Fic: This look of Love (Angst free W/T Love)

[TareBearRS]

That was so sweet and beautifull!!!



And the scedules, verry Willow like haha.



R.

[dekalog]

I am loving this!!! The romance in the set-up is wonderful, and Willow and the lists - GREAT TOUCH.



It's so good I may cry at the wedding.

[earthlovinwicca]

Am loving this fic urn. only found it today and read the first 3parts together. Just love happy fics. Lol at willows planing and lists (so her) hope update soon,(hopefully all the way up to a smut filled honeymoon!)

[Scout]

Amazing the difference between a X/A wedding and a W/T wedding. You don’t doubt for a second that Willow and Tara are right where they want to be, doing the very thing they want to be doing. You couldn’t find two people more intent on spending the rest of their lives as one. Great installment! Looking forward to the ceremony.

[Kieli]

Heh, yanno, this is the first time I realised that Urn used the Amy Grant song "Say Once More" from the Lead Me On CD for the wedding song. How appropriate! I really love the song itself. It's sad, wistful, yet happy and loving. It's right up there with Steven Curtis Chapman's "I Will Be Here".



Good show, S.



Toni

Love is tricky. It is never mundane or daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to sea then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the foundation for a certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you can never say no. It includes everyone."--Amy Tan "The Hundred Secret Senses"

[karenk]

AWWWW.... this fic rocks! Angst fic are great but sometimes you need angst-free ones as well and this is just wonderful. Thanks!

[spazz07]

Great stuff once again Urn, really loving the perfect day setup, i couldn;t imagine a day more perfect or wonderful, though with Willow's thorough planning its easy to see why it will be so successful Loved the cerimonial burning of the intineraries, definitely something they would do



Cheers

Nath

Isn't it funny how you feel your most tired five minutes before you have to get up.

[Urn of Osiris]

OK all the big moment is here. Hope you can handle the W/T sugary goodness.



Title: This Look of Love Chapter 4 of 9



Rating: PG and that is for a curse word or two.



Feedback: Go for it. This is for all of you not me.



Archive: Copy, cut, paste I don’t care it’s all for pens anyway. No one in my house wants to read it.



Summary: This fic takes place about a year after Willow and Tara graduate. The entire gang is here from S6. Willow and Tara are getting ready for a very big event. MAJOR romance… zero ANGST



Author’s Note: Some of the events in this fic actually took place in my own life. Of course some did not. You can use your imagination and decide which are which. Enjoy



Copyright Disclaimer: Joss and Company owns all the characters. But they are alive and happy here. So screw ME. Not me, but you know ME.





Chapter 4 - Seriously I do





The two women turned to face their family and friends. Holding hands tightly as Willow began to speak.



“I’m going to start, well because, that’s what we decided,” Willow fumbled over her words. Blushing a bit and clearing her throat with confidence.



“See! pants,” Anya whispered to Buffy and Dawn. They both shushed her and listened closely.



“Tara and I have been together for a long time, and in our hearts we’ve always been joined as one,” Willow confidently professed. “Today is about sharing that with all of you. We are here to ask you to be a part of who we are and to be part of who we become as a family.” Willow looked at Tara and turned to look at Buffy, Xander, Dawn, Giles and Anya, yes even Anya. Willow looked again at Tara signaling her to begin.



“Willow and I have always thought of today as the beginning of a wonderful adventure,” she said looking at their guests. “And with all the twists and turns that brought us here, we're excited about the road ahead. Now I know at this point, I should give Willow her chance to speak again, but I really wanted to change her itinerary and continue.”



Willow looked at her with shock. She was surprised by Tara's display of strength and confidence. Tara gave a half smile and a wink.



“Pants!” Buffy and Dawn leaned forward and whispered at Anya.



“I’m still ahead,” Anya whispered back.



“Shh,” Giles whispered.



They continued listening to Tara.



Tara turned taking both of Willow’s hands tightly into hers. In that moment everything that surrounded them disappeared. It was as if they were the only beings in the universe and emotions spilled forth.



“My sweet Willow,” Tara began with pride. “From the very first moment I saw you, I was captivated. Every force on this earth drew me to you, and I could do nothing but succumb.” Tara’s smile grew on her face. “We have changed so much since that first day, we are stronger, wiser and more confident. Every challenge we have faced has brought us to this place. To the very spot that we are standing at right now, and there is nowhere else in this world, in this universe, that I’d rather be.”



Tara paused briefly. “On this day, in front of our family and friends I promise you all of these things.” Tara stopped again this time to wipe the small tear that was sliding down Willow’s pale cheek. “Willow,” she spoke with confidence. “I promise you love, undying and unconditional. I promise you faith, in who we are and who we will become. And finally I promise you hope, for all the obstacles that life puts before us, hope will always strengthen us and keep us focused on what is most important. In everything that I am you are my wife. You have been from the moment we first kissed. I have been bound to you with a connection that no one and nothing could ever break. I offer you everything that I am and everything that I will become. You are my always.” Tara paused for a moment.



Tara looked over to Xander trying to subtly queue him to hand her a wedding band but he was caught up in the moment and missed the queue. “Um, Xander,” Tara quietly spoke, “you have the rings.” Xander snapped upright reaching into his pocket he removed the box and handed one of the rings to Tara. “Willow,” Tara spoke with pride, “my wife, wear this ring as a symbol of our promises. As this ring surrounds your finger so does my love surround you,” Tara slowly slipped the ring on to her finger. “It is solid and endless as my commitment to you will always be.”



Tara cupped Willow’s face keeping her hands on her cheeks. Willow reached up pushing them tighter against her skin. Streams of tears were flowing down her face and Tara gently wiped them away. Willow took in a large breath trying to recover from the promise of love and devotion.



“Wow,” Willow passionately professed. “You have taken my breath and my words. I am just in awe of the woman that is standing in front of me.” She smiled at Tara. “I love you.” She stated simply. “At this moment those words are streaming like a banner across my heart. I am not the same person you met at that Wicca group,” Willow confessed. “I am so much stronger than she ever was. I am happier, wiser, more courageous, and most of all I am cherished. On this day, in this spot I am 100% certain that no person on earth has ever been loved the way I am. Every day of my life for the rest of my life I will have that love in me, your love in me. Knowing that makes me the richest woman in the world.” Willow paused briefly to focus her thoughts.



“I guess you found your words,” Tara quietly whispered. Willow smiled.



“Shh,” She whispered placing a finger to Tara’s lips. “It’s my turn.”



“My wonderful Tara,” Willow paused grasping Tara’s hands. “In front of our family and friends I promise you this. I promise you love, every day for the rest of my days. I will love you with all that I am. I know that I can never match your ability to love, because your soul does it without effort. I can only promise to keep it alive in what I say and how I share it with you. I promise to comfort you and protect you in sorrow. I know it will come, and I will be there when it does. Tara, my love,” Willow moved Tara’s hands, tightly pulling them to her chest. Tara could feel her racing heart. “Baby, every time this beats it beats for only you, my wife.” Willow looked out at her family and friends, and as she looked back at Tara she found peace. This time Xander was ready and he handed Willow the ring.



Willow took in a breath and began, “Tara this ring is a symbol of my love and devotion to you. As it surrounds your finger so does my love surround you.” Willow slowly slipped the ring on Tara’s finger. “It is solid and endless just as my commitment to you will always be.” The moment was quiet and filled with peace. The two women quietly wept then slowly leaned in to share a passionate kiss.



A blubbering sound broke the moment as Buffy, Anya and Xander burst into tears; Dawn looked at her sister and placed an arm around her shoulder. Giles just looked at Xander in slight amusement at his blubbering.



Willow cleared her throat and spoke again this time directing her words to their guests.



“The first time I told Tara I loved her,” Willow explained with tears rolling down her cheeks, “we were in the middle of a blackout. I went to her carrying a single burning candle.” Willow looked at Giles and a still blubbering Xander directing them to their next tasks. The men stood carrying baskets of candles and began giving them to every guest.



“Behind us,” Tara continued, “is one single burning flame. It's our symbol of strength, commitment, and courage. Willow and I have kept that fire inside of us since that day. As you receive your candle we ask you to bring it here so we can share our fire with all of you.”



Willow moved the large single wick candle in front of them. Every guest moved forward to receive their light the Scoobies were the last to light theirs, and move back to their seats.



“We’re not going to pray,” Tara offered, “but we would like you each to ask, whatever deity you honor, for a blessing. A blessing on this day, on our commitment, on our love and most of all on our connection with one another.” Willow and Tara removed the candle from its holder and held it together in their hands. Tara closed her eyes remembering for a moment the joy of that night. As she opened her eyes streams of tears flowed down her cheeks. Willow reached to wipe them away keeping one hand tightly wrapped around the candle.



“I love you,” Willow leaned over and whispered into Tara’s ear.



“I know, I can feel it all around me,” Tara replied.



They placed the candle back into the candleholder, turned to face each other and kissed.



The guests cheered and attempted to clap but the candles prevented them from doing so. It brought a rumble of laughter to the crowd.



“We would like all of you to follow us inside,” Willow explained, “bring your light with you and find a place at a table. All we ask is that while you are here tonight you keep them burning and every time you light that candle after today remember the love that was shared in this place, at this moment.”



Willow looked at Buffy signaling her to queue the musicians. Buffy gave the sign and the music gently played. With that Willow and Tara sprang forward and walked slowly toward the center’s reception hall.





TBC

Urn of Osiris
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WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

[mollyig]

No-one else but Tara would have gotten away with veering from the Wedding According to Willow intinerary.



I love that they wanted to share the light, the symbol of their love, with everyone. Lovely!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[Urn of Osiris]

Oh I'm so glad that you aren't sick and tired of the sugary goodness here. Hope Chapter 4 doesn't push you all over the edge. I also want to get the thanks in here as well.



indygo - No worries there's plenty of sweetness still to come. Willow would be insane with planning. Obsessed with making things perfect. Tara gets her moment to throw Willow a curve.



mollyig - Glad you liked the spicy talk She'd only do it to throw them off. I was feeling that Tara needed to be pampered so she is in my fic. I think Willow would want her to feel special and taking charge is her way of doing that. Planning the heck out of it is an outpouring of love. I'm pretty certain the scoobs would burn it up but it won't go unnoticed.

Yes only Tara would want to throw Willow a curve. Big Woo hoo for T. Glad the candle thing worked for you. It's one of the best W/T sweet moments from BTVS. I totally ripped it off but so what.



allyson12 - Yes a bit of spicy from is good fun. So happy you liked it.



tiredsoul - Going for sugary sweet cavity goodness here. You may get tired of it cause it just doesn't stop. Yes the burning itinieraries seemed to be their way of fighting back. It catches up with them though.



umadamber - Okay I get the Anya reference So glad you like the fic. Much W/T happiness to come.



MissQuirky - Love the story... I'm very happy to hear it. Yes the HB dresses were just awful. YUK! Willow would obsess about every detail and Tara loves her enough to let her. The song is Amy Grant "Say once more." I think it captures the moment well.



TareBearRS - Cavity goodness at your service. I needed to create something that was only for grinning. Hope it works for you. The schedules are just Willow at her finest.



dekalog - Glad you're loving it. I loved writing it. You liked the romance...Ahh now that makes me smile. I wanted Willow to be in charge of the scoobs and what better way than to map out everything so they needed very little brain power. I hope the ceremony lives up to the buildup.



earthlovinwicca - I'm glad you found the fic. All W/T happiness here. The honeymoon has a twist so hang in there. Sorry you'll have to fill in the smut.



scout - X/A can't even touch that kind of devotion and commitment. W/T have no doubts. At least not in this fic. Hope the ceremony lives up to your expectations.



Toni - Yes Amy Grant made a few appearances in my own ceremony. I thought the song fit wonderfully for W/T. Thanks again for all of your time and talent.



karenk - Rockin fic Thanks. So happy you like it.



spazzo7 - Yes the perfect day written and directed by Willow Rosenberg. The scoobies would want to silently revolt. It comes back to get them though in chapter 5.





Thanks so much everyone for reading this. I had so much fun writing it and I hope it brings many 's

Urn of Osiris
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WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

Edited by: Urn of Osiris  at: 9/10/02 6:42:01 am

[tiredsoul]

sniff, sniff. That was precious. Thank you.



I won't get sick of the sugary goodness. It could never happen with these two. They're so sweet together. And I can't believe Tara dared to alter the itinerary. That was good



--celia

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"That was just rude. Now I forget what I was saying."

[MissQuirky]

Awwww!! Loved it!! That was just beautiful!



My Love 4 this fic just moved up a notch!



Xander getting caught up in that lil moment during Tara's vows was acceptable! I know I woulda! Both girls did lovely and said the most loveliest things! The whole candle thingy was a great idea! Very touching, and extra flamey!



Can't wait 4 more!!

~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[LostSoul]

I LOVE this fic.



Hey Urn,



You around?

LostSoul


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She practically had genuine molded plastic stamped on her ass.

[Urn of Osiris]

Hey LS you checked it out. Thanks for the beta btw.



What's the buzz. How'd that mpeg of Amber work for you?

Urn of Osiris
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WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

[LostSoul]

AARRRGGHH!



Still getting the invalid media type message. I'm not quite sure why. It's an mpeg for god's sake.

LostSoul


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She practically had genuine molded plastic stamped on her ass.

[Urn of Osiris]

I'll try to convert it again

Urn of Osiris
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WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

[umadamber]

aww that was so sweet..where's the tissues *sniff*

Willow: Oh, um. Various sounds of hesitation.
Tara: She was just a friend.
Willow: Friends are nice.

[spazz07]

Great stuff Urn. it was a really lovely ceremony. Loved the use of the candles and their speeches were very touching. Looking forward to everything coming back and biting the scoobs in the ass in part 5 And can never get too much sugary goodness



Cheers

Nath

Isn't it funny how you feel your most tired five minutes before you have to get up.

[dekalog]

I'm with Buffy, Anya and Xander - I got all misty.



This is wonderful.



Bring on the sugary goodness - I'll even take a second helping please.

[Urn of Osiris]

OK more sugary goodness for you all.



I'm handing out smiles today. I just spent the morning at candle vigil so I need to change my mood. It's my goal to spread only Happiness. Much and to all. Enjoy chapter 5





Title: This Look of Love Chapter 5 of 9



Rating: PG and that is for a curse word or two.



Feedback: Go for it. This is for all of you not me.



Archive: Copy, cut, paste I don’t care it’s all for pens anyway. No one in my house wants to read it.



Summary: This fic takes place about a year after Willow and Tara graduate. The entire gang is here from S6. Willow and Tara are getting ready for a very big event. MAJOR romance… zero ANGST



Author’s Note: Some of the events in this fic actually took place in my own life. Of course some did not. You can use your imagination and decide which are which. Enjoy



Copyright Disclaimer: Joss and Company owns all the characters. But they are alive and happy here. So screw ME. Not me, but you know ME.











Chapter 5 - Payment in Full









Willow and Tara walked from the courtyard to the doors of the reception hall. As they walked around the building both women noticed a smoldering urn. They looked at one another in confusion and stepped in for an inspection. Their concern grew as they wondered if a spell had been cast during the ceremony. The Scooby gang was suddenly aware that Willow noticed the urn. They quickly moved to intercept her.



Willow stepped forward and reached her hand inside. She pulled out a half singed piece of paper and quickly identified it as part of someone’s itinerary.



“How could they do this,” Willow said in shock. "Is this what they think of my..." She was interrupted.



“Will, sweetie,” Tara answered with a slight chuckle. “You really did go over the top with the lists and the planning.”



“And it has paid off,” Willow quickly responded. “Hasn’t it!”



“Yes, my love it has,” Tara stated proudly, “today has been perfect.”



“And you had no itinerary,” Willow pointed out the fact with a slight pout. “So you should be more supportive.



“Yes, Willow,” Tara smiled. “You took wonderful care of me today and I love you for it. In fact I plan to show you just how much later,” She winked, raised her eyebrow and smiled at her wife.



“Well then okay,” Willow grinned briefly forgetting everything she had been worried about.



Buffy approached the women fully aware that their itinerary torching had been uncovered. She looked at the fast approaching Scooby gang hoping for support.



“Buffy, did you burn all of Willow’s hard work,” Dawn accused with a ‘hope I can save my own ass’ grin.



Anya and Xander feigned shock to the best of their abilities. Giles was silent upon his approach. The entire gang folded at the sight of Willow, confessing how Buffy plotted the entire event.



“What the who?” Buffy said in shock. "But I..."



“Um... Anya,” Willow asked, “Isn’t that your urn from the magic box?”



“Oh my god Buffy, you’re a klepto now too?” Anya said.



“OK all of you can stop now,” Tara laughed. “Willow has figured it all out, you’ve been caught, She is crushed beyond repair, but I have promised to make her feel better later.” Tara turned to her wife giving a wink.



“Yes, she has,” Willow said pulling her girl in for a hug and a kiss. “Tara makes all things better.”



“Right then,” Giles pulled off his glasses giving them a quick polish, “let us all move inside before we make a scene.” He grabbed the candle from Buffy’s hand, looking away so as not to reveal his laughter.



“Buffy,” Anya grabbed her shoulder, “I expect you to return that urn along with whatever else you took.”



The whole gang nodded in agreement and left Buffy standing mouth agape next to the still smoldering urn. The rest of the guests entered the hall. As the last one walked in, Anya peeped her head out.



“Hey Buffy,” She squawked, “next time cover the urn. The top was right in the box we brought it in.” Anya snickered and went back in.



Buffy mumbled under her breath as she put the urn away and carried it back to Xander’s car. It was smoking just lightly but she put it in the back seat anyway. Then she went back into the reception hall.



As she entered her heart softened from the elegant glow of candlelight. She moved through the room to where her Scooby family waited for her. They were all enjoying a good laugh at her expense.



“Burned your ass this time didn’t ya,” Xander punched Buffy’s shoulder lightly.



“Yea Buffy, when you play with fire you might get burned,” Anya added with a grin.



“Hey Buff,” Dawn chirped in, “where there’s smoke there’s fire.”



Everyone thoroughly enjoyed the little stabs at Buffy, and she took it like a trooper.



“Unoriginal much?,” Buffy stared at them all. “Be careful guys paybacks a bitch.”



They all looked at her and laughed hysterically. The subject quickly changed as Willow and Tara called for attention at the front of the room.



“Everyone can we have your attention for a minute?” Willow spoke loudly. “Tara and I just wanted to thank you all for being here.”



“Yes,” Tara said wrapping her arms around Willow as she moved behind her. “Today has been just wonderful, and we are so happy that all of you came. There is a buffet over here and we’d like to ask you all to come up and help yourself to some food.”



They started the line making small plates of food they sat with the rest of the gang and ate. Once they had finished the newlyweds quickly moved over to the cake table. After regaining the attention of their guests, they proceeded to cut the cake.



They tenderly shared the first piece with each other giving affectionate kisses after every bite. They decided to serve the cake to all their guests this gave them the opportunity to say an individual hello to everyone.



The evening progressed as wedding receptions generally do and the dance floor was cleared for the first dance. Willow and Tara called out the whole gang for the first dance in order to shadow their embarrassing dance moves. Dawn danced with her date as Giles and Buffy took the floor. Xander and Anya swiftly moved together as the music played. They all danced to the song that played during the wedding ceremony. As the song ended Willow and Tara decided to make a hasty retreat.



They said their farewells. Tara was talking to Dawn as Giles handed Willow the keys to his car.



“All of your bags are in the trunk,” Giles told Willow. “Does she know yet?” he whispered.



“Not yet,” Willow replied. “I decided to just do it tonight. Xander and you are the only two that know, so we should be okay.”



“Wonderful,” he replied. “So you’ll let us know when to come by?”



“Yes, I will.” Willow answered. “My guess is she will want a day or two.”



“Fine then,” Giles said, “We’ll wait to hear from you.”



With that said, Willow and Tara waved goodbye and headed out to the car. The party was still going strong so they slipped out rather quietly. Unfortunately for the Newlyweds Giles had caved in to tradition and decorated the car with just married signs and streamers. The women laughed and got in. On the front seat of the car was a long flat box with a card attached.



“Should I open it?” Tara asked.



“My guess is that it’s from Giles,” Willow answered, “So I’m sure he intended us to use it tonight.” She was suddenly worried about what might be inside. Tara shook it and it rattled just a bit.



“It’s not Anya’s handwriting is it?” Willow asked with fear, worried it might hold some unmentionable sexual devices.



“It actually looks like Buffy’s,” Tara answered realizing the thoughts that were trampling through Willow’s mind. She opened the envelope and took out the card. She smiled and read it out loud.



I may not know where you are going but I know what you will be doing. We all love you both very much.



Buffy



“Tara, I’m really afraid what might be in there.” Willow looked at her with worry. Tara tore the paper from the box to reveal an anniversary edition of Monopoly. They looked at each other and laughed.



“So off to the airport?” Tara asked holding Willow’s hand.



“Well actually there has been a change of plans,” Willow smiled. “You trust me?” She kissed the ring on her wife’s hand letting go so she could start the car.



“100 percent,” Tara answered.



“Good, because I have a wedding gift for you.” Willow looked at her wife, put the car in gear and drove away.







TBC

Urn of Osiris
_________________**
WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

Edited by: Urn of Osiris  at: 9/11/02 12:23:36 pm

[mollyig]

Ah lovely. Willow going to surprise her wife with their destination. I love how Tara doesn't question Willow too much, shows the implicit trust she has in her - in them.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[tiredsoul]

Willow finding the urn was great and everyone blaming Buffy was funny.



Won't Tara be surprised? I'd normally worry that something would go wrong since it is buffyverse and all, but since you promised angst-free, I shall look forward to their happiness. Great update!



--celia

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"That was just rude. Now I forget what I was saying."

[MissQuirky]

Great update, Urn!! The anniversery monopoly game, Buffy sure can pick out her gifts! I know Tara's gonna Love the house! I can't wait 4 that!



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[umadamber]

That was sooo funny

Anya: Anyway, I took the money from working for Giles, then I tripled it.

Tara: Triple? Like first money, then money, money, money?

Anya: Yes, I'm thinking about buying something very expensive. Maybe an antelope

Edited by: umadamber at: 9/11/02 2:36:59 pm

[spazz07]

That was really fun Urn, from Willow finding the smoldering urn to Buffy's gift that i'm sure will be real handy on their wedding night. I'm sure Tara will love the house



Cheers

Nath

Isn't it funny how you feel your most tired five minutes before you have to get up.

[pacou]

That part was really great!



Aww, poor Buffy I almost feel sorry for her, but then...no, better not, its Buffy, she can handle bad Scoobie friends



He he, Willow and Tara playing monopoly will be fun



Thanks for this part



-Viv-

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Don't dream it, be it

Rocky Horror Picture Show

[Lonewolf22]

Urn or Osiris: Great updates, I just got caught up with all the upates and I just have to say, GREAT. I absolutely LOVED, the vows that Willow and Tara said to each other, they were so beautiful and so touching, you could feel the love that they have for each other, just great. I'm dying to find out what Willow's wedding present is to Tara. I can't wait to read more.



Lonewolf

[Urn of Osiris]

First and to you all today. I’m trying to stay positive.



Thanks to all for reading and hanging in with the gooey sweetness. I live in such a fantasy world. Glad you came to join me.



tiredsoul – I’m glad you are enjoying the sugary goodness of this fic. Yes Daring Tara only she could and would. Just to throw Willow off a bit. “pants”



MissQuirky – Thanks for the round and the . Ohh and notches for the fic. Cool! Xander is such a girl I can see him weeping like a sissy. Not that men can’t cry. Just Xander is a sissy. Extra Flamey Just for the girls!



LostSoul – Thanks for the beta work. I know you are just a fic junkie and you want to read so I’ll take advantage any time. Thanks for shippin W/T with me.



umadamber – Here’s losts of tissues just for you. Glad you liked it. Much Gooey sweet W/T love and snugglies to come.



spazz07 – I love candle lit ceremonies. I really like the romance of candle flame. Glad the wedding wasn’t to gag me sweet. The scoobs get a bit of scolding but Tara makes all things better. isn’t that the truth! Lots of gooey sweet W/T to come. I’m not finished yet.



Dekalog – misty… that’s so cool. More sugary goodness coming right up. I’m pretty sure when all is said and done you’ll get a cavity from this fic. Ohh I just love W/T.



Mollyig – Yes the big surprise is up in chapter 6. But then we already know what it is I know Tara is a bit of a follower in this fic. I don’t want that to be misinterpreted. They planned it together, but Willow is the detail woman. Tara would know when to sit back and enjoy the ride.





More to come tomorrow morning

Urn of Osiris
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WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

[Urn of Osiris]

First and to you all today. Yesterday was so very hard. I’m so glad I could come here and read some great stories that made me smile.



Putting up thanks first then the next chapter. #6 gifts





tiredsoul – I have this very negative feeling for Buffy. I just don’t like her. I figured she needed a bit of harassment. So I gave it to her. The only place that I’ve ever found Buffy interesting is here at Pens. *Shrug * Go figure. Oh no worries…all happy in my little world. I just can’t write them apart. That’s way to close to reality for me.



MissQuirky – Well Buffy is just a dip. Sorry It’s a thing. I have no real use for Buffy. Mopey whiney ass. I think she’d do the game though. More to show her comfort level. If that makes sense. Yes the big house scene is coming up. I hope you like it.



umadamber – Glad you got a good laugh. It was my goal to bring



spazz07 – I was trying to find a way to make Naked Monopoly fit but well it just didn’t work. Pieces kept falling into cracks and the dice kept bouncing. So you’ll have to wait for the sequel. Yes the gift is coming up.



Pacou – So happy you liked this part. I worried it was a bit flat. It’s Buffy she needs to be bashed a bit. OK who am I kidding bashed a lot!



Lonewolf22[/i] – So glad you caught up. Oh the vows were very close to my own. So they were easy to write. Oh the gift will be up this morning. Hope you like chapter 6.





One more quick thing. I posted the following yesterday. I know it has nothing to do with the angst free zone here. But it touched me very deeply and I want as many people to read it as possible. just take a few seconds to read it.



This was read at a memorial vigil I attended yesterday:



ONE



As the soot and dirt and ash rained down

We became one color



As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building

we became one class



As we lit candles of waiting and hope

we became one generation



As the firefighters and police officers fought their way into the inferno

we became one gender



As we fell to our knees in prayer for strength

we became one faith



As we whispered or shouted words of encouragement

we spoke one language



As we gave blood in lines a mile long

we became one body



As we mourned together the great loss

we became one family.



As we cried tears of grief and loss

we became one soul.



As we retell with pride of the sacrifice of heroes

we become one people



We are:

One color

one class

one generation

one gender

one faith

one language

one body

one family

one soul

one people



we are united

we are America.





I have no idea who the author is but I wept as a ten year old child read these words.



and to all

Urn of Osiris
_________________**
WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

[Urn of Osiris]

Title: This Look of Love Chapter 6 of 9



Rating: PG and that is for a curse word or two.



Feedback: Go for it. This is for all of you not me.



Archive: Copy, cut, paste I don’t care it’s all for pens anyway. No one in my house wants to read it.



Summary: This fic takes place about a year after Willow and Tara graduate. The entire gang is here from S6. Willow and Tara are getting ready for a very big event. MAJOR romance… zero ANGST



Author’s Note: Some of the events in this fic actually took place in my own life. Of course some did not. You can use your imagination and decide which are which. Enjoy



Copyright Disclaimer: Joss and Company owns all the characters. But they are alive and happy here. So screw ME. Not me, but you know ME.









Chapter 6 - Gifts







After a very short drive, Willow pulled over to the side of the road. She opened the glove box and released the trunk lid. Willow hopped out of the car opened the trunk and grabbed a red velvet scarf from her bag. She closed the lid and hopped back into the driver’s seat.



“Close your eyes and put this on,” Willow sweetly asked her wife.



Tara looked wide-eyed at Willow. “You aren’t going to have your way with me right here in the front seat of Mr. Giles’ car are you?” she inquired softly. Willow perked up and laughed as she wrapped the scarf to cover Tara’s eyes.



“No, but now that you suggested it I just might have to,” she smiled.



“Ok so are we close to the surprise?” Tara asked with excitement.



“Well actually we aren’t, but we will be very soon,” Willow explained. “So sit back, hold my hand very tightly and think of me.”



“Oh I can do all of those things,” Tara smiled brightly. “It’ll be my pleasure.”



Willow drove around for five extra minutes just to confuse Tara about their final destination. They turned down the next road and pulled into the driveway of 1526 Hadley Street. It was a beautiful light gray two-story house with a porch that wrapped completely around. Willow and Xander had hung a swing in the front and back so that the women could sit together watching the sun rise and set no matter what part of the porch they were on.



Willow turned off the car and jumped out. She ran around and slowly guided Tara from the passenger seat to the bottom of the front steps. Tara was giddy with excitement and completely unaware. Willow really wanted to carry Tara across the threshold but it was just physically awkward.



“Okay, I’m going to untie this,” Willow whispered into her ear. “But keep your eyes closed.”



“Honey, what have you done,” Tara was starting to get nervous.



“Open your eyes and look, baby,” Willow whispered.



At that request Tara opened her eyes and shock spread across her face. She turned to look into Willow’s eyes as her own eyes filled with tears.



“What have you done Will?” Tara asked knowing the answer. “How did you do this?”



“Well the day we found this place, I went on the Internet, and I called the agent and made a verbal offer,” Willow explained. “I knew it was the place as soon as you stepped foot on this porch. It is the first time you ever said that any place felt like home.” Willow grabbed Tara’s hands and led her wife up the steps to the front door. It was an oversized oak door with an oval stained glass window. One single red rose was intricately pieced into the glass. Under the dazzling window was a solid brass doorknocker. Etched into the face were the words The Maclay-Rosenberg’s. Tara traced her hand across the names and turned to face her wife.



“You bought this house,” The truth finally filled her heart. “Willow! You bought this house for us.”



“Yes” Willow proudly answered. “This is where we live, this is where I live with my new wife. Do you like it?”



“Oh Will,” Tara couldn’t contain her joy, “This house was a dream for me. The day we came here, and the agent said it had an offer. That broke my heart.”



“I know,” Willow looked away ashamed of the pain she’d caused. “I had a very hard time doing this without you. I just thought that it was the most wonderful gift I could ever give you.”



“When?” Tara asked, “When did you get the house?”



“A week ago,” Willow answered. “Xander and I have been setting up the place for the past week.”



“Xander knew?” Tara asked.



“Yes,” Willow replied, “I swore him to secrecy, and he kept to the task. He helped me paint and we put up the swings.” Willow pointed to the front swing. “We put up curtains and fixed everything up inside. Oh you are going to love what we did.”



Tara stopped her mid sentence pressing her lips to Willow’s. “Don’t say another word,” she whispered. “I don’t care how you did it, only that you did. This is so wonderful.”



“Well then my beautiful wife,” Willow stepped behind her wrapped her arms around her waist and walked her towards the door. “Let me take you into our home.” She slipped the key into the lock, Tara turned the key and together they twisted the handle and pushed the door open. Tara stared with the eyes of a child, as they walked in together, never once letting go of each other.



They entered the sparsely furnished living room. Photos were placed on the fireplace mantle; Tara looked closely and smiled at the pictures of the Scooby gang. One frame caught her eye. It was one of herself that Willow liked, and beside it was the letter Tara had given to her that very morning.



“Is this where you stayed last night?” Tara asked Willow.



“Yes, Xander and I were finishing things up well into the night.” She responded with a grin.



“What kind of things were you doing last night?” Tara reached for her wife. “And with Xander? any Monopoly?” She raised her eyebrow teasing the redhead into a flustered blush.



"Oh no ...no Monopoly." Willow panicked. She noticed the sexy grin on Tara's face. “Please, its Xander.” Willow laughed. “If you really want to know what we did last night let me show you.” Willow pulled Tara by her hands and led her to the stairs. She stepped up gently pulling Tara with her.



“Upstairs?” Tara teased. “The only rooms up there are bedrooms. You were in the bedrooms with Xander? No Monopoly.” She was thoroughly enjoying teasing Willow about her evening with Xander.



“Well if you want the truth,” Willow teased back as they kept climbing the stairs. “We were only in one bedroom. And we spent most of the night playing with the bed.” The last comment caught Tara by surprise and she shifted her face with a questioning grin.



“Oh you did?” Tara smirked, playing along. “Anything exciting happen that you want to share with your wife?” They were now standing right outside the bedroom door.



"Oh yes!" Willow winked. "And for the record there was absolutely NO Monopoly... until now." Willow grabbed the doorknob and pushed the door open. “Welcome home,” Willow turned on the lights. “How do you like it?”



As they entered the room Tara noticed sheer white linen was draped from post to post on a beautiful Oak four-posted bed. It was made up with beautiful red linen sheets accented with red and white lace covered pillows. It was a spectacular sight to see.



“Oh Willow,” Tara was overwhelmed, “This is just beautiful.” She spun around to face Willow taking her fully in her arms. They embraced and moved into a passionate kiss. It was slow and sensual. It was exciting and merciful. It was familiar and new all at the same time. Willow slowly walked Tara toward the edge of the bed.



“How about a long game of Monopoly?” Willow said through her kisses.



“Oh yes,” Tara answered, “Everyday for the rest of my life.”



They fell slowly backward onto the bed sharing the passion they'd been holding in all day, releasing joy and contentment for long hours into the night and early into the next morning.



"Monopoly's good."

Urn of Osiris
_________________**
WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that
"you can not have more fan fic, you have a fan fic problem"

Edited by: Urn of Osiris  at: 9/12/02 7:05:16 am