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FIC: The Gift of Sorrow - Rainbow Writer's Season 7 Pt. 1,2

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Re: feedback

Postby Puff » Thu May 30, 2002 9:11 pm

I wonder if Tara is feeling Willow's pain? Great update and I am looking forward to reading more :)

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You know, it's a real deal relationship and that's why people can relate to it
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Next part

Postby Beth Dragon » Thu May 30, 2002 10:48 pm

Hi everyone, once again many many thanks for all your feedback, and for reading, here's the next scene, I'll be in the cuddle if anyone wants or needs me :) Bx



The gift of Sorrow



A slow long blink of her green eyes and Willow felt the world that had been sitting in her mind slipping away. She shook her head and came to realize she was staring at a large glass paperweight on the desk in front of her. The swirls of purple and white that spun through the clear glass had trapped her for a moment as she followed the twists and turns, running along the edges trying to get to the centre of it all.



She reached up her hand to her elbow pressing her fingers into the small cartoon character bandage that covered her arm. It hurt more then the rest of her at this moment, the puncture in the skin focusing down her discomfort to the tiny spot. She could feel it bleeding, feel as each of the little blood cells were forced out of the opening onto the cotton barrier into oblivion.



“Oh good Willow all done with the nurse.” Dr. Clabet led Buffy into the small neat office. “I hope we didn’t keep you waiting for us too long.” She added softly as she settled down in her chair behind the desk and flipped open the brown manila folder waiting there for her. “Buffy please.” She motioned to the other empty chair as she skimmed through notes.



She made small noises as she went through the top few pages, some of them sounding positive, a few concerned sighs and then a discontented tsk as her tongue snapped against the roof of her mouth.



“How has she been doing?” The doctor looked up asking Buffy.



“Better.” Buffy said the one word quickly as she sat down in the comfortable looking chair, only to quickly discover it wasn’t at all comfortable.



“Has she been keeping food down?” The middle-aged woman tucked a dark blonde wisp of hair behind her ear.



“She made oatmeal for breakfast, didn’t you Will?” Buffy glanced to her best friend.



“Buffy can’t make oatmeal.” Willow didn’t look up from her arm as she answered.



“She’s right.” Buffy smiled feeling ridiculously proud that Willow had made an appropriate comment.



“Well I’m happy that your weight hasn’t dropped any further, but you’re still not gaining anything.” Dr. Clabet flipped more pages. “You’re still very low, I think maybe we should add some meal supplements on top of regular meals to see if we can’t get you a bit heavier.” She looked up at Buffy and smiled softly. “How has she been sleeping?”



“Well you know, she still has some nightmares.” Buffy fidgeted on her chair a little.



“She’s not wandering on you anymore? The dosage is keeping her settled?” Dr. Clabet put her hand down over the file looking at Buffy solely for the moment.



“No, no more wandering.” The Slayer enthusiastically acknowledged.



“Good.” She nodded. “I know you were concerned about the dosage being so high Buffy but fundamentally we need to take small steps here and ensuring she has a good restorative nights sleep is one of the most important.”



“No, I understand that.” Buffy nodded as she glanced up at the doctor.



“Willow and I have had a good chat today, haven’t we Willow?” She addressed the redhead softly and green eyes looked up briefly. “I only had one concern that she didn’t seem to be able to explain.” She looked back at Buffy. “How did she injure her head?”



“She fell, and hit it on a cabinet.” Buffy said with a small shrug. “She only did it yesterday.” The Slayer felt the tension creep into her shoulders.



“These things happen.” Dr. Clabet nodded. “Well I checked it out and re-bandaged it.” She picked up the thick pad on her desk and began scribbling.



“It’s ok isn’t it?” Buffy questioned worried that the doctor had gone to all that trouble.



“It’s fine, I’ll give you an antibiotic cream that you can use to help it heal.” The doctor didn’t look up from the pad. “I’m going to up the dosage of the anti-depressant a little as well, you can use up what you have at home by giving her two pills at that dosage in the morning but it will be one of these when you fill them.” She pulled off the script and laid it on the far side of the desk next to the Slayer.



“Up the dosage.” Buffy stared at the Doctor. “Why are we upping things?” She asked leaning forward a little her face a hard frown.



“Buffy as I explained to you originally the anti-depressants are such that we will need to fine tune the dosage. We have gotten considerable results from the last change in medication and I’m hoping with a more stronger infusion we’ll be able to alleviate some of the depressive symptoms she is experiencing.” Dr. Clabet tried to be reassuring.



“But she doesn’t like them.” The Slayer hissed leaning closer her voice low.



“Willow...” The doctor called for the redhead’s attention and waited the long moments till the redhead looked up. “Would you mind waiting in the outer room for Buffy while we talk?”



Willow instantly looked at the Slayer before she answered. Buffy gave her best friend a warm assuring smile and a nod. Slowly Willow extracted herself from the chair and shuffled outside.



“Buffy...” Dr. Clabet waited until the door clicked closed. “I know you are concerned but I assure you none of my patients nor I enjoy the medication. That does not negate the necessity of it.”



“But we’re the ones who have to get her to take them, she doesn’t like them.” Buffy replied glancing between the closed door and the doctor opposite her.



“I hate to play trump card on you here but this was our agreement.” Dr. Clabet’s voice was sad. “If you are unable to ensure that she will remain under doctor’s care then I will be forced to readmit her.”



“No!” Buffy pushed herself out of the chair. “She doesn’t belong in a hospital. She belongs at home.”



“Buffy, please believe me I am amazed at what you have accomplished already.” Dr. Clabet didn’t stand letting the blonde take the position of authority looking down at her. “When I first met Willow her psychotic split was so severe I doubted we’d ever break the catatonia let alone push through enough to begin focusing on the other root problems.”



“There is only one root problem, the love of her life was shot in front of her and died in her arms.” Buffy summed up.



“Grief is a powerful force.” Dr. Clabet nodded. “Okay how’s this...” She saw the pain and anguish in Buffy’s face and took a slow breath. “Keep her on the dosage she is on now for a week, I’ll reassess her then but if she’s not responding more we’ll have to up the dosage agreed?”



“Thank you.” Buffy let a tight breath ease out from her lungs. “She’s going to be okay Doctor I know she is.”



“I really am not trying to be the bad guy here, I just want to do what is best for Willow.” Dr. Clabet smiled at the young woman’s conviction.



“I know.” Buffy moved to the chair that willow had been sitting in, and picked up the jacket that the redhead had left behind. “I really do mean it when I say thank you.” She added looking back.



“Don’t forget the extra supplements.” The doctor nodded again with a wider smile. “I want her up at least a pound.”



“I won’t and she will we’ll even aim for a pound and a half.” Buffy smiled. “Can I take her home now?”



“I think the nurse convinced her she should have ice cream for being good about the needle.” Dr. Clabet winked and went back to putting notes in Willow’s file.



“So same time next week.” Buffy checked as she moved to the door.



“Same time.” The doctor nodded. “Have a good week.”



Beth Dragon
 


gratitude and thanks...

Postby KathleenWolf » Thu May 30, 2002 10:53 pm

Hello all lovely Rainbowmittens...



first off I am so sorry this half of the writers has been quite the last few days... but I've been rather poorly (I think Beth mentioned it) but today I am starting to come around a bit, having Crohn's is always such an up and down thing... thank you to everyone for their well wishes in that regard... helped alot... smile



now to the thread... HOLY WOW!... I'm four pages behind... and I see alot of new Rainbowmittens in the puddle... I'm so glad that everyone is being supportive of one another... beth and I completely encourage that cause this is high residue angst here...



I think the dessert buffet is growing all the time... which is great... (having a look and grabbing a chocolate covered oreo)... I haven't had time to go to the store but I can order out if we take a vote on what we want... smile



I have to say for both Beth and I it is so amazing to see the instant responses and see how everyone is reacting to each of the characters and what everyone speculates is going to happen next... the fact that some of you out there are reading our minds is a bit scary... laugh... but we're hoping that all of the road ahead isn't too obvious... other than Willow and Tara together... how we get there is still being worked on...



Karzia: Taste the rainbow? ... smile... sounding like an official slogan, I like it!



Well as you can see Beth has just posted an update... so I'll get this out and hope everyone sees me here too...



GROUP HUG FOR EVERYONE



love to the Rainbomittens and kittens in general

kath











"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Wow.

Postby Imperfectly Me » Thu May 30, 2002 11:04 pm

Beth-



Absolutely gorgeous writing.





Aim

Imperfectly Me
 


Re: Wow.

Postby LeatherQueen » Thu May 30, 2002 11:19 pm

Oh great updates! Poor Tara having to go through all that.



Back to the cuddlepuddle for some comfort. :)








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

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Re: Wow.

Postby witchbitchwillow » Thu May 30, 2002 11:56 pm

awww, that update was great! hope that your feeling better.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

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Re: Wow.

Postby Willowfan » Fri May 31, 2002 12:00 am

Willow....poor Willow....she's so....so....broken.

Can Tara make her all better? Please....more soon...this is hurting to see Willow and Tara so lost....I know they always find each other.

But that's only if they are looking. If neither one looks...how can they find each other? Willow believes Tara is gone....and Tara dosen't exactly remember Willow....Who will look for them?

I'm so sad for them both....

Willowfan:cry

“Love’s bitch?” Spike asked softly...
“Woman enough to admit it,” Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile.

“Cheers, luv,” Spike whispered...
-Answering Darkness by Sassette

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WiccansIllusion » Fri May 31, 2002 12:14 am

*sniffs*

Can I have another hug, and juice and cookies?? maybe a security blanket...

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Pixie gishmock » Fri May 31, 2002 1:30 am

*Pixie hugs WI and hands her a cookie* I found Dawn's reaction to Madelene's use of magic interesting, too. When Tara started feeling the pain, at first I thought she was experiencing Willow's pain. And, once again, the way I love that Buffy has finally matured to the point that not only is she so determined to take care of Willow, but she is actually doing it, effectively and devotedly.



Hmmm....more goodies for the RainbowMittens....*Pixie thinks, then goes to the kitchen. After several minutes she returns wheeling a cart with various flavors of ice cream and all the fixin's for make your own sundaes.* Help yourselves!



Hey, Kath - I hope you're feeling better. I have Crohn's also. Feel free to e-mail me if you ever want to vent, or whatever.

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Puff » Fri May 31, 2002 1:34 am

Gives WiccansIllusion a {hug} :)



Great update, poor Willow she's just so hurt. Tara needs to make her better.

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You know, it's a real deal relationship and that's why people can relate to it
Amber Benson

Puff
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby The Rose24 » Fri May 31, 2002 5:16 am

*Sigh*



Please let Willow get better soon. I don't know how much more I can take. It is really hard to see Willow so depressed and lost.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

Edited by: The Rose24  at: 5/31/02 8:16:52 pm
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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby VampNo12 » Fri May 31, 2002 8:00 am

Wonderful, angsty updates! Poor Tara suffering in pain, and Dawn's reaction to Madalene's use of magic to aid Tara was understandable. After seeing Willow with the dark mojo I can so see why Dawn wanted to see her eyes to make sure Madalene was in no way further hurting Tara.



As for the part with Buffy vehemently opposing Willow's medication being upped I so feel for both Buffy and Willow. Buffy as well as the other scoobies have taken on the burden of being Willow's caretaker, which must heavily weigh on them (ie the responsibility of taking on this role as well as the pressure/tension this brings to their lives). And of course, the idea that Willow's behavior needs to be regulated in order for her to function, just again underscores how lost she truly has become with Tara's death as well as her actions she took after said death. Looking forward to the continuing journey of this story, and hopefully W&T will soon start to heal in mind as well as in body.

VampNo12
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WTsnuggles » Fri May 31, 2002 3:02 pm

:bounce



Wonderful update.. so sad for Willow.



I am so looking forward to having Willow and Tara meet. I hope this story is around a long time.



Hopefully a series? :grin



Update please. :grin

Snuggles.

"You take my soul with you. Tara "Once more with feeling.

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The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby KathleenWolf » Fri May 31, 2002 3:41 pm

Hi everyone....



Please pretend I am the goregous lovely Beth (who is out of town for a few days and unable to reach the board) who is posting your morning installment... smile



Now everyone please make sure that your harnesses are on tight... hard hats in place... tissues... I've had the cookie table restocked and the pillows in the puddle have all been fluffled...



as you can imagine from my warning there is a big dip in the road... hang in there... WTTP is in effect...





Dawn carefully ran the cord of the ancient phone under the small space under the bathroom door and maneuvered her way in so she could shut it. This was the only privacy she could attempt in the cramped quarters, other than asking Madalene to go outside but the strange witch didn’t seem too interested in breaking the spell she’d been doing most of the day now.



“Buffy?” She questioned in a hushed voice to make sure the Slayer was still there.



“Still here, what were you doing?” Her sister’s voice came through loud and clear.



“Moving into the bathroom.” Dawn explained as if it was the most obvious thing. “I think you need to come back to the hotel.” She stated firmly.



“Just what I was thinking.” Buffy agreed instantly. “Well actually no I was just thinking that you need to come here.”



“I can’t, I can’t leave Tara with that weirdo.” Madalene hissed as she turned further from the door.



“Dawn, its Tuesday.” Buffy disregarded her sister’s words. “You need to be home.”



“It’s Tuesday?” Dawn stopped questioning for a moment. “Oh my God.” She looked at the silver and pink dial of her watch. “The Disney Family Movie of the week is on in an hour.” Since they’d gotten Willow home from the hospital they’d always gathered on Tuesday nights to watch the Disney movie.



“Exactly.” Buffy confirmed the teenager’s thoughts.



“But... but Tara woke up.” Dawn’s voice wavered as she tried to fight against the two things that were pulling her to opposite places. “She knew I was Dawnie.”



“Oh.” Buffy went quiet for a second, as she listened to her sister. “Did she?” Her voice went tender and loving.



“Yeah.” Dawn nodded before she remembered how the rest of the day played out. “But then she was in pain and Madalene is doing weird magic on her with crystals. Her eyes aren’t black but does that mean it’s okay.”



“What?” The volume in Buffy’s voice disappeared in an instant. “In pain? What happened?” She demanded.



“Witch girl said it was like things flashing through her brain on super high speed, that it could be from still having memories.” Dawn spilled out wanting to believe her sister would have answers and ways to fix all of this.



“Well I suppose it could.” Buffy conceded.



“You suppose? YOU SUPPOSE?” Dawn snapped at her.



“Dawn, this isn’t exactly something I understand either.” Buffy tried to soothe. “Look you need to get home. Call a cab, I’ll watch the start of the movie and see if I can slip out to patrol early.” The Slayer tried to come up with a plan.



“Fine.” Dawn grumbled her agreement. “Have you told Xander?” She questioned softly.



“No.” Buffy admitted. “We will, just not yet.”



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Xander hopped down the stairs and emerged into the living room where everyone was gathered rubbing a small dark towel into his wet hair. He stood in the entrance for a moment as Mickey danced across the screen enchanting both Dawn’s attention from her spot on the floor and Buffy’s who was at the end.



“Hey can I get braids when you’re done with Dawn?” He looked at Willow who was carefully working on the teenager’s long dark locks.



“Too short.” Willow looked up at him and shook her head almost looking worried that she would disappoint him.



“Hmmm just cause you now smell like a girl doesn’t mean you get girlie treats.” Buffy smiled and threw a cushion in his direction.



“Hey is it my fault you don’t have anything but melon body scrub?” He sniffed at himself and laughed. Catching the pillow he tossed it back at her. “Though I feel so pretty!” He batted his eyelashes for emphasis.



“And besides Willow’s my personal hairdresser not yours.” Dawn piped up as she patted the foot near her. “Buffy can be yours.” The Slayer grinned from her place next to Willow.



“Oh great, I was thinking something in highlights and really funky for the new fall fashions.” He exaggerated as he swaggered over and got hit by another pillow.



“Wait I have a Clairol colour kit upstairs, how does platinum blonde sound?” Buffy sniggered at his show.



“Okay jokes over.” Xander held up his hands.



“He dyed his hair when we were younger.” Willow’s voice added to the conversation softly a she continued with her work on Dawn’s hair.



“Really?” From her place Dawn turned to look at Willow’s face.



“Willow that is confidential.” Xander’s eyes went wide.



“He put peroxide it in and it turned bright orange before it fell out.” Willow leaned down a bit as if only telling Dawnie.



There came a short loud round of giggles from the teenager and Buffy as his secret was revealed.



“Come on, it was the eighties. Everyone did it.” Xander stood there with his hands on his hips.



“Wow Xander I never knew you were so cool.” Dawn grinned sarcastically.



“Next we’ll hear you tried an Afro perm too?” Buffy laughed so hard her side hurt as she watched the carpenter freeze.



“He did.” Willow turned to Buffy the edge of her lip coming up into the tiniest hint of a smile.



Buffy laughed even harder and released her cushion at the young man again hitting him in the chest.



“Now that I have no shred of manhood left I might as well go make popcorn.” He huffed out doing a bad pretend grumpy.



“It’s okay Xander.” Dawn called as he left. “Buffy used to have wear red lipstick, black eyeliner and tie her hair into bunches with moms stockings.”



“You do realize now I am going to have to officially tickle you until screaming pitch.” Buffy pushed over from her spot towards Dawn. “You’d better finish that braid quick smart Will.” She grinned widely at the redhead.



Willow nodded and turned back to her work, though she seemed to work slower on purpose.



“On second thoughts I’ll just go help Xander with popcorn.” Buffy moved past the pair into the kitchen.



“Mmmmm this feels great Will.” Dawn snuggled backwards. “I kinda want to undo it all so you have to do it over.” The teenager giggled and leaned her head on Willow’s knee.



“Do you want me too?” Willow questioned as her hand crept up to her face and she itched the area around the bandage.



“No, it’s ok. I mean you’re not my personal slave or anything” Dawn nuzzled into Willow’s knee. “And we’re missing Mickey.” She nodded to the colourful screen.



If Dawn had looked up she’d have realized that Willow hadn’t heard any of her words. The redhead was too busy cupping her hand over her nose and mouth and she breathed in deeply. A small animal cry broke out of her throat as she pulled her hand away looking at it.



“BUFFY!” The teenager squeaked as she jumped up and turned around.



At the moment Dawn’s voice carried through the air to electrify it unfocused green eyes spun upwards and Willow’s body went stiff as her muscles started seizing.



Wide hazel eyes took in the scene in an instant as Buffy hurried back. It was lucky for them the redhead had been on the couch as she was now fairly safely leaned into it, her legs out straight and her arms stuck out into the cushions. Her head pushed back over the top but the gap was far enough that it didn’t touch anything.



“Dawn back.” She called to her sister as she moved in closer and Dawn blinked wild panicked eyes as she scooted out of the way.



Xander rushed in after the Slayer and instantly started pulling back furniture.



“Buffy get the coffee table.” He tried to stay calm as he manhandled the chair back towards the hall.



“Got it.” Buffy picked up the large object and literally tossed it out of the way.



“Okay the neurologist said we have to time it.” Xander didn’t know where he was pulling information from, now if he’d have asked himself the question ‘monkey’s ass’ was sure to have come up but he knew he was doing the right thing.



“I-I-I’m on it.” Dawn’s shaky voice noted as she held up her small wrist and watch.



“Xander cut the TV.” Buffy waved at the brightly coloured dancing screen the happy Disney melody seeming more of travesty than normal. She then drew her attention back to Willow. The hacker’s entire body was painfully taunt, the rubber sole of her sneaker caught on the carpet before the jutting of her leg dislodged it and it shuddered over and over.



“Damn Disney.” He cursed smacking the button to let the screen blip to darkness. “How long should we wait before we call?” He went to Buffy’s shoulder the helpless site of his best friend making him swallow hard.



“Five minutes.” Buffy said calmly. “What we at Dawn?” She glanced at her sister.



“1:54.” Dawn replied her eyes fixed on the slim sliver hand that ticked its way round the small pink watch face.



‘God make her stop, make her stop.’ Xander’s thoughts screamed out in his head. ‘I’m not a religious man but if you make it stop I’ll go to church, I’ll even be the little guy with the plate begging everyone for money for you. Please just make it stop.’



“How long now?” He waited as long as he could watching Willow’s left hand joined in the meaningless shuffle against the couch.



“2.28.” Dawn replied her eyes still fixed.



“Come on Willow, fight it.” He whispered his own hands clenched at his sides as Buffy dropped down onto her knees focusing on her best friend.



“Come on Will, you can beat this.” She whispered leaned in as close as she could. “Come on Willow.” She breathed forcing her breathing into a steady rhythm in through her nose and out through her mouth trying to encourage the blonde into the same. On the second long breath her acute sense were overwhelmed suddenly.



“Shit.” The small word was pushed from the Slayer’s mouth as she forced herself backwards almost instantly her eyes fixing on Dawn. “Dawn get out!”



“What? What I didn’t do anything!” Dawn panicked her voice high and distraught.



“Your hair, smell your hair.” Buffy hissed. “Xander, I need something, something smelly, a wipe or… there are some baby wipes in the bathroom, go!” She barked at him.



“I’m on it.” Xander tore off towards the upstairs.



Dawn stood limply and began backing away. She pulled her long braid around over her shoulder and brought it to her nose. She sniffed carefully but couldn’t smell anything, just traces of her shampoo and...



“Tara.” She looked up her young eyes horrified.



“Exactly.” Buffy nodded concentrating as Dawn rushed to get out the front door. “Time?” She called before the teenager disappeared.



“3:55.” Dawn squeaked as she pulled the door behind her.



Xander’s feet thundered on the stairs as he made the return trip. He hip checked the displaced chair on the way by but bit threw the pain as thrust the pack of wipes at the Slayer.



“Willow I need your hands, damn it.” Buffy cursed at herself. “Xander go check Dawn please, tell her this isn’t her fault.” She glanced up quickly at him.



“What the hell is going on?” Xander questioned though he backed up to follow Dawn’s retreat through to the front porch.



“Ask Dawn.” Buffy instructed as she pulled out as many wipes as she could and put them all over the floor.



In a subtle change the muscles in Willow’s body started to slow down, the shuddering soothing to individual spasms before the time between them lagged more.



“That’s it Will.” Buffy watched the calming and as soon as she felt it was safe, she drew closer to risk taking a wipe and smoothing it over Willow’s cheeks.



The light scent of spiced jasmine was replaced with the overpowering nature of simulated baby powder. Slowly the muscles in her body burned themselves out, leaving her head to lay limply down chin first on her chest. Hard panting breaths signaled that she was breathing.



“Okay there you go.” Buffy eased really close and picked up Willow’s hands in turn carefully wiping them completely with a wipe before going over her friend’s cheeks and chin and forehead again “Ok Willow, it’s okay.” She whispered tenderly just waiting for the redhead to show her a spark of consciousness.



.... I'm available for hugs if anyone needs them...





"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby Bobos Mom » Fri May 31, 2002 4:29 pm

Good lord, Kath - I need a hug! That update was more powerful than a strong cup of coffee.



The harder the road, the more glorious the destination. We all know Tara will remember, Willow will become whole. It's the twists and turns that make me love this story so; the 'what' of the story is so well defined - the knowledge that they must heal, the heart knows its own, and true love will win. It's the 'how' of this story that keeps me coming back. High THUD factor. I like that.



Keep up this fantastic, healing tale!

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TARA: Willow and I always know how to find each other!

ANYA: With yoga?

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby willntlover » Fri May 31, 2002 5:03 pm

hug! I need hug. That was so sad! Great update, sad, but it's worht it if Tara comes back.



-Will

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby fairydust » Fri May 31, 2002 6:27 pm

ooohhh:cry yeah, I am gonna need a hug also. Poor Willow....I hope Dawn doesnt blame herself too much

Excuse me while I go cry again.......

Very wonderful and emotional update

*****Faye*****Jenna....You're my Angel,sweetheart and dream girl,all rolled up into one happy little ball of goodness because I love you and you love me

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WiccansIllusion » Fri May 31, 2002 6:31 pm

Hugs please? now?

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby pleasantlyblue » Fri May 31, 2002 6:42 pm

count me in on the needed hugs.

and the loving of this fic.

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the girl of my dreams is giving me nightmares

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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Jennpurr » Fri May 31, 2002 6:45 pm

Can I have a hug, too? I soo need one.



I am really enjoying this ride. It's so sad to read of Willow in this state, but I have faith in you two. I know things will be okay soon. Please? Need them to be okay soon.



Can't wait for more.



But first, a hug? :(



Jen

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"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. -from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette




“That’s like, two drinks and a light switch away from being totally gay.” Joel from "Final Exam" by Ruth

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby superZONic » Fri May 31, 2002 6:50 pm

Fantastic! Willow's petite madeline-induced quake was a hearttear to witness. You folks just render so well the minutiae of grief. The reader becomes as emotionally stretched and exhausted as the characters and it makes every reaching hand and tiny piece of hope that much more gleaming and precious.



I am under the Rainbows thrall, no doubt.



Two cupped hands full of thanks for the pleasure of reading your stories!



Zon

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Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby xita » Fri May 31, 2002 7:33 pm

You guys are really turning it up but it's great, angst with promise of happiness is something I can deal with. And if Tara's smell is going to do this to Willow, her actual self will be something that will hit very hard. I want them together ASAP but I understand it won't be easy. I mean Willow has to get better for her to be able to handle things but how can she get better with Tara. Maybe she just have the shock and get that over with and then start dealing. But Tara's in pain now.. so her recovery won't be easy.. grrrrrrrr



Thanks!

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Willow and Tara Love

Truly and Forever

xita
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby The Rose24 » Fri May 31, 2002 7:54 pm

Yikes!!!

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby Little M » Fri May 31, 2002 7:56 pm

Sweet jezus :( :( I think I'm gonna cry :(



GROUPHUG!!!!!!!!!!

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'I go online sometimes, but everyone's spelling is really bad..it's depressing' - Tara

Little M
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby LeatherQueen » Fri May 31, 2002 8:00 pm

Oh god... *sniff* Definitely need some hugs here. This was so... gah. I don't even know how to describe it. Our poor Willow has a long road back.








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby Pixie gishmock » Fri May 31, 2002 9:34 pm

oy. *too emotionally wrung out to use capitals* I'm definitely joining the group hug.

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

Pixie gishmock
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby fidds » Fri May 31, 2002 10:00 pm

:shock :x

omg - can i join in with the group hug too? :(



brilliant update

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I'm on the outside , i'm looking in , i can see through you , see your true colours , cause inside you're ugly , you're ugly like me - STAIND-Outside

fidds
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby Jae » Fri May 31, 2002 10:12 pm

*blinks* wow... uh... you certainly were not kidding about the angst factor, which is not to say I thought you were.. but... *toddles off to join the group hug*



And uh.. please tell me we won't have to wait for days til the next update?

Jae
 


Re: The Gift of Sorrow Update

Postby foreverpiper » Fri May 31, 2002 11:37 pm

*joins the group hug* *sniff* :cry This was so sad! Poor Willow!

foreverpiper
 


Re: The Gift Of Sorrow update

Postby Thanatopsis » Fri May 31, 2002 11:42 pm

Holy cow. Yep that's some angst.



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You say midgets like it's so absurd.

Thanatopsis
 

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