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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby AlysonGoddess » Fri Dec 02, 2005 7:24 pm

WHEW! Awesome update..damn cliffhangers update soon i need to know what happens to tara!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby Lythande » Fri Dec 02, 2005 11:45 pm

This is just an excellent story. You really capture the characters faithfully, particularly Willow's speech patterns. Attention to detail like that is what makes a good fic a great one.

As for this update in particular, I love the banter between Nameless and Willow. Funny, creative, and I liked seeing Willow hold her own with Nameless.

I've really liked the Nameless character, too. He (or she?) is very complex, with multiple layers -- sometimes horrifyingly cruel and sometimes quite sympathetic. Very nice work.

And I'm thinking that your vicious rhetoric sounds a bit like a line from Win A Date With Tad Hamilton.

Can't wait for your next update.

Jerri

Edited because I really CAN spell. Really.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby grimlock72 » Sat Dec 03, 2005 7:06 am

Hmm... I wonder if Nameless could have taken Tara if Willow hadn't sort of allowed him near her. It seems as if Nameless can't or wont harm Willow directly.

The Captain should have either brought his own forces with him or trained the temporaries better. The stun grenade was good idea, but why not a real grenade?? If you want your enemies dead, deploy the means to get it done... not some taunting and glowering which gets you nowhere :). If it was indeed the Sarge who was carrying the fake child, he must have had a reason to stun Buffy. At that close-range the effects would be shattered ear-drums and optical nerve damage, flashbangs are NOT harmless at such close-range (i.e. don't try this at home;-)

I figured Nameless would have to save Tare and Willow, something Willow hopefully will think about some more. As Nameless said Willow could have taken out those vampires all by herself, she would probably have used a less bloody spell with the same end-result. I can't explain the time between the deflected bullet until Nameless actually arrives at the scene though. He's much faster than that if he wants to ain't he?

Why on earth would Willow think Buffy can 'save' her from Nameless ?? Surely Willow ain't that stupid or ignorant, if anyone could 'save' her from Nameless at that time it would have been Willow herself. Buffy vs. magic equals dead Buffy.

Nameless has several valid points in his talk with Willow. Specifically that darkness is not only connected to magic, a misconception Tara suffered from as well (some magic might be more evilly inclined, resurrecting dead and such;-). I hope Willow will ponder those points some more. Nameless taking of Tara quite likely has weakened his statements to Willow though. Not exactly sure why he told her such things, doesn't seem the type to want a duel on equal terms or such :lol.

How would Nameless do a MRI scan of his own head anyway ? If never, why the need for having such a stone with him... storage in pockets is finite after all. Tara will have a concusion for sure, but that just needs rest not some magical transport.

Nameless reads a lot like a certain writer, same understated humour and such, heh. Humour is much in need in such a evil infested town as Sunnydale. I don't quite follow why Willow wouldn't want to witness a vampire who shot Tara (with intend to kill) being dismembered. Heck, *I* would enjoy it in similar circumstances.

It's strange that Nameless has taken Tara at this time. It will for sure put much more focus on him and as far as we know he's mind-altering plan with Willow wasn't done yet. So what does Nameless want from Tara that he risks his plan?? Why did he seem to need some sort of OK from Willow to go near her??

The identity of Nameless has me worried a bit, I would be upset if he turns out to have been a she after all. Then again, coming up with male suspects is hard to do... (there was this male warlock in season3 in the fairytale Hans&Gretel episode, never saw much of him again though).

Lots of questions and not so many clues... it's becoming a pattern with this story :lol.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby tru2urheart » Sat Dec 03, 2005 11:33 am

Ah man. Excellent story, but you had to leave us a cliffhanger. I hope you update soon. I want to know what happens. What happens to Tara? :-D
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby mole » Sun Dec 04, 2005 8:12 pm

Wow Paul. You really know how to work the cliffhanger.

I just found this fic over the weekend and I'm so glad I did. I share everyone's frustration in trying to ferret out who Nameless is. It is indeed disturbing to learn that Nameless' facial expressions are remenisent of Tara. All the hints you give to his identity just muddy the waters more. But, I admit, it does build a certain anticipation that is quite satisfying in a crazy way.

More areas of angst: Will Willow finally see that her darkness doesn't stem from the magic but from within everyone of us? If driven far enough, aren't we all capable of things we'd never dream of doing? I get the distinct impression that, if the Scoobys are to beat the latest BB, Willow must come to terms with her power and embrace it as a gift. Not treat it as a form of weakness.

Where the heck is Tara and what is Nameless' plan for her? Will her kidnapping at the hands of Nameless finally get Tara and Willow to tell each other all the things they've been keeping to themselves? Will they finally realize that hiding the truth never helps? Yes, I'm 100% optimistic that Nameless will return Tara unharmed. Nothing bad will happen to her (well,other than getting shot in the head). Right, Paul?

Okay, back to the research paper that's due tomorrow evening. Needed a break and couldn't think of a better way to spend it than to send you a bit of f/b and a big thanks for a great story.

Keep up the good work.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby YMKA » Tue Dec 06, 2005 10:03 pm

Hey there :)

I just discovered this story....and wow....Every single updated... I kept guessing who it might be.....Oz, Glory, ET, EW (hm....funny Evil Tara =...... ET.....and Evil Willow=....EW...ops... OT....lol) ....at one point BEN!!![I was desperate!!!] But no....now I'm thinking he's somebody's son [well a particular somebody...cuz hello!!! we all are somebody's children...lol]....or daughter...but probably son, why would you refer to yourself in male gender if you are female? Well... maybe you just trying to confuse us! (and what a great job you are doing!). For some strange reason, I just can't hate Nameless....I actually like him. Even if he thinks of himself as not being human...he's more human to me than some other...people :)

I have a question [it's from earlier chapters and sorry if somebody elsealready asked that...I didn't really read all fbs...lol] In first chapter (I think) he said that " .. Nothing, from the smallest insect to the largest demon can enter or leave without my knowledge.. " yet he was kind of surprised to see GILES!!!!! I know....I'm being pain in the a....butt :lol Sorry!!! Just curious! :D

Can wait for next update.....!!!!!!

Thanks for this wonderful story !

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby LeatherQueen » Fri Dec 09, 2005 9:44 am

Well, wasn't that a nasty little additional cliffhanger after the last chewy morsel of cliffhangery goodness?

So... another small clue to the identity of Nameless. Or perhaps something to throw us off the scent? Hm... no, I don't think so. I think every clue has a reason. And now my previous guess of his identity has been tossed out the window for a new one. Argh!! So many questions to be answered!

Anyway, great updates Paul. I'm looking forward to the next part to see how you write a frantic and distraught Willow. Will she go back to the magic? Hm. What if that's Nameless's goal in all of this? So many questions...
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby kisstheviolets » Fri Dec 09, 2005 11:09 am

hi paul... thanks to the load of snow in massachusetts this fine morning i was able to read this story all in one shot. wow, it is something else. such a great fic so far. like everyone else i'm racking my brain trying to figure out who nameless is. i have one theory that came to me after watching an episode of angel the other day. i'll say no more though. you've written a compelling big bad who is as funny and fascinating as he is cruel and twisted. i cant wait to see where you take this.

thanks for sharing this fic with us.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby Darth Pacula » Sat Dec 10, 2005 10:07 pm

G'day all. Replies first, then the update. Bet you didn't see that coming. :-D

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caz - Hail and well met, Caz. Hmm, apparently I'm feeling a tad archaic today. Oh well. Glad you're enjoying the story, Cluedo comparisons aside. Everyone seems to have their own personal prime suspect for who Nameless is, don't they? More is coming right up. I hope you enjoy it.

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viximon - G'day, Viximon. It's good to know you don't hold a grudge for my habit of refusing to spill the beans. But you're spot on about me having an maniac evil head. Well spotted!

Glad you liked the last bit, and the little back and forth between Willow and Nameless. It was fun to right too, so I guess we'll have to be evil together.

Speaking of which, that hospital suggestion? Nice and evil, mate. Not what Nameless has in mind though. He's got something more specific than just inflicting random emotional pain in mind.

Cheers.

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AntigoneUnbound - G'day, Mary. I didn't induce gastronomic pyrotechnics, did I? Seems to be a habit of mine of late. Don't worry, there are no acts of extreme violence in the next chapter. There's still some mildly freaky stuff, but hey, it's me. That's probably always going to be there.

Glad you liked the interaction between our beauty (one of them anyway) and the beast. I was definitely trying for a memorable first contact situation. Plus, it's always good to know I can keep you guessing as to his intentions.

Woo hoo! Perplexed and captivated! That's what I was aiming for. Did I misspell mochacchino? I haven't the faintest, but I don't actually drink coffee, so I'm not that worried.

As for Buffy's little fear, I reckon you're spot on. How could she not have it? In my opinion, I think that was one factor behind a lot of the 'lone ranger' attitude we saw her display in cannon; more of a desire to try and keep her friends out of the firing line, rather than a desire to go it alone.

Glad you're still enjoying my tale, Mary. And G'day back. Even if it's night where you are.

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Patches - G'day, Patti. Okay now, let me see. I'm delusional, but I don't have a god complex. Plus I'm still the poster boy for maleficence. Yep, that sounds about right. :-D

Ya know, if I wasn't largely shameless, I might blush from the amount of praise you lavished upon me. Instead, I'll just grin, cackle maniacally and wander off into another delusional fantasy world. :-D Oh, but I take no credit for any sound effects you heard. You must have supplied them yourself.

Now as to the issue of Nameless' gender, the narrator is only going by what is visually evident to Willow. At no point do we see inside Nameless' head in the last chapter. I purposefully didn't have any first person segments, for the sole reason of keeping any thoughts and motivations he might have had concealed. So, the whole male bit might simply be a result of another glamor. Or I could just be trying to mislead you right now. :devil

As for Willow's token defense against letting Nameless near Tara, well she wasn't thinking too straight at the time, since she was so worried about Tara's condition. I imagine she was kind of thinking in an any port in a storm mentality. Plus, she usually tends to think the best of people until proven otherwise, and as far as she knows, Nameless hasn't made any direct moves against her or Tara. Whether or not this proves to be a mistake, well, just wait and see.

But no, the rhetoric line didn't come from Revenge of the Sith. As a matter of fact, I don't remember that word being used in it. Hmm. I guess I might have to watch it again. What a hardship. :-D

Cheers, Patti.

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AlysonGoddess - Thanks, Erin. Glad you liked it. The next update is up next, and Tara has a starring role this time, as opposed to being unconscious the entire time. But a word of warning; expect another cliffhanger! :devil

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Lythande - G'day, Jerri, and welcome. Glad you like it, and thanks for your praise. I don't know about this being a great fic, but hey, who am I to argue?

As I've mentioned above, the Willow/Nameless back and forth was fun to write, so I'm glad it worked for you. I'm also glad you like Nameless. I was worried when I started it that everyone would hate him, because he's not all bad, no matter what he himself might think.

And yes, you are the winner. The rhetoric line does indeed come from 'Win a Date with Tad Hamilton'.

Cheers, and hey, who doesn't stuff up their spelling once in a while?

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grimlock72 - Hey there, Grimmy. Could Nameless have taken Tara without getting near her? Good question, but not one I can answer. I tried asking him, but he just told me to get stuffed.

Ah yes, incompetent flunkies. A classic villain trademark. The Captain, who is in fact Isiah, was trained in the mold of late 18th/early 19th century warfare. Simply throw enough troops at the enemy, and their quality won't count as much. Of course, we now know how well that turned out.

Why not a real grenade? Um ... because I didn't want to kill off Buffy? I have to say, I didn't even think of that when I was writing it. The vamp with the fake baby was just random unnamed vampire flunky # 7125, not Bixby. As for the side effects of detonating a flash bang in such close proximity, well I don't have much experience with pyrotechnics, (unless you count some incidents with a bunsen burner in High School) so I'm kind of glossing over that.

Good catch on the time delay between the bullet deflection and Nameless' assault. I had meant to address that issue in the last update (I'd even composed some dialog in my head) but I kind of forgot about it while I was writing. It will make an appearance (unless I forget again) but not in this next update.

The whole 'Buffy save me' issue? Well, the way I see it, is that it's a habit of Willow's, since Buffy is normally the one who deals with most of the bad guys the scoobies face, plus her self confidence isn't the best at the moment. You are right though; Buffy vs Nameless isn't likely to end well for the Slayer.

No, Nameless isn't really the type of person who prefers a fair fight. He'd probably prefer to kill his enemies in bed before they even know that he's there. So why try to get Willow to use magic again? Wait and see, Grimmy. Wait and see.

As for why he had his little brain scan doohickey? Well, think of him as a sort of magical boy scout, in the always be prepared kind of sense. Plus pocket space might not be an issue if he's linked all of his pockets to his own private pocket dimension. I'm not saying he has, but it's an idea.

I tend to see Willow as a kind soul generally, so that's why she didn't want to watch Raoul's demise. She'd have quite happily staked him herself, but dismembering him slowly in midair probably seems a tad ... excessive. If he'd killed Tara though, it'd be a whole other story.

Finally, why did Nameless take Tara? Because he plans to use her. Which probably isn't good news.

More questions coming up for you right after this, Grimmy. Cheers.

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tru2urheart - G'day, Ariel. Good to have you here, and I'm glad you've liked it so far. As for cliffhangers? Well, I do tend to use them a lot, don't I? And I'm not stopping just yet either.

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mole - G'day, Michelle. Gee, thanks. I appreciate your kind words. The muddy water re Nameless' true identity is intentional. Some of these clues I'm giving are probably red herrings, because some of them probably contradict others, just to add to the confusion.

If Willow and the rest of the gang expect to have a hope of beating Nameless, they're going to have to be at the top of their game, which means Willow is going to need to come to terms with her own power, and her own capacity for misusing it. It's going to take both Willow and Tara working in concert to stop this BB, because they're always more powerful when they act in concert.

Tara's fate will be partially revealed in this next update, and part of the reason why Nameless took her in the first place. I can guarantee that Tara won't suffer any permanent harm because ... well, it is the Kitten Board, remember.

Anyhoo, good luck with that research paper. I hope you did well, and I'm glad I could provide even a momentary respite from your studies.

Cheers, Michelle.

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YMKA - G'day, Marina. Whoa! There are a couple of freaky guesses in there, mate. Glory and Ben! Um, aren't they kinda dead? Of course, that wouldn't especially stop me if I could come up with an interesting reason. But as for the idea that Nameless might be a specific person's progeny? Interesting idea. No-one else has suggested that. You would have to wonder though, if that were the case, why would he be so cheesed off?

That being said, I'm glad you like him. He does claim to have exorcised the greater part of his humanity, but I tend to think of that as a lie he tells himself to enable him to cope with what he thinks he has to do.

As for your question, no-else had asked it, so here's a answer for you. (Made up, especially for you right this very minute) The wards he was referring to at that point were raised so he would know when Warren was on his way in. Once he had the soon-to-be late Mr Mears in his grasp, he removed them to conserve power. Hence, he wouldn't have felt Giles arrive.

Never apologize for being curious. It doesn't bother me when people point out the inevitable plot holes that probably riddle my story.

Cheers, Marina. Hope you enjoy this next update.

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LeatherQueen - Yes, cliffhangers are a staple of the diet here, I'm afraid. You know, I'd hate to look outside your window, mate. You must have a small mountain of discarded theories out there by now. :-D

More questions and few answers coming right up. Enjoy!

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kisstheviolets - Hi, Brandy. (I suddenly feel like Mr Whiskers. If you don't know what I'm talking about, don't worry. It's just a cartoon. I might look like I'm 27, but mentally, I think I'm about 10)

Hmm, snow huh? At the risk of being threatened with a snow shovel by Mary again, what's that? :-D

Now, more to the point, you read everything up til know in one setting? Yikes! Glad I could liven up your day.

So, a theory inspired by an episode of Angel, huh? I wonder what that could be? :hmm

I'm glad Nameless works for you. The story wouldn't work without him. Well, to be honest, there wouldn't be a story without him, so I'm kind of fond of the nutjob.

Thanks for reading, Brandy.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 02 Dec)

Postby Darth Pacula » Sat Dec 10, 2005 10:27 pm

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more.


Disclaimers: I still don't own squat. But then you guys know that, right?


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


The story so far ... Willow and Tara have been rescued by none other than Nameless himself, who has then proceeded to bicker with Willow before abducting an unconscious Tara. Willow is understandably upset at this turn of events.


Part 17.


Even at the best of times, the mind of Willow Rosenberg was hardly what could be referred to as a quiet and introspective place. Random thoughts were constantly buzzing around her consciousness, occasionally erupting in the verbal hiccups of eccentric, or down-right wacky, insight that Tara found so endearing.


But at this precise moment in time, as Willow found herself abandoned and alone, Tara kidnapped by a seemingly deranged warlock, a single thought was all that ran through the redhead's normally busy mind. I have to find Tara.


The words ran through Willow's mind on a perpetual loop, providing a soundtrack to a constantly shifting landscape of prospective rescue plans. The only problem was ... Willow had no idea what to do. At what might well be the most critical juncture of her young life, she had no idea of what to do.


So it was that Willow found herself pacing back and forth spasmodically, eyes fluttering sightlessly over the terrain of the graveyard. The sense of panic that was clawing ruthlessly at her innards was growing, feeding upon itself in a parasitic life cycle that would soon see it completely overwhelm the redhead.


“Will? Tara?”


The sound of Buffy's voice simultaneously broke the leaden silence, and freed Willow from the clutches of her panicked indecision. Whirling around, she lunged at where Buffy stood peering shortsightedly in Willow's vague direction. Moving as if frenzied, the redhead seized Buffy by both arms, and almost shook her.


“Buffy! We've got to do something! He's got her! He was here, and there were vampires with guns, and Tara was shot ... oh god! Buffy! They shot her! She's all alone with him, and she's unconscious and helpless ...”


“Willow! Stop!” Buffy insisted, dread twisting a knife in her stomach at the tears trickling down her best friend's cheeks. “Slow down! What happened? Where's Tara?”


“He took her, Buffy!” wailed Willow, completely ignoring Buffy's request. “He came, and ... and ... he said he saved her! But he took her, he took her away from me, Buffy! She's all alone ... with him!”


“With who, Will?” Buffy demanded, too worried to take the time to be gentle. “Who took Tara?”


“Nameless!” sobbed Willow.


The Slayer's response was short, succinct and somewhat blue in nature. If fact, it might have even made a sailor blush.


“What do we do, Buffy? I don't know what to do!” Willow begged her friend, desperate for something, anything to distract her from the vast, gaping hole Tara's absence left in her world.


Buffy gritted her teeth, and spoke with a determined confidence that was largely faked for her friend's benefit. “We find them, Willow. We find them, we kick Nameless' ass, and you and Tara live happily ever after.”


“Buffy ... I can't lose her,” Willow hiccuped, on the verge of tears. “I just can't. I couldn't deal with it.”


The Slayer enfolded her best friend in a desperate hug. “It won't come to that, Willow. I promise you that.”


“She's all alone,” Willow mumbled into the blonde's shoulder. “Who knows what he's doing to her?”


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As I re-materialized in my cave lair, the unconscious blonde witch cradled in my arms, I staggered, nearly dropping my precious burden. Weakness borne of magical over-exertion swept over me, accompanied by the familiar pain of the ravages of dark magic upon my flesh.


Gritting my teeth against the agony, I levered myself to my feet. My pain could wait, for it would ultimately be fleeting, and of little consequence. I first had to attend to Tara. She was what mattered right now. Willing or not, the witch would be a linchpin to my plans for Willow.


I scanned the cave for a suitable place to lay her, but it was, after all, a cave. They are not typically known for their amenities. I didn't even consider the smooth topped rock formation that resembled an altar; it still bore bloodstains from the agonizing death I had inflicted upon the wretched Warren Mears. Even I would not defile Tara with even the smallest trace of that piece of filth.


However, once that possibility had been excluded, there wasn't exactly a dearth of other locations to consider. In the end, I settled upon the shallow depression in the earthen floor where I occasionally slept. A ragged blanket, hastily bundled up, made a makeshift pillow that I gently placed beneath her head.


I inspected her face, and found that the blood coating one side was beginning to dry. It was already tacky to the touch. If left to dry, it could prove annoying to remove, especially from her long blonde hair. This was a fact I could personally vouch for. And to be perfectly honest, I was even worse, since I was still coated with the byproduct of my little ... temper tantrum with the vampire.


This will never do, I thought, and moved to the rear of the cave. There was a small spring there, trickling through a crack in the cave wall to puddle in a small stone basin, polished smooth by the passage of unknown decades worth of water. A small, hand carved wooden bowl rested beside the spring, painstakingly etched runes around its lip enacting a minor purification spell. It wouldn't ... oh say turn water into wine, but it did make sure that the water was fit to drink.


Filling the bowl with water, I returned to the witch's side and settled down by her side. Shrugging out of my trench coat, I carefully laid it down beside me. The numerous potion vials concealed within were tightly sealed, but it didn't pay to court disaster. Should one or more of them spill, and perhaps mix with one of the other artifacts or focus items also housed within it ... I wouldn't care to predict the result. The coat would probably end up being brought to an obscene parody of life and trying to hump my leg.


Drawing the knife sheathed on my hip, I cut a slash low in one sleeve of my shirt, then tore the strip of fabric loose. I stabbed the knife into the ground, rather than sheathe it again, then soaked my impromptu washcloth in the bowl and proceeded to gently wash Tara's face clean.


She mumbled slightly, and tossed her head as I did so, as if dreaming. I awkwardly crooned a snatch of a soothing lullaby I half remembered my mother singing to me a lifetime ago. Despite my lack of familiarity with anything even remotely related to making others feel better, it seemed to do the trick, for the blonde settled back. I found myself smiling, as I experienced the faintest echo of an emotion I had not felt for at least two decades. I felt ... happy. Huh. Wasn't sure if that was even possible any more.


Leaning forward, I stared at her face in fascination. Is that it? Is that why she loves you so much? Simply because you make her happy? Can it really be that simple? She does love you, I know that. More than anything. Which is why you are her most vulnerable weak point.


That fleeting moment of happiness died a quiet, unmourned death. Which is why I am going to exploit that weak spot.


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Consciousness returned to Tara Maclay gradually, reluctantly, as if it had to be physically forced to return to the blonde witch like a recalcitrant student is to school at the end of summer vacation. A harsh, throbbing pain dominated her thought process' though, making it hard to even think, let alone concentrate.


Her eyes flickered open, struggled to stay that way. It wasn't easy, and it was several minutes before she could focus enough to make sense of her surroundings. Tara stared up at a roof of naked, unworked stone, and her brow furrowed as she realized that she had no idea where she was. She then winced as the movement stretched the gashed skin on her temple.


What ... where am I? Tara struggled to concentrate, racking her disrupted memory for a trace of what might have happened to her. I ... I was in the cemetery. We were walking home ... there was a vampire ... with a baby. Buffy chased him ... and ... and something hit me. Willow ... she looked shocked ... terrified. Oh goddess ...


“Willow!” she shouted as she sat bolt upright, eyes wide open with fright, not for herself, but for her beloved. Despite her determination, the pain that washed over her at the sudden movement made her sway and fall.


A pair of slender, but strong arms caught her, and gently lowered the blonde to the ground. A relieved smile graced Tara's lips. “Will ...” she mumbled happily.


A mutilated face, framed by long, greasy black hair slid into Tara's field of vision, wearing an amused smirk. “Not quite ...” he stated in a quiet but harsh rasp as Tara stiffened.


“Get your hands off me!” Tara blurted in a panic, swiping blindly at the menacing face. There was blur of movement, and Nameless was gone. Frantically looking around her, Tara finally found the warlock crouched awkwardly in the shadows against one wall of the cave, as far away from her as was possible within the cave's confines.


“Is this more to your liking, Ms Maclay?” he asked solicitously, watching intently as Tara scrambled backwards until her back was pressed against the wall. “I suppose that I could go farther away, but that would necessitate leaving. Which would somewhat make your kidnapping a waste of effort.”


“W.. where is Willow?” Tara demanded, her voice strengthening after her first initial stutter. “What did you do to her?”


“Little ol' me?” replied Nameless in a slyly mocking drawl. “I've not done a blessed thing to your precious girlfriend.” He paused. “Well ... unless you count saving her life, mocking and belittling her mercilessly, and then stealing you away from her.”


Tara narrowed her eyes suspiciously, even as she attempted to surreptitiously search for an exit. “I wonder, why is it that I find it hard to trust you, when you're covered in what looks like human blood?”


“Perhaps you actually possess a modicum of common sense,” Nameless suggested with a heedless shrug. “And since when have you been an expert on identifying human blood, little witch? You haven't been out performing virgin sacrifices again have you?”


“No,” Tara replied calmly, unflustered by the warlock's snide suggestion. “I'm a white witch. Not to mention, I'm not the one positively dripping with dark magic.”


“Ah, touché, my dear Ms Maclay. My ... less than pristine condition is a byproduct of your rescue. I got a little ... vigorous. But it is a situation that is easily remedied.” With that, Nameless waved his hand casually in front of his face, and in the space of moments he was clean of bloodstains. “Better?”


“What would make me feel better, would be to see Willow, safe and well.”


Nameless pressed one hand to his chest in a display of obviously fake aggrievement. “Don't you trust me, Tara? I'm cut to the very quick, positively wounded.”


“Really?” Tara asked wryly, one eyebrow cocked. There was enough doubt in her voice, that if it could be harnessed as a power source, she could have likely powered most of the eastern seaboard.


Nameless laughed in delight, and for one brief moment his voice was bright and shiny like that of a small child, feckless and free. That laugh, so unlike every other aspect of the warlock's nature that Tara had thus far witnessed confused the witch no end.


“Oh, I like that!” he crowed merrily. “I never knew you could be so snarky!”


“You don't know anything about me!” Tara shot back, feeling unsettled by the familiarity the warlock was exuding.


One moment Nameless was crouched against the far wall, grinning maniacally, and the next he was looming over Tara menacingly, expression cold and disturbingly vacant. Tara found herself shrinking back by instinct alone, and saw no reason to override that instinct.


“Tara Maclay,” ground out the warlock in a flat monotone. “Tara the good, the mild, the sweet. Tara the saint. The woman who always does the right thing, regardless of the consequence.”


“That's not me,” Tara protested, but Nameless just stared at her grimly.


“Who among us can truly claim to be known by anyone else?” he asked pointedly. “Each and every one of us wears a mask, plays a role. The mask and role differ, depending upon the circumstances, but one thing remains. It is a rare thing indeed for anyone to ever see the real you.”


“Willow knows the real me,” insisted Tara.


“Does she? Really? Do you even know the real you yourself?”


Tara's lips briefly twisted into a tremulous smile. “I think I know myself better than you do.”


“You're probably right,” Nameless muttered beneath his breath, before continuing in a more normal tone of voice. “Have you ever unleashed your dark side, little witch? Ever given it full reign? You can't claim to really know yourself unless you have experienced every aspect of your personality. That includes your ... less likable attributes.”


For the first time since she had realized the full extent of her predicament, the blonde witch exhibited no sign of nervousness or fear. Instead, she seemed to exude confidence, and a pitying contempt.


“Is that it? Is that your big, bad, evil scheme? You want to convince me to 'give being evil a chance'?” Tara asked with one eyebrow cocked, before continuing proudly. “I know who I am, Nameless. I am Tara Maclay. I am a white witch, and I'm a scooby. I am loved by Willow Rosenberg, and I love her in turn. And I will fight to stop you to my last breath. There is not a thing you can do to change a single one of those things. But most of all, I refuse to be cowed by a strutting, posturing, arrogant ... jerk!”


For several moments, Nameless stared intently at Tara, his mutilated face blank and emotionless. The silence was absolute, to the extent that the witch wasn't sure if her kidnapper was even breathing, and it seemed to stretch uncomfortably into minutes.


Then he exploded into laughter, dry and mocking, that had an effect on Tara not unlike nails scraping down a chalkboard. She began to frown as Nameless' laughter continued, the warlock apparently overwhelmed by a cold and cruel mirth. Eventually, however, his laugh devolved into a hacking, chest-racking cough that flecked his lips with blood, and bowed him over with pain.


Despite her better judgment, Tara clambered to her knees and leaned forward. “Are you all right?”


“Don't touch me!” snarled the warlock through gritted teeth.


Waving the blonde off violently, Nameless lurched backwards, struggling to get his breathing back under control. When he finally did, the warlock reached inside the coat he wore and removed a small stone vial and swallowed the contents in one gulp. Whatever it contained, it appeared to be a less than refreshing beverage judging by the way he doubled over and bared his teeth in a rictus of pain.


Nameless looked up, glaring at Tara as if he blamed her for the attack. “Showing concern for your enemy, Tara? That would be a mistake, one that you goody two-shoes so often make. If an opponent makes a mistake, you take advantage of it, exploit it. You do not inquire after their wellbeing.”


“I guess that's just another difference between us then,” Tara remarked sadly. “I can show mercy.”


“Mercy,” the warlock snapped, “will get you killed. I didn't go to all the trouble of keeping you alive, so you could get yourself killed because of your own stupid sentimentality.”


“That's twice now you've alluded to saving me from something,” replied Tara sceptically. “I'm just supposed to take that on faith?”


“No,” countered Nameless with a humorless grin. “Doubt is good. It will keep you alive, where trust will see you cold and rotting in the ground.”


“And I suppose you're going to claim that you're doing that out of the goodness of your heart?”


“There is no goodness in my heart, little witch. You are alive, because I wish it so. No other reason.”


“And what precisely is your reason for that?”


“My reasons are my own, and as such, are none of your business.”


“It's my life you're meddling in! And it's none of my business?” Tara asked in a voice heavily colored by disbelief.


What appeared to be genuine smile twisted Nameless' lips; he apparently welcomed the opportunity for an intellectual discussion. “What I do to you is your business, Tara. My reasons for what I do, is mine.”


Tara pursed her lips, fighting off a sense of irritation, and took a deep breath in an attempt to calm herself and center her troubled wits. Her eyes briefly flickered to either side, still seeking a way out, but to no avail. The cave was roughly circular in shape, and the wall seemed uniformly smooth and unbroken, with no sign of an entrance anywhere.


Hopefully, it's just an illusion ... albeit a spectacularly effective one. Otherwise, he must have teleported us here, in which case ... I'm in serious trouble. Tara paused, one corner of her lips twitching briefly upwards as she considered her own interior monologue. As if I wasn't already in serious trouble being trapped with a murderous warlock. I think I've been hanging around Xander too much.


The cave itself proved equally unfurnished. The floor was largely soft packed dirt, broken here and there by stone smoothed the passage of untold aeon's, and a small spring trickled through a crack in the wall to fill a small natural basin. The only things in the cave that weren't there naturally, were a ragged blanket that had apparently been serving Tara as a pillow while she was unconscious, and Tara and Nameless themselves. Except for one other thing; a small knife, stabbed into the ground near where Tara had first been lying.


At some time during her contemplation, Nameless had retreated back to his previous location against the far wall, where he crouched and regarded her with coldly quiet, inscrutable intent. The fact that the blonde hadn't even noticed him moving didn't fill her with confidence. In fact, it was almost more than she could do to maintain her composure.


The uncomfortable silence stretched out once more, pregnant with unvoiced tension, before Tara finally ventured to ask a question. “I don't suppose you'd like to tell me exactly what it is that you supposedly rescued Willow and I from?”


“Vampires,” Nameless grunted, his earlier loquaciousness apparently exhausted.


“Oh. And Willow? Is she ...”


“Quite safe,” Nameless replied, and though Tara had doubts as to how trustworthy he was, his claim that Willow was unharmed lifted a weight from her chest. “Though doubtlessly, she's somewhat ... worried by your absence.”


“Which raises the question,” Tara queried, striving for calm but finding it frustratingly elusive. “Why did you take me in the first place?”


Chameleon-like, Nameless' icy mask of indifference vanished, replaced by a disturbingly wide grin and a maniacal glint in his one natural eye. He sprang forward in an animalistic leap that made Tara instinctively flinch. Landing with preternatural grace on all fours, balanced on spread fingertips and boot tips, the warlock regarded her with a cocked head.


“I want your help,” he pronounced cheerfully.


Tara blinked, stared at Nameless in stupefied amazement, then blinked again. “I ... you ... what?”


Nameless still grinned, unfazed by the blonde witch's less than enthusiastic reaction. “I want your help,” he repeated.


“Yeah, no I got that the first time, but ... why on earth would I help you?” she asked, genuinely confused. “You ... you're evil! I would never help you!”


The warlock's smile changed in a subtle manner, losing it's jovial aspects and replacing them with undertones that were both menacing and strangely melancholy. “We will see, Tara Maclay. You might not get a choice.”


Tara stared at Nameless with no small amount of suspicion and apprehension in her narrowing eyes. “What exactly is it you want my help for?”


“I want to teach Willow a lesson,” the warlock openly admitted.


Tara didn't even try to think, her instinctual reaction to hearing her partner's name mentioned by her captor overwhelming any other concern. The blonde lunged for the knife she had seen earlier and tore it from it's earthen sheath. Fingers white knuckled around the hilt, Tara pointed the blade at Nameless with a trembling hand.


“You stay the hell away from Willow!” Tara demanded, her typically kind blue eyes fiery with a protective fury that belied her unsteady hand.


Nameless barely glanced at the knife Tara held inexpertly; he seemed to regard the witch as a minimal threat, and was more interested in her face. “Do you even know how to use that, Tara?”


“I know enough,” she countered shakily. “To paraphrase a movie I once saw, the pointy end goes in the other guy. Which would be you.”


“I find it interesting that you went for a weapon, a form of combat in which you are less experienced, rather than attempting magic. Why?” Nameless queried mildly.


“I'm not feeling too steady at the moment,” Tara reluctantly admitted. “I don't really feel up to the rigors of spell casting. Not to mention I'm sort of doubtful I could beat you magically even at my best.”


“Such shaky self confidence,” chided the warlock, wagging one finger like a disturbing, homicidal version of a prim and proper English schoolmarm. “I thought you were supposed to have outgrown most of that by now.”


“What can I say? I guess I'm a just a big bundle of neuroses.”


“Who isn't?” quipped Nameless. “I certainly have my share of loose wires in the attic. Wouldn't you agree?”


“I was raised to say nothing at all if I couldn't say anything good about someone.”


Nameless smirked knowingly. “You, were raised to keep your mouth shut, and obey your odious father, and your even more odious brother. You were raised to believe you were a vile, evil thing, fit only to be kept chained up in a closet, simply to teach you your supposed place.”


Tara stared at him in stupefied amazement, appalled by the depth of Nameless' knowledge regarding the painful secrets of her past. “How ...” she began, but the warlock anticipated her question.


“You'd be surprised exactly how much I do know about you, Tara.” Nameless' gaze finally dropped to his knife, still clenched in Tara's wavering grasp. “Do you know exactly what it is that you're holding, little witch?”


Tara flicked a nervous glance at the weapon she held, wondering what Nameless was hinting at. He didn't string out the suspense though, and swiftly provided an answer to his own question.


“It's more than just a knife, Tara. It's a piece of me ... quite literally.” He gazed pointedly at the missing little finger of his left hand, and Tara gasped as she realized his meaning.


“You ...”


“Cut off my own finger to make a ritual knife bound intrinsically to me, thereby creating a tool of unusually potent power? I kinda did. So ... I'm thinking you won't be stabbing me with that particular blade.”


Tara suddenly yelped as the knife hilt wriggled in her hand like a cold, unnatural worm. Face twisted in revulsion, she hastily dropped the knife to land flat on the ground. As she stared in appalled fascination, the knife hilt continued to wriggle, until eight tiny legs of what Tara was afraid was bone burrowed out.


The knife twitched, flexing it's suddenly discovered appendages, then darted backwards, scurrying like a perverse, unnatural spider towards it's owner. Like the spider it resembled, the animated knife had no problem crawling up one of Nameless' legs. Reaching his hip, it lowered itself into the sheath there that it called home, and as swiftly as they sprouted, it's legs retracted.


All this time, Nameless' gaze did not waver from Tara's face. A deceptively benevolent smile drifted across his gash-like lips like a cloud across the sun, but the rest of his face was cold and lifeless. It was not an expression that inspired Tara with confidence.


“Now ... if you won't help me voluntarily? I'll have to come up with something a little more ... innovative.”


**********


Willow stumbled after Buffy, paying virtually next-to-no attention to where her feet were being placed. Buffy could have been leading the redhead into a swimming pool filled to the brim with hydrochloric acid, complete with flashing neon warning signs, and she would have walked straight into it without pause.


Not for the first time, Willow's nimble mind was proving more of a liability than an advantage. Her overactive imagination, which was often used to come up with unorthodox solutions to the unusual problems that the scoobies so often encountered, was now betraying her. Instead of thinking up ways to rescue Tara from the clutches of her mercurial captor, all Willow could seem to do was think of all the ways in which things could go wrong. Time after time, her mind conjured up scenario after scenario, each of which inevitably ended in failure, the price paid for each failure more horrendous than the last.


With Willow all but paralyzed by indecision, doubt, fear and panic, responsibility for action fell squarely upon Buffy's shoulders. Unfortunately, the Slayer wasn't at the peak of her game. Her vision was still speckled with dancing black spots by the vampire's stun grenade attack earlier, and her hearing was equally spotty. Blood still trickled from a multitude of small cuts on her face and hands, complement of the plastic shrapnel produced when the decoy infant had exploded.


But no matter how shaky she might be physically, Buffy was determined not to fail Willow, or more importantly, fail Tara. Lives were depending upon Buffy's actions, and she was terrified that she would fail, that she wouldn't be good enough.


It was a fear that Buffy lived with every day. Lives depended on her, on her being strong enough, fast enough, good enough. It was not just the lives of the potential victims that she rescued, but also the future potential victims of those she fought that she fought to protect. It was hard enough when those people were strangers, but when it was her friends, people she knew, people she cared about? It was a thousand times worse.


But it was a responsibility that Buffy shouldered without hesitation. To do otherwise would be to effectively condemn Tara to death.


Buffy's first step had been to inform Giles of the disastrous turn the witches' night out had suffered. This had been achieved with the aid of a thankfully operating pay phone. The latest in a long line of cellphones owned by Buffy Summers had met a sticky end in an overly rambunctious brawl with a Kessler demon several weeks ago. The delicate communication devices didn't seem to be designed with the active life of a Slayer in mind.


While Giles would round up the remaining scoobies, sounding Defcon-4 and circling the proverbial wagons, Buffy didn't plan to remain idle. A single glance at the anguish clearly apparent on her best friend's face wouldn't allow that to even be considered. Thusly, Buffy planned to press every last resource she had that knew anything of Nameless.


Which boiled down to a single person. Willy.


Buffy stalked into the Alibi, every aspect of her body language screaming that any demon who got in her way would have to be suicidal. Willow stumbled along behind her, caught in Buffy's wake but so caught up in her misery that she remained largely unaware of her whereabouts. The bar's patrons rather wisely caught onto the Slayer's mood, and quickly made themselves scarce.


For his part, Willy didn't look much better. The scrawny bartender was sallow-faced, his eyes shadowed and bloodshot above dark bags. He stared at the approaching Slayer, and despite her obviously foul mood Willy exhibited no sign of fear. Instead, he seemed filled with a kind of weary resignation.


“Willy ...” Buffy began brusquely, but the bartender interrupted her with a shake of his greasy head.


“Sorry, Slayer. Whatever it is you want, I can't help you.”


Buffy's resulting expression managed to combine a furious scowl, and a look of amazed disbelief, which was quite an achievement of facial contortion. “You what? Willy, have you forgotten how this works? I arrive, you make a lame wisecrack, I threaten you a bit, and you spill the information. Our system works, Willy. So don't go breaking it.”


“Yeah, well things have changed, Slayer,” Willy replied, a faint trace of what might be regret in his voice. “I can't help you. Not any more.”


Willow interrupted Buffy before the blonde could speak, but her voice was dull, and lacking it's usual bright spark. “You can't help us, or you won't help us?”


“Both,” Willy replied without hesitation. “Look, Slayer, whatever's happened know to get your panties in a bunch, I can't help you.”


Once again, Buffy opened her mouth to retort, and once again, Willow beat her to the punch. “Nameless took Tara,” intoned the redhead lifelessly. “He kidnapped my girlfriend.”


Willy shrugged helplessly. “Hey, look. I'm real sorry about your girlfriend and all, but there's nothing I can do. And if he's got her ... you might as well start planning the funeral.”


From the expression on Willy's face, he realized that he'd gone too far even before he had finished speaking, and fully expected the displeasure at his statement to be expressed physically. What neither he nor Buffy expected however, was the source from which that violence would erupt.


Willow lunged out and grabbed the bartender by the lapels of his already rumpled shirt, and hauled him forward with surprising strength. Willy found himself half pinned to the surface of his own bar with startling speed, and the face of an openly incensed, yet teary eyed redhead unrepentantly invading his personal space.


“Don't you say that!” she shrieked, uncaring as Willy withered beneath the force of her vitriol, and Buffy gaped helplessly. “Don't you ever say that!”


“Hey ... I ...” the bartender attempted to babble, but Willow was no attempt to listen to him, caught up in her own anguish as she was.


Attempting to intervene, Buffy laid a restraining hand on her friends shoulder, but Willow simply shrugged it off furiously. Buffy winced, but refused to abandon the issue. “Will, maybe you should ...”


But the redhead had no intention of backing down for anything other than the immediate reappearance of her partner, whole and unharmed. She attempted to shake Willy, as if it would knock loose the information that she wanted, no, needed to learn. It proved less than successful however, as her earlier burst of strength seemed to be rapidly fading.


“Tell me where he is! Tell me where he would have taken Tara!” Willow demanded, attempting a different tack. Her voice was less angry now, and more that of a desperate woman, a hair's breadth from breaking point.


“I don't know!” Willy screeched back before he knocked Willow's restraining hands away. Wriggling backwards, he regained his feet and attempted to gather the tattered shreds of his minimal dignity. Regarding the distraught redhead with a surprising amount of pity, Willy paused for a second before continuing.


“But even if I did know, I wouldn't tell you. He'd kill me.”


“What do you think we'll do to you!” We ... we'll ... torture you! There'll be ... screaming, and ... and pain! Lots of ouchy pain! Just you see!” Willow bluffed in desperation, but Willy just shook his head, not fooled for a second.


“You won't do that,” he responded, sounding about ninety percent confident. “You're good guys. No matter what you do, it won't be worse than what he'd do. It wouldn't be worse than this!” On that note, Willy ripped open his shirt. Well, he attempted to, anyway. His first attempt proved less than successful, while the second was almost laughable. His third attempt finally succeeded, and revealed the mark marring his scrawny chest.


The outline of a thin, long fingered hand had been branded upon the bartenders chest. The flesh beneath the mark was pallid and sickly, like the flesh of a week old corpse, and the skin surrounding it was angry and inflamed. Dark veins radiated out from the wound, as if they had been injected with ink.


“He knew I talked to you, ya see,” he pointed out, sounding strangely detached. “Said he knew I would, that he expected it, planned on it. He knew that, but he still did this to me. Said it was to teach me a lesson.”


Buffy stared at the stigma, eyes liquid with disgust and sympathy. The obviously painful wound even penetrated Willow's aura of all consuming despair, and pricked her compassionate heart.


“Willy ... I,” Willow began, but her voice trailed off, choked by emotion, tears filling her eyes. “He took my baby away from me.”


Willy's face softened in sympathy. “Look, kid ... I'd help you if I could. But I don't know where Nameless is, or how to find him.” The greasy haired bartender paused, then brightened as if the proverbial light bulb had hit. “Hey! You're a witch, ain'tcha? Can't you use a spell or somethin'?”


Willow's face went flat, tears drying upon her cheeks as she visibly came to a decision. Setting her shoulders and slipping on her resolve-face, Willow nodded emphatically. “Yes. I am a witch.”


On that note, Willow turned on her heel and marched decisively from the bar.


**********


Buffy had caught up to the redhead before she had gone far, but they hadn't exchanged a single word so far. The blonde had darted concerned glances at her friend, but Buffy knew all too well the meaning of the expression Willow wore. She was on a mission, and the redhead would not allow anything from getting in her way.


It wasn't until they were almost home that Buffy finally drummed up the courage to speak. “So ... what's your big plan, Will? Care to share what's going on in that big brain o' yours?”


Willow didn't slow her gait, or turn to look at her best friend. She just kept marching onwards as she tersely replied. “I'm a witch, Buffy. I'm going to use that.”


Unknowing as she was of Giles' revelations regarding the nature of Willow's issues with magic, Buffy understandably received this news with no small amount of trepidation. “Um ... Will? You don't mean what I think you mean, do you?” she asked hopefully.


Willow swiftly dashed that hope as their house come into view. “I'm going to find Tara with a locater spell,” she informed Buffy flatly.


Darting ahead, Buffy leapt into Willow's path as they started up the path towards the front door. Willow came to a reluctant stop, and fixed her friend with a gaze that carried the distinct possibility of setting the blonde alight.


“Willow, stop,” Buffy begged hastily. “I know you want to find Tara. I do too.”


“Then get out of my way, Buffy,” Willow requested, quietly but firmly. Her gaze was fixed upon the front door, pointedly ignoring Buffy in favor of her destination.


“Look, Will. This isn't the way. You know how you get when you're all mojo'ed up.”


Willow shook her head fervently, ignoring Buffy's words. “Buffy, I'll be fine. You don't have to worry. Anyway, Giles ... well, never mind. We can talk about that when Tara's home.”


“Willow, no! You don't have to do this. We'll find Tara another way, and ... wait, what?” Willow sighed as her words finally penetrated, and a perplexed expression settled onto Buffy's face. “Giles what? What's going on?”


“Buffy, later okay?”


“I'm out of the loop!” Buffy exclaimed, more than a little bit hurt. “Why am I out of the loop? What's going on?”


Willow scowled, but reluctantly prepared to explain what she meant before Buffy flailed her arms in what Willow believed was a signal for her to not bother.


“No, don't worry about it now, Will. We need to concentrate on saving Tara right now.” Buffy stepped closer, taking each of Willow's hands in her own and staring intently into the redhead's worried eyes. “Are you sure you can handle this?” she asked intently, and Willow nodded just as ardently.


Buffy inhaled deeply, and released the breath as if if could carry away all of her fears and worries. Then she returned Willow's nod. “Then that's good enough for me.” A grateful smile flickered briefly across the redhead's face, and then the two women continued on towards the front door, Buffy leading the way.


“I'll run interference with Giles and the others, you go straight on to do whatever it is you need to do, okay?” Buffy asked without turning.


“Buffy ...”


Even as Willow's voice was cut off in mid sentence, a sonorous bell chimed from out of nowhere, startling the Slayer, and causing her to drop into a defensive posture.


“What the hell was that?” Buffy blurted, turning around. Her eyes flared wide open at the scene she discovered. Willow sagged limply in the arms of a figure that Buffy figured could only be Nameless. The warlock favored the startled blonde with a self-amused smile.


“Sorry, Slayer,” Nameless quipped. “But I just couldn't resist having a complete set.” With that, even as Giles and Xander flung open the front door, the warlock and his unconscious captive vanished.


Buffy stared at the empty space where her best friend had once stood. “Oh fu...”


To be continued ....


A/N: Would anyone care to guess what movie Tara refered to when she talked about stabbing Nameless? The winner gets ... bugger all. Sorry.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby YMKA » Sun Dec 11, 2005 12:22 am

HA! I'm first!!!!

and what a freaky long update......now...rto the reading... LOL

Hm....I loved this update....especially the scene between Tara and Nameless... :) It was a real....delight to read it :) I just love good ol' sarcasm!!! :))) I know that there were a few questions....but because it's 3:30am... I just can't reemmber it.... :lol :lol .....

oh...and the movie...is it Zorro? The Mask of Zorro...or whatever the name is...the first one... :lol....my first guess was "Spaceballs" :lol :lol with the schwartz.... :lol :lol

As for why he's so...."cheesed off" as you put it..... hey... when we have issues....especially parental issues....ya never know ;) it might be that your parent pissed you off so much that you blame them for everything they've done to you in your life (especially that crazy thing they did that actually....you know...brought you to life) or it might be that your (well his) parent was so pissed off at Willow that it made his life a living hell... I don't know.... :lol But it's a possibility .... I have a feeling that when you'll reveal his identity....I'd be surprised and probably thinking "how come I didn't even think about him?!?!?!?" :lol :lol

You are going to reveal his identity in next chapter...right?:D :flirt

Okay....I'm going to re-read it when I'm more awake...and if there are any questions....I'll edit...again.... :lol

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby AlysonGoddess » Sun Dec 11, 2005 1:42 am

hey great update looking forward for more
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby mole » Sun Dec 11, 2005 8:29 am

Hiya Paul. An update! What a wonderful surprise on this Sunday morning :applause

It's so frustrating for me, the reader, to not know who Nameless is. But, I'm sensing that you're cultivating that sense of frustration throughout the tale, reflecting our frustration in the frustration of Willow/Tara and the gang. The anticipation is both maddening and delicious.

Very interesting that when Tara wakes up in the cave she thinks the arms around her are Willow's. Hmmm...another hint at the identity of Nameless or yet another red herring....?

One of the things I most enjoy about your writing is your firm and loving grasp of the scoobys' characteristics, both strengths and flaws. Your Willow, Tara, Buffy, etc. are 3-dimensional and very real. Your depiction of Tara in the cave with Nameless is spot on. She's unselfish: her first thought upon waking up is not for herself but for Willow. She's strong: engaging in verbal toe-to-toe sparring with Namelss. She's scared: Nameless knows so much about her past. But most of all, she's kind of heart and compassionate:
Despite her better judgment, Tara clambered to her knees and leaned forward. “Are you all right?”


Very intriguing update, Paul. How does Nameless know so much about Tara's past? The depth of Willow's love for Tara? What have Giles and Willow been working out without the Slayer's knowledge? What is the lesson Nameless wants to teach to Willow? So many questions.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby grimlock72 » Sun Dec 11, 2005 8:58 am

Hmm.. whats with the bell ?? Did Willow drop unconcious from seeing Nameless ? Thats not very likely since she wanted to locate him, hmm... thinking Pavlov here.

Can't help you with the name of the specific movie you want. What Nameless says to Tara is however standard self-defense advice, don't hold weapons you can't or won't use. There is not so much need for a controlled spell in that cave anyway, Tara might as well try.

Not to sure it's wise to put Willow and Tara together, at least as far as Nameless is concerned. Both of them are far more protective of the other than of themselves, much less chance of nicely complying hostages. If he wants to use either Willow or Tara he would be better of keeping them seperate, he runs a serious control-risk if he puts them together.

With all the talking and teleporting, Nameless really hasn't done that much evil has he (in this dimension anyway) ? Him doing a spell on Willow might qualify but we don't know much about that. All the other stuff he has done is appearantly done to reach some specific goal. Problem is, that if he truly only wants to kick Willow out of her I-wont-do-magic loop he could done so much nicer. There's no NEED to be evil to get that done, maybe Nameless is just used to that label and behaviour ??

Very interesting how Nameless got away from Tara when she screamed. He did make it sound like a consious decision on his part with the sneer and all, but I'm wondering how much of it was reflex or forced some way.

You got your Defcon-state wrongly numbered by the way, with regard to Nameless it's clearly Defcon-3 (enemy detected) or Defcon-2 (enemy contact). Defcon-4 is near peace, Sunnydale NEVER gets to 5 :lol.

Why would Willlow want to locate Nameless anyway? Locate Tara, much safer (and likely easier for her).

Nameless' knife reminds me of the Flash Gordon movie (I think). It's icky, but could still be used to hurt him. I don't see a knife stopping itself when it's being used by someone who doesn't care about tiny feet :). You don't need a huge spell to kill Nameless anyway, just catch him at a good time and make sure he stays down and out after the first proper hit. Maybe the knife will even work better since it's partly made of Nameless. I do wonder WHY he made it since clearly he doesn't NEED a knife.

About the vampire-with-baby running from Buffy, I figure it would be the sarge 'cos most vampires can't outrun Buffy. I heartly recommend staying far away from flashbangs in reallive, the audio-pressure will blow your eardrums at the range, I'm told it's rather painfull.

As usual Nameless raises some good points in his disucssions with a scooby, he does have more combat experience after all. Specifically the kindness to an enemy, from which Tara tends to suffer. I don't see how Tara can teach Willow much of anything, since she views magic wholly different from both Willow and Nameless. Than again, Tara is the person Willow would somewhat accept guidance from (Giles did that all wrong, silly person).

Even if Nameless only wants to balance Willow as a magical person, we don't know WHY. It's unlikely to be out of kindness, although he has some small quantity of that which he denies of course. Nameless' goals might be good, his methods aren't all that nice (kidnapping people is generally frowned upon in the civilized world after all).

If Willow had thought over her last meeting with Nameless she would have realised that he didn't want Tara all that much. He went to too much trouble just to kill her, he could have simply NOT deflected the bullet and achieved that easily.

Indeed more questions.... :lol

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby viximon » Sun Dec 11, 2005 10:35 am

Yo!
Again :bounce So happy for the update.I mean I liike it so much.

Now though, I'm completly sure about your evilness :-D and hey, it's ok. It will be fun. We can make a evil-ies party.'cause your fic just make surface my most :devil self. Nameless can come too

He's got something more specific than just inflicting random emotional pain in mind.


Uh oh. That phrase is scary. :| ...
Kyaaaaaaaaaaa Cant wait to read about it. He he,
it the "complet set" joke was so good. Love that kind of humor.
But again, now that our bady has Willow too, things are going to get nasty (I'm sure you'll make sure of that) because sometimes is better to not know or see or whatever. And you had hidden if Tara agreed to help Nameless or what, so... Next chap will be really interesting. Keep the story up and upload soon, please

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby grimlock72 » Sun Dec 11, 2005 5:04 pm

Another small question if I may; you mentioned worrying about people hating Nameless. Were you worried about the parts which have already been posted or future ?? I realise that might be tricky to answer so I'll tell you right now I can't see people truly hating Nameless from what we know of him so far. You need a reason to hate some-one/thing.

One should (obviously) fear and take-care around Nameless. As long as he mostly kills demons and hides from the rest of the world using cloaks.. what's the reason to hate him ?? (only the putting-a-spell-on-Willow part worries me)

Isiah and Sarge are far easier things to hit, typical no-redeemable enemies :lol. Nameless is faaaar from typical, he's dangerous though. As he is also a tad unstable it's likely he'll become a problem eventually.

Just wondering what got you worried really, this is a wonderfully complex and mysterious villain you have created. Still a tad worried about the moment his identity/relation-to-the-scoobies will be revealed though.... now tell us what he's planning already :P

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby AntigoneUnbound » Mon Dec 12, 2005 7:57 am

Oh Paul, you twisted soul...Good on ya!

You know, I think this may be my favorite chapter yet (I know--I said that last chapter) due to both form and content. So much is happening, on so many fronts. As always, Nameless proves to be a bundle of contradictions, one of the most fascinating being his combination of openness and secrecy. I'm surprised by how many questions he answers w/ seeming honestly; how much info he actually volunteers. And then he turns and gets all enigmatic. And go Willow, busting out the whup-ass! I also loved Tara's reaction in the cave. I hate it when female characters go all weak-kneed and helpless in the face of danger. Yeah, she's scared--of course. But she also has the presence of mind to ask good questions, to check out her surroundings. And now Tara has a sense of famliarity when she considers Nameless--who apparently remains (or has become?) male.

This was also just very, very well-written. Your description of Willow's desperation gave us a palpable sense of that desperation, Paul. That was an extremely well-crafted scene. The emotions of everyone involved come through loud and clear, and by your showing, not your telling.

Finally, of course, the delicious struggle, the endless debate: do you have to recognize and embrace your dark side in order to be all of you you are? And what exactly does that entail: a brief chat over coffee, or an ongoing conversation?

Very well done, Paul. I can't wait to see what happens when he gets Willow back to the cave--if that is in fact where he's going!

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby caz » Mon Dec 12, 2005 11:08 am

Loved this update. You got Willow's anguish spot on. I could picture her, pacing up and down in panic, unsure what to do. Also pleased to see Tara showing some of the bravery she normally keeps well hidden.

I'm totally stumped with Nameless. Just as I think I've sussed him out you add something else to the mix and it throws me.

Can't wait for the next update.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby LeatherQueen » Tue Dec 13, 2005 9:36 am

Nice update Paul!

Well, add another name to the growing list of my guesses that sits outside my window because now I've tossed another one after this update. And I don't have any new guesses in my head. Hrm...

Anyway, this was a wonderful chapter. The dialog back and forth between Nameless and Tara was great. And now he's taken Willow, too. But will he take her to Tara, or keep them separate? So many questions... and yet Nameless is still familiar to both Tara and Willow. Who is this guy?
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby Jason Barnett » Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:06 pm

Not a bad fic. But I really find the switchover to first person when dealing with the mystery guy.

Also how about some explanation of Willow's physical symptoms when she stopped using magic, rather than Giles just declaring that you can't get addicted to magic.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby grimlock72 » Sat Dec 17, 2005 6:33 am

Jason Barnett wrote:Not a bad fic. But I really find the switchover to first person when dealing with the mystery guy.

Also how about some explanation of Willow's physical symptoms when she stopped using magic, rather than Giles just declaring that you can't get addicted to magic.


Hmm.. did Willow have physical symptoms in this story ? I remember being mightly dissappointed when those overblown withdrawl symptoms were shown on the TV, sooo obviously a copout.

Stopping with a physchological addition can also cause physical symptoms by the way. Just not so weirdly severe as we saw on TV, that was just a setup to blame the 'evil magic' for all things Willow did later in the season, things which some people consider bad. I myself never had much of a problem with Warren being killed of course.. . Willow's problem is primairly power and how to handle it. Even with the best of intentions you can do bad things with it, not everyone wants help for example.

The first-person switch when the villain speaks/thinks is interesting. That way we do know something more than the scoobies do, but also somewhat less. Besides, I like the rather dark humor of Nameless .

Hmm.. would Nameless celebrate christmas? I probably don't want to know *how* he does that then, heh.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby Jason Barnett » Sat Dec 17, 2005 3:52 pm

grimlock72 wrote:
Jason Barnett wrote:Not a bad fic. But I really find the switchover to first person when dealing with the mystery guy.

Also how about some explanation of Willow's physical symptoms when she stopped using magic, rather than Giles just declaring that you can't get addicted to magic.


Hmm.. did Willow have physical symptoms in this story ? I remember being mightly dissappointed when those overblown withdrawl symptoms were shown on the TV, sooo obviously a copout.

Stopping with a physchological addition can also cause physical symptoms by the way. Just not so weirdly severe as we saw on TV, that was just a setup to blame the 'evil magic' for all things Willow did later in the season, things which some people consider bad. I myself never had much of a problem with Warren being killed of course.. . Willow's problem is primairly power and how to handle it. Even with the best of intentions you can do bad things with it, not everyone wants help for example.

The first-person switch when the villain speaks/thinks is interesting. That way we do know something more than the scoobies do, but also somewhat less. Besides, I like the rather dark humor of Nameless .

Hmm.. would Nameless celebrate christmas? I probably don't want to know *how* he does that then, heh.

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Well this story started after the withdrawl symptoms were over. So since they weren't mentioned I assume the story was the same as season 6 up to the point it began. I have no problem with it being an alternate explanation. Such as burnout, that's the name I've seen given to things like Willow's headaches and nose bleeds after teleporting Glory. So since she kept doing magic when she stopped it was about a hundred times stronger. Or possible magic overload. She'd built up such a reserve of power that she couldn't contain it, so actually just stopping was bad idea. Or Rack put on some sort of compulsion to bring her back to him and that was the affects.
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Building a Mystery

Postby dmw » Sat Dec 17, 2005 8:32 pm

It's quite a mystery you've built for us here. Like many of the commenters, I've tried to guess who Nameless might be, with Oz, Donnie Maclay, an alternate/future Giles, an alternate/future Willow, and a shadow of Willow (like the shadow Sparrowhawk summons in A Wizard of Earthsea) being among my top guesses. There's also the various villains of BtVS like Spike, Angel, and Doc (one of my favorites and so much more interesting than Glory), but none of them fit the personality of Nameless well enough to be among my top choices.

However, your hints of time travel in Nameless' prescient knowledge and Giles' mistaken knowledge of Tara's death gives you time and distance to make enormous changes in well known characters, muddying the waters beyond any certain reading. There's also the possibilty of Nameless being entirely of your own creation, as your excellent portrayal of Buffy's musical neighbor and of the vampiric gang's victims show a great deal of talent in that direction. Adding these characters to your story has made Sunnydale come alive as a real place in a way that the series forgot how to do after season 4.

In summary, I'm lost in the story's web and looking forward to becoming more entangled with the next update.
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Re: Building a Mystery

Postby Jason Barnett » Sat Dec 17, 2005 9:14 pm

dmw wrote:It's quite a mystery you've built for us here. Like many of the commenters, I've tried to guess who Nameless might be, with Oz, Donnie Maclay, an alternate/future Giles, an alternate/future Willow, and a shadow of Willow (like the shadow Sparrowhawk summons in A Wizard of Earthsea) being among my top guesses. There's also the various villains of BtVS like Spike, Angel, and Doc (one of my favorites and so much more interesting than Glory), but none of them fit the personality of Nameless well enough to be among my top choices.

However, your hints of time travel in Nameless' prescient knowledge and Giles' mistaken knowledge of Tara's death gives you time and distance to make enormous changes in well known characters, muddying the waters beyond any certain reading. There's also the possibilty of Nameless being entirely of your own creation, as your excellent portrayal of Buffy's musical neighbor and of the vampiric gang's victims show a great deal of talent in that direction. Adding these characters to your story has made Sunnydale come alive as a real place in a way that the series forgot how to do after season 4.

In summary, I'm lost in the story's web and looking forward to becoming more entangled with the next update.


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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby Darth Pacula » Wed Dec 21, 2005 12:55 am

G'day all.

First off, this might be the last update for a couple of weeks or so, since I'm scarpering off up north to Bundaberg for Christmas and my birthday with the folks. I'm taking my laptop with me, but I don't know how much writing I'll get done. It all depends on how much I an forced to interact with actual people. :-D But after that, things should be back to usual.

Right then, on to replies.

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YMKA - G'day, Marina. You think that last update was freaky long? I think the next one is actually a bit longer. And consider this, when I was first writing chapter 16, it was actually going to incorporate what made up chapters 17 and 18 too!

You were spot on with the movie, it is 'The Mask of Zorro'. I haven't even seen the second one, it hasn't been released down under yet.

So you think I'm bound to surprise you in the end, huh? Gulp. No pressure. :-D

But no, the truth of Nameless' identity won't be revealed in its entirety until near the end of the story, and we're, at best, only 1/2 or 2/3 of the way through.

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AlysonGoddess - Thanks, Erin. Look forward no more, for more is right here. Well, until you finish the next update, then you can look forward to more again. :-D

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mole - G'day, Michelle. I have to plead guilty as charged; I am cultivating a sense of frustration and suspense. I don't know if I can quite pull off a Keyser Soze moment, or an M. Night Schama-lama-whatever, but I'll try.

Thank you for your kind words regarding characterization. To be honest, I'm never really sure if I'm quite pulling that off, so it's good to hear that I'm doing at least a half-way decent job.

Very intriguing update, Paul. How does Nameless know so much about Tara's past? The depth of Willow's love for Tara? What have Giles and Willow been working out without the Slayer's knowledge? What is the lesson Nameless wants to teach to Willow? So many questions.


None of which will be answered here. :devil

Cheers, Michelle.

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grimlock72 - G'day, Grimmy. The source of the bell's chime will be explained in this next update, and the reason Willow was unconscious was because Nameless just zapped her as soon as he turned up.

There is not so much need for a controlled spell in that cave anyway, Tara might as well try.


Well, the issue there is that magic is tricky. If you make the slightest mistake, a spell can potentially blow up in your face, quite literally as Nameless himself found out. The show gave plenty of examples of this. So, if Tara wasn't sure if she was in a condition to cast, it's a good idea to avoid it if possible.

As for the whole putting Willow and Tara together situation, Nameless knows what he's doing. He can anticipate exactly how Willow is going to react, and has no doubt planned around it. Just read the next update and see what I mean.

Well, I don't know about the not much evil tag you've given Nameless. He has murdered two people (even if they weren't very nice people), and killed who knows how many demons, not all of whom were necessarily evil. But you have a good point here; there probably is a nicer way to achieve some of his goals. The problem is, he's done a lot of bad stuff to get to this point and a lot of it has become second nature. Perhaps he just can't help himself.

A big whoops on the Defcon thing. I think I'll just blame that on the fact that it was Buffy's observation, and deny any culpability on my own part. :-D

I don't think I ever said that Willow wanted to find Nameless, did I? She was, in point of fact, intending to try and magically trace Tara like you suggested.

Ahh, Nameless' knife. I can't comment on the Flash Gordon connection. I mean I watched it on DVD not that long ago, but the only thing I can remember at the moment is that very eighties theme song by Queen. Now the feet could prove a problem for someone who wasn't creeped out by them, especially when they burrow into the flesh of their palm and drag the knife backwards, thus slicing up their hand. The knife is a ritual tool, much like ... oh say, the Orb of Thesulah. What it can be used for ... well, that particular revelation will have to wait.

Yes, I agree. A big no to playing with stun grenades. Lets just say that the one that went off on Buffy was homemade and not quite as effective.

Cheers, Grimmy. Thanks for reading, you always raise some interesting questions yourself.

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Viximon - G'day fellow follower of evilness! :devil Check, one evil party coming up. You can bring the chips and dip, I'll bring the plan for world domination. Nameless will bring a sack of shrunken heads he'll chuck at us when he thinks we're not being evil enough. Ok with you?

Glad you're enjoying the ride, mate.

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grimlock72 - Ding, ding. Round 2. Okay, a little confession. I was probably letting my knowledge of what he's done in the past (that I haven't revealed yet) and of what he's going to do in the future to influence me.

Now, I'm all for inflicting immense amounts of pain on Warren (hence why I did so in this story) but killing him, not to mention scuzzy Dale, is still crossing a line. One that Nameless has crossed before. Don't forget, he's hinted at murdering his own family to achieve his goals.

Besides, weren't you the one saying you didn't want to like him earlier?

So you want to know what he's planning, huh? Ok, here it is ... he wants to steal Willow and Tara's genetic material, cross-breed it with a poodle, and create a race of hideous mutants with which to take over the world!

But I could be lying. :devil

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AntigoneUnbound - G'day, Mary. How's tricks up in your neck of the woods? Still bloody cold?

So, we have a new favorite chapter, huh? Lets see if we can make it a hat trick shall we?

Okay, I'm glad you put that 'seemingly honestly'. The thing with Nameless is that he is by nature a deceiver. He's been keeping secrets for so long that he's probably doing so even from himself by now. Anything that he says, when not in first person POV, has to be taken with a grain of salt, because you never know if he's telling the truth or lying. Either way, he's probably trying to manipulate you.

Never fear, Willow's busting out the whup-ass again this chapter. The question is, will it do her any good?

I share your hatred for when female character wuss out. It's so bloody annoying! I actually cheered when Jessica Biel sucked it up in The Texas Chainsaw Massacre and chopped off Leatherface's arm with a meat cleaver. None of this 'run-away-screaming-until-you-trip-and-bust-your-ankle' crap.

Thanks again for your incredibly kind words regarding my writing skills in general. Now, just imagine what I could accomplish if I used my whole ass, instead of doing it half-assed! :-D

The whole issue of whether or not to embrace your dark side is one that is close to my cold, black heart, Mary. Do you accept it, learn to know and control it, thereby denying it power over you? Or will doing so simply give it a foothold to gain greater influence over your thought processes? It's the principle of using a thief to catch a thief. Can it work? Or are you tainted simply by trying?

Never fear, Mary, I plan to stay cool. My parents have air conditioning!

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caz - G'day, Caz. Glad you liked the last part. Let's hope I can keep up the standard, shall we?

:devil The enigma that is Nameless continues to stump people! I'm so pleased.

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LeatherQueen - Howdy, LeatherQueen. Just out of curiosity, can you actually still see out of your window still, or has that pile obliterated your view yet?

Glad you liked the back and forth. Willow had her chance, so it only seemed fair for Tara to have a burl as well.

Well, some of your questions will be answered in this next update, but not the last one, I'm afraid.

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Jason Barnett - G'day Jason, and welcome. :wave

Sorry if the switch in POV doesn't quite work for you. I wanted to use it to further separate the way in which Nameless views the world from everyone else. Plus, it gives me a little more leeway for controlling the flow of information about him.

You're right, there were some minimal physical symptoms shown on the show which I've kind of brushed over. A lot of what I might have said has already been said by Grimmy though, so I won't repeat it. I will however, brush upon the subject sometime in the next few updates. Hopefully that will answer your questions.

Cheers.

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grimlock72 - Cripes, Grimmy! You're a feedback machine!

Hmm.. would Nameless celebrate christmas? I probably don't want to know *how* he does that then, heh.


Um ... perhaps he 'decks the halls with strings of entrails'? And yes, I am a sick, twisted little kitty.

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Jason Barnett - Er ... I think I covered all this above. Any hoo, rest assured I will cover this subject. Unless I forget. C'est le vie.

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dmw - G'day, DMW. Hmm, 'Building a Mystery'. Isn't that a Sarah Mclachlan song?

Yes, there are so many people that Nameless could be, especially when you throw potential alternate realities and time travel in the mix, both of which I am big fans of. I can't comment on the shadow from the Earthsea books, because I haven't read any of them since primary school. And that's a fair while back now.

Glad you're liking my own creations as well. I tend to find that one of the most fun aspects of writing. Of course, most the people I tend to create are damaged or twisted in some fashion. Does that say something about me? Oh well.

Further entanglement can commence shortly, DMW. Enjoy.

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No comment. :devil

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Okay, that's taken about 1 3/4 hours. I do have a little question though. Would people prefer if I reply more frequently, or is everyone fine with waiting until the next update is posted? Just curious.

Anyway, on to the update!

To all you lovely kittens, have a merry Christmas, happy Hanukkah, cracking Christmukkah (Er ... that one's fictional isn't it?) or a .

Cheers to one and all!
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby Darth Pacula » Wed Dec 21, 2005 1:33 am

Title: At Any Cost


Author: Paul aka Darth Pacula


Distribution: Knock yourself out, just ask first. ( That means yes if you're not sure )


Feedback: Go nuts. The more the merrier. Unless you're all wanting to roast me at the stake that is. Then, less is more.


Disclaimers: I still don't own squat. But then you guys know that, right?


Summary: A powerful, ruthless and unstable figure begins to meddle in Willow and Tara's lives, with unforeseen consequences.


Rating: PG-13, maybe R at times for a touch of violence.


Timeline: Well now, it starts off just before the end of Seeing Red, but will contain elements of an altered Season 7.


Spoilers: Err ... pretty much the entire show. If you haven't seen any of it yet, and actually want to, you just aren't trying hard enough.


Thoughts are in italics.


The story so far ... Tara has had her chance at a face to face encounter with Nameless, who has surprisingly requested her aid to teach Willow a so-called lesson. Despite her best efforts to locate her lost lover and her captor, Willow is beginning to get more than a little bit desperate when Nameless reappears and kidnaps her as well. Things aren't looking good for the remaining scoobies ...


Part 18.


“Was that who I think it was?” Xander demanded as he stumbled down the porch steps, narrowly avoiding tripping and impaling himself upon the broadsword he carried. Giles followed in his wake, eyes glittering like twin chips of flint behind his glasses.


“It was,” confirmed the Watcher in a voice that was disturbingly composed. “And now, he's got Willow as well.”


Xander rounded on the Englishman in a fury born of fear for his oldest friend. “How the hell can you be so calm, Giles! He's got Tara, and now he's got Will!”


Giles fixed Xander with a withering glare, even as he kept a close eye on Buffy, who hadn't moved an inch, but apparently remained fixated on the empty space where Willow had been.


“Now is no time to lose our heads, Xander. Panicking will be of no help whatsoever to Willow, or to Tara.”


“Yeah, well some of us don't have iced tea running through our veins,” Xander shot back angrily. “Some of us are stuck on the panic channel. All panic, all the time, 24-7!”


“Don't you dare try and imply that I don't care about Willow and Tara! I care for them, for all of you like you were my own children!” Giles was becoming frostier by the second, sucked in by Xander's angry tone.


The carpenter wasn't at all impressed by Giles' response, and the mounting tension of everything that had been happening of late, combined with the intense fear he was feeling for his friends was overwhelming Xander's better judgment.


“You've got a funny way of showing it then!” he countered, uncaring of the fact that he was now shouting. “Running away like a big scaredy-cat English guy!”


“What is that supposed to mean!” Giles demanded, eyes narrowed and lips pursed in displeasure.


“Stop it!” yelled a third voice, and the two men turned in surprise to face the porch where Dawn and Anya stood. “Just stop it!” Dawn continued, fighting off worry and annoyance at Giles and Xander's behavior. Anya, on the other hand, wasn't conflicted in the least about openly displaying her disgust.


“Dawn, I ...” Giles began apologetically, but Dawn censored the Watcher's attempt with a furious gesture.


“Is it true?” she demanded. “Was it Nameless? Did he take Willow?”


“I'm afraid so,” Giles regretfully advised her.


Dawn shifted her weight and crossed her arms, unconsciously mimicking the body language her sister typically adopted when she was angry. “And this is how you go about rescuing her? By bickering on the lawn? What is wrong with you both?”


Xander ducked his head and scuffed his feet on the lawn like the proverbial errant schoolboy, abashed by the teenager's richly deserved criticism. For his part, Giles awkwardly cleared his throat and looked mildly ashamed. Dawn noticed his hand twitching, and was sure that if she hadn't been glaring fit to cut glass, he would have been polishing his glasses.


“She's right.”


The others turned at the sound of Buffy's voice. The Slayer had apparently broken out of the trance she had been in, and rotated to face them with a look of unyielding determination on her face. After a moments surprise, Dawn visibly preened, her expression all but shouting 'Hah, I was right!' to the others. The teenager's jubilation was short lived when she realized that no-one else was paying attention. A disappointed pout struggled to make itself noticed on Dawn's face, but it was obvious that her heart wasn't in it, and the expression swiftly subsided.


“Willow and Tara need our help,” continued Buffy firmly. “Which we're not giving by squabbling in the front yard. We need to act, and we need to act now.”


A moments silence greeted Buffy's forceful pronouncement, broken only by the rasp of a cricket ignorant and uncaring of the tension pregnant in the air. Then the silence was broken by Anya's curious voice.


“So ... act how?”


Silence reigned once more.


“You don't have the first idea what to do, do you Buffy?” Anya queried suspiciously.


Buffy shrugged self-consciously. “Not so much, no. I was just trying to go for motivational.”


“Well, I don't think that freakishly tall man with the massive hands has anything to worry about,” the ex-demon noted clinically. “Honestly, who would be motivated by that?”


“Well, there goes my lifelong dream,” replied the Slayer sarcastically. “I guess I'll have to resign myself to a life of killing monsters and serving fried imitation meat substances. Now that we've got the sorry details of my future out of the way, does anyone have any useful suggestions?”


Yet again, there was silence, broken as the same cricket made a repeat performance. Finally, Xander offered his two cents to the discussion.


“We suck.”


**********


Nameless rematerialized in the cave, a limp limbed Willow still enfolded in his arms. Loosening his grip, the warlock rotated the redhead so that she faced him and snapped his fingers, breaking the spell that had plunged her into slumber.


Consciousness returned just as swiftly as it had been stolen, hitting the somnolent witch with the speed and force of a runaway train. Emerald eyes snapped open, staring into Nameless' mismatched gaze in blank confusion. Realization swiftly dawned, and Willow's eyes narrowed. With that realization came determination, and with that determination came action.


Willow kicked Nameless hard in the shin. Lurching backwards as the warlock released her, Willow regained her balance and, consumed by fear and anger, swung with all her might at Nameless' head. Her attempt proved less than successful.


Nameless intercepted her blow with practiced ease, capturing Willow's arm by the wrist. With a startled 'eep', the redhead found herself spun around in a circle until one arm was twisted behind her back and a bony hand was clamped upon her throat.


“Don't let the scars fool you, little witch,” Nameless rasped into Willow's ear, his hot breath tickling her earlobe. “I'm not overly fond of being hit in the face.”


Willow proved to be less than concerned about her captors preferences however. “Where is she?” demanded the redhead shrilly, desperation overriding her sense of self preservation to the point where she struggled futilely in Nameless' iron grip. “Where's Tara? What did you do to her?”


Nameless sighed like the long suffering parent of a cantankerous youngster, pointed Willow in a different direction, and shoved the witch away. Willow staggered forwards, tripping and pitching head first to the ground, but quickly scrambled to her feet and rounded on the warlock once more.


Where is she?!”


Nameless crooked one eyebrow in disappointment. “Here's a suggestion for you, Willow,” he snidely answered. “Try pulling your head out of your ass, turn back around, and look for yourself.”


“Just tell me where ... wait, what?”


The warlock's second sigh was rapidly nearing the level of a sullen teenager as he signaled for Willow to turn around. Keeping one eye suspiciously upon Nameless, Willow grudgingly did as he suggested. What she discovered made the redhead gasp and forget completely about her captor's presence, for the moment at least.


Across the length of the cave was Tara, hanging loosely in midair, her head slumped down upon her chest and her limbs limp. In a sick kind of way, the image made Willow recall that magical night last year on Tara's birthday, when they had danced together in the Bronze. Both women had been so happy and content that they had begun to spontaneously sway in midair, tightly wrapped in each other's embrace.


Now however, it was not Willow's gentle and loving arms wrapped around the blonde; rather it was a pulsing band of some gelatinous substance that was a particularly putrescent, sickly blue. It was as if Nameless had hocked up a gross phlegm wad of epic proportions, and wrapped it about Tara's waist, securing the blonde witch's arms to her sides.


“Tara!” Willow cried out, anguish flooding every aspect of her being. Unbeknownst to the redheaded witch, behind her back, Nameless physically winced at the note of pain in his captive's voice. For a single fleeting second, remorse and self-recrimination coursed across his ravaged face, before it was mercilessly quashed with coldly stark self-control.


Willow sprinted towards her everything, uncaring of whether or not the warlock would try to stop her. The only thought in her mind was reaching her mate's side. Nameless did not attempt to intervene however, perhaps realizing that to do so would be akin to trying to stop a herd of rampaging cattle by standing in their path and shouting boo.


What he did do was to clear his throat meaningfully. “You might want to slow down a bit ...”


Willow paid the warlock's mild advice no heed, and continued her headlong charge towards where Tara hung unconscious. So, when she slammed into the invisible barrier surrounding her partner, it was at full speed.


“... before something like that happens,” finished Nameless regretfully, as the speeding redhead's body ricocheted off the forcefield and staggered backwards, arms flailing gracelessly. Willow landed with a thump on her butt, eyes pinched half-closed and her mouth open in a silent 'O' of pain and embarrassment.


“Sometimes I wonder why I bother,” Nameless muttered beneath his breath as he limped over to Willow. Reaching down, he grabbed the witch by the scruff of her blouse and hauled her effortlessly to her feet.


Once Willow regained her equilibrium, she tried to shove Nameless away, but the warlock evaded her every attempt with serpentine grace and stepped back obligingly.


“Don't touch me!” Willow snapped, and Nameless obediently placed his hands together at the small of his back.


“What did you do to her, you ... you ...” Willow's voice trailed off as she discovered nothing suitably harsh enough in her admittedly sparse vocabulary of insults.


“Murdering bastard? Butt-ugly psycho?” Nameless offered with a dry, humorless smile. “They're both accurate.”


“What did you do to Tara?” Willow snapped, far too concerned with her partner's condition to do anything but ignore the warlock's words.


“You mean after I saved her life and stole her away from you?” Nameless asked merrily, as if he considered the entire situation one big joke. “I cleaned her wound, engaged in a little light banter, complete with the obligatory insults and threats ... and then I put her into an enchanted sleep.” He leaned forward and winked conspiratorially. “I couldn't leave the little minx to roam free while I went and fetched you, now could I?”


“Let her go!”


“Hmm, let me think,” Nameless replied, scratching idly at his jaw. “Er ... no.”


“Let her go, now!” Willow repeated, giving her infamous resolve face a try. “Or else!”


But the warlock proved immune to the most powerful weapon in the redhead's expression arsenal. “Or else what, Willow?” he scoffed. “Didn't we have this discussion earlier? Without your magic, you're about as much of a threat to me as a newborn kitten.”


“What is wrong with you?” Willow demanded furiously. “Do you think this is a game? This is my ... our life you're screwing with!”


“Life is a game, little witch,” Nameless rasped, suddenly bleak. “The only difference between it and any other ... is the stakes.”


“Fine, all of life is a game, woo hoo. Now, why don't you go play with yourself instead of us?”


Witch and warlock stared at each other in mortified silence as the unintended connotation hidden in Willow's statement worked through their equally complex minds. Despite her best efforts, Willow's cheeks blossomed with embarrassment, while Nameless awkwardly cleared his throat.


“Can we just ... forgot that I ever said that?” Willow pleaded, and the warlock nodded his head eagerly, only too happy to acquiesce.


“Works for me,” he muttered gratefully. “Now, where were we?”


“You were being a big mean jerk,” Willow responded with uncharacteristic spite.


“That's pretty much a given, little witch,” Nameless observed mildly. “So it doesn't exactly narrow things down much.”


The redhead glared at him with gritted teeth, a hairs breadth away from losing control and hurling herself physically at the warlock. After what she had seen Nameless was capable of, Willow knew such an action was about as likely to succeed as Xander was to become a nuclear physicist, but as always when Tara's safety was on the line, clear headed thinking proved almost beyond the redhead's capacities.


Willow took a deep, shaky breath and exhaled, trying to expel off of her fear and panic with it. If I'm going to get Tara and I out of this alive, I've got to stop reacting. I have to play to my strengths. Which means I have to keep a cool head. Willow gulped instinctively at the prospect of trying to outwit her ruthless and mercurial opponent. Tara needs me. I have to be strong now. Strong like an amazon.


“What do you want?” she finally asked, feeling a twinge of pride at how calm and collected her expression was. Too bad my voice is so shaky.


“What do I want?” Nameless repeated Willow's words as if considering the question for the first time, before posing a question on his own. “What do any of us want?”


“Sorry, but I'm not really in the mood for a philosophical discussion,” Willow ground out, her hard won composure already slipping.


“As you wish,” replied Nameless with a shrug and another of those painfully familiar half-smiles. “You ask what I want. Well, I'm not going to tell you my details of my scheme in full. I am not so much of a fool as to make such a clichéd mistake. So you will have to make do with what I want right now, in regards to you.”


“Fine, whatever. Now, how about you stop stalling and actually tell me already!”


The warlock shook his head, and waved his index finger chidingly. “Tut tut, Ms Rosenberg. Temper temper. Have you no appreciation for theatrics?” Cocking his head to one side, his grin grew even wider. “Still, I shouldn't be surprised. I am speaking to a woman fled the stage without a word rather than perform her part in her High School talent show.”


How did he ...?


“Still, I suppose I should get to the point. We might be here all night otherwise, and I'm sure all of us have better things to do,” he acknowledged with a wry smirk. “So, what do I want? That's simple. I want you to start using magic again.”


Willow stared at her tormentor, mouth open and slack with shock. All that kept the redhead from performing a prize winning imitation of a goldfish was the fact that her mouth wasn't mindlessly opening and closing. “You what?” she finally mumbled, mind whirling with confusion.


“I'm sorry, did I stutter?” he asked solicitously, before adopting a cruel grin. “No ... wait, you'd be used to that, w.. wouldn't y.. you?”


“Hey, don't you dare make fun of Tara!” Willow demanded, her emerald eyes fiery, infuriated by his mockery of her mate.


“Then don't ask stupid questions, Willow,” he snidely suggested, “and I won't feel so inclined to indulge my acid tongue.”


Grinding her teeth together in frustration, Willow tried to regain her earlier illusion of calm before continuing. Why does this ... big jerk push my buttons so much? Why do I let him get to me so easily?


“Fine,” she snapped. “Maybe then you'd like to explain why you want to make me a greater threat to you, huh Mr Smarty-pants?”


Lips twitching in the ghost of a conspiratory smile, Nameless just shook his head.


“No?” Willow asked in disappointment. “Are you sure you don't want to gloat, just a little? Rub my face in how superior you are, how brilliant your evil scheme is?” she cajoled hopefully.


“Nope,” the warlock replied nonchalantly. “I'm good. Except, ya know, for the whole evil thing.”


“Drat,” Willow grumbled. “You suck.”


Nameless shrugged, unable or unwilling to argue with Willow's diagnosis. Hands still cupped at the small of his back, Nameless stalked away and to one side, so that he, Willow and Tara formed three points of an invisible triangle. Looking back at the redhead from the corner of his eye, he grinned at the sulking expression Willow wore.


“Well, all this pointless bickering is fun and all, don't get me wrong. But do you have a answer for me?”


“Um ... about what?” Willow asked, mildly confused as she was forcibly snapped out of her pout. From the pinched expression on his scarred face, Nameless was only just managing to avoid slapping himself in the face in exasperation.


“About rethinking this idiotic decision to forgo magic, you ... you ... infuriating little idiot!” he growled through gritted teeth.


Willow set her lips in a thin line of determined resistance. “No,” she declared flatly.


Nameless sighed, his shoulders slumping in disappointment. “No what, Willow? No, you don't have an answer for me? Or just plain, flat-out, get bent, no?”


Willow's only answer was an angry glare, and the warlock sighed again regretfully. “Is that your final answer, little witch?”


“Oh well, let me think,” Willow replied, her voice dripping with fake earnestness. “Should I start doing that thing again that hurt my friends, and drove away the woman I love. Gee, that's a hard decision. Then there's the fact that it's what you, Mr Prince-of-Darkness-type-evil-guy, want me to do it!” Willow scoffed derisively. “That's pretty much gonna guarantee that I won't!”


Nameless fixed the redhead with a gaze that was suddenly glacial, and a shiver ran down Willow's spine. “So be it,” he intoned like a judge pronouncing sentence. “Then your girlfriend dies.”


Nameless flung out one arm in Tara's direction, and the air grew thick with the acrid tang of burnt ozone as lightning flared from his fingers and leapt unerringly at the blonde witch's helpless form.


**********


“We so totally suck!” Xander moaned, dropping his head into his hands.


“Doesn't anyone have an idea?” Dawn pleaded hopefully. “Anything? Anyone?”


Giles looked up from polishing his glasses, a habit that he had hoped would somehow inspire a plan. “Buffy, are you sure that Willy ...”


Buffy shook her head definitively. “No go, Giles. He's terrified of Nameless, to the point where even Will's resolve face didn't move him.”


“Perhaps if I ...” Giles began to offer, but Buffy cut him off despondently.


“Sorry, Giles. I don't care how scary you can get when you go all 'Ripper' on someone, I don't think it'd work. This Nameless ... he tortured Willy simply to prove a point. I don't think you can match that.”


“We have to do something!” Xander blurted. “This is Will and Tara we're talking about!”


“Do you think we don't know that, Xander?” snapped the Slayer as she rounded angrily on her friend.


“No! I know that you ... it's just ... it's Willow, Buff. She's my best friend. If anything happens to her, or to Tara ...”


Buffy's expression softened as she witnessed the anguish in Xander's open face, and she enfolded her friend in a comforting hug. “I know, Xander. I know.”


“Yes ... well,” Giles muttered, clearing his throat awkwardly. “Be that as it may, perhaps we should review what we know?”


“Which is?” Anya asked curiously. “I thought we didn't know much? Isn't that why we don't know what to do?”


Giles appeared understandably off put by Anya's characteristic bluntness. “Um ... well ... er, yes I suppose so, but ...”


“Anya, I think you broke Giles again,” interjected Xander as he disengaged from Buffy's embrace. “What I want to know is what the hell that bell sound was. Did Nameless make that, cause if so, he's not so much with the stealth these days.”


“Oh no, that was Tara's ward spell. Nameless tripped it,” Anya explained matter of factly. Then she seemed to realize who she was talking to and continued in a much more antagonistic tone of voice. “I would have thought that was obvious, even to you, Xander Harris.”


“Well, it's good to know my stupidity can still exceed your expectations, Ahn,” Xander shot back in what could only be imagined was supposed to be a brilliant comeback. The pained expression that quickly followed his declaration made it all too apparent that even Xander himself recognized its shortcomings.


In the meantime, Buffy was too concerned to lend the antics of her bickering friends too much attention. Instead, she turned to Giles, an expression of hope on her face.


“Giles, could you do a locater spell?” she asked. “That's what Willow was going to do, just before he took her.”


Xander and Dawn both glanced at the Slayer sharply, but their questions were pre-empted by an even sharper glance from Buffy that promised they would be discussed later.


“I'd be extremely surprised if a warlock of Nameless' power didn't have some kind of cloaking device shielding himself from such spells, Buffy,” Anya interrupted. “Especially given his habits with glamors. He'd have to know we'd be looking for him, especially after he kidnapped Tara, and then Willow.”


Despite Anya's words, which had driven the brief flicker of hope from Buffy's face, Giles' eyes lit up with the first glimmers of a plan. “But ... he might not have increased the scope of any such spell to include either Willow or Tara,” he muttered.


“So, does that mean if we use a locater spell to find them, instead of Nameless himself ...?” Dawn asked, the faces of both of the Summers sisters lighting up with hope once more.


“It might just work!” Giles announced triumphantly.


“We should probably go the Magic Box,” Dawn suggested. “I don't think Tara kept too much in the way of supplies in the house since she moved back in.”


“We can discuss a payment plan later,” Anya added, in a grand display of magnanimous charity. As she gradually became aware of the aghast stares she was receiving from the other scoobies, a look of perplexity washed over the ex-demon. “What?”


**********


This time, there was no hesitation, no conflict over what the right thing to do was. Willow simply acted, without hesitation, without compunction. Without even pausing, the redhead reached inside of her, tapping the ever present thread of power running through her very being that had, until this very moment, made resisting the magic's sultry call so difficult.


Once again, power coursed through her veins, almost as heady and seductive as Willow found Tara's presence. But the siren song of power had lost it's luster for Willow Rosenberg. Here and now, nothing mattered to the redhead beyond saving the woman who made her heart and soul sing with pure love and joy.


Even though her skills were rusty and atrophied from self-enforced disuse, Willow acted instinctively. She spoke no spell, wove no gestures in the air, performed no ritual. Instead, she poured every scrap of power she could muster into her will, and somehow thrust it between the helpless body of her beloved and the lightning that threatened Tara's life.


The lightning bolt shattered against the invisible wall that Willow wove in desperation, exploding in a shower of sparks that that hissed and spat as they inevitably died in the unpacked soil of the cave's floor. With that threat averted, Willow turned the attention of her suddenly black and menacing eyes upon the form of the cruel, sadistic son of a bitch who had dared to threaten Tara. Nameless simply stood there, arms hanging loose at his sides, his face a cold and inscrutable mask.


Willow screamed at him, a wordless cry of unreasoning fury, and struck. Reaching inside once more, the witch harnessed every scrap of hate, pain, fury, and most of all, fear. Fear of being alone once more, fear of losing Tara, fear of losing the light that her blonde goddess brought to both the world and Willow's own life, fear of what Willow herself might become. The redhead seized that churning maelstrom of emotion swirling within her, and hurled it directly at her foe.


That raging storm of power hit the warlock with a force unparalleled by anything in nature, and hurled him backwards and up like a leaf in the midst of a storm, and slammed him into the cave wall. The gristly sound of tender flesh impacting against unyielding stone, and bones snapping beneath brutal force, made Willow wince, even in her current condition.


A shower of blood sprayed from Nameless' lips as he lay pinned to the wall for a moment, before falling to the floor. Despite what Willow had expected to be a crushing blow, the warlock landed in a crouch and staggered to his feet. Ignoring the strings of tacky blood dripping from his mouth, Nameless laughed.


“There's the black-eyed girl I know and love!” he crowed triumphantly.


“You tried to murder Tara,” Willow growled flatly. “Allow me to return the favor.”


This time, it was Willow's turn for lightning to flare from her outstretched fingertips. The bolts of electricity she hurled were brighter than those she had used with limited success against the hellgod Glory, but they were still dwarfed by the raging intensity of that which Nameless had unleashed earlier.


Sneering contemptuously, Nameless batted aside Willow's attack with one bare hand, and Willow blinked in surprise. How'd he do that? she wondered enviously for a brief moment.


“If I tried to kill your precious Tara, little witch,” the warlock rasped, “You'd be picking chunks of her out of your hair.”


Willow's eyes and nostrils flared in sudden rage. “You sonofa ...”


She drew back one arm to hurl lightning once more at her tormentor, but Nameless wagged his index finger chidingly. “Not again, Willow.” A tiny bolt of incandescent light was flicked underarmed from the warlock's other hand, and Willow reeled backwards as it caught her full in the forehead.


Lurching back upright, Willow felt her forehead feverishly for any trace of a wound. Once her probing digits had finished their panicked inspection, and found no trace that Nameless' counterstrike had any effect on her whatsoever, Willow returned her attention to her opponent and tried again to attack.


Nothing happened. A sliver of panic slipped into one of the many cracks in the redhead's confidence as she reached out again to the magic she could still feel pulsing through her. Again nothing happened. The power was still there, Willow could feel it thrumming in time to her pulse. But every time that Willow tried to touch it, to tap into it, the redhead ran into a barrier, invisible and inviolate to her best efforts to penetrate it. She skittered across the barrier's surface like a cat scrabbling across the slick surface of an iced over lake, trying desperately to find a way through.


When she could not, she stared at Nameless as she balanced precariously upon the precipice of a pit filled with panic and fear. “What did you do to me?” she whispered.


Nameless' answering smile was faint, but utterly predatory in nature. “Nifty little trick, innit?” he announced gleefully, like a small child who'd succeeded in pulling off an intricate prank. “That little light show I hit you with? Not quite as harmless as it seemed, in point of fact. Basically, it rewired the electro-chemical balance of your brain in a minuscule, but oh so important way. To put it simply, I turned off the part of your brain that lets you use magic.”


Oh goddess. I've failed. I let Tara down. I used magic again, and it was for nothing. He's going to kill me. He's going to kill Tara!


Willow stared at Nameless with such an expression of shock and anguish that the warlock's own look of triumph faltered briefly. “Oh, don't be so worried. The effects are temporary,” he muttered with a sullen shrug.


“Why?” Willow breathed painfully. “Why are you doing this to us?”


“Because I need you alive, little witch,” Nameless replied quietly. “I need you alive, and a Willow Rosenberg who uses magic is infinitely better at defending herself than a Willow Rosenberg without magic.”


Willow stared wide-eyed at the warlock, with a face like she had just seen Xander run over Miss Kitty Fantastico in front of her. Repeatedly. With a steamroller.


“You want me to be able to protect myself better? And to do that, you try and kill Tara? Are you insane?”


Nameless scowled and limped towards her, ignoring Willow's inadvertent yelp and backwards jump. Grabbing the startled redhead by the scruff of her neck, he forcibly pointed Willow in Tara's direction.


“Is she dead?” he demanded.


“No ...” Willow mumbled cautiously.


“Then I didn't try to kill her!” he snarled. With blood still staining his teeth, it wasn't a pretty sight. “When I try to kill someone, you'll know it, little witch.”


“You threw lightning at her!” Willow exclaimed incredulously. “What was that supposed to do? Make her hair stand on end?”


Nameless leaned in close so that he could rasp directly into the redhead's ear. “No, I didn't.” Raising one arm, the warlock gestured imperiously in Tara's direction, and as Willow gaped in amazement, the image of the blonde faded into thin air. “I threw lightning at an illusion.”


“You ... you ...”


“I played you, little witch. I knew exactly what buttons to press to get you to do exactly what I wanted you to. I know your strengths. I know your weaknesses. I know what it is you desire, I know your innermost secrets. I. Know. You.”


Willow shook her head in vehement denial. “You don't know the first thing about me! Now ...”


His grip still firm about her neck, Nameless turned Willow once more so that she faced the nearest section of cave wall. A second wave, and the section of wall in front of them vanished into nothingness, revealing a small alcove. Neatly arranged upon the floor, with her hands crossed across her chest below the swell of her breasts, lay Tara.


Willow's heart ached at the sight of her beloved, after what felt like an eternity away from her side. “What did you do ...” she started to blurt before Nameless clamped his free hand over her mouth in annoyance.


“Didn't we do this dance already, Willow?” he grumbled sourly. “She's just asleep. Now, how about we do this the old fashioned way, huh?”


Since she couldn't move her head or speak, Willow had to settle for rolling her eyes and signaling her confusion by means of a complicated series of blinks. Nameless just grinned, and nodded in Tara's direction.


“Now go wake your princess with a kiss,” he suggested, and shoved Willow in the necessary direction. Stumbling forward a few steps, Willow regained her balance and shot a suspicious glance back at Nameless. The warlock bowed with an elaborate flourish, despite never taking his eyes off Willow, and obligingly retreated to the far wall of the cave.


Once he was far enough away, Willow succumbed to her temptation and rushed to Tara's side. Dropping to her knees, Willow hovered over the body of her partner, one hand frozen in midair above Tara's face. She hesitated, almost unwilling to touch her lover for fear that Tara wouldn't be real, that this would be just another cruel deception.


But in the end, the call of physical touch proved too much for her fears, and Willow bent to gently brush her lips against Tara's own. The kiss was chaste and gentle, the barest touch of lip against lip. Then Tara began to kiss her back, and Nameless, the cave, the vampire attack, all of it vanished. The only thing in the world for Willow was the swell and movement of Tara's lips against her own.


Willow felt Tara's mouth open, and the blonde's tongue brush against her lips in a wordless request for entry. Willow was only too happy to comply, and was opening her mouth when Nameless' harsh voice shattered her euphoric state.


“Before you two start exploring each others lungs with your tongues, might we conclude our business together?”


Willow's eyes flared open as the full import of her situation slammed back into her consciousness, and she found herself staring into Tara's equally startled gaze. Reluctantly, Willow slowly drew away, and despite the circumstances in which she found herself, she smiled warmly at her lover.


“Hi,” she whispered, as Tara smiled back.


“Hi yourself,” Tara whispered in reply.


“Wow,” interjected Nameless snidely. “You know, you two are just ... so damn cute together that I may well be physically sick.”


Willow scrambled indignantly to her feet, glaring angrily at the warlock, even as she admired the quiet grace with which Tara returned to a standing position. Holding out her hand, Willow instantly felt better when Tara took it firmly with one of her own. Together, hand in hand, the two witches stepped forward to confront Nameless, who greeted them with a crooked grin. Willow felt Tara's hand tighten upon her own, and realized that the blonde was also seeing disturbing shades of her own facial expressions in the warlock.


“You know, if I didn't already know that I'd put the whammy on your mojo, I might think you two were thinking of throwing down the gauntlet,” Nameless observed blasély.


Willow puffed up with pride and bravado. “Got you worried, huh?” she crowed. “You should be. Me and Tara, together? We are going to kick ... your ... ass.”


Nameless' only reaction was to burst out laughing, and Willow visibly wilted before fixing him with a self-righteous glare.


“What's so funny?” she demanded. “You think we couldn't do it? I wasn't the one getting bounced off the walls a few minutes ago!”


Nameless bit off his laughter with a savage snap of his blood stained teeth, like a wolf tearing flesh from the corpse of a fallen victim. Leaping forward as if pouncing upon prey, Nameless sneered at the two witches in apparent contempt as they jumped at his sudden movement.


“You think that is anywhere near sufficient to stop me, little witch?” he growled. Then his voice raised to a deafening roar as he tore open the plain button-up shirt he wore. “DOES IT LOOK LIKE I AM ANY STRANGER TO PAIN!”


Both Willow and Tara gasped at what was revealed. Every last square inch of visible skin from the neck down was covered in scars, burn marks, tattoos and brands. No scrap of Nameless' flesh had appeared to have escaped the touch of violence. His entire body was a road map of violence, hardship and agony.


“Goddess,” Tara whispered painfully, and Willow knew that evidence of such suffering tugged at the heartstrings of her partner's gentle nature. Willow herself felt a similar pity, but it was still contaminated by her anger at Nameless' treatment of the both of them, so she gritted her teeth and steeled her heart against her innate compassion.


“Whatever it is that you're trying to do, Nameless, we will stop you,” Willow fervently declared, and the warlock fixed both women with a baleful eye.


“The only way to stop me, little witches, is to kill me,” he rasped, his earlier incandescent fury vanishing once more behind a cold mask. “And that is not an easy task to accomplish.”


“Then we'll find another way,” Tara countered quietly. “We don't kill humans.”


“I do.”


Nameless' statement reverberated from the caves stone walls, hanging in the air like an oppressive fog. Suddenly whirling about, the tail of his trench coat swinging out dramatically, Nameless pointed at the far end of the cave. A shimmering ripple in the air signaled the demise of yet another illusion, this time revealing a large, roughly rectangular, flat topped rock. It bore a large number of disturbing, rust colored stains upon it, and Willow knew with absolute certainty that she wasn't going to like what Nameless was about to reveal.


“In point of fact,” Nameless continued in his disconcerting rasp of a voice, “I killed someone right there.”


Nameless turned back to face the two witches with a beatific smile, gesturing at the rough alter as if he was presenting a prize upon a deranged and macabre game show.


“I spent my first week in Sunnydale, torturing Warren Mears to death,” he recounted as if recalling a pleasant memory. “It ... was not an easy passing, but it was so much less than what I desired to do to him. But alas, time waits for no man nor beast, so I had to cut my play short.”


“So you did kill Warren,” Tara confirmed shakily, and Nameless inclined his head in a kind of solemn, murderous glee.


“He was my masterpiece. I turned the useless wretch into a symphony of suffering, an opera of agony.” Nameless half closed his eyes, tilting his head back as if listening to something only he could hear. “Even now, I can still hear his screams. They were like ... a fine wine to me, thick and rich.”


“Great, you're a murdering freak,” blurted Willow, hoping to stop the warlock from going into more a detailed description. “What do you want from us? Congratulations?”


“How about a thank you?”


As Willow once more gaped open-mouthed at the warlock, Tara noticed the tension in her lover's posture, and knew that the redhead was on the verge of exploding. Figuring that adding Willow's temper to the already strained atmosphere wouldn't help, Tara slipped closer to her lover, and started rubbing her thumb along the surface of Willow's hand in the hope that closer physical contact would soothe the almost vibrating redhead.


Tara's ploy seemed to work, for Willow turned to her with an apologetic smile, and subtly pressed for Tara's cooler head to take point in their confrontation. Despite her insecure reservations about her suitability for such a task, Willow's obvious belief in her allowed Tara to do so.


“What are we s... supposed to thank you for, Nameless?” Tara asked, silently cursing the reappearance of her stutter.


“Your life,” he replied bluntly, and Tara felt Willow stiffen beside her.


“What, you expect us to thank you for not killing us?” Willow asked in infuriated disbelief, but Nameless just shook his head and sighed.


“Tara Maclay,” began the warlock as if lecturing an especially stupid student. “Born October the 16th, 1980. Died ... May the 7th, 2002.” Willow shook her head in denial, even as a palpable sense of physical dread settled upon her. But Nameless did not stop; he continued on, relentlessly, every word cutting like a knife. “Shot through the heart from behind by a stray bullet. A bullet fired by one Warren Mears, in his attempt to murder Buffy Summers. The little wretch wasn't even looking when he killed her. He lacked even the decency to realize that he had snuffed out her life.”


“T... that's not t... true,” Tara stammered in denial. “That d... didn't h.. happen.”


Nameless cocked his head, and studied the discomforted features of both women with a small, sly and mysterious smile. “No, it didn't. Because I stopped it from happening.”


“You can't claim that!” Willow objected vociferously, taking a set forward and slightly in front of Tara as if to protect the blonde. “What do you think you are, some kind of seer?”


“Something like that,” the warlock replied quietly, leaning forward as if to share a secret. “Didn't ol' Ripper return to suburban splendor of Sunnydale expecting to find you dead? Who did you think had upset fate's design?”


Tara was white-faced and nauseous as the full import of Nameless' words settled upon her suddenly burdened shoulders. “You ...” she began, but had no idea of how to finish.


“Think upon it, my little witches. You owe Tara's life, and any future happiness you might share ... to me.” With that final statement, the warlock straightened and beamed as benevolently as if he were Santa Claus. A Santa Claus who was thin to the point of emaciation, disfigured, homicidal, and down-right scary.


“Well, now that little revelation is out of the way, I think it's probably time I sent you two lovebirds home, don't you?” he cheerfully stated. “I imagine your friends are starting to fret by now, and we wouldn't want them to do something stupider than usual, now would we?”


With that, Nameless raised a cupped hand and blew the powder concealed there at the startled lovers. His breath increased exponentially as it carried the strangely glittering powder, until by the time it reached Willow and Tara it seemed as strong as a hurricane, and yet it was utterly silent.


The arcane winds seemed to bend reality, stretching and twisting the visual spectrum until it was distorted beyond recognition. Somehow frozen in place, neither witch could do anything beyond stand there and watch wide-eyed, still hand in hand, as the winds grew stronger still and they too began to rotate.


Nameless' voice somehow trickled through the winds. “Fare thee well, ladies. We will meet again.”


Then Willow and Tara were gone, as if they had never been there. Nameless sagged to his knees and fell forward onto his hands, retching fiercely and coughing up blood. Once the fit had passed, he gingerly rocked backwards onto his haunches, and probed carefully at his lower back.


“I think the little minx cracked three of my ribs,” he muttered to himself. “I see she's still one heck of a firecracker when she gets her gander up.” Then he started to a dry laugh that swiftly turned hysterical. Before long, anyone who would have heard him would have been unsure if Nameless was laughing, or weeping.


To be continued.
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 11 Dec)

Postby mole » Wed Dec 21, 2005 6:27 am

Hi Paul,

don't know if I can quite pull off a Keyser Soze moment, or an M. Night Schama-lama-whatever, but I'll try.


Ha! Thanks for the laught first thing this morning. "Schama-lama-whatever" is classic :-D

Would people prefer if I reply more frequently, or is everyone fine with waiting until the next update is posted? Just curious.


I'm okay waiting for the next update, that way I get the response and more story. Sort of a 2-for-1 deal.

I haven't read the update yet, that's on the agenda for today. But I did want to say Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday to you. Safe travels.

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 21 Dec)

Postby caz » Wed Dec 21, 2005 12:56 pm

Great update Paul, but now I'm totally stumped again. Also, I'm not sure I understand what Nameless has done to Willow's magic. But I'll be patient cos I'm sure all will be explained eventually!

Seasons greetings!

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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 21 Dec)

Postby AlysonGoddess » Wed Dec 21, 2005 1:01 pm

yay update.. may i just say nameless is messed up and please continue with the updaty goodness :)
happy holidays
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Re: New Fic - At Any Cost. (Updated 21 Dec)

Postby viximon » Thu Dec 22, 2005 7:50 am

Hey Paul, my evilpal. Great confortation you wrote here.
:bounce
Tara and Willow got free now but not for free I think. he he he.
Buffy and the scoobs almost didn't do much, poor them, but their ideas (about the locatspell and such) are quite remarcables.
Love how things are developing.

Sorry I'm on a hurry, just love T/W-ness, Nameless, your fic in general...
Love all. (Despite my love for evilness, I love nevertheless so is good, I'm good too. Don't I? I mean evil can't love. Or can?...Too much wonder about Nameless, see, now I'm a little like him. YOUR FAULT )

Ha ha. Now, really, I have to go. Just post my congrats to you. Keep it up and update soon,please. :applause

PS: You didn't responde me about the answer Tara gave Nameless about "help him with Willow and her lesson" and that stuff. Must I worry now?

Take care. Greets. See you next chap
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