by Shadowygirl » Sat Mar 22, 2008 8:08 am
Chapter 13
(I want you a part of this)
"how you feeling?" Buffy asked Faith as she came walking into the living room , it had been almost a month since Faith was in the hosipital , she had healed up totally but she was still once in a while having the dreams .
The two of them had talked somewhat , they decided to take things slowly at first they weren't sure why , Faith was nervous as was Buffy , they had kissed and cuddled told each other they loved the other but nothing other then that , they still had their own rooms and everything it was starting to get to the both of them .
Buffy was getting extreamly antsy since she was almost due , she felt as though she was about to pop , and she almost looked that way as well .
Faith smiled down at the slayer propped up on the couch "good and you?" She asked with a smirk she knew it was hard on Buffy not to be able to get around as well as she once could .
"like I should advertise for goodyear" Buffy grumbled as she looked at ther belly .
Faith laughed she couldn't help it "give it time B , she'll be here soon" Faith grinned as she took a seat beside the woman she loved , she layed her hand on Buffy's belly she loved the feel of the baby kicking , "she's in a mood today isn't she?" Faith laughed again as her hand was almost kicked off Buffy's stomach.
"I think she has slayer strength" Buffy grumbled trying to get comfy , sometimes the baby would kick the crap right outta her .
"well it must be a bit of a relife to know she's going to be totally normal!" Faith tried to cheer her up.
"ya it is, I can't believe the watchers councle had that info" Buffy shook her head , she realized it wasn't unheard of for a slayer to have a baby , she just wasn't sure how it happened the way it did since Spike was dead.
"ya know thing's happen for a reason even if we don't know what that reason is right now" Faith sighed , she didn't like who the babies father was but things happened that way for a reason as she just said .
"true" Buffy sighed and leaned her head against the back of the couch .
"So have we for sure decided on the name of her yet?" Faith asked a smirk on her lips it had been a struggle to decide on a name everyone had ideas and Buffy had listened to them all.
"I guess I'll see once she's born" Buffy shook her head there were so many , she loved Rebecca-Lynn but she wasn't sure everytime someone said that name the baby would beat her up .
She got used to asking her little peanut what her name was going to be if she didn't get a reaction she thought that was a good thing Until Faith had said maybe she's bouncing around because she likes the names people were picking , though she did kick and move around when Dawn had suggested troublemaker as a name so that idea might not have been so right either.
"you'll figure it out B" Faith smiled and moved her hand in circles , the baby calming right down at the soft touch , Buffy had noticed that there was something about everytime Faith was around , or touching her stomach the baby would calm down instantly.
"you haven't really said any names you like Faith" Buffy frowned when she realized this, she wanted Faith's in put that's the one persons she really wanted .
"Nah" Faith shook her head , she thought this was something Buffy would want to do on her own .
"I want to know Faith tell me what name you like" Buffy grumbled and pouted and Faith couldn't resist .
"Samantha Grace" Faith smiled she didn't even have to think about it .
"it seems you've thought about it before now" Buffy laughed when there wasn't even a pause .
"Ya well I've wanted kids since I was a kid, I guess I wanted to do everything my parents didn't do" Faith shrugged slightly , she had always wanted to be a mom .
"Really , now I didn't know that" Buffy smiled "I love that name Faith" she paused for a moment "I never wanted kids , never even thought about having any" Buffy sighed again she wondered almost daily if she was going to be a good mother , shouldn't good mothers have wanted kids for years before they actually had them.
"You'll be a great mom B" Faith smiled she could tell what Buffy was thinking by the look in her eye's .
"so will you" Buffy smiled back leaning her head down onto Faith's shoulder .
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Buffy and Faith had decided to go for a walk , they knew it was risky due to how close Buffy was to her due date but they had wanted to talk without someone interupting them .
so here they were in the park taking a few moments to sit down and relax .
"Faith are you going to be around for ever?" Buffy asked looking at the ground wishing she could see her feet again .
"I wish" Faith snorted "If I could live forever what would I do with all my free time" she let her mind wander she didn't realize Buffy was looking annoyed .
"I meant here with me will you be here with me forever?" Buffy took a breath looking up to see what Faith's reaction will be .
"as long as you'll keep me B" Faith smiled and wound her fingers with Buffy's .
"are you sure?" Buffy was scared she knew Faith's past and she also knew the girl had changed but she didn't want her to get ansty and run off one day .
"Yes Buffy" Faith took a breath "I want to be here I love you and want to spend the rest of my forever with you" Faith smiled she wasn't one for mushy shit but well lately it seemed Buffy would bring it out in her .
"Good well " Buffy started "Will you stay forever ?" Buffy asked as she slowly stood pulling Faith with her .
"yes B I will" Faith smiled and wrapped her arms around the blonde , softly leaning in to kiiss her , it was the first time the kiss had turned passionet quickly .
After a few moments they pulled away remembering where they were "We should go home" Faith whispered as she leaned her forhead against Buffy's .
"Home ya" Buffy agreed as she started to walk towards their house.
they walked in silence for a little while then they where there , the entire time they walked Buffy kept scraping her nail back and forth over the palm of Faith's hand driving her nuts.
They made it to the house without a word being said as soon as the door was closed Faith ever so soflty pushed Buffy' against the door , capturing her lips with her own , kissing softly at first , running her hands down Buffy's sides , then back up and into her hair pulling the blonde closer Faith ran her tongue across Buffy's lips asking for access to her hot wet mouth , and Buffy granted her access instantly taking Faith's tongue into her mouth and softly sucking on it , Faith moaned into Buffy's mouth and then pulled away realizing that they were standing right in the middle of the living room , "upstairs" She panted as she started to walk up the stairs not letting go of Buffy's hand .
they made it to the bed room and Faith closed the door behind them , both girls staying silent for a few moments till Faith finally spoke up " Are you sure?" She asked as she looked to Buffy's tummy .
Buffy smiled at how caring Faith was and nodded her head "I'm sure" She smiled as she this time pushed Faith against the door , kissing her hand running her hands down the slayers stomach to the top of her jeans , Buffy popped the button open in one quick move and ran her hand down into Faith's pants .
Faith moaned when she felt Buffy's hand get extreamly close to her centre , very very close but still not touching . Faith slowly backed them towards the bed , sitting Buffy down breaking off the heated kiss.
Faith lifted Buffy's shirt over her head , then unclapsed her bra noticing how large the slayers breasts were , Faith moaned , Buffy was beautiful extreamly.
"You're beautiful" Faith whispered a look of awe on her face .
Buffy Blused a soft shade of pink and lowered her head looking at her belly , if there was one thing she thought she looked it wasn't beautiful she felt bloated and sore , but she was glad Faith thought she was beautiful still.
Faith walked over and pushed softly on Buffy's shoudlers and Buffy slowly worker her way back on the bed , Faith smiled as she undid Buffy's pants , slowly sliding them down her legs , then she pulled the panites down as well discarding them to the floor .
Faith took a deep breath then she took off her shirt and jeans as well she didn't have to worry about a bra or underwear because well she didn't like to wear them that much .
she slowly crawled up beside the blonde , looking at her , but not touching her yet , "is it okay if I touch you" Faith asked , she wasn't sure why she asked but she didn't want to push if Buffy wanted her to stop then she would in an instant.
"please touch me Faith" Buffy closed her eye's and leaned her head back she had wanted Faith to touch her for years and now she finally was Buffy couldn't take another single moment of waiting .
"beautiful" Faith sighed again as she slowly brought her hand up to Buffy's face tracing lines over and across , slowly following her hand with soft warm kisses , she ever so slowly worked her way down Buffy's throat , and shoulders , to her chest , Faith smirked as she leaned her head down and took Buffy's right nipple into her mouth softly sucking the swollan nub into her mouth making Buffy moan and arch slightly off the bed .
"Oh god" Buffy moaned again when Faith moved to her other nipple .
Faith smirked around the nipple as she slowly and softly sucked "so good" She closed her eye's enjoying the taste of the blonde .
"Faith please" Buffy begged as Faith slowly worked her way over and across her belly , Faith stopped now and then to chuckle when her hand and mouth got kicked by the active baby .
Any time thinking about this would have made her feel odd but being here right now with Buffy it wasn't odd at all , it was natural .
"what do you want Buffy?" Faith's voice was low and husky , she knew what Buffy had wanted but she wanted to hear the words .
"I want you inside me" Buffy finally after a moment trying to get control of her self asked almost begged .
The blonde threw her head back and let out a stranggled moan when she felt Faith's fingers move to her slickened centre , Buffy tried to arch into the touch but wasn't able to move to much ,"PLEASE" She moaned even louder , pleading to Faith for her to touch her.
Faith couldn't make the blonde wait anymore she slowly yet firmly pressed two fingers into Buffy's hot core , slowly sliding them in and out at first , making sure she wasn't hurting Buffy or the baby by doing so , when all she got was moans and panting from Buffy she knew she was doing something right, Faith grinned as she watched the look on Buffy's face , then she lowered her head and slowly ran her tongue over Buffy's clit , making the Blonde shiver uncontrolable .
After a few moments of Faith working her body like she owned it Buffy was there at the edge ready to fall over "Oh God" She moaned trying not to move around to much she didn't want to lose the contact Faith was giving her "OH FUCK" She yelled as her climax finally reached "OH FAITH OH FUCK PLEASE DON"T STOP" she screamed as Faith sped up slightly , she gripped the dark hair like there was no tomorrow , Faith grinned into Buffy's centre as she licked and sucked and nibbled on Buffy's clit bring her to climax again and again , after a few moments and after Buffy had finally relaxed a bit for her to remove her fingers Faith did , she slowly crawled up Buffy's body making sure not to lay on her stomach .
"You're beautiful" Faith smiled as she leaned down and placed a soft loving kiss on Buffy's lips .
"Ohmeyahd" Buffy's word or words didn't make sense at all and all Faith could do was laugh.
"I guess you feel better now" Faith smiled as she leaned her head on Buffy's shoulder waiting for her to catch her breath and get her words back .
"So good" Buffy said as she finally got some thought back into her head, she smiled from ear to ear.
They stayed that way for a few moments before Buffy sat up rather quickly "Umm" She looked at Faith a little blush in her cheeks .
"Did I hurt you? are you okay ? did I do something wrong?" Faith panicked when Buffy sat up quickly, she jumped off the bed seeing if there was something wrong that she could see.
"no no Faith you didn't hurt me" Buffy tried to calm her as much as she could " I just have to pee" Buffy blushed even more she didn't want to leave the room she was enjoying the moment but she really had to pee and well the baby was kicking her bladder .
"Oh" Faith laughed "go I'll be here when you get back" Faith smiled and placed a quick kiss before handing her her robe .
"be right back" Buffy laughed as she ran off towards the bathroom.
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It had been a little while since Buffy had left to use the bathroom , Faith had decided to get dressed since it was still midafternoon , she figured Buffy would want to rest maybe have a few hour nap before dinner and Faith had to run to the store to get something for dinner.
Faith was grinning from ear to ear when she heard the muffled oh shit come from the bath room she instantly headed for the door when she heard Buffy.
"FAITH!" Buffy's voice held a hint of panick and Faith burst through the door breaking the lock .
"What happened what's wrong?!" Faith was panicking she was so caught up she didn't realize she was standing in a small puddle .
"My water broke" Buffy grabbed ahold of the counter to balance herself .
"Oh fuck oh shit okay what do I do?!" Faith started pacing back and forth she left the bathroom forgetting Buffy might have needed some help , Buffy couldn't help but laugh when less then 3 seconds later Faith came back in Grabbing her arm and leading her into the bedroom
"TARA WILLOW!?" Faith yelled at the top of her lungs not realizing that the entire gang was there out in the hall they were finishing up the baby's room when Faith yelled they all came bursting through the door .
Giles and Xander stopped dead in their tracks when the realized Buffy was slightly naked and sitting on the bed .
Tara, Willow, Anya , and Dawn didn't mind though they had seen a naked woman before so they weren't really bothered .
Tara and Willow rushed to her side wondering what was going on .
seeing the panick in Faith's eye's they started to panick as well.
"Her water broke!" Faith yelled wandering around the room wondering what to do .
"Okay calm down" Tara smiled once she realized nothing horrible was wrong.
CALM DOWN?! CALM DOWN?!" Faith paced even faster now "you're telling me to calm down what if the baby comes here ?!" Faith's eye's went huge when she thought that might actually happen .
"she won't Faith you have to calm down" Tara sighed with a smile she was grabbing Buffy's shirt and helping the woman into it , then helped her stand to put on her track pants .
Anya walked over to Faith and without thinking slapped her "she said calm down Faith" and Faith instantly did , her face stung.
"Oww" She whinned rubbing where she had been hit.
"Faith grab Buffy's over night bag" Willow said they had everything ready for a good week or two now.
"Xander, Giles" Willow called for them letting them know it was safe to come in the room "get the car" she motioned to the door and both men took off getting the car ready .
"Faith pass Anya the over night bag and come help me get Buffy here to the car" Tara smiled at the dark slayer seeing the sure panick in her eye's made her heart skip a beat , it was nice to see someone care this much for Buffy.
"Okay" Faith said her voice small almost like a scared childs
"Dawn?" Tara said as she started down the stairs with Buffy and Faith .
"ya" Dawn followed closely .
"Get the keys to my car, go with Willow and Anya meet us there and make sure we have everything we are going to need" Tara instructed calmly as she headed out the front door to get in the back seat with Faith on one side and Buffy in the middle , Giles and Xander in the front .
Dawn , Willow and Anya , hurried to get everything ready and followed a few moments behind the other car .
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"how is she?" Willow asked as Tara came back out to the waiting room , leaving Buffy and Faith to get settled into the room they were put in.
"She's okay scared and in pain" Tara shook her head, she was excited they would finally get to meet their neice , but she was worried for Buffy and the amount of pain the girl was about to go through.
Willow and the others nodded all staying quiet , they had spent alot of time in this place the last few months but this was finally for a really good reason , they all had smiles on their faces this time .
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"okay B just breathe okay" Faith soothed as Buffy took a moment from pushing , the girl had sweat pouring down her face, she was pale and clammy and in alot of pain.
Faith wished there was something she could do to help other then just stand there and hold her hand .
"IT'S ALOT HARDER TO DO THEN IT LOOKS!" Buffy growled looking into Faiths face.
"Okay then" Faith didn't know what to do .
"Okay Ms.Summers. I think two more good pushes should do it" The doc soothed as he looked up and over the blanket to see how the girl was doing .
she had been in labour for nearly 13 hours now and it was finally time.
"Faith hold her hand and be ready okay?" The nurse looked at the scared looking dark haired girl .
"Okay" Faith's eye's were wide.
"Okay Buffy push" the doc said and Buffy did with all her might , she pushed and pushed.
"THIS IS YOU'RE FUCKING FAULT!" She yelled at Faith again luckly Faith knew she didn't mean it , well it wasn't possible for Buffy to have meant it since it wasn't her fault at all actually.
"I know B , I'm sorry" Faith soothed as much as she could she wasn't sure what exactly to say , she winced a little when it felt as though her hand was breaking from Buffy squeezing it extreamly hard ." Just think B it won't be so bad for the next one" Faith tried to smile , but then her smile dropped when she recieved a look of death from the blonde .
"okay breathe" The doc said and Buffy took a moment to catch her breath.
"just one more Buffy the baby is here okay we don't have time now PUSH" the Doc coached seeing as though the baby's head was already out and now was important to get her out the rest of the way.
"Come on Babe you can do it" Faith was now in tears and within seconds the baby was there , it took only a second for her to start crying at the top of her lungs .
"You have a girl" The doc smiled as he held her up then softly placed her on Buffy's stomach .
"Faith would you like to cut the cord?" he asked with a smile and Faith looked wide eye'd to Buffy , Buffy smiled and nodded letting Faith know it was totally okay with her if she wanted to.
"Yes" Faith said as she walked over to the doc, and followed to an exact what he said to do and the cord was cut .
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"I wonder how it's going" Willow sighed , her and Tara had run home a few hours ago to take Isis outside and feed her then the came back and still there was no word .
"shouldn't be to much longer" Dawn yawned and stretched she had just woken up from a rather long nap , where her and Anya had curled up against Xander and fallen asleep , Anya still being asleep.
"Hopefully everything is okay" Giles took off his glasses and rubbed them , he wasn't used to this birthing thing not one bit used to it .
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"have we decided on a name?" The nurse looked at Buffy and Faith seeing the happy looks on their faces she hated to interrupt them, but having too since she was filling out the card to go in the baby's little crib type thing , while staying at the hosipital.
"Ya" Buffy smiled up at the nurse and Faith , Faith looked slightly confused she wasn't sure what name Buffy was going to pick .
Faith looked down at the baby in her arms , she couldn't help but smile she was beautiful , a little tiny beautiful baby.
"Samantha Grace Summers" Buffy whispered to the nurse and Faith's face broke into a massive grin as the tears started rolling down her cheeks .
"Buffy" Faith looked at the then down at Sam , "Samantha Grace" she whispered the babies name to her for the very first time. "Beautiful" Faith sighed she was happy , completely happy.
Buffy watched the woman she loved and the baby that was finally here , and she smiled , life was good finally for the first time ever life was perfect.
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Faith stayed with Buffy and Sam , for nearly an hour before Buffy had finally fallen asleep , she had watched as Buffy fed Sam her first bottle and change her into a sleeper that Dawn had bought months ago.
Then Buffy had finally fallen asleep and Faith took the sleeping Sam from her arms , she whispered that they were going to go meet the others and Buffy smiled as she fell deeper into her sleep.
Faith slowly walked to the waiting room , a cuddled up bundled up Sam asleep in her arms.
"She's 6lbs 7ounces , 18 inches long , she has blue eye's and her name is Samantha Grace Summers" Faith softly spoke as she walked into the waiting room the others , slowly raising to their feet as not to startle the baby.
"aww" Anya and Tara cooed as they came up to see the baby waking up .
Then the others followed , when the baby stretched in Faith's arms and yawned , Faith also awwing.
"She's beautiful" Xander exclaimed as he looked at the little tiny baby girl .
"Ya she is" Faith smiled up at him softly rocking her back to sleep.
"Can I hold her?" Dawn asked softly she wanted to hold her neice she wanted to be close to her.
"sure" Faith smiled as she carefully passed Sam to Dawn , Tara and Willow stood close both slightly nervous .
They relaxed instantly though when they realized it came naturally to Dawn.
After about 20 minuets , the baby had been passed around to everyone and had ended up back in Faith's arms .
"I should get back to B" She said with a smile looking at the group, the Family that she was now totally a part of .
she was proud .
"we're all going to head home if that's alright , we'll be back in a few hours to see Buffy and Sam again , do you need us to bring anything for you Faith?" Giles asked with a smile wrapping his arm around Dawn's shoulder .
"No we're good Grandpa" Faith smiled as she called the man his new name.
Tears came to Giles eye's at the word , he never thought he would be a grandpa , but now he was extatic and proud just as everyone in this room was.
"We'll see you tomorrow" He said one last time as he headed towards the elevator .
"see you tomorrow mama" Tara and Willow smiled at Faith when she grinned ear to ear at the name .
"ya" Faith shook her head , Mama , she had always wanted to be a mama.
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"Hey" Buffy smiled sleeply as she looked over and seen Faith feeding Sam.
"Hey you're awake" Faith smiled , looking up from the job she was doing.
"how long was I out?" Buffy questioned as she slowly sat up.
"Bout three hours" Faith answered ,"I hope you don't mind she was hungry and I didn't want to wake you" Faith said as she sat the bottle down on the stand beside her , it was empty , she slowly brought Samantha up to her shoulder and ran her hand over her back to burp her.
"Not at all" Buffy smiled it was amazing to watch Faith with Sam , she was a natural ."you're a natural" she said in awe .
Faith just smiled up at her , her eye's full of tears, happy tears .
"Thank's mom" Faith grinned , it was the first time Buffy was called that.
"Mom" Buffy rolled the word over her tongue , it was new but she liked it alot .
"It suits you" Faith grinned even wider , then she turned her attention back to Sam as the baby finally burped softly ,"Oh that's better isn't it " she smiled as she lowered the baby back down softly rocking her to sleep.
"Mama" Buffy said the word again and Faith looked up instantly "Mama suits you" Buffy firmly said with a smile .
Faith couldn't help it the tears finally came rolling down her face , she wanted so badly to be called Mama but she didn't want to push Buffy into anything .
"Perfect" Faith sighed as she slowly and carefully handed Sam over to her mom.
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""The emotional, sexual, and psychological stereotyping of females begins when the doctor says: It's a girl. ""
""Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret. ""
"Xander" Willow smiles "It's Tara" then she slowly stands and follows the little light whipping around her head ..
Xander looks confused "And ....how long have you known your girlfriends tinkerbell?" He asks with a smile as he follows Willow ...
