Christmas Carols
Renee85
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NOTE: The following is rated
NC-17.
I just changed the rating of this fic to
NC-17...'shrugs'....I'm sure all of us are 18 and over, right? If not, well...if you think you're mature enough, then keep reading, if not...turn back. I'm sure you're parents taught you about the birds and the birds, right?
The decision to change the G-rating is soley based on the needs of Willow and Tara, and well, of us. We need it as much as they do. After being interrupted TWO TIMES, well they pretty much NEED this.... I can't ignore that!
Now...I've never, ever written a love scene before, so bear with me if it sucks. I'll try my best to write the following well, or as well as I can get it. Hopefully it comes out okay.
Continued: "I'm a master." Willow shrugged matter of factly, smiling a huge grin at her lover.
"You really are." Tara nodded, glancing momentarily at the changing rooms, Willow followed her gaze and smiled sensually. They had made love only once at a dressing room, unable to control themselves. And what with the gang interuppting them, and Buffy and Dawn walking in on them last night, they were very much sexually frustrated. All their pent up sexual energy were just bursting to come out and be realeased. They tried to be as self-controled as possible, but they were only human.
"You want to?" Willow asked softly, kissing Tara gently on her lips, her hands began burying themselves in blonde hair.
Tara just nodded, pulling Willow towards the changing rooms.
This time, no one was going to interrupt them.
Tara held tightly onto her lover's hand, gently pulling Willow towards the changing room, the rooms had doors instead of curtains which were closable and lockable, so there was no reason they would be interuppted, that is if they could control themselves and be as quiet as possible, seeing as the rooms were pretty much connected, other people would be just a few feet away from them.
They didn't want to alarm anyone.
As the two girls neared the changing rooms, Willow hurriedly rushed to grab some clothes off a rack, not caring what it was, not even looking at what it was, she just grabbed it, as if they were going to try them on, but they both knew that they were only going to try on each other.
Clothes be damned, they weren't going to be needing them this time.
Not at all.
Willow and Tara were relieved to find out that the changing rooms were pretty much empty, all the doors were opened slightly, telling the two that there was no one in them, and that meant that they could pick and choose which room to go in.
Tara's eyes darted across the small hall and pulled Willow into the far end of the hallwa, gently dragging her into the tiny squared room, locking the door behind them.
As soon as the two girls were sure that they were alone, Willow gently shoved Tara against the wall, capturing the bllonde's lips in a firey kiss, their toungues entwining with each others, their kiss was utterly passionate and loving.
Completley uninhibited.
They kissed for a few more minutes as Tara buried her hands into her lover's bright red hair, her slender fingers dissapearing into the auburn tresses, pulling Willow's face closer to hers, kissing Willow more intently. Tara kissed her like she has never been kissed before, it was more passionate, more loving, more forcefu,l yet gentle at the same time.
The kiss was filled with more desire, more arousal, more...love.
It was just more.
Always more.
Everytime they made love, everytime they kissed, everytime they would just look into each other's eyes...more love enveloped them, surrounded them, filled their hearts and body like something natural, something that would always be, like it was part of them. Every single day, every single minute, every single second that passed, they seemed to want each other more.
They always wanted each other.
The two girls couldn't get enough of each other.
Tara pulled her face back slightly after a moment, panting. Breathing in and out frantically, it was as if they had both run a mile, it sure felt as if they did, it also felt as if they had floated on air, being with each other always felt that way.
Willow was panting as well, her breathing was just as shallow as Tara's.
Their faces were both flushed, pale lipstick were smeared, their hair was messied.
After the two witches had pulled back, they looked intently into each others eyes, just staring deeply into each other's deep orbs, staring into them as if they were looking into each other's souls, as if they could see into each others aura's, reading each other's innermost feelings and thoughts and memorizing them. Always memorizing them.
Their faces were mere inches away from each other.
Their mouths were centimeters away from each other.
Their lips were so close that they were breathing the same air, sharing the same breath.
Their eyes were still locked.
Like they couldn't look away even if they wanted to.
It was magnetic.
It was always magnetic.
"I love you, Tara." Willow said softly, almost in a whisper, her eyes were still locked onto Tara's deep azure orbs. She didn't ever want to look into anyone's eyes, only Tara's, always Tara's. The blonde's deep blue eyes seemed to go on forever, neverending. Willow could look into them for all eternity.
The redhead's words brought a soft smile to Tara's face, her eyes sparkled with a thin sheen of tears, happy tears.
Always happy tears.
"I love you, too." the blonde whispered, her voice just as low as her lover's, their mouths just centimeters apart. Tara watched Willow smile as well, still staring deeply into each other's eyes, Willow's eyes seemed to glimmer under the dim lights of the changing rooms, the deep emerald green of her orbs shining brightly, sparkling a bit under Tara's intense gaze. "I love you more than I've ever loved anyone." she added soflty, bringing her lips to Willow's in a gentle, loving embrace.
"I know." Willow managed to utter between passionate kisses, her hands busying themselves under Tara's long skirt, pushing the soft material up slightly to give herself better access.
Willow carefully broke their kiss, burying her mouth against Tara's neck, kissing the skin under her lover's chin gently and lovingly, sucking the blonde's pulsepoint feverishly. "I always know." Willow declared softly, her voice sending tiny gooseflesh throughout Tara's body, causing her to shiver.
Willow's hands were still busy caressing Tara's inner thigh, her slender fingertips playing with the waistband of the blonde's panties, digging a bit deeper into the material of her undergarmets, pulling the thin fabric lower and lower down her legs, finding...
"Oh, Willow..." Tara let out a soft moan, her eyes closing in passion. She bit her lip slightly to stifle any more moans that may come from her throat, deep from the innermost of her soul, from her heart.
The place where she had kept Willow's. The place where she always kept Willow's. The place where she would always keep Willow's.
Willow brought her mouth back towards Tara's full lips, kissing her gently, kissing the corner of her mouth softly, bringing her tongue to trace in between them, before pushing it's way inside, into the valley of her mouth, their tongues entwining like two vines.
The redhead's hands and slender fingers were still busy playing with the soft blonde hairs of her lover, just inbetween Tara's thighs. They kissed each other again, gently and full of unhibited desire and lust.
Pure and utter arousal.
Pure love.
"Tara..." Willow moaned as Tara pulled up the material of her thick multi-colored sweater a bit higher up her body, her gentle hands snaking its way inside the redhead's shirt, finding a soft rounded breast.
The blonde gently cupped the mound of flesh, massaging it in soft, practiced strokes, caressing Willow's breast. "I...I want...." the redhead tried to say, biting her lip in desire. Pure desire. But something felt a bit off.
"Baby?" Tara asked her lover, her hand still buried under Willow's thick sweater, she opened her eyes at the same moment Willow had, looking deeply and intently into the redhead's deep orbs.
"What is it?" The blonde asked, pulling her hand out of her fiancee's thick sweater and bringing her hand to swipe away a few strands of red hair that had fallen over her lover's flushed face, she pulled up her underwear up a bit and relayed her full attention towards her lover.
"I....I don't want to do it here." Willow quietly confessed, biting her lip a bit. She removed her hand from between Tara's legs reluctantly, looking back into Tara's eyes, silently pleading without saying any words.
Tara caught the look and nodded, understanding. She always understood, she didn't really want their intimate and loving moment, right after being engaged, to be at a changing room. The environment just wasn't as romantic, it could never be as romantic.
"Where?" Tara asked in a whisper, knowing the answer. her eyes were shining, her half-smile warming Willow's soul. She leaned forward to place a soft kiss against Willow's lips, Willow kissed back without thinking, she never had to think to return Tara's embrace.
"Lets go to our hotel room...on our bed..." Willow stated, her voice soft. But Tara managed to hear evey word of it moaning a bit as Willow gently massaged her waist, her slender finger's digging into the fleash there.
Willow looked up into her lover's face, anxiously awaiting an answer or a sign of what Tara had wanted, her eyes quietly pleading.
Tara just nodded. "Let's go....fast." the blonde lifted an eyebrow, her half-smile making an apperance once again,
Willow smiled back, briniging her mouth up to kiss her lover just once before pulling back. Desire was written in both their faces, they were nearly bursting.
Willow pulled Tara into her arms, rushing out of the dressing room, turning the doorknob and pulling open the wooden door roughly, the clothes Willow had taken from the rack sat forgotten on the floor.
The two girls ran towards the exit of the Macy's store, laughing and giggling, oblivious to eveyone around them.
Only they existed.
As they reached the exit of the store Willow and Tara had passed by Xander and Anya, who were still in wrapped in each other's arms, collecting more donations. Various signs had surrounded their new bucket, telling eveyone that only DONATIONS were allowed inside. Xander and Anya had caught the two girls from the corner of their eyes and tried to call after them, but the two witches heard nothing, only themselves.
"Willow...Tara...!" Xander called out loudly as Anya looked on, her brow furrowed. They watched as the two girls contuined laughing a giggling, still in each other's arms, stealing a few tender kisses here and there.
Xander and Anya stood confused for a moment, watching the two amorous lover's dissapear into the street, they then shrugged it off and continued to collect donations. Anya ringing her bell.
"Willow...." Tara laughed aloud, slowing to stop for a bit, catching her breath slightly. "I need to catch my..." Tara inhaled deeply, breathing io much needed oxygen into her lungs.
"Breathe?" Willow finished for her lover, giggling as well. She wrapped her arms around her lover's waist as Tara stood, kissing her passionatley in the middle of the street, small, tiny snowflakes began to fall over them, causing the two girls to look up, smiling.
Tara broke the kiss and laughed delightedly, spinning herself around, her face towards the heavens. "Look, Willow..." Tara began to say, bringing her redheaded lover to spin with her in the middle of the street, utterly happy. "It's snowing....snowflakes." she stated to her lover, pulling her close in a tender hug.
"Isn't it beautiful, Willow?" Tara asked after a moment, stopping their twirling and looking into each other's eyes once again, their faces a close proximity.
"Almost as beautiful as you." Willow whispered, kissing Tara once.
Tara smiled again at Willow's words, tear coming to her eyes...happy tears. "Lets get home." Tara whispered softly into Willow's ear.
Willow nodded enthusiastically and pulled Tara closer to their hotel, and to their hotel room...towards their soft and comfotable bed. When they reached the entrance of their room, they immediately hung the 'Do Not Disturb' sign on their hotel door, grabbing a chair from beside their bed and lodging it under the silver doorknob of their door, blocking anyone from coming in.
Willow gently shoved Tara onto the bed, causing the blonde to lay on her back, Willow crawled after her, laying her body to rest comfortably over her lover, their faces millimeters away.
Willow kissed Tara gently yet feverishly, their lust and passionate feelings unleashing itself in an instant, they weren't going to stop this time, they couldn't.
Willow sat up onto her knees, roughly pulling off her sweater from her body, Tara sat up as well aiding her lover in the removal of her clothes, as soon as the sweater was off, exposing her bra covered breast to Tara's lustful gaze.
Tara made to immediately remove the garment, reaching behind Willow to carefully unclasp the material, pulling the satin straps off Willow's arms, two perky, full breasts were all that Tara could see. Her eyes dilated and lidded as her eyes feasted on the two rounded mounds. "You're so beautiful, Willow." Tara moaned as she eyes the two valleys.
Willow smiled as she watched Tara, she pulled off Tara's blouse in one easy stroke of her wrist, throwing the soft material across the room.
Tara kissed Willow passionatley again, their tongues dueling for power over the other, entwining together as if joined by some magical force.
Tara reached behind her to unclasp her own bra so Willow could take in the sight of her own full, rounded breasts. Breasts that she knew her lover just loved to touch, to carress, to massage into her hands as if that were the only thing that brought her complete sanctity.
Tara knew.
She always knew.
Willow immediatelty brought Tara's breast into her hands, gently massaging them. Loving them with her slender fingers and palm, carressing them absently, her lips never left those of her lover's, their tounges never stopping it's tender and loving dance.
Willow buried her face into Tara's valley of breast, feeling Tara's fingernails digging into her back, loving the sensation of Tara's touch. She reached out her tongue to gently stroke Tara nipples, flicking the perky nubs softly.
Tara's face was buried into the redheads neck, sucking in the tender and soft flesh. Willow began to gently suck Tara's nipples...
After a long while. Willow began trailing her mouth downwards, kissing the soft skin she found their tenderly until she reached the heat of her lover's desire, the moist center of Tara's body that was just waiting for Willow's attentions.
Willow lifted Tara's skirt as high as it could go until all that came between Willow's mouth and Tara's center was a thin garmet of fabric. "Tara...I love you..."
"I love you, too..." Tara moaned loudly in anticipation, biting her lower lip, calling out her fiancee's name in a desire-ridden voice, pure lust. "Willow...." she groaned, lifting her hips in a silent but clear demand. "Willow....I need...." she faltered, swallowing the lump in her throat, her eyes tightly closed, her mouth open slightly in a mute moan, silenlty screaming her want...her needs. " I want...."
Needs only Willow could fulfill.
Always Willow.
Willow smiled sensually, smirking as she watched her lover's face, her flushed and aroused face. She quickly pulled down Tara's panties, throwing the material away from them, not needing them.
They both dispersed of each others clothing tenderly, then...
Willow buried her face into Tara's damp blonde curls, the soft hair tickling the redhead's face, but that didn't matter, nothing else mattered but Tara, always Tara.
"Oh, Tara..." Willow managed to utter. She could smell her. She could smell her scent strongly, her mouth watered.
Willow made her way to gently part her lovers thighs, settling between them. Her hands gently massaging Tara's inner thighs, her mouth inches closer and closer....
"Willow...Oh goddess, Will...." Tara moaned loudly, her head thrashing from side to side on the bed, her hands were buried inside Willow's red tresses, massaging the soft scalp beneath, softy carressing the skin there. "Willow...please...."
Willow smiled at Tara's words, opening her eyes the same time Tara had, staring intently into each other's orbs. Willow smiled again, just once, before dipping her head into Tara's moist center, relishing in her attentions. Her head was buried into Tara's soft hair once again, then the redhead brought ou ther tongue and slowly slid it up Tara's slit.
Slowly, Willow slid her soft tongue from the bottom of Tara's center, all the way from the top, hearing her lover's loud and senual moan raeching her ears, loving it at once. Hearing nothing else.
Willow shivered at the sound, digging her tongue even deeper, relishing in the taste of her lover.
Loving it.
Wanting to drink up every drop of Tara's essence, not wanting an ounce of the blonde's honey to go anywhere else, other then her own wet tongue. Tara was moaning and squirming abover her, her hands in a death grip onto Willow's hair.
Willow continued to lap at Tara's pussy, completely distracted, only seeing one thing. She sucked Tara's tiny clit into her mouth, sucking at it genlty, licking it in soft, feeathery strokes. Continuing her ministractions in a feverish pace.
Sensing that Tara was close, Willow moved away from Tara's center and gently straddled her lover, her thighs resting just on the outside of her lover's, their wet pussies rubbing frantically against each other, the redhead beginning a fast pace and rhythm. The two girls moan loudly, almost reaching their own climaxes.
Biting her lip, Tara sat up, hugging Willow closer to her, wrapping her arms gently across the redhead back, cradling her. Willow kept her sensual pace, their center's continuing their sacred and loving dance, completly connected to the other, not wanting to be apart. Not wanting to let go.
They were connected.
Mind...body....and soul.
"Oh, Willow!" Tara screamed, moaning and groaning even more loudly, finally reaching her climax, releasing several more times in strong intervals.
"Oh, goddess...Tara!" Willow screamed her release as well, their faces close together... breathing the same air... feeling the same sensation... reaching their climaxes at the exact same time. They were both breathing in shallow breaths, in and out in long breathing strokes, completley out of breath.
Their breathing began to slow.
"I love you, Tara." Willow stated softly, kissing her lover gently on the lips. Carefulling pulling themselves to lay together on the bed, their eye contact back.
"I love you too, Willow." Tara whispered, her voice low. "Goddess, I love you."
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To be continued _____________________________________________________________________
For some life lasts a short while, but the memories it holds last forever. -L. Swenson
"You make a place for her in your heart, it's sort of like she becomes a part of you. Does that make sense?" - Tara
Edited by: Renee85 at: 11/28/03 5:37 pm