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Re: Chapter 16: Living in the Past

Postby darkmagicwillow » Thu Jan 09, 2003 6:33 pm

Darkness dawns tomorrow with a new chapter.



VampNo12: I'm happy the visions of Willow past and future were impactful. Your perceptive discussion of the woman in white gives me another view on that encounter. It's not just Willow choosing Tara, but Willow choosing light over darkness and so long ago as that was only the second vision of Willow's past.



As for the future, you've found another reason not to trust those visions: Amy being the one who sold Tara the magical artifact. Of course, the bowl didn't show Amy so Tara has no idea of this potential problem.



Inward Sea: I can't lie. Dark clouds loom on the horizon, and the storm arrives tomorrow in "Dawn of Darkness," but please keep reading. There will be a happy ending and there's someone I'd very much like you to meet tomorrow too...



Triscuit7: Hey! It's good to see you back.



Tara's spell isn't the purest, especially when she looks at Willow's past. I can forgive her though as I've seen her in this position before. Here she's under much the same pressure that she was in "Family" when she cast the Blind Cadria curse on the Scoobies. Then she thought she knew who she was and desperately didn't want anyone to find out; now she thinks she doesn't know who she is and desperately wants to discover that.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

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Re: Chapter 16: Living in the Past

Postby The Inward Sea » Thu Jan 09, 2003 8:13 pm

Quote:
I can't lie.


Really? Ummmmm.... let me think of another question, then :)



Sea

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Hmm?

Postby the vamp nurd » Fri Jan 10, 2003 5:05 am

Who's messing with realities?



{TVN goes of to lurk.}

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Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby darkmagicwillow » Fri Jan 10, 2003 9:53 am

Title: The Dark Rose - Chapter 17 (Dawn of Darkness)

Author: Dark Magic Willow

Email: darkmagickwillow@yahoo.com

Rating: R, mostly for violence, no explicit sex

Pairing: W/T

Spoilers: All episodes through the end of season 6 though this story takes place 18-19 years after the end of season 6.

Feedback: Yes! Constructive criticism is always welcome.

Summary: An old friend arrives, a spell is cast.

Magic Note: Magic, even dark magic, is not addictive in my universe, so there are no withdrawal symptoms and no dark magic dealers. Here Rack was a dark magic teacher who used his students, not a dealer. However, you can use too much magic and you can be corrupted by the power it gives you.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the copyrights or anything else associated with BtVS. All rights lie with the production company, writers etc.

Acknowledgements: To my beta readers, Amanda and Juli, for their insight and encouragement. Special thanks to Juli for helping me understand Dawn and making me like her enough to include her as deeply as I have here.





The Dark Rose

Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness






Holding Willow's hand, Tara walked up the stairs to her dorm room. They were unusually quiet as they came back from lunch so Tara could pick up her books for her next class; Tara hadn't figured out what to tell Willow about her visions of yesterday. She was glad that the silence hadn't bothered Willow, who seemed to be happy simply being in Tara's company. She wasn't sure how to answer questions about her unusual quietness.



A tall, slender woman in her thirties with short, sleek brown hair stood leaning against Tara's door. She had the relaxed attitude of someone who'd been waiting for some time and was content to wait some more. As they approached Tara's room, the woman straightened up, her face brightening. "Tara! Willow!" she exclaimed.



Before Tara could respond, the woman swept her up in a tight embrace. "It's unbelievably wonderful to see you, Tara." She pulled away from Tara, holding her out at arm's length, and looked closely her. Suddenly she seemed embarrassed. "I'm sorry," she said. "You don't know who I am, do you?"



"You're Dawn," Tara said slowly, the hesitation in her voice revealing her lack of complete certainty about the identity of the young woman. So much time had passed. Dawn was no longer the young teenager she'd seen in the past. Yet somehow this made the past more real than it had before with Willow's unchanging appearance. "But you're right," she said. "I don't really know who you are."



Willow felt a deep sadness as she watched their reunion. She and Dawn had once been close, but she had forfeited any right to Dawn's respect much less her love. Perhaps she might have been able to achieve a reconciliation if she'd returned before Buffy's death, but now was certainly too late.



Before Willow could say anything, Dawn hugged her too. "Willow," she said. "It's so good to see you again too."



Willow stiffened in surprise before relaxing and welcoming Dawn with her own embrace. "Dawnie," she murmured softly. She ran Dawn's words through her head again, trying to believe that Dawn had really said what she thought she heard.



When they parted, both women's eyes were wet with tears. "It's Dr. Dawn now," Dawn smiled.



"I knew you'd do well," Willow smiled in return. Then her face fell as she recalled how they'd parted. "Dawn, I'm-"



Dawn shook her head. "No sorries," she interrupted, her face full of firm resolve. "Not when I'm so happy to see both of you again," she added gently.



Tara watched as the expression on Willow's face transformed from one of resigned regretfulness to one of almost shocked happiness. She felt happy at Willow's happiness, but also guilty for she had been the source of all the time and distance between them.



Turning to Tara Dawn said, "Now, Tara, what did you mean when you said you didn't really know me?"



Tara swallowed, feeling self-conscious as both Willow's and Dawn's eyes focused on her. "Um, I've seen you in my ... dreams, and I knew we knew each other in the past, but that's all." She relaxed when Willow nodded, apparently accepting her explanation. Tara continued, "I hate to say this, but I've got to get to class. I really want to talk to you though!"



"It's okay," Dawn said, patting Tara's arm reassuringly. "Can we meet here after class to do dinner?"



"Sure," Tara smiled. She opened her door to get her books, then turned her head to ask Dawn, "Do you want to wait inside? I'll be back around 5."



"No," Dawn said. "I'll just meet you here at 5."



Tara nodded, then disappeared into her room to get her books. Dawn and Willow glanced at each other uncomfortably, each of them unsure of what to say next.



Dawn gazed down at the floor, then looked back up at Willow before speaking. "How much does she remember?" she asked.



"I'm not quite sure," Willow said. She shifted her weight uncomfortably, looking away from Dawn. "More than I expected."



Tara emerged from her room, books in hand. She beamed at Willow and Dawn. "I'll see you tonight." She wanted a goodbye kiss from Willow, but she was too nervous to kiss her in front of Dawn so she settled for a quick hug.



They watched Tara walk away until she was out of sight. Both of them looked down, uncertain how to be with each other after so much time apart.



Dawn scuffed her shoe along the trim by the door. "How-" she began.



"Did she come back?" Willow finished for her. She shook her head. "I don't know, but it wasn't me despite all my efforts." She shrugged, trying to hide the fact that it bothered her that she didn't know. "Fate I suppose."



Another awkward silence fell on them, neither of them looking at the other. Willow broke this one, asking "How did you know she was back?"



"Giles called me," Dawn said, relieved to have something easy to talk about. "I came on the first flight."



"Have you seen him?" Willow asked warily. She hoped Dawn hadn't had much of a chance to talk with Giles about her. This meeting with Dawn was going so much better than the one with Giles, and she didn't want to lose Dawn too.



"No," Dawn said. "I came directly here. I don't think I really believed it until I saw her." She smiled at Willow, certain that Willow would understand what she was feeling. "It was hard enough believing that you were back in Sunnydale. Where were you all those years?" she asked, an expression of intense curiosity on her face as she looked at Willow.



"Dark places," she answered. "All over the world. Anyplace that might help me find Tara again, anyplace but Sunnydale where I found her." She looked at Dawn, her eyes full of regret. "I wish I'd come back sooner, not for Tara since she wasn't here yet, but to see you and Buffy before she-" Her voice caught in her throat.



Braving her fear of Willow's rejection, Dawn reached out and gently stroked Willow's cheek. "It's okay, Willow," she said. "What hurt most was knowing that you were still out there hurting."



"I can't believe you're so forgiving," Willow said ruefully. "My life has changed more in the last month than it has in years. It's so hard believing that she's real."



"It's weird seeing her younger than me," Dawn said. "I mean, she was like a mother to me. You too, for that matter."



"Not me." Willow shook her head, the corners of her mouth turning down. "I was too busy-"



"Keeping the world safer every night and learning how to bring my sister back from the dead," Dawn said defiantly.



"Like that worked out so well," Willow said glumly. She had ruined everything in her life in just a few months.



"But it did," Dawn said. She swept her arms out, her hands grasping the air as if she wanted to shake Willow out of her guilt. "You gave her 15 more years of life. Yes, the first was hard, but she treasured each and every one of those years. I did too. How could I be angry with you for returning my sister to me?"



"But the other things after Tara died," Willow argued, unable to bring herself to say what those things were. She felt that she deserved Dawn's hatred both for what she'd done and for what she'd almost done. She just didn't think that she'd have to work so hard to get it.



"It was a long time ago," Dawn said.



"But-" Willow objected.



"Let me finish," Dawn said firmly.



Reminded by her tone that Dawn was not a child any longer, Willow said, "Okay."



"You're family, Willow," Dawn said, looking steadily into Willow's eyes. "You and Tara both."





* * * * * *






Under the cloudy night sky, Amy stood in the graveyard watching the Master. A terrible blight had fallen upon the once youthful immortal. He had become unnaturally old. His skin was wrinkled and spotted with age, and his eyes were sunken. His body was bent and his head bowed as if the Heart was laden with the weight of the world.



Wrapping both palsied hands around the Heart, he stoked the emerald fire with his malice until a sickly green radiance spilled out to illuminate the graveyard. As he pulled his hands away from the Heart, they were filled with green fire. He hurled the fire at the ground, slowly turning to burn a circle around him then filled it with more fire that seethed and flowed like a liquid. Finally he inscribed a pentagram within the circle, completing the mystical symbol.



His hands returned to the Heart to summon forth more of its might, causing the fires around him to leap higher and higher until he was hidden from view by an inferno of emerald flames. The fires grew and grew, tearing at the heavens with tongues of flame. With a final shout from the Master, the fire leaped into the sky like emerald lightning and pierced the clouds. The explosion of power blinded Amy for a moment.



When she could see again, she looked up and saw that the full moon now shone with an ill emerald radiance. Where the corrupt light struck the ground, the soil boiled and seethed. Soon the rotting hands of the dead could be seen clawing their way out of their graves. A growing stream of zombies emerged from the ground like unholy children being born until the graveyard was full of hundreds of the living dead animated by the evil force of the corrupted moon.



A travesty of a smile formed on the Master's wrinkled face as he surveyed his army of the dead. They stood silently watching him, their sunken sockets filled with emerald fire. With a savage gesture, he directed them towards town, and they began to shuffle in that direction. They needed no more instruction than that, for the dead hated the living and would kill them on sight.



Amy smiled as she watched the performance. The Heart was destroying the vampire as she had planned, and this spell might settle another account of hers tonight. She had been surprised to meet the reincarnation of Tara Maclay at her shop yesterday, but it had been obvious what she was after a few moments of thought. Willow had managed to bring her girlfriend back from the dead after all. There could be no other explanation. Fortunately, Tara hadn't appeared to remember her.



It didn't matter if she had tonight. If Willow was in town as Amy expected she was, the zombies would kill her. It wasn't as good as doing it herself, but one had to make sacrifices sometimes. Individually the undead weren't much, slow and uncoordinated as they were, but quantity had a quality all its own and they numbered in the thousands. While the emerald moon shone down on Sunnydale, all the dead that were more than dust would come back to life and kill the living.



All her problems would soon be over and when she had the Heart, her dark moon would shine down over the whole world.





* * * * * *






After Tara and Dawn finished placing their orders at the counter, they picked a table. They were the only ones in the tiny restaurant at the moment, so they had their choice of tables. As they sat down, Tara gestured around the tiny room and explained, "I know it's not much to look at. I mean it's just Mr. Xing and his wok, but it's the best Chinese food in Sunnydale."



"You sure like food a lot," Dawn said, smiling at Tara's enthusiasm. "Do you do any cooking? You used to make the most wonderful pancakes in funny shapes." Dawn sounded nostalgic as she recalled her past with Tara, but she was also probing to see how much Tara remembered.



"Funny shaped pancakes?" Tara said, wrinkling her nose in puzzlement. "Why would anyone want funny shaped pancakes?"



"They taste better," Dawn said. Catching Tara's look of disbelief, she asserted, "Really, they did. No one could make them like you."



Tara regarded Dawn suspiciously. "I'm still not sure if I should believe you about the pancakes, but yes, I did cook, but there's not much of a place to do any cooking in the dorm." She folded her arms on the table and looked at Dawn seriously. "So how do you know me?"



Dawn accepted the change in mood gracefully. "Do you know who Buffy was?" she asked. When Tara nodded, she continued, "Buffy was my big sister." Dawn paused for a moment, considering whether to add more, then shook her head. It would just confuse Tara.



"Willow was Buffy's best friend. I met you after the two of you started dating. When Buffy-" Dawn looked down at her hands on the table. After a moment she returned her gaze to Tara and said, "When she died you and Willow moved in to take care of me. Buffy was my only family so you guys sort of became my moms. Willow would help me with my school work and stuff, but she was also busy leading the nightly patrols and filling in for Buffy that way."



"What about me?" Tara asked curiously, wondering how she had fit into this kind of family.



"You made us breakfast," Dawn said, "and you were always there to talk with me when I needed it." She smiled. "That summer I needed a lot of help. Willow faced the outside world, but you held us together as a family."



"I have a hard time seeing myself as your mom," Tara said with a crooked smile.

Dawn reached across the table to take one of Tara's hands in hers. "I know I'm older now," Dawn said. "But I remember that you were there when I needed you most. If you ever need anything Tara." She re-emphasized the word, squeezing Tara's hand. "Anything. Just ask me."



"What was Willow like then?" Tara asked, leaning forward.



"She was smart and caring," Dawn answered. "And very much in love." She cocked her head to look inquisitively at Tara. "Was there something in particular you wanted to know about?"



"I've seen flashes ... visions of the past," Tara explained. She pulled her hands away from Dawn's and grasped at the air, reaching for the right words that she couldn't quite find to explain her connection to the past. "That's how I recognized you. But I ... it's not the same as actually experiencing it." She broke off and looked down at the white plastic surface of the table for a moment before looking up at Dawn. "Do you understand?"



"I think so," Dawn said with a nod. "But perhaps that's for the best." Noticing Tara's look of confusion, Dawn continued, "If you knew too much about the past, it would be difficult to maintain your own identity, to keep yourself separate from the Tara of the past."



"But-" Tara began.



"I know," Dawn said with an ironic smile. "I'm not helping with my promise that I'd do anything for you because of events you don't remember from that past. But there's a difference between acknowledging that the past happened and letting it become you."



"How do I find the right balance between knowing too much and not knowing enough?" Tara asked. She knew there was a difference, but she couldn't feel what it was to really understand where the boundaries were. She still felt like she didn't know nearly enough about what had happened in the past to make decisions about her future.



"Let it come to you naturally, gradually," Dawn said. "Don't try to force it. Your dreams are probably showing your past to you at a rate that you can assimilate. Trust them."



Tara looked guiltily at Dawn. "I cast a spell," she admitted.



An awkward silence followed as Mr. Xing brought them their food on styrofoam plates, placing the kung pao chicken in front of Dawn and a Szechuan dish with sauteed green beans and shrimp in front of Tara. He dropped off a bottle of soy sauce and a pair of chopsticks for each woman, then was gone, back behind his counter by the door to wait for the next customer. Tara expertly picked up one of the shrimp with her chopsticks and started to bring it up to her mouth.



"Wait!" Dawn said urgently, stopping Tara mid-motion.



"What?" Tara said, puzzled by Dawn's exclamation.



"You are ... were ... allergic to shrimp," Dawn said, hesitating on her choice of tense.



"I eat shrimp all the time," Tara said mildly, though she put the shrimp down. Pointing at Dawn's dish with her chopsticks, she added, "Peanuts are another matter. I can't eat them at all."



"How about chocolate?" Dawn asked, curious about the differences between the old Tara and the new Tara.



"Chocolate's fine," Tara said with a lopsided smile. "More than fine. It's wonderful."



"Cool," Dawn said, looking for a moment like the teenager she had once been. "Then we can go out for one of our big movie and milkshake fun days." She smiled wryly. "Though you might have to be the one to drink the big milkshake now."



"That sounds fun," Tara said, her smile broadening. It already felt like she had known Dawn for years. "Did we used to do that often?" she asked, taking a bite of her food.



"Often enough," Dawn answered. "You started taking me out after Buffy died. Willow would be at work, or patrolling, or working on the Buffy bot."



"Buffy bot?" Tara interrupted.



"Um," Dawn fumbled for words, trying to figure out how to explain where the Buffybot came from, then decided it was best to just ignore the whole issue. "It was a robot someone built that looked just like Buffy. Willow programmed it so that all the bad guys would still think the slayer was alive and so that the school and state would still think Buffy was my guardian. I wanted to stay with you and Willow instead of being sent to a foster home."



Tara reached across the table to squeeze Dawn's hand. "I'm sorry."



"Don't be," Dawn said with a smile. "You were a great mom."



Tara wasn't sure what to say to that. Dawn's compliment made her feel warm inside, but at the same time she knew that she certainly wasn't ready to be a mother at her age even if her past self had been. She covered her uncertainty by taking a few more bites of her green beans and shrimp.



"Anyway," Dawn continued, after she took another bite of her food too. "I'd be feeling depressed, or rebellious about summer school, and you'd take me out to a movie or lunch or something. You'd talk to me like I was a real person, not just a kid or ... something else."



"What else?" Tara asked, wrinkling her brow.



"I'll explain later. That's too long a story for now," Dawn answered with a smile, long ago having accepted her unique nature. "But first, I'd like to ask you about that spell you cast. What was it precisely? You didn't cast anything on Willow, did you?"



"No," Tara said quietly, shaking her head. Her smile faded. "I would never ... I just cast a spell to see my past ... Willow's past."



"That doesn't sound so bad," Dawn said, looking encouragingly at Tara.



"I-" Tara began as the door crashed open. A figure in a tattered gray suit stumbled into the little restaurant and tripped over one of the tables. Mr. Xing rushed out from behind the counter to investigate the commotion. The newcomer struggled to get up, pushing the table away. As Mr. Xing bent over him to help, the man lunged at this throat and bit deep.



Tara tore open her backpack to get her stakes while Dawn rummaged through her purse. Grabbing one of the stakes, Tara stood up and yelled at the figure, hoping to distract it from the kindly old man. It looked up at her with glowing emerald eyes, its mouth dripping with blood, and began to get up. The moment its chest became exposed, Tara hurled the stake deep into its heart with the full force of her mind.



Nothing happened. Her calm evaporated as the creature rose to his feet, oblivious to the stake piercing its heart.



"It's not a vampire, Tara! It's a zombie." Dawn grabbed at her arm. "Try for the head."



The sunken eyes gleamed with green fire as it stumbled towards them. Another of the creatures crashed through the door. Shreds of flesh still clung to half its face, but the other half was fleshless bone. A single lidless eye stared angrily at them from the ruined face.



Tara began to feel afraid. These creatures seemed even worse than vampires. But she took Dawn's advice and readied another stake. She threw this one with all her force into the head of the first zombie. Wood shattered bone with a loud crack. The zombie staggered back, but did not fall down. As it regained its balance, Tara saw black goo oozing from a gaping wound in its forehead, but the creature was no more concerned about its brain than its heart. Tara turned to Dawn, a look of panic in her eyes.



"We have to get out of here!" Dawn said.



"In the back!" Tara shouted as she ran to the back of the restaurant. Mr. Xing had an apartment above the restaurant. She just hoped the door was unlocked as the two zombies shambled after them. She pulled the door open so hard that it slammed against the wall.



Dawn pushed her through the doorway then followed her, closing the door behind them. Tara locked the door and then looked frantically about for something to brace it with, but there was nothing on the landing they stood on.



Stairs led both up and down. Dawn looked at Tara, asking, "Which way?"



Tara bit her lip as she quickly thought about the direction. "Up," she said. "I don't want to get trapped in the basement with no way out."



As they rushed up the stairs, they heard the zombies banging on the door behind them. After they reached the top, Dawn pushed open the door and once they were inside slammed it shut behind them, securing it with the deadbolt. Then they turned and looked around Mr. Xing's small apartment. Dawn spotted the old couch first.



"The couch," she said to Tara, pointing at it. Tara understood her immediately. The two women ran over to the couch and pushed it in front of the door. After adding a few chairs and a small table to the barricade, they were both breathing hard as they looked each other.



"Secure enough?" said Tara in an almost calm voice. With the immediate danger over, she was worried but not so frightened as she had been downstairs.



Dawn nodded and walked over to the window to look at the street below. Tara joined her and saw dozens of zombies walking around below. Most of the creatures were the decaying remains of the buried dead, but a few were clearly people the zombies had slain tonight. The full moon, livid with emerald ill, illuminated the hellish scene below.



A police cruiser had crashed into a parked car. Its doors were open and one officer was still halfway inside the car, but the unnatural angle of his neck showed that he was dead. A zombie was mindlessly smashing the head of the other officer into a brick wall again and again, not noticing or not caring that he was already dead. As Tara watched in horror, the policeman in the car twitched weakly then began moving more purposefully. He slowly extricated himself from the car and stood up, his head hanging at an impossible, drunken angle.



Before she could turn away, Tara saw Mr. Xing stagger out of the restaurant below them, his throat in ribbons of torn flesh and his glazed eyes sparkling with emerald hate. She turned to Dawn and said, "We need Willow," at the same time Dawn said, "We need Giles."



Only a month ago she would have said Giles too, but now her first thought of who to turn to was Willow. It wasn't that Willow was the best person to handle this, though she was. It was that Willow had become the most important person in her life. It had happened so quickly that she hadn't noticed exactly when her life had changed.





* * * * * *






As Tara watched out the window for Willow to arrive, Dawn paced behind her. They hadn't been able to contact Giles directly, but Tara had talked to Spirit on her cell phone. She and Giles were on their way to the library for weapons and research materials. They said that the town was full of zombies, hundreds of them. Spirit had volunteered to come rescue them anyway, but Tara had told them to go on, that she and Dawn would meet them at the library after Willow arrived.



As Tara wondered where Willow was for the hundredth time, a bolt of blue fire shot down from above and incinerated one of the zombies. She looked up as more bolts rained down from the sky, tearing apart the undead with concussive force then consuming the remains with heat and fire.



Willow floated in the sky, azure fire pouring from her outstretched hands. She was an angel of destruction, beautiful and terrible. Her black cloak billowed around her as the wind tossed her fiery mane. Her face was calm and cool as marble as dark eyes flitted back and forth, finding target after target to destroy.



As Tara watched Willow, she couldn't stop herself from wondering how Willow could maintain such a prodigious expenditure of energy. Was she keeping her promise to Tara? Tara closed her eyes and took three deep breaths to calm her mind.



When her mind was as quiet as clear, still water, she relaxed and allowed her senses to extend beyond the merely physical so that she could feel the flows of life and magic around her. Then she re-opened her eyes and looked at Willow. She gasped in wonder at what she saw.



Willow was surrounded by a diaphanous, opalescent shell of bright energies made incandescent by a pulsing red glow from within. She trailed complex webs of crackling azure and gold energies like enormous gossamer wings. It was so beautiful.



Multicolored streams of power from life and nature flowed towards her from all directions, swirling into gyres of pure, white energy that poured directly into Willow. Her aura surged with brightness as the magic entered her then dimmed as she redirected the power, transmuting it into a conflagration of cleansing blue flame.



Amazed at what she'd seen, Tara peered deeper into Willow's aura. Beyond the swirling, semitransparent mist of glowing blue energies, she looked into the sunlike core of red power that pulsed with the beat of Willow's heart. Deeper and deeper she went, seeing the red shade gradually darker into an almost black color as she reached the very center.



At the center was an inner shell of sluggishly flowing blackness swirled with thin streams of blood red power. These magicks didn't react to what was happening above. They were a quiescent power, but their puissance was as great as that of the active brightness above.



Willow was shrouded with a penumbra of darkness.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

Edited by: darkmagicwillow at: 1/10/03 2:02:09 pm
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Re: Hmm?

Postby funkyasian » Fri Jan 10, 2003 11:09 am

so...does that mean willow's using good magic that's fueled by dark magic? :hmm



again, for a lack of better words, amazing update. this is one of those fics that i can't wait for updates for...can't wait to see the explanation for it all...ooh...and when willow/tara discovers that amy was behind all of this...muahahaha...*ahem* sorry...



~steph

Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. ~ Oscar Wilde

funkyasian
 


Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby yana » Fri Jan 10, 2003 1:14 pm



Cool. A likeable Dawn. I especially liked her reaction to Tara eating shrimp and her questioning about the spell (presumably to make sure Tara wasn't doing to Willow what Willow did to the other Tara?). I'm glad we're beginning to get to find out what happened to some of the others.



A little confused about what Willow's doing, magic wise. Well, okay, VERY confused. What I got from the lovely description: Willow not doing dark magic currently to fight the zombies, but sort of has an ongoing dark magic-ness at the core? Is this the protection spell or something else?



Looking forward to the next chapter! :)



Yana

yana
 


Magicks of light and dark

Postby darkmagicwillow » Fri Jan 10, 2003 2:04 pm

Since two people posted questions on this subject, I'll try to be a bit more prosaic here. Yana, you're right. The quiescent dark magicks that Tara sees at the core of Willow's aura are the spells of protection that she cast upon herself long ago. As she's currently not hurt or being attacked, they're not doing anything though they're still visible to someone with Tara's second sight.



funkyasian: Thanks. Ah, yes, poor Amy indeed if they discover her role, but will they find out?



yana: I'm glad you liked Dawn here; I didn't like her on the show either, but here she's had time to grow and mature into a woman.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

darkmagicwillow
 


Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby AntigoneUnbound » Fri Jan 10, 2003 3:35 pm

DMW--I fear I'll disappoint you with an opening sentence that includes the phrase "holy shit," but there it is.



Now--let's see if I can be a little more articulate. First of all, I think the incorporation of Dawn into this story is pitch-perfect, in a way that I couldn't have anticipated until I read your rendering of it. I think that part of what makes it so effective (at least for me) is that Dawn is the first person from "that" time whom Tara has met who isn't terribly weighed down and extremely wary re:Willow, including Willow herself. Giles has so very much history with Willow after Tara's death; moreover, he feels such incredible responsibility for this Tara. Dawn, by contrast, has been somewhat removed from all of it. She also has such immense empathy for people who have been through sea changes in their lives/souls. She, more than anyone else that Tara has encountered, can react with relatively unfettered love. It's an amazing addition. She also serves a very powerful expository role (not to be confused with suppository role, which isn't nearly so attractive) with regard to helping Tara come to know and understand her last life. The conversation re: Tara's role as surrogate mother and keeper of the hearth was just wonderfully delivered, and so illuminating for Tara. I was especially moved by Dawn's succinct description of Willow being very much in love.



The scene with Willow as an avenging angel was simply incredible. You do an excellent job, I've noticed, of giving descriptive clarity to scenes that involve a lot of nebulous or mystical phenomena. I thought the kaleidoscope that you painted of Willow's essence--all the light and radiance, the core of darkness that lies slumbering at present--was just amazing. I could see Willow, hovering there, outside my office window until I took some medication. Then I just saw her in my mind's eye, which is better. In all seriousness, I think it's easy to lapse into a kind of vague, abstract description that basically asks the reader to envision something kinda mystical. You, however, draw it out and give your reader the brush strokes necessary to see it.



Speaking of seeing, that whole zombie thing is gonna be with me for awhile...I actually can't make myself watch anything like "Night of the Living Dead" b/c for whatever reason, zombies freak me out more than vampires or any other monster. And boy, do you confirm that reaction in the scene you give us--complete with rotting flesh, mindless smashing of heads into brick walls, throats ripped into ribbons, I could go on but I'd puke...

Edited by: AntigoneUnbound at: 1/10/03 1:43:19 pm
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Re: Magicks of light and dark

Postby AntigoneUnbound » Fri Jan 10, 2003 3:38 pm

DMW--I inadvertently hit "send" before I was done. (Don't worry--I didn't take a break to hurl or anything.) Anyway, the zombie scene was just grotesque beyond words--good for you!



One final note: I'm incredibly impressed at Tara's academic diligence! If I were her, no way am I going to class! I'm blowin' off everything.



This is fantastic, and I'm so intrigued to see where it goes.



Mary

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Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby JustSkipIt » Fri Jan 10, 2003 5:20 pm

DMW, wow. I'd say this was probably my favorite chapter yet for many reasons. First though, seems like a fast update so thanks for that.



Love Dawn's presence and the contrast of her being older than Tara now. And that Tara recognized her is amazing. I almost started crying when she greeted both of them and obviously loves Willow still so much.



My favorite for them was the whole interaction:



Quote:
"I think so," Dawn said with a nod. "But perhaps that's for the best." Noticing Tara's look of confusion, Dawn continued, "If you knew too much about the past, it would be difficult to maintain your own identity, to keep yourself separate from the Tara of the past."




Which has been my main concern for them. That TL would become completely intertwined with TM and no longer be able to distinguish between the two. Something that I'm not at all sure Willow has any capability to do. And I think that it would be much better for them to approach their relationship as a new but magical one.



Fun to see Dawn giving wise advice to Tara for once rather than the other way around.



Then the contrast with the violence. Amy is, well... what can I say about her. She's bad! I don't like her! Boo hiss on Amy. I trust you to take care of her crummy self though.



But the contrast of the light wise loving dinner interrupted by zombies. And Dawn like, it's not a vampire: it's a zombie. How often does that happen at dinner? Cool that. And Willow showing up to kill them all. Hmmm, me too a bit confused. What I got is that she's not using dark power to kill them but she is cloaked in dark power from all that she has ingested or whatever in the past 20 years. Does that make any sense? Did I get it.



Anyway, I'm not good with words right now but awesome and great! :clap :clap :clap

:bounce :bounce :bounce



Debra

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"War may be a necessary evil. But no matter how necessary it is always evil." - President Jimmy Carter after receiving the Nobel Peace Prize

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Re: Magicks of light and dark

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Fri Jan 10, 2003 5:46 pm

Terrific update!



I was just blown away with how you described Willow and the magicks. I could just see it all so clearly. My one question is, which...someone asked, is does that mean she's using light magick, but it's being fulled by her darkness? ....Wonder what Tara will say/think.



Another thing, the Zombie's...had no trouble picturing that either! I've watched and played Resident Evil one too many times! *grins*



Another fantastic update!!



You are Brilliant! Keep up the great work!!



~NICK~

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Chapter 17 replies

Postby darkmagicwillow » Fri Jan 10, 2003 7:40 pm

Let me try to be more clear here.



Willow is not using any sort of dark magic in this chapter. What Tara sees is the result of her past dark spells.





Antigone: No disappointment here, just excited that I managed to thrill you. You kept me laughing throughout your whole reply from that first exclamation to your comments about medication and that you didn't take a break to hurl.



I'm so excited that Dawn works well for you here. I hadn't realized I needed a counter to Giles's viewpoint until relatively late. Your comment about the source of Dawn's empathy is wonderfully insightful; of course she would understand better than anyone how shocking it is to have the root of your identity suddenly undermined.



Thanks so much for all your wonderful words about Willow as an avenging angel.



I love zombies. Some of it is the apocalypse plot with a few survivors alone in a hostile world, but there's something wonderfully creepy about them as you express so well.



JustSkipIt: Your favorite? Coolness.



It was fun reversing Dawn and Tara's past roles, and it just felt right to me. It is nice that someone has some understanding of the problems Tara and Willow are having with the past.



How often is dinner disrupted by zombies? In Sunnydale? Probably not more than a couple times a month. (-; Though I suspect there usually aren't quite so many.



Silver: Thanks. So happy the descriptions were so vivid for you. I haven't seen Resident Evil, though I've heard good things about it. The world needs more good zombie movies.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

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Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby VampNo12 » Fri Jan 10, 2003 9:42 pm

DMW, what a visually stunning, palpable update! I feel like I'm echoing a lot of what other kittens have already mentioned, but I must say it was a great move to bring Dawn into the story at this point (and I so enjoy the way you portray this grown-up, wise Dawn). Really she's the perfect counter-point to Gile's perspective, not to mention the advice/insight she can offer Tara on "identity issues" (ie Dawn having to adjust to the knowledge of being the "key").



Giles has such a rigid view of Willow, and thus, he rather be "safe than sorry" by labeling her as the "dark witch". Also Giles has more "history" (first hand knowledge) of Willow's "darkness", so his view is clearly "clouded" to any subtle changes Willow may be making towards the "light" in the present. On the other hand, Dawn has less "baggage" and therefore, can allow herself to "see" Willow's faults (ie she knows she isn't perfect, has been quite "lost"), but at the same time is willing to look beyond the "dark witch" to find the "girl" (one of her mother-figures) underneath.



Willow's wary reaction to Dawn's presence at first so resonated with me. Or in other words, wanting to revel in the "warmth" of the closeness she once shared with Dawn (as she watches her hug Tara), but feeling she will be rejected on the spot (not to mention her feeling unworthy of Dawn's forgiveness). With this in mind, I found Dawn saying, ("What hurt most was knowing that you were still out there hurting.", as well as "You're family, Willow."), quite poignant in her way she offer's Willow reassurance (ie "families" can forgive actions of the past, and now it's time to focus on healing).



As for the Dawn/Tara interaction I enjoyed how in one sense their roles were reversed (ie Dawn if not a "mother figure" than an "older sister" just by being physically older, with her giving Tara sage advice), but at the same time regardless of time/age the bond (connection) between the two can't be denied. And her insights on the subject of "identity" were quite profound, especially saying, ("But there's a difference between acknowledging the past happened and letting it become you."). Really such wise words, that the past can illuminate the present, but she can't live (lose herself) in the past. Thus, Tara needs to look to the moments she creates in the here and now for strength/hope.



Lastly, your writing is just so descriptive (I can so picture all this action in my head) with the way you capture the "creepiness" (horror) of the zombies descending on it's victims, as well as Willow's arrival with, "Willow floated in the sky, azure fire pouring from her outstretched hands. She was an angel of destruction, beautiful and terrible." ( just simply stunning). Also thanks for elaborating that Tara was indeed "seeing at Willow's core the spells of protection she cast long ago". I was leading in that direction, but wasn't entirely sure until you confirmed it. Now with the action "heating up", I'm on "pins and needles" waiting to see what happens next!

Edited by: VampNo12  at: 1/10/03 8:08:29 pm
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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby Grimlock72 » Sat Jan 11, 2003 9:11 am

Okay, I had to look up some words in that last paragraph but I think I get it now :)



The magic confusion is already cleared up, thats good too. I figured that small amount of dark magic, which was described as 'sluggish' i.e. hardly active, was indeed the protection spell she has (sorta like a resident virus scanner:) ), "blood red" was a good clue.



I would guess everybody has some darkness inside anyway. I must admit that Willow seems very powerfull even without using dark magic, nice to see. Since zombie's can't fly they're hardly a threat to Willow, heh. Maybe flying into town doesn't only impress the mortals, heh.



Tara didn't entirely trust Willow not to use dark magic did she ? If she had she wouldn't have needed to check. Better to be safe then sorry I guess, I'll forgive her this one :D The imagery (if thats the correct word) was nice in that scene, for some reason I could just see it happen... which is rare for me.



Perhaps Willow has figured out that light magic isn't all that hard and just as usefull ? She is kinda forced to use it this time around, but maybe a witch at her level doesn't need dark magic ? She never saw the need to test that theory on her own of course. (well, except when she defeated whatever was on that magic-free mountain in chapter 1... which still makes me proud btw. :) )



Two things I wondered about;

- Neither Tara nor Willow detected the HUGE spell the Master jr. did, why not ?

- Why does Amy assume that Willow is harmless ? If she knows what happened near the end of season6 (in this fic) or anything at all about Willow she should be more concerned



Dawn; I've never liked Dawn on TV (forced upon me). But once grown-up she's likable, she seems wise (why does everyone think Dawnie will become a docter ??:) . At least one somewhat impartial (well, Dawn did always like Tara) person to talk to Tara. Good point of 'becoming the other Tara' and the dangers of absorbing to much memories (one of my fears).



I do wonder why Giles called Dawn, he must have had some motive. (yeah, I'm not entirely with the trusting here :) )



Master jr. doesn't have a real plan does he ? He just summons some toy and sends it into Sunnydale and watches it destroy stuff. Amy does have a plan, her plan is to let Master jr. use the heart as much as possible so that he burns himself to a cinder. Who's to say Amy can handle the heart though ? (somehow that sounds more like a job for Tara)



Now when will Tara talk to Willow about what she saw during her spell ? Specificly what she saw in Willow-without-Tara past and what seemed like a future scene ? What did happen to Buffy ? Both Willow and Dawn seem to know about it, but I don't...grmbl.



Was thinking about ages of all involved, it must be weird for Dawn to be 34 and thus be much older then Tara, heck imagining Dawn at 34 is hard already :) That however made me wonder why Dawn didn't seem surprised at seeing Willow who has not aged at all. Unless someone told her that, 'cos she hasn't seen Willow the last 18 years has she ?



Oh yeah, I did like this update.... :D



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Edited by: Grimlock72 at: 1/12/03 11:34:39 pm
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Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby barnabasvamp » Sat Jan 11, 2003 10:13 am

Awesome chapter, and the use of Dawn here was perfect. Tara needed someone from the past, to shed some light on how things had been, hopefully to explain some of what she saw when viewing the past.



The vision of Willow, taking out the zombies, was thought provoking, including Tara's peek into her heart, during this time.

BV



"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby Insanity » Sat Jan 11, 2003 3:53 pm

WOW!

This really was a great chapter. I liked seeing Dawn here.

She and Tara used to be very close. It's good to see her welcome Willow and the new Tara back.

With only a few words everything is just fine between them.....Family!



I think it's a good thing for Tara to meet someone from the past. Someone who used to know Willow and is not afraid of her.



Willow as guardian angel was just great. All the zombies made me all *ugh* *ergh* *shudder*.



Ok, does anybody understand what I'm trying to say??



Insanity







"Nobody messes with my girl!"Tara, Bargaining

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Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby Sister Bertrille » Sat Jan 11, 2003 6:28 pm

Loving friends, intelligent conversation, Chinese food, zombies – what’s not to like?!!



The real hero of this chapter is Giles, who has the tremendous good sense to call Dawn. Compassionate, sensitive, patient, and wise, she has a precious knack for saying the right thing at the right time (not unlike Tara, many years before). I liked how you use adverbs – closely, gently, reassuringly, firmly, steadily, gracefully, inquisitively – as highlights, accenting the already expressive picture you are drawing of her. Dawn appears to be the “Bringer of Smiles” here too, her own, Tara’s, even Willow’s. I could never really make up my mind about the character until “Villains,” when she earned my undying affection, and since that was the last time I watched the show, it is very easy for me to find your portrayal of Dawn both consistent and poignant. Not that I’m getting a T-shirt or anything!



And am I a bad girl because I kind of dig crazy, bitter Amy :evil ?!



SB



Edited by: Sister Bertrille at: 1/11/03 4:29:55 pm
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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby Tulipp » Sat Jan 11, 2003 6:44 pm

How many drafts of this chapter have I read, and still...as I read the posted version just now, I had an emotional reponse to it as if it were the first time. I cried.



You know, it's Dawn. I never loved that skinny, shiny-haired little pest on the show, but in fic I love her dearly; I really do. That scene between her and Willow in "Grave" was one of the most painful parts of season 6 for me, and forgive me for being sentimental, but I treasure this vision of her hugging Willow, forgiving Willow, so effortlessly.



She's a scientist now, your Dawn, a doctor, and I see her that way throughout her conversation with Tara: helping Tara to see that she must maintain her own identity in the face of a really complicated combination of past self and new self.



But Dawn is still herself; the way she scuffs her shoe along the trim of the door, her childlike eagerness for Tara to be a pancake maker, her connection with Tara over food, her insistence that Willow, too--not just Tara--was a parent to her....it's really beautiful.



Other reads of this chapter have left me first and foremost with that image of Willow, the dark angel swathed in color, those trailing ribbons of 19 years of dark magic.



But this read has left me mostly focused on Dawn. At least 15 of those 19 years were partly happy ones for her, since she had Buffy restored to her. But I am also aware of the fact that she lost Tara AND Willow, and that the reunion here is as important to her as it is to them.

"And I'm eating this banana. Lunchtime be damned!" -- Willow in "Doppelgangland

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Re: Chapter 17: Dawn of Darkness

Postby tiredsoul » Sun Jan 12, 2003 1:49 am



A week away and I’ve got two updates. Lucky me.



I’ve said it before, but it warrants saying again. I so love the way you describe every little detail. You’ve made everything so visual. Wow.



The spell Tara was casting had me a tad worried at first, but you pulled up such great memories for her. Then, you showed me I should have been worried. Eek! Such images to see for Tara. A haunted past of her own. A past full of darkness for Willow. And a possible future for them both?



I wondered if Amy would recognize Tara. And she did. Boy, do I dislike her.



I was surprised by Dawn’s reception of both Tara and Willow. Dawn seemed to be the only one to talk to Willow and not chastise her at the end of S6 so it seems right. Had to be quite a shock to see them both as she remembered them. You’ve made her a great grownup though. I like how she told Tara what she wanted to know. There’s a difference between acknowledging that the past happened and letting it become you. Profound. That, and the way you’ve reversed their roles in a sense.



And now I’m faced with a cliffhanger. Bummer. Looking forward to seeing this play out.



--celia



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The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby Tiggrscorpio » Sun Jan 12, 2003 10:21 pm

Okay DMW, I've just caught up on the last seven chapters and all I can say is WOW! Your story continues to amaze me.



Giles' painful retelling of Willow's past had to be even more painful for Tara to hear. Tara standing by her woman and asking Willow to stop with the dark magicks. The wish was an amazing read. So like Tara to figure out what Willow had planned and to be so selfless for the woman she loves. The Giles/Willow reunion was perfectly tense, as it should be after all those years and everything that has happened. Absolutely loved the visions of the past and I must admit I also feel Amy is linked to that crossbow. God, that rat girl is evil.



Then, you go and top it all off with zombies. Brilliant! I remember how much you like them from your feedback to one of my stories.



DMW, I'm slow on the feeback, but you have me absolutely hooked. Thanks for a wonderful tale!

*****



She's my everything!

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More Chapter 17 replies

Postby darkmagicwillow » Mon Jan 13, 2003 10:31 am

It's wonderful to come back after the weekend and see so much great feedback. As always, I'm grateful for all those who took the time to read and write about my story.



Chapter 18, "Dark Moon Rising" will be posted tomorrow.





VampNo12: In a way, it's all about families. Willow left her family in the flashback of chapter 1 and sought her place in the world in her quest to find Tara again. After being alone all those years, she's finding her family again person by person. She can't return to her family as it once was, for the water is different when you step in the river a second time, but perhaps she can find a way to take the pieces that no longer quite fit where they once did (Dawn as an older sister, not a child any longer, for example) and put them back together as a new family.



Grimmy: My interpretation of magic here is that you won't detect a spell no matter how big it is unless you're looking for it at the time. As for Amy, she has faith in the heart. And her plan's going fine so far. Sure, Willow's killed some dozens of zombies, but does that really matter?



There are a lot of zombies out there tonight. I'm estimating that since Sunnydale has both a university and an airport, that it's a small city of around 100,000 people. Given the mortality rate in Sunnydale even with the number which become vampires or are eaten by hideous creatures, I'd assume that there's about as many zombies as living humans out there and their numbers are on the increase as we saw in the street scene. They're pretty much invulnerable to ordinary weapons as Tara's attack on one showed so it takes serious magic or modern weaponry to stop them. All in all, they're a major threat, worse than vampires in a lot of ways.



Amy may have more faith in her zombies than she should, but perhaps you don't have enough. You point back to the events of the end of season 6. True, Willow was powerful then, but she also had to go find new sources of dark magic. She may be able to destroy hundreds of zombies before she has to recharge, but even a thousand is only 1% of the number out there.



As she says, quantity has a quality all its own.



You might also want to recall her discussion with the Master when they summoned the spectre; it reveals something about her thinking that might help you realize why she would be less worried about Willow than you might think. I think you've already tempted me to say too much so I'll stop now.



barnabasvamp: Thanks.



Insanity: Wows and shuddering are both great. Buffy is part of the horror genre, and I wanted to touch on that here. As Juli said to me, once upon a time we could watch the show and see the gross or scary things and say "oh, cool!" because it was part of a wonderful whole. There were horrible things in that world, but the good guys would deal with them and they would be there for each other afterwards. I hope I've managed to do that here, both scare you and comfort you.



SB: It sounds like a fun night on the town to me too!



I really like how you see Giles as the hero of this chapter for bringing Dawn. And you, you are definitely a bad girl for liking Amy, but I'm glad someone does.



Tulipp: I love your vision of Dawn as a healer, both for Willow and Tara and for her career, but still herself. I'll confess that I was never quite sure what kind of doctor she is, just that she has a doctoral degree in a scientific or medical field.



It's interesting that your last reading was primarily about Dawn as my own rewriting the final draft also focused mainly on Dawn. Your words about different readings suggested an amusing image in my head of stories being like a liquid crystal display with the characters being projected onto the written page one by one, Willow, Tara, and Dawn, to make a whole story like the colors being activated one by one on the screen, red, blue, and green to make a full color image. I bet that's not a trinity that comes up in a lot of literature! (-;



tiredsoul: Ah ha, I caught the scampering kitten with a cliffhanger at last! (-; I'm happy reversing Dawn and Tara's roles worked for you. Tara needed someone like an older sibling in much the same way Dawn did after The Gift.



Tiggrscorpio: Thanks for catching up. Hmmm...the crossbow and Amy, Amy and the crossbow. Two evils for the price of one perhaps?

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby Grimlock72 » Mon Jan 13, 2003 1:04 pm

DMW,



I didn't think Master jr. had created THAT much Zombies, about a hundred or so from that graveyard. Still a zombie tends to die without its head attached, it's a boring job sure, but not impossible. They're not invulnerable to weapons either, you just need to know what to hit to kill 'm. Thats also why zombies don't impress me that much I guess, they're just sooooo dumb :)



On re-reading all Amy's dicussions with Master jr. (still looking for more clues btw.:) ) and the latest chapter I noticed the emerald moon seems to be the power source for the zombies. Solution shouldn't be too difficult then.....



Sunnydale isn't that big btw. a sign in season6 said 38,000 inhabitants. Still, if Master jr. raised all dead people thats going to be a lot yeah. How fast will all those zombies be raised anyway, all 30,000 in one hour or does it take longer?



Can't help but wonder how much worse things would have been without Willow around. They would likely be all dead by now, maybe Fate did something right this time around, heh. Even if most people in Sunnydale die it's unlikely Willow will (nor will she let any zombie near Tara I'll guess:) ). She can float out of reach till sundawn, zombies can't fly. I like Amy underestimating opposition though, makes for fun reactions eventually :) It's about time someone smacked her around real good :smash .



Grimmy (who's still adjusting to 34yr old Dawnie :) )

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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Excerpts from the Natural History of Zombies, 2nd edition

Postby darkmagicwillow » Mon Jan 13, 2003 1:34 pm

It does say in the raising scene that he was animating thousands of zombies, that everywhere the light of the emerald moon struck all the dead would rise. You've got to have faith in the Heart. It's a beautiful thing. All the old dead have risen, and they are adding to their ranks as they kill people under the ghastly light of the moon.



Thanks for the update on Sunnydale's population. Since I was thinking of metropolitan area rather than just the city I'm probably off by about a factor of two. Not bad for a physics-oriented person. If it's correct within an order of magnitude, we're happy. (-;



In some movies, including the classic of classics Night of the Living Dead, you'd be right about how to kill a zombie. But Tara's already destroyed the brain of one and it didn't work, though no one's gotten around to trying decapitation. There are other zombie movies though, movies where the zombies arise from a certain chemical, where it's not so easy to kill the undead. This could be one of those stories.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

Edited by: darkmagicwillow at: 1/13/03 12:01:39 pm
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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby Patches » Mon Jan 13, 2003 5:55 pm

OH. MY. GOD! This story is fabulous! I know from other threads that we enjoy reading the works of the same authors, and generally for the same reasons: intelligent, well written, engaging stories, with believable characters that leave you with a strong sense of intellectual and emotional satisfaction. Oh, wait a minute, I was just describing your story - truly awesome, and deserving of accolades. You have a vivid imagination and a wonderful knack for telling a story; the characters, dialogue, the scene descriptions are so vivid I can see them as plainly as if I were watching the story unfold in front of me. Now, if only those zombies would stay in your story and out of my dreams :lol To say I’m enjoying this is as much of an understatement as “Houston, we have a problem.” As an early work, The Dark Rose shares a great deal with Fionavar, both authored by remarkable talent.



Had a couple of thoughts on this chapter; so Master Jr and Amy are making zombies, and the zombies are making zombies, and that's a whoooole lot of zombies for Willow to deal with all by her lonesome. However, more disturbing than the prospect of overwhelming odds (or my dreams for that matter) is the realization that Master Jr is raising the already dead. Um, err, ah, wouldn't that also include the body of one Tara Maclay, dead these past 19 years (gulp) - is Willow going to have to face killing a "zombie" Tara, cause that would just, um, rip my heart out. Maybe they miss that particular cemetery in raising the army of the undead???? (sheepishly cowering in a corner with splayed fingers over my eyes, trying desperately not to watch). There's angst, and then there's angst! Don't know (once again) if you intended this or not, but my mind is foreshadowing an incredibly emotional scene, with Willow, Dawn, and Tara L literally coming face to face with the past. Or perhaps my over active imagination is overacting again???



Second thing was your choice of words in the last paragraph – penumbra, an almost shadow, partial illumination – something trapped between the light and darkness. The word ruminates in my mind and seals the chapter in a most wonderful way, darkness bordering on the realm of light.



Other zombie movies, humm, your hint sounds vaguely reminiscent of the De Nero/Rourke flick Angel Heart? Cannot wait until tomorrow, thanks for this fic, and thanks for the incredibly fast updates!!



Edited to add: Been a long time, but wasn't there some kind of chemical "oops" in the Romero Dead flicks that caused the zombies to rise - (if this is what you're hinting at, Dark Magic Willow, I certainly hope you have a better sense of the happy ending than he does).



Edited by: Patches at: 1/13/03 11:40:00 pm
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Re: Excerpts from the Natural History of Zombies, 2nd editio

Postby the vamp nurd » Tue Jan 14, 2003 3:36 am

going for the julguar each time.

"He beats me with wet noodles!" Amber Benson.

"Bored now." Vamp Willow





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Chapter 18: Dark Moon Rising

Postby darkmagicwillow » Tue Jan 14, 2003 8:42 am

Patches, I will answer your feedback after this update so I don't give anything away.





Title: The Dark Rose - Chapter 18 (Dark Moon Rising)

Author: Dark Magic Willow

Email: darkmagickwillow@yahoo.com

Rating: R, mostly for violence, no explicit sex

Pairing: W/T

Spoilers: All episodes through the end of season 6 though this story takes place 18-19 years after the end of season 6.

Feedback: Yes! Constructive criticism is always welcome.

Summary: The night of the living dead returns.

Magic Note: Magic, even dark magic, is not addictive in my universe, so there are no withdrawal symptoms and no dark magic dealers. Here Rack was a dark magic teacher who used his students, not a dealer. However, you can use too much magic and you can be corrupted by the power it gives you.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the copyrights or anything else associated with BtVS. All rights lie with the production company, writers etc.

Acknowledgements: Thanks to Amanda for finding the little things I missed, and thanks to Juli for telling me, as always, where it just wasn't enough. Oh, and for saving me from the dreaded HoN.





The Dark Rose

Chapter 18: Dark Moon Rising






As Willow finished destroying the zombies below, Tara opened the window so that she could enter the room. Willow alighted on the window ledge and stepped down into the room, ducking to avoid hitting her head on the window. She immediately folded Tara into a close embrace, resting her head on Tara's shoulder and asking, "Are you okay?"



Tara buried her face in Willow's long, red hair. It smelled fresh like the wind she'd flown through, but underneath was Willow's own scent. She smelled like a distant thunderstorm, wild and powerful.



That scent with its associations of danger and beauty brought the image of Willow's flaming aura burning back into her mind. The bright wings of gossamer energies. The cloak of utter darkness shrouding her innermost self.



But Willow was keeping her promise. That she had seen, and with that reassuring thought in mind, Tara was able to relax for the first time since she'd seen the zombies downstairs. She knew that together they would somehow find a way through this night of horrors. In this instant, she was able to forget all her doubts and fears. Her angel was at rest here beside her.



Too soon she heard Dawn's voice. "I think we should get out of here," Dawn said from behind Tara. "I hear something coming up the stairs and it's probably one of them."



Willow gently disengaged from Tara. "You're right, Dawn," she said, turning to face her friend as she reluctantly focused her mind again on the problem at hand. For the first time, she looked around the small apartment, beautifully decorated and immaculately neat with the exception of the heap of furniture barring the only door. Seeing that, she wished she had been here at dinner, sparing Tara and Dawn from the terrible feeling of being trapped in here. "I think my place is safer than Tara's dorm or wherever you're-"



"Giles and Spirit are at the school," Tara interrupted, her voice a little hesitant and her eyes not quite meeting Willow's as she recalled how carefully Willow had avoided meeting with Giles. "They're trying to figure out a way to stop these things."



Willow regarded her for a long moment before nodding. "The spell is too powerful for us to break, like we did with the weather," she said.



Tara nodded gravely at Willow's words, having felt the staggering might of the emerald moon. In fact, her stomach was still queasy after feeling its corrupt magicks with her second sight.



Dawn jumped as a powerful blow shook the door. It was followed by more blows at irregular intervals as the zombies outside tried in their mindless way to break the door down.



"I'm not used to this sort of thing any more," Dawn said with an embarrassed shrug. There had been a time in her life when she had been living with her sister that zombies interrupting dinner would have been no big deal, just another night of the week though probably Tuesday. Tuesdays were particularly bad.



As the pounding on the door took on a frenzied tempo, the door began to creak alarmingly as if it was going to break at any moment. "That's our signal that it's time to leave," Willow said, glancing quickly at Dawn and Tara's faces and finding no disagreement there. "I can levitate down to the ground with both of you."



"Why not fly there?" Dawn asked, using her familiar clinical voice to suppress the fear that arose as she thought about walking to the school from here.



"It would take too much energy," Willow said, her face grim. "I think we're going to need everything I've got before this night is over." Tara's face clouded as she heard Willow's words, but Willow didn't seem to notice. "Dawn, if you put your arms round my waist, I can go out the window with you then take Tara in my arms."



Willow lowered them safely to the ground, but the living dead were already returning to the street. Their eyes burned brightly with venomous emerald light as they approached the three women with stiff, uncoordinated movements. The slow silence of the zombies' attack was unnerving. They watched with horrified fascination for a moment before Willow shook herself out of it. She pushed Tara in the direction of the school, shouting "Run!"



Tara ran a few steps before she realized that Willow wasn't following them. Her stride faltered as she turned her head to look back. Looming large on the brick wall of the narrow street, shadows of the undead staggered towards the small, lonely shadow of Willow. The sickly greenish pallor of the moon's light made them all the more horrifying.



Dawn tugged at Tara's sleeve as she slowed to match her pace. "Come on," she said urgently to Tara. As Tara began to shake her head, Dawn continued, "She knows what she's doing. She'll be fine. Trust her."



Those last words got Tara's feet moving again. She could trust Willow, trust in her love to follow her out of the darkness. She kept those words in mind as she turned back towards the school and began to run in earnest, her heart remaining behind with Willow even as her feet took her body further away with every step.



Willow's hands blazed with pure, blue fire as she faced the legion of zombies. Hearing Dawn and Tara's rapid footsteps behind her, she felt calm as she faced the oncoming horde. Magical fire lanced forward from her hands again and again, burning the animated corpses to the ground. When none remained to follow, she turned and ran after Tara and Dawn without a backwards glance.





* * * * * *






Tara slammed hard into the doors of the library, expecting them to open, and bounced back. As Dawn and Willow caught up with her, she hammered her fist on the door, shouting for Giles and Spirit. Immediately she heard the sounds of furniture being pulled away.



Spirit cautiously poked her head out the door. On seeing Tara, she broke into a smile, relieved that her friend had made it through the night safely. "Tara, come in!" She motioned them all inside, then closed and barred the door behind them. She stayed at the doors, replacing the bookcases in front of them, while Tara, Dawn, and Willow darted into the library.



The library was dark, but Tara could see Giles sitting at their usual table surrounded by books and reading by the light of a single candle. He took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes, clearly feeling the strain of reading by candlelight. After replacing his glasses, he smiled wanly at Tara, but his eyes hardened as he saw Willow. "Willow," he said.



"Giles," Willow returned coolly. Her face was devoid of emotion as she regarded him, but the clenching of her hands revealed her inner tension.



Dawn had talked with Giles that afternoon before her dinner with Tara. He had warned her about Willow's darkness, telling her about the destruction of the Council of Watchers, news that neither he nor Buffy had mentioned to her. Despite that, she didn't agree with him that it was best that Tara avoid Willow, believing that Tara had returned for a reason and that reason was Willow. She hoped that the universal threat of the zombies would help bring Willow and Giles closer. "So Giles," she said. "Have you found anything about how to stop the zombies?"



He looked old and tired, his face drawn with strain, as he shook his head. "I haven't found anything about an emerald moon that animates the dead."



"Maybe you're not looking for the right thing," Willow said, looking at him as if he were an obsolete machine, ripe for replacement.



Giles gazed challengingly at her over the top of his glasses. "And what, pray tell, should I be looking for?" he asked acerbically.



"Tara and I could put up an energy barrier around the library," Willow said in a supercilious tone. "It will last well past moonset when I expect the zombies will lose their animating force." Years of experience had taught her pragmatism. The precise nature of the animating spell was less important now than finding a way to survive the zombies.



Tara watched the bickering with growing dismay. Why were Willow and Giles acting this way? Then she jumped at the sudden sound of zombies pounding at the library doors. The doors shook from the force of the thumping but remained securely shut, held steady by the weight of the furniture bracing them. Willow moved closer and placed her right arm around Tara's shoulders to reassure her.



"And if they don't?" Giles asked pointedly, his gaze contemptuous. "What will happen tomorrow?"



"Tomorrow doesn't matter right now," interjected Spirit. She was tired of listening to Tara's friend argue with Giles. She needed to do something. "We have to do something now to save the people out there tonight."



"She's right," added Dawn, giving quelling glances to both Giles and Willow.



"There are too many," Willow said, fixing Giles with a steely gaze. "And they have to be totally destroyed to stop them. We found that out on the way here."



"Just like Return of the Living Dead," Spirit nodded though she was frustrated that Willow addressed her objections to Giles instead of her. She was the Slayer and it was her suggestion that Willow was arguing against.



Dawn turned her head to look at Spirit in surprise. "You watch that sort of thing?" she asked.



"Horror movies are like homework for the Slayer," Spirit said. "Right, Giles?" She smiled hopefully at Giles, hoping to break up the tension.



"Um, I'm not sure about that," Giles said, too preoccupied to smile at her attempt at humor. He reluctantly continued, "Willow's right though. We don't have the firepower to take on thousands of those zombies." He held up a hand to forestall Spirit's objections. "So we'll have to find another solution."



Willow glanced at Giles in surprise as he admitted that she was right. Perhaps she could get him to see reason after all.



"The center of the spell," Tara said excitedly.



The others looked at her without comprehension, but Willow looked thoughtful and nodded. That gave Tara the courage to present the rest of her idea. "The spell isn't on the moon. No one could reach that far with magic," she said, stepping up to the table around which everyone was standing. "It's like a filter between us and the sky that's transmuting the moon's rays. The caster has to be maintaining it right now. If we follow the gradient of the spell's power towards its greatest strength we'll find the caster at the center."



"That's brilliant, Tara!" Giles said, a genuine smile on his face. Then the smile faded and he added with greater reserve, "But we still have to get there."



"I'll go," Willow volunteered. "I can get through the zombies without getting hurt." She glanced at Tara then quickly looked away.



Tara had let Willow push her aside that night with the demons in the graveyard, but she had since learned that Willow needed her as much as she needed Willow. She took a step towards Willow to tell her that she wasn't going to let that happen again, but Spirit spoke first.



"I'm the Slayer, I should go," Spirit said, straightening up and looking defiantly at Willow. She couldn't see why Tara's friend wanted to go alone, but she was the Slayer and she wouldn't stay behind to let others face the danger that was her responsibility.



"We're all going," Giles said as he calmly regarded Willow.



"I'm the only one who can make it there safely," Willow said, her tone matter-of-fact as she placed her hands on her hips. "What's so hard to understand about this?" She looked around at the group, challenging them to find a valid objection to her statement.



Giles started to object, but was stopped by Dawn who said, "How many times did Buffy tell you to stay home and you went with her anyway?" Dawn watched Willow closely as she spoke. Seeing Willow shy away from her own steady gaze, she continued, "And how many times did she need you there? How many times were you able to help?"



"A lot," Willow admitted, carefully not looking at Tara. "But that still doesn't justify putting Tara in danger."



"You can't live my life for me, Willow," Tara said. "I've seen what you went through, but you can't lock me away from life to keep me safe." She looked at Willow, her eyes pleading with Willow for understanding.



Willow gazed back at Tara, her eyes full of fear for what might happen tonight. She didn't have to be having this argument. She had the ability to seal them all safely in a force shield and leave. It would be easy, but as she looked into Tara's pleading eyes she realized that she couldn't use magic on Tara against her will again, not even to keep her safe. She had learned that lesson at an extreme price.



"Okay," she sighed, accepting that they were all coming with her. Walking over to Tara, she pulled off her black cloak and placed it around Tara's shoulders. "This will keep you safe," she said. "Not from everything, but it's best I can do on short notice."



Tara adjusted the cloak. "Thank you," she said, with a grateful look.



Willow gazed into the peaceful blue sea of Tara's eyes, looking into the depths beneath the simple gratitude and saw that she was forgiven, that Tara understood her need to protect her. The serene acceptance in those eyes allowed her heart rate to slow and permitted her to feel a sense of calm as she turned around to face the rest the group.



"Okay, guys," she said. "What do we have for weapons? I think axes and blunt weapons will work best, but there may be vampires there too."



With the continual sound of pounding on the library doors reminding them of their limited time, they busied themselves getting weapons and making plans.



Soon they would enter the night of the living dead.





* * * * * *






It had been a constant battle to reach the graveyard. Willow had led the group through the night of horrors, scouring a path through the undead with controlled blasts of blue fire. Tara had followed with Giles and Dawn, armed but avoiding conflict whenever possible. Spirit had guarded the rear, hewing the feet out from under the zombies as nothing else seemed to work. No damage short of total destruction would kill them, but they were a lot slower crawling than walking.



Ironically, the cemetery was the one place in town free of the walking dead, though the churned earth of the empty graves showed that they had risen from here. Tara felt almost physically ill as they entered the cemetery. A miasma hung over the grounds, remnants of the power that brought the dead back to a hideous parody of life. Nausea filled her as she breathed in the tainted air. The corruption was as much moral as magical. She could feel that the power that had been used here tonight could only be used for ill. She wondered how Willow could bear this torment so impassively. Or was she accustomed to this feeling through her use of dark magicks?



She stumbled on a hummock of newly turned earth in the path and almost fell, but Willow caught her by the elbow and helped her over it. She smiled at Willow and received a tight smile back that didn't reach Willow's eyes. Tara noticed that Willow's face was tense every time she looked her way, and that she never let a minute pass without checking on Tara. She worried that the distraction might let something get past Willow's defences. What if tonight was the night of her vision?



Then there was no more time to think about such things.



They had arrived.



The caster was certainly not trying to hide himself. A vampire, bent and old as they'd never seen before, stood in the center of a pentagram blazing with emerald fire. Waves of corruption emanated from the pentagram, pounding at her senses. Five vampires stood outside the pentagram, one at each point.



As they had planned in case of vampires, Tara, Dawn, and Giles attacked the bloodsuckers from a distance, while Spirit engaged the closer ones hand to hand. Willow poured a torrent of blue fire at the ill, emerald power of the pentagram. Three vampires quickly turned to dust, slain by Tara's stake and Dawn's and Giles's crossbow bolts. Spirit beheaded her first vampire handily with her great axe, but was bowled over by the second one.



Tara watched Willow strike at the pentagram again and again with scorching bolts of blue fire. Each time, emerald and azure flames warred with each other, crackling and hissing their rage as they fought. Emerald always won, consuming the pure blue of Willow's magicks, until she renewed the conflict with a new flare of her power. The ill power of the fiery pentagram prevailed more rapidly with each succeeding attack as Willow grew more and more tired, her strength dwindling as she expended it against the seemingly impenetrable defences of the master vampire.



Spirit finished the last vampire with a stake through the heart. Looking tired and frustrated, Willow paused in her struggle to break the pentagram to close her eyes and lean with her hands on her knees. When she reopened her tired eyes, they glanced at each other, wondering what to do next.



The figure in the pentagram turned to face them, his eyes glittering coldly like emeralds. He smiled at them in evil humor, completely unaffected by their attacks. "Destroying the vampires won't help you," he said. "They weren't here to kill you. They were just a symbol of my position as Master." He made a sweeping gesture at the woods behind them. "Those are what will kill you." Then the Master turned away from them as if they were beneath his notice.



Tara turned her head to look behind them. Several zombies emerged from the trees as she watched; the woods were full of shadowy forms shambling towards them. She turned around to look at the woods beyond the pentagram and saw more of the creatures emerging from those trees. She realized that they were surrounded by hundreds of the living dead approaching from all sides. Their Master was summoning them home to protect himself.



Willow quickly assessed their situation. The Master was telling the truth. They were surrounded. Although the zombies were slow, she didn't have much time. She had to make a decision about her promise. If she could pull dark power from the Hellmouth, she could shatter the protective pentagram with ease.



She looked at Tara, her gaze desperate but also speculative as she weighed the alternatives of using dark magic to rescue them from this trap. Tara's eyes widened as she read the question in Willow's eyes. Then she gazed back at Willow with eyes full of resolve as she shook her head firmly.



Willow felt a flash of anger. Didn't Tara understand? Without dark magic she had no hope of destroying all these creatures or breaking the pentagram's power. She had used too much magic already tonight getting them here. She still had enough to take Tara and her to safety if it came to that. Yet how could she abandon Dawn and the others?



As she asked herself these questions, the dark magic of the Hellmouth whispered like a siren in her ears, offering all the power she needed to save them and more. So much more. She just had to ask and her exhaustion would be replaced by a sure, dark strength.



She was powerful even when she was limited to light magicks, but only with dark magicks was her power truly glorious. Tara did mean more than any magic, but why couldn't she have both? She had learned her lesson from casting on Tara and would never do that again, no matter where she drew her power from.



With her rightful power at her command once more, no one could ignore her like this arrogant vampire standing aloof in his pentagram. It would give her such pleasure to destroy him as she had so many others. He had almost killed Tara more than once. Surely, it would be a good action to kill him, no matter how she did it. She could ask for forgiveness afterwards. What was the value of a promise compared to Tara's life?



Then she had it, her mind working feverishly underneath her worries and temptations. A solution. She didn't have to face the impregnable defences of the pentagram directly, matching her puissance against its directly. She didn't need dark magic at all. The vampire was monstrously powerful, but he was an amateur. She just had to discover where he hadn't thought to protect himself, and she knew just where to start looking.



She raised blue fire in her hands again, but this time she directed it at the ground beside the pentagram, ripping away at the earth around the mystical symbol to tunnel under it. Her face whitened as she desperately poured more power into the assault as the zombie horde drew closer.



Finally the earth under the pentagram cracked, tilting half the symbol so that green fire spilled out of its channels on the grass of the graveyard. Instead of burning, the grass withered and blackened when the fire touched it. The advancing zombies faltered as the emerald light of the moon began to dim.



Willow advanced towards the figure in the pentagram, power crackling in her hands, ready to strike. She saw Spirit approaching him from the other side. A gout of green fire spewed upwards from the Master, stabbing at the moon in a desperate attempt to hold onto the unraveling fabric of the spell. Willow countered with bolts of lightning striking directly at his now unprotected form in order to distract him.



The fires of the pentagram had died down enough for Willow to see the Master recoil as her spells struck him. He retaliated for her attacks with a blast of emerald fire that cracked her outer shields in an explosion of brilliant colors. As he attacked her, she could feel the spell holding the dead to life teetering towards collapse.



The zombies around them stood motionless, waiting for the power of the Heart to command them. The Master was powerful indeed, but he couldn't fully engage in magical combat and maintain control over his undead legions at the same time. He would have to choose.



Approaching from the other side while the caster was distracted by Willow, Spirit reached him and unerringly plunged a stake at his heart. The stake shattered into splinters as it struck him. It was as if he was made of granite. He roared in surprise and anger while Spirit looked on in shock, then he backhanded her, smashing her into a nearby tombstone.



The vampire walked slowly towards Spirit, his hands full of emerald fury. "At last, the Slayer," he said with malignant pleasure in his voice. He ignored Giles's crossbow bolt, which struck him in the shoulder and splintered, but Willow's blasts of blue fire caught him in the back and smashed him to the ground.



His face was a mask of insane fury as he slowly got up to his feet. He wrapped his hands around the Heart and squeezed hard. The emerald glow of the gemstone brightened and dimmed erratically, pulsing like the beating of a struggling heart. Having no other recourse to answer his demand for all its dark power, it reached out and pulled back every scintilla of emerald might clouding the moon to answer its Master's request.



Tara watched as the emerald brightness of the moon waned, gradually being replaced by its natural white color. The flow of magical corruption reversed itself as the hideous gem sucked the miasma back into the Heart. The Heart swelled with emerald brilliance as its dark power returned to it.



The zombies fell down in waves, like a forest of trees blown over by a powerful wind as the animating power of the Heart was withdrawn from them. The once again silvery light of the full moon shone down brightly on the now quiet dead. They succumbed to an unnaturally quick decay, their bodies returning to the earth. The Heart had replaced their substance with its own corruption. Bereft of its ill power, they moldered into dust.



"Willow, the emerald!" Tara yelled, the cords on her neck standing out. "All his power is in the gem."



Willow didn't have time to react as the Master struck at her with all the Heart's dark might. The furious blast of emerald fire ripped through every layer of her shields and threw her across the graveyard, smashing her through the stone wall of the crypt behind her. A small cascade of rubble fell from the broken wall of the crypt, burying Willow's slender form in debris.



Tara looked on in shock and horror, unable to say anything. The stake she was holding slipped from her suddenly numb fingers. Her vision narrowed until the only object in her world was Willow's still form under the pile of rubble. Her mind screamed that this couldn't be happening. She'd seen their future in the scrying bowl.



While the Master grinned malevolently in triumph, Spirit stealthily approached him from behind. Turning away from where Willow had fallen, Dawn shot him with a crossbow bolt in an attempt to keep his attention diverted from Spirit. Giles reloaded his crossbow to do the same.



Ignoring the conflict, Tara overcame her momentary paralysis and ran towards the crypt where Willow had fallen, her thoughts completely focused on that small, still form.



Behind her, Spirit grabbed the thick gold chain and tore it from the Master's neck, breaking the heavy links easily with her Slayer strength. She quickly stepped back from the Master and was several meters away before he could react to what had just happened.



Then she made a mistake.



As she shifted the chain in her hands, she accidentally touched the Heart. Emerald fire surged up her arm and engulfed her entire body. She collapsed to the ground, and the Heart rolled free from her limp fingers, its cold flames dying as it left her hand. Dawn and Giles ran towards her still form.



As Tara reached the crypt, she saw Willow's hand sticking out from the pile of rubble. The rubble began shifting as Willow struggled to get out. Tara rushed over to pull some of the detritus off Willow. Willow rose from the rubble like a juggernaut, bruised and bleeding from numerous small cuts, but shrugging off heavy chunks of stone as if they were dry autumn leaves. Her eyes were full of darkness, and her face was contorted with rage. Dark energies crackled at her fingertips. Her gaze slipped across Tara's face without recognition as she looked for the Master.



Tara shuddered as she drew back from Willow. She had never seen her so cold, so angry. She felt that if she lost Willow to the darkness tonight, she would lose her forever. While the dark power of the Heart didn't tempt Tara, she was terribly afraid that Willow in her rage would be all too susceptible to it.



The Master moved slowly to regain possession of the Heart. He was strong, stronger than he had been before the unholy gem had come into his possession, but he was no longer capable of moving quickly. As he approached Spirit and the Heart though, it didn't seem that he needed speed. Spirit twitched weakly but did not move away from his approach. Another crossbow bolt struck him, splintering on impact.



He turned to look back at Giles, who had fired the bolt, and made a mistake of his own. He was not invulnerable, and his turning gave Dawn a perfect target. Her bolt flew directly into his eye. The Master threw back his head and roared in pain, clutching at his ruined eye.



Tara grabbed Willow, her fingers digging deep into the flesh of her slender arm. In a frantic attempt to gain Willow's attention, she shouted, "You promised!"



She could feel the future that she had seen receding from her. After seeing Willow struck down by the might of the Heart, she had lost her faith in the future she'd seen in the bowl of seeing. Willow was the one thing that was holding her together as she tried to accept and understand the revelations about her past. She couldn't lose her. Not now. Not this way. She clung to Willow with a strength born of desperation, refusing to let her love slip into the darkness.



Willow turned to face Tara, visibly wrestling with her anger. She stood frozen for a moment, shaking with inner struggle, her fists clenched tightly at her sides. Tara held her breath as she watched, her hand still clasped tightly around Willow's arm.



Then Willow closed her eyes and took several shuddering breaths. When she opened them again, the darkness had receded to its normal limits. She gently clasped Tara's arm in thanks, recognizing that without Tara there to help her she would have broken her promise about dark magic without even intending to.



It was one thing to chose to draw power from dark sources, but it was another to use it instinctively from anger or fear. Her promise wasn't simply a matter of Tara's comfort. She could lose herself so deeply in the darkness that she wouldn't be able to find herself afterwards.



Willow turned to face the Master, her hands once again full of pure, blue fire, ready to strike. She was battered and bruised from her fall, but there was a new strength in her eyes that pushed back the exhaustion she had felt earlier. The Master had started back towards the Heart, while Giles and Dawn circled him at a distance, quickly reloading their crossbows.



Willow struck the Master with lances of pure blue fire from each hand. The Master screamed as she immolated him in bright, blue flames that clung to him like a living thing, but despite the terrible pain, he dove for the Heart and grabbed it in one gnarled fist. Squeezing the Heart with desperate strength, he stamped his foot on the ground, ripping a deep fissure in the earth. Dawn and Giles grabbed for Spirit as she began sliding into the widening chasm.



Aflame and screaming, the Master hurled himself into the chasm which rapidly began to close behind him. Dawn and Giles pulled Spirit free, but the fissure closed as Willow rushed towards it.



The Master was gone.



Dawn and Giles knelt beside Spirit as she gradually regained consciousness. Spirit's face was pale as she opened her eyes and shivered, chilled to the bone by the intense cold of the Heart's fire.



Coming up from behind Willow, who was still looking down at the crack in the earth which was all that remained of the great fissure, Tara took one of her hands gently. Willow turned and smiled gratefully at Tara with tired eyes. She leaned into Tara, exhausted from her exertions of the night.



Tara wrapped her arms around Willow, pulling her close with weary relief now that this night of terrors was over. She felt tired and stiff, her muscles knotted with tension, but her mind still buzzed with thoughts. She had almost lost Willow tonight. Twice.



Her visions had proved useless. Yet in a way that was comforting. The future wasn't completely determined by what she had seen. There could be a happy ending for the two of them. She'd have to tell Willow about her visions soon though, but not now. They were both too drained by the events of the night.



It was time to go home.



From the protective shadows of a nearby copse, Amy watched the culmination of the fight with disappointment. She'd wanted a conclusive battle with one side dead and the other side incapacitated, ripe for her to step in and take the spoils. While her magic still prevented anyone from seeing her, it was time to leave. The show was over, and she had plans to set in motion.



The Master was not going to be pleased with her disappearing act, but now that she had certain knowledge of Willow's presence and power, she knew exactly what to tell him about Willow and her friends. She smiled as she walked invisibly away from the remains of the battle. It would take longer to get the Heart this way, but she looked forward to settling her account with Willow Rosenberg.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

Edited by: darkmagicwillow at: 1/14/03 8:05:45 am
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Re: Chapter 18: Dark Moon Rising

Postby JustSkipIt » Tue Jan 14, 2003 9:45 am

Wow and wow. Creepy and scary. You did a great job of heightening the action and danger factor here. I love it. The end is very scary in the "it's not over!" way. Now we know that Amy is still coming for W&T or just W but T will be there. So not good.



I found it very telling how easy it was for Willow (with the help of the Hellmouth) to try to rationalize the user of dark magic for "just this one time." As if a promise is just a suggested thing or something. Not a promise. And it would be so easy for her to blow it off for a "greater good" or to save Tara. Love it. Love it. Love it.



Ok, not feeling very verbose or eloquent right now. Great job. Debra

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"War may be a necessary evil. But no matter how necessary it is always evil." - President Jimmy Carter after receiving the Nobel Peace Prize

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Re: Chapter 18: Dark Moon Rising

Postby deixs » Tue Jan 14, 2003 9:59 am

me like it, me like it very much !!!

:clap :clap :clap :clap



Stef :p

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Re: Chapter 18: Dark Moon Rising

Postby yana » Tue Jan 14, 2003 12:26 pm



Wow. Awesome chapter. I like the way you're using Dawn as the voice of reason for a number of issues, since she's really the only one removed enough from everything to see it clearly.



Loving the internal battle that Willow was having about using dark magic. It is fortunate that she figured out how to defeat the Master without dark magic, but what if she hadn't? She obviously still has some work to do.



And why is Tara assuming that the future vision isn't true? That vision was only a snippet of what was to come, no?



Yana

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Re: Chapter 17 replies

Postby darkmagicwillow » Tue Jan 14, 2003 12:38 pm

The feedback's coming in fast today. I have to edit this as I crossed posts with yana.



Patches: Wow. Comparing me to a young Guy Gavriel Kay, that's a compliment! Thank you.



I was thinking not just of George Romero, but also the one based on the chemical spill whose name Spirit mentions here: Return of the Living Dead. Now if I just had some trioxin gas...I fear I'd be like Herbert West in Reanimator. I'd just be too curious. And no, the living dead movies aren't much for happy endings, but this night won't end that way.



Your idea about bringing Tara's body back is wonderfully scary and angstful, but Willow knew that the dead often don't rest peacefully in Sunnydale so she placed spells of protection on Tara's body that she mentioned back in chapter 3.



"Penumbra" is my favorite word of the whole story. It just fit there.



vamp nurd: I think the subject of that sentence got lost.



JustSkipIt: Thanks. You're right. Willow was tempted, and she didn't fall, but it's not over yet by any means. Amy's full of ideas.



deixs: Thanks.



yana: Yes, what if she hadn't found another way? In some ways though, I think the magic was just what prevented Willow from seeing other ways after season 3. She seemed to lose that spark of clever inventiveness that had solved problems like Eyghon, and instead relied on spells to solve everything. I think that was her first step in the wrong direction with magic.



As for Tara, she's not discounting her visions entirely, but she knows now that they haven't told her every important event of the future. I won't say any more as I'll get into the details of this with Tara's thoughts next chapter.

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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit." -- "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

Edited by: darkmagicwillow at: 1/14/03 10:44:51 am
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