Chapter Seventeen
Pairing: Do I really have to answer that?
Angst Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I in no way, shape or form own the characters from BtVS, they’re owned by Joss Whedon/Mutant Enemy. All original characters are in no way connected to them except by me in this forum. No money is involved this is simply for my own pleasure.
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Author’s Notes: Ok, kids, here it is. It's been building up to this and here we have it. Like the last two chapters this one is titled after a song as well, but I think you could listen to it at the beginning or the end, it just kind of covers the whole chapter, I think. Also I think the story only has one maybe two chapters left tops before I bring it to a close. I have no beta so all mistakes are my own, and if you see anything glaring pm me and I'll fix it. Enjoy!When I looked at you again, your eyes were an impossibly deep shade of blue. I put my hands on the waistband of your shorts and waited for a signal from you. You simply lifted you hips so I could slide them down your legs. I got my first look at you, and I don’t think I have ever seen anything as sublime.
“You’re beautiful, Tara,” I whispered in awe of you.
I could feel you watching me as I drank the sight of you in. You were laying there, biting on your index finger as I couldn't decide where I wanted to look most. I wanted to study you, taste you, soak you up like a sponge. Memorize every bit of you inside and out. Kneeling above you as I was, I could see your figure and noticed your naturally hourglass shape. Before I could catch myself, my hands were making a fool of me as they mimicked the shape of an hourglass.
I looked up at you to apologize, but when I saw your blush the words just died. You took my breath away. The bruise rising on your throat, your creamy skin tinged pink, and the way you were biting your finger... you were the epitome of the word "sultry". I knew what the word meant and I had seen it captured on film, but I had never been in the presence of a woman I could say was sultry... until you. There was no team of people that had spent hours making you
look sultry, and no special lighting to give you a special "glow" to help make you
appear to be sultry; it was simply you, naked in my bed.
I was at a loss for words, and just shook my head smiling. So many things were running madly around in my head. I tried to breathe deeply as I slowly ran my hands up the outside if your thighs. Soft skin over firm muscle. I traced back and forth over your hips, playing at the dip at your waist before circling my hands together just under your breasts. I let the tips of my fingers play over your ribs, before I trailed them down to your belly button.
Leaning over I kissed your stomach and rubbed my cheek against the warm, velvety skin. I eased my arms up your side to your shoulders so I could hold you as I rested my head against you. I'm not sure when you started to play with my hair, but after a few minutes I noticed. I looked up at you and smiled again. I began to kiss my way up to your lips.
The heat was rolling off of your body as we kissed, and soon I became all too aware of my shorts. They felt harsh and intrusive against my skin, and I rose to my knees again to push them down. I wanted more than anything to be naked next to you as quickly as possible. You sat up and took my hands, with a kiss to each palm you stopped me.
“Let me?” You asked kissing my quivering tummy.
I nodded as I looked down at you, waiting. With a soft kiss just above my belly button, your eyes never left mine as you slid them over my hips and down my thighs. When you got to me knees, you started to lay down pulling me with you. We both moaned as our bare skin met for the first time. I kissed you hard, and since you had pulled me down in top of you I could wiggle the rest of the way out of my clothes.
"Willow, you feel so good," You whispered in my ear and tightened your hold on me.
"Baby, you have no idea," I murmured back and nuzzled your neck. "This is like a dream, Tara."
You dragged your nails down my back making me groan. "Then lets never wake up. We'll stay like this always."
"Always." I agreed.
We kissed for over an hour while our hands explored every bit of flesh they could get to without disturbing our position. You rolled us on our sides and we finally broke apart to look at one another. We smiled giddily at one another, we were stuck together by our sweaty skin. I pulled back a bit more and there was a faint sucking sound that made me giggle.
You snickered and pinched my hip lightly. I responded with a nip to your shoulder, but then I followed that with a lick to your delicious skin. I pulled away so I could look down at you, and you rolled back slightly to let me see your beautiful body. I bit my lip as I ran my hand over your curves before I captured your kiss swollen lips in a searing kiss.
Did you know that you make the most delicious sounds? I was just getting to hear them for the first time, and they pulled at something in me; they always do. I looked at you again before I shimmied down just far enough to capture your nipple between my lips. Using the tip of my tongue, I ran circles around the areola as I sucked at it making it even harder to my delight. Your body has always been so responsive to me, and not just when we make love; it warms me to my very marrow to know that I have such a profound effect on you.
"Yesss," You hissed, your hands went in my hair immediately tugging and I growled against your slick skin.
I pushed against you to urge you onto your back, while trailing open-mouthed kisses across to your other breast as we rolled. My other hand to keep teasing the nipple I had just left, and I'm not sure how long I spent worshiping them both. Only as much as you let me though, and never to my heart's content. I never want to stop worshiping every part of you.
"Willow, please, honey, I can't stand it anymore," You pled. "I need you."
I was already so lost in you, I failed to notice how you were writhing beneath me when I pulled away with a pop. I watched for a moment as your whole body undulated with arousal. So I licked and nipped my way down your body. I eased your legs wider to make room for myself as I looked up at you. I love watching you, your body tells me as much as you do about your pleasure, baby.
Lifting your leg I trailed kisses from your knee all along your inner thigh making you whimper. The closer I got to your sex the more I could smell you. Those first waves of your scent and how aroused you were made my mouth water with anticipation. I had finally made it to my prize. I blew gently across your skin and watched the goose flesh rise across your hips and thighs while your hands tightened in the sheets.
"You're so wet, love," I said.
"S'all your fault," You replied breathily.
"Whatever can I do to make it up to you?" I teased.
You looked down at me, eyes sparkling, skin flushed and smirking sexily. "I guess you'll just have to clean me up won't you?"
"Well, if I
must then I
must," I smiled. Closing my eyes, I took a long, slow lick from bottom to top. "God, baby, you taste so good."
I took another lick, savoring the flavor of your juices. Then I buried my face in you, the smell of you was just as divine as the taste. You have just the right blend of salty-sweet flavor, combined with your own special musky Tara-scent that I just adore and drives me absolutely crazy.
I swirled my tongue around your entrance, gently pushing in as far as I could. Your hips began to move in time with my mouth. I looked up but your eyes were closed, and you moaned softly whenever I flicked over your clit. You were already breathing hard and fast, so I tore myself away from you and nibbled my way back down you inner thigh.
"Will, God, don't stop please," You begged.
"Anything for you, sweetheart," I replied. " Tara, I just want you to feel good, so tell me if there's something you need, okay?"
"Don't worry, I'll tell you," You panted."You were definitely in the happy zone, though."
I giggled softly and said, "So I gathered." I started kissing back up your thigh. "Do you like, um, being, uh, penetrated?"
You rested one hand on your chest as your breathing was starting to slow, and nodded, your eyes still closed. "Yeah, that can be good too."
"Okay," I said wickedly. "No more rest for you."
With that I attached myself fiercely to your clit. "Oh God, Willow!" You cried out lifting your hips.
I sucked and flicked relentlessly at your swollen bundle of nerves for several minutes, building you back up again. I slowed my tongue and strokes, making them feather light. Using different pressures and patterns to pass between your clit and the entrance of your sex, massaging your breasts in sync to teased your body completely.
I pulled away quickly and said, "Look at me, love."
You opened your eyes, and I held your gaze as I made slow soft circles over your clit while you watched me. I brought my hand down from your breast and gently inserted a finger into you making your hips rise against my chin. Your deep groan was music to my ears. With my free hand I tweaked and pinched your nipples in turn. Using the different pressures that I had watched you responded to best, I wanted to make sure I drove you crazy.
You were so wet I had slipped another finger inside you. "You're so hot, Tara. You feel so good on my fingers."
"So... so good, Will," You panted as I keep up the swirls gentle on your clit and in time with my fingers. "You can go harder, baby."
I didn't try to stop the growl that escaped at your words. I knew I was wet but I felt a trickle start to roll down my thigh when you said that. "Anything, love," I said against your flesh as I picked up the pace and force of my tongue and fingers.
One the third harder stroke, I hit your sweet spot making you cry out again. "Oh! Right there, Will!"
I started to suck your clit and kept the angle that hit your g-spot while speeding up again. We kept eye contact and soon you started to shake. I rolled your nipple and with another swirl of your clit and sweet spot you came hard.
"Willow, yes!" You cried. You bowed up off the bed and started twitching.
I didn't stop my strokes, but I let go of your clit and I could feel your walls flutter and tighten again. I focused on stroking your g-spot, and your twitching quickly turned into trembling.
"Oh God!" You said. "Oh baby, oh Willow!"
"That's it, baby, keep coming for me," I encouraged you.
"More," You begged.
I slipped another finger inside you and you began to buck wildly against my hand.
"Yes, Willow!"
I could feel your walls rolling as I keep stroking you firmly. I dropped my head to swirl my tongue around your clit again and it set off a powerful orgasm. I could feel you squirt against my fingers and chin.
"Oh Willow!" You yelled loudly this time and shook violently as you rode the orgasm out. "No more baby, please no more," You gasped. "I can't... I can't take anymore."
I slowed my fingers to a stop and just enjoyed the feeling of you shake, your walls clench, holding me in their grip. I gently cleaned you up around my hand. You were so sweet, you tasted like honey. I love the way you taste when you cum that hard.
I rested my head on your thigh and watched you, eyes closed, your creamy skin flushed and glistening. Eventually, your were calm enough that you pawed at the top of my head blindly trying to reach for me. I giggled and tenderly eased my fingers from within you. After a few final licks that made you twitch with each one, I slinked up next to you. As soon as I was within arm's reach you pulled me flush to you. I wiped my mouth off on my hand and kissed you.
You whimpered again, and I worried that I may have hurt you. I pulled back to look at you, caressing your hair. "Baby," I said softly. "Are you okay?"
You nodded then peppered my face and neck with kisses making me giggle again. "I've never done that, Will." You said quietly.
"What?" I asked obtusely
"You know," You said softly and finally looked at me. I still looked at you blankly, not having caught on yet. "Squirt," You whispered and buried your face in my neck.
"Oh," I answered. "Ohh. That's okay, baby."
You shook your head against me, and I pulled back to look at you. "Tara, are you embarrassed by that?" I asked tenderly.
"Maybe... I don't know... yeah...a little," You responded, still not looking at me.
I tilted your chin up so you had to look at me. "Tara, did it feel good?" You nodded. "Did you like it?" I watched you swallow before you nodded. "Then there's no problem here. I enjoyed it, you enjoyed, it's all of the sexy good in my book."
"Sexy?" You murmured and looked up at me. "Really?" You asked, tracing my cheek with your fingers.
"Oh, yeah," I grinned widely and wiggled my eyebrows. "Big yeah."
I winked at you and with a smile you snuggled into me. With more dexterity than I normally have, I managed to pull the sheet up around us as we cuddled together. We both were giddy in the afterglow of lovemaking and enjoying this new facet to our budding relationship.
The rhythmic feel of your hand gliding gently along my spine was so soothing, I think I had started to doze lightly. I'm not sure when you started kissing my throat, but when you started nibbling at my ear the peaceful fog started to evaporate.
You had stopped stroking my back in favor of kneading my bottom. The pressure was becoming more insistent, and I started pressing myself back against your hand. I lifted my leg so it was over your hip, allowing me to press our centers closer together, I wanted to feel as much of you against me as I could.
"Baby," I moaned as you continued to nibble and suck on my ears. "My ears..." I shivered and I heard a throaty laugh from you. "Tara, love," I said hugging you closer to me.
You were licking at my throat, so I tilted my head back to give you more skin to work on. Without warning you bit me. "Oh, God," I mewled.
You pulled back with a sharp pop. "I knew you would love being bitten. You can't seem to resist giving me hickies."
"Mmm, but you taste so good, baby," I giggled. "Of course I want you in my mouth." I smirked.
"You're a closet hickey groupie," You teased.
"Baby, there's not a part of me left in any closet, anywhere," I teased back. "I'm a 'Tara Groupie', so if you want to find a closet we can do that too. Then I can suck on your delectable self in any spot you want."
"Well, pay back's a bitch," You said before latching on to the other side of my neck and sucking hard.
"Ungh... okay," I squeaked.
You sucked and swirled your tongue, nipping to make it as dark as the one I had left on you. My hands roamed up and down your back and bottom. I was squeezing and clawing at you while your mouth did wonderful things to me.
With a last lick you pulled back to admire your handy work, and started laughing. "Oh, you're so gonna hate me when you see that one," You said and licked it again making me shiver.
"Probably not, baby," I smirked. "I enjoyed it too much."
You started to nip at my jaw, and I moaned."You're making me crazy, baby."
"That's the plan, love," You replied.
When you called me "love", I pulled back to look at you. I knew I meant it when I said it you earlier, and I thought it was kind of an easy way of saying it without saying "it" in case you weren't ready for that type of declaration just yet.
"Really?" I whispered studying your face.
"Do you really think I could let go like I did if I didn't meant it?" You answered seriously.
I took your face in my hands and kissed you for all I was worth. I tried to tell you everything I was feeling with that one kiss. To make you understand, to let you know it all. That I was truly laid bare before you. That I was yours, that I thought what we had was something special and unusual; and just maybe we
really were meant to be forever.
When we pulled back from the kiss, you bit your lip sweetly and nuzzled your nose against mine. I crushed you to me, taking deep breaths again, feeling a bit overwhelmed.
"Tara, I don't normally fall this quickly for someone," I whispered in your ear.
You pulled back to look me in the eye, and stroked my hair. "Willow, I never fallen this hard for anyone," You replied and traced my lip with your finger. "I know I've loved and been loved before, but Will..." You just shook your head.
"I know," I murmured nodding.
"I know you do," You smiled. "That's part of what makes this so magical, isn't it?"
I nodded again, and swallowed hard. You kissed me tenderly, and our kisses grew more passionate again. I dragged my short nails down your back lightly making you purr. Your hand was gripping my hip, you pulled me in tightly, grinding into me making moan.
I was rocking against you, and you matched me so well. You broke our kiss to work your way back down my throat slowly. I felt like I was on fire, and you just keep pouring on the gasoline.
"Tara," I whimpered.
You pulled back to look at me, and your expression was so sexy I gulped audibly. "Roll over onto your stomach." You growled.
Without question I obeyed. I kept my head turned so I could try to watch you out of one eye as best I could. You scratched down my back hard enough to make me hiss, and I buried my face in the mattress. Next, I felt your teeth biting into the left cheek of my bottom, and you pulled and shook your head growling playfully.
I laughed and raised my bottom even more, and that earned me another bite and a light swat to the other cheek. "Oh, god," I moaned and I heard you snicker so I covered my head with the nearest pillow I could reach.
"You know I'm going to have fun with that later, don't you?" You asked.
"So am I," I answered from under the pillow.
You pulled the pillow off and tossed it aside. "I want to hear every moan you make, Willow," You said firmly, as you dragged your nails down my back again.
Before I could respond, I felt your weight on me pressing me down into the bed. Your legs spread wide over my hips, you started a slow grinding rhythm against my bottom. You started nipping at my shoulders, and ran your hands down over my arms. I was clutching at the headboard trying to stay still, but when you nipped the back of my neck I pushed back into you almost getting to my knees with a loud grunt.
You grabbed my sides to keep from being knocked off of me altogether. "I bet I know what you want," You purred as you leaned back over me again. Your hard nipples were pressed into my back and I trembled with desire at what you
thought you knew.
"Up on your knees, Willow," You said tartly.
"Oh, god," I groaned but obeyed none the less.
You scratched at the backs of my thighs and hips. "You have such beautiful skin, Will," You murmured.
I started to rock slightly on my knees back into you, and you caught me by the hips and held me still. Once I stopped moving you started to grinding hard against me, and I hung my head between my arms trying to stay still.
Suddenly I felt your fingers on my clit and my head popped up. "Ta-ra," I moaned your name. "Please, baby."
"Please what?" You asked as you continued to grind.
"In-inside," I begged. "I need you."
You slipped two fingers into me and I shuddered against you. "Willow, you're drenched, baby." You said.
"I've been stewing in my own juices a little bit longer," I panted. "Literally."
You slipped another finger inside me and I pressed back against you hard. I just stayed there your hand trapped between us, but you kept moving your long fingers inside me. "Tara, Tara, Tara," I chanted.
I started to rock against your hand and we setup a slow deep rhythm. I couldn't stop moaning and groaning with every thrust you made inside me.
"You're so hot, Willow," You said and wrapped your arm around my waist and tugged. I took the hint and sat up so I was riding your hand.
I reached behind me to touch you. "You feels so good, Tara." I turned my head to kiss you, starting to tremble. My orgasm had been building for so long it seemed, and now I was ready to explode like a rocket.
As soon as I started to tremble, you moved you hand from my waist to my clit and I came instantly howling. My hand dug into your hair and I heard you hiss in my ear, so I let go toppling over onto my hands. You didn't stop though, you kept pumping into me, stroking my clit over and over. I roared again and this time I came so hard I covered your hand and hips as I orgasmed.
This slowed your hand for a moment, I think you were surprised, but baby, you didn't let it stop you. You kept the steady pace and I came three more times in quick succession before I flopped down onto my stomach. I lay there gasping as you eased out of me. You lay down half on me half off me, and I started to giggle.
I looked over my arm at you, and closed my eyes giggling some more. I moved my arm to around your shoulder and pulled you around more to face me so I could kiss you. I pulled back still giggling, and you just looked at me with this amused look on your face.
I buried my face in your neck and rolled us over so you were on top of me. "I should have warned you, love, but I didn't think we'd get there tonight," I said.
You just looked at me. "Don't worry we can talk about the fun things our bodies can do during sex, but I want to hold you while we do it," I smiled.
"That's why it wasn't a surprise to you?" You asked.
"I didn't lie when I said I thought it was sexy, Tara. And I know that I can given the right set of stimulation," I said. "I just didn't know you were gonna hit
all those buttons tonight. So yes, I can squirt, you can squirt. It's all about pressure, stimulation and the right person slash circumstances."
"How did you know I would?" You asked.
"I didn't," I replied with a shrug. "I just wanted to give you a deep, intense orgasm. That was a bonus, baby."
"Oh." You answered.
"Is that all, 'oh'?" I asked.
You nodded, and I started giggling again.
"Okay, but what's with the giggling? If I didn't know you had just cum really hard several times, I might be a little upset by it," You said.
I tried to keep a straight face. "I'm sorry I can't help it. It's just... just that I feel so
good, and
you feel so good, and we feel so
good together, and I'm so
happy, Tara," I said and tightened my arms around you. "I just have to laugh. It's a good thing, baby, really."
You wiped some of my hair back away from my face and smiled down at me. "Okay," You said simply.
I kissed you several times, and just held you to me and wiggled a little. You looked up at me and I was grinning like an idiot. "You are something else, Willow. You know that?"
I nodded vigorously and laughed. "You make me happy, and you just gave me several fabulous happy's, so what can I say?"
"How about shower?" You replied.
"Good idea, I say we change the sheets first?" I agreed.
"Agreed, no one likes sleeping in the wet spot," You answered seriously.
"That's the truth," I replied letting go of you with chaste peck. "Hey, Tara?" I said as I sat up.
You had already scooted out of bed when you turned around to look at me. "Love you."
Your smile lit up the room and left me breathless, as I stood naked next to the bed playing with my fingers. You hurried around the bed and into my arms. Now you started to giggle, and I just smiled goofily.
"I get the giggling now," You said smiling, and I knew just what you meant. "I love you too, Willow."
TBC...