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Re: Update

Postby Pixie gishmock » Sun Jun 02, 2002 10:32 am

Oh God!!! I can't think of anything to say, except....pretty much everything Willowfan said. *Pixie hugs Beth over in England, then hugs Kath (very gently) and leaves her some beige food (which, because it's cyber-beige-food, is quite nummy, full of much more flavor and texture than most beige food.)*



:cry Crawling into the cuddlepuddle now.

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

Pixie gishmock
 


Re: Update

Postby VampNo12 » Sun Jun 02, 2002 10:37 am

I just caught up on the past four updates and wow they were all great! The part with Willow braiding Dawn's hair, but then going into a seizure was quite intense. And the reason being the smell of Tara in Dawn's hair was like a double edge sword. Meaning, Dawn is all happy Tara is slowly coming back, but then to find out she is the inadvertent reason for Willow's pain must of really hurt Dawn. Xander having Buffy "dumb it down" for him in order to grasp the concept of Tara being alive was so like Xander, and gave me a laugh to counter all the angst.



As for Tara remembering Willow's hands, eye color, and hair color gave me a happy feeling that although, they aren't firm memories they are memories nonetheless. I loved how she referred to Willow as "Baby", and I thought it was poignant how Tara needed for Buffy to tell her Willow was alright. With this in mind, although Buffy didn't technically lie she didn't tell Tara the whole truth, which makes me anticipate her reaction when Tara learns how "lost" Willow has become. Lastly, knowing how close Tara was to her mother it hit me as hard as it hit Tara when Buffy told her mother was dead (ie it's like Tara in that moment was reliving her mother's death again). Looking forward to the continuing journey of angst as well as light at the end of W&T finding each other again.

Edited by: VampNo12  at: 6/3/02 1:39:02 am
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Re: Update

Postby fidds » Sun Jun 02, 2002 12:24 pm

oh wow...........:jaw

brilliant update- you two are such brilliant writers*claps hands*



*Hannah*

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I'm on the outside , i'm looking in , i can see through you , see your true colours , cause inside you're ugly , you're ugly like me - STAIND-Outside

fidds
 


Re: Update

Postby pikescoob » Sun Jun 02, 2002 2:18 pm

According to Madalene she wasn't supposed to remember anything, but she is....for now only on a basic level but that's a start. I loved the interaction between Tara and Buffy.



--Michelle

pikescoob
 


Re: Update

Postby kiaora1 » Sun Jun 02, 2002 4:34 pm

really well done, I wanna see a reunion even more sexy than the first one in entropy ^^



Willow: "Okay, we're here, ready for action...umm....bad guy fighting action" *smirks* - Seeing Red S6

kiaora1
 


Re: Update

Postby witchbitchwillow » Sun Jun 02, 2002 5:21 pm

*lip trembles*



okay i read the depressong warning and i still got all teary lol. ive just had to catch up the last couple of chapters because ive been on holiday. great story though and i love it soooo much. more pls soon!!!!



and i think i need to join the cuddle puddle and het a new box of tissues.



love ellie x x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

witchbitchwillow
 


Re: Update

Postby Blue Athame 1 » Sun Jun 02, 2002 5:48 pm



Okay...I have been circling this one for a while now...a little nervous about the title. I finally bit the bullet knowing full well what a beautiful job you both do. Uh....wow.....I am not done..I am actually only a little ways through. I thought I would stop to write now though...I tend to be so bad about posting. I hardly made it through the first part, Willows pain was so palatable. You write the grief so well, it shook through me....but then you gave me Madalene, pretty quickly, and thank god I might add, she helped me to hang on.



This is brilliant work. The plot is wonderful and the technical execution very skillful. I am in awe of your talents and in deep appreciation of your sharing. I cant wait to finish. I think this is beautiful and just wanted to say so.



As Kathleen would say...Bravo! Except this time it is for you.

Athame stands and claps.

(Oh, and I do so hope you are feeling better K.).



A.

Edited by: Blue Athame 1 at: 6/3/02 4:29:15 pm
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Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby molsongrrrl » Sun Jun 02, 2002 5:57 pm

i am so glad tara remembers willow -- somehow i knew she would! looking forward to more ...






A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants




molsongrrrl
 


Update...

Postby KathleenWolf » Sun Jun 02, 2002 6:40 pm

Hello Rainbowmittens...



it's my lunch hour... and I have one tiny 5 page scene still up my sleeve... this is the officially official last update till Beth gets back and we do some writing...



WiccansIllusion: could we really in all good conscious have her forget Willow? smile... thanks for reading



Willowfan: *handing tissues* she does remember... it will be okay... hugging back... your welcome... hang in there with us



MadeinNZ: we are actually basing it on the premise that they will always find each other... Willow as many have pointed out is so lost right now... and there is only one person who can truely find her



LeatherQueen: She does... hugs... don't worry I know its sad but we promise a happy ending



willntlover: of course she couldn't... grin... so glad to hear your enjoying... thanks for reading



oneyedchicklet: laugh... we are on a little 'hate Xander less" crusade... and if you go up the stairs to the forward cabin there is a smoking section... smile... thanks for reading



TheRose24: willowhand is unforgetable!! grin



WTsnuggles: thank you... smile



Pixie_gishmock: gentle hug back... mmm very nummy cyber beigh food... :D I think i'll give up real beigh and only eat cyber now... so glad you enjoyed



VampNo12: it's been really important to us to try to inject some elements of humour into the angst... so glad it's been effective... and all the points you raise are soo vaild... :)



Fidds: thank you... glad your still enjoying



pikescoob: very true... but I think in the next little while Madalene is as surprised as everyone else in regards to Tara's recovery



kiaora1: mmmmm sexy... I think the RainbowWriters can do sexy... :D



witchbitchwillow: first off hope you had a fantastic holiday... secondly glad you were hooked enough to catch up... we got new tara and willow tissues they have cute screengrabs on them... and in case you just want to gaze at those tissues some of the regular ones too



Blue Athame 1: big blush... thank you... I'm glad that you were able to take the plunge and read... we are trying to error on the side of caution with the angst warnings... and hopefully as you get further along you'll like Madalene even more... thank you for your worry, I am feeling still so-so but hanging in



molsongrrl: she does indeed... thanks for reading



smile... hopefully I didnt miss anyone... and without further delay the scene....******



“We’re closed, what kind of magic shop do you think would be open at this time of night… morning.” The vengeance demon corrected when she glanced up at the wall clock, she didn’t look at the figure that entered her shop.



“The kind that would have exactly what I am looking for.” Madalene acknowledged softly as she closed the door behind herself. Anya glanced up slowly, regarding her visitor with curious eyes.



“I don’t sell things to people knowing that I am helping them take over the world or anything.” She warned looking down again.



“What would make you think that would be my goal?” Madalene moved in further eyeing Anya surreptitiously she moved the moneybag she was working through under the counter.



“High magic, it’s all around you.” Anya pointed out proud of her ability to see it.



“But then you will also notice I’m not the taking over the world type.” Madalene moved closer to the counter.



“It’s apparent you haven’t had the urge yet.” Anya admitted with a slight shrug.



“The urge?” Madalene laughed. “I’m looking for Anya, Buffy said she would best be able to assist me. When I saw the light on I was hoping she might be here.” She decided to cut to the point.



“Buffy sent you to my shop after midnight?” Anya positively scowled. “And I’m the one who’s supposed to be not very thoughtful.” She shook her head, her neatly styled blonde hair bobbing around her head lightly.



“I’m sure Buffy didn’t mean to cause any disturbance.” Madalene tried to gauge the woman’s reaction.



“Huh why does everyone always assume Buffy doesn’t mean any harm?” Anya quizzed. “So who are you, Buffy hasn’t mentioned any new witches to me.” She asked pointedly.



“My name is Madalene Slean.” The witch was polite. “We met a few nights ago when I had come to your shop to attempt to buy some products and she suggested you would be the more helpful as you owned the shop.”



“Oh wait.” Anya’s eyes suddenly went a little wider. “Are you the reason?” The former vengeance demon seemed suddenly more interested.



“Reason?” Madalene stopped as she felt Anya’s senses probing at her aura.



“Magical forces, rising in the area. I’ve been avoiding looking into it because I’ve had enough to do with magic for a while.” The demon gave a tight shiver. “But you might just be the thing that’s got everyone talking.”



“I assure you I am not important enough to make anyone talk.” Madalene shook her head.



“Maybe not, but you know don’t you?” Anya continued her scrutiny of the newcomer.



“I assure you I have no idea what you think I know.” She narrowed her eyes at Anya. “Though I do now know something about you.” She cleared her mind and tuned into the vengeance demon’s signature. “And now I am left with questions.”



“Oh you’ve found out the demon thing, should have guessed.” Anya waved her hand in the air. “That’s not important, everyone knows that.”



“I guess it isn’t.” Madalene nodded.



“Unless you have a wish I can help you with?” Momentarily Anya’s eyes lit up.



“Actually I require some crystals.” Madalene shook her head to the wish offer.



“Are you sure?” Anya queried a little desperate. “Isn’t there anyone I can curse for you?”



“Mmmmm no, but I’ll keep the offer in mind.” The witch smiled trying to be polite.



“Ok, so crystals.” Anya flipped into business mode when she was sure that she wasn’t going to get any wishes. Ducking down for a moment she came up with a velvet display box.



“Yes, silver ice slivers to be exact.” Madalene approached the counter and rested against it.



“Dampening crystals?” Anya looked at Madalene thoughtfully as she pointed to the crystals. “You do know about whatever is going on don’t you.”



“What do you mean?” Madalene questioned carefully to see what Anya was referring too.



“The main use for those crystals is to mask things or underline control and order.” Anya noted showing off her extensive knowledge. “So you’re either hiding something or controlling it.” She put the facts out clearly.



“Or cleansing if the power is conducted through the spellcaster’s body.” Madalene’s voice was tight.



“Is Buffy a part of what’s going on, because that’s a twist I didn’t think of?” Anya said suddenly figuring things out a bit more.



“She would rather tell you herself to be honest.” Madalene evaded her questions.



“So she is.” Anya frowned. “Oh I see, can’t tell the vengeance demon.” She scoffed angrily.



“It’s not my place.” The witch explained.



“No, no, don’t worry about it. I mean I’m only her friend, I only put my mortal life on the line for her many, many times, it doesn’t t bother me that I’m out of the loop.” Anya shrugged her shoulders several times huffing loudly.



“See will tell you soon I assure you.” Madalene reassured.



“Well you would say that wouldn’t you, you’re in it with them. I bet Xander knows, does Xander know?” Anya’s eyed narrowed.



“Who is Xander?” Madalene questioned confused.



“You don’t know?” Anya’s tone changed to sounding positively elated.



“I assure you that I don’t have a clue.” Madalene nodded. “Can I see the crystals now?”



“Help yourself they’re right there.” Anya pointed them out again but moved her hand away from the lid.



“Thank you.” The witch began checking the selections carefully. At the same time Anya appraised Madalene subtlety tuning in more as she tried to figure out what the witch was hiding. “Please stop that it’s rude.” Madalene warned her without looking up.



“Sorry.” Anya apologised but they were just words as the demon didn’t actually stop her actions.



“Okay, why don’t you just ask me?” Madalene looked up a little irritated. “Cause that just grates in my head when you do that.”



“I... I don’t need to.” Anya had suddenly gone very pale, and quiet. She looked the witch up and down very slowly making sure what she was seeing was true.



“Damn.” Madalene cursed realizing she hadn’t been able to hide enough.



“Oh my God.” Anya stated bluntly as the truth became blindingly clear.



“Look you don’t understand.” The witch tried to cut the demon’s thoughts off.



“There’s not much to understand is there? Tara’s back isn’t she?” Anya put forward what she knew to be fact.



“Well... yes.” Madalene nodded. “But it’s complicated.”



“It’s something from a demon plane.” Anya’s brow furrowed slightly.



“Okay so maybe not complicated for you.” Madalene raised an eyebrow as she tried to figure out how Anya was picking through her defenses so easily to get to the information.



“Basically things separate into four factions; natural, magical, demon or accident.” Anya shrugged. “It’s not hard to see its demon.”



“Good demon.” Madalene pointed out self-consciously.



“According to my clients I’m a good demon.” Anya pointed out with a smile.



“Well good is relative then.” The witch took a sharp breath. “Especially when you disembowel men.” She let her mind go out to further confirm what Anya was.



“Men that deserve it.” Anya pointed out.



“I’m not sure we could settle this conversation.” Madalene picked up a few crystals. “You understand then that I need these to assist Tara.”



“Probably not.” Anya nodded that she did understand now what the witch was doing with them. “So where is she?”



“Safe.” Madalene said simply. “Buffy is with her.”



“And how do I find her?” Anya continued her questioning.



“For the moment you don’t.” Madalene was firm. “Buffy will bring you when she’s ready.”



“Oh okay, but remind Buffy that I’m Tara’s friend too.” Anya said firmly back.



“I will, I assure you it’s more that Tara needs time to recover from her ordeal as you can imagine.” Madalene picked out six crystals. “Do you also have mangraine hip?”



Anya opened her mouth to say something to Madalene’s comment, but visibly softened.



“Certainly.” She said instead turning to get what was required out of one of the large glass jars. “You can leave the money right there on the counter.” She stepped back with a wide smile before without warning the vengeance demon literally shimmered out of existence.



“Anya? ANYA!” Madalene screamed fumbling in her pocket to toss bills down and grabbing her purchase raced for the door.



******



:D I know horrible cliff hanger but I hope you can give us a few days to update... thanks for reading... kath*







"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Oh!

Postby DarkWiccan » Sun Jun 02, 2002 7:06 pm

That sneaky little Anya...



Oooo... If I had her here I would give her such a pinch!



Snort

DarkWiccan

DarkWiccan
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby oneinten » Sun Jun 02, 2002 7:12 pm

Wow! Excellent update ladies!!!! I'm jumping into the cuddle though because after reading about Tara crying I'm near tears m'self. :cry



Sigh...I'm so glad Tara remembers Willow though I wonder if Buffy was imprinting on her a bit....NAH! Willow will always be in Tara's heart no matter what! Now get them together so Willow will be okay!!! PUHLEASE!!! :cry



I love this...(throwing more oreos on the table)



kath

oneinten
 


Re: Oh!

Postby Pixie gishmock » Sun Jun 02, 2002 7:21 pm

lol!!! Anya is certainly not one to take no for an answer. I liked how both she and Madelene were reading each other, digging deeper to get information. I can't wait to see the next scene in the hotel when Anya shows up. Beth, I know, family obligations, yada yada yada, but you've go RainbowMittens hanging in harnesses here. Could you maybe hurry up getting back so you two can write more? ;) Kath, yes, cyber-beige food is quite enjoyable and causes no pain or discomfort whatsoever, but you also need to eat the real beige food. *poke*

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

Pixie gishmock
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby WTsnuggles » Sun Jun 02, 2002 7:26 pm

Your bad :grin such a place to stop.



Great as ever. I love your Anya.



More soon. :D

Snuggles.

"You take my soul with you. Tara "Once more with feeling.

WTsnuggles
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby witchbitchwillow » Sun Jun 02, 2002 7:33 pm

ohhhhh, great update!! hope that you had a nice lunch break. the cliff hanger was crual thou, eventhough it is worth the wait!



i had a great holiday thanx, and how could i not catch up on this fic its great :D a for the tissues i think ill stick with the ones with lil willow tara pics on until the next update he he he.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

witchbitchwillow
 


hehe

Postby Rane018 » Sun Jun 02, 2002 8:22 pm

i love anya. i wish they had played her and tara more in the show.



i'm really loving this story. i knew tara wouldn't forget everything. i dont know why i just knew she'd remember.



hugs to you both!!

Rane018
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby LeatherQueen » Sun Jun 02, 2002 9:25 pm

:lol Sneaky, sneaky Anya. :) I do love her so.








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby VampNo12 » Sun Jun 02, 2002 10:23 pm

Oh great part! I so loved Anya and Madalene both probing each other trying to get the upper hand. And I could so picture Anya's excited face for a brief moment when she thought Madalene might be in need of a wish (ie look "fresh meat" I get to curse someone)! I found it funny how Madelene was about tell Anya the complicated story about Tara being alive, but Anya nonchalantly explained ("It's something from a demon plane."). Lastly, so loved how Anya causally shimmered out of the Magic Box, and I can't wait for her reaction when she see's Tara again.

VampNo12
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby pikescoob » Mon Jun 03, 2002 4:10 am

Ohhh Anya teleported herself to see Tara....can't wait to see the interaction there!!



--Michelle

pikescoob
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Willowfan » Mon Jun 03, 2002 4:15 am

I love Anya...she's so...so....well, Anya.

I know she tries to help, and she often does, don't get me wrong. And I really do believe she cares more deeply for Tara than even SHE will admit.

But I can't help thinking what could she do in this prediciment.....and some of it is not good....

But I have faith in your two...and I, strangly enough, trust Anya.

Can't wait for the next update....and welcome back Beth!!

And Kath, I'm glad your feeling better.:)

Willowfan:)

“Love’s bitch?” Spike asked softly...
“Woman enough to admit it,” Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile.

“Cheers, luv,” Spike whispered...
-Answering Darkness by Sassette

Willowfan
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby The Rose24 » Mon Jun 03, 2002 4:50 am

Uh, Oh. What is Anya up to?

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby mollyig » Mon Jun 03, 2002 2:19 pm

Someone should have told Madalene that Anya doesn't do patience!



I've been computerless all weekend, and was quite pleased to see so many updates to this great story.



Thanks so much!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Blue Athame 1 » Mon Jun 03, 2002 4:38 pm





Okay...all caught up now.



This is one of the best fics I have read in a very long time. Please know that I am not gratuitous with my praise. This is a brilliant piece, I thought so in the beginning but now I am certain. Thank you both.



Have you thought of this as a script? This feels like Season 7 to me...I think you should send it on over to ME and give those morons a hand. This is as it should be. :)



Athame is happy...finally her universe is being righted.



Ahemmm- I am serious about the script part.

Blue Athame 1
 


Re: FIC : The Gift Of Sorrow

Postby Jennpurr » Mon Jun 03, 2002 5:36 pm

Girls, this is just an amazing story. I'm so happy that Tara remembers. I had a feeling she would. And Anya, I had a feeling she would pull something sneaky. Can't wait to read more. Will there be a :willow :tara reunion soon? Please? Willow needs her honey. :(



Jen

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"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. -from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette




“That’s like, two drinks and a light switch away from being totally gay.” Joel from "Final Exam" by Ruth

Jennpurr
 


does a little bumping

Postby WiccansIllusion » Tue Jun 04, 2002 12:15 am

hey ladies sorry just wanted to bump this thread up a bit.

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

WiccansIllusion
 


Re: does a little bumping ... thank you

Postby KathleenWolf » Tue Jun 04, 2002 2:42 am

:) thank you wiccansillusion...



and sorry to everyone that I haven't been able to write back to all your fabulous comments/questions/etc...



i'm afraid the poorly remains... and beth is going to be MIA till saturday...



thank you to everyone who is reading our little story and enjoying it soooo much...



kathleen

"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Re: does a little bumping ... thank you

Postby Ressick » Tue Jun 04, 2002 6:18 am

Yay! Had to go away for a few days and didn't have net access, and just now I've gotten to catch myself up on this story... oh thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!



*dives into the cuddle puddle*



Res

****

http://www.ressick.net


"I'm very seldom naughty." ~ Willow

Ressick
 


encouraging bump!

Postby dreadpirateemily » Tue Jun 04, 2002 3:11 pm

Just wanted to chime in and say how much I still love this story!! I think it's cool to drag out the angst, because it really illustrates how devastated we all are...



Poor Willow, poor kittens.... good, good writers!

dreadpirateemily
 


Re: encouraging bump!

Postby TalosDragon » Tue Jun 04, 2002 5:21 pm

Bump



TalosDragon
 


Re: encouraging bump!

Postby sparrow » Tue Jun 04, 2002 7:18 pm

Just a another bump and a little grind from a mitten who misses her favorite writers. Hope you feel better soon. Can I just tell you I am so in withdrawls cause I haven't read anything about Mel, my favorite ninth level black, and Buffy recently. When are we going to have Mel and Buffy hot loving snuggles and then a proposal and wedding and honeymoon nad etc. see withdrawls. HELP!!!







For some reason I just can't seem to care


I'm not coming back

sparrow
 


Re: encouraging bump!

Postby Miss1234Kitty » Tue Jun 04, 2002 11:13 pm

Completely loving it. Actually, I never told you, but I also adore the Circle Series - I can't wait for the handfasting. Hope you're feeling better, Kath.



Gem

Miss1234Kitty
 

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