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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 9 Feb)

Postby mole » Sat Feb 25, 2006 1:01 pm

Hiya Paul,

First, feedback feedback and then on to the latest update.

Darth Pacula wrote:I really liked what you said about magic's place in Tara's life, and her relationship with Willow. It was very eloquent and well thought out.


Thanks for the kind words. If only I could translate said eloquence and fullness of thought to the essay due Monday night. sigh...It's much easier to wax rhapsodic about Willow and Tara than it is about Macroeconomics.

Nameless continues to confound me. I'm torn between disgust at his/her cruelty and fascination with his/her view of the world. Yes, Nameless is one scary person but just think of the insight into the human (and demon) mind s/he has developed over time? You truly have created a wonderful villian. I was especially taken with this:

The human hand is a beautiful thing, sublime in it's design, both simple and complicated. Each bone, each muscle, each sinew working in concert to make something capable of so much. The human hand can create great works of art, just as easily as it can commit atrocities. It can build a machine, paint a picture, convey emotion simply through the medium of touch. No matter whether you believe in evolution, or in the actions of an inscrutable deity, our very bodies are a miracle.


Given all that s/he has been through, the pain and torment, isn't it amazing that Nameless can still find awe in the miracle that is life?


You caught me quite off guard with Tara's reaction to Willow's discovery. Here I was expecting Tara to be supportive from the get-go. There would be shock to be sure, but I didn't expect this painful, wrenching scene.

“How c.. could I not?” Tara replied weakly. “P... people don't g.. get p... pregnant for no r... reason.”

“And you think I've been cheating on you?” Willow asked incredulously. “Are we going here again? You still think I'm just playing at being gay until I get a better offer?”

“No!” blurted Tara, the word almost ripped violently from her lips. “I know you love me ...”


Ouch and double ouch. Perhaps this sequence was all the more painful given the sweetness and devotion of their relationship as witnesses in the preceeding update. You put the beauty of their love for each other in the forefront in the last update and now you smash it with the vagaries of real life.

The more I've thought about Tara's reaction, the less it surprises me. Fact, she and Willow have not been reconciled very long. Fact, their breakup was painful. Fact, Tara has always had an underlying fragility. Yes, she loves Willow without question but the insecurity built within her from childhood has not been vanquished. She still finds it hard to believe, on some level, that she deserves Willow's love. Much like earlier in this wonderful story, when Willow confessed that she didn't feel worthy of Tara's forgiveness and love. Why is it so hard to accept that we are loved and deserving of that love?

I have to say, I really like Timothy. Of course, that has me nervous. Given your evil nature, you've no doubt planned something for him to shock the hell out of we Kittens. Given Isiah's spy-vamp getting himself invited into Timothy's house, I'm doubly concerned. But until then...

“You don't know why,” Timothy muttered beneath his breath with a bewildered shake of his head before responding. “You both love each other? Then what else matters? Did you not want to have children with Willow?”


Good questions. Funny how folks outside the situation are so better equipped to get at the heart of the matter.

Have I mentioned that I really enjoy this story? Thanks for another great chapter.

Looking forward to more,
Michelle
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 25 Feb)

Postby quirked_out » Sat Feb 25, 2006 7:02 pm

Woah.... Um..... Woah.

Yeah that was awesome. Your update was written with power, yet subtle in the reactions of the characters. I must bow, :bow .

Can I just say that all writing should be judged to this standard?

Your reactions were spot on and your explanations flowed beautifully. Tara's reaction was completely true to her character and the situation. Willow's reaction was exactly what I expected, she proved herself true to her Scooby name using understatement in the face of an overwhelming revelation.

You are my hero. I need to go find my girlfriend and have some comfort make-outing, you've totally turned my day on it's head.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 25 Feb)

Postby WillowRulez » Sat Feb 25, 2006 7:10 pm

I was surprised too that Tara thought Willow cheated on her. Even if it would have happened when Willow was 'high', I'd still consider it rape. And in that case Tara really should have stayed and not run off. Ah well, can't blame her. That was all too much for her. Good that Timothy talked to her and got her into perspective again... but does he have to die? I guess we'll find out soon hm? :-D
William Thatcher? Is he related to Margaret? :lol
P.S.: Icky: I suspect that Nameless impregnated her, so I had weird scenarios jumping around in my head while reading.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 25 Feb)

Postby Scortor » Sat Feb 25, 2006 10:27 pm

No, not Timothy! He's such an awesome character, I hope he beats the crap out of William. >:[
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 25 Feb)

Postby Useful_Oxymoron » Tue Feb 28, 2006 2:09 pm

Heya, Paul.

For you it was work that ate up your time, for me it's Empire at War. Man, that's one addictive little game, especially when you finally get control of the Death Star, then I started blowing up planets left and right... even my own. *grumbles* Stupid Emperor wouldn't let me blow up Coruscant, the senile old git... :devil

Alright, back to the story-goodness... I liked the descriptions of Nameless preparing his 'new old' hand. It kinda reminded me of the Pale Master, which is a DnD Necromancer prestige class where the wizard in question gets a skeletal arm with special powers. All things considered, it's very fitting for nameless. I wonder what kind of special powers this thing has, but if the middle finger was any clue, it has a bit of a mind of its own. :)

'Spotted dick'. Hail to one of the most disgusting deserts I've ever had the misfortune of eating. Granted, the one I had was past its sell-by date, but still... Loved the food conversation Giles and Tara had, a sharp and needed humorous contrast there.

And poor Willow... poor Tara too. Willow not knowing what to do, really needing Tara's support and Tara not being able to give it. :( Still, you can't blame Tara for thinking the worst. There's only one way to get pregnant, after all, and Tara doesn't have the required bodyparts.

Timothy really earned his pay for the week. And Tara? Well, Tara, pamper away, I say! :)

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 25 Feb)

Postby Darth Pacula » Tue Mar 07, 2006 1:49 am

G'day all. Latest update will be up shortly (relatively speaking) but first, just for a change, replies to feedback. (You know, I really wish there was a font for sarcasm, it just doesn't work as well when it's written. :-D )

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a willow angel - Well of course Tara came back! This is the kitten after all, and even I'm bound by the rules of Pens (and I wouldn't have it any other way). I suppose I could have strung out the angst even more, but the truth is I didn't really want to.

Tara didn't immediately think of a magical reason for Willow being up the duff mainly due to her own insecurities. But the fact that Tara was so easily convinced to return can be seen as a sign that she knew that was complete bollocks, and she just needed to be reminded of that.

I'm glad you're liking Timothy, because you are actually supposed to. If you hated his guts, well ... that last cliffhanger wouldn't really matter to you, would it? And his role in the story isn't finished yet, but his part is going to start changing from now on.

Thanks for reading!

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Katez0r - G'day, Katez0r.

Oh, oh, you were breaking my heart there for a minute


Okay, now I'm a little conflicted upon reading that. First, I'm happy, because your statement implies that I caused an emotional reaction, which ... well, yay! But then I get bummed about causing my readers emotional pain! Damned if I do, damned if I don't! And I am just now realizing that I'm blowing my cover as a callous bastard, dang it. :-D

Timothy ... well, lets just put it this way; the following chapter should shed a little more illumination on whether he's friend or foe to our favorite ladies.

Sorry about any nightmares I caused, but I find myself wanting to make my vampires truly monstrous in a way that the show could rarely portray them as, without giving the censors conniption's.

I like how you write things so that I don't have to work to hard to see them actually happening.


Well, personally I think that's one of the best complements you can pay an author (am I being pretentious referring to myself as an author? :-D ), so thank you very much. I find a story is that much more involving if you can just see things in your head as you read it.

Flame-spewing koala? :lol I might just have to nick that, mate! But seriously, a lot of this story has dealt with the unknown, and will continue to do so. The unknown is always more frightening than the known.

PS- my avatar likes you, too.
:lol Cool, we can start a mutual appreciation society!

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viximon - G'day, Vix, my buddy o' the Spanish Main. And ... that doesn't make a whole lotta sense, does it? Isn't the Spanish Main a trade route in the Caribbean? Ahh, whatever.

Ok, bad stuff is good in one sense, but you're a master on bad stuff, so I fear.


Well, I'll take being a master at bad stuff any day of the week. :devil One of my favorite sayings is: 'Heaven doesn't want me, and Hell thinks I'll take over'.

Glad you liked the last chapter, and yes, Katie is going to have a sibling, assuming that the baby isn't ... oh say a flame-spewing koala like Katez0r suggested.

Whatever do you mean, Nameless is gross and sadistic? I have no idea what you mean whatsoever. :-D

Cheers, Vix.

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caz - G'day, Caz. Yes, we can all be grateful that Timothy snapped Tara out of her all-too understandable state of shock, though Tara would have done the same on her own, given enough time. But I didn't feel like indulging in an overly long angst fest at the moment, so Timothy steps into the breech.

Is William in for a shock? Or will Timothy be joining the ranks of the undead? One way or the other, this next update should give you a little bit more of an idea if he's going to be a White Hat or a Black Hat for the remainder of the story.

Thanks for reading, Caz. Cheers!

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ShallowLikeUs - G'day, Dani. Okay, you were only just getting in at 11 in the morning? Now, I might be an anti-social misfit with next to no friends, but if I tried staying out that late, I'd be literally asleep on my feet.

I'm glad you liked the doc's reaction to Willow's babble. I wanted a reaction that was different to what we usually see, and given Hailey's ... er ... scattered persona, that just seemed to ring true to me. Plus, it was fun. :-D

Yes, Tara's reaction was understandable, even if it was very much of the not-good. (I'm suddenly starting to think writing W/T fanfic is impacting upon my grammer :-D )

Yes, well most vampires are meant to be unlikeable. I just try to make them more so. As I've mentioned above, Timothy's fate will be resolved in the next update, first thing.

I hope you passed out on a nice comfy bed too. Cheers, Dani. Thanks for taking the time to leave feedback when you probably should've been sleeping.

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mole - G'day, Michelle. First off, feedback feedback feedback. (God, I feel like such a goof-off saying that :-D ) You are most welcome for the kind words, and I hope you did okay on your essay. Though I have to say, Macroeconomics? Sounds like it would put me to sleep in three minutes flat. That being said, in my previous job I'd fall asleep in just about every single meeting I attended, until people chucked balled-up pieces of paper at my head to wake me up.

Yep, Nameless is an odd duck. He's been so messed up by everything that he's seen and done, but he can still see the miracles of life that a lot of people still take for granted. Just imagine what he might have been if he hadn't snapped like the proverbial twig?

Ahh, so I blindsided you with Tara's reaction. Yes, I could have gone the supportive route, and it would have still been in character for Tara, but I felt this was more human. In fact, all of your thoughts as to why she acted that way are exactly the same as mine. :hmm You haven't tapped my brain, have you? What am I visualizing right now? ... Well, I haven't been slapped, so I guess I'm imagining things.

Aww, just because you like Timothy, you think I'm going to reveal him as skin eating demon just waiting to devour Willow's baby? Would I do that? :devil

Funny how folks outside the situation are so better equipped to get at the heart of the matter.
Tell me about it. There's nothing so annoying as looking through the same section of code for an hour, searching fruitlessly for a bug, when someone else comes along and spots it in a minute flat. Something to do with being too close to the problem, I guess.

More is coming right up, Michelle. Enjoy.

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Irene73 - G'day, Irene o' the City of Angels. Greetings from the arse end of the world, as one of our Prime Minister's once called Australia.

Well, it's been cool and wet here for about the last five days or so, which has been nice. But now the temperature's back up, and it's humid so I'm trying not to stick to my chair. Oh, and I can totally relate to not wanting to do housework, as one look at the state of semi-organized chaos in which my brother and I dwell in would tell you.

I agree with you that the return to the doc's office at the start of the last update was better than just skipping to Casa de Summers. But to be honest, I never even considered doing it differently to the way I did.

Hey, if you think Hailey's reaction was believable, just imagine how she'll react when she comes back from that conference and finds out that Willow really is pregnant. :-D

Would you be disappointed if I were to 'proclaim' that nameless is, by far, my favorite character in this fic?


Hmm ... nope. I'll let it pass ... this time. :-D And I don't think you're weird for not being disgusted by his cruelty, but then again, I am coming up with the aforementioned cruelty, so I'm probably already a bit weird myself. And if you liked Nameless' little thoughts on life, he's got another one in the next update. As for flipping off his own reflection, well it just seemed like the kind of thing he'd do.

If I wasn't crying before, I am now.


I made you cry? Whoops ... I mean yay! Mission accomplished. But seriously, it was a painful situation, and to let them just blithely accept what's happening seemed unrealistic to me. (Hmm, in a fic dominated by magic and monsters, I'm worrying about realism? :lol )

There are still more questions regarding Willow's gravid state. And knowing you Paul, it will be a while before we learn about Willow's immaculate conception. I'm guessing that the archangel, Gabriel, wasn't involved this time?


Well, to be honest, I've kind of got a rough trilogy planned, of which this is only the first, and the ultimate source of Willow's pregnancy is planned to be revealed in the last. That's right, you heard it here first, I have delusions of being George Lucas. But no, no angel Gabriel. :-D

Well, I've already said it plenty of times, but what's one more? Timothy's fate, one way or the other, will be revealed at the start of the next update. But yes, there is more to Timothy than is readily apparent.

Cheers, Irene.

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quirked_out - G'day there, oh Quirky One.

Yeah that was awesome. Your update was written with power, yet subtle in the reactions of the characters. I must bow, .

Can I just say that all writing should be judged to this standard?


:thud Okaaay, then. Well, you can certainly say that if you wish, I'm certainly not going to complain. :-D But thank you very much for your very kind words.

Well, I don't think I've ever been someone's hero before. Oh god, the pressure! How will I ever cope! :-D But if I can ever be the facilitator towards encouraging making-out, for comfort or fun, well then I can truly say my life has not been a waste.

Cheers!

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WillowRulez - G'day, WillowRulez. Well, you can read Mole/Michelle's reasoning on why Tara reacted the way she did, and that's pretty much my reasoning too. She didn't really cover herself with glory by acting the way she did, but can you blame her? She is only human, after all, and we're all flawed to some degree.

Yes, Timothy's fate will be revealed at the start of this next update.

:lol No, William isn't related to Maggie Thatcher. I actually stole ... whoops, 'borrowed' the name from a movie, made in the last few years. A virtual gold star to anyone who can say which one.

Cheers!

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Scortor - G'day, Ray.

The combined fates of Timothy and William will both be addressed shortly, as will who kicks the shit out of whom. But thanks for thinking Timothy is cool.

Cheers!

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Useful_Oxymoron - G'day, UO.

Ahh yes, I expect to be addicted to Empire at War when I finally get it installed. My bloody idiot DVD drive is playing silly buggers and refusing to recognize CD-ROM's at the moment.

Thanks for the 'Pale Master' anecdote, and I'll agree with you on the fitting aspect. But yes, he has worked in a few little tricks into his new appendage. (For some reason, my mind just flashed to Goldmember when I wrote that :lol )

Well, I've never actually eaten Spotted Dick myself, but my Dad's from England, and ... well, hey, the name's fun, isn't it.

There's only one way to get pregnant, after all, and Tara doesn't have the required bodyparts.


Well, obviously there's more than one way, isn't there.

Cheers, mate!

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Now, on to the update!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 25 Feb)

Postby Darth Pacula » Tue Mar 07, 2006 2:03 am

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more. My email address is darthpacula@hotmail.com if you prefer.


Disclaimers: I own nothing from Buffy, Angel or any such associated franchise. Is that disclaimered enough? Is disclaimered even a word?


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


Part 25.


William Thatcher tread lightly after his host, and soon-to-be victim. Long decades of both experience, and natural inclination, had long ago taught him the benefits of indulging caution and stealth when stalking his prey, and the vampire was leery of letting the man hear him move ever closer as they made their way towards the kitchen.


Spreading his hands wide, casually in case his prospective meal should happen to look back, William stretched his broad, hairy knuckled fingers. He also forced his features back into their human facade.


Isiah might fancy himself a swordsman, and in point of fact his captain was a bloody-handed terror with a blade, and his psychotic bitch of a paramour, Maria, possessed a fascination for knives that dated back to her human days back in Spain, amusing herself with the desperate screams of castrated French soldiers. But William had always preferred to kill with his bare hands. He found there was something ... exciting and pleasurable in feeling the tremor of his victims' pulses falter and die, in feeling their neck splinter and snap in his capable grasp.


All the while, this fool with the red-gold hair kept at his measured pace, a steady stream of inane smalltalk spilling from his lips like wine from a toppled bottle. He doesn't have a clue how close death is to him, William thought contemptuously to himself. The damn fool doesn't deserve to live. I'm doing the human gene pool a favor!


He took a surreptitious sniff, and had to fight off the urge to snort in brutal amusement. He smelled no fear whatsoever from this 'good Samaritan', a reaction that would've been normal even if he hadn't been a vampire. This right daft git doesn't even have the sense God gave a stoat.

William decided then and there to finish this quick. He wouldn't even eat this human; he preferred his food to have a little fight in them, all the better to beat it out of them before that final, intimate meeting between fang and artery.


He closed quickly, abandoning stealth for speed, certain that it wouldn't even occur to the mortal to fight back. Hands that had wrung and snapped countless necks all across Europe in the long years since that bloody day in 1815, shot out and closed around Timothy's neck with an iron grip.


At least, that was what William had expected to happen. He did not, in the least, expect what actually did happen, which was that his hands closed upon thin air.


The man who called himself Timothy Garner had twisted to one side, quick as a cat, easily evading even the vampire's speed. Then it was his turn to reach out, and William was astonished to feel his own wrist grabbed in a precise judo grip. Before the startled vampire could even begin to react, Timothy was twisting his arm, and betrayed by his own physiology, William found himself forced to spin until his arm was pinned behind his back.


Still maintaining his firm grip on William's trapped limb, Timothy charged into the vampire with his full weight, propelling William face first into the nearest wall. Timothy grabbed William by the head and slammed it repeatedly into the wall until the vampire's nose broke beneath the furious onslaught.


A sharp kick to the back of the knee collapsed William's left leg, driving him to his knees, and Timothy rammed the vampire's head into the wall one more time for good measure. A flick of the wrist activated the spring loaded sheath strapped to one forearm beneath the loose sleeve of Timothy's shirt, and a slender wooden stake dropped into his palm. William stiffened when he felt the point firmly jab him in the back, directly over his unbeating heart.


“You know,” Timothy remarked in matter-of-fact tone, “I'm feeling kinda insulted at the moment. I mean, come on! Did you really think I was that stupid? To invite in a perfect stranger? In Sunnydale? The town that's one of the frontrunner's in the race for the US capital for unexplained neck ruptures?”


William's only response was to mutter an impressive stream of invective beneath his breath, a response that Timothy blithely ignored, other than to add a painful twist to the vampire's arm.


“Not to mention the fact that you claimed your car had broken down,” Timothy continued. “That might have been more impressive if there had actually been a broken down car out there. Like I said, I'm not feeling a whole lot o' respect for my mental capabilities here.”


“I'm gonna snap your scrawny neck, you smarmy bastard,” William growled, his voice distorted by his broken nose.


“Yeah,” Timothy slowly drawled. “That seems likely. I can only assume that smearing your blood all over my wallpaper is just part of some complicated, devious scheme?” William tensed in preparation to muster his full strength against his opponent, but Timothy just jabbed the point of his stake further into the vampire's back.


“Uh uh, fangs,” Timothy added chidingly. “All I need to do is give this one sharp push, and you'll be receiving an intimate introduction to my dust buster. Now, I know it's a stretch, but could you just try and be a good little vampire for a change?”


There was a further stream of angry comments in reply, muttered disparagingly beneath William's breath.


“Atta boy,” Timothy murmured, as if congratulating a normally recalcitrant puppy. “Now, in my experience, vampires soon learn the rough area where their local Slayer hangs her stake. I imagine it might help to cut down on those awkward moments where you bump into the living antithesis of your entire kind at your local supermarket.”


Timothy leaned closer, so that he could speak directly into his captive's ear. To William's annoyance, Timothy carefully maintained enough distance between them to prevent the vampire from making a desperate strike at him with the back of his skull.


“Then we have you, who not only strolls casually into the Slayer's very neighborhood, but also tries to gain access to the house directly across from her's. A house that makes an excellent observation post on that self-same Slayer, a fact that I am patently aware of myself. It's why I moved here in the first place.”


“Who the 'ell are you?” snarled William suspiciously.


“No-one special,” Timothy answered softly. “Just someone who, by all rights, shouldn't exist.” Straightening, he shrugged carelessly. “But that's neither here nor there. So lets have a little chat, shall we? About why you were trying to spy upon my .... upon people who are under my protection.”


A sudden sharp jab of the stake made William stiffen even more, the surprisingly sharp point piercing both clothing and skin so that a trickle of stolen blood slipped down the vampire's back.


Timothy's voice breathed softly across William's ear, strangely menacing even though he sounded as if he were having a pleasant chat between friends. “Oh, and please don't lie to me. It tends to make me a bit ... testy.”


**********


“Willow's what now?” Xander asked in shock, his eyebrows raised so high that they could have escaped into the untamed wilderness of his hairline without too much effort.


The scoobies had gathered in the dining room, where Willow had just finished informing those who weren't already aware of her expectant state. Katie had been relegated once more to the tender mercies of the television, as Tara had been hesitant to further expose the child to the scooby world if they could help it.


As Willow had expected, the news had been received with some shock. As she had also expected, Xander had been the first one to comment.


“You never got me pregnant,” Anya announced with a pointed sniff, swatting Xander in the shoulder.


“Hey!” he protested, recoiling and raising his hands in case he had to fend off any further blows from his ex-fiancé. “Aren't you hating me at the moment?”


“Oh, yeah. I am.” Anya scowled and swatted Xander again, adroitly avoiding his futile efforts to fend her off.


“Hey!”


Dawn interrupted her own cautiously enthusiastic expression to roll her eyes at the former couple's antics before speaking. “Congratulations, Willow, Tara. This is congratulation material, not commiseration material, right?”


Tara shared a nervous glance with Willow, squeezing her partner's hand. “Umm ... yes?” she replied uncertainly. “I think so?”


Dawn nodded her acceptance, and apparently took Tara's comments as a sign that she was free in indulge in further teenage exuberance “A baby all of your own? That is so cool! I get to be an aunt! In a weird, convoluted kind of way, but hey ... Auntie Dawn!”


Buffy cleared her throat awkwardly, and shot an apologetic glance at Willow and Tara before speaking. “Not to rain on anyone's parade, but are we sure that this is a good thing? I'm not trying to say that Willow having kids is a bad thing, just ....”


“Where did she or he come from?” Willow finished weakly. “Believe me, Buffy, I'm just as worried as you are. More so, probably. I mean, I don't want to wake up tomorrow looking like I'm 8 months pregnant with some sort of demon spawn, like Cordelia did a few years ago.”


“Huh?” Xander interjected, his brows drawing together in confusion.


Willow looked at her oldest friend in surprise. “Didn't you know about that? I thought I told you about it.”


Xander paused, as if giving Willow's question all due thought, when Willow knew for a fact that he was just milking the moment for dramatic effect. “Ahh ... no. I think I would have remembered my ex-girlfriend being impregnated with demon spawn.”


Willow shrugged as if to say 'what can you do'. “But on the plus side, Angel's son was relatively normal, right?”


“Wait, what?” blurted Xander. “Deadboy's got a son? When the heck did that happen? How the heck did that happen?”


“It happened about six months ago, Xander,” answered Buffy sourly. Her nose crinkled in distaste as she continued. “As for the how, he screwed Darla, of all people.”


“Did you say Darla? Vampire Darla? Dead vampire Darla?” With each statement, Xander's eyes bugged out further and further, until Willow started to worry that they might pop free of his skull and hurtle across the dining room table towards her.


“Vampires are usually dead, Xander,” Anya offered snidely. “It's something of a prerequisite.”


“How the hell could I not know any of this,” moaned Xander, choosing to ignore Anya's barbs on the grounds that he couldn't think of a good comeback. “Why am I out of the loop? Am I out of the loop, or did you guys just change loops and not tell me or something.”


“No, Xander,” Willow reassured him, “You're still a vital part of the loop, it's just ... you never liked Angel much, so we don't talk about him to you.”


Giles suddenly coughed to gain their attention, and readjusted his glasses as six sets of eyes focused on him. “Fascinating as this might be, the issue of whether Xander has any knowledge of what's going on around him is somewhat off topic,” he announced dryly, suppressing a twinge of amusement as Xander visibly tried to determine if he'd been insulted or not. “We were discussing the ramifications of Willow's condition.”


“Which are?” Buffy asked. “What are we dealing with here, Giles?”


“Well, there are a number of possibilities,” Giles began, leaning back in his seat and interlacing his fingers as he warmed to his subject. “Aside from the aforementioned issue of demonic impregnation, it could also be the result of a spell, or of the innate reality altering attributes of the Hellmouth itself. Or it could theoretically be an example of a so-called immaculate conception. There have been a number of such cases recorded throughout history. Angel's son thus far appears to be such an example.”


“I'm hearing a lot of options there, Giles, but no certainties,” replied Xander sourly. “Given our track record lately, that's not filling me to the brim with warm, fluffy feelings. Can't we just once have the answer handed to us on a plate?”


Sighing, Giles shook his head. “Xander, you've been doing this long enough to know that this is how it works. I share your frustration, but we have to eliminate the possibilities one at a time.”


“Could we eliminate the demonic impregnation option first?” Willow asked nervously. “I'm really not liking the sound of that. From what Cordelia told me, the labor sounds ... intense. Like ... Alien intense.”


“Yes,” Tara added fervently, “Can we avoid that, please?”


Giles nodded in understanding. “To be perfectly honest, I think that option is the most unlikely. Willow hasn't had any physical interaction with any demons of late, and unless Tara has taken up an unusual hobby, I doubt she could be operating as any kind of proxy.”


“Proxy?” Dawn asked curiously.


“Basically, it's a person who has a mystical pact with a demon to aid in it's reproductive process. The proxy ... er ...”


Dawn swiftly picked up on the sticking point for Giles, and cheerfully saved him the trouble of finding a politically correct way of explaining. “They do the nasty in place of the demon, sort of like a stand-in, but for a porno?”


“What do you know about porn, little Miss Underage-minor, and who do I have to hurt for introducing you to it?” Buffy demanded, eying Xander with mock suspicion. “Was it you, Xander?”


He waved Buffy off casually, ignoring the indignant glare Dawn directed at the both of them. “Nah,” Xander stated lazily, “I'm responsible for filling her head with rubbish, not corrupting her morals. That's someone else's turf.”


“Either way,” Tara interrupted, her cheeks starting to blossom as red as Willow's hair with embarrassment, “I'm not a proxy for anything.”


Xander snorted. “Well, duh! Of course you aren't! And shame on you, Giles, for even suggesting such a thing.”


“What?” blurted Giles, aghast at the suggestion. “I did no such thing, and you bloody well know it, Xander.”


“He's getting so testy in his old age, isn't he?” he said to Buffy in a stage whisper, shaking his head mournfully. Giles just glared pointedly at the younger man, apparently in the hopes that such a reaction would work where it had failed so many times before over the past six years.


“So, our most likely options are a spell, immaculate conception or just some sort of general Hellmouth wackiness, like say ... a rain of fish?” Willow asked tentatively. “What does that mean for me? Should I start worrying now, about getting ripped open from the inside out, or something?”


“No, of course not, Willow,” answered Giles swiftly. “There's to point in getting yourself worked up just yet. Until we know otherwise, I propose that we just treat this just as we would any normal pregnancy.”


“Oh, good,” Willow replied with a wan smile, not convinced in the least. “So I should try and stop worrying now, should I? That should be easy as really difficult pie. Like ... like the Mona Lisa of Pies, the Mount Rushmore of Pies. The Hubble Pie-Scope!”


Silence descended on the group of friends, heavy and awkward, since none of them really knew how to respond, broken only by the faint sound of the TV in the living room.


Xander cleared his throat nervously, compelled to do what he could to break the silence. So he did what he normally did in uncomfortable situations. He made a joke. “Will I get hit by someone if I said that just made me really want pie?”


**********


Willow lay flat on the bed she shared with Tara and stared up at the ceiling, lost in thought. The scooby meeting had ended sooner rather than later, a fact due mostly to Tara insisting that Willow needed to rest. I guess she meant that pampering thing literally, darn it. A small grin blossomed briefly on her lips.


Xander and Anya had departed together, for convenience's sake rather than as a sign of a potential reconciliation. Willow still lived in hope for her oldest friend though. Anya and Xander were still an important part of each other's lives, and the sparks that they so frequently sparked from each other spoke of the intense nature of the feelings that still existed between them.


Buffy had been herded reluctantly off to her bed. Willow knew that her friend was itching to get back to her usual routine of patrolling, and the revelation of her condition seemed to have left Buffy feeling helpless. That was something that Buffy had always hated, and patrolling would have at least given her the illusion that she was doing something proactive. But since she wasn't quite recovered from the wounds she received at the hands of Nameless, that wasn't an option.


Dawn had escorted Katie off to bed in her room, where they had set up a cot Xander had dug up from somewhere. Willow had been reluctant to push him as to where exactly he'd found it, given Xander's somewhat shifty nature when she'd brought the issue up, and had settled for making sure he hadn't found it at the dump.


Giles had claimed that he would retire at the same time, but Willow had no doubt that if she went downstairs, she would find him engrossed in yet another ancient tome. Despite the assurances he had given her earlier, Willow sensed that Giles was deeply concerned with her pregnancy. Which wasn't surprising, Willow mused, since she was deeply concerned with it herself.


“Will, sweetie?”


Willow turned her head at the sound of Tara's voice, as her partner's shadow loomed out from the bathroom doorway where she stood. With the bedroom shrouded in darkness as it was, Tara was little more than a silhouette back lit by the bathroom lights. Tara stepped forward lightly, brushing a stray lock of hair behind one ear as she did so.


“Are you okay?” she inquired softly.


Patting the bed beside her, Willow wordlessly beckoned her lover closer. Tara gladly joined her, sitting with her back against the headrest as Willow burrowed up close beside the blonde, wrapping her arms around Tara tightly and resting her head on her lover's midriff.


“Will?” she asked again, stroking Willow's head as she did so. Tara loved the feeling of Willow's fine red hair running through her fingers, tickling her sensitive fingertips like a multitude of silken threads caressing her skin.


“'m scared,” Willow finally mumbled in reply, speaking into Tara's stomach as much as she was into the air.


Tara didn't need to ask why, that much was evident. But neither did she know how to make things better, though she longed to do so. This was a burden that Willow had to bear, for the most part, on her own. Determined though Tara might be to be there for her lover in any and every way, shape or form in which Willow might require her, she also knew that the bulk of this would fall on Willow's slender shoulders alone.


It was Willow who would carry this child inside her, Willow who would feel it quicken and grow within her, a part of her. As such, how could she not worry, every single waking moment until they found out, with absolute certainty, what it was that she carried, and from whence it came.


“It'll be okay, sweetie,” Tara murmured comfortingly, hugging Willow even tighter to her. “It'll be okay.” But her words, heartfelt as they were, lacked certainty.


Craning her neck upwards, Willow peered at Tara with eyes that were liquid and heavy with unshed tears. “You don't know that,” she pointed out, a faint vein of hope tinging her words, as if she hoped that Tara would refute her statement.


“No, I don't,” Tara acknowledged, unwilling to lie to her partner, even for this. To lie about this, even to spare Willow's feelings, would be to start down a slippery slope, one that would make it increasingly easy to lie, no matter the subject or reason. But that didn't mean that Tara couldn't comfort the woman who was the light of her life.


“I don't know that everything will be okay, Willow,” she continued, cupping Willow's face. Tara felt the need to seek direct physical contact, to impress upon Willow the depth of her feelings. “But I do know that I will be with you, no matter what happens. Come what may, we'll face it together.”


“Promise?” Willow begged with a kind of quiet, childlike desperation.


Tara nodded fervently, and ducked her head to kiss Willow intensely. “I promise. I will never leave you again.”


And when they finally slipped off into an uneasy slumber, the two women still held each other so tightly that it would have been obvious even to a blind person that neither ever wanted to let the other go again.


**********


I stood at the foot of their bed, and stared bleakly at the witches where they lay entwined. They were snuggled together so firmly beneath the sheets that it was hard to tell where one women ended and the other began.


So close, I thought with a type of despairing wonder, I came so close to destroying that which is so central to my plans. All my planning, all my scheming, the fruits of twenty years of soul destroying labor ... and it is all almost destroyed in the blink of an eye.


The witches had nearly let themselves be torn apart by that which grew within Willow's womb, torn apart by their own insecurities and traitorous emotions. That was not what I had intended. They had to be together for this, together and alive, or all my suffering has been for naught.


I fight to urge to roar my fury at an uncaring sky; the sleep that I have enfolded them all in might be enchanted in nature, but I don't want to take any unnecessary risks, not here. But I want to. By all the gods and goddesses above and below, I long to rail against wretched vagaries of love.


Love. Every single human being wants it, longs for it, hunts for it. Even me, in a twisted kind of way; me who deserves to never feel love's caress once more. Love. Throughout recorded history minstrels have sung of it, poets have exalted it in lyrical prose. Love can make your heart and soul sing, it brings light to the darkness, it can set the world ablaze. We are told love can move mountains, love fixes everything, love is ... eternal.


But is it? In truth, is love any of these things we hope, we need it be?


In my limited experience, love is a fragile and flawed beast. For an emotion that is supposed to be so transcendent and glorious, love so easily fades, or sours and twists into hate. As with everything else in this world, love is imperfect, flawed.


But we all still chase it, we all still need it in our lives, even twisted, mass-murdering wretches like myself. Because the alternative is so much more bleaker. Even flawed as it is, love is better than the ... emptiness its absence brings.


I look at them now, huddled together, sharing warmth to keep away the cold, harsh realities of life, and I envy them. Even fragile as love might be, it makes them more than they would be without it, it makes them exalted.


Part of me hates them for that. Hates them for being happy where I cannot, for knowing some measure of peace when my every moment, awake or asleep, is a torment. I hate them for what they have forced me to do. That which I did of my own free will, that which I did for the sake of love.


For that is my curse. Though I long for love, though I can feel its first flickers quicken in my black heart, it all too soon curdles. There is a taint in me, a taint that was there even before I was born. A taint that corrupts everything I touch, everything I am. I fought it once, for the sake of the one person who made my life worthwhile. Then my life turned to rancid, liquid shit, and I let the beast in my soul out to play.


Enough of this. The past matters not, for the future is everything, and I have work to do.


Words of magic spill from my lips, and I continue to work my spell on Willow Rosenberg's sleeping form.


**********


The next day, Willow and Tara had decided that it was past time to decide the long term fate of Katie. Which would require involving the authorities, and given the experiences the scoobies had endured with both the local police and the Department of Social Services, that prospect didn't exactly fill either woman with paroxysms of giddy delight.


Together with Katie and their friends, Willow and Tara had sketched out a rough cover story, since telling the truth wasn't a viable option.


“What?” Xander had quipped. “You don't think they'll buy that Katie was abducted by vampires, rescued by some mysterious warlock who likes leaving dismembered bodies on the steps of City Hall, and entrusted to us, because we fight the forces of evil and save the world on a regular basis?”


“No, I think they would buy us all matching straight jackets,” had been Willow's immediate reply.


“And a straight jacket would do absolutely nothing for my figure,” Buffy had added with a grin.


In the end, however, the officers of the Sunnydale Police Department had proved strangely easy to convince. After they too had witnessed the evidence left behind at Katie's old home, and spoken to the child herself, they had gladly accepted the scoobies version of events. Tara had pointed out that it almost seemed as if they were glad to have someone else coming up with a cover story that they could accept.


“I guess they're used to it, after all these years of explaining away PCP gang attacks,” Willow acknowledged.


So, with the police surprisingly easily out of the way, their only barrier to placing Katie in their custody was the Department of Social Services. Which in this case, meant that their sole remaining barrier was a woman by the name of Mrs Creedy. And Mrs Creedy was proving to be a considerable barrier indeed.


As suited by her current role in the witches' lives, Mrs Creedy was tall, reaching at least six feet, and red-faced, rotund and throughly unpleasant. She stared accusingly out at the world with cold eyes undisguised by the small, round glasses she wore, and her graying hair was pulled back into a bun so tight that Willow had the sneaking suspicion that if Mrs Creedy's hair were let down, half her face would sag off.


Unpleasant though her appearance might be, Tara had long ago resolved never to judge people by their appearances. Unfortunately, Mrs Creedy had proved an exception to the saying that 'You can't judge a book by it's cover'. Her personality had proved just as distasteful as she herself was ugly.


She had turned up on their doorstep without warning as the last police detective had been leaving, and had marched inside without so much as a by your leave. After he had seen who the latest arrival was, the detective had silently mouthed 'Sorry' as he'd left, leaving Willow confused as to what he had been apologizing for. Until, that is, she'd experienced the 'pleasure' of Mrs Creedy's company for a few minutes. Then she understood.


Mrs Creedy had insisted on leading a house wide inspection, her clipboard clasped firmly to her ample bosom whenever she wasn't scratching notes upon it. The entire time, the social worker had worn a pinched expression that only barely concealed a sneer of disapproval.


On the grounds of performing a thorough inspection, Mrs Creedy poked her pointed nose into even aspect of the Summers household, and she seemed to take issue with everything that she found. She claimed that the kitchen was insufficiently cleaned, and stocked with inappropriate foodstuffs for children. It had only been Tara's calming presence that had stopped Willow from attempting to club the infuriating woman with a rolling pin.


Mrs Creedy's rampage of disapproval didn't stop there either. She found fault with virtually every room in the house, often on what appeared to Willow and Tara to be highly spurious grounds. She claimed their bathroom was a cesspool, and that the sleeping arrangements were highly insufficient.


Goddess alone knows what she would have done if Willow and I hadn't managed to keep her from finding some of the more ... obvious tools of Buffy's trade, Tara thought thankfully to herself as she and Willow found themselves scurrying after the plump harridan like chastised children. All of Giles' books gave her enough ammunition as it was. Thankfully she bought our story that Giles was doing research for a book. At least ... I think she bought it. I hope she bought it.


Her reaction to the discovery that Willow and Tara were a romantic couple didn't earn Mrs Creedy any brownie points with either woman. She'd given a pointed sniff, and glared at the both of them as if their sexual orientation was a personal attack against her. Mrs Creedy was careful to never say a disparaging word against homosexuals, oh no. She kept her bigotry at a more low key level, a constantly simmering aura of disgust and disapproval.


Tara knew that she and Willow had been fairly lucky thus far in Sunnydale in such regards. Virtually all of the people they'd met had seemed perfectly okay with their being a couple, a fact that could not be relied upon in the outside world at large. This latest example of humanity's ability to blindly hate saddened Tara at the same time that it infuriated Willow, and made her briefly think of the young man who'd spat in her face roughly a week ago. Neither Tara nor Willow had seen hide nor hair of him again, which was good, but Tara couldn't help but wonder what inspired such undeserved hatred. But then the sound of Mrs Creedy's nasal voice pulled Tara from her musings and back to the real world.


Mrs Creedy stood before the front door, her clipboard clasped tightly to her chest as if it concealed state secrets, and stared down her proboscis-like nose at them as if regarding something that she'd scraped off the bottom of her shoe.


“Miss Rosenberg, Miss Maclay,” she announced hautily, and the way in which Mrs Creedy spoke made Tara somehow feel like she was five years old again, and caught with her hand in the cookie jar. “I will be making my recommendations once I get back to the office.”


“So, did we pass with flying colors?” Willow nervously joked, trying her best not to display her dislike of the other woman.


“Hardly,” Mrs Creedy replied coldly, and Willow's hopeful smile slipped off her face like a falling soufflé. “No offense intended, of course, but I have rarely seen two people less suited to raising children.”


“What?” Tara blurted, aghast. I'd be a good mother! I'd be a great mother, you ...


“Neither of you have a job, in fact you're both still in school. You live in someone else's house, a house which is already fairly full. How can you expect to care for a traumatized child? Honestly, your kind are always so selfish.”


“Our kind?” Willow repeated, her voice dangerously frigid.


“Selfish?” demanded Tara, the blonde's voice not much warmer than her partner's.


Mrs Creedy however continued on scathingly, completely unabashed by either woman's reaction. “I suppose it's acceptable that you choose this ... this ... lifestyle for yourselves, but to inflict it upon a child? It's intolerable, and I won't stand for it. The last thing the poor girl needs is to be corrupted by your sort.”


“Our sort?” spluttered Willow furiously, her teeth grinding together in anger until Tara was almost afraid that she might have been spitting sparks if her teeth had been made of metal.


Once again, Mrs Creedy paid no regard whatsoever to their reaction to their words. Instead, she jerked her head tightly in their vague direction and made her coldly polite farewells. “You will be hearing from my office in a couple of days, and I'm certain the news will not be to your liking. Good day.”


With that final spiteful comment, Mrs Creedy swept out of the house just as abruptly as she had arrived, leaving Willow and Tara's hopes a splintered, sinking wreck in her wake.


**********


Elsbeth Creedy allowed herself a brief, uncharacteristic smile of triumph as she wrenched open the door of her car, and levered her impressive bulk behind the wheel.


“It'll be a cold day in hell before I let a pair of lesbo sluts play at being parents if I can help it,” she announced to her attentively rapt car. Removing her car keys from her purse, Mrs Creedy jammed them into the ignition and tried to start the engine, her vulture-like grin still smeared over her pinched lips.


Absolutely nothing happened. The engine didn't even try to turn over, or make a sound beyond a faint click. It was only when Mrs Creedy glared accusingly at the hood of her car that she noticed the figure standing in front of it, one hand resting palm down on the hood.


“Hey there!” Mrs Creedy bellowed indignantly as she reached for the handle of her door. “What do you think you're doing! Get away from my car!”


Her eyes shot down, staring in disbelief as pulled the door latch, and nothing happened. A quick glance confirmed the door's lock wasn't engaged, which only served to further confuse her. The sound of an opening door on the passenger side made Mrs Creedy's head dart sideways in alarm as the same man she'd glimpsed earlier slipped inside and sat down.


The man was a total stranger to Mrs Creedy, dressed in nondescript clothes except for a pair of black leather gloves. The strangest thing about him though was his face. It wasn't that he was unusually handsome, or ugly; in fact Mrs Creedy wasn't sure what was strange about his face. For some reason, she seemed physically unable to focus on it.


“Who do you think you are? Get out of my car!” she blustered. “What do you think you're ...”


“Oh, do be a dear and shut up,” snapped the intruder, his glove covered right hand darting out, swift as a striking snake, to tap her lightly on the cheek. “If I have to listen to your yapping for one more damnable second, I'm liable to rip out your tongue.”


A strange tingle spread like wildfire throughout Mrs Creedy's body, a feeling not unlike that felt when a limb fell asleep, except on a large scale. She tried to slap this insolent stranger that had dared to invade her car, to have touched her without permission. She tried to unleash the full force of her acerbic tongue. She achieved exactly nothing.


Panic spilled uncontrollably through Mrs Creedy's bloated frame, a raging torrent that threatened to sweep away every last intelligent thought, as she found herself frozen in place, paralyzed. Her tongue hung loose and flaccid in her mouth, and her eyes blinked rapidly as the stranger leaned back in his seat and adjusted the glove that hung loosely on his strangely thin right hand.


A pair of burning eyes, suddenly mismatched in color glared at her in a cold, ruthless perusal. Those terrible, inhuman eyes were the only feature that stood out in a face that could have been a complete blank for all the detail Mrs Creedy could make out. A slow sigh escaped the stranger's lips, like air escaping from a bloated corpse. With that sigh came words, cold and cruelly measured to a harsh degree.


“Normally, you see, if someone tried to meddle in my affairs in the way you have, I would simply ... kill them,” he stated bluntly, gesturing vaguely in the air. “But unfortunately, as enjoyable as that would be, it would not solve my problem. One of your associates would only be sent in your place, and suspicions would likely be raised. So I find myself in a disagreeable position. I can't kill you, but neither can I let you carry on with your current course.”


He sighed again, like a man bearing a heavy burden on his own. “What to do, what to do?” he mused to himself, ignoring the quickening breath and rolling eyes that indicated his captive's growing terror.


Shifting in his seat, the man's mismatched eyes, one a brilliant crystalline blue, the other a black pit that reflected every dark impulse ever felt by humanity, fixed upon Mrs Creedy's increasingly florid face. He reached out with both hands, long, narrow fingers widespread as they hovered in the air inches from each temple of the social worker's skull.


“Lets just see what we can do with that bigoted little brain of yours, shall we?” he whispered through a predatory smile, and a single tear trickled down Mrs Creedy's cheek, unnoticed and uncared for.


To be continued ...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby Katez0r » Tue Mar 07, 2006 3:20 am

Is it bad that I really don't care what happens to Mrs. Creepy, er, Creedy? I wanted to jump in there and rip her face off with my bare hands. No one gets to be mean to Willow and Tara like that! Rawr.

I like that they're going to try and keep Katie, though I wonder how well it will work out. No question W/T will be awesome adoptive moms, but all the danger that surrounds them constantly! Probably not the best environment for a kid whose family was horribly murdered by vampires. On the flip side, though, they're the ones best suited to keeping her from further harm. Unless she gets kidnapped and held hostage by some evil demon thing who wants to get to them. See! That was always my problem with the Key being sent to the Slayer. Like, yeah, the Slayer is most likely to protect the Key, but why on EARTH did the Monks turn her into a human and send her to the place Glory would most likely be looking for her? I never got that. Anyway, I'm weird and off-topic.

I have some thoughts about Timothy, but I'm not going to write them here because 1) it could be spoilery, and 2) because if I'm completely wrong I'll feel like a big dumb ass.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby viximon » Tue Mar 07, 2006 6:10 am

Paul, Yooo! :lol How are you?
Here in the SpainEarths things are fine. No bocas del infierno at sight but I manage.
So
'Heaven doesn't want me, and Hell thinks I'll take over'
Aww poor you, no one understand you it seems. Don't worry, I do. :devil (Nameless was created after you, didn't he?) Well, if there's no room to you in heaven not in hell. You must just keep on walking on our wild wide planet world. :eyebrow

Now about the story:
assuming that the baby isn't ... oh say a flame-spewing koala like Katez0r suggested.
Agh Hope not!! ...Though it will be so cool

Ok, the scoobies got the news pretty well. I love each time Anya forgets she's mad at Xander by the way.
About Katie...I really hope she stays. I mean, that Mr Creedy grrhh worf Gaaah (insert upsetting and/or angry noises) She have to give the girl to them or else...

Ok, I shut up, You're the writer so...write!!
Cheers pal, see you next chap :bow Keep the good work up :applause
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby Willowtree252 » Tue Mar 07, 2006 8:50 am

w/t love each other and thay can get through this. cant wait for more..
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby caz » Tue Mar 07, 2006 9:06 am

Hi Paul. Hope things are good where you are. It's bloody freezing here in England. I'm on holiday at the moment so I don't have to leave the house - thank god!

Good update. I'm glad that the scoobies took Willow and Tara's news so well. I was surprised by the way Giles reacted to Willow's pregnancy, I thought he might be more suspicious.

Poor Willow. I don't blame her for being frightened. A normal pregnancy is scary enough. However, it must comfort her to know that Tara is gonna be with her all the way.

I was right about Timothy - I 'm getting better with the clues!

I can't believe I'm gonna say this, Go Nameless! I hope he puts the whammy on Mrs Creedy - the bitch! How dare she insult our girls like that.

Looking forward to your next update. :bounce

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby Grayson » Tue Mar 07, 2006 9:18 am

I caught up with this story a couple of weeks ago and am just now getting around to leaving feedback. I'm definitely intrigued about who Nameless is and what happened to him, but my predictions on that keep changing. At the beginning of the story, he seemed intent on just destroying Willow. Now he seems sympathetic toward both Willow and Tara, and I can't figure out what he wants. Maybe I should go back and read the beginning again.

I'm glad Timothy seems to be a nice guy - I was going to feel suckered if I liked him and then he was evil.

On a side note, I've felt sorry for Xander throughout the story - everyone seems to treat him like he's a total imbecile. Poor guy.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby ShallowLikeUs » Tue Mar 07, 2006 11:20 am

SUCK HER BRAIN! *blink* sorry about that... mean people make me angry.

I'm so excited! I love this story I did a little dance when I saw the update. And after the last update I did succsessfully pass out in my bed... which is like.. 5 feet in the air...being a loft in a college dorm.. but I did make it.

So, I have a theory...and.. as I typed that I sang. But I have a theory... About Little Timmy. And I had this theory for some time now... I noticed something in my mind like...you know... flagging me to pay attention...and I'm gunna keep my mouth shut for now as to what the theory is, for those who may not have come to the same conclusion...But I am confident that I am...at least on the right track. As much as I want to throw my theory out there, so that i can be like "SEE I WAS RIGHT!" when it all actually does come out... I don't wanna ruin it for someone else.

You leave all these little hints about things, and I don't always notice them the first time around, but then something comes up later and i remember it, and it's such a beautiful use of foreshadowing, and almost a sense of dramatic irony.. then again maybe you're not doing it on purpose. But to me it seems that every detail belongs to something else, and you don't leave loose ends, which is simply amazing, cause i can't count the times i've been reading something and then there will be some detail and it seems like it should be important, but it's not, it's just there and distracting...and that's annoying. You have this... overly subtle way of stating these things, almost to the point where it's like.. "WHAM! IN YOUR FACE!" but it's too subtle to you know, make an ass of itself. If that makes any sense. In my head it makes sense. But, while reading this, i feel a sense of completeness that i'm often left without. So, treat yourself to a cookie! You deserve one. (mmm cookies..)

I await the next update much as I await my forthcoming birthday on the 13th... I've been counting down since November. Spring break starts on my birthday, oh happy day! Okay... I'm finished backing the feed.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby Useful_Oxymoron » Tue Mar 07, 2006 1:49 pm

Heya. I figured you'd be getting ready for Empire at War. ;) Lemme know if you want any playing tips and I'll pm you some. Some free advise though : the computer uses dirty tricks... but it uses the same dirty tricks. ;)

Okay, on with the feedback.

Mrs. Creedy... Well, I fear for the sanity of Mr. Creedy. :lol I swear, Dolores Umbridge is more pleasant than Mrs. Creedy is. Hell, the Emperor, the Daleks, Louie DePalma, The Master and even the Crazy Frog would be more pleasant to have around. I'm actually happy Nameless did her over... or, whatever has done to her.

“It'll be a cold day in hell before I let a pair of lesbo sluts play at being parents if I can help it,”


'Marge, get the gun!' :angry

I don't know how you do it, but you create some truly evil characters. And the most frightening part is that they're not even the 'blow up the world' kind of evil, just the kind of people that could live in one's street.

Alright, moving on, gotta mind my bloodpressure.

Tara somehow feel like she was five years old again, and caught with her hand in the cookie jar.


Aw, that was the cutest mental image ever. A five year old Tara looking up at her mother with a 'what, me worry?'/'I didn't do it, it was Donnie!' expression on her face.

Hm, and Timothy, my, my, my, he knows more than he's letting on. I wonder what his angle is. Curious and curiouser, as they say.

And when they finally slipped off into an uneasy slumber, the two women still held each other so tightly that it would have been obvious even to a blind person that neither ever wanted to let the other go again.


Awww... :luv I say you've really outdone yourself with this part, Paul. Great mixture of humor, romance, mystery and extreme violence. :-D :bow Keep it up! Please!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby WillowRulez » Tue Mar 07, 2006 4:42 pm

I was kinda surprised by how easily everyone accepted the pregnancy. Especially Giles and Anya. Oh well, guess we havent heard the last of that, right? :P
Mrs Creedy is typical for her line of job I guess. But I have a feeling that her pov will change :-D
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby AlysonGoddess » Fri Mar 10, 2006 1:50 pm

Woot! update! Sorry i cant say more other than i really enjoyed it got a lot of stuff to do like..reasearch paper.. and what not but maybe more feedback later and plz update soon!!!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby Darth Pacula » Fri Mar 17, 2006 4:09 pm

G'day all. New update up in a while, but to tide you over, here's replies to feedback.

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Katez0r - G'day, Katez0r. Ah, no I don't think it's bad that you aren't concerned for Mrs Creedy's welfare. I'd have been surprised if anyone actually was.

That's a good point that Katie might well be in more danger with W/T than she might otherwise be. But unless she leaves Sunnydale altogether, she's pretty much going to be in danger, and now that she knows some of what is lurking out there in the darkness, she's not just going to walk away. So she's better off trying to learn from the experts.

As for the whole Glory/Key issue: well, I always wondered why did Glory go to the Hellmouth in the first place? I suppose that since it's a place where the dimensional walls are thin, it would be the best place to perform her ritual. But SunnyD isn't the only Hellmouth, so my though is perhaps that Glory could sense the Key's general location, or she tortured some info out of the monks.

Feeling like a dumb ass aside, if you want to share your theories about Timothy without potentially being spoilery, feel free to PM or email me. No-one else does. :-D

Cheers!

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viximon - G'day, Vix! Good to know you don't have any local Hellmouths where you are. I have my suspicions about Canberra, which is the Australian capital city, personally. Far too many politicians, you see. :-D

:devil Yes, you've picked it! I mary-sued myself as the villain! ... Er, that's not a good thing is it? Good thing I'm joking, right? :-D

Looks like Mrs Creedy has another potential death threat on the way. I did think that perhaps you were trying to speak Klingon there for a sec though. :-D

Ok, I shut up, You're the writer so...write!!


Yes ma'am/sir! (Drat! There's no salute emoticon.) Cheers!

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Dianneswillowtree - G'day there, and welcome! :wave

Damn straight they love each other! Thanks for reading!

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caz - G'day, Caz. You see, this is one of the fun things about being on opposite sides of the planet. You freeze, and I'm pleasantly warm. It's not even too hot at the moment, but on the other hand I've been sick all week. Only went to work for one day this week.

Ahh, well. If you think that Giles' reaction was surprising, that might change in this update. I won't say any more, so you'll just have to read it for yourself. :-D

Yep, Willow's got every right to be scared, even if she knew for sure what was going on. I've no real experience with pregnancy myself (wrong fiddly bits, you see) but I have to imagine that it can really put the wind up you.

There definitely is more to Timothy than met the eye, and congrats on correctly interpreting the clues.

I can't believe I'm gonna say this, Go Nameless! I hope he puts the whammy on Mrs Creedy - the bitch! How dare she insult our girls like that.


Oh, you better believe he's putting the whammy on her, and then some. Though he would prefer to doing even nastier stuff. No-one but him is allowed to screw with W/T! :devil

Cheers, mate!

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Grayson - G'day, Grayson. Welcome! :wave

Intrigue is good, as are fluid predictions. If you want a clue, remember when Nameless first turned up, he said that he's going to make sure that Willow gets what she deserves? That could go either way, you see.

Yes, no sucker punch on Timothy. At least not yet. :devil Or am I just joking? :-D

Well, I'm sorry if I've been treating Xander like an idiot. I haven't meant to. He might not be the brightest bulb in the socket, but he's got a very big and true heart. So I've tried to give him a light bulb moment this update.

Thanks for reading, mate.

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ShallowLikeUs - G'day, Dani.

SUCK HER BRAIN! *blink* sorry about that... mean people make me angry.


Well ... I think that might be the strongest response to the odious Mrs Creedy. I can't blame you though. I wasn't expecting anyone to like her even a smidge.

On a side note, your bed is five feet up in the air? I hope you have a ladder, and you don't just have to high jump into it. :p Never been in a dorm myself. I lived at home when I went to Uni, and bummed off the parental units.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again: if you want to share a theory without potentially giving away the game, PM or email me. I welcome all guesses, and confirm absolutely none of them. :-D

then again maybe you're not doing it on purpose


Well, I'm going to say maybe fifty-fifty on that. Sometimes people interpret things that I've written in a way that never occurred to me, which is so cool. One of the things I love about this board is the interactive nature the stories can take on.

But thanks for the kind words. Which did make sense, by the way. Now I just have to hope my head fits through the doorway. :-D

Cheers, Dani! And happy birthday for the 13th! :balloons

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Useful_Oxymoron - G'day, UO.

Hell yes, Empire at War is addictive! Combined with Civ IV (just ... one ... more ... turn!) I'm surprised I find any time to write.

Yep, Mrs Creedy is certainly a bad egg. I don't know if she's as bad as your combined parade of villainy, but definitely not nice. She's going to change her tone radically though. With a little help from a certain party, that is.

I don't know how you do it, but you create some truly evil characters. And the most frightening part is that they're not even the 'blow up the world' kind of evil, just the kind of people that could live in one's street.


Hey, you've got an affinity for wacky humor, and I've got an affinity for bad guys. Hmm. Should I worry for my sanity, or just keep working on my doomsday device in my spare time?

Aw, that was the cutest mental image ever. A five year old Tara looking up at her mother with a 'what, me worry?'/'I didn't do it, it was Donnie!' expression on her face.


You're right! That is just so cute the way you describe it! :x

Awww... I say you've really outdone yourself with this part, Paul. Great mixture of humor, romance, mystery and extreme violence. Keep it up! Please!


Aww, thanks mate. Cheers!

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WillowRulez - G'day, WillowRulez. Hmm, you think Anya and Giles took it a little too well? That should be remedied a bit in this next update. And no, we haven't heard the last of it.

Oh yes, Mrs Creedy's POV will definitely be changing. If her brain doesn't melt, that is.

Cheers!

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Irene73 - G'day, Irene. Hola back to you and yours. How's tricks? Me, I've been feeling tres icky for most of the week.

So you reckon that Timothy's showing shades of both Willow and Tara huh? I wonder why that could be? :p No comment on the twins thing though. :devil

Well, you hit the nail on the head with the whole Connor thing. I did chuck in mention of him to lend precedent to the whole immaculate conception thing.

What's sad is that they really believe that their beliefs are above everyone else's.


Tell me about it. It's always the fanatics you have to worry about. That's a good idea on the complaint front though. So I stole it. :devil Thanks. :-D

What happend to Nameless Paul?


Well, Nameless grew up with darkness inside of him/her, and when the catalyst for his psychotic break, if you will, occurred, that darkness started to warp everything he felt. What we see now, is the end result.

Cheers, Irene. I always love to read your feedback.

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AlysonGoddess - G'day, Erin. Thanks. Good luck on that research paper!

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Now, on to the update!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 7 March)

Postby Darth Pacula » Fri Mar 17, 2006 4:19 pm

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more. My email address is darthpacula@hotmail.com if you prefer.


Disclaimers: I own nothing from Buffy, Angel or any such associated franchise. Is that disclaimered enough? Is disclaimered even a word?


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


A/N: If none of this makes any sense, blame it on my current state of poor health. When I was finishing this yesterday, I actually fell asleep in my chair, and when I woke up, I found I'd written a page and a half of the letter 'd'. Seriously.


Part 26.


“That ... that ... bitch!” Willow growled, her mouth working furiously as though it were trying to say more words than Willow was comfortable saying. Tara had an idea as to the type of words that might be percolating in her lover's delightfully active mind, because she was having the same thoughts, and they weren't kind. But neither woman possessed what you would call a potty-mouth, so those thoughts didn't cross into reality.


Tara sighed sadly, catching hold of her own forearms and hugging herself. At times, she couldn't help but mourn for the human race. Why did they need vampires and demons to threaten the world, when humans themselves can do just as good a job of destroying the world? Probably better, when you think about it.


Neither she, nor Willow, had even seen Mrs Creedy before, let alone met her, and yet the social worker had seemed to feel nothing but contempt, and even barely concealed hatred, towards them. For no more reason than that they each were in love with another woman.


Tara felt sorry for Mrs Creedy, sorry that the other woman would rather let herself feel hate than accept that people could want things that she didn't. Tara felt sorry for Mrs Creedy, but she also felt angry. She had been insulted, her home belittled, and her suitability to be a mother had been called into question.


Any jerk can call themselves a parent by accident, but I won't be a suitable parent? Because I'm in love with Willow? Is that going to make me mistreat a child? Lock them in a closet? Emotionally torture them? Crush their spirit? Make them think that they're going to turn into a demon?


Sucking in a tremulous breath, Tara fought back an avalanche of unpleasant memories from her childhood. She knew that she couldn't afford to dwell on the darker days of her past, not when she had Willow, and her future to consider.


Still, it was all Tara could do to contain her anger, and Willow apparently couldn't even do that much. The redhead was pacing back and forth, muttering incoherently beneath her breath as her arms flailed, gesticulating wildly.


“How dare she!” Willow finally blurted, rounding on Tara in a fury. “How. Dare. She!”


So virulent was the redhead's anger that Tara almost took a step back herself, even though she knew that Willow's anger was not directed at her. She tried to cover her instinctual reaction, but the expression of panicked contrition that bloomed on Willow's face made a mockery of her efforts.


“Tara baby, I'm sorry!” Willow instantly blurted, waving her hands 'no' frantically. “I'm not mad at you, it's just ... she made me so angry!”


“Of course she did, sweetie,” Tara replied soothingly, stepping forward and capturing her lover's slender hands before they could resume their animated dance. “She made me mad too. And I know that you're not mad at me.”


Tara stepped up close, and pressed a quick kiss to Willow's lips. “I'm too cute to be mad at for long, right?” she quipped, hoping the combination of hand holding, kissage and jokes would help to defuse the roiling thunderheads of the redhead's rightfully justified rancor.


The slight smile that flashed like quicksilver across Willow's face told Tara that her plan had worked, and she eagerly welcomed the kiss that Willow offered in reply.


“Darn tootin' you are,” Willow whispered once she reluctantly broke the kiss. Keeping a firm grip on Tara's hands, Willow led her to the living room couch. “I'm still sorry though,” she added once they were seated side by side, so close together that there wasn't a hairs breadth between their legs.


“About what, Willow?” asked Tara. “You didn't do anything wrong.”


“Maybe,” Willow grudgingly allowed, “But I shouldn't have lost my temper so badly like that. Sure, that Mrs Creedy was a mean, spiteful bigot, but what did I think losing my temper was going to achieve?”


“Welcome to the wonderful, wacky world of hormones, sweetie,” Tara gravely informed her.


“Oh great,” Willow groused, going from zero to full-out pout with impressive speed. “It's not enough Junior here's giving me an ulcer worrying about whether or not they're going to eat it's way out of me, but now I'm being turned into a neurotic mess?”


“You were already a neurotic mess, Will.” Both women looked up at the mildly teasing sound of Xander's voice, and found him standing just beyond the rear archway of the lounge room, together with Buffy and Katie.


The other scoobies were out on a variety of errands, ranging from school, for Dawn, to a suddenly urgent need to carry out a stock take, for Anya, who had also collared Giles into assisting. As such, Buffy and Xander had been the only ones present for the strangely short police interview, and the one woman blitzkrieg that had been Mrs Creedy.


For a few minutes, Buffy, Xander and Katie had stood tall beside Willow and Tara, lending their unflinching support in the face of a terrible foe. Then, they had exercised the right of cowards everywhere, and fled with their tails between their legs to the backyard.


“Is she gone?” Buffy asked, glancing to either side as if expecting the specter of the social worker to loom up from out of nowhere.


“Asks the woman who cut and run, leaving her best friend in the lurch,” Willow mumbled sadly, shaking her head as if remembering a friend that she had once had. The fact that Buffy subsequently indulged Willow's doubtful theatrics was testimony to how guilty she felt.


“Oh come on, Will,” Buffy begged. “I had to leave, or I would've throttled her.”


“I think that would have been justifiable homicide, wouldn't it?” asked Xander with little trace of his customary humor, and Tara was hard pressed to work out if he was kidding or not. He might often play the fool, but Tara was well aware that Xander cared deeply for everyone in their merry little band of misfits. So she wasn't surprised that he'd taken offense on their behalf.


Buffy shared a wry smile with Xander. “I doubt the police would share your opinion, Xand,” she pointed out. “I've appeared on their radar one time too many already for my liking.”


“Pfft!” Xander scoffed, and Tara was relieved to see his sense of humor return. “Just because you've been accused of murder a couple of times, and keep turning up connected to the usual Hellmouth-y weirdness? Why would that make them suspicious?”


Katie turned a suddenly suspicious eye on Buffy, who hastened to explain before she lost Katie's newly earned trust. “I didn't murder anyone, Katie. It was just a misunderstanding.” She swatted Xander's arm, and he only grinned cheekily. “And Ted was manslaughter, not murder.”


“And a robot to boot,” Willow helpfully pointed out. “So it didn't count.”


“Aww, you guys keep track of the number of times I've nearly been arrested?” Buffy inquired with a sweet smile. “That is so sweet, in a very Sunnydale specific kind of way.”


“We try,” Xander murmured modestly as he attempted to surreptitiously rub at the spot on his arm that Buffy had swatted earlier. His efforts were utterly fruitless, but none of the women drew attention to his actions and thus allowed his fragile male ego to remain unbruised. Which was something that couldn't be said for Xander's arm.


“So what was Godzilla's verdict?” asked Buffy as she perched on one arm of a nearby armchair.


Before either Tara or Willow could speak, Katie sighed dramatically and, shoulders slumped in a carefully choreographed pose calculated to milk the last iota of sympathy from her audience, she began to trudge out of the room.


“Katie?” Tara called out in confusion, and the young girl halted and slowly turned around.


“It's okay,” she answered mournfully. “I know. This is one of those 'adult' talks, and I should just go play or something.” She turned back onto her original path and oh-so slowly resumed her melancholy exit, earnestly radiating an aura of faux-piteousness.


Tara couldn't help but smile, for she knew full well that Katie's behavior was completely artificial, and cunningly formulated in an effort to make them all feel sorry for her. Katie, it would seem was growing tired of being left out of the conversation. And rightly so, in this case. It's her life too.


Turning her gaze upon her partner, Tara found Willow's eyes lingering on Katie's retreating form with amusement. Feeling the weight of her partner's gaze like a loving caress, Willow turned slightly and nodded in agreement with Tara's unspoken question.


“Katie? You can stay,” Tara informed her. “This involves you, so you have a right to hear this.”


Whirling around, Katie unveiled a ebullient grin, sprinted back and leapt without warning into Tara's lap, only narrowly avoiding knocking the wind out of the blonde. Willow had to cover her mouth to muffle a giggle at the sight, which simultaneously tickled her funny bone and melted her heart.


Wrapping her arms around Katie, Tara worked her revenge with nimble fingers the left the girl wriggling and giggling uncontrollably in her lap. But as she watched them, this girl who had come so suddenly into their lives, and woman who owned her heart, Willow felt her smile start to slip as she recalled the new threat they faced.


Katie's already been through so much, with losing her entire family. She seems to have taken to us so quickly ... it's like she's trying to fill the hole in her heart with all of us. Trying to replace what she's lost with what she's found. Now, that's under threat too. What will she do if they take her away from us?


“Will?” Xander's voice, quiet and serious, made Willow turn away. He was looking at her with an expression of quiet understanding and commiseration. “The news isn't good, is it?”


“No, it's not,” Willow admitted.


This statement cut off the sound of Katie's merriment like a knife, and she stared at Willow with eyes that were wide and dark. Tara held her close, as if afraid that someone would try to take Katie away from her at that very moment, but it was as if Katie no longer even noticed.


“What happened?” Buffy demanded, her body language tensing as if for a fight. But this was a fight without an opponent Buffy could fight, and she knew it.


“Mrs Creedy,” Willow began, her voice was thick with loathing, “has deemed us unfit parents. I think she's going to try and take Katie away.”


“No!” Katie shouted. “I won't go! I wanna stay here with you, not with that fat meanie!”


“Shh,” Tara whispered in the child's ear, stroking her hair soothingly. “It's okay, Katie. We won't let anyone hurt you.” We might not be able to keep you for our own, but I promise you that. No matter what, you won't be left alone again.


“Why the ... why would she say that?” Buffy asked, flummoxed by the very idea, and Tara both noted and appreciated Buffy's self-censorship. She had a sneaking suspicion that what Buffy had been about to say wasn't fit for juvenile ears.


“Why do you think?” Xander answered for them, proving quicker on the uptake than the Slayer.


Buffy's jaw literally dropped open, and she gaped at all of them in astonishment. “Because you're gay?” she clarified, and Willow nodded tightly. Scowling, Buffy sprang to her feet. “Forget the consequences, I'm gonna kill her!”


Xander, who was still on his feet, peered out the front windows. “Well, we're in luck. Her car is still parked out front, so here's your chance. Do you want a cheering section?”


“Xander, you're not helping,” Tara interrupted chidingly, and he subsided with a guilty expression. “Buffy, you can't kill her. Violence won't solve anything here.”


“I know that, but it'd still be tremendously satisfying,” Buffy sighed, her scowl deepening. “It just really makes me see red. I mean, where does she get off, judging you guys just for being different? I oughta go give her a piece of my mind!”


“Isn't that discrimination?” Xander queried, still glaring through the window at Mrs Creedy's car, as though hoping to make it spontaneously combust. “I might not have paid a whole heck of a lot of attention in class, but isn't that illegal? Can't you complain, or sue her or something?”


Willow blinked repeatedly at Xander in surprise, to the point where he was starting to wonder if she was trying to communicate in morse code, then she bounded to her feet and hugged him enthusiastically. “Xander,” she blurted delightedly, “You're a genius!”


“Well, I guess I was due for my annual good idea,” he mumbled modestly, wearing a goofy grin as Willow smacked a grateful kiss on his cheek. “It's been a while since my last one.” His gaze strayed back to the window, and he grunted. “Huh. Looks like she's leaving.”


“Good riddance,” grated Buffy as she joined the others at the window, glaring daggers at the retreating vehicle.


**********


My my, don't they just look cranky, I mused to myself as I watched both Mrs Creedy driving away in a daze, and the scoobies present witnessing her departure. Even from this distance, I could see the strength of the evil eye they were giving the social worker as she left.


Wreathed in ever present glamor, I took the chance to spy on them in person, safe in my magically enforced state of anonymity. My first impression had been right on the money; one and all, they were frightfully angry. No matter what else you can say about the bitch, that Mrs Creedy certainly makes an impression. Not unlike myself, in that respect. My lips twisted in distaste at the very thought of comparing myself to the bigot in any way, shape or form.


Some of the scoobies' vexation was easy to detect, even if the observer wasn't an empath such as I myself was. Neither Rosenberg or either of the Summers were the type to conceal their feelings for the most part. They were the kind of people whose faces were an open canvas, displaying their feeling for all the world to see, and Harris wasn't much better, though he often tried to hide behind a wall of quips and intentionally doltish behavior.


It was Tara, and interestingly enough, Katie who were harder to read. From what I knew of the blonde witch, she was almost as empathic as me, though I imagined she put her gift to better use than I did. She was real big into that whole 'accept your feelings' shtick, but it seemed to me that she rarely let her passions have their head. Not the darker ones, anyway. Her passion for Willow ... well, I imagine that Tara let that fly free on a frequent basis.


No, Tara did not embrace her anger as I do. She acknowledged it, true, she wasn't so foolish as to think that she could simply deny it wholesale. Tara ... she just refused to give her anger any power over her.


Was that a strength, I mused, or a weakness? When it came to violence, I far outstripped both witches in both raw power and technique, and that was not overweening pride speaking. It was a simple point of fact. Had they lived the life I had done, if they had survived what I had survived, they could have given me a run for my money.


Yet ... what has my power gained me? Who, between us, is the happier? I snort in bitter amusement. What does happiness have to do with me? I have felt so little of it in the past two decades, and I deserve even less. No matter, what's done is done.


Tara might not let her anger rule her, but it is there, in her furrowed brow, the tightness of her lips, and my own fury rises at the sight of it, like calling to like. I feel the sudden urge to turn, and let slip the full force of my rage, to burn Mrs Creedy to a charred cinder, to caper grotesquely on her corpse. But I don't. None of them would thank me for such a dark deed, and that which I have already done to the saggy-assed bitch should suffice.


The geas I'd laid on her was burnt into her brain, engraved in every thought in her head. Mrs Creedy would no longer be a danger to my witches, instead she would be their self appointed champion. Unless the imprinting unraveled, and if that happened ... well, I'd placed the subliminal commands so throughly throughout her bigoted little mind that if they failed, her mind would collapse and leave her little more than a drooling slab of meat. I was okay with that possibility.


But Katie ... I wondered about Katie. For a child, she had a strangely tight leash upon her anger. That could bode one of two things, one of two paths that she would walk upon. She could follow Tara's path, and learn to defuse her anger and thus deny it power over it. Or ... she could follow my path.


I placed her with Willow and Tara to prevent that very occurrence, but should they fail, should Katie fall ... I will not abide such a threat so close to the witches. Should that happen, I will have to kill her. I would prefer not to, especially since I went to the trouble to save her life once already, but ... c'est la vie. It would hardly be my first murder.


**********


“Giles, what are we going to do?” Anya asked without preamble as the door of the Magic Box closed behind them.


Frowning in confusion, Giles peered at his business partner over the rim of his glasses. “I thought we were going to carry out some sort of vital stock take?”


“Oh that!” Anya replied nonchalantly. “That was just a lie.”


“Er ... why?”


Anya just looked at him in disbelief, as if astounded that Giles didn't already know the answer. “Because we couldn't talk in the house, of course.”


“At the risk of sounding repetitive, Anya, why? What on earth are you talking about?”


“What else? We need to discuss what we're going to do about Willow,” Anya continued, turning her back on Giles and pacing over to the table that had seen so much scooby research service in the years since Giles had become the Magic Box's proprietor.


Giles followed her, frowning suspiciously. “What about Willow?” he ventured, his voice cautious as he followed in Anya's path.


“Oh, come on, Giles,” Anya scoffed, “You didn't really mean what you told her, did you? Treat it as an ordinary pregnancy? Have you suffered yet another blow to the head? It's not a normal pregnancy, Giles.”


“Do you think that I'm somehow unaware of that, Anya?” snapped Giles.


“Then why did you say it?” Anya demanded, crossing her arms firmly beneath the swell of her breasts as she settled into a confrontational stance.


“Because it was what she needed to hear, Anya!” Giles' reply was ground out from between clenched teeth. “The last thing we need is for Willow to fall apart on us.”


Anya appeared utterly unaffected by this display of the Watcher's temper, and instead fixed him with a gimlet gaze. “You know we can't necessarily rely on Willow's judgment any more, don't you? No matter the cause, it's possible that her free will has been co-opted.”


Sighing, Giles fell heavily into the nearest chair, his shoulders slumping dejectedly. His head nodded slowly. “I know.”


Anya forged on relentlessly, stubbornly refusing to offer Giles surcease. “You do know what the most likely answer is to all of this, right?”


The face that Giles turned to Anya was haggard, haunted by the possibilities his extensive knowledge raised. But despite this, his voice remained calm and focused.


“Demonic impregnation, of any sort, typically has an abnormally short gestation period, something of an evolutionary development to increase the chances of their spawn surviving up to the birth. If that was what was happening here, I would have suspected to have seen a more drastic change in Willow.”


Anya nodded in agreement, opening her mouth as if to comment, but this time it was Giles' turn to verbally overwhelm her.


“Given the nature of the threat we're currently facing, I feel our most likely option is a magically induced pregnancy. I'll give you one guess who I think is behind that.”


“Nameless,” Anya hissed cantankerously. “But when could he have done it? I have to imagine that this isn't the kind of spell that could be done from a remote location. He would need prolonged, physical contact.”


“For example, when Willow might have been unconscious for an unknown period of time?” Giles offered, and Anya muttered a brief curse beneath her breath. Giles determinedly refused to let himself catch the details of what Anya had said, but he had every confidence that he would have been appalled if he had heard.


“Dammit!” announced Anya with a thunderous scowl. “Why didn't I think of that?”


“However, I am less concerned with the when than I am with the why. Why would Nameless want Willow pregnant?”


Anya shrugged carelessly. “Perhaps he thinks it will weaken Willow? Or maybe he's just trying to sow an air of general confusion?”


“Perhaps,” Giles replied, his tone reluctant to either agree with his business partner, or dismiss her suggestions out of hand. But Anya showed no signs of taking offense, either not noticing Giles' reticence, or choosing to ignore it.


“Giles, you've seen this Nameless, right?” she suddenly asked, and Giles blinked at the sudden course change of their discussion. “What he looks like beneath the glamor?”


“I think so, but I can't be sure. I imagine that sense of uncertainty regarding his appearance is just one of the purposes of the glamor Nameless hides behind. Why do you ask?”


“Well, I never actually got a look at him, but I did get the sense that he's pushing the tolerance levels of his body. With the amount of black magic he's flinging about, there's always a price.”


Giles looked at Anya with renewed interest now, as he started to follow her train of thought. “Yes, he did look as if his extended magic use was having physical consequences. Where are you going with this? What do you think Nameless is up to?”


“Back in my demon days, I sometimes used to hear about certain dark wizards, whose bodies became gradually corrupted by the magics that they used. To counteract this, or to extend their life spans, they ... they would basically possess people. Force their victim's soul out and take their body for their own.”


Giles' eyes grew narrow with disgust, indignation and a trace of fear. “You don't think ...”


“That Nameless is using Willow as a brood mare to breed his new body? It puts a whole new spin on that whole designer babies issue, doesn't it?”


**********


“Well Sergeant, it's looking like Thatcher fluffed it, now isn't it?”


“Sir?” Bixby responded, his back as stiff as if his spine were an iron rod. Isiah turned from the table he'd been leaning on to face his subordinate, shaking his head as he folded his arms behind him and clasped his hands in the small of his back.


Bixby's never been an original thinker. Excellent chap for following orders, vicious to a fault, and strong enough to snap a strong man in half ... a fact to which I can personally testify, but not at his best when required to think for himself.


“Our boy William would have reported in by now, whether he'd succeeded or failed. Since he hasn't, we have to assume that he's fallen afoul of the Slayer ... or maybe he had the misfortune to run into Nameless.”


“You should have sent me, Isiah,” purred Maria from the corner where she sat, repetitively running a whetstone along the blade of a stiletto with a ten-inch blade. Each pass she made filled the air with an ominous scraping noise. It reminded Isiah of the scrape of steel on human bone, and as such he found it soothing.


“If I'd sent you, Maria, you'd have forgotten the mission a handful of minutes after leaving, and simply butchered the first family you found, just for the hell of it.” Maria shrugged, unable to offer an argument to counter Isiah's claim.


“Are you sure the warlock's still alive, sir?” Bixby inquired doubtfully. “That was a mighty big explosion.”


“Like I said before,” Isiah replied, “with a fellow like this, I won't be certain of his death until I hold his severed head in my hands.”


Bixby grunted. “Well, if he is alive as you fear, Captain, we don't seem to have provoked the response you were hoping for,” pointed out the massive vampire. “Bugger's gone to ground instead.”


Nodding, Isiah thumbed his chin as he pondered their problem. “I guess we're just going to have to try harder then. Round up a few of the more likely new lads, Sergeant. It's time they earned their keep.”


**********


The full moon had come and gone, but even on the wane, it's silver bulk still dominated the clear night sky. Hanging there in a star strewn sky, the moon seemed like a celestial queen, surrounded by the lesser glory of her court. Yet the natural beauty of the nighttime sky was not what was on Willow Rosenberg's mind as she stood at the window, staring blankly up at the firmament.


“Tara?” Willow called, her tone introspective and reserved.


Obediently sticking her head through the doorway leading to the bathroom, Tara looked inquisitively at her partner in lieu of replying properly. The mouthful of toothpaste she currently had made speaking a risky prospect at best, unless you cared for the rapid dog look.


“You don't think ... she wasn't right, was she?”


Tara held up her index finger, wordlessly requesting a moment to clear her mouth. Retreating back into the bathroom, she hastily spat into the sink, washed out her mouth and hurried back.


“Was who right, sweetie?” she asked.


Willow didn't turn around; for some reason she almost felt afraid of what she might see in Tara's face when she said what she was going to say.


“Mrs Creedy ...” she mumbled.


Tara's jaw literally dropped in shock, leaving her open mouthed and gaping. “W... what? How could you a.. ask that?”


Willow forced herself to turn around and confront Tara, and her heart shuddered at the look of pain and confusion on her beloveds face. “Not about everything,” she hastily amended. “Not about us being unfit parents. I meant more about the money thing.”


“W.. what money thing?” Tara asked as her heartbeat, which had leapt to a thundering pace, slowed somewhat.


“Tara, neither of us have a job!” Willow blurted, her words coming so fast it was as if a dam had broken. “We are both still in school, living rent free in someone else's house! How can we afford to take care of Katie and a baby too?”


“Oh, Will sweetie,” Tara murmured as she recognized the underlying fear driving Willow's side of the conversation. “Come here.” Stepping forward, Tara enfolded her lover in a comforting embrace, pressing kisses onto the top of Willow's head.


“Things are just changing so fast, Tara,” Willow mumbled into the blonde's shoulder. “So fast that it's scaring me.”


“I know, Willow,” Tara agreed, one hand tracing a figure eight pattern in the small of the redhead's back, the other cradling the back of Willow's head, fingertips stroking through crimson locks rhythmically.


“I ... I just don't know what I'm doing, Tara,” Willow continued. “I don't know, and I hate it! This is something school can't teach me.”


A sad smile curved Tara's lips. “No-one just knows what they're doing straight away when it comes to kids, sweetie. You have to learn as you go along.”


Willow pulled away slightly so that she could establish eye-to-eye contact before replying. “I think that's what terrifies me the most, Tara. We learn by example, right? Well, how many of us had a parent who was worth a damn? Aside from your Mom and Mrs Summers?”


“Will ...”


But Willow had her head now, her mind filling with images of all the ways in which she could fail. “What if I suck at this Tara? What if I ruin Katie's life? What if I ruin this baby's life? I don't want to be my mother, Tara! I can't be my mother, I couldn't take it!”


“You aren't your mother, Willow,” Tara assured her panicking partner. “And you didn't turn out so bad, did you?”


A near hysterical giggle escaped Willow's lips and she hugged Tara tightly once more. “I think you might be a bit biased, baby. And I think I am who I turned out to be not because of my parents, but in spite of them.”


“Any child would be lucky to have you as their mother, Willow Rosenberg,” Tara fiercely insisted, “And don't you try and say otherwise.”


“I just ... this is someone else's life, Tara. I can't let myself fail at this.”


Tara moved so that the two women stood face to face, foreheads pressed together, eyes of cobalt blue boring into emerald green. “And you won't fail, Willow. We won't fail.”


Willow nodded weakly, and a wan smile curved the lips that Tara always wanted to drink kisses from like water, but she knew that the redhead wasn't convinced. Time, and experience, would dull the razor's edge of the dread that currently savaged Willow, but it was the kind of fear that never, ever went away completely.


Tara knew this beyond the shadow of a doubt, because she felt it too.


**********


Even the sound of the knock on the back door was nervous when it came, a rapid tap-tap-tap like an overgrown woodpecker. None of the scoobies tended to knock before entering the Summers house these days, as it was already a second home to those that weren't already living there. So Buffy was cautious when she answered the knock.


Not too cautious, mind you. As a whole, evil tended to overlook the social niceties.


Buffy eased the door open slowly, a butchers knife held firmly in one hand and concealed behind her back. The individual she found fidgeting on her doorstep drew her aback, and not just from the smell.


“Hey, I know you, right?” she asked the scrawny, rag covered figure.


“Aye, too right ye have!” responded Lickspittle indignantly, it's head bobbing up and down as if it were a life sized version of one of those bobble-headed dogs found on some people's dashboards. “I'd be the one tellin' ya aboot yon Nameless and the grease ball.”


Buffy's nose crinkled at the malodorous stink that wafted up as a cloud from the derelict demon's mouth. But unpleasant as it was, Lickspittle's stench was unique, and served as a handy memory jogger.


“Yeah, Lickspittle isn't it?” she replied, trying not to breath in too much. Who knows what I might catch if I do breathe in. Having a conversation with a walking compost heap wasn't something I was looking forward to.


“Aye, that'd be right on the nose, missus,” answered Lickspittle, seeming to puff up ridiculously with misplaced pride. “'Tis passin' kind o' ye ta being able to ken ma name, Slayer.”


“Well, what can I say,” Buffy lied gallantly, “You ... ah ... you certainly make an impression.”


The sudden sight of a toothy smile, full of yellow, crooked teeth, bloomed in the gloomy depths of Lickspittle's hood, and Buffy instantly regretted her gallantry as a wave of stink all but slapped her physically in the face.


Okay, unless this breed of demon considers vomit on their shoes a cheerful greeting, I'd better cut this short.


Buffy leaned against the door jam with a show of studied nonchalance, bringing the butchers knife out from behind her back and starting to use it's tip to clean her already spotless fingernails. “So,” she drawled, noting with amusement as Lickspittle took a step backwards at the sight of her knife, “Where you wanting something, or what?”


Chuckling nervously, Lickspittle shuffled forward, his eyes hypnotically following the movement of the blade in Buffy's hand. “A wee birdy do be tellin' me, you do be havin' a wee tousle wit the Nameless, aye? If'n I do be saying so me'self, youz be coming oot o' that a whole lot less deader 'n most.”


“Um ... thanks?”


Lickspittle leaned forward conspiratorially, and Buffy fought the nigh irresistible urge to lean backwards to the same degree. “A wee while back, Slayer, I do be coming acroos someting you may be finding useful. In regards ta ya wee warlock problem, that is.”


“And what would that be?” Buffy grunted suspiciously.


There was an avaricious gleam in Lickspittle's eyes as he answered. “Someting belongin' to the bleedin' git. A book. A book o' the magical persuasion.”


“Right then,” Buffy stated firmly, lunging forward with her free hand and hauling a startled Lickspittle into the air. “Come on in,” she ordered, hefting the protesting demon inside before nudging the door shut with her hip.


“Giles! Will! Tara!” she bellowed at the top of her lungs, drowning out Lickspittle's pitiful whining. “I got clueage!”


**********


“So, lets see it then,” Buffy demanded as she loomed over Lickspittle, who had been deposited like a sack of potatoes at one end of the dining room table. Those scoobies who were actually present, namely those whose names Buffy had yelled, were seated in the seats closest to the demon, who was wilting beneath the weight of all of the intense gazes upon him. Katie, on the other hand, was peering around the corner, apparently fascinated by Lickspittle.


“Well?” continued Buffy, and Tara got the impression that the petite Slayer was enjoying the infrequent opportunity to physically loom over someone.


“I'd nay be doin' dis oot o' the kindness o' ma heart, Slayer,” Lickspittle complained sullenly.


“You don't say?” Willow shot back archly, but her sarcasm went straight over the reeking demon's head.


“I do be sayin'! I'd be doin' dis for da good o' ma bank balance!”


“Don't worry, you'll be paid,” Giles informed him cooly. “If this is what you claim it is.” The demon eyed Giles angrily at the Englishman's disclaimer, insulted by Giles' unspoken aspersions on it's character.


“'Ere then!” Lickspittle grumbled, rummaging beneath a heavy coat three sizes too big for him, and pulling out a hessian sack containing a large square shape. The demon tossed his bundle on the table in front of Willow and Tara. “I'd best be gettin' paid fo' dat!”


Giles indicated that Willow and Tara should investigate the sack's contents, and Willow shot him a sarcastically thankful look in reply, for the sack appeared to absorbed a not inconsequential amount of Lickspittle inherent odor. Tara gingerly took the base of the sack by thumb and forefinger in each corner, reluctant to touch the fabric any more than was absolutely necessary, and upended it.


The book that fell to the table with a resounding thump was impressively large, nearly a foot tall, and bound in thick, dark leather with brass clasps holding it closed. Willow reached for it eagerly, but froze when Tara held up a hand in warning. Studiously, Tara stared at the book for several minutes, probing at it with every sense at her disposal to confirm that it was safe to touch. All the while, Willow sat and waited with ill grace, all but wriggling in her seat at the prospect of a new font of knowledge.


In the meantime, Buffy and Giles turned their joint attention back to Lickspittle, who remained hunched sullenly in it's seat. “So ... where'd you get your hands on this, huh?” Buffy demanded, taking the chance to loom once again.


Lickspittle's eyes darted back and forth between Giles and Buffy, but finally he gave the sigh of a put-upon martyr, muttering under his breath.


“I wuz up inna hills behind toown, n' I stumbled upoon a wee fracas betwixt Nameless n' these gangly, bug-eyed tossers. Yon mage did for 'em right quick n' proper like, but it looked like dey caught 'im in da midst o' moving digs.”


“Up in the hills, you say?” Giles mused. “There are a great many caves up there. That might be where Nameless took both Willow and Tara.”


“Aye!” crowed Lickspittle triumphantly. “He was bedded doown inna cave, see? So Nameless does 'is little disappearin' act, and I sneak in right quick, ta see if'n he had left anyting worth nickin'.”


“And you just happened to find this book?” Buffy asked dubiously, obviously harboring doubts as to Lickspittle's reliability.


“Nah,” drawled the demon cockily. “Nothin' so simple as dat. He had it hid, see? But my kind? We's right good at findin' what people wants hidden. S'like a ... what'dja call it? A gee-neet-tik predisposition?”


“Giles?” Tara breathed in astonishment. Turning to face the two witches, Giles found Willow enthusiastically leafing through the tome, occasionally uttering delighted little noises. Tara was staring back at him with triumph shining in her eyes. “Pay Lickspittle what he wants,” she instructed.


“It's something of worth?” Giles inquired, concealing the sudden thrill he felt.


Tara nodded emphatically. “It looks like one of Nameless' spell books. Not only that, but it's got a name in it. It's got his name.”


Turning to face Lickspittle, Giles adopted a bright smile. “Will you take a check?”


**********


Lickspittle slunk through the darkness, blending into the shadows, nervously fingering the rusty boning knife stuck through it's belt. Demon or not, being out alone was a risky proposition these days, even in the early hours of the night.


“An' jus' havin' done the dirty onna murderous warlock ain't done wonders for ma composure,” Lickspittle muttered to itself, creeping down an anonymous alley, back to the wall. A sound echoed in the near distance behind the demon, and Lickspittle whirled, pulling the knife from it's belt.


Emptiness greeted the demon's nervous gaze, and after a moments hesitation, Lickspittle turned to continue on it's way. And found a figure looming out of the darkness in it's path. Lickspittle yelped like a tomcat being gelded, and stabbed wildly.


A sure had slapped aside Lickspittle's hasty thrust, and a familiar voice called out swiftly.


“Hold up there, buddy boy!” Timothy Garner hissed at Lickspittle. “It's me, so make with less of the stab-age, okay?”


“Gawd, yoir lairdship, ye startled the bejeezus oot o' me!” Lickspittle blurted in relief.


“I scared you?” Timothy countered with a wry grin. “You're not the one who nearly ended up with that rusty pig sticker of yours stuck in their groin!”


“Sorry aboot dat, yoir lairdship. I's just being a wee bit jumpy at da mo'.”


Timothy sighed in exasperation. “Look, Licky, will you stop calling me a lord, okay? Do I look inbred enough to be an aristocrat?”


“Licky?” replied Lickspittle indignantly.


“Sorry. Look, you stop calling me a lord, and I won't call you Licky anymore, kay?” Timothy waited for Lickspittle to nod in reply before continuing. “Now, did you deliver my package?”


“Aye, that I did, yoir ... I mean, Timothy. But I'm tinking yoir nay payin' me enough tay get caught up wit' dis Nameless blighter.”


A sad little smile curved Timothy's lips as he shook his head. “Just you let me worry about Nameless. He's my problem, not yours.”


“You'd be knowin' 'im then?” Lickspittle asked curiously.


“You might say that,” Timothy replied absently, staring off into space. “We go way back, him and I.”


“Be that as it may, why'dja need me inna first place, eh? If'n yoir on dere side, why nay tell 'em so?”


Chuckling, Timothy shook his head slowly as he leaned against the alley wall. “I almost wish I could. The chance to see them again, to talk to them when they knew who I really was? Goddess, it's tempting.” He sighed, a sound replete with both regret and resolve. “But no. I can't. I'm breaking more than enough rules just being here. Technically ... I'm not even supposed to exist yet.”


“Huh? Whoot's dat supposed ta mean?”


Timothy pushed himself off the wall with a self-deprecating smile. “Never you mind, Lickspittle. It's a long, and very confusing story. Every time I try and understand it myself, I tend to go cross-eyed. Instead, why don't you try explaining why you felt compelled to charge for what was essentially a gift? Especially when I'd already paid you to deliver it.”


Lickspittle at least had the grace to look embarrassed.


To be continued ...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby WillowRulez » Fri Mar 17, 2006 5:33 pm

Haha, Licky is funny. Poor Buffy. She could have given him a shower and a toothbrush as payment!
Seee... I knew I was relying on Anya for something. Hope Giles and her will figure it out. So far it doesnt seem like Willow is under Nameless spell too much... but i am probably wrong hehe. So Nameless really wants the baby as a body? I mean when it's a ll grown up. I didnt suspect that. Guess we'll see hm?
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby caz » Sat Mar 18, 2006 1:55 pm

G'day Paul! It's still cold here and to make matters worse I have to go back to work on Monday after having two weeks holiday - I'm not looking forward to it!

Anyway, good update. I'm glad that the rest of the scoobies felt the same way as Willow & Tara but it's Katie I really feel sorry for. She's just accepted these 'strange' people and has actually come to trust them and now some horrible woman has turned up and wants to take her away.

It sounds like Nameless has sorted the Creedy creature out. Can't wait to see what happens when she next comes to call!

I'm beginning to have thoughts about Timothy now and yes, I'm keeping them to myself! :-D

I didn't like Giles & Anya talking about Willow's pregnancy at the Magic Box. I think that it should have been discussed with everyone present. I tend not to trust Giles because I sometimes feel that he has his own agenda - don't ask me why! :happy

I really enjoyed this update and am looking forward to your next one. :bounce

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby ShallowLikeUs » Sat Mar 18, 2006 3:25 pm

IT'S AN UPDATE!!! YAY!

So I read this, and it makes some of my theories stronger and others in need of tweakage. I WANNA KNOW THE NAME!!! That's horrible.. we know there's a name but now we don't know what it is yet.

I took notes. oh and thanks for the birthday wishes.

I loved Willow's reaction to Bitchzilla (The Bigot from the Hellmouth.) and with her mouth trying to say more than her brain would let it, it's a very vivid description, cause most people have felt that way at some time, and when you finally do say a word... it always seems inadequet. and it's just a great way to describe it, cause it helps make it real to the reader, or, to me at least, and i'm a reader.

good point about how humans suck more than vampires and demons, and how they're probably better at destroying the world than vampires or demons (Which is why Buffy should be allowed to kill people...Vote Summers in '08 )

"You were already a neurotic mess, Will." Xander, sweet Xander, always with the humorous truth. When Willow was all complaining about becoming a neurotic mess, and before i scrolled down i was thinking.. "uh..weren't you one before?"

I think it's cute and endearing, how the Scoobies keep track of the times Buffy is almost arrested.

and yes! BRAIN SUCKAGE! Cause essentially, he sucked her brain! I'm so happy...and it's subliminal brain suckage, I mean, okay so it's not really, but It's close enough to it that I'm happy with it. I hope she ends up being a whore..(my generic term for someone who sucks.) and i hope she ends up drooling and tomato-esque.

I enjoyed this update, and I'm looking so very much forward to another. I'm reworking my theory, and i'm gunna type it up and i'm gunna put it somewhere, and i'll compare and contrast at a later date.

Spring break is over, and now I move on to homework.

and no, there is no ladder...i use the trunk under my bed to step on and hoist myself up. i'm no good at the high jump...or any track event. I fell out of bed the first morning i slept here... it was... funny in retrospect.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby mole » Sat Mar 18, 2006 3:45 pm

Hiya Paul.

I apologize for missing a couple of updates. Between finals and a nasty cold, I've been worthless of late.

The plot does thicken, eh? Hmmm...I'm having some thoughts as to the identity of Timothy. We shall see if they prove correct.

Nice job exploring both Tara's and Willow's apprehensions regarding parenthood. Poor roles models, lack of employment, valid causes for concern, to be sure. But Tara's right, neither she nor Willow will fail in raising a child. They are both too aware of the pitfalls looming in the path of children without strong guidance. And they are both too full of love to go wrong on that front. It will be a trying time and a steep learning curve, but I have faith in them both.

So, Giles and Anya are joining forces a bit to figure out what's going on? Hmmm...

Tara nodded emphatically. “It looks like one of Nameless' spell books. Not only that, but it's got a name in it. It's got his name.”


This made me chuckle. What? Does the evil Nameless have a plate in the book declaring it belongs in the library of....? Just struck me as funny. Let's blame that on the Sudafed, shall we?

This story continues to intrigue. Looking forward to more,
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby viximon » Sun Mar 19, 2006 3:13 am

Uh? I don't belive it. I hadn't posted yesterday!! :confused Well I was on a hurry but I would swear I did it. Might dream it (My mind works that way, wandering all the time).
No problem though, I review here and now.

First of all. HI PAUL, my australian pal ;-) How are you?
Good to know you don't have any local Hellmouths where you are. I have my suspicions about Canberra, which is the Australian capital city,

Aha! I knew it! :hmm It's just the city has miss a stick, the name really is Gamberra (wich in Spanish means troublemaker (in female)) :laugh Have fun when the underground beings. You can even become their master >:)

About the fic:
I growl besides Willow about Mrs Creedy (yep, still having issues with the...the...Creedy-woman)
Love Tara always, but specially in this chap, she showing herself and being all motherly and calming and so sweet and Tara-ish.
Ok, now katie worry me somehow though but we will have to wait ans read what happen. No?
About Willow baby, er. It's the koala thing still up? :lol
Lickspittle should be Buffy new love interest, they are so cute together (Ain't I evil? He he) Now, really, that part was hilarious.
And then with the book and stuff. Things are going to be ok? I mean will we get clues and answers yada yada? :shock Wow, I was thinking that day will never come.

Ok, now I go. Take care buddy mine.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby Useful_Oxymoron » Sun Mar 19, 2006 6:13 pm

Heya, Paul.

Heheheheh, on Missus Creedy. Let her brain melt, I say! :kdevil Mwuahahah. Oh, btw, could you pursuade Nameless to come over to Holland melt the brains of our cabinet of ministers? Uh, come to think of it, never mind. I don't think anyone would notice the difference.

Anyway, on with the story. As much as I hate to admit it, Creedy, as did Willow in the latest part, did raise some valid points. Having spent time as an educator, I've known one fact about parenting quite clearly : children cost money. Lotsa money. But I'm not so sure that Casa de Summers wouldn't be a good and safe environment for Katie. As long as Dawn doesn't decide to practise her crossbow skills without first checking if there's someone in the room, that is. ;)

Is that going to make me mistreat a child? Lock them in a closet? Emotionally torture them? Crush their spirit? Make them think that they're going to turn into a demon?


Ouch... I sense some unresolved issues here. Again, as a former educator, I've seen the effects of emotional abuse. :angry Without going into details much, it's the subtlest of things that do the most damage.

That Nameless is using Willow as a brood mare to breed his new body? It puts a whole new spin on that whole designer babies issue, doesn't it?”


Yipes. Designer babies indeed. So this is what he's after... or is he? I wouldn't put it above Nameless to use this as a red herring.

Lickspittle reminds me of Pepe LePew. Brilliant! :) But at least Lick isn't following Buffy around, hopping along while she's trying to run away from him. :)

And again it's Timothy with the cloak and dagger stuff.

My, my, you've got layers within layers going around here. Nicely done.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby Grayson » Tue Mar 21, 2006 6:57 am

Now I really need to go back and re-read the whole story with a different eye. You did a great job of pushing us toward certain assumptions that may be totally off-base. I now have no clue who I think Nameless is, but I have a guess about Timothy...

Unless that's another misdirection, which I wouldn't put past you.

PS - Yay Xander's good idea!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby Darth Pacula » Mon Mar 27, 2006 2:07 pm

G'day all. Not an update yet, I'm afraid. It is finished (at 12:30 last night :yawn ) but I have to go to work, so it won't be up until sometime this afternoon (my time, that is).

Cheers,
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby Darth Pacula » Tue Mar 28, 2006 12:57 am

G'day all. True to my word, it is the afternoon here in the land of Oz, and an update is on the way. Once I get replies out of the way. That should only take an hour or two. :grin

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WillowRulez - G'day, WillowRulez. I'm glad you liked Licky. He'll probably turn up again somewhere down the road, seeing as he's acting as Timothy's dogsbody. He'd probably be offended if you tried to pay him off with hygiene products though. A stink like he's got takes work to attain.

We haven't seen too much of Nameless' influence on Willow, and we may not in the future. He hasn't finished his spell yet, and we (by which I mean you readers; I know what's going on) still can't be sure what he's planning.

The body swap plan is a possibility, but at the moment, it's just Anya's theory.

If you like long updates, I think this next one might be the longest yet. It just didn't want to stop. :grin

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Irene73 (mk 1) - G'day, Irene.

But you know, you could've just asked.


Yes, but that wouldn't be quite evil enough. :devil I do have a reputation to maintain, you know. Not much of one, I'll grant you, but still ....

I would have been more than happy to give it too you. *that came out wrong...give it to him?*


Well, my Scottish heritage renders me all but incapable of refusing free stuff. Unless it's something like a free kick in the goolies. Then I might have to fight my nature. :grin

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caz - G'day, Caz. Sorry to hear it's still cold. I might be able to claim English citizenship, but there are times when I'm glad I live in Australia. Commiserations on having to go back to work too. Last year, I had hardly any holidays at all, which is unusual for me.

Well, you don't have to worry about Katie being taken away. Nameless will see to that, though Willow and Tara aren't aware of it. And yes, Mrs Creedy's next contact will be markedly different ... assuming her brain doesn't liquefy.

If you didn't like the covert nature of Giles and Anya's discussion, fear not! You know that saying 'loose lips sink ships'? Prepare for a demonstration. Your distrust of the G-Man might stem to his reluctant betrayal during Buffy's Cruciamentum perhaps?

Cheers!

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ShallowLikeUs - G'day, Dani. So, you want to know the name, huh. It does get mentioned in this update, but there isn't much beyond that. Other events overtake it somewhat.

I can't remember ever getting so angry that I couldn't speak (though I once got angry enough to pound on the ground with an old axe handle until I snapped it) but I hate it when I'm trying to explain something and I just can't think of the word. Bugs the hell out of me.

The problem with giving Buffy a license to kill is that it is a slippery slope to start down. Just look at what happened to Faith. But if Buffy could have just snapped Warren in half, things would have been a lot better in the show.

As for the brain suckage, I just had a minor brainstorm as I write this for some fun (in a wicked sense of the word) I can have with Mrs Creedy during her next appearance.

Thanks for reading, Dani, and good luck with that homework.

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mole - G'day, Michelle. No apologies necessary. We all have periods when the RW rudely interferes with our Kittenly duties. :p I hope you're feeling better too. I am, as is evidenced by the fact that I'm snacking on corn chips as I type this.

Yep, we all know that Willow and Tara will make kick ass parents, but you can't blame them for being wigged out. Even under normal circumstances most people would be, and lets face it; normal circumstances these aren't.

Does the evil Nameless have a plate in the book declaring it belongs in the library of....?


:lol Well, maybe he's just too egotistical not to sign his work. Or ... maybe he has a more manipulative reason.

Thanks for reading, Michelle.

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viximon - G'day, Vix. How's tricks? I'm not bad, though I wouldn't knock back a winning lotto ticket. :grin

I :lmao about Gamberra. Very appropriate indeed, but Canberra's full of politicians. Demons I'd quite happily rule over, but pollies?

You want Lickspittle as Buffy's new love interest? I think you'd be hard pressed to get further away from the Fluffy ship that seems fairly popular on the board. :lol

I mean will we get clues and answers yada yada? Wow, I was thinking that day will never come.


No, that day is coming. But it's not today. :devil

Cheers, Vix.

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Useful_Oxymoron - G'day, UO. Are you sure you don't want to borrow Nameless to 're-educate' your country's cabinet? He could try giving them all new personalities, but they might end up all thinking they're chickens and eating worms out of the ground. Again, though, would anyone notice? :grin

Yeah, even though I don't have kids of my own (there's a scary thought) I know they cost a bucketload of moolah, which no-one on the scoobies has ... well, maybe Anya. But, Dawn's William Tell aspirations aside, Casa de Summers will make a good home for Katie. After all, it's the people who make a home, not the bank balance.

Ouch... I sense some unresolved issues here. Again, as a former educator, I've seen the effects of emotional abuse. Without going into details much, it's the subtlest of things that do the most damage.


Tell me about it. Emotional scars are probably harder to heal than physical ones, and cause more long-term damage.

Yipes. Designer babies indeed. So this is what he's after... or is he? I wouldn't put it above Nameless to use this as a red herring.


Ya know, that almost sounds like you don't trust me to be straight forward and honest. If so, you are learning well. :devil

Great comparison with Lickspittle and Pepe LePew. :lmao

Cheers, mate.

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Grayson - G'day, Grayson. Well, I'm pleased that you think I've done a good job. If I have indeed been indulging in some misdirection, it's good to know that it's working.

Xander's good idea actually came from Irene but I 'appropriated' it for Xander. He was due for one, don't you think?

Cheers!

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Irene73 (Mk 2) - G'day again, Irene!

I can't believe I haven't left you fb from your last update and you're getting ready to post a new one......life has a way of doing that to us.


Don't sweat it, Irene. It happens to the best of us. But on a more manipulative note, I was wondering if I would attract your attention with my 'coming attractions' post. Mission achieved, I'd say. :devil :grin

Willow's temper is often regarded as a common feature of redheads; they are usually attributed a nature as fiery and passionate as their hair color. (On a completely unrelated note, in Australia, Willow probably would have had the nickname 'Bluey'. We Aussies are strange like that. :p)

I generally don't think of Tara as bottling up her anger. I more regard her as a river, if you will. She feels everything that's inside her, but lets it all flow through relatively quickly. It takes a heck of a lot to rile a river.

Willow going through all the travails of pregnancy would be fun to read, but this story arc will probably resolve before too many of those start to make themselves shown. I have to remember to put some more in though. Cue the research!

Tut tut, Irene. Ted was in season 2, not season 1. I'll have to dock you points for that ... oh, all right. I'll let it slide this time, because it's you. :p But the late John Ritter did make a good robot.

Yay Xander! And yes, they most certainly can.


Yay you, you mean. :d It was your idea. But the clincher is, they won't need to now.

But why would Nameless even have to go there? Interesting...


He'd only kill Katie if she started being a threat to Willow and Tara, which if she eventually goes off the deep end like Nameless himself has done could happen.

Bravo, Irene! Well spotted with the timing of Willow's symptoms. Well done indeed. But what does it mean? Well, I'm not telling. :devil Yet, anyway. We are nearing the end though, when most questions should be answered.

Willow has every right to worry about being a parent. You are one yourself, so I have to imagine that you are personally and intimately aware how scary that can be. Add in the details of their personal situation and the uncertainties of life on the Hellmouth, and you have a potent brew of angst.

Yes, the tome that Licky handed over (or sold :grin) did in fact come from Timothy. The story that Lickspittle told the scoobies was pure BS. So how did Timothy get his hands on it, and how and where does he know Nameless from? All good questions, Irene.

....

What, did you expect answers? :p

Cheers, Irene!

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Now, on to the update!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby Darth Pacula » Tue Mar 28, 2006 1:24 am

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more. My email address is darthpacula@hotmail.com if you prefer.


Disclaimers: I own nothing from Buffy, Angel or any such associated franchise. Is that disclaimered enough? Is disclaimered even a word?


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: I think this update is definately a hard R, ladies and gents.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


A/N: This update gets a bit angsty, and then it gets quite violent. Just giving you a heads up.


Part 27.


Aaron Collier loved his new existence. Sure, dying had sucked, though he supposed there were worse ways to go than to be drunk like a juice box by a hot woman, but being a vampire rocked! He was stronger and faster than he'd ever been, and the pure simple rush of killing was better than he'd ever imagined.


Of course, Maria hasn't even glanced at me since, and the one time I tried to talk to her ... she nearly ripped my jaw off! Still ....


He'd always been a night owl, staying up into the late hours of the night playing computer games, so giving up sunlight was hardly a hardship. Not when you factored the potential for eternal life into the equation.


The only thing that Aaron didn't especially appreciate was being a flunky. An eternity as an indentured servant didn't especially appeal, though Aaron was careful not to let his opinions be widely heard. Not since that big gorilla Bixby had given him a public lesson in obedience, which had consisted in Aaron getting the crap kicked out of him.


Still, if I've got eternity then I've got plenty of time to go my own way, he had decided while licking his many, many wounds. It was a resolution that had been dwelling on the new vampire's mind ever since, and Aaron had decided that he was going to go his separate way sooner rather than later.


But not right now. Not when I get the chance to play with this!


Aaron followed the example Bixby was presenting to him and the other nine vampires that had been selected for this 'mission', and pulled back the cocking lever. The resulting metallic sound as a round was jacked into the rifle's firing chamber sent a thrilling chill down his spine.


Stroking his fingertips along the AK-47's surface of slick metal and polished wood, Aaron imagined it kicking in his hands, spewing swift death at his enemies. Oh yeah, this is so much better than the games!


**********


“His name is Nathaniel Haust,” Tara announced solemnly to the rest of the scoobies, Willow sat close beside her, repeatedly stroking the surface of the leather bound book.


It had been the redhead's suggestion that they wait for Xander, Anya and Dawn to arrive before starting their latest meeting. Tara imagined that her lover still held a minuscule amount of resentment from the last meeting that she had been left out of, and had resolved to prevent anyone else from feeling the same way. In Dawn's case, that had meant breaking a study date with her friend Janice, something that Tara had the sneaking suspicion Dawn had no problem with whatsoever.


“Are you sure of that?” Anya brusquely asked, eying the spell book suspiciously.


“Why wouldn't we?” Willow shot back, slightly defensive. “It's right here, in black and white,” she expounded, tapping emphatically on the tome's cover.


“You know for sure that book belonged to Nameless?” Anya countered once more. “Just on the say-so of a demon you barely know?”


“He didn't just give it to us, Anya,” interjected Giles. “I had to pay several hundred dollars for it.”


“That's coming out of your own personal money, right?” Anya demanded. “Not the Magic Box?”


“Good lord, Anya! This is hardly the time or place to discuss fiduciary matters!”


“That means money stuff,” Xander hissed quietly at Dawn as an aside.


I know that,” Dawn hissed back defensively. “How do you know that?”


Aside from a mild rolling of his eyes, Xander seemed to take little offense at Dawn's surprise. “When you spend as much time around Anya as I have, you pick up these sort of financial word-type-things.”


“Terminology,” Willow supplied absently.


“That too,” Xander added.


“Are we quite finished now? Could we get perhaps get back on topic?” asked Giles acerbically, to which Xander replied with a forcibly casual shrug and a lordly wave indicating for Giles to continue.


With a long suffering sigh, Giles did exactly that. “Tara, I assume you and Willow found something that indicated that Nameless is in fact this Nathaniel Haust? Am I correct in my assumption that this Mr Haust is either the book's author, or its owner?”


“Yes, both, I think,” Tara confirmed. “It's all handwritten, in the same hand too.”


“How do you know that Nameless didn't just steal it from someone else?” asked Buffy reluctantly, disliking the idea of joining the general atmosphere of doubt casting, but feeling that the question had to be asked.


Fortunately for Buffy's peace of mind, Willow didn't take offense. In fact, she was pleased by the opportunity to display her investigative prowess.


“I'm glad you asked that Buffy,” announced the redhead proudly, and Tara concealed an indulgent smile behind her hand at her lover's happy tone. “The spells that are in this book ... many of them are ones that we have seen Nameless using.”


“But that doesn't mean ...” Anya began, but Willow cut her off, nodding enthusiastically.


“I know! But this isn't just a spell book, you see! He's added notations all over the place, listing where and when each spell has been used, how effective it was, and other things like that! He makes several references to Hyriault, references that could only have been written by someone who was personally there. He also makes references to people ... well, demons actually, but that doesn't really matter does it? Anya was a demon, but that doesn't make her less of a person ... oh, and Clem! He's a demon, but ...”


“Will, sweetie?” Tara noted in amusement. “You know I love your babbling, but you're veering from the point here.”


“Whoops,” Willow mumbled with a red-faced grin. “Sorry ... um, where was I?”


“You mentioned references to certain people ...” Giles supplied, and Willow offered him a thankful smile in return.


“Yep, certain people, and places, whose names I recognize.” Willow emphatically stated this as if it were the cinching argument, but all of the other scoobies bar Tara just looked at Willow in bewilderment.


It was Xander who voiced what they were all feeling, albeit with his own certain brand of eloquence. “Um ... so what?” he asked apologetically. “I don't get your point, Will.”


Brow furrowing in disappointment, Willow pouted for a handful of seconds before realizing that she'd left out an important part of her reasoning.


“Oh! Right, sorry,” she replied, blushing in embarrassment. “I forgot to mention where I recognize them from, didn't I?”


“Kinda, Will. Just a little bit,” Buffy teased, holding thumb and forefinger a fraction of an inch apart.


“You know that dream I had? The one of Nameless' past? I heard the names of people and places in Hyriault, places and people that are mentioned in this book, in exactly the same context. That's just too much of a coincidence, don'tcha think?”


“I dunno, Will,” replied Buffy hesitantly. “Isn't that just a bit convenient? I mean ... we've been hitting brick walls for ages now, and we just suddenly stumble on the one thing we need to ID the bad guy?”


“How is this different to usual, Buffy?” Willow insisted indignantly, defending her theory with a pugnacious thrust of her chin. “Don't we normally pull off a last minute save? What's different about this?”


“I believe I share Buffy's reservations, Willow. This does seem ...” Giles began, but the redhead cut him off angrily.


“Oh, of course you do, Giles!” she snapped. “What else would you do! You're always doubting my abilities!”


“Sweetie, Giles isn't ...” Tara tried, her tone soothing, but Willow's blood was running hot now, and she overrode her lover as easily as she had Giles.


“Of course he is! I can't be trusted, remember? I'm the one who couldn't handle the power, who put the blame for all of my mistakes on the magic rather than on myself. I'm the one who has the dream visions of the bad guy, but can I be trusted? No! If it'd been Buffy who had them, well they'd be gospel wouldn't they!”


“Hey!” complained Buffy loudly. “What's with the personal attacks? I never said you couldn't be trusted!”


“No, you just rolled over and played dead while Giles trampled all over me! I thought you were supposed to be my friend!”


“I never ...” Giles started to mutter beneath his breath, but gave it up as a lost cause when he noticed that no-one was paying attention to him.


“Willow ...” Tara tried again, desperately, but with just as little success as her first attempt.


“I am your friend,” Buffy argued, paying just as little attention to Tara as Willow did. “Even when you're being an overly sensitive jerk, like now, I'm your friend!”


“Ah ... guys?” Xander interjected, making his own ultimately futile attempt to calm the situation.


“Yeah?” Willow shot back disdainfully, lurching to her feet. “Funny way of showing it! And since when has Giles been in charge again, huh? What, he comes back, and your spine turns to jelly?”


“Willow makes an valid point there,” Anya noted, and both Willow and Buffy rounded on her angrily.


“Shut up, Anya!” they both snapped at the same time, and Anya scowled.


“Fine! Just see if I help when Nameless possesses Willow's baby!”


A brief moments silence was shattered as the room rang to a chorus of “What?” from multiple throats, and Giles let his head fall into his cupped hands as he awaited the inevitable storm that he knew Anya's slip of the tongue would conjure.


“Oh, bugger.”


**********


A jaunty tune trickled from my lips as I rummaged with both hands inside the corpse's chest cavity. This particular corpse was that of an obese man, somewhere in his mid thirties. From the cursory inspection I had made before proceeding, he didn't appear to have been the victim of a violent death. I might have come across the rarest of beasts; one of those few souls who suffered a natural death in the environs of Sunnydale, California.


Not that I was especially interested, one way or the other. It was more mild curiosity, something to keep the unoccupied areas of my mind busy and out of the way while I worked. The happy little song I was whistling arose to a triumphant crescendo as I wrenched out the handful of intestines I currently held, and tossed them blindly over one shoulder to land on the floor with a wet splat.


A recalcitrant lock of hair fell down into my eyes, and I tried futilely to blow it clear of my field of vision. After such efforts repeatedly failed, I gave up and brushed it out of the way with one hand, a hand heavily coated with coagulated blood. Needless to say, it left my hair in a less than pristine fashion.


Oh no! I silently mimed to thin air. Not the hair! I have to look my best, or no-one will invite me to prom! I chortled quietly in self-amusement for a moment, before sighing and returning to work. I had processed three corpses in total so far, each of which were currently baking their outer shells. So I still had plenty of work to do before I would be finished.


I began whistling a new tune as I bent over the corpse and shoved one arm back in, feeling around blindly for what was proving to be an especially elusive spleen. It had been a slippery little bastard thus far, but I was determined to get it, even if I had to rip this fat-ass in half to do so.


**********


One hand stroked the barrel of his assault rifle lovingly as Aaron Collier stared out the window of the van in rapt fascination. Like most of the population of Sunnydale, Aaron had long ago come to the subconscious decision to avoid late night jaunts out on the town. It was only now that he himself had become one of the dark and terrible things stalking the night that Aaron realized why he had come to that decision.


So it was that he beheld the sight of his hometown at might as if with new eyes. It was strange, Aaron mused thoughtfully, just how different things look at night. Even the most innocuous, innocent locations seem full of the promise of violence and danger. Or is it not Sunnydale that has changed, but me?


The van pulled to a sudden halt in obedience to a barked command from another vampire in the front passenger seat. This vampire was one of the old guard, one of those who had followed Isiah Hawkins to the Hellmouth with the promise of a Slayer's blood, and a town to rule as their own. Aaron didn't even know this other vampire's name, as, like many of his peers, he rarely deigned to even speak to new recruits like Aaron.


A quick glance out the window confirmed that they had not yet reached their destination, but were in fact still a few minutes drive away. Despite this, the vampire that had called the halt leapt out of the van, a long duffel bag in one hand, and swiftly vanished into the night's gloom.


“Why are we ...” Aaron began.


The vampire in the drivers seat turned around and casually backhanded Aaron in the face so hard that Aaron's ears rang, and black spots danced before his eyes with the force of the blow.


“Need to know, fresh meat,” growled the vampire sullenly. “And you don't need to know shit.”


Aaron forced himself to subside quietly, though his teeth clenched and hatred burned in his cold, dead heart. Just you wait, Aaron silently promised, one day I'll make you regret that.


With nothing else to do, Aaron returned his attention to the passing scenery as the van resumed it's course. Revello Drive was only a few minutes away now.


**********


“What the heck are you talking about, Anya?” Willow demanded, her voice not so much cold as it was glacial, lacking any sign of its customary warmth. That much alone should have warned Anya that she was walking on dangerous ground, but Anya was no more inclined towards subtlety than she was at any other time.


“Giles and I think ...” There was a muffled groan from Giles as Anya mentioned his name.


“Giles too?” Willow intoned flatly, swinging her head to stare at Giles, her gaze boring into him like an auger. “You've both been talking about me behind my back?”


“You're keeping secrets from us?” Buffy added disbelievingly, a look of betrayal on her face. “With Anya?”


“What's that supposed to mean!” Anya protested.


“Well, you kinda did just blurt out your secret, Ahn,” stated Xander in what he obviously hoped would be a soothing tone of voice. But for Anya, Xander's voice could have been audibly transmitted Valium and it still wouldn't have been soothing.


“Oh, now it's your turn, is it?” Anya snarled as she rounded on her former fiance in a fury. “What, leaving me at the alter and ruining my life wasn't enough for you?”


“Ahn, no, please ...” Xander pleaded.


Tara could only watch in dismay as the meeting dissolved into utter chaos. What had been a meeting of friends ... no, of adoptive family, was being devolved by stress, fear and worry into a jumbled mess of bickering and spiraling anger. It was far beyond the point where Tara could defuse the situation with a calm word or too, and in point of fact she was feeling pretty put out herself over what appeared to be secret meetings between Giles and Anya.


Angry voices were beginning to blend into one another now, running over the top of one another without regard.


“What did you mean about my baby!”


“Go to hell, Xander! Literally!”


“Stop it! Just stop it!”


“How could you keep secrets from me! After all we've been through!”


“Dammit, Ahn! I'm getting sick of taking your crap!”


“Oh, stop acting like a bunch of children!”


Tara caught a glimpse of Katie on the other side of the room, standing just outside the dining room doorway, regarding the squabbling group of furious adults with eyes that were dark and mournful. And all Tara could do was share a helpless glance as her world fell apart around her.


**********


The van pulled up next to the curb, and the vampire behind the wheel turned and barked an order for the others to exit. Positioned on the opposite side of the van to the sliding door as he was, Aaron was forced to be one of the last vampires to exit.


The driver, a lean whip of a man with brutal, scared features named Joseph, was another of Isiah's old guard, in this case a former soldier who fought for the British in the Boer War. Snarling quiet insults like a rabid dog, Joseph chivvied them into a ragged line, muttering disparaging comments under his breath in between imprecations.


Resisting the urge to poke out his tongue while Joseph's back was turned, Aaron grudgingly joined his comrades, cradling his rifle in his arms as if afraid it would be taken away from him. He felt his demonic visage slip over him without warning, called forth by the prospect of imminent violence. Aaron felt almost as if he were about to start slavering with anticipation, and he knew now that he'd made the right choice when he'd lied to Bixby about having used a firearm before.


With all the games I've played, and Skirmish and Laser-tag ... hell, I reckon I'm just as well trained as a real soldier!


With a kick to the backside of a straggler, Joseph spat an order for them to march, and Aaron followed as his fellow vampires set off in haphazard fashion, no two of them moving in step. While Joseph might bitch and whine about a so-called 'lack of proper discipline', Aaron knew that didn't matter. What mattered was the rifle full of hot metal death that he carried in his hands. Time to show these other losers what I'm made of!


**********


A pulsing light suddenly blossomed into eager life, an azure beacon lighting up the shadowed corners of my lair. I spun around, suddenly uncaring of the corpse I'd been working on, to glare at the collection of several crystal orbs arranged on the wall, one of which was now pulsing a cold, sterile blue color.


Together, they formed an early warning system similar to that with which Tara had ringed her docile, albeit broader in scope. Where hers was meant to catch one specific threat, in the form of myself, I had expanded mine to detect anything supernatural or demonic in nature. Never let it be said I was afraid to pilfer and improve on someone else's ideas.


The color, a pale, cold blue, represented the equally cold flesh of the walking dead. Vampires, to be specific, and the intensity of the light indicated that it was more than one. Zombies would have been a more green-gray in color, the hue of rotting flesh. The rapidly increasing rate with which the crystal pulsed indicated that they were drawing ever nearer.


“What the hell?” I snarled, lurching to my feet. Isiah. The self-styled vampire heir to the throne of Sunnydale was making a play on my witches!


**********


Joseph called a halt, and the file of vampires lurched to a graceless halt. A snarled order bade them to all turn to one side, facing their target, and ready their weapons. Grinning inanely, Aaron held his AK-47 at hip level, finger twitching with anticipation as it reached for the trigger.


A swift blow to the back of his head made Aaron flinch, and Joseph yanked the younger vampire's head back with a tight grip in Aaron's hair, growling contemptuously in his ear.


“At shoulder level, you bloody little idiot!”


Then Joseph was gone, striding down the line, barking orders with quiet vehemence, and Aaron glared at his tormentor as he went. Arrogant prick! What the hell does he know! A savage smile spread like an open wound across Aaron's acne scarred features, and his fingers tightened convulsively as he imagined Joseph's throat in his grasp.


They also tightened on the trigger.


**********


Tara at first wasn't sure what had happened. She had finally shaken off the fatalistic lethargy that had been besieging her, and had been trying to restore some sense of sanity to the sprawling fracas that her friends had imploded into. Trying to play impartial referee to several simultaneous arguments at once wasn't an easy task.


So, when the window shattered, immediately followed likewise by a vase on the dining room table, Tara didn't know what to think. She did feel relief though, for if nothing else it served to halt the raging argument.


“What the heck was that!” asked Willow, looking around in confusion. While her face was flushed from her recent heated words, Tara was glad to see that Willow seemed to had shed most of the anger that had been driving her.


Tara knew what had been behind her partner's extreme reaction. Willow had been lashing out in fear and panic over her situation. The revelation that Giles and Anya had been meeting in secret had served to punch a hole in the dam of repressed emotion that had building up since this whole affair had begun, and the resulting release had been understandably explosive.


“Who broke my window?” demanded Buffy huffily, and the nature of her reaction nearly brought a smile to Tara's face. The inanities of everyday life, and Buffy's ever-present financial woes had distracted the Slayer from the verbal brawl she had just been involved in, and Tara desperately hoped that meant that no lasting damage had been done to her friendship with the rest of the scoobies.


But while the rest of them were trading sheepish looks, uncertain how to continue, Xander was moving towards the broken window, muttering something under his breath. It took several moments of concentration before Tara figured out what he'd said.


What does he mean, was that a gunshot?


By that point, Xander was spinning around with a panicked look on his face. “Everyone get down!” he bellowed.


**********


Joseph spun around at the sound of the gunshot, looking angry enough to chew glass, and Aaron quailed beneath the heated force of the older vampire's incensed glare. He'd nearly dropped the rifle when it had fired, startled by both the gunshot itself, and the surprising force of the weapon's recoil.


“You effing little turd!” Joseph snarled through a mouth now filled with jagged, murderously sharp fangs. His gaze promised there would be a bloody reckoning later, and Aaron shuddered at the thought. Seeming obscenely pleased with the fledgling vampire's openly obvious terror, Joseph raked his sharp gaze down the line of his underlings and scowled thunderously.


“Don't just stand there, you pack of bloody tossers!” he roared. “Fire!”


Hastily, the other vampires belatedly remembered their purpose there and turned to face the house at 1630 Revello Drive. A ragged line of muzzles rose; ugly, impersonal death standing to attention, as each rifle was pulled into a shoulder with varying degrees of competence. Without pause or ceremony, they spat fire, and the distinctive chatter of AK-47's filled the once quiet night air.


**********


Later, when the adrenaline and anxiety of the moment had passed, Tara thought they way in which they all reacted to Xander's warning was particularly telling. No matter what their current problems, none of the scoobies had lingered to question the reason for Xander's pronouncement; they had all faced too much danger together over the years for that.


But most telling of all was the manner in which each scooby chose to react. In line with what Xander had shouted, everyone fell to the floor true enough, but no-one fell alone.


Willow and Tara simultaneously threw each other to the floor, both of them trying to protect the person who meant the most to them. Xander quite literally crash tackled a startled Anya to the floor, while Buffy seized Dawn in bear hug and bore both of them to ground, where for good measure she performed a similar service for Giles, by the simple and direct means of sweep kicking his feet out from under him.


Even as they were hitting the ground, the front windows exploded inwards in an eruption of broken glass, a virtual hail of bullets gouging pockmarks in the far wall. Terror surged through Tara like a white water river, nearly scourging all rational thought from her mind as she realized that there had been no-one to protect Katie.


“Katie!” Tara screamed, twisting on the floor to face where she had last seen the young girl standing, dreading what she might find. That terror was mostly drowned in relief as she found Katie huddled on the floor, arms over her head to shield her from the glass fragments being showered on her from the bullet-riddled door.


“Stay down, Katie!” Willow shouted from the floor beside Tara, her voice high and nervous.


“What the devil is going on!” Giles demanded roughly as he lay on his back, too wary of the bullets hissing overhead to chance rolling over.


“Vampires!” Xander answered shrilly from where he lay atop Anya protectively. “A whole bunch of vampires! With machine guns!”


“Really!” Giles snapped angrily. “And here I was thinking they were using sling shots!”


“It's gotta be Isiah, right?” Dawn ventured, yelping as the backrest of a chair beside her burst apart beneath the force of two simultaneous 7.62mm bullet strikes. “Where are you going?” she shrieked at her sister as Buffy began speed crawling towards the lounge room.


“I need a crossbow!” Buffy yelled back as she kept moving. “Wait until they're reloading, then get out of here! I'll hold them off!”


“Not bloody well alone, you aren't!” Giles countered, taking his chances with rolling over so that he could follow her.


“Buffy! They have machine guns!” Anya shouted after them as both Slayer and Watcher disappeared into the living room. “You have what amounts to toothpicks and a rubber band! It's suicide!”


“Will!” Xander called out hopefully. “Can you raise a barrier thing again! Like you did with those Knights of Titanium guys?”


Knights of Byzantium, Willow thought to herself, automatically correcting Xander's mistake even as she felt the desire to kiss him in gratitude. “I can try!” she yelled back, then turned her attention to Tara. The fear she found on Tara's face caused her own terror to be displaced by self-righteous rage. How dare they scare my baby like this!


“Tara?” Willow called softly, and she saw the blonde's fear lessen slightly as Tara twisted to face her. “Help me?”


Tara immediately held out a trembling hand, and Willow grasped it in her own. But even as they each took a shuddering breath to sooth their nerves, a sudden eerie silence descended on the house, broken only by rapid, shallow breathing, and the occasional jarring sound as a fragment of glass fell and shattered.


“What's going on?” demanded Buffy's voice from the living room. “Are they reloading?”


“That was quick, Will!” Xander said gratefully, not noticing the alarmed look passing between Willow and Tara. “Good to see you haven't lost your touch.”


“We didn't ...” Willow began anxiously, gnawing on her lower lip. “I don't ... Tara, did you?” Tara shook her head, her brow furrowed in consternation.


“What's up?” hissed Buffy as she scurried back in, a crossbow and a handful of quarrels in her hands, Giles similarly armed and following closely in her footsteps. “Did they leave or something?”


“Why couldn't we hear them?” Willow suddenly blurted, drawing everyone's eyes onto her. “We heard the first gunshot .... but did anyone else hear any others after it?”


**********


Aaron let out an ear-splitting whoop as he fired another burst at the house of this so-called 'slayer'. He was starting to get the hang of it now, and most of the bullets he fired were now at least going in vaguely the right direction.


This was what he had always wanted; what he had played all of those games for, to achieve but a poor facsimile of what he now possessed. The power of life and death, in his hands. All those people in High School who laughed at me, called me a geek and a spaz. If they could see me now, they'd know how wrong they were. And they will. I'll find them, and I'll hurt them and then I'll eat them.


The bolt of his assault rifle fell on an empty chamber, the magazine spent, and Aaron pouted. He didn't want to worry about stupid little details like reloading. Why can't there be a cheat or something to give me unlimited ammo, he thought petulantly to himself. They have them in the games!


A frown crept across Aaron's face, and he glared at the house that was the focus of all the vampire's fury. Is it just me ... or are none of our bullets hitting it anymore?


Aaron turned to inform Joseph of what he'd noticed, but as he did so he caught sight of a figure out of the corner of his eye, rushing towards them with an awkward gait from out of a darkness so thick and liquid that it almost seemed alive.


A single eye in that gaunt, pallid face burned a unnatural, crystalline blue, blazing with an unconstrained malevolence that shriveled Aaron's genitals in fear. Aaron tried to do two things at once; he opened his mouth to let loose a panicked squeal, and he wet himself.


Then came the incandescent lightning bolt that burned a foot-wide hole in Aaron's chest and vaporized his unbeating heart in his chest, and Aaron worried no more than any other pile of dust.


**********


I would have preferred to have been closer when I first struck, but I knew when that scrawny, zit-faced bastard caught sight of me that plan went right out the window. A quiet corner of my mind, one not caught up in tactical considerations or the sheer visceral thrill of combat mused on the fate of the vampire I had just slain.


How unfortunate was it for him that he still had acne even when he wore the face of the beast? Mayhap I did him a favor?


The remaining vampires were starting to react now, and I quickened my pace to the edges of my limits. If my knee would have bent properly, I could have moved faster, but that particular pool of spilt milk had long since turned rancid and fostered an entire civilization of bacteria, so there was no point dwelling on it.


Even as as I fell upon them like a cat amongst the pigeons, I marked their reactions. Most of them were rank amateurs, though with the advantage of numbers and automatic weapons both, they could be deadly if I misstepped. But there was one who acted like a veteran; calmly, coolly, already drawing a sidearm and circling, trying to flank me.


He could be more troublesome.


The fingers of my skeletal hand were tipped with six-inch talons, the bone mystically reforged into razor-sharp blades, and I slashed them through the neck of the nearest vampire, neatly beheading him. Darting through the newly made hole in their ranks, I kept going, flinging a fireball backwards blindly with each hand as I went. The crackle of flames, and a short-lived, horrible scream told me at least one had found its mark.


Hit and run, I thought to myself, spinning glamor like a spider as I ran. To be still is to die.


I darted sideways as I vanished from their sight, and a volley of bullets tore through the air were I had been just moments before. Still more glamor I wove, and shadowed illusions of me scattered in multiple directions.


An outcry arose from the cluster of vampires, and they began firing in all directions. I spared a brief moments thought for the people in the surrounding houses; hopefully they would have had the good sense to stay down, for I couldn't afford to waste the power that would be needed to shield all of the houses the way I was doing for the witches. The field of silence I was maintaining around this battleground was taxing enough, but I didn't want the Sunnydale PD getting involved. They'd only get in the way, and like as not, would just try and shoot me as well.


I hate getting shot, I mused as I came in for a second run. Of course, Mr Murphy being the prick that he is, that's exactly what happened. Agonizing pain slithered through me as a bullet tore a red-hot path through my right bicep.


Long ago, I had learned to use the pain, to feed it as fuel to the furnace of my rage, and I did so now, even as the wound tingled in a familiar manner. The magics coursing through every fiber of my being were even know re-kniting my torn flesh, and in a few moments, I should be good as new. Or, at least as good I was before.


Then I was amidst them once again, as cold and merciless as the savagery of a hard winter's blizzard.


**********


“It's Nameless,” Tara intoned, torn between awe and despair as she watched the warlock tear a brutal swathe through the vampires. The carnage was no less distressing for the fact that they couldn't hear any of it. An audio component wasn't necessary when the visual was so very ... graphic.


The scoobies were peering over the nearest window sill overlooking the street, being careful to keep low. None of them could be sure what had stopped the vampire's fusillade, though they had their suspicions, and they couldn't be sure how long that protection would last.


“Great,” Xander sourly announced, “Is that good news or bad?”


“Both?” Dawn offered, looking sickened as a slash of Nameless' claws left a squealing vampire on it's knees, intestines spilling from a gash running the length of his torso to lie in a steaming heap between his feet. “You fought that?” she asked Buffy disbelievingly.


“Hey, I fought a Hellgod too, remember?” complained Buffy.


“I don't think Glory ever really tried to kill you, Buffy,” Dawn countered, turning away from the window looking decidedly green in the face. “Not until the end, when it was too late.”


“But I still ended up dead, didn't I?” Buffy weakly quipped, and her sister whipped around furiously to glare at her.


“You'd better not do that again,” she demanded. “Or I will so kick your ass.”


“Um ... Buffy?” Willow asked hesitantly. “Didn't you say you cut off one of his hands?”


“Yeah, I ... damn it! He grew it back?”


**********


I had taken two more bullet wounds by now, one in the left shoulder and another had ricocheted off my ribs, cracking two in the process. With each breath, it felt as if molten fire was trickling down my lungs. Every movement of my left arm sent agony screaming down my nerves, but I still kept moving. This pain would be fleeting compared to that which drove me.


Three left, including the veteran. I feinted towards the first vampire, a slender, dark haired woman, and she recoiled, convulsively pulling the trigger of her empty rifle, but I spun away and back-handed the second hard enough to split open his cheek and snap his neck. Seizing him by the neck, I swung the vampire around in time for him to catch a flurry of bullets from the veteran instead of me.


Grabbing my spasmodically twitching captive by the belt with my free hand, I hefted him above my head and hurled the vampire at the veteran. They went down together with a flurry of curses, and I turned my attention to the female.


Baring her fangs, the vampire charged me, swinging her empty weapon like a club. At least this one shows some spirit. I met the vampire's charge head on, a grin of savage, exultant glee on my mutilated face. I ducked under her first wild swing, lashing out with my boneshifted claws, ripping open her stomach, reaching behind her knee and hamstringing her.


There was almost as much rage in her voice as there was pain as the vampire staggered back, and I heartily approved. For a leech, I almost found myself liking her. Can't have that, now can we? I closed with her again, drops of her stolen blood pattering to the pavement from the tips of my claws.


**********


“Mommy?” Katie whispered painfully, and Tara's head snapped to face her. She found Katie's gaze locked upon the vampire that a gore splattered Nameless was currently stalking.


“What?” Tara gasped, her heart twisting sympathetically in her chest. Tara heard the breath catch painfully in Willow's throat on the other side of her.


“He's killing my Mommy,” Katie continued, her voice so raw it should have been an open wound.


“Katie ... oh Goddess, no sweetie ...”


Even now, Katie wouldn't turn away, even as Tara pulled her tight against herself. “It's okay,” Katie muttered. “It's not her. It's the bad thing that ... took her away. I ... will it hurt? When he kills it?”


“Don't look, Katie,” Tara urged, trying to gently turn the child's head away, but Katie stubbornly refused.


“I have to,” she explained softly. “I have to see it. I have to know.”


Neither Tara nor Willow knew what to say.


**********


The dark haired woman was desperate now, making wide, reckless swings with her makeshift club, trying to keep me at a distance. As if that would make a difference. On her last swing, I darted in swiftly, trapping her arm by seizing her wrist with my good hand. My skeletal hand slammed her in the forehead, and I growled a single word to activate one of the many curses I had imprinted into the bones.


She shrieked in agony as a sharp-edged rune burned itself into the skin of her forehead, and she lurched backwards, flailing wildly as if trying to fend off a swarm of insects only she could see. The vampire screamed again as the curse's effects began to spread. Blood began to trickle from her eyes, ears and nose, and she fell twitching to the floor.


Soon, her blood would begin to boil in her veins, and her eyes would rupture and spill in their sockets until finally, she would spontaneously combust from the inside out. She would be dead again in a matter of moments, and this time, it would be the kind of death that stuck. Either way, she posed no threat now, which left me free to deal with the final two.


Conjuring a fireball in one hand, I hurl it at where the two vampires still lie tangled together, but the veteran was playing possum, and hurled his crippled compatriot into the fireball's path. He scrambled to his feet, pistol desperately tracking me as I charged at him in a random, zigzag pattern, but even now, he obstinately refused to show any trace of fear.


Part of me wanted to reward him for his bravery with a quick death, but mostly I just wanted to educate him as to the folly of his ways. The veteran fires once, twice, but each time I duck or spin out of the bullets path, and then I was on him.


I slapped the gun out of his hand, and several of the vampire's fingers joined the weapon as it clattered to the street. He retaliated with a punch to the head that rocked my head back, and he pressed forward, assuming that he had me on the back foot. He assumed wrongly.


My skeletal right hand darted out and grabbed him around the throat in an iron grip; it wasn't as if he needed to breath but it was a convenient place to grab the troublesome wretch. The vampire kicked me in the chest as I hoisted him in the air, and even though he couldn't gain much momentum, it still staggered me. That's enough of that, you bastard.


Bunching my taloned fingers into a wedge, I rammed it into the leech's stomach, piercing the tender flesh and driving deep until my entire hand was buried inside him. The vampire was screaming now, and howling insults and threats at me, but I wasn't especially interested. I knew it hurt already, so I just tuned him out.


But I wasn't inflicting pain just for the sheer hell of it. I might be a cruel bastard, but only when I had reason to be. Here, I just wanted to make him a little more pliable, so that I could interrogate him. To do that, what I did was sever his spine at the waist. I'd allow, going after the spine through the width of his body was a tad ... gratuitous, but I was irritated.


I really don't like being shot.


**********


A hundred yards away, a vampire named Grady sat wedged into the fork of a tree, one eye nestled into the eyepiece of a telescopic sight attached to a bolt-action rifle. Grady had watched the entire fight so far, but Nameless had been moving too fast and erratically in the heat of combat for him to get a good shot.


But now that he was standing still, with one hand buried to the wrist in Joseph's entrails, Grady had his chance. And he meant to take it.


The cross hairs of Grady's rifle settled square on the center of Nameless' head, and Grady ceased breathing all together. He wasn't about to let anything spoil this shot. If he pulled this off, the Captain would give him his hearts desire.


Grady gently squeezed the trigger.


**********


A gunshot rang out, sharp and unnatural against what Tara could only imagine was a magically enforced silence, and Nameless staggered backwards in a spray of crimson.


“No!” screamed Katie as the warlock fell.


**********


The bullet caught me in the throat, tearing through flesh toughened and numbed already by scar tissue in a welter of blood. There was strangely little pain, and before I knew what was happening I found myself on my back.


The veteran was silently scrabbling at my face, trying to gouge out my eyes. He wouldn't be talking any time soon; as I had fell my hand had closed convulsively and crushed his entire trachea. I guess I'm not asking him any questions any time soon, damn it. And on an even more irritating point, someone fucking well shot me again!


I could feel the blood pulsing out of me, pooling on the ground beneath me, and I knew I had to act fast. It felt like the damnable bullet had blown open a vein or artery, so I couldn't rely on the magic alone to heal me; it could, and would, given time. But I doubted I had time. Whichever bastard shot me will likely want to finish the job.


I activated another spell woven into my hand-construct with a thought. Thankfully it wasn't voice activated; with the amount of blood welling and frothing up from my mouth I doubted I'd able to achieve the proper pronunciation required.


It was a spell that I rarely used, for it left a sour taste in my mouth. There were some spells too dark even for me to use lightly. But I needed to be in fighting condition again, and swiftly, before that cowardly sniper realized that he'd botched a kill shot.


A faint gurgling arose from the veteran's throat as the spell wormed its way serpent-like into his body. I had never experienced the spells effects from the other side, but I have been told that the sensation is akin to having something, some undefined, ethereal substance that makes you feel alive be sucked out of you as if by a vacuum cleaner. I imagine that having the life force drained from you might feel somewhat as if you were being hollowed out, even for a vampire. Being undead simply meant that I was stealing the life force he had stolen in turn.


The visual effect is no less dramatic. The flesh withered and grows spare, the skin tightens like a drum, the hair grows brittle and coarse. In the end, the vampire looked as if he had been mummified, up to the point where his form grew so brittle that he broke apart and collapsed into a pile of ash.


And I sat up, as hale and hearty as I ever was these days.


**********


Shit! thought Grady as his target sat back up, I missed the shot!


Grady lowered his rifle, hurriedly worked the bolt, ejecting the spent round and jacking another into the chamber. Jerking his weapon back into his shoulder, Grady peered though his sight once more.


He found Nameless pointing at him, and the warlock snapped his fingers.


**********


The friction of my fingers served as the catalyst for the spark that ignited the tree, wreathing both it, and the vampire hiding in it leaping flames. The summoned inferno burned bright and fast, and within seconds the tree was little more than a charred trunk. There was nothing left of the vampire whatsoever.


Triumph soared through me, tempered with bitter disappointment. Yes, I had thwarted the vampires attack on my witches and the others, but I was no closer to finding where Isiah hid from me. As such, another attack could not be far off.


So I wore a thunderous scowl as I levered myself awkwardly to my feet. Where are you, little leech? Where do you hide?


**********


“Giles?” Buffy intently asked, her voice focused and taut as the Slayer sighted down her crossbow, a charged question hidden inside that single word


Giles looked haunted, but while it was quiet there was no trace of hesitation in his voice as he gave Buffy his answer. “We may never get another chance. Do it.”


“What are you talking about ...” Willow began, perplexed.


Buffy fired.


**********


I hadn't expected another attack, especially from that direction. I shouldn't have been surprised; they had just watched me tear through eleven vampires like a hot knife through butter. It was only to be expected that they would begin to better understand how much of a threat I could pose to them.


Had Buffy had a gun instead of a crossbow, for I had no doubt it had been the Slayer who had fired, I likely would have died. As it was, the buzz of the quarrel's fletching as it spun through the air was sufficient to give me a fraction of a seconds warning, enough time for me to get my left hand between the speeding crossbow bolt and my head.


The quarrel punched through my hand with enough force to splinter bones, driving my hand backwards, the razor-edged broadhead slicing through my cheek and scrapping to a halt against my teeth.


Wrenching my pinned hand away ripped a ragged wound in my cheek, so that blood sheeted down the left side of my face, but I was too incensed to care at the moment. I rounded on the Slayer's house, murder in my eyes.


**********


“I think you might have pissed him off, Buff,” Xander announced weakly, backing away from the window slowly as Buffy slotted another bolt into her crossbow with practiced ease.


“I want you guys to go out the back and get the hell out of here,” Buffy barked insistently, leveling her crossbow again.


“Buffy, no!” Dawn pleaded, but her sister just pushed her back and wouldn't even look at her.


“What is it with you and my hands, Slayer?”


They all froze at the sound of that ghastly, rasping whisper as it sounded in the room as clearly as if Nameless were standing amongst them, rather than from the middle of the street outside.


“The police are coming,” continued the warlock casually. “I can hear the sirens on the breeze.”


The scoobies all exchanged looks, but shook their heads. None of them could hear sirens as yet.


“I'll clean up the mess outside, and conceal the damage to your house with a temporary illusion, but you'd better put Zeppo-boy to work. It won't last forever.”


As they stared out the window in bewilderment, Nameless gestured and all traces of blood, dropped rifles and shell casings simply vanished. Even from this distance, they could see that the gaze Nameless directed at them was harsh and bitter.


“Oh, and you're welcome,” Nameless snarled, making an obscene gesture in their direction before he vanished without a trace into the cool night air.


To be continued ....
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 18 March)

Postby ShallowLikeUs » Tue Mar 28, 2006 1:26 am

HAH! FIRST TO RESPOND IS ME! I think.

I will now go to bed... and read and reply in the morning.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 28 March)

Postby viximon » Tue Mar 28, 2006 6:06 am

Paul! Ey there buddy!
Any news about world ruling? Count on me to be your right hand. It will be funny ;-) he he.

You want Lickspittle as Buffy's new love interest? I think you'd be hard pressed to get further away from the Fluffy ship that seems fairly popular on the board.

A love triangle is cool with me. I mean, there's more action, emotions and stuff :smug

So "Nathaniel Haust". Uh? More like Nathaniel Faust. If Nameless really is that person. That's it.
And naming the nameless (ha ha), SHeIt (She/He/It) was sublime on that chap. As incomprensible as ever. Just like you like it. No too much clues.

The fight among the scoobies was disturbing somehow. But I understand them. There are hard times, they are tense and stuff. They should stick together and all that but, things happen. Hope the gang talk about and make up.
It was a little sad for Katie this time. Poor girl. She sure hadn't much luck on life (she's just perfect to be a scoobie)

Now I have to go, duty calls, sorry. See you next chap pal.
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