven at times but the endings, Primeval great effects, all the scoobs together again, cool, cool Matrix Buffy, brilliant pacing, exciting fights epic once again. Better than most action movies. Restless where to begin, bold, infuriating, beautiful, brave- all about meanings and metaphor. Tara as the guide, Be back before Dawn Sooo much foreshadowing so much about our characters we know and love so well, so many hints and references. Mmm naked Tara, Spike posing, the cheese man, You think you know, what you are? You havent even begun. I remember the confusion, the deep discussions with other fans, the interest, the intrigue - the entertainment.
Season 5 ONLY A BLOODY YEAR AGO ME!! I knew what was going to happen and I still cried! Everybody there together Shes with me! Did anybody know the slayers a robot I will always find you God that end scene - the music, the rising sun, the slow motion dive, a heros death captured, her friends grieving Spike beginning to cry (remember when he was emotionally effecting even when not likable) beautiful, moving television. I remember the tears, the exhilaration, the soaring beauty - the entertainment.
Now what do we have muddled plotting, poor dialogue, cheap effects. No adherence to the characters weve come to love over the last few years. It felt bombastic, cheesy and embarrassing, but most of all small. Considering the sense of epic the other seasons managed on less budget Two to Go & Grave felt small and cheap. I never felt the world was in danger from Willow and the lady demon thingy, but I did when Angel found out his blood was the key to Acathla in S2. The excellent writing has always helped the execution of these stories in Buffy allowing us to suspend disbelief even when the budget limitations were there. I really cant believe I watched the same show as the one I was riveted to a year ago. No understanding, no joy, no excitement, NO entertainment.
It will take a miracle to bring back BTVS from TV hell even if Joss manages it I wont know because after tonight Im done with it. I hate what they have done to my best most favorite TV show, its broken my heart.
Sorry to post such a long, long and ranty post for my first official one at the kitten. Ive lurked here for a very long time and everyone here seems to be, without a shadow of a doubt, the most kind, funny, sensitive, intelligent caring group of people I have encountered in my many (too many!) years as a television fan big big love to you all.
Strapping Lass