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 Post subject: That's How I Knew This Story Would Break My Heart (Ch8 4/11)
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 11:07 am 
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Hey there kittens! I've decided to start another story. And for those of you that have or are reading Partners, I will continue to write that as well.



Title: That's How I Knew This Story Would Break My Heart



Ch. 1: It's Usually In the Beginning When We Start



Summary: A Mother tells her daughter a story of two lovers as they, the mother and daughter, drive across the country.



Genre: AU, There's no magic, slayer, etc. Just the characters we all know and love.



Rating: R for “spicy talk” and various other things that are more racy than PG-13...



Pairing: W/T :wink



Disclaimer: I don’t own Buffy the Vampire Slayer, or any characters in it. However, the story itself is from my special little mind. And as always, feedback is always welcome!



Note: The title for this story comes from the Aimee Mann song with the same name.







        “Mom?” the fair haired young woman looked to her mother, who was driving their car.



        “Yes Sweetie?” the older woman looked at daughter. ‘She’s grown so fast. It’s hard to believe that only a pair of decades ago in the same position she is.’



        “Well, I was wondering if you would tell me a story,” she cast hopeful eyes to her mother.



        “A story? Like when you were younger?” her eyes gave away the merriment she felt at her daughter’s request.



        “Sort of. A more mature story. But a story never the less.”



        “Why do you want me to tell you a story? But I haven’t told you a story since you were six!” she laughed.



        “I know, but I was just thinking about I much I loved your stories. They were always better than most of the books I had to read. Besides, the radio is busted and I want to listen to something worth listening to,” she turned to face her mother as best she could with a seatbelt on.



        “Oh, really. Well, thank you, but the only one I can recall at the moment is a pretty long story.”



        “Mom, we’re driving across the frickin’ country. I think we’ve got some time on our hands.”



        “Are you sure?” she cast a sideways glance at her daughter, waiting for her answer.



        “I’m the one who asked in the first place remember?”



        She rolled her eyes at her daughter. “You know it’s scary how much like me you turned out to be.”



        “Don’t remind me,” she replied with a grin, “just kidding. You know I love ya right?”



        “Of course. You would have to, to let me be the one bugging you across the country.”



        “You don’t bug me.”



        “I know. I love ya too kiddo. So, story?”



        “Yes please.”



        “Alright. What kind of story?”



        “I want a story with romance and drama!”



        “Good, cause this long story I have has just those specifications.”



        “Cool. So start the tale.”



        “Well, when it comes to stories I guess it’s best to start at the beginning. Because well, it always seemed to me showing the end and then explaining what happened ruins the whole thing. It’s like buying a book and reading the last two pages and then the rest. There’s no possibility and isn’t that what stories are really about? The possibilities you want and then seeing how close you come to the end? But moving on-”



        “Thank God! I thought we might get there before you even started the story!”



        Her mother turned to her and blew a raspberry. “Oh, please. California to Florida is a longer drive than five minutes.”



        “I was kidding. Please continue,” she gave her mother a pouty look.



        “Okay. Okay. So, it was quite a few years ago, as I recall, back when I was your age. It’s about a couple of friends of mine back then.”



        ‘I was sitting on a bench in front of my high school, reading a book. I don’t even remember what it was about, but that’s not the point. I got bored with it and stopped, and put it away. As I did noticed a new girl walking past me. I could tell she was new because she looked scared out of her mind. I knew that look because it was one I, myself, had worn only a year prior. I took it upon myself to help her out. It was something I had to do. I never could stand not knowing anyone on my first days, so I decided she shouldn’t have to either. Grabbing my bag I walked over to her and introduced myself.



        “Hi, I’m Buffy.”



        “H-hi, I-I’m Tara.”











"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken

Edited by: Missocki at: 4/11/05 2:03 pm


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 Post subject: Re: That's How I Knew This Story Would Break My Heart
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 12:59 pm 
Aww totally cute so far... please write more



-reds:willow



Meine Banane tanzt für Rußflocke :banana

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'er the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies



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 Post subject: Re: That's How I Knew This Story Would Break My Heart
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 1:18 pm 
I agree... sounds like tons of cuteness to be had... So could ya bless us with some more please??? =)

Aaron

'Tarababy77'


"Don't buy into all the media crap. Love yourself for who you are, not what others THINK you should look like. It's DEFINITELY more important in this life to love each other despite our imperfections." - Amber Benson



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 Post subject: Re: That's How I Knew This Story Would Break My Heart
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 3:08 pm 
wait. buffy has a kid? i've never see that element in fics. very cool start. can't wait for the next update.



brandy

"i'm not like the girls that you've known but i believe i'm worth coming home to." tori amos, sleeps with butterflies



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 2: Meetings and Eatings
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 9:22 pm 
Ch.2: Meetings and Eatings



        “Oh My God! Mom, is this a story about-” she interrupted her mother.



        Only to have her mother interrupt her. “Shh! Do you or do you not want to hear the story?”



        “I do, but is this a story about Aunt Tara?”



        “Yes, among other things. But you’ll never learn what unless you let me tell you about them.”



        “Sorry. I’ll be quiet.”



        “Ah, don’t worry about it. But back to the story.”

       



        ‘So, I started talking to Tara. The poor thing, you may not know it now, but back then, she had a really bad stutter. I was felt bad she had a stutter, so I made sure that no one called her on it. Because, well, as you know she’s one of the greatest people I’ve ever met. And speaking of meetings…





        “So, Tara, where are you from?”



        “I-I’m f-from Alabama. B-but I’m ha-happy to be here.”



        “Yeah, I’m sure Alabama was pretty boring, unless you liked it. Then it’s cool.” I laughed. I remember thinking ‘She think I’m a weirdo and be all embarrassed and it will be all my fault!’



        “N-no believe me it was b-bad!” she looked at me as she said this and then hid behind a curtain of her hair as she looked down to the ground.



        “Well, then I would like to say Welcome to the Hellmouth, or as everyone else calls it, Sunnydale.”



        “The H-hellm-mouth?” she up at me wide-eyed.



        “I’m only kidding, it’s not bad here at all. Especially because of my friends.” she looked down at the ground again.



        “Oh, I-I kn-new it. I-I’m k-keeping y-you from y-your friends. I should go.” She turned to go, hugging her books to her chest. I grabbed her arm.



        “No Wait! I don’t go. You’re not keeping me. I’m actually going to meet them in my next class, or at least a few of them anyway. What’s your next class? Maybe I can help you find it.” She smiled gratefully as she handed me a slip of paper. “Well, you’re in luck. You have the first two classes with me, and a couple others as well. You even have all the same classes as my best friend. So, why don’t we go and introduce you to everyone? Sound good?”



        “That sounds g-great.” I led her into the science lab, where my friends had been sitting.



        “Hi guys! I’d like everyone to meet Tara. Tara this is Xander.”



        “Hi Tara!” he offered his hand which she shook.





        “Xander, sweet goofy Xander. Ya just had to love him.”       

        “I know. I just love uncle Xander, he’s so cool!”

        “Yeah, he’s always been a great friend. But back to the story…”

       



        “Hello.” Tara gave a slight smile.



        “This is Cordelia.” She gave a light wave which Tara returned.



        “And last, but not least is my best friend Willow.” Willow looked up from her notes written in different colored pens, and started to say something…’





        “Yeah, that sounds like Aunt Willow alright. Yeesh! You should see the schedule she made for us this trip.”



        “You mean the laminated map, gas station stops and hotel locations that are in my back-pocket? Yeah, I’ve seen it.”



        “Yup, that’s the one. You know it took me the longest time to realize that people go on vacations without a schedule?”



        “Yeah, I know. Even when it was just you, me, and your dad, she had plans for us.”



        “Why did you follow them anyway?”



        “She makes great plans, and knows how to save plenty on hotels. So, I was figured what the hell?”



        “Yeah, we always had a great time, all of us.”



        “Oh, yeah. But there was something different about the two of them meeting each other. I didn’t see it at the time, but now, when I think back to that moment, I can see the link that was always there between them. I don’t even know how I could have missed it.”





        ‘She and Tara locked eyes. They seemed to freeze, or at least Willow did mid-sentence. They seemed to lost in each other’s gaze, and neither one seemed to care either. I took a seat at our lab table in between Xander and Willow, and she sat in the other seat next to Willow.



        “H-hello. Willow.” Tara whispered her name.



        “Umm, hi Tara. So you’re new? That’s cool, if you want you can sit with us Scoobies for lunch. Uh, that’s what we call ourselves. I guess that steams from us being a gang and all. So, yeah, I hope you will like here in Sunnydale.”



        “I think I’ll love it here,” I glanced over to see the first of many crooked half smiles from Tara to Willow.’





        “Aw, that’s so cute!”



        “I know right! But that was the start of something, that much I did know. But how far and how crazy things would get along the way. I had no clue,” she glanced over to her daughter, “so, purple eatery stop number one?”



        “Only if you’re buying!”



        “Like you’ve got any money to, Joy!”



        “You’re mean!”



        “Yeah, I’m the meanest mom ever. Driving for a couple of hours telling you stories…”



        “Fine, you win, you’re not mean. But you will be if you don’t continue the story!” she wagged her finger at her mother.



        “I will, but I figured that was a good place to stop. Will’s not the only one who can time things out.”



        “Suuure, but you’re still buying me a cheeseburger,” Joy opened the door to the classic diner allowing her mother to go first.



        “I know, I know,” Buffy walked in the door, and got them a booth. They sat down and ordered two bacon cheeseburgers and two chocolate shakes.



        “So?” Joy questioned her mother.



        “So what?” she faked innocence.



        “The story?”



        “What about it?”



        “Are you going to continue?” Joy was getting annoyed.



        “Continue what?”



        “So are you going to continue the story?”



        “Yes.”



        “When?”



        “When the food gets here.”



        “But mmmoooommmm!!!!” At this point the waitress showed up with their lunches.



        “Hmm, cow!”



        “Um, Mom the food’s here.”



        “Mfft!” Buffy asked through a mouthful of cow flesh topped with pig.



        “So continue the story!” She took a sip of her shake.



        Buffy finished the bite of burger in her mouth and continued. “Okay, okay. So…”





"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken

Edited by: Missocki at: 3/27/05 8:37 pm


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 Post subject: Replies Ch 1
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 10:13 pm 
WickedReds: Please huh? Well, :hmm OKAY! I will!



TaraBaby77: Yes, I will bless you with more, and yup cuteness will continue! :flirt



kisstheviolets: Yes, Buffy has a kid, and I'll even give you her name in the next update! But don't worry, you don't have to wait long for it.



Thanks again for the encouragement on this story. The update is coming right up!









"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 2
PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2005 10:32 pm 
A heartbreaking story? Or there are heartbreaks along the way but a happpy ending? Or so happy that our hearts break? Intriguing title.



So, a how-they-met story told from Buffy's POV. I'm liking Joy already. And with so few sentences you've already hit the characterizations.
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it took me the longest time to realize that people go on vacations without a schedule?
:lmao that's the influence of the great Willow.

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 Post subject: Re: That's How I Knew This Story Would Break My Heart
PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 4:19 am 
Awwwww that was so awesome. I can't wait for the next update. I like that Buffy has a kid. Most stories don't include that. I eagerly wait for an update.







Christina



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 Post subject: Replies ch 2
PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 10:53 am 
hidden watson: Glad to hear that the title as you thinking. Don't worry though. All will be explained as this continues. :sh

I'm thrilled that you like Joy. I want everyone to love her! :love Yes, Willow is a great influence isn't she? :p



cperrins78: Yay! :dance More people on board with Buffy and Joy! Woot! Oh, and you don't have to wait long for an update! Coz it's here!



:kgeek I've been a busy kitten...









"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 11:05 am 
Ch. 3: Changes

previously:



So continue the story!” She took a sip of her shake.



        Buffy finished the bite of burger in her mouth and continued. “Okay, okay. So…”






        ‘That was our first of many classes together. That semester was one of the hardest of my life. Not hardest in a academic sense but in an emotional way, and not just mine, but Willow’s too.’





        “Oh My GOD! What happened?” Buffy glared at her daughter of eighteen years. “I mean, I’ll be quiet now.”





        ‘Well, the thing was both Willow and I lost our first boyfriends that semester. Willow was dating this guy Oz for a few months, but he cheated on her and she broke it off, but even back then I figured it wouldn’t last that long.



        I caught up with Willow the day after her break-up with Oz, and of course, Tara was in tow. As the year grew on Tara, Willow, and I had basically become the three Musketeers, but as close as the three of us were, Tara and Willow were even closer.’





        “Willow? Are you okay?” As we walked up Willow was getting something out of her locker and was looking at this picture of the Scoobies at the beach, taken a few weeks prior.



        “Huh?” She shook herself out of her thoughts and turned to us. “What did you ask Buffy?”



        “S-she asked if you were okay? And I was just wondering the s-same thing.”



        Willow smiled gratefully. “I’m just fine. I mean, yeah, it hurt to have him cheat on me, but my heart wasn’t really the relationship. Him cheating just gave me an easy out.”



        “I knew it.” I was right about Will and Oz, she never really seemed to be that excited about him.



        “Knew what?” Tara and Willow both asked me at the same time.



        “Oh, sorry. I just kinda figured that you two weren’t going to be ‘you two’ for very long. You were never very happy with him. Hell you seemed happier when you hanging out with us, not that that’s a bad thing.”



        “Hee, yeah. He and I just didn’t click. But Pfft, whatever, I’m over it.” she waved her free hand in the air.



        “Well, then I suggest we have a girls night at my house this weekend. Besides I have something I want to ask the both of you.”



        “S-sure Buffy.”



        “Of course. When?”



        “Friday night. Movies, candy, the works.” And that was that. We agreed to met that weekend.’





        “Was that the start of Scooby Movie Night?”



        “No, we started those over the summer between sophomore and junior year.”



        “Oh, wait a sec. You guys were in what eleventh grade at the time, right?”



        “Yeah.”



        “Wow, that was a long time ago!”



        “It wasn’t that long ago! You better take it back or I’ll stop the trip and the story right now!” she bluffed. Joy bought it.



        “No! You can’t! I’m sorry I was only joking!” she pleaded.



        “So was I,” she gave her child a smug grin. Her child in turn, stuck out her tongue at her.



        “Man, I’m going to miss Scooby Movie Night with everyone. Specifically Rupert and Alex, but especially Rupert.”



        “I know, honey. But you guys can visit each other.”



        “I know, but I wish he, or you guys, would tell me where he’s going to college.”



        “He said it was going to write you with his address to your dorm room right?”



        “Yeah, but I just want to know how far I have to go to visit my best friend.”



        “Oh, he’s only your best friend?” she gave a cheeky grin.



        “What do you mean?” Joy felt the blush on her face, “I have no idea what you’re talking about!” she looked around the diner, clearly embarrassed.



        “Oh, I think you do.”



        “Umm, uhh, various sounds of hesitation.”



        “Admit it! You have always had a thing for that blue-eyed Cutie! Don’t deny it.”



        “FINE! I'm in love him," she whispered.



        "What was that honey?"



        "I love him," she said normally.



        "I didn't catch that, what did you say?"



        "I’M COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH HIM! Are you happy now!?” she cast another glance around the diner, she noticed that some of the patrons looked back at her. She sighed and slammed her head down on the table.



        “I know,” she ran her fingers though her daughter’s long blonde hair.



        “You knew?”



        “Of course. I’m your mom, it’s my job to know when someone is making you glowy.”



        She sat up, and gave a smitten grin. “Yeah, I know. Just thinking about him I get all, um, tinglely and sigh.”



        “Fifteen ninety on your SATs and all you can think of is tinglely and sigh?” Joy glared at her mother. “I’m kidding. I get it. Really I do. I was once there myself, heck I still am,” she too smiled the grin of the smitten kitten.



        “Twenty-two years later and Dad still makes you feel all tinglely and sigh?”



        “Everyday.”



        “Wow,” her blue-gray eyes widened.



        “Yeah, yeah, so are your ready to get back on the road?”



        “Only if you’re continuing the story.”



        “And what leave you hanging? I’m not that evil,” Buffy replied as she and Joy got up from the table, she left the money on the table.



        “I know, and Mom?” she asked as she put her bag over her shoulder.



        “Yes, sweetie?” Buffy looked up from her purse.



        “Thanks. I feel better now that I know that you know I know, ya know?” she wrapped her mother in a hug.



        “Your Welcome. Now let’s get back on the road and the tale.”







"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 12:08 pm 
WOW!!! Great update. It's so cute... Joy and Buffy. I so can see Buffy being a mommie... And Willow and Tara, priceless. Seeing that Willow stop mid-sentence when she saw Tara, yeappers, she's hooked. As I am hooked on this story. Great great greatness... Oh, I'm wondering, who is Joy's daddy??? Hope to see more soon. =)

Aaron

'Tarababy77'


"Don't buy into all the media crap. Love yourself for who you are, not what others THINK you should look like. It's DEFINITELY more important in this life to love each other despite our imperfections." - Amber Benson



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 12:17 pm 
Darn i missed an update.. heh i must had been sleeping...

but now i get to read 2 YAY!!!!

Im loving this... but i know in my kitten bones that there is going to be some drama here and there... with out it, the story probably wouldnt have a exciting happy ending??

But im with Aaron.. Who's the Daddy???



-reds:willow



Meine Banane tanzt für Rußflocke :banana

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'er the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2005 2:46 pm 
I'm loving this!!



Can't wait for more! And I'm wondering who the daddy is!!

someone from the show? umm who on earth would make Buffy all tinglely and sigh?? :P





UPDATE SOON!!!





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 1:46 am 
I'm also wondering who the dad is who could make Buffy tingly and sigh after 22 years. I like Joy a lot, she's fun and she brings out some amusing traits in Buffy.



Uh, yeah. This is a cool fic. Sorry I don't have more intelligent feedback for you.

I got bitten by a drunk lesbian! Does that mean I'll turn into one?



~my friend Mary



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 1:09 pm 
Hy there,

I just found your fic...I really love it....

The plot is very promising, and you have us all sitting on the edge of our chairs...who´s the boyfriend...who´s the father, .......



MORE PLEASE:bounce :bounce :bounce



Irishlassie



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Changes
PostPosted: Tue Mar 29, 2005 7:46 pm 
Guess I will join the who is Joy's dad bandwagon.:hmm I liked the update and look forward to more.





Christina



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 3: Replies
PostPosted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 5:49 pm 
Well, I'm baaaaaaack! And I have replies to replies, not to mention an UPDATE!!!



TaraBaby77: You're hooked? Does that mean I can reel you in? :wink As for Buffy's Baby's Daddy, you'll just have to keep reading, I'll drop hints, but that won't be learned until a later update :kdevil ...







WickedReds: Remember patience is a virtue. But yes of course there will be drama, like in the next update...:sob







Arwen276: I heart that you love this! Don't worry, all things will be revealed. But I do believe that you might have heard of the father of Joy.







Tempest Duer: That's quite alright. We all get our blocks. :dance Another person who loves Joy! WOO!

(Note: I love your quote! I laughed for half an hour when I read it a few months ago!)







irishlassie101: The "boyfriend"? You know your the first person to wonder about where he came from, but that will be a answer given at a later time. I am :applause that you like the plot. I like to do something different. Especially when you don't know what exactly :willow and :tara are thinking, it adds to the story don't you think? :glasses







cperrins78: Well, I hope you can hold on tight! ;)









"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken



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 Post subject: Ch. 4: Going Through The Motions
PostPosted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 5:55 pm 
Ch. 4: Going Through The Motions



        ‘So, the three of us met at my house that weekend. It started off normally enough, but after two bad horror movies and several conversions about various things, the topic of discussion turned to love, or in some cases the lack there of.’



        “So, Buffy, how are you and Angel?” Willow asked. Tara nodded, clearly wanted the answered to that question as well.



        “Uh,” I took a deep breath, “Bad. Really, really bad.”



        “Oh, no. W-why is that?” Tara and Willow both shared a look of confusion.



        “Yeah, I thought you were in love?”



        “We are, it’s just…”



        “W-what?”



        “He’s becoming really controlling.”



        “Controlling how? Telling you to do, um, ’things’?”



        “I little, but no not those ’things’, he’s just trying to change me. Ever since we made love-”





        “YOU WHAT?!” To say Joy was shocked would be an understatement.



        “What?”



        “You slept with him!? All those talks of no sex outside of marriage or serious commitment, and you slept with a guy before you were even eighteen?!”



        “Hey! I meant what I said. This is one of those ‘do as I say not as I do’ moments, alright.”



        “Hypocrite!”



        “Joy, you have no idea know much I wish I could have taken the higher road in that situation. I wish I had waited. Believe me. I’ve told you to save yourself for one simple fact. If you wait, you can give the person you love something truly special. Something no one else could ever have.”



        “Oh. I’m sorry mom. I didn’t mean to be so harsh.”



        “I know. And I get it, believe me.”



        “Did you sleep with Dad before you got married?”



        “No. I didn’t sleep with anyone else until I got married. I learned that lesson.”



        “What lesson is that?”



        “Sex, no matter who you are with, or what you do, changes things.”

       



        “he has been mean, overprotective, and controlling. He tries to tell me what to wear, what to eat, even who to talk too. Yesterday he told me that you two weren’t really my friends and hated me, and that I should only spend time with him.”



        “You’re kidding.”



        “No, I’m not,” I remember that I didn’t even notice that I was crying. That was until I tasted the salt on my lips. Willow and Tara did notice and came over to me and they both hugged me, letting me cry. After a few minutes of release and sobs. I stopped.



        “S-so what are you going to go?” Tara inquired as she and Willow pulled back enough for me to look them in the eyes.



        “I just don’t know. I want to know, but I don’t. What should I do?”



        “Leave him. If he doesn’t love you for who and what you are, he doesn’t deserve you,” Willow stated with resolve. I nodded. I knew deep down she was right.



        “I agree. I mean, I know you love him, but what he feels for you isn’t love. It’s not healthy for you, and if you don’t end it now it could get worse. Just think what he might do to you if you don’t do what he says? No one deserves to be controlled, to be told that you’re worthless, nothing, less than human, that what you want is wrong, and never deserve to be happy. Believe me, it hurts to have someone you love hurt you…” Tara began to tear up as well.



        “Tara?” Willow put her hand on Tara’s. She looked in her eyes. “Who hurt you?”



        “I-I can’t tell.”



        “Tara, what happened? You can tell us anything, we love you,” any thoughts I had of Angel were pushed to the back of my mind. I had to know who would have thought to harm Tara. I knew Willow was thinking the same thing.



        Tara smiled lightly at us. She took a deep breath, “Buffy, do you re-remember when w-we first m-met, and I told you that Alabama was b-bad?”



        “Yeah,” Willow and I exchanged worried glances at each other quickly before turning back to Tara.



        “Well, Alabama is where my father and brother are.”



        “You don’t mean?”



        “My father u-used to beat my mother, and once I was old enough to do chores, he beat me too. If dinner wasn’t ready when he said, or the house wasn’t clean enough, there was p-punishments. My mother tried to keep me safe, but he would still get me. He even got my brother to join in. Th-they would smack me, or kick, they would scream, calling us freaks and worthless.



        Things were like that every day until a week before I can here. That night, my father was drunk, as usual, as was Donnie. They decided they didn’t want what they asked us to make for them. That was the worst beating I could recall. Father started by throwing his plate on the floor at our feet. He grabbed Mama and threw her against the fridge. It knocked her out.



        The two of them then turned to me, and I remember thinking that they looked like two lions going after their prey, and that I was the zebra. Father got to me first slapping me across the face, then Donnie pushed me in the nose. I felt the tears burning my eyes, but I couldn’t cry, because crying always made it worse. They took turns hitting me until a hard left from Donnie knocked me to the floor. That’s when the kicking started. I don’t know how long they kicked me for, but eventually they got bored and left the house, saying they were going out to eat.



        I crawled to Mama as she woke up. She helped me up and took me to my room.'



        “What do you want to bring with you?” She asked as we reached my room.



        “What?” I asked her as she reached into my closet and pulled out a suitcase.



        “We’re leaving tonight. We’re going somewhere safe. Away from here. I have a car loaded up with my stuff in a safe place and some money set aside. We’re going to get what you need and the last of my things and leaving.”



        “Really?” I was so hopeful. Leaving that place? Never coming back? It sounded like the beating had made me delusional.



        “Really.” So Mama packed my bags and what little she had left of hers in her room. She left the house for a few minutes and came with a car, we loaded it up and left that night.”



        ‘I looked at Tara shell-shocked. I remember feeling like taking a flight to Alabama, ripping the male MaClays’ heads off, and kicking the bodies until my legs gave out. I looked to Willow and I’ve never seen her so upset.’



        “I’m so sorry,” Willow whispered as she crawled over to Tara, who was crying by this time. Willow put her arms around Tara, hugging her to her chest, and stroked her hair tenderly. “I’ll never let anyone hurt you again,” she swore as she rocked lightly back and forth. I then calmed down, inched over to the two of them wrapping myself around them.’





        “Oh My God. Mom, did that really happen?” Joy asked in a voice so light, it was barely audible. She had tears in her eyes and a lump at the back of her throat.



        “That was my reaction. I was stunned that anyone or anything could do that to Tara.”



        “How can someone be so mean?”



        “Some people are monsters, and sometimes there isn’t a slayer for them.”



        “Know I understand why she got upset when me, Rupert and Alex would roughhouse.”



        “Yeah, that was one thing that I learned that year, life isn’t always wonderful.” Buffy looked to her child, who in turn sighed. “But that’s why you have recognize happiness and hold on to it when you find it.”



        “That was deep Mom.”



        “Thanks.”



        “Especially from someone as shallow as you!” Joy quipped.



        “What?!?!? Okay that was mean! That’s it! We’re stopping for the night, and no more story for today!” Buffy gave her daughter an evil eye was normally reserved for when she was cut off in traffic.



        “No! Mom I’m sorry! Please don’t stop! I’ve got to know what happens!”



        “Nope, you were really mean. Besides, this is the hotel on Willow’s list anyway.” She pointed out of the window to the large building.



        “I can’t believe your stopping like that!” Joy huffed as she unclicked her seatbelt.



        “I can’t believe you fell for that!” Buffy replied as she shut the car door behind her, a smirk gracing her lips.



        “What!?” Joy’s eyes widened in surprise.



        “I was kidding! I’ll pick up where I left off after we check in and get dinner.”



        “I can’t believe you!”



        “I can’t believe you! Oh please. Yeesh, you’ve got your father’s wit that’s for sure.”



        “Geezer!”



        “Spazz!”



        “What are you twelve?”



        “If I’m twelve than so are you! Now grab your bag and get checked in before all the good rooms are taken.”







"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 4: Going Through The Motions
PostPosted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 7:28 pm 
My goodness, I kinda wanted to shed a tear :sob when I started reading about how Tara's father and brother treated her and her mom. Such mean people :rage . Anyhoo another great update in the books. Yeappers, I'm hooked and with every update, you are reeling me in, heehee. Hope to see more soon. Take care. =)



P.s. The name calling at the end was hilarious!!! =)

Aaron

'Tarababy77'


"Don't buy into all the media crap. Love yourself for who you are, not what others THINK you should look like. It's DEFINITELY more important in this life to love each other despite our imperfections." - Amber Benson



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 Post subject: Keep going
PostPosted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 8:39 pm 
interesting start..keep going.



I was giggling at the banter between Buffy and her daughter.

:bigwave



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 Post subject: Re: Keep going
PostPosted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 9:42 pm 
Oooh... nasty men... but wait, does that mean that Tara's mother is alive in this universe? I can't wait for more info on what's going on now as well as the alternate timeline.



And I'm glad you like my sig.

I got bitten by a drunk lesbian! Does that mean I'll turn into one?



~my friend Mary



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 Post subject: Re: Keep going
PostPosted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 9:50 pm 
I started reading this story today, and I am loving it. I can't wait to read how W/T ultimately end up together.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.




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 Post subject: Re: Keep going
PostPosted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 11:59 pm 
ha! love the mother daughter moments there... keep them coming..



-reds:willow



Meine Banane tanzt für Rußflocke :banana

Smutbunny Anthem: *sung to tune from Goldfinger* Smutbunnies...they'er the bunnies, the bunnies that love the smut...and Willow's butt. They surf for smut fiction...always lookin' for the next naked sweaty fix...of Tara's tits.- Written By Cameron(tarawhipped) For Us Smut Bunnies



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 5: Summer flings and Love
PostPosted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 9:25 am 
Ch. 5:Summer flings and Love

       



        “Hey Mom?” Joy turned to her mother who was setting down the last of their bags.



        “Yes honey?”



        “Can I jump on the bed?” Joy smiled a wicked smile.



        “What?” Buffy’s eyes widened in amazement.



        “Please? I mean look! The bed is huge and so springy!” She fall backwards on the bed and bounced back upright, “See?”



        “I can believe you would ask me that!” She gave the patented Mom glare that her mother taught her.



        “I’m sorry.” Joy bowed her head.



        “You should be. You are supposed to say ‘May I jump on the bed’,” with that Buffy threw herself on the bed and began to jump.



        “God! Mom! How are you able to get me like that every time?” she asked as she joined her mom on the bed.



        “Your Grandma Joyce of course,” Buffy answered between bounces.



        “Man, I’m gunna miss her and Grandpa Rupert,” she bounced.



        “Why wouldn’t you? I would have missed Mom and Dad if I had left town to go to College.”



        “I am, I mean going to miss you and Daddy. I love you guys so much.” Buffy smiled and wrapped her arms around her daughter knocking them both down to the bed.



        “My little girl is all growned up,” she faked a sniffle.



        “Mom. I not all that growned.”



        “Better not be!” They both sat up.



        “I still don’t get how anyone could have been mean to Aunt Tara and Grandma Beth,” she frowned a little bit.



        “Me neither. But I do know one thing that Beth told me one time.”



        “What?”



        “Things happen for a reason. The bad things, the good things, all of them. She told me that her marriage to Mr. MaClay was one of those bad things, but the one good thing he gave her was Tara. She told me that something good always comes out of something bad,” she ran her hands through her daughter’s hair, “She also told me that without sadness we would never know true happiness, and without dark, we wouldn’t know light.”



        “Wow. Ms. MaClay is always so wise.”



        “Yup.”



        “But so are all of you.”



        “What do you mean?”



        “I mean that all of you, you and Dad, Aunt Willow, Aunt Tara, Aunt Anya and Uncle Xander, Grandma and Grandpa, and Grandma Beth, are wise in the sense that you know things that you can only learn from life, and you guys know when to share with me, Alex, and Rupe.”



        “That was the kindest and wisest thing I have ever heard you say.”



        Joy smiled, “well, it’s true.”



        “Too bad you can’t be that smart more often.” She giggled. Joy tickled her.



        “Mercy! Mercy! I give, I give!” Joy smirked.



        “I win! Go me!” She stood up and did a victory dance, a very silly, ass shaking, victory dance.



        “Alright that’s enough! You can stop gloating now.” She did.



        “Okay, then can we go eat now? Not only am I hungry, but I’m dying to hear some more of the tales of yore.”



        “Funny. But I‘m with you I‘m starving.”



        “Yours always hungry Mom. Why is that?” She shrugged her shoulders.



        “Dunno. But get your butt out of the room and down to the restaurant in the lobby if you hungry as you claim to be.” With that the two left the room and returned an hour later.



        “-and he looked the bartender right in the eye and said ‘Do you remember what happened two weeks ago?‘ The bartender nodded, taking another look at the monkey, ‘Well, now he sizes everything’,” Joy said to her mother as they walked into the room, Buffy and her then broke into a fit of giggles.



        Buffy snorted, Joy laughed harder, “That was the best joke you’ve ever told, the grossest, but definitely the funniest.”



        “Well I try. But speaking of things told, what about your epic, uh, epic?”



        “Oh, alright!” Buffy lay down on the bed, Joy lay down next to her. “That night was that one that I’ll never forget.”



        “Well, obviously, I mean, it’s like twenty years later and you telling me.” Buffy jabbed Joy in the ribs.





        ‘So, that night brought all of us even closer together. Willow and Tara helped me get over Angel, and pass French. The rest of that semester passed rather quickly, but then does time usually fly by?’



        ‘That summer was so much fun for all of us. I remember one day that all of us were at the beach. We had dragged Xander out of his house to come to the beach with us. He and Cordelia broke up that semester too, and he was really hurt. Not that any of us could blame him really.’



       

        “Come on Xand!” Willow begged him.



        “Yeah Xander, get your butt out of bed and down to the beach with us!” I pleaded.



        “It’ll be fun, and m-maybe you’ll met someone,” Tara explained.



        “Fine I’ll go!” Xander gave in. We spent most of the day at the beach. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining, the water was warm, and not a cloud in the sky. I remember Xander trying light a grill for us to have burgers and him not being able to do it.’



        “Well, it’s great to know I lack the culinary skills of a caveman.”



        “Can I try?” a pretty brunette woman asked him. She had been walking by and saw the whole thing. “Maybe I could get it?” Xander was speechless. Not to mention drooling at her bikini. She tilted her head to the side, looking for his answer.



        “I think he said sure,” I translated as Xander nodded excitedly. He handed her the lighter, and in one try she got it lit.



        “See fire, I‘m Anya by the way,” we introduced ourselves.



        “And this is Xander,” I explained, as Xander still hadn’t regained his mental ability to form coherent words. Anya eyed him appreciatively.



        “You can j-join us if you want,” Tara offered.



        “Really? I don’t want to interrupt anything.”



        “Are you kidding? You saved the day. I think you wouldn’t be interrupting anything at all.” I said, Anya agreed and sat down on the blanket next to Xander, so close that their shoulders we touching. The rest of us shared a look, the ’somebody’s-hooked’ look. Xander didn’t even notice this, he was to busy checking out Anya.



        “So, food?” he threw on the hot dogs and burgers. While eating we realized that Anya was a little, um-”

       



        “Crass? Tactless? Sex Obsessed?” Joy offered.



        “The second one, we didn’t discover the last one until a few weeks later…”





        ‘We were at the Bronze, the four of us and Anya. Xander had left to buy us some drinks. And some how the conversion turned to…’



        “Xander’s a Viking in the sack.”



        “WHAT?!” The three of asked simultaneously.



        “Well, he is. Just saying’.”



        “Okay, so one wants to dance?” I asked not wanting the visual of Xander and Anya that just popped into my head. No, no thoughts of Xander in a Viking helmet and-no. Willow and Tara quickly agreed joining me on the dance floor. Xander and Anya soon joined us. About half an hour later, I and Anya went to sit down and Xander went to the bathroom.



        Willow and Tara were still dancing together. A slower song then came on over the speakers, and the two of them began to dance to the song. They were focused on nothing but each other. Willow had her arms around Tara’s waist and Tara arms were around Willow’s neck. Tara then placed her head on Willow’s shoulder.’



        “Are they organism friends?” Anya asked me as we watched the two of them dance. I spit out my drink.



        “W-what?”



        “Are they having sex?”



        “NO! They’re friends and hello? Not gay!”



        “Well, not for long. Look at them. They are totally hot for each other.”



        ‘They are not!” I looked at the two of them. Sure they were so cute together, but together together? I didn’t think they liked each other that way.’



        “The rest of the night went along fine. Although Anya’s comments were really starting to annoy Willow.



        “What is her deal? Does she have to tell us everything out Xander and her’s love life? Because I don’t want to know!” Willow asked us after we left the Bronze.



        “Not to mention all the people all over the Bronze she thought were having sleeping together.” Tara added. She and Willow were holding hands as were Willow and I.



        “Hee Hee. Yeah, you believe some of the people she thought were ‘together‘.”



        “Like who?”



        “Oh, you guys don’t want to know.” I was sure, back then, that they would have freaked and been weird around Xander’s new honey. So I kept that to myself, but it wasn’t until a week before school started that I would learn that wasn’t necessarily true.



        Will’s parents decided to take her with them to a convention they were going to. They hadn’t been home for most of the summer, and I guess they wanted to make up for it. Come to think of it, they were gone most of that last school year too. Anyway, Tara was spending the night at my house.’





        “Man, you would not believe the cutie that I met earlier today. He was working at the Espresso Pump. His name is Riley. He’s a little older, but so sweet.”



        “That’s cool Buffy. I’m happy for you. Did he ask you out?”



        “We’re having dinner tomorrow night.”



        “Wow.”



        “Yeah, and I think he might have a friend for you if want, sometime. “



        “Um, no. I wouldn’t be interested.”



        “Why?”



        “Do you really want to know?”



        “Yeah.”



        Tara looked like she was thinking about something. And I guess she made up her mind. She took a deep breath. “Buffy, I have something I have to tell you, but you have to promise not to tell anyone. I mean NO one.”



        “You can trust me Tara.”



        “Not even Willow.”



        “I promise. So share.”



        She sighed, “I’m gay.”



        “Huh?”



        “I’m a lesbian. I like girls not boys.”



        “Oh, OH!”



        “I-if y-you d-don’t w-want to b-be m-my f-friend, I Und-derstand I-I-”



        “Are you kidding? Just cause your gay doesn’t mean I’m not going to be your friend. Your one of my best friends. Do you honestly think I’ll let you get rid of me that easily?”



        “Do you mean it?”



        “Of course. I love you Tara, buuddy.” I hugged her. She pulled back.



        “Wow, I’ve wanted to tell you for such a long time.”



        “How long for you known?”



        “A couple of years.”



        “Wow, that’s a long time. So, do you like anyone?”



        “Umm, what?” she blushed deeply.



        “You do like someone.”



        “N-no. N-no one.” she blushed even harder.



        “Yes you do. Who is it? Do I know her?”



        “Y-you c-could say that.”



        “Is it me? It’s not me is it?” Tara laughed.



        “No, but-”



        “Tara. I promise I won’t tell her or anyone I promise.”



        “Willow,” she whispered and ducked her head down hiding behind her hair.



        “Did you just say Willow?”



        “Y-yes.”



        “Willow? As in our best friend, redheaded Willow?”



        “Yeah, sweet, beautiful, smart, green-eyed, redheaded, wonderful Willow.”



        “Huh. How long?”



        “What do you mean?”



        “How long have you had a crush on Willow?”



        “Oh. Since the first time I met her.”





        “Oh, my Goodness. That is the cutest thing I have ever heard,” Joy exclaimed.



        “Yeah, it is one of the cutest admissions of love that I’ve ever heard,” Buffy said pointedly.



        “What’s one of the others?”



        “You earlier. That was adorable.”



        “Oh, yeesh. Are you going to give me crap about this for the rest of this trip?”



        “No crap giving here. No sir-ee.”



        “I feel a but coming on…”



        “It’s just I want to know something.”



        “What would you like to know?”



        “What you like about him.”



        “Oh,” she closed her eyes as if imagining him, “his eyes for one thing. Those blue eyes, I look into them and I see his heart. And I love his hair, that dark red, soft hair of his. Not to mention his smile, you know the one that lights up the whole room? And he is so sweet, kind, and one of the funniest and most charming men I’ve ever met. He’s been my best friend for ever and has always looked out for me, and been there for me. How could I not be in love with him?”



        “Yeah, I kinda love him too.”



        “Well, you have known him since he was born, you should love him.”



        “Very true.”



        “Mom?”



        “Yes?”



        “What do you love about Dad?”



        “His smile. That was the first thing I noticed about

him. I loved his voice, I could listen to him all day. He saved my life, and he went out of his way to do it too. And okay, he was just an overall hottie.”



        “Oh, God.”



        “Hey, you asked.”



        “I know,” she yawned.



        “I second that. So sleep?” Buffy looked to her daughter, but she was already fast asleep. “I’ll take that as a yes.” She then bent down and kissed her child’s forehead. “Good night.” Buffy slowly got up off the phone, and got her phone off the nightstand, and dialed her husband’s number.



        “Hello?”



        “Hi honey.”



        “Buffy! I’m glad you called. I was getting worried about my two favorite girls.”



        “Well, not to worry. We’re both fine. Your kid is fast asleep.”



        “Good. How was the drive?”



        “Good. The radio broke the second we got on the highway, so she begged me to tell her a story.”



        “Bollocks. Which one are you telling her?”



        “One about Willow and Tara.”



        “Oh, really? How far did you get?”



        “When Tara told me about how she felt about Willow.”



        “The bad bit is coming up soon.”



        “Yeah, but I seem to remember one good part of that incident.”



        “And that was?”



        “You.”



        “I love you too.”



        “Goodnight, sexy.”



        He laughed, “You have called me that in-”



        “Three days. I know. But I just had to remind you. I love you.”



        “I love you too. Good night luv.” He hung up.



        ‘Yup, still tinglely and sigh.’ She smiled and went to bed.









"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken

Edited by: Missocki at: 4/2/05 12:48 pm


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 Post subject: Ch. 4: Replies
PostPosted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:19 am 
Aaron: Yeah, I know, it made me wanna cry even as a wrote it, :aww but it had to be done. But I'm glad you loved the banter between Buffy Joy.





hin768: I think I just might :glasses . And another who loves banter? Woo!





Tempest Duer: Actually, just read the update and some of your questions will be answered...:wink But lucky you it's going up after this reply!





The Rose24: Shh!!! you might ruin the ending! Just j/k. :p





WickedReds: I will, in fact there will be plenty in this update.





And now the update!









"I think when I cease to go to the bathroom, then I can call myself famous." -Amber Benson

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." -Rose Franken



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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 5: Summer flings and Love
PostPosted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 2:06 pm 
I like that story. The interaction between Buffy and Joy is great. :D



*lil´c*

Edited by: Warduke at: 4/2/05 1:13 pm


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 Post subject: Re: Ch. 5: Summer flings and Love
PostPosted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 2:29 pm 




SO the daddy is SPIKE!!! I Had a scary feeling it might be Riley!

But then it turned out to be Spike!!!



yay you!!!



I love Tara's way of talking to Buffy about her crush!



Cant wait for more!

~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow



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 Post subject: great update
PostPosted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:13 pm 
Now before we get ahead of ourselves and say the daddy is Spike we should wait and see who it is. Missocki could be trying to fake us out. It would be awesome if it was Spike. Great update and the suspense is killing me.





Christina



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 Post subject: Re: Great update
PostPosted: Sat Apr 02, 2005 10:48 pm 
I love Tara's admission of her feelings for Willow. She is so cute.



I really hope Spike isn't Buffy's husband, but I have a feeling he is.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.


Tara: Willow, I got so lost.

Willow: I found you. I will always find you.




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 Post subject: Re: Great update
PostPosted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 2:06 pm 
Spike... could it be Spike... but how? well anyways... it was cute and sweet how Tara reveled her crush.. great update..



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