NEW FIC::: FIRE AND LIFE (COMPLETED)

[Alex_Vixen]

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!! I know, Im back soon but Hey! dont complain! LOL..

AUTHOR'S NOTE:: So...this Chapter was WAY too long, so I decided to split it in 3 parts...you'll get it...

Anyway...I'll leave you to the Chapter...



CHAPTER21- Oh, boy… O_O




“T, you seriously need to teach me how to make these cookies,” Faith said. The kitchen was filled with the delicious aroma of Tara’s cookies.

Faith was sitting on the counter while Tara was on one of the stools waiting for the second and last batch of cookies to be done.

“Maybe one day I will, Faith,” Tara said with a smile.

“Oh c’mon! Please?” Faith gave her own version of the puppy-dog-eyes.

“No, Faith. Maybe one day,” Tara said.

“You’re evil, did ya know that?” Faith said and pouted.

Tara laughed and a second later Faith laughed with her.

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Dawn ran into the house excited about something. Willow looked up from her laptop, she was working in the living room as usual.

“Hey, Dawn. Are you okay?” Willow asked.

“Where is Tara? Tara! Come here!” Dawn called Tara.

A second later, Tara showed up holding a tray of with two coffee cups for Willow and Faith and the freshly made cookies. The blonde sat down beside her girlfriend and placed the tray on the coffee table.

“What’s up, sweetie? You seem excited,” Tara said.

“You’re gonna die when you hear what happened. I went to the Espresso Pump for some coffee, decided to sit for a minute and go through my notes from my last class. So I was there, minding my own business when this cute girl comes and starts talking to me. She is in one of my classes but I never paid attention to her before. Anyway, she gave me her phone number, made a comment that she didn’t have anything to do tonight and to call her if I got bored,” Dawn explained quickly.

“That girl was hitting on you,” it wasn’t a question, it was a statement.

“I know, that never happened to me before. Isn’t it odd? Did I mention she was cute?” Dawn giggled like a naughty school girl.

Willow chuckled.

“You did. So, what are you going to do?”

“I don’t know. I don’t think I’m going to call her but…I don’t know…”

“You want to call her?”

“Well, she IS cute,” Dawn said and frowned. Dawn shook her head to clear her thoughts. “Maybe I will, see what she’s like.”

“Well, you could always try one date. Why not?” Willow said.

“Umm, Will…I don’t know think she wants a date, really…” Dawn said and blushed.

Willow blushed as well.

“Oh…shutting up now.” Willow looked down and went back to her work.

“Well, sweetie, you should do what you want to do,” Tara said.

Faith chose that moment to enter the living room. She went straight to the couch, grabbed her cup of coffee, a cookie and completely ignored there was somebody else in the room besides Willow and Tara.

“Hey, Faith,” Dawn said, looking like a deer caught in the headlights.

“Hey,” was all Faith said, she was too busy drinking her coffee and eating her cookie.

“What’s up, Faith?” Dawn asked, trying to make conversation. She didn’t like the way Faith was acting, she didn’t like it at all…

“Nothing.” Again, Faith’s answer was short and cold. The Slayer shrugged.

'Oh God! She heard me! No, no, no, no, no, no, calm down, Dawn. Maybe she’s upset because of something else. Maybe she didn’t hear you, maybe…' There was a pause in Dawn’s thoughts. 'Why do I care so much? Faith is my friend, nothing else. And she doesn’t have any right to be upset about it!'

Willow seemed to be working but she wasn’t distracted and she wasn’t an idiot. The redhead frowned and looked at her girlfriend.

“Are you sure you’re okay? Because you don’t sound so okay,” Dawn said.

“Patrol last night was shit and had a shitty day, Dawn,” was all Faith said, using the same cold tone. Dawn bit her lower lip and looked away.



Willow and Tara looked at each other. Tara lifted an eyebrow, silently asking her girlfriend if she was thinking the same thing. The redhead nodded.

“Be right back,” Willow said and quickly left the room.

“I’m going to take this to the kitchen, guys,” Tara said. The blonde grabbed the tray with the now empty coffee cups and left the room after giving Faith the plate with the cookies.

Willow was there waiting for her.

“Okay, what the HELL was that?” Willow tried to keep her voice low but she hate not to understand things.

“I think something is wrong with them. Faith was okay before Dawnie got home,” Tara said. “We were joking about the cookies here in the kitchen, she was perfectly fine.”

“Dawn started talking about that girl that hit on her,” Willow said.

They looked at each other for a few minutes.

“Are we thinking the same thing?” Willow asked. Tara nodded and Willow gasped, shocked. “Oh boy…How…How could we miss this, Tara? And why didn’t she tell us? Goddess, I think I’m gonna pass out again.” Willow did looked pale all the sudden.

“Will, calm down, honey.” Tara made her walk and sit down on one of the stools. “Now, if we are right, well, then it was none of us business to know. Dawnie is an adult, she had the right to keep that to herself,” Tara said while pushing away the feeling of hurt and disappointment because her Dawnie hadn’t trusted in her. The blonde took a deep breath.

“But-”

“No buts,” Tara cut her off. “She had the right to not tell us, she’s an adult. We still have no business there. Dawnie did tell us, she didn’t lie, she told us…she just didn’t say who but again, she had the right to keep that as a secret.”

“I can’t believe that they…they’ve been…” Willow took a deep breath and fought down the urge to kill Faith. “They’ve been…sleeping together…”

“I don’t think that’s all they did,” Tara commented looking towards the entrance of the kitchen.

“Tara!” Willow’s eyes widened.

“Not THAT!!!” Tara glared at her girlfriend. “Goddess, Willow. What I meant was that Faith is way too upset over this and Dawnie is way too nervous…I think there’s more here…”

“More? Like what?”

“More like feelings, Willow. They’ve been spending time together, they’re friends. If they were nothing else but sex buddies, I’m sure nothing would be wrong.”

“You think that they…like each other? As more than friends?”

“I don’t know but that’s what it looks like to me. Faith got way too upset. I know you don’t see it but I do, and Faith was hurt.”

Suddenly they heard Faith screaming.

“IF THAT’S WHAT YOU THINK OF ME THEN GO TO HELL! GO AND FUCK WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO ‘CAUSE I DON’T GIVE A SHIT!”

That was followed by Dawn’s response.

“IF YOU DON’T GIVE A SHIT THEN WHY ARE YOU SO JEALOUS!”

“I’M NOT JEALOUS! I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT!”

Two seconds later they heard the door slamming shut. Willow and Tara locked gazes.

“I’ll take Faith, you take Dawn and please…DO NOT freak out,” Tara said.

“Gotcha!”

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“I’m sorry to hear that you had a bad day, Faith,” Dawn said.

Faith simply shrugged.

“So…” Dawn sighed. “Faith, did I do something wrong? Because I have the feeling that you’re mad at me.”

Faith kept eating cookies. She had decided not to say anything, to ignore the anger that was boiling inside her body… 'Keep eatin’ cookies, keep eatin’ cookies.'

“I gotta convince T to teach me how to make these cookies!” Faith said but she wasn’t talking to Dawn. The former Key realized it was a clear sign that Faith didn’t want her to be there, to talk to her…because she had heard her…

Dawn was losing her patience. She couldn’t believe that Faith was acting like this! She didn’t have the right to act like this! The former Key rolled her eyes.

“If I did something wrong, then tell me so I can fix it. Please, Faith,” Dawn said. Faith kept eating the cookies and Dawn started to get really pissed. “You’re going to ignore me now? How mature of you, Faith!

Faith finally looked at her. Dawn could see that fire she liked she much in Faith’s eyes but this time it was different…it wasn’t the passionate sexual fire she was used to see, this fire was consuming, was angry…

“It’s cool, D. Just let it go.” Although Faith’s tone was calm, Dawn could still feel the cold in her voice, behind her words.

“No, tell me what I did wrong! I want to know what I did wrong so I can fix it! We talked this morning and everything was fine,” Dawn said, refusing to back off.

“Cause everything was fine this morning,” Faith said and looked back down to the plate of cookies.

“What did I do wrong, then?” Dawn insisted.

“Let it go, D. It’s cool. Forget it, it’s none of your business anyway.”

“I think it is my business when you’re mad at me!” Dawn exclaimed. Faith didn’t say anything. Dawn rolled her eyes again and stomped her foot down. “FAITH! Stop being such a bitch!”

“Whatever, D. Do whatever ya wanna do…whoever ya wanna do…..” Faith shrugged.

“Is THAT why you’re so upset? Because a girl gave me her number?”

“Do whatever you wanna do. And don’t worry about tonight, I won’t be home so you can go on your date,” Faith said, sounding nonchalant.

“Tonight…?” Dawn was confused.

That was the wrong move, apparently, because Faith seemed even more pissed off.

“We were gonna have a movie night, just the two of us but now it doesn’t matter. Go and your fuckin’ little date and have fun.”

“I don’t have a date! I’m not going to use the number! I don’t want to go on a date with anybody bu- I don’t wanna date anybody!” Dawn was almost yelling.

This time Faith was the one who rolled her eyes.

“Whatever, dude.”

“Faith, what the hell…” Dawn narrowed her eyes, a spark of suspicious was born in her eyes. “Are you jealous?”

“What the fuck are you talkin’ about? I don’t care what you do,” Faith said and frowned.

“Why are you jealous? I’m not gonna use her number, I don’t wanna date her! I don’t know why you’re so jealous about it.”

“I’m not fuckin’ jealous, Dawn. Stop thinkin’ that shit! And I’m sorry if I seriously doubt that she wants to date you.”

“Then, why else would you be acting this way? I have the right to have sex with other people! It’s not like you don’t do it!”

“What the fuck! I don’t fuck other people!” Faith left the plate on the coffee table and stood up, she was more than pissed. “Since we started havin’ sex I haven’t fucked with anybody else and you fuckin’ know it! And I am NOT fuckin’ jealous!” Faith said harshly.

“You seriously expect me to believe that crap? C’mon, Faith! You’re not a freaking saint! I know you fuck anything that moves!” Dawn snapped. As soon as the words left her mouth she regretted them…

Faith looked like Dawn had just slapped her. When she spoke, she didn’t hide the disappointment and hurt in her voice, she didn’t even bother…

“And you seriously think I’d do that to you…” Her blood was boiling and Faith was shaking with anger, she wanted to yell but she was trying hard not to do it. “You know me better than that, but if that’s what you think of me…” Faith looked away and took a deep breath but it was no use, she was too angry to stop the words from spilling from her mouth. “IF THAT’S WHAT YOU THINK OF ME THEN GO TO HELL! GO AND FUCK WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO ‘CAUSE I DON’T GIVE A SHIT!!”

“IF YOU DON’T GIVE A SHIT THEN WHY ARE YOU SO JEALOUS!” Dawn snapped back.

“I’M NOT JEALOUS! I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT!” Faith yelled right back.

There was a tense silence, they both were breathing heavily. Dawn was the one who broke the silence, but she wasn’t yelling…her voice was calm and truly curious…

“If you’re not jealous, then why are you so upset?” Dawn asked.

Faith’s body stiffened, she didn’t want to answer that question…her whole body and soul were screaming for her to run away…She didn’t look at Dawn when she spoke, her voice just as calm as hers.

“Because I was crazy enough to think that maybe…maybe the amazin’ Dawn Summers would ever care about me…let me be her important one…but I was the STUPID one, as usual…”

Faith still didn’t look at Dawn, her head was up high but her eyes were glued to the floor. Dawn was shocked, but she had to be honest…

“Faith…sex won’t satisfy me forever…”

Faith chuckled bitterly at the comment. Her racing heart was beating so fast and hear inside her chest that she thought it would break into a million pieces, even if she still didn’t understand why…

“For the first time in my life, I wasn’t talkin’ about sex, D…”

Faith looked at Dawn and the former Key’s heart broke after seeing the hurt in those eyes. The Slayer shook her head and almost ran towards the door, opening it and slamming it shut. Dawn was left there, stunned.

Her body moved on its own, she wasn’t controlling it anymore…the brunette sat on the couch. She wasn’t even aware of the tears filling her eyes…

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Okay!! That was the Chapter!!!!!!!! I hope you liked it!!!!! The next Chapter will be Willow and Dawn talking.... I know you wanted Willow to go ballistic on Faith and Dawn, but I wanted to show a more mature side of Willow (you will see it more in Chapter 22), and that she doesnt always have to freak out.... I hope you like it....

[Midnight341]

Dibs...

ok back...so not only did this chapter make me cry it made me want to slap dawn...and i've never wanted to do that with this character in any story...great job phoebs really this is probably one of the best chapters in here i'm so proud...keep it up

[LonelyTara]

Aw...poor sad Faith. Geez Dawn, really classy coming home and talking about some cute girl and getting her number when you've been having a steady lovin'-a-thon with a hot slayer. :(

Glad to see Tara taking charge and keeping Willow from getting too freaked. You must be writing up a storm. I like being so spoiled, keep it up!

More baby stuff, please!

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for excellent update-y goodness... Big yay for Faith finally telling Dawn that she has more than friendly feelings for her and big yay for Tara keeping Willow calm... Dawn sure needs some ... I truly hope that she finally admits that she too have more than friendly feelings for Faith. She sure needs to grow up, that happy outburst about getting some skanks number after receiving steady Faith-loving for months was just stupid... Willow sure needs to some sense into her... I hope Tara is able to calm Faith down... I kinda hope that as Dawn's punishment, Faith gives her a good spanking...

[Laragh]

Wowsa everything sure blew up!

Yay for you showing mature Willow

Oh and I want to know how to make Tara's cookies too lol

[Alex_Vixen]

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!! IM BACK!!! (soon again)

Okay, this Chapter is basically Willow and Dawn talking....and then a little surprise for you, guys... *evil smirk* You're SOO gonna HATE me after this Chapter.... Like I already told you, this is what happened with Willow and Dawn...the next Chapter will be what happened with Faith and Tara.


Anyway, I'll leave you to the Chapter...



CHAPTER 22- “You take Dawn.”




Tara left the house at the same time that Willow entered the living room. The redhead’s heart broke when she saw the tears rolling down Dawn’s cheeks. She was crying silently, as if she wasn’t even aware that she was crying…

Willow walked to her, sat down by her side and hugged her. At first, Dawn didn’t react, but after a few seconds, the brunette hugged her back.

“Dawn, honey…please, tell me what happened…” Willow said.

“Faith and I…”

“I know, darling, I know…I wish I knew what to say to help you…Why don’t you tell me everything?” Willow started to caress Dawn’s hair.

“I don’t know what happened, Will. I’m so confused…”

“Tell me everything, darling…I’m here to listen,” Willow said.

“At first it was so easy…we were hanging out, we fooled around, we had sex, then watched a movie or something like that. It was so easy, so…”

“I know what you mean,” Willow said.

“And we have so much fun together. It’s not just the sex…Will, she’s an amazing person. She’s funny, caring…she’s an amazing friend,” Dawn said, tears still spilling from her eyes.

“I can see it, Dawn. She’s a good person. I think she always was, we just couldn’t see it,” Willow said, frowning for a moment.

“And I just…she makes me feel so…” Dawn groaned, frustrated that the words seemed to be dying in her mouth. The former Key wiped away the tears and took a deep breath. But quickly tears began to form again in her eyes and Willow hugged her tighter and let her cry on her shoulder.

“It’s alright, sweetie. Tell me, talk to me…”

“I know what you’re going to think but she makes me feel so…For her I’m not Buffy’s little sister, for her I’m not a little girl. For her I’m beautiful, I’m desirable, I’m…especial. She doesn’t say it but she makes me feel it. She gets me, Will, somehow she does…And I get her. I get the way she moves, the way she talks, the way she thinks. I can see when she’s nervous and trying to hide it. I don’t know how that happened, but I do. She hasn’t told me a single thing about her past and somehow I know why she’s like this."

Willow placed a short motherly kiss on top of Dawn’s head and smiled slightly. She knew what that meant, although she didn’t know if Dawn knew it. Of course she wasn’t going to tell her, Dawn needed to figure it by herself but Willow was sure she would do it…

“I can see she really cares about you, Dawn. I know she does,” Willow commented.

“I don’t understand, Will…What the hell is happening to me? I don’t…She said…” Dawn didn’t seem able to finish the sentence and sighed.

“What did she say?” Willow asked.

“She was…jealous. She tried to act like she didn’t care but I could see it. And I asked her why…She said she was crazy enough to believe that maybe I could care about her and…” She forced herself to remember Faith’s words. “To let her be my important one. I told her the truth, sex won’t satisfy me forever…”

“And?” Willow had the hunch she knew where this was going.

“She wasn’t talking about sex…” Yup, Willow was right.

“And what does that make you feel?” The redhead asked.

“I don’t know…I know she wants me, I know she’s attracted to a little bit, sexually atleast…but I don’t know…”

“You keep talking about what SHE feels…you’re not talking about what YOU feel. Listen to me, Dawn…when I started to realize I was attracted to Tara…I was scared shitless. I was alone, I didn’t know where to run or if I could trust somebody enough to talk…” Willow took a deep breath. She could do this, Tara had taught her well. She could do this. “Whatever is that you’re feeling, you don’t have to do it alone. Tara and I, we’re here for you. Talk to me, let me help you. But most of all…allow yourself to feel…trust me, it’s the only way.”

“I already told you what she makes me feel. A part of me feels so…shocked.” Dawn had stopped crying but she was frowning, trying to figure Faith out. “I can’t believe that she may want…more. And another part of me…” Dawn sighed.

Willow nodded, encouraging her. She knew Dawn knew it. Dawn knew that Willow knew that she knew it and something inside was telling her the redhead wouldn’t let it go…

“Another part of me…” Dawn sighed. “Is jumping up and down excited. At the same time I wonder what Faith wants from me, because I know what I want, even if I don’t want to admit it most of the time, and I know I’m…” Dawn sighed again and Willow offered a small smile. “That I’m falling…for her…” A lonely tear rolled down her cheek. Willow caught it with her thumb and hugged her again. Dawn let herself feel the comfort of the redhead’s embrace. Willow, who she had always considered as a role model, Willow, who had always helped her and not just with school…Willow and Tara…they had done their best to help her and be there for her and look after her without making her feel like they were suffocating her…

That lonely tear was followed by another…and another and another until she was silently crying again. Willow hugged her tight and began to stroke her hair again, as if trying to sooth some of the pain. She knew how hard was to admit that.

“Everything will be fine, sweetie. You will see. It all is going to be fine, sweetie…” Willow kept whispering.

“You think Faith…I don’t think she feels the same…” Dawn managed to say between sobs.

“I don’t know what Faith feels but I do know that nobody reacts that way unless they DO feel something."

“What will I do if she doesn’t? If she doesn’t want to take a risk?” Dawn asked, her eyes red and puffy.

“Are you talking about…trying something, dating?” Dawn nodded weakly. “Do you want to take that risk? You know Faith isn’t one for relationships and all that stuff,” Willow said.

“If she wanted to…yes, I think I would. If she let me…yes, I would take the risk,” Dawn said firmly.

Willow looked at her proudly. For a second she wondered when Dawn had grown up so much, how she had become so mature. And the answer saddened her…Dawn had probably grown up among the danger and the death and the Apocalypses…

“But what do I do if she doesn’t?” Dawn asked. She didn’t even try to hide the desperate tone in her voice.

“Well, if she doesn’t, then…we’re going to buy a lot of ice cream and watch crappy movies,” Willow said and gave her a small smile. Dawn actually let out a small laugh.

“Your baby is really lucky, Will. You and Tara already are amazing parents,” Dawn said.

“I’m glad you think so, sweetie. I know that our baby will be blessed to have you as his or her Godmother,” Willow said. She hoped Tara wouldn’t get mad but Dawn needed some cheering up.

“What? Godmother?” Dawn asked wide eyed.

“Tare and I talked about it. Of course we were going to wait to tell you but since you need some good news to cheer you up…” Willow said and smiled at her. “You don’t really have a choice, actually,” Willow added a joke.

Dawn hugged her again.

“I would be honored, Willow. You have no idea how much. And thank you, I don’t know what state I’d be in if you hadn’t been here with me,” Dawn added after pulling apart.

“I know you expected me to freak out and start yelling but I…okay, I did for about a micro second, but Tara made me see that you had the right to not tell us and to chose who you…ya know,” Willow said and blushed slightly. “And I love you, you know that. I just want what’s best for you. If you think Faith is the best for you…”

“Thank you, Will, seriously I-”

In that moment Tara entered the house. The blonde Wiccan went straight to the living room and sat in the other side of Dawn.

“Tare, hey, you missed the party,” Dawn joked.

“How are you, sweetie?” Tara asked.

“I’m good, Tare, don’t worry. Willow did an awesome job,” Dawn said and Willow’s blushed again.

Tara smiled proudly at her girlfriend.

“I’m going to go and order some food while you guys talk,” Willow said as she left the room.

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Later that night, Willow and Tara lay in bed, fast asleep. Tara was lying on her back, Willow snuggled up to her side, her head on the blonde’s chest and her hand over the blonde’s belly. Since finding out that Tara was pregnant, Willow would always snuggle with her girlfriend and place her hand on Tara’s belly, her hand was always there even when they were making love…

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“Will? Where are we?”

“I think I have an idea where…”

They were standing side by side, still clad in their PJ’s. Everything around them was white light, there was no walls, no floor, no roof…they were somewhere and nowhere at the same time…

They grabbed each other’s hands. They didn’t know what would happen…

“Congratulations. You’re going to be mommies,” a voice said from behind them.

They turned around and Willow smiled. The redhead instantly ran into the arms of the person standing there. Tara’s jaw was still on the floor…

“Buffy! Oh I missed you soo much…” Willow said as she was still hugging her best friend.

“I miss you too, Will,” the petite blonde said. After they pulled apart Buffy directed her gaze to Tara. “What? No hug for the Buffster?”

“Willow told me but still it was hard to…Buffy…” Tara walked over to them and gave the shorter blonde a warm hug. Buffy hugged her back and smiled. “It’s so good to see you, Buffy.”

They pulled apart and Buffy inspected Tara.

“It’s good to see you too, Tare. You’re…glowing,” Buffy said.

“Thank you. You look amazing too,” Tara said. Buffy was wearing a pair of jeans and a white peasant top but there was something else about her…And Tara was sure that person in front of her was the person Buffy used to be before…before becoming the Slayer and carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders…

“Yeah, Heaven does that too you,” Buffy joked and laughed. “Anyway, I’m here to give you some good news. Don’t do any more research, your baby is a gift.”

“What?” Willow said.

“From who?” Tara asked.

“The Big guys from upstairs. That’s all I can say. The Powers were a bit pissed off, but who cares what they think?” Buffy rolled her eyes. “They’re gone, anyway.”

“They’re gone?” Willow asked.

“They Big Guys thought that the Powers That Be couldn’t do their job anymore. So now there is a new order up here. That’s more than I was allowed to say, I’m sorry.”

“But couldn’t they give us a little warning or something?” Willow asked.

“Guys, you were begging for it. Your souls…they were screaming, begging for it. You wanted it even if you didn’t consciously,” Buffy said and giggled like a school girl.

Willow and Tara looked at each other, shocked.

“Will, don’t over analyze it,” Buffy said and rolled her eyes again at her best friend.

“So…our baby is a gift…” Tara whispered, trying to make the reality sink in.

“They Big Guys gave you both the capacity to create life for a fraction of time, that’s all. You did it.”

“Why me, then?” Tara asked.

“Oh, I don’t know that one. That was all you guys, all you.”

Buffy suddenly looked up, as if there was something there and looked back at her friends.

“Guys, I gotta go now but I will see you again, soon.”

They hugged again and this time Willow and Tara disappeared. Buffy stood where she was, a serious expression in her face.

The petite blonde crossed her arms across her chest, apparently lost in thoughts.

“The situation is getting more dangerous. Now the witch is pregnant,” a voice said but Buffy didn’t bat an eyelash.

By her side, a white-haired man was standing. He looked like a mortal, except for his hair and eyes, which were completely black, there was no white in them. He was wearing jeans, work boots and a black shirt, and strangely, a sword attached to his back.

“I know, but it will work in the favor of our side,” Buffy answered.

“How? Why didn’t you warn them about the upcoming danger?” Another voice asked.

By Buffy’s other side, there was another man standing. He had green hair and blue eyes. Just like his friend he looked like a human being, but his eyes were completely blue, there was no white in them. He was wearing jeans, work boots, a black shirt and a sword attached to his back just like the other.

“I didn’t want to worry them so soon. And you don’t know Willow like I do. She’s highly protective of the people she loves. She’d do anything for Tara. And now that she’s pregnant…she will be even more,” Buffy said.

“And how will that work in favor to our side?” The white-haired man asked.

Buffy let out an amused laugh.

“She kept me alive for years, that’s how. She may not know it, but she was the reason. Her love and protectiveness is what saved the world more than once. She’d kick the Devil’s ass to protect Tara…and now their child,” Buffy said.

“Do you really have THAT much faith in your human friends?” The green-haired man asked.

“Willow, her friendship, her knowledge and love helped me defeat the Mayor, and Adam…Her love for Tara was Glory’s weakness. Willow…” Buffy smiled proudly. “Have faith in her. So now, our new assignment is to protect them, especially Tara. Nothing, I repeat NOTHING can happen to Tara or her baby. No human cause, not supernatural. NOTHING. You hear me?” Buffy’s voice held the authority of a general.

Both of her companions nodded.

“Yes, ma’am,” they both said at the unison.

“Ma’am…What about the Slayer and the Key?” The green-haired man asked. “Do we keep an eye on them as well?”

“I’ll take care of it myself,” was all Buffy said. The men nodded and banished. Alone, Buffy dropped the general posture a bit and sighed. “I always believed in you, Will…Believe in me, I’m not going to fail you again…” Buffy whispered before banishing in the air as well….

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Okay, that was the Chapter!!! I know the idea is kinda similar to the one I used it SNS, but wait....things wont be the same.... *evil smirk* trust me...

[Laragh]

Dibs! Yay! Back in a sec!

Uh oh. Why hate? *is worried*

Okay, I'll be honest, I kind of haven't been following the whole F/D aspect BUT I loved how Dawn was in this. So vulnerable and like anyone coming to terms with confusing feelings.

Aww. Buffy. Yay.

Awesome that the baby is a gift!!

Wait. Whoa. What???

Mystery! Intrigue!!!!!

I can't wait to see what happens next!!!

PS please continue to be an update machine!!!!

[Midnight341]

ok so laragh you beat me on dibs...anyway on to the feedback...phoebs this was an amazing chapter..i like how willow let dawn figure that out on her own...i kno a lot of us have been in that same position of figuring out that we do in fact like a girl. and then the scene with buffy was awesome..i love the guys at the end listening to her and her promise to willow

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for great update-y goodness... Good that Dawn admitted to Willow that she really have deep feelings for Faith... Can't wait for Tara's talk with Faith... So Buffy is the boss for the creapy looking dudes... I wonder who/what the new Big Bad is...

[KiWy]

Hey there !
Damn , wasn't here for the previous chapter !!!!!
oh well, i'll review here XD. So i really liked both chapters, very interesting reactions from everyone as usual..and i sooo have a feeling about the new big bad lol...then again, maybe it's just a feeling lol

Thumbs up !

[LonelyTara]

Very, very intriguing indeed. I hate to think of Tara and the baby being in danger, but Buffy is totally right, Willow will kick major ass, and did save Buffy and all her family so many times...

I can't wait to see how things went with Tara and Faith, and who these new powers are...is Buffy in charge of Heaven? Because whoa....kinda heavy....

[Alex_Vixen]

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!! IM BACK!!!!!!!!!

Im sorry I didnt post yesterday but because of personal issues I couldnt.

Anyway, I'll leave you to the Chapter....



CHAPTER 23- “I’ll take Faith.”





Tara exited the house. She looked around but she didn’t see any indication in which direction Faith had gone. She had to find Faith. She knew Faith had walked to the house so she started walking towards the Espresso Pump, since Faith lived nearby.

Tara was taking deep breaths to calm herself down. Millions of questions were running through her head. Why hadn’t Dawn talked to her? Dawn used to trust in her before anybody else. She wouldn’t have freaked out. She would have understood…

Tara easily got to the Espresso Pump but of course Faith wasn’t there. So she went to the Slayer’s apartment. Even before knocking on the door she knew Faith was there, she could feel the energy, that especial force of nature that was the Slayer.

Tara knocked on the door and waited.

“Faith, c’mon, open the door,” Tara said.

After a few seconds, Tara knocked again.

“I know you’re there,” Tara almost yelled. “Open the damn door, Faith.”

This time she got an answer.

“LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, BLONDIE!”

Tara sighed. She didn’t want to do what she was about to do… The blonde grabbed the doorknob and whispered a quick spell. The door opened easily and she entered.

Faith was watching TV on the couch, drinking from a bottle of vodka. She had drunk almost half a bottle already and didn’t even look up when she heard Tara closing the door.

“Leave me alone, T,” Faith said, not looking away from the TV. The Slayer took another long gulp of her vodka.

“You shouldn’t do that when you’re under stress, ya know,” Tara said and made her way towards the couch. She sat on the other end of the couch and looked at Faith. The Slayer never looked at her.

“Fuck the stress. I can do whatever the fuck I want to, T,” Faith said and took another gulp.

“What happened back at the house with Dawn?” Tara asked.

“Nothing, T. Mind your own business,” Faith replied before taking another gulp.

Tara reached out and stole the bottle from her. Tara placed it on the floor by the side of the couch and looked at Faith, who was finally looking at her.

“We’re going to talk, Faith. And I don’t care what you want, we are going to talk because you’ve been sleeping with Dawn, who I consider my little sister,” Tara said, sounding rather harsh.

Once again, Faith was speechless, as if she had just been slapped in the face.

“Now, what happened back at the house?” Tara asked.

“D got a fuckin’ date with some chick and forgot about tonight,” Faith said and Tara raised an eyebrow. “We were goin’ to have a movie night, eat pop corn and junk food,” Faith explained.

“You sound way too upset just because she forgot about tonight and way too jealous because she got a date,” Tara said.

“I’m not fuckin’ jealous!” Faith snapped. “I don’t care whoever she fucks. I just don’t like to be ditched.”

“Please, Faith. That crap…try it on somebody else, not with me. You are jealous, even if you don’t want to admit it. And the question is why? Why are you jealous?”

“I’m not! Fuck…give me back my bottle, Tara!” Faith demanded and extended her hand.

“No. Why are you jealous?” Tara repeated the question.

“Give me my fuckin’ bottle, Tara,” Faith ordered again.

“No. Let’s start from the beginning, then…Why, Faith? Why Dawn?”

“I was horny, kay? I gave her a choice, she wanted it. She wanted to be fuck buddies, it wasn’t my idea. It was her fuckin’ idea,” Faith said.

“You wanted her?”

“Did ya see her? She’s fuckin’ beautiful, sexy, smart and my fuckin’ God she smells delicious!” Faith laid her head back on the back of the couch and looked up to the ceiling. “She’s a fuckin’ Goddess in bed…” Faith whispered, more to herself than to Tara.

Tara didn’t need to know that little detail but she didn’t comment.

“Is that all she makes you feel?” Tara asked, instead of telling her not to spill any more details about Dawn’s skills in bed.

“She sure knows what to do with that big mouth of hers,” Faith whispered, again more to herself than to Tara. The Slayer let out a small chuckled and kept looking up to the ceiling.

“I meant when you’re not having sex. When you’re just hanging out. How does she make you feel?”

Faith shrugged.

“Don’t know. She’s a friend. She’s fun to hang out with.

“Is that all? All she makes you feel?”

“I don’t know…” Faith seemed to ponder the question for a minute. “She gets me, ya know?”

“I assume you don’t mean just in the sex, right?”

Faith shook her head. She was still looking at the ceiling, as if concentrating her eyes on something could make her feel better or give her some comfort.

“She somehow gets what I’m thinkin’ and what I want…I don’t have to say a word to her. She always knows…I trust her, I get her as well,” Faith answered.

“And what else?” Tara asked.

“What you mean?” Faith frowned, but Tara could only see the side of her face.

“What else does she make you feel?” Tara asked.

“I don’t know…”

“Faith…think, feel….When you see her in the morning, when she laughs, when she’s excited, when she’s hurt…what do you feel?” Tara asked and thought about Willow…She shook her head. She couldn’t talk to Faith is she was thinking about her adorable, sweet, loving, kind…Tara shook her head again.

“I don’t know…” Faith didn’t say anything else so Tara grabbed the bottle from the floor and gave it to her again. The Slayer took a long gulp and went back to stare at the ceiling. Tara remained silence. “I remember the morning after the first night…I woke up and saw her there on my bed. She was still sleepin’…” Faith took another zip from the bottle. “She looked like an angel…so beautiful…And her laughter is one of the best sounds I ever heard, is…”

“Heavenly?” Tara said and couldn’t help to think about her girlfriend’s laughter. It made her smile.

“Yeah, it is.” Faith laughed out loud before taking another gulp. “She looks like a 5 year old kid when she’s excited. And I like it, it’s contagious.” Faith took another gulp and frowned. “Just the thought of her hurtin’ or somebody hurtin’ her makes my blood boil. When that vamp dared to touch her I wanted to rip him apart! And at the same time I was…” Faith took another gulp from the bottle. “I don’t know…So fuckin' proud for her winnin’ that fight…”

Tara smiled.

“We all were. Now I see why you got jealous, Faith,” Tara said.

“I wasn’t jealous, T! It’s just…” Faith took a long gulp from her bottle. “The idea of her with somebody else makes me go crazy. I wanna punch anybody who dares to touch her!”

Tara sighed.

“Faith, you know what you feel…why not admit it?”

“What are you talking about?”

“You do know. Faith, don’t run away from your feelings. I usually would let you deal with it on your own time, but Dawn is at risk here and I won’t let you,” Tara said.

“What are talking about?”

“If you love her, if you feel something for her, then face it and deal with it,” Tara said.

“Love…? What?” Faith frowned and tilted her head to the side, finally looking at Tara. “You’re sayin’ that what I feel…this thing in my stomach…this dizziness when we kiss…isn’t just because I’m horny?”

“Faith, you are aware of what you feel. Don’t run from it. Don’t run from your feelings because you’re going to hurt yourself and Dawn. And I love Dawn as if she was my little sister, so I won’t let you hurt her.”

“I don’t know…Is it wrong to want to be as close as possible to her…and kiss her. I could spend hours just kissin’ her…” Faith said slowly, as if she was just realizing that little fact.

“I know that admitting the scares the crap out of you. It’s scary, I know that, but if you let yourself feel it…trust me, you’ll feel like you never felt before.” Tara seemed to think for a moment and decided to ask. “You never fell in love, did you?”

Faith was silent for a few minutes. She didn’t know whether to answer that question or not. And Tara was right…that scared the shit out of her…

“That only person I ever told I love them was my grandmother…and she died when I was 7 years old, Tara,” Faith slowly admitted.

“I know, Faith. And it’s scary.” Tara got closer and placed her hand on Faith’s arm. “I remember when I started dating Willow, I used to think ‘What did I do to deserve her? I’m nothing especial, I’m not pretty, I’m worthless. How somebody like her can be with somebody like me?’” Tara looked right into Faith’s eyes. “You still have no idea, Faith, how much you and I are alike. I understand what you’re feeling.”

Faith seemed to think for a moment and then shook her head.

“Doesn’t matter what I feel ‘cause D wants nothing with me like that,” Faith whispered.

“She does, Faith. Trust me, I know she does. I knew she was falling for you before I knew it was you. She’s not like us, she deals with her feelings quickly. She’s not afraid,” Tara said.

“You taught her well, T,” Faith said.

“Maybe…Now the question is…would you let yourself feel and take the risk?”

“I don’t…know…”

“You’re strong, Faith, you like challenges, adventures. Let love be your new adventure…”

Faith finished the bottle, Tara took it and placed it on the coffee table. The Slayer seemed to think for a moment.

“What if she doesn’t want to?”

“Well…if she doesn’t want to…then I’ll bring you a bottle of vodka myself and make you company while you drink it,” Tara said, only half-joking.

“Cheap vodka or good vodka?”

“The best I can get,” Tara promised.

“Thanks, T.” The fell silent for a few minutes, both lost in thoughts. Until Faith decided to break the silence again. “How can you be so cool about this whole deal? I mean…this is Dawn we’re talking about here…and me.”

Tara didn’t like the way she had said ‘Me’.

“And what is wrong with you?”

“C’mon, T! I may have changed but I’m still me…I’m screwed up. Why would somebody like D want to be with me?”

“You’re not a screwed up, Faith. And Dawn likes you. YOU. The real you.”

Faith shook her head.

“She can’t like me. As a friend, maybe, but not as more. She can have anybody she wants, she’s amazin’! Why would she want to be with a screwed up ex-convict?”

Tara sighed.

“Faith, she does like you. You did some mistakes in the past, yes, but you decide to do the right thing, to be a better person. You ARE a better person, Faith. You’re not a screwed up. It doesn’t matter because she likes you, the real Faith. Not some idealized image of you. Not the bad-ass Slayer. You.”

“So, what am I gonna do, T?” Faith asked.

“I can’t tell you that, Faith. I could advice you to take a few days off. Figure out what you feel and then talk to her. Talk to her, Faith. That is all I can tell you,” Tara said. “And allow yourself to feel.”

“How are you doing with your baby?” Faith asked, wanting to change the subject. Her head was starting to hurt and it had nothing to do with the vodka.

Tara smiled. The smile was so big that it barely fit in her face and Faith could see the glow of maternity in her eyes.

“Well, I haven’t had any morning sickness yet but Carolina says that some women just don’t have them, which is normal. And I couldn’t be happier. Willow can’t keep her hands off my belly and I’m not even showing yet, she brings me breakfast to bed almost every day. She’s constantly checking if I need something, if I feel alright. Every time I come from work she has food ready, all kinds because she wants to be prepare for any craving…” Tara let out a small laugh.

“Got any craving yet?” Faith asked.

“No.” Both friends laughed. “But I love it that she’s being so attentive. She buys me flowers every day, for Goddess’s sake. I come home from work and on the coffee table there’s always a bouquet of roses,” Tara explained.

“I bet you thank her every night, huh?” Faith waggled her eyebrows and gave her friend a naughty smirk.

“Goddess, Faith.” Tara rolled her eyes and unconsciously Tara placed her hand on her belly.

“Just jokin’, T. I’m really happy for ya, ya know. I really am. Your kid’s gonna be lucky. He or she’s gonna have two parents who will care and love 'em, who will never abandon 'em…You and Red ain't like ours,” Faith said.

Tara could see the pain in those chocolate brown eyes but she didn’t say anything. She knew Faith wouldn’t want to talk about it. She didn’t really want to talk about it herself.

“Thank you, Faith. I really appreciate it,” Tara said.

“You’re my only friend, Tara, of course I’m happy that you are. I can see how happy you and Red are about the whole baby thing, and D. She’s really happy about it.”

“We want her to be his or her Godmother. We decided that she should be,” Tara said.

“That’s cool, T. She’s really super excited. When you tell her she’s gonna have a heart attack,” Faith said and laughed.

“That would be funny.”

They talked some more. It was nice to spend some time together, laughing and sharing jokes. Faith and Tara were so alike that it was scary, but a good kind of scary.

“I should leave, I have to check on Willow and Dawnie,” Tara said and stood up.

“I’ll drive ya.”

“Please, Faith. I’ll be fine and you’ve been drinking.”

“If I let you walk alone at night, Red’s gonna go ballistic on my sorry ass. Here, take my car.” Faith pulled out from her jean’s pocket her car keys and gave them to Tara.

Tara accepted the keys. She knew that there was more than the reason Faith gave her. The Slayer worried about her and Tara knew it.

“I’ll talk to you tomorrow, Faith. I’ll bring the car in the morning when I go to work,” Tara said.

“No problem, T. You’re a good friend…Thanks for bein’ here,” Faith said honestly.

“Don’t worry. Just think and allow yourself to feel. I’ll be here if you need me. And Willow too, if you talk to her, she’ll help you,” Tara said.

“I’m sure that Red’s gonna kick my ass but that’s cool.”

“Have a good night, Faith,” Tara said. She hugged Faith gently. The Slayer awkwardly hugged her back after a few seconds.

“Night, T.”

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After talking to Dawn and making sure she understood why she had gone after Faith. Tara had given her the same advice she had give Faith, to take a couple of days off to think.

Tara finished rubbing the night-cream on her arms and got into bed. Willow and Tara cuddled and the blonde let out a tired sigh.

“Long day, huh?” Willow placed a sweet kiss on her girlfriend’s cheeks.

“Oh yeah, I’m so tired,” Tara whispered sleepily.

Willow cuddled closer to Tara’s side and her hand on Tara’s belly.

“Get some rest, Tare. Love you, Tare.”

“Love you too, Will. Good night.”

“Night.” There was a pause. “Good night to you too, munchkin,” Willow whispered as her hand caressed her girlfriend’s belly. Tara smiled, happy that Willow was starting to talk to her belly…

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Okay, guys! That was the Chapter!!!!!! I hope you liked it!!!!!!

[Laragh]

Dibs! Back in a sec!

“LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, BLONDIE!”

Oh no she didn't!

Tara's a fuckin' awesome friend. Just saying.

Aww so cute Willow talking to Tara's belly

I love it, I love it!

Can't wait for more.

[LonelyTara]

Yeah, Tara really does have the patience of a saint, she's going to be such an awesome mother. And it's weird, I never really thought about how similar Faith and Tara are. They're like sides of the same coin. And Tara is the strength. Faith might be physically strong, but Tara has the strength of heart, of character, that allowed her to survive the abuse she suffered without turning into a cruel and violent person. Faith is bringing herself back from that, finding her true strength, learning to be a better person, which is cool. It's really nice that she has Tara for a role model to show her who she can be. And I adore how sweet Willow is being about the baby!!

[Midnight341]

Ok...phoebs if i said the chapter before was your best this one is equally as good...so good the raw emotions and everything...and i really like how you played on how tara and faith are the same at hearts...cause they are...they have very similar personalities...wat happened to them just made them react in to different ways but still the same....so good phoebs...cant wait for more

[vampyregurl73]

FINALLY, Faith and Dawn admit what they feel and "come out" about their relationship. Tara's advice is great - take a moment, step back and evaluate.

The PTB overthrown and Buffy's in charge - at least of the military aspect, lol. Her absolute faith in Willow is sweet, at least in her current state she can see how much of a stabilizing force she was in her life when she had one.

The drama continues....

[Tillow4ever]

O! M! G!
THIS STORY IS FUCKING AMAZING ALEX!!!!!!
I frrreaking LOVE it!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!! OMFG!!! Just wow!!!!!!!
I love this story line!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I'm going crazy with the liking of it!!!!!!! hehehehehe... I hope that there is gonna be a sequal!!!!!!! hahahahahaha.... I LOVE the Faith and Dawn thing, and not just because I was just recently asked to be in that sorta relationshp... I can SO TOTALLY relate to Dawn!! It's sooooo weird! LOL But I liked it even before that.... hahahahaha... And Willow and Tara having a baby! OMG!!!!! I'm sooooooooooo happy for them!!!!!!!!! Willlow is so sweet and Tara is awwwww and there is just to much for me to say to fit alllllllllll of these 23 chapters of WONDERFULNESS into one feedback.... hahaha. But just know that it is AMAZING and keep up the GREAT work!!!!!!!
MORE MORE MORE PLEASE!!!!! hehehehe
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Jane

[Nue]

Hey Alex, what´s up, girl?

well, amazing chapters! Tara is always so understanding ^^ she´ll be a great mom ^^ oh, and WIllow too o/

thanks ^^

[DaddyCatALSO]

The idea that Faith and Tara are the natural types to get along is widespread in fandom. Their genetic personality substrates are very different and the superficial differences in their upbringings are great, but they've both lived thru bad treatment. (In my own 'verse, Tara's daughter Summer has, I think, a personality a lot like what Faith might have had if raised in a loving environment.)

Glad Willow is handling this like the adult she is by now, and yes, a few dyas nto seeing each toehr is exactly what F&D need right now. W&T make good mentors :-).

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for excellent update-y goodness... Good that Tara managed to convince drunk Faith to open up and tell her about Faith's feelings for Dawn... Can't wait for when Faith and Dawn meets next time and how they make, I kinda hope that it leads to awesome make-up sex... I truly hope that Faith and Dawn very soon graduate to love making...

[Alex_Vixen]

HEY PEOPLE!! IM BACK!!

I dont have anything to say (besides that im late for school) so I'll just leave you to the Chapter...



CHAPTER 24- First Craving




“Willow! Willow!”

Willow ran downstairs, almost killing herself in the process. Tara was in the living room reading a book but right now she was looking surprised and the book was on the coffee table. Willow knelt in front of her.

“What is it, baby?” Willow asked. “Are you okay? Do you feel alright?”

“I want Italian food,” was all Tara said. Willow looked at her, confused.

“What? Baby…what are you talking about?”

“I think I got my first craving, Will.” Tara looked at Willow with wide eyes and a surprised smile. “I have this…huge urge for Italian food.”

Willow was there kneeling in front of her dumbstruck for a whole minute before she shook her head and stood up.

“Well, what do you want, baby? I’ll order anything you want,” Willow said as she pulled out her cell phone from her jeans pocket. The redhead was smiling now.

“Ravioli…with Bolognese sauce…” Tara adopted a dreamy look and a small smile on her lips. “Oh yeah, that sounds amazing. And cannoli di ricotta for desert, or gelato.” Tara was getting more excited with every word. “Do you remember that Italian place you took me the first time we went to LA together? Goddess, that was the best, and I mean THE best Italian food EVER!”

Willow seemed to think for a moment.

“I’ll be right back, baby,” Willow said.

She stood up and left the room for about five minutes. Tara was a bit confused so when Willow came back, she looked at her frowning.

“Let’s go upstairs to pack, baby,” Willow said and extended her hand for Tara to take.

“To pack? Where are we going, Will?”

“To LA. You wanted Italian food? Well, we’re going to LA and I’ll take you to that Italian place you like so much. Angel already said that we can stay there for tonight. If we leave now, we’ll get there around 7. We can have an early dinner or visit the guys for a little bit,” Willow explained.

Tara’s eyes filled with tears and her heart melted with love.

“You’re taking me to LA just because I have a craving?” Tara asked.
Willow smiled. She sat by Tara’s side and cupped her girlfriend’s face. The redhead leaned in and placed a sweet kiss on Tara’s lips.

“Baby, this is your first official craving…And I’d do anything for you, so yes, I’m taking you to LA. Besides, today is Saturday, I think it’s a good idea to take a weekend off,” Willow said.

“Aww, Will…” Tara hugged her and kissed her firmly in the lips. “You’re adorable and I love you, you know that?”

“I know because I love you too. Now let’s pack,” Willow said.

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Dawn entered the house and went to the kitchen after dropping her bag on the couch. The former Key opened the fridge door, looking for something to eat. Finally pulling out some ham, mayo and ketchup, she closed the door with her foot and went to the counter. It was then when she noticed the post-it on the fridge door. Dawn grabbed it and read it.

We went to LA. Be back tomorrow.
You have the house to yourself.
Love, W+T

Dawn went back to making her sandwich. The former Key stopped what she was doing and thought for a moment. The brunette shook her head and finished her sandwich. She placed it on a plate and walked back to the living room.

She was eating her sandwich and staring at her cell phone. The former Key grabbed it and typed a message.

Want to talk?

Only a few seconds later she got a reply from Faith.

U comin’ over or want me to go over?

Dawn sighed and wrote.

Come over. W+T gone to LA.

Dawn dialed Tara’s number.

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Tara pulled out her cell phone and saw the caller ID. It was Dawn.

“Hey, sweetie. Did you find our note?”

I did. You went to LA? Why?”

“I got my first craving for Italian food and Willow decided to bring me to LA,” Tara explained and smiled at Willow, who was driving.

“Damn, go Willow! You should reward her,” Dawn joked.

“Sweetie, I think you’ve been spending way too much time with Faith. And I am going to, don’t worry,” Tara joked back.

When are you coming back?”

“Tomorrow. We’re staying with Angel.”

“Speaking of Faith…You don’t mind if I…well, it’s been a couple of days and…I really want to talk to her…You don’t mind, do you?”

“Dawnie, it’s your house. And remember, be patient with Faith,” Tara said.


“I Know. And it’s our house, Tara, remember that.”

Willow made a gesture with her hand to indicate she wanted to talk with Dawn.

“Willow wants to talk to you. See you tomorrow, sweetie.”

Tara handed Willow the cell phone.

“Hey, darling.”

“Hey, Will. What’s up?”

“Just wanted to remind you what we talked. You’re not alone. And no matter what happens, we’ll be here for you, okay?”

“Thanks, Will. I think I’ll be fine.”

“But if Faith breaks your heart, I will beat her to death with a shovel and hide the body,” Willow said seriously.

On the other end, Dawn let out a small laugh.

“I was waiting for that. Thank you, Will.”

“Good luck, kiddo.”

Willow giggled and hanged up before Dawn could yell at her for calling her kiddo. Tara was looking at her amused.

“I know why but do you seriously have to be like that?” Tara asked, smiling.

“Like what?”

“‘if Faith breaks your heart, I will beat her to death with a shovel and hide the body’? Seriously?”

“I am Buffy’s best friend. Since Buffy can't fulfill her role as an older sister, it is my duty to deliver the proper ‘shovel speech’,” Willow said seriously.

Tara laughed and rolled her eyes at her silly girlfriend. While Willow was driving, her hand was constantly holding Tara’s.

“You know, I was thinking that we could use the spare room as a nursery,” Willow said after a minute of silence.

“We have to talk to Dawn about it first, of course. You want to start setting the nursery up so soon? I’m barely almost in my third month,” Tara said.

“I know, but you know I like to be prepared. Besides, I saw all these cute things for babies in the store and I can’t wait to start buying clothes and stuffed toys and all those super cute thing and-”

“Will, honey,” Tara cut her off. “When we get back to Sunnydale, we’ll talk to Dawn and then we’ll decide.”

“Ya know, I was kinda thinking about that too,” Willow said.

“About what?”

“About the house. Maybe now that we’re having a baby…well, we should get a place for us. Maybe it’s time for us to move out. Dawn doesn’t need us anymore, she’s working with Anya…We’re starting a family, maybe…I don’t know…what do you think?”

“Well…maybe it’s not a bad idea,” Tara said and nodded.

“Really? You think so?”

“Yeah, I mean…maybe new would be a good time. I guess it depends.”

“Don’t worry, I thought about the money, but that’s not an issue, baby,” Willow hurried to say.

“I didn’t mean the money, honey,” Tara said and felt her heart start beating faster.

“On what, then?”

“Do you want to have more children? Because if you don’t want anymore, then I don’t see a reason to move,” Tara said.

“Um, Tara? You think I don’t want more children? I want to make a family with you, baby. I know what is like to be an only child and its awesome when it comes the time for presents but it sucks the rest of the time. I’m not saying I want ten kids but…two? Three? Of course, only if you want to,” Willow said, suddenly not so sure of what her lover wanted.

“Will, I…You are the love of my life, Willow, and carrying your child is the biggest blessing. So…I don’t care how many children we have, as long as they’re yours (and I don’t mean biologically). If you want to, we’ll have two, three, four, Goddess, we’ll have those ten, if you want to. I’ll even give birth to all of them, if you want to. As long as you’re with me…I’ll be the most blessed woman in this world,” Tara said.

Willow smiled at her. The redhead lifted the hand that she was holding and placed a sweet kiss on it.

“You’re the love of my love too, Tara. And I would like to have more than one baby with you. Two or three would be perfect. Somehow I think that the kids outnumbering us is not a good idea,” Willow joked.

“Then I guess we’re going to move out. We have to look for a house, honey,” Tara said and smiled.

“Well, I may have done some research about it, baby,” Willow said.

Tara laughed out loud and Willow’s heart melted with love. Tara’s laugh was…Heavenly.

“It wouldn’t be you if you hadn’t done research. So what did you find?” Tara asked.

“Well, remember our neighbors, Mr. and Ms. O’Connell?”

“Yes. What about them?”

“Well, I was talking to Ms. O’Connell yesterday…”

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Willow was getting the mail from the mailbox. The redhead noticed the gray-haired woman that lived next door was getting the mail as well and waved. Ms. O’Connell walked slowly towards her.

“Hello, dear. How are you?”

“I’m good, Ms. O’Connell. Thank you for asking. And you?” Willow always liked the older woman. She was kind and reminded her of her own grandmother.

“I’m good, dear. Thank you for asking. If you don’t mind me asking, is that a Claddagh ring that I see in your finger?” The elder woman smiled slightly.

Willow lifted her hand to show it to her. The elder woman’s smiled grew bigger.

“My Lord…I have one too.” Ms. O’Connell showed her the worn but still beautiful golden Claddagh ring she had in her finger. “I still remember when my George gave me this. You have no idea how happy makes me to see that young people still remember the old traditions.”

Willow smiled.

“My grandparents were Irish and Tara decided that it was a good tradition to keep, since my parents both have them,” Willow explained.

“That is what I call a thoughtful and caring partner, dear. You are one lucky lady,” Ms. O’Connell said.

“I am. Especially now that we’re having a baby,” Willow said.

“Oh my…are you having a baby? Oh, dear, that is wonderful.” Ms. O’Connell grabbed Willow’s hands with her own. “A child is one of the best blessings in this world. I should know, I had four.” The elder woman winked at her cheekily.

“We know, we’re so excited. It doesn’t matter that we can’t get married, we were blessed with a child and that is more important,” Willow said.

“Of course it is, dear. And I never understood why people makes such a big deal, love is love, as my grandchild Michael says. You and Tara should be able to marry, if you wanted to.”

“Thank you, Ms. O’Connell.”

“How far along is she?”

“Almost three months. We can’t wait.” Willow bounced up and down excited.

The elder woman let out a small laugh.

“The excitement of the first child…” Ms. O’Connell gave her a sad smile. “Too bad we won’t be here to see your baby. I’m sure he or she will be adorable.”

“Why? Where are you going?”

“We’re moving to Chicago, to be closer to our grandchildren. We’re selling the house. So as soon as we do it, we’ll leave.”

“You’re selling the house? Um, if you don’t mind me asking…how big is it?”

“It has four bedrooms, the master bedroom has a private bathroom. A living room, a kitchen and a dining room. There’s a basement and a small room that George usually uses to put his stuff but I guess you could use it for anything.”

“Ms. O’Connell, would you like a cup of tea? I would like to talk some more with you…”

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“So, you’re going to buy their house?”

“We are if you want to. I just have to make a phone call. Ms. O’Connell showed me the house inside, we wouldn’t have to buy almost anything because they’re leaving most of the furniture. And we’d be close to Dawn, right next door and still have enough space for our children.”

Tara smiled at the mention of the word children.

“I would like that, Will. That actually sounds like a great idea,” Tara said.

“Really? You think so?”

“Of course, Will. It’s a great idea.”

“I’m glad you like it, Tare. I wasn’t sure what you’d think but I’m happy that you like it,” Willow said. “Love you, Tare.”

“Love you too, Will.”

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Faith and Dawn had been in silence for about ten minutes. Faith was one side of the couch and Dawn was all the way on the other end. They were silent and not looking at each other, both seemed lost in thoughts.

Finally, Dawn glanced at Faith.

“I missed you these past couple of days…I mean, hanging out with you,” Dawn whispered but she knew Faith had heard her.

“Missed ya too, D. And I don’t mean just hangin’ out with you or the sex,” Faith said.

They both fell silent again and when they spoke, they spoke at the same time.

“So…”

“So…”

“I wasn’t looking for this. I only wanted sex,” Dawn said. She had the need to say it. She would die if she didn’t say it.

“Me neither…whatever this is…”

“I do like you, Faith. I do know what I feel…”

Faith sighed.

“What do you want from me, D?”

“You.”

They locked gazes and slowly moved towards each other. Dawn almost crawled to the other end of the couch and crashed her lips against Faith’s, one of her hands grabbing a handful of the Slayer’s hair. Faith placed her hands on Dawn’s arms but instead of pulling away she pulled the brunette closer and welcomed her when Dawn roughly shoved her tongue inside Faith’s mouth and they began a battle for dominance…

Dawn moved forward, making Faith to lay down against the arm of the couch. The brunette straddled the Slayer’s lap, not breaking the kiss. Dawn’s free hand was in Faith’s waist and moved North, towards Faith’s breasts at the same time that one of Faith’s hands caressed her arm down her back and towards her butt…

“Missed this…so fuckin’ much…” Faith whispered before her lips were attacked again by an over eager Dawn. She knew the brunette had never acted like this before, so raw, so passionate…and Faith loved it.

“I missed it too, God, so much…” Dawn nibbled and kissed her path down Faith’s jaw line to her neck and pulse point. The former Key pulled away for a second. “Faith? I don’t wanna have sex…”

“Kay, we can still kiss though, right?” Faith was willing to do anything Dawn wanted to.

“No, I mean, I want…please, let me…I want to make love to you. Please, let me make love to you…I need it…”

Faith was shocked. She had never heard that before. Dawn kissed her lips again, softer this time. It took Faith a couple of seconds to answer the kiss but when she did, Dawn smiled and raised an eyebrow.

“Let’s go upstairs…”

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Okay, guys...that was the Chapter!! I hope you liked it!!

[Midnight341]

Dibs...

Ok sorry it took me so long for this got distracted by family...anyway...phoebs great chapter...i loved willow and tara together talking about children and moving next door. great job using the irish family too i love it...and "The Shovel talk" *smiles wide* always great job phoebs...can't wait for more.

Sorry Lonelytara i'll give you the official dibs cause i got distracted from actually being able to reply

[LonelyTara]

I call official 'almost first but really second dibs' because I'm here and ready to give feedback. Great chapter. I loved, loved, loved Willow sweeping Tara off to LA to have Italian food and satisfy her craving. What a great non-official wifey! It's cool that they're planning on having more kids--I hope they'll be able to do it magically so they're bio babies. That's part of the fun of a magic world, right? At least if they'll be safe and non-demony, LOL. Love that they're going to be right next door to Dawn, but I hope Dawn isn't too upset. That's a lot of house for one person...

Nice F/D reunion too!

[Zampsa1975]

Yay for great update-y goodness... Big yay for Willow taking her non-official-wifey to LA to satisfy her first official craving... I really loved their talk about how many kids they are going to have and buying the neighbors house... Can't wait for Faith's & Dawn's first official love-making-session... I hope Faith moves in with Dawn now that Willow & Tara are moving next door...

[Laragh]

Shovel Speech

Yay for Willow being all research-y and finding a house already

Especially one so perfect! And yay for mentioniongs of more kiddies!!

I put in my official vote to make them official wifeys! Hey, this peice could always be set around the time Prop 8 said it was okay for us gays to tie the knot I know technically it's set in like '04/'05...but still

More!

[LonelyTara]

Midnight341, LOL, I was totally just ribbing you. You are the Dibs Meister! All hail the winner of the Dibs!

[willowtaralover]

Liked the sex scene in chapter 17 but, I don't know. I feel like I've read better elsewhere. Really enjoyed the conversation between Tara and Faith in 18 is good though and shows that Tara seems to have an innate ability to get on with anybody, and the fact that T is willing to enter into a bet with Faith shows how she isn't as innocent as when we first met her. Really enjoyed the scene at the doctors when Willow found out and fainted, then when she practically orders Xander that he and Anya pick up Giles and come to their place for the pregnancy party. then W phones her dad and he says he's coming straight over. for me one of the best parts of this story has been Willow's dad accepting his daughter for being gay. Basically still an awesome story, but let's have more from the big bad Alex. Who is it and what are their motives.

[Midnight341]

i know lonelytara...i was ribbing back...if fact here *grabs bbq ribs*...hehe

[LonelyTara]

Ah, good, good! Can they be Morningstar Farm vegetarian ribblets? LOL

[KiWy]

Hey Alex !
Very nice chapter, including the home research and all was a good idea..though i feel like the part between Faith and Dawn, both accepting their feelings and actually admitting them to each other, was a little too fast, after all this turning around...but well, doesn't matter much anyway

Keep it up !