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Author - photographer02 Disclaimer- Well, I’m not owning it HONESTLY…hehehe… Summary- Willow wanted to search a ‘suitable’ song to give to Tara to show how Tara means to her…or so….This is during Season 4…. Rating- Ermmm…PG-13?? Oh…I don’t know… Note - Honestly, it’s one of my craziest ideas. This is my first story of Willow/Tara….and probably the last (hahahha…I don’t know). I’m not sure if this is just a ridiculous story…or something. I’m warning you that I don’t have a beta for this story…so forgive my mistakes in this. My English is actually my second language. I hope you love it…all of you…. Feedback – Oh please pretty please? For a kitten like me….need some feedbacks! Some supports please? *meow* Okay…on with the story!! Bold – dialogue
Italic – thoughts
Bold Italic – song/lyrics********************************* Willow starts pacing around her dorm room, and then she’ll stop pacing and look at her notebook computer a couple of times. After which feels like a few hours for her, she sighs in frustration and starts pacing around the room again. At this moment she was really relief that Buffy is not here in the room now, because she’s absolutely sure that her best friend will think that she has been beaten by a werewolf or by some demons - by the way she’s acting right now. Finally with another sighed of defeat, she went to sit on her chair and then faces her notebook computer. “I GIVE UP!” She said loudly putting her hands up in the air, showing her defeat. She then looks in concentration at her notebook computer, looking at a list of songs in it. She’s actually trying to figure out what is the suitable song to give to Tara…in non-sexual way of course. ‘Oh this is so hard! How am I going to choose a ‘friendship’ song here...I could just choose a song that describes how I feel now. Hmmm…those luscious lips of hers…her just so perfect breasts when it moves up and down slowly as she breathes in and out when we’re doing a spell…And oh! Those beautiful white neck of hers…and-and…oh shut up Willow! You supposed to focus for a SPECIFIC song for her remember? As a ‘friends’ way??’ Willow thought to herself as she covers her face with her hands, trying to clear the vision of Tara in her mind. Then, after taking a few steady deep breaths, she starts concentrating to search for a song.
Suddenly, she comes up with an idea. She thought to herself, ‘Why don’t I just follow with my mind? I mean, my brain surely knows which songs in here is a friendship song, right? So brain, work on it!’ As she giddily starts searching quickly in the notebook computer for she has classes really soon…like about in two hours time.
After half and hour later, Willow starts relaxing on the chair as she waits for her notebook computer to finish burning the ‘special’ song she chose on a CD to be complete. She is finally happy that she has made it! ‘Now, that wasn’t so bad. I have plenty of time to finish revising my notes now!’ she thought as she sees the burning process is finally done at last.
Excitedly, she takes out the ‘special’ CD and put it in a CD cover. She places it with her books so on the way to her class; she can give it to Tara at the same time. Seeing that she still has time before her classes, she went to open her books and takes her colorful pens out and starts concentrating. As she starts revising, she begins to hum happily as her mind starts congratulating itself along the way.
‘See? That really wasn’t so bad at all! If only I have followed my mind, no problemo! Then I shouldn’t be worrying about what song to choose the last two hours right? Yep Yep Yep!’ she thought happily as she starts jotting down her notes in many different colorful pens.
But as she writes only the first ten words on the paper, she freezes suddenly – realizing about something VERY important. ‘Ermm, what song did I choose exactly?’ she thought. Panicky, she quickly took the CD cover, opens it and quickly inserts it in her notebook computer’s CD ROM. Willow realizes that her hands are really shaking badly so she tries calming herself down. ‘Okay, calm down…no need to panic…I mean, how bad can it be?’ she thought hesitantly. Taking a lot of deep breaths, she presses play on her notebook computer. As she starts hearing the song, her eyes went wide as a big china plate and her pale face went as red as a tomato.
“Hey baby come here
I got something to tell you
See I've been thinking a lot about you lately
And well...”
”We've spent a lot of time together
I think I'm kind of in to you
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm feeling sort of nervous and anxious
To tell you what I'm going through”
”Well it might be the night
Or it might the bright moonlight
All I see is a wonderful need
And beautiful too
So precious and new
And this is all I wanna do”
‘Oh God…please don’t tell me that this song is what it’s supposed to be…’ Willow thought pleadingly.
”I wanna kiss you so bad”
“OH NOOOOO!!!” Willow screams in horror.
”So bad it's driving me mad
I wanna kiss you real good
Oh and I'm wishing I could
(I, I, I wanna, oh baby let me kiss you)”
After hearing that, Willow buries her face on her hands, saying, “No…oh God…No…”
”I have a little tiny confession
I don't know what to do
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh I have a little tiny obsession
With something that's attached to you”
”Well it might be your eyes
Or it might be your nice big ooh”
When Willow heard the last part, Willow’s eyes went big, suddenly thinking about Tara’s beautiful breasts. With that, Willow slowly knocks her head on her table a few times in frustration.
”I don't know if I want my cover blown
I want the truth
Every time I'm with you
This is what I wanna do”
”I wanna kiss you so bad
(Just wanna kiss you baby)
(Can I kiss you?)
So bad it's driving me mad
(Just wanna kiss you baby)”
“(I wanna kiss you)
I wanna kiss you real good
(Just wanna kiss you baby)
(And I'm wishin' I could)
Oh and I'm wishing I could
(I, I, I wanna, oh baby let me kiss you)”
As Willow hears more and more, her body seems to arch a little whenever Tara’s vision comes to her mind sometimes. Willow tries to clear that vision away from her mind by shaking her head furiously.
“Well it might be the smile
Or the way you look into my eyes
Baby ooh what to do
I won't know until I kiss you
That's why, that's why I got to have you
I got to have you baby
I got to have you
Oh that why I
I got to have you
I got to have you baby
I got to have you
I wanna kiss you so bad”
The more she hears the song, the more she wants to take out the CD and burn it so there’ll be no evidence of the CD later. But she couldn’t do it because she starts to like it…a little…
”I wanna kiss you so bad
(Just wanna kiss you baby)
(Can I kiss you?)
So bad it's driving me mad
(Just wanna kiss you baby)
(I wanna kiss you)
I wanna kiss you real good
(Just wanna kiss you baby)
(And I'm wishin' I could)
Oh and I'm wishing I could
(I, I, I wanna, oh baby let me kiss you)”
“Just wanna kiss you baby
Can I kiss you?
Just wanna kiss you baby
I wanna kiss you
Just wanna kiss you baby
And I'm wishin' I could
I, I, I wanna, oh baby let me kiss you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah”
As it ended, Willow’s breathing becomes a little ragged. She just stares at her notebook blankly and suddenly jumps out from her chair and starts pacing the room…again. She was furious with her mind and starts debating in her mind.
‘What in the hellmouth world you’re doing? I told you to find the suitable song about my friendship with Tara! But nooo….you gave this…this song about kissing her sooooo bad and about her breasts? What was that about??! Sure I know that was in my mind the whole time whenever I think about her these past few weeks but I TOLD YOU A FRIENDSHIP SONG!!! NOT LIKE A SEDUCE SONG!!!’ she screams in her mind. Suddenly if it’s possible, her brain starts debating at her. ‘Hey! You trusted me to choose the song for you about half an hour ago and that’s the song I firmly choose for Tara! It’s REALLY SUITABLE! Don’t you dare deny that it is not!’
Willow screams a little in the room as she paces. Her mind was becoming more and more stubborn to her. “Yes! I’m not denying it but we don’t want to scare the girl away right?? Now, I want you to try and find a suitable FRIENDSHIP song alright?! No more games!” she said loudly to her mind, as if she was a crazy person if anybody sees her now. ‘Oh alright alright! Let’s get this over with!’ her brain ‘grumbles’ and Willow quickly went back to sit on her chair and check the list of songs in her notebook computer again.
After taking an hour of searching, she had found a ‘suitable’ song. But before she burns the song in a new CD, she listens to it first so there’ll be no mistake this time.
“Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay”
” I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmm……….. this way”
”I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
I'll always cares”
” I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmm……….. this way”
”And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe”
” I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmm……….. this way”
As the song ended, Willow was satisfied…almost. ‘Hmm…this is the one…mhmm…nice and friendly…no smooches or sexy….this is the one.’ Without a doubt, she quickly burns the new song into a new CD as she now sits back on her chair and relaxes a little. As the burning completed, she took out the CD and put it in another new CD cover and places it at the side table; then continue to revise again.
But not long after that, Willow looks at her watch. ‘Oh no! I have to meet Tara soon! Can’t be late!!’ she thought panicky as she quickly takes her books and distractedly takes the CD and put in her bag as she dashes out from her dorm room.
tbc
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