Random Scribblings

[little miss 666]

Once again, thankyou. So much. All of you.



Enjoy these poems, i don't think i'll be writing again for a while. I need a break to work through things. Some of these were written a while ago, the last one, only a few moments ago. Enjoy.



Thankyou for your thoughts





Fuck you David...



It’s been

27hours

Since I last saw you

27seconds

Since I last showered

27 moments

Since I last cried



You burnt me

With 27 touches

You hurt me

With 27 kisses

You said my name

27 times



I hit you

In 27 places

I’ll cry again

In 27 moments

I’ll shower again

In 27 seconds



I’ll never forgive you

For the 27 minutes



You broke me in...





___________________







FWF?



Suddenly I feel hunger

Like I’ve never known before

It’s deep

Primal

Invades my gut

Toys with my insides

Until I can’t function anymore



I must be sated

I must have satisfaction



Reaching out I trace your smooth skin

I could live on just your juice

Your flesh

You



I cradle you

Not like a child

But like something entirely precious

Something worshipped

And loved



So silently bringing myself down

I whisper a thanks for this divine blessing

And

I drink

I eat

I finally feel alive



Shucks don’t you just love nectarines!?



(title = Fruit..What Fruit?)







__________________________







Forgive me



Flesh

Fantasy

Flesh of fantasy

Fantasy of flesh

And bone

And blood



A pulse.



Forgive me for wanting you so basically

But sometimes all I crave

Is to feel your pulse

Under my skin



To feel you as close

As we can possibly get

And to push that little bit further

Push the boundaries of our separation

Until reality’s walls give in

To all that we are

And have



Forgive me for wanting you so basically





________________________







I’ve never felt this before

It’s like

My whole chest has exploded

And is splayed across the landscape of the world

Everywhere.



Around me



Around you



Except I’m the only one that sees it

I’m the only one who can hear it dripping from the walls

I’m the only one who can feel it underneath my fingertips

Like dirt

Needing

To be washed away...





________________________







I was in so much pain

I couldn’t see straight

I couldn’t think

Couldn’t write

I couldn’t do anything

But stare into the apparent absence of air

Slowing suffocating myself

In the darkness of my room





_________________________





I wish I hated you

I wish that your pain made me feel better

But it only makes this worse

Because you’re such a good person

Such a beautiful spirit

Such a kind heart

But then again, you’d have to be

That’s why she loves you...





__________________________







This is the first time in my life

That I have ever felt defeat

I don’t know how

But it is obvious to me

How much you really love her



In the way you write

The words you choose

The images that are born from you’re want and devotion

You love her

Need her

And she is yours.





_________________________





My body

Numb

I’m so sorry.



Salt tears burn

Shame

I’m so sorry.



My vision blurs

Beaten

I’m so sorry.



My throat closes

Scared

I’m so sorry.



I’ve never cried

Quite like that before



In solitude

In fear

In, so much pain



Pain at my weakness

It won’t go away



I’m so sorry

That it happened

I’m so sorry

That I felt it

And I’m so sorry

That I’ll feel it again





I’m so sorry

I havent gotten rid of it yet...









Thankyou so much for reading.







- Love Bell...

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

[onyxsundrops]

Hope to see you back shortly. Those poems were fantastic, really. Raw, angry, emotional. Loved them.



Yvonne

[Wired vixen]

Wow, those recent ones...wow! I love poems that i can emphasise with, you truly are a great writer and conveyeur of these emotions! Wow..... Yes i bowed!!



Stace xXx

[numbered words]

I'm taking the advise that you gave me about reading my own poetry and detaching myself to get a clearer view. I'm looking from the outside.



These are very raw and emotional. Any reader would easily be struck by the longing and the hurt. It's very admirable. You're talented.



-Kristyn

[WickedReds]

Holy batmonkeys... Bell ur stuff is Brilliant... so dark, such emotions... ur a genius.. just wow... really wow...



-reds



Mein Banane tanzt für Schmutz

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'e the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies

[SJ]

Amazing poetry

[angel of salvation]

i hav missed so much poetry! you may punish me now...*ahshamed* but I am here and after reading, i see greatnessi nthe making. That short lil thing updates ago about I-Love-You was so kool Me likey these very much write more soon!



Jess xxx

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

.:~*My anime site*~:.

[little miss 666]

Hi there. So i'm back for a short while, i wouldn't even say that i was back lol. I just wanted to post something because i can't sleep and i'm bored.



I'm so bored infact that YES! you got it, i'm actually doing individual feedback!!!! what kind of topsy turvy world is this?!





Onyxsundrops: Awh jee, feedback like that from a writer like you does my heart good thankyou sooososososo much for it.



Wired vixen: *gapes* you bowed? To meee? Woah! Okay, gimme a moment 2 bask… lol, okay I’m all basked up, thanks a lot for that and I’m not sure I like that u can empathize with my dark poetry, it’s all blehy!



Kristyn: Thank you, a lot, I mean, so much. Just, heh, thankyou.



WickedReds: A genius?! Woah lol…and thanks a lot for your feedback, it always just, does something, when your emotions get wows. I hope you like what I’ve got coming up, it’s nowhere near as good. I just feel drained right now so it’s probably a lot less engrossing and intense.



SJ: Thanks SJ! I got an amazing poetry out of you!! WHOOT! Each other time I got ‘good poems’ I so challenged myself to get something better! *triumphant laugh* mwaahaaha! Yay!



angel of salvation: Punish you hey? *giggles* no punishment necessary! It’s all good lol. And woah! Greatness in the making? Wow! Thanks so much lol , I wouldn’t go so far as to say greatness though hehe. Yea, I like the ‘I love you’ thing too haha, I wrote it at school on the back of a muslie bar wrapper. My friend was talking about how guys never mean it when they say ‘I love you’ and I just started doodling and that was what resulted.





Oookay, three blobs for you this time. Scribbles and Drabbles, two poems, one quite short emotive piece. Hope you like. Enjoy!









My pen is still

Hesitating

What I feel, is only real

If it’s born through the labours of my hand

This can’t touch me

If I bury it deep enough

This can’t hurt me

If I never let it out

This can’t live in me

If I kill it first







______________________________________









I type the same words

Over and over again

“I don’t care I don’t care”

Fingers hit light grey keys

Senseless



“I feel nothing I feel nothing”

No more tears

There’s no more anything

Nothing left to express

Nothing left to expel

Empty.



I don’t care

I feel nothing

If I type for long enough

It all goes away



Pages

Empty

With black and white words

Words that mean nothing

Words that end up deleted

Forsaken from my troubled thoughts



Bury it all

Deep.



It’ll die

Please God it has to die

Bleed it dry with routine

Steel yourself for the incoming feeling

And kill it

Before it kills you first



Survive.

Kill.

Until there’s nothing



Nothing left to keep you awake

Nothing left to haunt you

Until your body is just like your heart



Bleed it dry

Go on..

..do it.







___________________







I was sitting on a bench, at 5.17 on a damp Monday morning. I was sitting on a bench, and watching the trees talk around me. I was sitting on a bench and everything was bad. I felt bad, my arms hurt, my head hurt. My skin felt stretched and in my youth, I ignorantly complained, whining of life to the chattering trees.



Protests were cut short, a strange sensation on my left ear and wet, cool, rain followed in its wake. Each drop took silver colour in the sky and I watched on as each eventually crashed into the soil or my skin. The consistency grew stronger and finally it felt like a symphony erupted when the damp touched my skin. Like scores of violins strummed life into my soul with just the wetness of the rain. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to feel. Feel the youth so deep inside me, feel the life that fell on my skin in star-like constellations of damp wonder. For the first time in months, I allowed myself to feel the rain sliding down my skin.



The symphony turned to a requiem of sorts when I realised how I missed this simple experience in my life. I recalled the many times in past months where I cursed the rain for wetting my books, where I damned it for wetting my clothes. I watch now, in my musical haze of rain, as the morning joggers do just the same, and I realise that ignorance is not exclusive to youth.



I’m now standing by a bench, at 5.57 on a wet Monday morning. Reviving myself, in the symphonic beauty of the rain.









_____________________





That's all for now, i really hope you had a good read and weren't scrolling down every few seconds coz it was crap lol. Hope ur having a good christmas or general december wherever u are bubye!





- Bell..

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

[Spikeizmine87]

Bell!!!! "gives you a sheep"

I loved these 2 poems and the short diddy (yes i said diddy!) that you wrote. I especially loved the 2nd poem. The whole not caring stuff, I loved it! Write more damnit!!

Edited by: BytrSuite at: 12/21/04 6:43 pm

[Wired vixen]

bellness! I haven't read something as beautiful as that in a long time, your short piece was amazing, the poems were great as per usual, go u!! Really, bellness these are amazing...



You are now officially bellness!!







MORE!!



Stace xXx

"Um...dont mean to ruin the sexcapades...but we need the chips out there. Xanders being a chip whore." -She's my always by spikeizmine87

[SJ]

I like your writing,great visualisation

[numbered words]

i really liked a felt a connection to the third piece. the line drawn between music and rain is something very dear to my heart.



good job.



-Kristyn

[WickedReds]

dont worry Bell... im not in the mood to write right now... i id like to say wow.. wow again... bell ur stuff is great... and i can relate to some of it in away right now...



-reds



Mein Banane tanzt für Schmutz

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'e the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies

[little miss 666]

okay okay, so here i am. I'm sick of not writing, and i'm sick of my stupid writers block SO! i've decided to ask for you're help!



Give me a topic, any topic, it can be a generic feeling, or a specific moment in a persons life, i don't care, as long as it's focused on a feeling, because i can't write anything but feelings. Anyway, you do that and i will try my best to get involved in it and write something about it.



You'd be helping me so much by doing this, you have no idea how frustrating it is for me to not be able to write anything! Blarg! Okay anyway, i hope you consider this! Thankyou beloved kitties!



- Bellos!

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

[SJ]

Okay a topic for you,long distance relationships.

[little miss 666]

oooh, long distance relationships hey? hmm, yeeess, that's good, it's broad, but it's good. hmm, yes, thankees for that SJ I've always found that particular topic hard to write about so it should keep me busy! hehe yaaay! thanks again matey!



Anymore suggestions? topic? Always more than welcome !



- Bellos

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

[Wired vixen]

Hoookay.....how....about....feeling alone? that can provoke a range of emotion in itself, depression, anger, vengence...ya know...your borderline emotion wheel Uhm....or happy! How bout some happiness? Love obviously a common topic, but the feeling of achieving is equally fulfilling Jealousy is very powerful too..sometimes you crave the angst and longing feeling,but you dont necessarliy want to be in the position.. but i dunno...Ok i'm naff at this...you should just sit down and listen to some music, does music help? Angry music has its perks! hehe

Ok i probably didnt really help, but i hope you start writing soon! I miss your poemness Take care!



Stace xXx



ETA: blarg? lmao can i steal that? its great!!

I've been waiting, for things that never come.... -VD

Edited by: Wired vixen  at: 1/22/05 9:49 am

[little miss 666]

*strolls in meekly* okay okay, so im finally updating lol I wasn't planning on it but after recieving some not-so-subtle hints from my fellow kickass nut stace i decided to clear my head and try to write.



I don't know how many i've got, i just wrote the last line a minute ago and i haven't edited any, so expect them to be crap. My writer's block is still affecting me, i just can't seem to get the level of emotion i want. Blarg!



Aaaanyway, i'll stop babbling, i hope u enjoy





Poem one (inspired by stace asking for happy love poems, well, this is about as happy as my writing gets )



Colour is overrated

Stark, intrusive, invading in my day

My eyes sting from it’s persistence

It’s never faltering

..Persistence



Bind me

Blind me

From it’s presence

Make it so it’s not so real



Colour loses all semblance of importance

When faced with

The black of your eyes

The white of your teeth

The grey of your skin



My black and white love

Shade in the spaces

Make me complete



Save me from the colours

I do not want nor need

Make the world black and white

Simple, clear and beautiful



Make my world exist

Within the landscape of your face

Make you everything to me

Make me numb to all else

But the feel of your smile

Under my lips



Make me feel

Please?





Poem two (uhm, inspired by no one but me)



Memories flicker

Through tightly woven skin

Scents, sights

..scars



past pains

not-so-healed hurts

force their way through stubborn cells

and rest on the surface, for all (you) to see

..traitors



understanding eyes and lips

strive to smooth away the screams

hands hold a firm grip

please don’t ever let go..

blue eyes swim in more than just confusion and tears

..acceptance?



lungs labour

to keep from collapsing

they tire

from holding worlds together

..secrets..



emotion emerges

exhaustion appears

bodies rest

only slightly less fearful than before

..redemption?



not yet

but closer than before.





Poem three (inspired by stace talking about power, and by me)



Shhh boy, not yet

Let me play a little longer

Keep your fingers clutching sand

Let me play a litter longer

Don’t speak the words you need to say

Don’t move your lips

No, not quite yet

Please my sweet, innocent, boy

Let me play a little longer

Let me sit upon my throne

Power pooled within my eyes

Let me rule you both soul and mind

Let me own your skin

Let me play a little longer



Don’t look at me like that

Don’t allow emotion through

You’re not suppose to be like that

Cold, empty player boy

Move from girl to girl

Let me play a little longer

Don’t kill my game

Don’t ruin me

Please



Keep your hands clutching sand

Listen as the waves they crash

Smell the jetty

Taste my lips

Just let me play a little longer

Let me own you

Just a little longer..





Poem four (this started off being inspired by SJ's suggestion of long distance relationships, but then it changed into whatever was in my head at the time lol)



Let me tempt you

Tease you

Never let me touch you

Never let me break you

Never let me in



Let me trick you

Taste you

Never let me trust you

Never let me love you

Never let me in



My plea to you

Enjoy me enjoying you

But never let me in

Never let me in

Please



incomplete babble that may or may not turn into a poem of sorts (just made it up then inspired by the Inward Eyes reply page lol)



The house is empty

It always is

But you’re always on my mind

A painless, painful, heart-wrenching warming breaking, softly woven tattoo

Under my damp eyelids



And I wonder when it was

That I began to feel so un-alone







..*bites lip* wow, i forgot how nervewracking it is posting stuff on here lol, so um, that's it for now, hope you enjoyed it



humble thanks for reading and remember! i still need suggestions lol, don't be shy, im up for anything to cure me of this insano writers block!





- Bellness

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

Edited by: little miss 666 at: 2/5/05 8:11 am

[Wired vixen]

Bellness! oooh look at the poemness!

Ok, this 'points in numerical order' malarky seems to be the easiest way to give fb!



1) You should babble more often, its great! I think rose said we were alike on that...cos we're kick ass nuts damnit!



2) POEM 1: Oh hey my name was mentioned! I like it when i can help I don't think i can pick out a favourite part as the whole poem- its my favourite out of your lil collection here, it has a simple meaning, but the verses say so much, uhm, wait i do have a favourite part!!



Colour loses all semblance of importance

When faced with

The black of your eyes

The white of your teeth

The grey of your skin



My black and white love

Shade in the spaces

Make me complete



Ok it was a BIG bit, but the words were beautiful, it would be great to see more happy ones like this one!



2) POEM 2: blue eyes swim in more than just confusion and tears

..acceptance?

Again....the simplicity of this line is powerful, the personification of the 'blue eyes' made this line what it is. Ironic that eyes are already living? blarg...give up! hehe



3) POEM 3: look! my name again! hehe i like this game 'spot stace's name' With a critical eye i would say this was the weakest out of the bunch, but great none the less The imagery was amazing, kind of like a dream, surreal yet uhm...real? lol yeah somethin like that...



4) POEM 4: gah i know this feeling too well....its so frustrating! And exactly how my feelings play in my mind, except i love my gf But yeah, the thoughts are there...well written!



5) A painless, painful, heart-wrenching warming breaking, softly woven tattoo

Under my damp eyelids



This part struck me, it might be a colelction of thoughts but that line was gooood! Yes very much so...



6) Nervous? you? NEVER! hehe, nuts don't geet nervous! stand tall agent...uh....number 69! Its the first number in the numbered squad of kickass nuts who are numbered! And oooh! you could so write about scraping johnny offa the ground! hahaha ok that was nasty....



UPDATE SOOOOOON!!!







Stace xXx

Light up, light up...As if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.... <3

-Snow Patrol

[Spikeizmine87]

"waves at bell" wonderfull poems!! Im too lazy to give in depth, quirky, detailed fb! hehe Hope you write more soon!

-Rose

"I would cry...I would die if I lost you..." Alex Parks

[angel of salvation]

poems! i missed them! noooo! but I am here, i promise and I will leave FB from now on. I hope...I keep forgetting things bad me. anyway:



latest update=wow!



i loved that er ...*counts* THIRD poem, bout the power and stuff! that was fun, I was all sucked in from the second line. yay for you and your great poemness!

Quote:

---

Shhh boy, not yet

Let me play a little longer

---

*points at it and smiles*



and the other ones were also v gud. I like-ed the one which poem four. the those tease, tempt thing was fun *pulls mind outta the gutter* I..er..i mean kool



Do not be scared posting things here Bell! Its fun and your poems are great! Woo Hmmmmmthings to cure writters block...well u cud run down the street (maybe naked) and stare at cars like a deer in headlights, ut thet'll prob hurt...I think I tried it once...but it came up with an update. heh. hmmm topics topics topics.....................



oo I know...how about...erm....something to do with things changing, for good or bad...i'm no gud at this *sulks* but great poems anyway! Write more sooooon!



Jess xxx



Edit: Stace said I shud also say 'ur a kickass nut' so everyone's happy lol *runs off*

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

.:~*My anime site*~:.

Edited by: angel of salvation at: 2/4/05 10:49 am

[SJ]

Liked all those poems,great writing

[little miss 666]

AK! I'm in danger of being bumped down to page two! NEVER! lol, okay so im just about to go 2 sleep coz i have school in four hours and suddenly my internet explorer starts to work again my computer's almost as random as i am!



mmmoookay, one quick poem update, im still battling the block, gotta find me some inspiration quick smart!



*a few minutes later* wow, i just went into my document and i've written a few poems that i havent posted yet, most are crap because they're all unedited so please don't base any talent i have on these the first one is crap, its just me trying to find good images, stretch my wings a bit, the rest are pretty recent, the last one's the only one which has been edited though lol mokay here we go! break it down now! :







Cut a deck of cards

And what do you see?

Kings

Queens

Fools.



Pick up a card

Different than the rest

Joker of black

Still a card but not quite the same

Somebodies fool



Rip a card right down its throat

And what do you see?

You see a queen

Nursing a broken heart



You see a king

Two faced



A Jack

Blind



An ace

Faceless ace



Rip a card right down its throat

Go on







___________







I find it sad

So sad

That you seem to think

So little

Of yourself

Can you not see?

See how you shine?

See how you glow?

Illuminating my world

As you gift it with your thoughts



You shine

More brilliant than the sun

You shine

And I



I Fall





___________







A dimmed surrounding

Soft surrender



Let me touch you



My request

Please

Watch me plead with you

Watch me beg



Please

Let me touch you



Past dead cells

To your second skin

So raw

Vulnerable

Trust me

Let me

My request

My plea



Please







___________







I held the moment

Tenderly in my mind

Framed so perfectly

Captured completely



A thousand descriptions could never be accurate

Or just

To what I saw

To everything I felt



Ghost sensations against my fingertips



Flesh captured under my teeth

Is it yours?

As I travel across burning skin

Devouring

Leaving nothing but want and flames in my wake



Or is it mine?

As I bite down on my lip

Hard

In frustration

And want

And pain



Is the salt I taste

Droplets of sweat

As I watch them run down your skin like raindrops

Catching them before they fall

Hungry for more

Already a slave to the taste

I’ve come to know

As yours



Or is it from the tears that leak

Traitors to my eyes

And my heart.



I hate them



They don’t taste like you



Is that you I hear?

Hoarsely crying out



Desperate



In need of confirmation of how mind blowing

World changing

Earth shattering

This all is



Or is it me?



Screaming my frustration

As I sit in my chair

And try to douse the flames

Slowly licking at my skin

As always

Wanting

You





__________





Thassit for now i suppose, as always i offer humble thanks for taking the time to visit my mind





- Bellness







PS: As always, i also wanna thank all of you for your feedback, definately makes my day, week even lol. Hope you're having a good day wherever you are in the world cheerio!





PPS: edited coz i forgot one 'w' ..

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

Edited by: little miss 666 at: 3/8/05 8:35 am

[angel of salvation]

BELL!!! *hugs you* You're back! *bounces around*



hockay the poems...me likey! I loved the first one, bout the cards...that was realy kool. I liked the end of it:

Quote:

---

Rip a card right down its throat

Go on

---

mwahahahahahahaha



The others were great too, the last one sounds like you were feeling all tingly inside... hehehe GREATNESS! I demand the banana dance for the Bell! *whips it* *evil laugh*



Ok...so I'm in a weird mood, was my birthday yesterday and I gave loads of chocolate by my side... oo oo I have stace the hug so you don't need to come get me! I waddled, kinda...ok i didn't really but i was sitting down at the time...whats that?...ok I'll go now



Jess xxx



ETA: edited for stupid grammer and spelling

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

.:~*My anime site*~:.

Edited by: angel of salvation at: 3/8/05 11:08 am

[Wired vixen]

*Comes strutting in* Hmmm.... i cant really give you detailed fb right now, sorry bellio, im a bit confuzzled and well my retardedness never changed.....



The first one was super cool, you turned a pack of cards into something that could almost depict the games you play with them, money-centred gambling and betting in general, and the harsh let downs of losing. One of my favourite poems written by you



The second...you'll have to explain, got the feeling theres more behind it than just words huh?



Third one.....hmmm.....who does bellio wanna touch.....wanna tell me? you know ya do! hehe, ok im amusing myself now....



The fourth one....well.....can i read into that? cos i think i should be allowed! So can i? you better be saying yes..... Seems you wanted someone very much, or its a feeling you've conveyed really very well....great imagery too, i see it playing....yup....another one of your best



Mmmmkay! i'm done! So go write more and dont come back till ya do, ya hear?







Stacio xXx



ETA: I'm a tard, i cannot spell.

Light up, light up...As if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.... <3

-Snow Patrol

Edited by: Wired vixen  at: 3/8/05 12:13 pm

[SJ]

Great poems

[little miss 666]

Just one for now guys, i've been racking my brain trying to create something that didn't sound retarded. It's hard but! Inspiration struck me just then *smiles* so, here's one for the road..









Expressions Fail





Expressions fail to explain my feelings for you

‘You’re beautiful’

‘Everything’

‘Please’

‘I love you’

They all fail



I cannot reach through to you with them

Tunnel past outer coats

To that second beautiful layer of skin



I cannot show, express, tell you

How I feel

Even though you seem to already know



I cannot tell you

How I stay awake some nights

Thinking about you

Somehow attempting to trick my mind

Into granting you solace in my dreams



I cannot tell you

How I seem to walk for hours, days some times

Thinking about you

Somehow trying to slow my time with you

Then speed it up

Up to the anticipation of that distant day



I cannot tell you

How I say things in common times

Everyday moments with friends

And think about you

Always you

Small smile on my face

In the knowledge and fear that you are mine



And all I wish to do is keep you.



I can never tell you

How much you mean to me

Because it is a mystery

Even to me…











Humble thanks for reading





Bye for now...







-Bell

The shape of you

Is etched inside

My bruised and somewhat sculptured mind

[SJ]

Great poem

[angel of salvation]

awwww thats so sweeeet I loved the last 4 lines:

Quote:

---

I can never tell you

How much you mean to me

Because it is a mystery

Even to me…

---

So perdy! yay! ...i'm in a weird mood again, doing coursework in the libary, gah *pokes Hamlet* i dispise thee Hamlet... anyway ... great poems ness as always write more again soon please! *hugs u and runs off*



Jess xxx

'You're my angel of salvation, and hope, and strength...your my multi-angel'-Jay (My baby)

"Denial, Party of one, You're table's ready"-Spud

]|My Anime Site|[

[Wired vixen]

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey sweetie!! *hugggllesss*



Hmmmm....what to say about this poem....ya know me, i've read it over several times, and it sounds better each time, so.....i feel like faffing! Smileys you say? OF COURSE SILLY!!







SHEEP!!! (my favourite smiley, you hafta know that!!)



um.... FOR EXTRA MEASURE!!



I loooved the poem!!! So now you know you have to write more cos its my duty to bully you into doing so







Angel xXx

Light up, light up...As if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.... <3

-Snow Patrol